‘His† Spirit’

You got this…BUT only if you WANT this! It’s your CHOICE!

Note: The picture that accompanies this writing was taken November 9th. God revealing His power in a big way. His ART! I’m still adding frames to this page. Every second, 1/2 second, He changes the art. To reveal His speed…His creativeness. He wants you to know that He’s giving you time to get right with Jesus! That’s unconditional love in a nutshell!

 His† Spirit
He† took me to the cross
pulled me within
like a boss
all my anguish
He† tossed
'I suffered, too'
revealing truth's
heavy cost
when I felt lost
He† came to me again
in the glow of brilliance
He† held my hands
as in His† eyes
my childish self
got lost
building me up
'you have a blessing coming'
His† words
adding a heavenly sauce
to the love
in the raw
that filled me up
I can't complain
in patience
I must wait
all the judgment
for He† said:
living in truth
a heavy cost'

as He† reminds me
of the cross
so I bow my head
welcome in
the Holy Spirit
filling me up
letting me hear Him†
then there He is
'I love you karen elizabeth'
'I love you, too, my Lord†'
as I'm surrounded
by the arms
of the boss
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‘I Work For You’

Keep pushing through. The gifts waiting are far more than you ever dreamed. Cry, scream, slam your fist into walls…know it will be okay. Your life is just beginning.—kel

 I Work For You
I'm here
struggling, too
run, jump...come through
my energy
I pass to you
in flight
I visit you
my love
I give to you
helping you get through
I work for you
say prayers in twos
we said our adieus
not in words of true
but in faces of blue
as pride and ego
forced the cue
–what's already written
in the book of truth
I know you see it, too
you feel my energy–
in heart, get through
leaving you
in tads of confuse
run, jump...come through
–it's the spirit of soothe
passing it all to you
look to the morning doves‒
as on the ground
lies the dew
no need to kneel in a pew
just look up‒
they are watching you
even hearing
what you're thinking, too
I work for you
in a manifestation clue
run, jump...come through
it'll be okay
whatever you're going through
keep going‒
the time line...right on cue
I'll be waiting for you
through all your doubt‒
through all the emotions
that swarm you‒
give it to the words do
God's† waiting on you
urgency in time's review
as I lay
working for you
knowing you'll get through
will be
all your past dues
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Canyon Vision

Canyon Vision August 29, 2019: Spiritual Training With An Invitation To the People

I’ve been through a number of spiritual training exercises during meditation, but never was I told to share them. This is way different. The message was to share the crash scene I was shown and get the people involved on the accuracy of this vision. So, I’ll go into it by explaining how this vision came to me. There were two parts to what happened during this meditation. The first part is very personal and it’s not time for me to share. I will later on, but currently I’m told not to. But the second part…I’m told to share.

I got the feeling that the point of this is to reveal how things work. So, I don’t know if this crash scene took place, but I got the feeling that it already happened. I have no idea how to find such an accident. So, if you do, comment, share articles and pictures of the real scene. And…if this indeed did happen, we all shall know!

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‘Vastness of Found’

To heal…you’ve first have got to die, you first have to be willing to die.

 Vastness of Found
I didn't go looking
I didn't take the trouble–
searching, seeking
I let it find me
to truly desire
in...will come the fire
without a fight or want
it just is
it was meant to be
so...in my heart–
I let it ride
each moment, each tiny wish
I let myself die
I waited for the collide
knowing one day
it would come
leaving me stranded
a bit reckless
‒or so it seemed
I left it all–
to fail or win
just threw it in the air
I took whatever
‒even if it wasn't fair
years passed me by
time slipped faster and faster
one by one
they all said goodbye
as I lay...falling
‒as I began to die
after all the achievements
in my life
not one was...just right
all...was to move me
to the exact moment
–that moment in die
where suffering is in alone
absent of home
just a bed to lie
an imprisonment of die
as each moment
pain shoots from bone
as sexual excitements build–
some where
in an unfamiliar zone
feeling each inch of pain
as it travels through veins
searching for its way out
experiencing selfish doubt
wishing to be–
way up high
in the clouds
it found me
‒took me in
patience...as I struggled
against it
deep inside of it
the core of it
it struggles to release
what's trapped it
so I let it–
I'll continue to let me die
not anymore
will I hide
I want its pain
to suffer
nothing in vain
–so that I am rebirthed
giving away all that hurt
to fully understand‒
to die
truly means...to die
not a half-way sigh
but a full sacrifice
in order to be given–
new life
it's very right

‘Mysteries Within’

You can wait for the hearse and never truly live or you can die now and live. It’s up to you.

