‘Enchantness’

Enchantness
 
Lord†, tell me the difference
divination and me
what is my power
‒can I get an answer
 
Lord†, I see all these things
images and stories
like a small movie
in my mind
at times they are still
‒is all this real
 
Lord†, I know
I've always felt different
a bug on the wall
never having close friends
running from sin
then wanting sin
in defiance
of what I couldn't see
‒please answer my plea
 
Lord†, You† called me
Your† prophet
I'm separated from the world
You† made me claim this
out loud
I've even seen Jesus†
in the clouds
‒how to keep my face
from all these frowns
 
Lord†, I'm tortured inside
Your† hand is so heavy
yet You† fill me with such joy
then I'm wailing
‒is this all depression
from losing everything
 
Lord†, Your† servant loves You†
I can never dishonor You†
I'm asking for help
all this weight I'm gaining
all these words I'm hearing
my children I'm missing
all this pain I'm feeling
tell me, Lord†
‒where is all this going
 
all these things You† tell me
everyone is laughing
no one is believing
my Lord†, I'm a woman
all claim to place high value
on the woman
but not when it's uncommon
things haven't changed
this is for certain
 
Lord†, from my deepest thoughts
what powers have I been given
can I bring about change
can I pray at a higher range
or am I just insane
ringing bells already rang
 
how am I to warn
without powers to tell
given nothing to my yell
 
I plead with You†, my Lord†
open and publicly
 
they don't question
they so easily turn to
politics and blame
they don't see prophesy
as You† told me to tell them
they don't see the warnings
all that You† said
 
I beg You†, my Lord†
I exalt You† with my love
I honor Your† every word
how do I tell them
all these words
are new words
that Your† voice I've heard
that I hear Your† Son†
‒every, single word
 
how my Lord†
what do I tell them
to get them to listen
please, Lord†
answer Your† servant
please don’t send me
to the saints
please answer me
with a divine sign
one…only You† can give
 
honoring my position:
a prophet of You†
a prophet of Jesus†
‒my divine inheritance
 
I ask this in Jesus' name
who sits at Your† right hand
―the head of every woman
and man

Note: The photograph taken September 27, 2019: Love from heaven is part of a huge group of photographs taken that day because of the confusion I was feeling after seeing so much in the visions, and not having anyone to talk to about them. David started getting me to go to the lake to walk in August, and I always ended up in the same place at 5:55 and I’d hear, ‘Take pictures.’ I took a lot of them beginning in early August until March 2020. On this particular day, it was all about love. God, Jesus, David…all telling me that I wasn’t alone and that what I’m hearing and writing was truth. David is the explainer per say. I’ve documented times, dates, and labeled everything in the frames as David tells me. God wants YOU to know who He is. It’s faith, but it’s also real…it’s time. Why? We are nearing the ending of a cycle. This is how it is explained to me and I’ve written a lot about it since last year. All that writing is made public here for you to read and understand. The events happening in 2020 were warned about last year. More warnings: It is far from over. Things are being moved into place for a war that is coming. A war that will determine who the lawless one is: It is not one individual, this I know for certain.

(September 25)―He DID send me to the Saints! I posted this yesterday on Facebook alone, but He wanted more to see it. He demands that I share this and I know this because my heart says, ‘Yes,’ but my head says, ‘No.’ I’m scared out of my mind like I am every time I post something extremely personal. He…that would be God…says I will understand soon. So, here goes nothing!

(September 24)―Jesus says this all the time: that I’ll soon understand everything. God has been wanting me to write deep, how I feel inside about Him. It is hard because He’s grand and fabulous but He is also dark and His discipline hurts…a lot! So, I wrote this prayer to Him. I’ve written pleas to Him before and they always get answered one way or another. This one is a tough one, of course the promise He has made to me is tougher, so I’m throwing it all in. He wanted me to make this public. I didn’t feel like doing the website deal, so I’m putting it on here. Now it is dated.

Hours later after typing ‘Enchantness‘ in and posting on Facebook, I was directed to open the book and the following Scriptures were given. I complain about me constantly being led to the Scriptures and I had read a comment online about me, saying all that God says is in the Bible, meaning nothing more. And I know this is not true. So, He says that during the times of the Saints, there was no Bible. It is now that all His words to them are available to us and that it makes it easier to get us to understand.

