‘If I Could’

If I Could
 
if I could
I would
if I had known
words I wouldn't have blown
if I'd heard
I wouldn't have wasted words
 
but I didn't know
all I know
if I was angry
for love...hungry
all I know‒
I move in haste
at the sight of hate
I change my perception
when faced with deception
grab the illusion‒
shake it
in the realm of manipulation
 
all I know
I don't deal with evils‒
in forms of trivia
I don't take them
in my head‒
swirl
I beat them down
‒it doesn't matter
you or someone else
‒this is how evil's dealt
 
I throw all back to hell
match for match
I don't bow down
‒play like some silly clown
 
may way…just may
cause you to frown
‒feel beat down
this...for...you're in drown
with evil's in found
 
if I could
I would
smash that bitch
to the ground
bring you back around
shake you...tell you‒
hey, it's me
 
but I said the words
I wrote the words
 
hurt...I didn't betray
anyone
‒except evil
and all its ways
 
with better eyes
you have to see
hard love was heard
I flew like a bird
‒for with evil
I don't swerve
 
I hit it straight on
 
so if I could
be party to evil‒
I would
‒but I can't
I'll take the chance
so when I'm gone
you'll have a chance
‒with the light
dance

Note: The picture was taken on September 27, 2019: Love from Heaven. I wrote about this many times. The green orb and the helicopter. David said to take pictures of the helicopter and that I will see he is for real. I have a number of frames where the Orb is playing with the helicopter. I see orbs in all the movies and TV shows that I watch…IN EVERYONE of them. Those are different from this one. I’ve seen this type of orb in many pictures from friends. They are there for a reason. I know because David has told me things and when I look at the frames, when I get inside my apartment because I could never see the screen outside, I then see what he was talking about and why he had me take those particular pictures at that particular time. It’s something when you believe in something you cannot see. It’s awesome when God shows…SHOWS you what you normally cannot see! And in ALL these pictures, including those of my face, HE IS SHOWING YOU!

(November 20)—I love you. I feel this way for all that I meet. And this leaves a person with hardly any friends, but I feel, deep in my heart, that it is worth it. There’s a deeper love that all should feel, but most just feel the surface love or no love at all…love for self. That deeper love is the love that Jesus was talking about. If you can feel that, then you are not of the world. Instead you belong to Him. But it can’t have prejudice or hate or envy or jealousy or anything like that mixed with it…that makes you of the world.

The following works are direct writings from God and Jesus, meaning I heard them speak and these words are not mine.

God: (2019) ‘A Bid for the People‘, A Prophet’s Dew‘, ‘Brave in the Snatch‘ (bus story warning), ‘Prophecy’s Awakeness‘, Tests of Worth‘; (2020) ‘Adulterous Woman’, ‘Busy‘, ‘Death-Toll Rise’, ‘Fallen Traps’, ‘From Left to Right’, ‘God† is Father‘, ‘He† Speaks‘, ‘He† Speaks to Me‘, ‘His† Fellowship’, ‘His† Pardon‘, ‘His† Time‘, ‘I Am Truth’s Voice‘ (3 separate messages from both), ‘Indirect Communication‘, ‘Initiation‘, ‘Mercy Granted‘, ‘Mighty is His† Hand‘, ‘No Exchanges: Your Masks for Mine‘, ‘Noose‘, ‘Oh! Sorrowful Heart!, ‘Open Structure‘, ‘Pillage of Souls’, ‘Pleading for Audience‘, ‘Send Me† a Rose‘, ‘Smells of Manure‘ (both), ‘Spinning Heart‘, ‘Suffering Cadence‘ (both), ‘The Lord’s† Will‘, ‘The Seer’, ‘Twenty, Twenty‘ (commentary), ‘Uprest: Non-Negotiable’, ‘What Is: Is!‘, ‘Who Am I?’