In the Heart of Me† (Yeshuah) a person goes through many changes as earth changes the steps to healing is the most important of these changes through the process there are many avenues to take it is always a choice upon which avenue is the right avenue the path to righteousness is an inherited path it is one earned through the healing from trials it is I†, Yeshuah† I† come, I† return at the bottom of these trials in the mince of the greatest part of this pain each pain when you call My† name when you gain the will to say it Jesus† you awaken My† heart to its fullest measure Yeshuah† a pounding inside Me† wakes up a light so bright mourns for your pain Emmanuel† I† come and start your move to this light I† come slow for more choices are set before you each choice chosen leading from the crochet path back to the straight path this light grows I† begin to wipe away pain replace it with joy but not completely a softness remains for the light of joy is not a constant laugh but a constant feeling emotions of empathy compassions not just for one's self but for others so you can spread this light through others hardships are a burden but come to Me† fill up with Me† and I† will lighten the burden so you can carry it with love be well that you remember in your darkest hours not to ask for meaningless things or things that the Father† hates but you ask for the deepest of mercy grace for the goodness of yourself and the goodness of mankind together some of the hardest of burdens are not to hinder you but to protect you from what? this you never need to know but do know it is good let them enjoy their wealth their many things know that it is not in wealth or things that graces lives grace lives in forgiveness grace lives in love grace lives in helping others how ever small it lives come to Me† and I† will go to you it is this power that I† awaken you fully to the Father† who lives and breathes in each of you a Spirit† that cannot be broken it is I† go in peace then peace I'll† give you
Notes: The photograph David chose is from December 10, 2019: The Dragon, Angel, Mom, and Baby. This photograph was chosen not by accident! I have been questioning the promise God made to me back in 2019. I question it hard to the point of telling Him that I do not want this promise. I don’t have a choice. He’s reminding me in this writing through Yeshuah what is expected of me…my requirements as a prophet. I assure you…it will not be easy. I say will because He assures me that this will happen. When? I can’t even take a guess because it is so far from happening in my brain that I can’t even consider it in the reality of my life. What is God’s will will be His will. I have no control over that. As a reminder, I’m 53 1/2. He made the promise when I was 50. Time is still moving forward and I am getting older. Time will tell. Tell what? If God’s promise comes true and He squashes my doubt and turns it into fire…a fire that cannot be put out!…as He said He will.
(August 8, 2022)—After He gave me ‘In the Heart of Me†’, He had me open the book. First page was the Beatitudes, the beginning of The Sermon on the Mount. I wanted to cry because this is exactly what He’s saying in this piece He sent this morning. These Scriptures are extremely important, so I included the entire Sermon. Remember in my Bible, the compilers took all the Scripture and combined them so that they are more understandable and in context with each other. I’m in no way changing the word of the Lord. I couldn’t possibly do that anyway.
Walking the Way. This is hard. And this piece and these Scriptures are reminding me of this. I hope they remind you as well. My journey has been difficult, not nearly as difficult as others, but difficult of the heart. I’ve been robbed, cheated, manipulated, lied to, betrayed…all by people who used that ‘love‘ word way too carelessly and loosely.
I’m on the next leg of my journey. The ending leg of the last journey was trying because not only was I aware of what was happening, I had to allow it. I know that sounds ‘excusey‘ but it’s not. When it began, I didn’t want it and I intended to not allow it to happen, then I heard clear as day: Are you going to crucify Me again? Of course my answer: No, my Lord. Yes, I’ve written about that encounter before because it was and still is that powerful. My heart broke and I bucked continuously for a while. I heard the word ‘respect‘ fly like candy and I knew there was going to be no respect. I knew what was going on even when love was said and kindness was given. Actions always speak louder than mere words, and the actions told me everything. At the end of this particular journey, I prayed hard for the Lord to open the door so I could move far away. I had this small prayer going on in the back of my mind the whole time: Please don’t let anything be stolen. Please don’t let this person hurt me. Yeshuah still wanted me to be calm and do what He asked. So I did.
Was things stolen? Yes. Was I hurt? Yes. You cannot control the ways of other people. You can only control your ways and the lesson for me and for you coming out of this last journey was what I wrote in the commentary several days ago: When they strike your cheek, give them the other one, too.
Walking the Way is hard. Then Yeshuah gives us this writing and leads us to the Beatitudes! I cannot even tell you how powerful this is!
To further the lesson, was me not getting my things right away after my move. After I got them, He said: Are you happier? I wasn’t happier. I was more comfortable. I was more on solid ground because I knew once my things were here that I wasn’t going back there, I was moving forward. But happier? No. He made me see that things cannot make a person happy.
In the healing process, we have to take baby steps and at the same time, we have to help others, no matter if they don’t return the favor. We are only here a short time. Things are not the answer. Neither is money. I have the advantage. I do. I can say that easily because I get a steady paycheck every month. I do understand the hardships of folks, hence my last lesson on my last journey. I do understand. But you can’t hurt people in the process of surviving. You can’t use people. God will put people in front of you to help you. You have to see the grace and not Satan’s lies. That choice is up to you.
