‘An Unconquerable Will’ (Jesus)

 An Unconquerable Will (Jesus)
  
 He† teaches to save
 on earth
 He's† all the rave‒
 in some group's cave
  
 but that's not
 how He† saves
  
 give Me† a moment
 let Me† explain
 His† ways
  
 He† pushes pencils
 across a page
 this way
 that way
 'til it gives way
 under the weight
  
 it's not easy
 He† doesn't sway
 He† paves
 slow, slow days
 waiting
 patiently
 for you to cave
 see His† ways
 then kneel down
 to pray
  
 He's† this force
 His† ways
 you cannot sway
 paths He's† paved
  
 patient, you must wait
 you must trust
 the faith
 for He† will save
 from under the weight
 what was meant to save
  
 you can't have your way
 it is only Him†
 that saves
  
 you must wait
  
 this is He†
 the one and only Son†
 the first
 Emmanuel†

Note: The frame was taken February 9, 2020: Rough Waters…Millions Will Die. I explain the events that day on the page. It was a surprisingly, fascinating way that God sent His messages that day. The anchor is behind me in the clouds. Jesus IS the Anchor! This you truly need to understand. It isn’t a guess or a belief. It is! I’m not religious. Not even close. You make things religious. As the Lord told me: ‘You are holy.’ I argue with this. He said that I’m hard love. Love IS HOLY! Don’t worry, I wasn’t taught this bit either, but it is in the Bible.

(February 7, 2021)—After I wrote this, and I wrote it exactly as I heard Him say it, ‘Open the Book’ then Paul.

On Trail Before Sanhedrin—The next day, since the commander wanted to find out exactly why Paul was being accused by the Jews, he released him and ordered the chief priests and all the Sanhedrin to assemble. Then he brought Paul and had him stand before them. Paul looked straight at the Sanhedrin and said, ‘My brothers, I have fulfilled my duty to God in all good conscience to this day.’ At this the high priest Ananias ordered those standing near Paul to strike him on the mouth. Then Paul said to him, ‘God will strike you, you whitewashed wall! You sit there to judge me according to the law, yet you yourself violate the law by commanding that I be struck!’ Those who were standing near Paul said, ‘You dare to insult God’s high priest?’ Paul replied, ‘Brothers, I did not realize that he was the high priest; for it is written: ‘Do not speak evil about the ruler of your people’ [Exodus 22:28].’—Acts 22:30-23:5

Jesus pointed out to me in this line: ‘God will strike you, you whitewashed wall! You sit there to judge me according to the law, yet you yourself violate the law by commanding that I be struck!’ I’m condemned as well with things I have to say. I will still say them.

Contention Arises—Then Paul, knowing that some of them were Sadducees and the others Pharisees, called out in the Sanhedrin, ‘My brothers, I am a Pharisee, the son of a Pharisee. I stand on trial because of my hope in the resurrection of the dead.’ When he said this, a dispute broke out between the Pharisees and the Sadducees, and the assembly was divided. (The Sadducees say that there is no resurrection, and that there was neither angels nor spirits, but the Pharisees acknowledge them all.) There was a great uproar, and some of the teachers of the law who were Pharisees stood up and argued vigorously. ‘We find nothing wrong with this man,’ they said. ‘What if a spirit or an angel has spoken to him?’ The dispute became so violent that the commander was afraid Paul would be torn to pieces by them. He ordered the troops to go down and take him away from them by force and bring him into the barracks. The following night the Lord stood near Paul and said, ‘Take courage! As you have testified about Me in Jerusalem, so you must also testify in Rome.’—Acts 23:6-11

In the above passage, Jesus points out that God always puts His servants in dispute by speaking truth which brings out what’s in a man’s heart. Through Jesus’ servants this becomes even more apparent. Jesus, while on earth as a man, called 12 into service. Paul was the first to be called directly after He left this earth and returned to the kingdom as High Priest. Paul was His first soldier as High Priest. That is worthy of a repeat!