 Mysteries Within
of all the mysteries
of the universe
it comes down to this–
the me here on earth
before they take
this body...away
in a hearse
of all that I've become–
it's going back
in reverse
experiencing each moment
the collection of pain
in my bones
what it deserves
then throwing it away
to the curve
of all that my body feels
it comes to wounds
deep within
–what's so deeply hidden
forbidding me to feel
love...truly given

‘Buried Deep’

To know the hurt. To examine the hurt. To release the hurt…you’ve got to trust the hurt.

 Buried Deep
something buried so deep
lives inside of me
keeping me from being free
in pain...trapping me
keeping me in captivity
please, unravel this mystery of me
uncover what secrets–
lie deep within me
holding me from happy
deep within me...strangling me
please, awaken this child–
whom lived so long ago
in an unwanting need
so young but with eyes to see
that put me in a prison
locking me up...way down deep
awaken this deep mystery
awaken it so...it...I can release
move on...to the better of me
–unchained and free!

‘Blessed Is He Who Bleeds’

To understand your pain, you’ve got to go find where it lies inside.

 Blessed Is He Who Bleeds
it hurts...the pain you feel
take a knee...kneel
sit in a chair...stare
lay in a bed
rest your head
give it all–
the Lord†...call
in all your discomfort
open the way...heal
there is one who cares
no need for fancy flair
you are not yet dead
listen to what's already
been said
no need for cards
to deal
break open hurt's seal
whatever's given–
you can bare
to be reborn
is only fair
with Him†...do wed
what's already been fed
what is unseen
is the real
your constant, true meal
all the world
constantly led
but no one...yet...has met
it is found in quiet–
not in sounds that blare
so close those holes
then go inside the mind
you'll find Him†
waiting there

‘Suffering is Personal’

You have a choice. I chose my journey because God’s more important than man…yes, even my children. It’s up to man to have enough faith to fear Him as much as I do.

 Suffering is Personal
to cry is to water seeds
hunger is to know how to feed
–those in need
those accustomed
to being the weed
to the Word I shall heed
no matter the cost–
no matter how much I bleed
it is written
it is my forever creed
–my vow, my chosen deed
all this hope I shall mead
I will adhere to what I believe
good...I will constantly conceive
open all that I am
for what I'm to receive
if I stand strong–
I can always be naïve
wear my heart on my sleeve
allow others...me...to deceive
allow others
me...walk away...leave
I'll never
in negative...weave
their meddling notion
in unbelief
I'm His† child...this vine
forever grows through weeds
forever planting hope's seed
forever holding strong–
my intentions
in all I believe
for all creation:
the sun, the mountains
the animals, the sea
the entire earth...everything
that my eyes see
even this air that I breathe
comes from the one and only 'He†'!
I'm His† child
open to all
there is to see
moved by what is unseen
what is to be
what is already deemed
all in the hope for souls
to be redeemed
–picked...one by one
those taken for weeds
but have been already chosen–
for the light...deemed

‘Renewing Spirit’ and ‘The Awakening’

For the Children…It’s a CHOICE!

 Renewing Spirit
I wake up to an empty dawn
raise my hands up
give thanks...without a yawn
knowing I wasn't deceived
I wasn't a pawn
by the One† wiser
than a fawn
take me, take me whole
in Your† arms...hold
for I'm just in mold
clay being recast
in gentle's bold
awaken me
give me strength
take me from death‒
wash away my sins
put joy in my heart
weaken this defensive anguish
steady my hands
calm my pulse
give me the words
to speak to them
like a boss
 The Awakening
it is of great joy
those willing to voice
‒given a sincere choice
bent over
wrapped in foil
thrown out
like a broken toy
those from suffering
will be the saving
their choice
in their hearts
no need to sort
the warnings
are coming to pass
make the choice
make it last
listen to words
already cast
fires in blast
soon to be coming fast
love, love one another
protect each other
from evil's smother
know life
know how to cover
shielded in hope
for your coming Brother†
don't be weary
don't be tired
for the light isn't a liar
but from the One† higher
the One†, your deliverer
your mother, father
brother, sister
your everlasting Father†
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