‘Deepest of Scars’

He wants us to stop needing shit because it deadens the pain. He wants us to stop ignoring what hurt us the most. He wants us to deal!

Deepest of Scars
 
inside‒
from way down deep
where all that pain
tries to seep
we...forcing the stabilize
in freeze
burying it all in geek
or the man with girls
to meet
how about that supped-up
jeep
hiding behind plastered smiles
in pictures‒
where we easily say cheese
‒cutting all the corners
with a breeze
 
sooner or later...comes
the sneeze
we try to force it out
ignore...stay asleep
but here it comes
like a hanging tree
'look here...let's stare at me'
 
all coming after that one
we wanted to keep
you know the one‒
making us open our eyes
makes us see
the person we weren't
supposed to be
 
there comes a moment‒
we realize
we're not really free
we just filled our lives
with that fake glee
helping us build
a supporting fleet
‒others refusing too
to even peek
at what scares so much‒
they secretly
in their beds...take a pee
‒with no one to see
 
we eventually
find ourselves in steep
‒a sunk-in tepee
on the edge of creep
with nothing fancy
to greet
 
from what others
want to see‒
we no longer flee
we're ready to become‒
the bee in me
toot our own horn
with a roaring beep
all the fake‒
out...bleep
ride the rest of our life
with the awe of wee
‒the hurt is out
the shame...easier....
away...sweep
 
we're suddenly free
no more confusion
in deep
just our me
‒with nothing more
to peep

Note: The photograph included was taken on December 10, The Dragon, Angel, Mom and Baby. I’ve been thinking a lot about this particular group of shots because it’s so amazing and I’ve included it on here and on my Facebook page and no one seems to understand or see it. I see it clearly. It’s part of our future.

(April 5)—Oh boy, when God wants to drive in a point, He sure does. I knew He used my life as an example for others and for myself, teaching me His wonders. I’m silly really to even question it now. The toilet paper. I think God thought I didn’t drive the message in enough. So, He decided to increase the voltage!

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‘Corona’s Dress’

The symbol on my head is actually some type of code. You can pick fun or try and figure out what God is trying to tell us. I have a large number of frames with these code-looking symbols, not just this particular day.

Corona's Dress
 
it's blanketing us
in distress
it's forcing us all
to rest
like a door is about to open
‒a vast crest
 
they've packed their houses
with goods
I'm sitting thinking‒
what about those who would
if they could
‒but all they have
is eyes to look
as chop, chop, chop
goes the wood
 
I look at the selfishness
 
'it won't affect me
I'm living my life
these are just scare tactics
you're lost in fear'
 
and I think of Jesus†
what He† said of ignorance
 
God's† speaking to all of us
He† wants me to speak
on His† vastness
but they shut me out
for those lost‒
in their secretness
‒labeled me in craziness
 
so I sit back...watch
without beating my breast
it is useless
it is His† test
‒a small rapture
seeing what's left
seeing…if off their tongues
roll: Jesus†
 
seeing them sit in rooms
darkened caves
plotting to overtake nests
plotting to lie and steal
plotting to rape and kill
 
He's† watching these hands
while the ignorant‒
lay in selfishness
the vine opening up
in parts...broken
not willing to drink fully
from the cup
 
the signal's up
in distress
their slight unrest
costing lives
in test
 
He† knew what they'd do
the symbolization
from a wider box
He's† on top
chop, chop, chop
the earth
‒He† said He'd† rock

Note: Photograph was taken on October 15th when the Phoenix appeared on the water behind me. The Phoenix is the symbol of rebirth. This particular picture there is a lot going on. The time/date of the picture is 10.15.2019.16.59.56 which you can find under God’s Mercy, a sub-page under the lake photos. The symbol on my head is actually some type of code. You can pick fun or try and figure out what God is trying to tell us. I have a large number of frames with these code-looking symbols, not just this particular day. I want to bet that He was warning us about this virus and about what else is coming. It’s up to you to figure it out. As the vine, He wants us to work together. So far…just complaining, blaming and sin. When will it end?

(April 4)―I wrote the piece and the following on March 21st. “I wrote the piece ‘Corona’s Dress’ first then told to open the Bible. I used Hosea 9:1-17 in ‘Troubled Soul’ which is in Book 9. I went back and read that work and it is all about healing. Of course, it is!

When I read through 9:1-17 again and got to the place about the prophet and then looked back at what I wrote, God is telling me, as well as those who say these things about those He choose to speak for Him, that He’s got your number and that I don’t have to worry about anything. I believe Him.”

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March 22: Four Discs Dream (God)

“…I will make your forehead like the hardest stone, harder than flint. Do not be afraid of them or terrified by them, though they are a rebellious house…” Ezekiel 3:4-11

It is 4:44 on March 22, 2020! It is Sunday. I was typing up Ezekiel when I was told to record the dream that I had early this morning before I lose the details.