Having that said, after you read ‘Enchantness‘ then read the Scriptures below, you may can understand His answers to me.

Exiles Will Not Be Forgotten—But Zion said, The Lord has forsaken me, the Lord has forgotten me.’ ‘Can a mother forget the baby at her breast and have no compassion on the child she has borne? Though she may forget, I will not forget you! See, I have engraved you on the palms of My hands; your walls are ever before Me. Your sons hasten back, and those who laid you waste depart from you. Lift up your eyes and look around; all your sons gather and come to you. As surely as I live,’ declares the Lord, ‘you will wear them all as ornaments; you will put them on, like a bride. Though you were ruined and made desolate and your land laid waste, now you will be too small for your people, and those who devoured you will be far away. The children born during your bereavement will yet say in your hearing, ‘This place is too small for us; give us more space to live in.’ Then you will say in your heart, ‘Who bore me these? I was bereaved and barren; I was exiled and rejected. Who brought these up? I was left all alone, but these―where have they come from?’―Isaiah 49:14-21/3275

Notes: The beginning is basically saying that if you have lost faith or feel weak in faith, you think God has forgotten you. This is how I feel a lot. Then the Lord answers saying He won’t forget me, He hasn’t forgotten me. He sees my strife. Then He reminds me of the promise that He told to me back in 2012 when He wanted me to leave my home. Then the same promise over and over as I had to give up my things and those I loved one by one. He said they will all be returned to me, but He had something for me to do. As I’ve been crying lately, thinking back on this, not having a clue to how far He was taking all of this (writing directly for Him and calling me His prophet and revealing Jesus to me like He has), I have a hard time seeing how He’s going to return all that I’ve lost because I’ve not only lost my family, home, possessions, partner, but also my name (Karen is now a bad word apparently), my career (I wanted to be a best-selling author), my education, my will, and my thin body. He’s taken everything from me.

He’s saying to me here what He and Jesus and David keep telling me, ‘Patience. Trust. It will happen.’ He’s saying here that those who hurt me will receive their reward, their price and I need to stop worrying. He’s saying all will be forgiven and those who abandoned me will come around again, that there’s coming a time that I won’t be alone anymore, that my house will be filled again.

Captors Will Honor Exiles—This is what the Sovereign Lord says: ‘See, I will beckon to the Gentiles, I will lift up My banner to the peoples’ they will bring your sons in their arms and carry your daughters on their shoulders. Kings will be your foster fathers, and their queens your nursing mothers. They will bow down before you with their faces to the ground; they will lick the dust at your feet. Then you will know that I am the Lord; those who hope in Me will not be disappointed.‘―Isaiah 49:22,23/3276

Notes: I know that if I do the work He wants me to do, He will return all I’ve lost. Just like His reminder to me through Job who had all he had lost returned to him years later. Do you see it now? How He read the words I wrote and then answered me directly? He is amazing. I’m always fearful that I will disappoint Him. I cry over this. He is my Father, my Salvation, my Love, my Everything. I hate ‘wanting‘ anything because He has provided for His servant. He has taken care of me all these years. I never had to really want for anything. I just want my family, my children and their children. I desire a farm and them living near me. I desire love. It’s like a genie in a bottle, I could have asked for anything. I asked for true love. That’s all. He said I will get it. I just have to wait.

Then you will know that I am the Lord; those who hope in Me will not be disappointed.‘…This line…He has told me this over and over again. He has made a promise to me, a very important one and He said that when it is fulfilled, I will know, without a shadow of a doubt that it is Him. This He wants so that when I begin to teach, I will have zero doubt. He pointed this out to me after I wrote ‘Enchantness‘, my questions to Him! It is the same exact words I hear from Him in my mind!

Deliverance Promised—Can plunder be taken from warriors, or captives rescued from the fierce? But this is what the Lord says: ‘Yes, captives will be taken from warriors, and plunder retrieved from the fierce; I will contend with those who contend with you, and your children I will save. I will make your oppressors eat their own flesh; they will be drunk on their own blood, as with wine. Then all mankind will know that I, the Lord, am your Savior, your Redeemer, the Mighty One of Jacob.’―Isaiah 49:24-26/3277

Notes: Again, reread ‘Enchantness‘ and then read this. He is answering me again. He has told me on numerous occasions that He will avenge me. He’s told me this in the photographs by putting a big V in my hair for vengeance. He’s spoken against those who have forsaken me in writings I have done for Him. Jesus has told me to be calm that this was their tests, they have to pay their price, not me. It is very difficult to understand all of this and there is no witnesses to what is happening. All I can do is write it and pray that He will send someone to witness this glorious thing taking place in my life.

