‘Amongst the Living’

I do NOT have scars on my face like this. I included a picture taken earlier during this day to prove I don’t have scars on my face. This day in September, God put many different scars on my face….

Amongst the Living
all my doubts surface
I question my intelligence
I go over every word
every sentence
wondering, at times‒
to whom
I place my obedience
am I lost in self-indulgence
am I under some foreign
are my intentions
is this all just convenience
seeking some audience
proclaiming an unrealized
suffering from the broken
of violence
is all this
just a test
keeping me wrapped
in silence
lost in turbulence
a God† sacrifice
proving I'm not
an enchantress
but truly blessed
who'll be in concurrence
who'll have such confidence
‒understand these events
in sequence
who has true common sense
who holds that much
‒fully understanding
our given conscience
who'll hold that much
who'll endure the needed
who'll hold enough patience
‒preserving each occurrence
understanding the pure
of existence
without needing surveillance
who amongst the living‒
can get pass the doubts
in surface
understand the intelligence
every word of wisdom‒
in every single sentence
every time‒
holding extreme significance
without any doubt
or needing any reassurance
‒placing all their being
total obedience
in what they cannot see
pure magnificence
without adding

Note: The photographs were taken September 27, 2019: Love from Heaven. The purple light, which David has explained is the indication of Jesus, blessing what is shown. The pinkish/red bubble is a special message to me along with the double white/golden orbs. These are found all through these frames taken this day, and other days. God is using these to really point out what He puts on my face.


Note: I do NOT have scars on my face like this. I included a picture taken earlier during this day to prove I don’t have scars on my face. This day in September, God put many different scars on my face. For one, to prove it’s Him and His power to use technology! Which is quite amazing. Secondly, as a replacement for the visions because the last vision was so powerful and upsetting to me. Thirdly, to relay a message to everyone.

He had put an upside down V, which I shared in an earlier post this week, which symbolizes truth. He put initials on my forehead and other scars just to prove what He can do! He put this horrible scar here and other different places on my face, as well as my neck, on several different days until I cried my heart out thinking I had this ugly face. Even hearing this from family members. It was a very hurtful time. David finally explained what God meant: The scars are symbols for what our hearts look like when it gets to Him. He wants us to repair our hearts. He wants us to heal what hurt us way deep inside.

I can only relay the message. It is entirely up to you to follow His instructions. This was before the virus, which He warned us all about. The virus is ‘The Adjunct’ to what is coming. He is giving everyone time to pray, time to heal.


(May 2)—[This is the date which this piece and the following was actually written.] Is it possible for anyone to have such a belief? Jesus said with the right amount of faith, we could move mountains. I’ve always believed this. And it seemed with the more faith I had, the less faith everyone around me had. It is possible? I believe it is.

I didn’t know what God wanted from me. All my life I felt that I was different and I was treated differently. I was left out. I didn’t understand and I cried a lot. I taught myself how to rely on myself. I taught myself how to listen to the voice within. And because of this, I can be without anyone else. Oh, I believed after my divorce that this wasn’t true. I believed I was this totally codependent individual. And, for a moment, I was. I had become this person because I put my trust in other human beings. It took a lot for me to marry another person and when I did, I truly believed in those vows.

When you realize that you believed in those vows and the other person didn’t, the reality of that is like an atomic bomb went off and everyone forgot to tell you! And not one damn soul understood this. Why? Because people will believe a lie faster than the truth. The worse thing after my divorce was the conniving, behind-my-back things that my ex and sisters did and my children bought into it all without consulting me about any of it. Lies! My children were convinced that I was the one who lied. The odd thing about this: I wrote everything down!

Each person has a journey to take. Each person has trials and tests. My trials and tests do affect other people. They are supposed to. If I don’t handle my trial or test right, it is the responsibility of those around me to help me. That is what it is meant by the vine! The vine is talked about in the Bible from the beginning. Everyone, except a very small number, around me eventually failed. Some did well in the beginning, but then they dropped off and failed.

Our trials and tests don’t just end. They are continuous and the more we pass the more we get. Why? Because we are in the ‘school‘ of life! We are proving to God where we belong after we have graduated this school. This is where the churches lie and/or just forget to tell you. You are not suppose to forget what happened to you in your past. This isn’t what God wants. He wants you to learn then teach others about your lesson. For some reason, the churches of the world think they are the ONLY authority when it comes to God and Jesus the Christ. I have zero idea where the Jews and those in Israel get off thinking that they are STILL the chosen. They are NOT! They lost that privilege. All of the tribes lost that privilege. God tells us all this in HIS WORD!

This is another thing the churches and ignorance of the world don’t teach: The word…the BIBLE…is actually GOD! It is HIS words! All that He is sending me…HIS WORDS! How can you NOT understand this?