The Dream: There was a hallway. It was long but interesting. It looked to be in a fancy home or office building. The wood was like dark cherry and dark oak stain. I remember seeing one door entrance to my left and a few to my right. The door entrances were surrounded by very detailed molding. The top of each had an arch to the molding. There were lines down this hall way, and shapes on the floor and walls although I don’t remember them. I just know they were there. There was nothing bright. It was all dark colors. It was exquisite and had my full attention. I chose not to go down this hall. To my left was another hall exactly like the first. I picked this one and began walking in it, but I stopped right inside the hallway because I saw spider webs.

Taken March 1, all I saw were rainbows in the clouds…it was an angel.
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‘Wipe Your Mess Away’

The toilet paper, amazing…God is surely the creator of all. Why wouldn’t He have a sense of humor!

 Wipe Your Mess Away
 
you've been given council
the Lord's† spoken
without riddle
but through His† usual way
‒that of the symbol
 
He's† preparing you
having you buy staples‒
sanitation of your body
as the indicating principle
sanitation...circumcision
of your heart
‒God's† precious sanctuary
of His† almighty temple
 
He's† shown you His† ways
in the bible
He† sent prophets‒
giving you lessons‒
direct recitals
you killed them
you insulted them
‒then He† sent His† Son†
who hushed your babble
by performing miracles
but Him†, too, you killed
‒then went on and babbled
 
as a people in general
from the four corners
you still don't see
God's† principles
 
so He's† sent more riddles
He's† sent more prophets
He's† set in place...symbols
to circumcise your heart
before the visions‒
become more
 
wipe clean your trespasses
turn to Jesus†
‒cleanse your sins away
forgive...get rid of shame
learn God's† process
‒stop judging, criticizing
help the poor, the sick, the lame
learn God's† truth
‒all laid out
in the bible!
‒without having to babble

(March 14)—I didn’t get it until yesterday. I was told the day before to go to the store and get the makings for a vege soup. Okay…is always my reply. The store was crowded with people. I felt like I was back home and it was a couple of days before a major hurricane, only beer remained on the shelf and the meats were being sold out. During hurricanes it’s mainly water, canned foods and beer. We don’t buy out the toilet paper, ever! And during hurricanes like Andrew, we’re sometimes without electricity for months so no use buying out meat. The meat usually spoils!

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‘Walk through Fires’

The first message was on confusion. This one is on shame…i. e. narcissism. This isn’t a joke. This is straight from the BIBLE!]

 Walk through Fires
 
like a sending of locust
or placing emphasis
on simple diagnoses
of an incoming virus
 
it's all a simple token
not any hocus-pocus
just a lacking in trust
of the power behind Jesus†
 
sit up and pay attention
to the numinous
‒understand the happenings
of judas
then the coming re-focus
shouldn't have you denying
the promise
 
turn all your energy...inward
focus on your resurrection
in that...become victorious
allow in the metamorphosis
throw out the dubious
and look at your own holiness

[Note: Also included in this writing is another Decipher. This time the Scripture is from Daniel. I should stress that the second time I was in front of Jesus Christ, He told me that I had a blessing coming. The ability to Decipher these Scriptures is the blessing. The first one I did I was allowed to share the whole process with you and that is included with the piece titled ‘I Am Truth’s Voice’ which also includes 3 direct messages from God and Jesus. Looking up the definitions of the words is easy, it’s choosing which definition is the correct one. This is where the blessing comes in. I’m guided. I am not in no way taking away or adding to the Bible, nor am I rewriting it. I’m simply revealing what is already there, but hidden. The Decipher included here I was not allowed to show you the middle step. I’m told you will try and concentrate too much on the process instead of the message.

All of these Deciphers, and I’ve done 3 so far, they take a very long time to do, reveal God’s process. I’m told this was revealed a long time ago and the person whom it was revealed it to took it and decided to be selfish, the psychology field was the result of this. This information was suppose to be given to the people for free. What’s directly from God Himself is not suppose to be used for gain or profit. So, He’s given this spiritual blessing to me and I’m to pass it to you. I will do what I’m instructed to do. Your criticisms and disbelief are your own. The first message was on confusion. This one is on shame…i. e. narcissism. This isn’t a joke. This is straight from the BIBLE!

I should note here that a couple of days ago, Jesus came and asked me if I understood my blessing. I said yes. He then asked me if I knew what a miracle is. I said yes. He told me I had a small miracle coming. David asked me later to describe to him what I thought a miracle was. I did. He said those were gifts, not miracles. So, I’m scared in a way. Anything is possible with God!]

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