Exile Caused By Sin—This is what the Lord says: ‘Where is your mother’s certificate of divorce with which I sent her away? Or to which of my creditors did I sell you? Because of your sins you were sold; because of your transgressions your mother was sent away. When I came, why was there no one? When I called, why was there no one to answer? Was My arm too short to ransom you? Do I lack the strength to rescue you? By a mere rebuke I dry up the sea, I turn rivers into a desert; their fish rot for lack of water and die of thirst. I clothe the sky with darkness and make sackcloth its covering.’―Isaiah 50:1-3/3278

Notes: Because of your sins you were sold; because of your transgressions your mother was sent away. …People suffer for other’s sins. If He needs to test you, He will take things from you. Sometimes, those things are people and they hurt, too, because of your test. This has happened to my children. I am told to step aside that they have tests to go through and I can’t be a part of it. This hurts, a lot. The rest of the Scripture, He is saying that He is capable of anything, to trust in Him. I am trusting, it is hard to imagine what He says will happen is going to happen. Especially, what He says and shows to me in my personal life. Jesus is something else! He’s shown me so many precious things that are coming to me that it is hard to believe them. I know that these things coming, will come with a price. He has revealed this to me. But just for what He has shown to me to come into reality…it is so very hard for me to imagine. And each time I tell Him that my faith is weak, He tells me it is not. He tells me I’m human and that this doubtfulness is expected, especially with what He is promising me. So, we shall see.

*Obedience of a Servant—The Sovereign Lord has given me an instructed tongue, to know the word that sustains the weary. He wakens me morning by morning, wakens my ear to listen like one being taught. The Sovereign Lord has opened my ears, and I have not been rebellious; I have not drawn back. I offered my back to those who beat me, my cheeks to those who pulled my beard; I did not hide my face from mocking and spitting. Because the Sovereign Lord helps me, I will not be disgraced. Therefore have I set my face like flint, and I know I will not be put to shame. He who vindicates me is near. Who then will bring charges against me? Let us face each other! Who is my accuser? Let him confront me! It is the Sovereign Lord who helps me. Who is he that will condemn me? They will all wear out like a garment; the moths will eat them up.―Isaiah 50:4-9

Notes: In the verse before this, He questioned why isn’t people listening. He says that when He called no one answered. He’s pointing out to me, ‘Karen, you answered, and because of that, I love you so much.’ In this verse here, Isaiah is saying how it is. God does not sleep. For me, it is God, but mostly Jesus who teaches me. I refuse to draw back. I complain…oh I so complain…but I’m always forgiven and I always do the work and it’s a lot of work! I write and post like I’m asked to do and that has lost me just about everyone in my life. I write what I’m supposed to and people with little faith question what I write. They are questioning GOD. I have a very hard time believing that God and Jesus have trusted me to do this, have deemed me worthy enough to do this. I can’t even imagine being in your shoes, reading this and trying to believe it or even comprehend it. Trust me, I fully understand. So does the Lord. He knows.

I pray for the same things Isaiah prays for here. And when all this came to light for me, that I was hearing God’s voice, that Jesus called me Karen Elizabeth and no one…NO ONE living would remember that (It isn’t written down anywhere that I can find.)―all of this blew my mind to the point of me thinking I was possessed, although I really can’t see that happening because the Lord has answered me directly so many times and has shown me things for years and years, but to be called like this is scary. Go ahead and reread ‘Enchantness‘ again then read this verse. He answered me. Of course, He is constantly directing me to scripture to help me out. It is most amazing, especially when Jesus answers me, directs me to Scripture, His very words…and I can’t impress enough on anyone how amazing this is. It’s like those who I’ve spoken with are a bit scared of me or something. Maybe it’s just I don’t get to talk with people much, so when I do, I want to talk about all that is happening to me because I know that heaven is real, I know that God is living and Jesus is with us. I know! And this knowing is just too marvelous to contain!