The bad shepherds have messed you up. I’m sorry. God has come in our lives more powerful than ever to set things right because we are coming to the end of this cycle. A new earth is coming. These things are all in the BIBLE. No other book. The BIBLE…translated in every single language, written in every single way for all of us to understand it. It is not the end of HIS word! I can attest to that because I hear Him and I have to write all of it down! But you won’t believe me as the Jews didn’t believe or see Jesus when He was here.

The majority of you are veiled. Why? You are being tested. Your heart I mean. God wants to know what is truly in your heart. To do this, He’s challenged just about every culture on the planet. Many people are failing. Many are not seeing His Son. Many are not seeing HIM! So, His test is far from over.

Today’s Scripture was a bit odd at first, but now I think I understand. It’s the end of Romans when Paul names a lot of the people, a lot of Greeks, who believed after Paul introduced them to Jesus. Paul’s job was to plant seeds and he did! And the Jews still wanted to kill him. Isn’t that something! Jesus did say He came to divide and save. The meaning behind that is very strong. In order to save, there will be a division because those that cling to the material aspect of the world will fight all that God stands for! And they do. The Jews who have not accepted Jesus as God’s Son are still hypocrites to this day. They say they truly believe in God and practice His commands by not working on Saturday and wearing strange clothes. Yet, they didn’t hear a thing God said. For one: Thou shall NOT kill! The stoned Stephen to death for believing in Jesus the Christ. Do you know Paul was one of them!? And God took hold of Paul (Saul) and scaled his eyes until Paul could actually see the truth! Paul was AWAKENED! Once that happened, there was no stopping the joy in Paul’s heart!

You can go on and think Jesus isn’t the Son of God. Go on! Good luck in the pit because you cannot get to the light with that way of thinking. He wasn’t just a prophet. HE IS THE SON OF GOD! Two gates are opened. The time to choose is quickly closing for a large majority. I would take the time God has given you and examine your own heart because you cannot take the needle out of another person’s eye while one lies in your own eye!

Back to Paul: all these people he names…they had never heard of Jesus. Paul was introducing a serious change to them. A lot of miracles were performed in order to make all this happen.

Miracles: I mentioned on my Facebook wall that I’d be writing about miracles. We think we know what miracles are. We don’t. We know what gifts are. A God miracle is like a dead person coming back to life. A miracle cannot totally, at all, be explained by man! I had a comment on that page that said we see miracles every day. No, we do not. We see gifts given every day. Like my heart suddenly becoming well. No more broken heart valve. The doctor calling it luck. No, that’s a gift from God for a job well done. Miracles are extremely rare. And no one alive today has actually witnessed one. We all have witnessed GIFTS given!

Special GreetingGreet Priscilla and Aquila, my fellow workers in Christ Jesus. They risked their lives for me. Not only I but all the churches of the Gentiles are grateful to them. Greet also the church that meets at their house. Greet my dear friend Epenetus, who was the first convert to Christ in the province of Asia. Greet Mary, who worked very hard for you. Greet Andronicus and Junias, my relatives who have been in prison with me. They are outstanding among the apostles, and they were in Christ before I was. Greet Ampliatus, whom I love in the Lord. Greet Urbanus, our fellow worker in Christ, and my dear friend Stachys. Greet Apelles, tested and approved in Christ. Greet those who belong to the household of Aristobulus. Greet Herodion, my relative. Greet those in the household of Narcissus who are in the Lord. Greet Tryphena and Tryphosa, those women who work hard in the Lord. Greet my dear friend Persis, another woman who has worked very hard in the Lord. Greet Rufus, chosen in the Lord, and his mother, who has been a mother to me, too. Greet Asyncritus, Phlegon, Hermes, Patrobas, Hermas and the brothers with them. Greet Philologus, Julia, Nereus and his sister, and Olympas and all the saints with them. Greet one another with a holy kiss. All the churches of Christ send greetings.—Romans 16:3-16

Greetings From Other BrethrenTimothy, my fellow worker, sends his greetings to you, as do Lucius, Jason and Sosipater, my relatives. I, Tertius, who wrote down this letter, greet you in the Lord. Gaius, whose hospitality I and the whole church here enjoy, sends you his greetings. Erastus, who is the city’s director of public works, and our brother Quartus send you their greetings.—Romans 16:21-23

Praise to GodNow to Him who is able to establish you by my gospel and the proclamation of Jesus Christ, according to the revelation of the mystery hidden for long ages past, but now revealed and made known through the prophetic writings by the command of the eternal God, so that all nations might believe and obey Him—to the only wise God be glory forever though Jesus Christ! Amen.—Romans 16:25-27

From Greece to TroasBecause the Jews made a plot against him just as he was about to sail to Syria, he decided to go back through Macedonia. He was accompanied by Sopater son of Pyrrhus from Berea, Aristarchus and Secundus from Thessalonica, Gaius from Derbe, Timothy also, and Tychicus and Trophimus from the province of Asia. These men went on ahead and waited for us at Troas. But we sailed from Philippi after the Feast of Unleavened Bread, and five days later joined the others at Troas, where we stayed seven days.—Acts 20:3b-6 (Spring, A.D. 58)

