A Life Earned I sit, stand, lay wonder over all these words ponder ‒who am I to earn such trust sitting for hours and hours doing His† work for a future I do not know ‒making my little fuss thinking about my own children how much I'm missing then...not guessing for whom lies my lust all these days have turned to years from normal every-day living to hurting and crying laughing and just being putting the kids on a bus to feeling like rust all this time listening then writing hearing His† soft voice ‒so many words building a crust with gustive thrust 'here I am' I easily said fighting anguish in my head as so many labeled me‒ crazy, insane, obsessed ‒when all along a teacher was saying 'don't hush take this brush put these words in rush' I had to forgo every-day living to sit in a silent room listen hear to words being pushed all the while‒ hoping for a hug a gentle kiss even the slightest touch ‒a bit of support to this worded rush over ten years now I lost my life in all its plush because of the brush the Lord† handed to me in a lover's crush 'sing My† song to them earn your place you're running a good race' words in reassuring gust so that I may continue in faith's undying trust
Notes: The photograph is the second one that was chosen. I say the second because the first was of my face. I’m sick of my face. So, He chose His! It is from October 8, 2019: Oil Spill Warning.
(April 16, 2022)—No, He isn’t the author of this piece, He’s the author of the next. This piece is one directed from my heart. He was setting me up, to answer me. You will understand when you read the next piece titled, ‘The Void of Absence’ and the prayer of Nehemiah.
We have to lose our life in order to find our life, our purpose. If we don’t lose our life, we never find the truth of our being. As in ‘Dismissed Authority’ which was written on the fourteenth. It was a guided writing as well and it speaks truth. You can only dismiss truth for so long. It will catch up to you.
I’ve been made a promise. One…I don’t need to explain. I don’t know the how or the when. I do know the why. It is a BIG why. It is a sad why, but one I must accept. It is sad to watch truth unfold. The world has conquered itself into controlling the flow of Yeshuah. Only…they can’t. They just believe they have. Yeshuah is powerful. He is love. That pure kinda thing. That kind of love you can’t touch.
People are just stupid. Yes, I said that.
To try and get Yeshuah shushed. Laugh, laugh, laugh. So much to the point that all His called workers are condemned, ignored…or so it seems. I’m not ignored. I’m protected. I’m covered with this vast amplified kind of protection that mask as ignored. It took me a long time to figure this one out. So silly are they!
I can be bold in saying this. He showed to me what is happening now years ago. I know where we are headed, the nations of the world. It is a very sad place. Imagine a world that doesn’t know God or Yeshuah. Imagine. It is so very hard for me. But this is the type of world that is coming…the world of the lawlessness…lawless one. It isn’t as you think. It will be subtle and slow. It will still be. It is a generation upon generation of nothingness. A time that knows only material and need and want. What you see now is nothing compared to the yoke that is coming.
There will be a time when all the people’s of the world will not KNOW God! There will be no one to teach the children the glory of Him because there will be no adults who were taught. He said He will destroy all the man-made churches. It is coming. He will. None will survive.
You, the now generations, are going to be responsible for this. Your tolerance of the things that God hates has brought this calamity upon you. Your arrogance that you can change even the human body’s design has infuriated the Lord to no return. Your idea that you can tap into all His energy and abuse it has set a course for all the people of the world that cannot be changed. In August 2019, in vision He said the button’s been pushed and there’s no turning around. In 2021, Yeshuah said a stone has been thrown…that stone is a financial melt down. The course that we are on has been set by the present generations because they are greedy, selfish, ignorant of God’s true nature, and too accepting of things He hates.
This is not my assumption. These words are coming from the Spirit of Truth which guides my hand.
We are headed into a biological time bomb that you have created. No scientist on planet Earth can truthfully tell you what is driving this virus. They are lying when they say they do know. They have never tracked a virus of this magnitude before. Never. They are guessing. That is why there are so many so-called vaccines…they don’t know what they are doing. They are guessing. These vaccines are not a cure. And what they are doing is putting biology of the human body under strain. Too many people now have had all these different vaccines, some are mixing them all together and then contracted different strains of this virus over and over. You can’t tell me that some of these self-serving scientists can’t see the time bomb they are creating.
It isn’t if…it is when.
Their ego and pride and greed will bring upon us a calamity that they will not be able to fix. The toxicity dream.
They don’t want to admit that God is in control. They are so egocentric that they can’t even give themselves permission to even consider they are not in control.
They are not.
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