In today’s writing, which He rhythms perfectly with intention, He is teaching us about God: What we didn’t learn from the Bible. As I spoke about last night with a girlfriend, God’s energy. Once you learn Him and understand how He works, the very little bit of understanding we have, you start to see His hand every where. He said to me in vision on August 25, 2019, ‘The Button’s Been Pushed.’ I will never forget that. I saw, and I will repeat what I saw for the rest of my life, this enormous finger press a button in the ocean as if it were pressing a button in a sink of shallow water. He said there was no turning back!

God’s will will be done no matter what we try to do to fight it. And here Jesus is teaching us what God has shown to us all along.

Last night, He answered another direct question of mine. He said I had this third eye that I’ve seen open up once. He said I will be able to help people in a very special way. I asked in tears how. He sent direct messages to me about other people and told me to deliver them. All of those direct messages, which I really didn’t want to deliver because I knew how the response would go, and the response went exactly as I thought, were ignored. But God said do it. So I did. All of my family ignore me except for one son. It’s like I truly did die.

So, I didn’t like that very much. And I beg for understanding. A picture was put before me and I felt an emotion that was not mine. It was just a picture, but what was in the picture sparked me to post things about the contents of this picture: A mother after giving birth to a baby that didn’t live. I could tell the baby was dead. If you have seen a dead body before then you won’t miss that absentness of color. And I felt this future of this young woman, it was so heartbreaking that I made a comment under the photo about the disrespectfulness that the person who took the picture and posted it had done. But they didn’t understand and commenced to lash out at me not only on the post but on my personal page and in chat. I ignored it all and wrote out my explanations: That picture will haunt that young mother for the rest of her life. It will come close to destroying her. And there’s no taking it back. The damage has been put into motion; hence, ‘the button’s been pushed’.

I cried out to the Lord about this gift, this ability. I cried out because I won’t be able to be around a lot of people ever again. I inquired: Will this be forever? Is this how my gift is going to be like: me feeling what people will feel in the future? He said, ‘Yes.’ Then I got that in some cases the past as well and the present.

My mother went home April 29, 2018. Since that day, things have opened up in ways I never thought possible: A spiritual awakeness that one can only read about and I doubt is actually happening. But the Lord has shown me in so many ways that, yes, this is actually happening. I’ve seen so many dead bodies. I’ve seen so much destruction. All of it I’m assured is coming, is going to happen. Everything that is shown to me, I’m told to share with you, the reader.

As you can imagine, this has taken a toll on me. That, what He has shown to me, as well as a promise that He’s made to me in which forced me to retaliate in a way and demand that He make me ‘fat and ugly’ to prove this promise to be true. I will write one day about the details of this promise but I have to wait and yet still talk about it at the same time. Do you think that sounds insane? You should be inside my head as I write it! Well, because of all of this I’ve gain 78 pounds. Because the ‘fat and ugly’ demand has literally caused an injury to my piriformis muscle: a short, stabbing pain in my right buttock that has gotten considerably worse preventing me from exercise like I need to, and since obesity runs in my genes, the weight just went up and up and up. And this business has made something that the Lord told me in 2019 to come true: that He would change my physical appearance. I’ve written all of this down so there’s no dispute when all of this becomes seriously known and arrogance will want to challenge it. This is the reason, I’m sure, that David had me take some many pictures of myself!

God is in control. Jesus is teaching us what to do and what not to do. He is the ultimate teacher. He said in the words He has sent to you through me that the confusion is set and will get worse. He has chosen some of us to relay these messages to you in order for you to get stronger in faith to save your own skin because no man can save you. Only you.

They crucified Jesus, the Son of God, because that is why Jesus came: To seal a new covenant…one between Jesus and us. We must go through Jesus to get to God. Jesus and God are two separate beings and each is in all of us. I know that is hard to comprehend but it is truth. The Holy Spirit is that which is in between, the way given to us to get to Jesus and God.

The ‘IF’ factor in the Bible…it is not explained over and over for nothing. God gave us rules to follow. He taught generation after generation through the Israelites in order to set the stage for Jesus. After Jesus, we all became chosen only IF we abide by the Royal Law: Love. No, you are not in love if you cause another man to fall. No, you are not in love by not helping others heal. No, you are not in love if you make accusations and not see your own folly. No, you are not in love if money, things, objects are still more important than God. He’s the ultimate. He exist. There IS NO argument. You can’t argue with truth. You can’t argue with what is. It still will be!