Eutychus RevivedOn the first day of the week we came together to break bread. Paul spoke to the people and, because he intended to leave the next day, kept on talking until midnight. There were many lamps in the upstairs room where we were meeting. Seated in a window was a young man named Eutychus, who was sinking into a deep sleep as Paul talked on and on. When he was sound asleep, he fell to the ground from the third story and was picked up dead. Paul went down, threw himself on the young man and put his arms around him. ‘Don’t be alarmed,’ he said. ‘He’s alive!’ Then he went upstairs again and broke bread and ate. After talking until daylight, he left. The people took the young man home alive and were greatly comforted.—Acts 20:7-12 (Troas)

From Troas to MiletusWe went on ahead to the ship and sailed for Assos, where we were going to take Paul aboard. He had made this arrangement because he was going there on foot. When he met us at Assos, we took him aboard and went on to Mitylene. The next day we set sail from there and arrived off Kios. The day after that we crossed over to Samos, and on the following day arrived at Miletus. Paul had decided to sail past Ephesus to avoid spending time in the province of Asia, for he was in a hurry to reach Jerusalem, if possible, by the day of Pentecost.—Acts 20:13-16

The following works are direct writings from God and Jesus, meaning I heard them speak and these words are not mine.

God: (2019)  ‘A Bid for the People‘, A Prophet’s Dew‘,  ‘Brave in the Snatch‘ (bus story warning), Prophecy’s Awakeness‘, Tests of Worth‘; (2020) ‘Blessings‘, ‘Busy‘, ‘Death-Toll Rise’,  ‘Failure’s Birth‘, ‘Fallen Traps’, ‘From Left to Right’, ‘God† is Father‘, ‘He† Speaks‘, ‘He† Speaks to Me‘, His† Fellowship’, His† Pardon‘, ‘His† Time‘,  ‘I Am Truth’s Voice‘ (3 separate messages from both), ‘Initiation‘, No Exchanges: Your Masks for Mine, ‘Noose‘,  ‘On the Ground‘,  ‘Open Structure‘, ‘Pillage of Souls’,  ‘Pleading for Audience‘,  ‘Smells of Manure‘ (both), ‘Spinning Heart‘, ‘The Lord’s† Will‘, ‘The Seer’,  ‘Twenty, Twenty‘ (commentary), ‘Uprest: Non-Negotiable’,What Is: Is!‘, ‘Who Am I?’

Jesus: (2019) ‘His† Spirit’; (2020) ‘DecidedForeseeing’s Agony’, ‘He† Breathes‘, ‘He† Speaks Softly’, ‘Inhuman Love’ [Jesus’ words in commentary], ‘Love Exists’,  ‘My Feet‘,  ‘Rotten Figs‘, ‘Sheba’s Matter‘, ‘Slow it Down‘, ‘Small Miracle‘, ‘Spiritual Blessing‘, Stamped Heart‘, ‘Swagger’s Dance‘, ‘The Adjunct‘, ‘The Clown‘, ‘The Sound of Songs‘,  ‘Words’ Song‘, You’ve Come‘,

Dreams/Visions: (August 2019) Visions; (2020) March 22: Four Disc Dream, ‘Hard-head’ (Jack-ass vision),This ‘If’ By-Law’ (Apr. 25: Virus Vision), June 17, 2020: Black Body Bag Vision, June 26: U.S. Presidential Wake Vision; April 11: the Jackass Dream; January 21: Aladdin’s Genie Lamp

Below is a list of all the pages and subpages included on God’s Mercy

August 2019: Visions From God!June 17, 2020: Black Body Bag VisionJune 26: Presidential Wake Vision; April 11: the Jackass Dream; January 21: Aladdin’s Genie LampDavid: My Spiritual GuideGod Sends Love OrbsGod, the Sun and Me; October 23, 2019: The Dragon and the All-Seeing Eye; November 11, 2019 : The Avenging Angel; December 10, 2019: The Dragon, Angel, Mom and Baby; Jesus’ Army and Jesus Sprinkles; March 1, 2020: Jesus Speaks and Reveals

My 5:55 Lake Visits: Messages Through Photographs; September 27, 2019: Love From Heaven; October 2, 2019: Wave Warning; October 7, 2019: Faces; October 8, 2019: Oil Spill Warning; October 15, 2019: The Phoenix; November 9, 2019: Certainty of Visions; Feb. 9, 2020: Rough Waters…Millions Will Die; My Aura: The Love of Jesus; The Rainbow Story: God’s Promise In the Sky (Will remain unpublished until it happens.); The Third Eye (Spiritual Gifts)

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