In my journey, so many people made the wrong choice. But I also understand that they have a journey to travel just as much as I do. They have to fight the evilness and fight to keep the light going. This is harder in some than others. I know at the beginning of my journey in the darkness back in 2012, I fought…I can’t even tell you how hard I fought. I cried over and over all through the night fighting. Then I made that vow and slowly, very slow, things begin to shift. Oh, I still hurt. Damn straight I hurt. I was betrayed by the one person who PROMISED he would never leave. That betrayal led to more betrayal by family…FAMILY! I was up and down constantly.
I watched a mini series on Netflix last night called ‘Keep Breathing’. Excellent. If you get a chance to watch it, watch it all the way through. And think of Yeshuah as you are watching it. Think of the souls circling the desert under Moses while you watch it. I’ve written about this many times: You have to die first in order to live. This series shows, not tells, shows this in an extraordinary way.
You have to give something to get something.
You have to give up something you want in order to get something you need.
Think about those two lines. The first line, Yeshuah has said in a direct writing and God…I heard God say this to me directly. Always remember this: You have to give something to get something. It could be anything…money, treasures, possessions, time.
I can’t complain. I can’t. No matter how much I complain to the air, to God…it doesn’t matter because He has kept me safe. Sure, I had to face some disheartening things, but I was never violated to point of no return and I always had a safe place to live, clothes on my back and food in my stomach and water to drink. I never went without. He’s responsible for that! God!
The experiences we go through are for the good of us, and to teach us, and to elevate or sink us. It is our choice which way we go.
Here’s an example: I’m constantly tested. Today, I failed. I did. I had to go an hour away to an eye doctor appointment and they dilated my eyes, so here I am driving home with these strange dark sun shades on trying to navigate a city. I missed my turn and I had to make a U-turn byway of another road. There are NO accidents! Well, there, right there at the end of the turn was a homeless man holding a sign. There were no cars behind me. I had a bunch of quarters to give, but I was so focused on my eyes not seeing straight and the road that I bypassed him. Guilt consumed me as soon as I passed him. I had no excuse. I could have easily given him a handful of quarters. But I didn’t. I was too focused on me. I passed Yeshuah up. I did. That homeless man was Yeshuah.
We are all giving many test like this. I often wonder how many times will I get this test until I never fail it again? David tells me I’m mature in my faith. When I fail a test like this, I question this. But he says this test isn’t just for me, it is for others as well. There were specific test for me, one serious one I failed, but I was given another try. It wasn’t the same test, but it was a test just for me. I passed that one. The guy on the road today, other cars did pass him…so that was a test for many.
As Yeshuah said in ‘Blessings Count’, each day is a new day. And we have the chance on each new today to pass the test put before us. Read the Scripture. Learn and understand why Yeshuah gave this sermon, why He said these things. A very important point to remember: God does NOT waste words…AT ALL!
In all the Scripture below, the bold and underlined are important and was pointed out to me as I was reading them out loud.
This particular Scripture I was told to write on: ‘The eye is the lamp of the body. If your eyes are good, your whole body will be full of light, but if your eyes are bad, your whole body will be full of darkness. If then the light within you is darkness, how great is that darkness!’―Matthew 6:22,23. If you fear man, any man, then you still have bad eyes. If skin color and ethnic groups upset you, you still have bad eyes. You should not hide yourself because of your skin color, nor be afraid of man because of your skin color. This is an example of bad eyes. Also, if you judge because of skin color or some cultural issue, you still have bad eyes. All of these places that are building subdivisions to keep race and culture out, they are built by bad eyes…stay away from them, their world is full of darkness and greed. Skin color is a test…almost as big as money. If you can’t look pass the simplest of things as skin color, how can you say you know Yeshuah or God? You don’t.
|Healing on Sabbath—[Luke] On another Sabbath He went into the synagogue and was teaching, and a man was there whose right hand was shriveled. The Pharisees and the teachers of the law were looking for a reason to accuse Jesus, so they watched Him closely to see if He would heal on the Sabbath. [Matthew] Looking for a reason to accuse Jesus, they asked Him, ‘Is it lawful to heal on the Sabbath?’ He said to them, ‘If any of you has a sheep and it falls into a pit on the Sabbath, will you not take hold of it and lift it out? How much more valuable is a man than a sheep! Therefore, it is lawful to do good on the Sabbath.’ [Mark] Jesus said to the man with the shriveled hand, ‘Stand up in front of everyone.’ Then Jesus asked them, ‘Which is lawful on the Sabbath: to do good or to do evil, to save life or to kill?’ But they remained silent. He looked around at them in anger and, deeply distressed at their stubborn hearts, said to the man, ‘Stretch out your hand.’ He stretched it out, and his hand was completely restored. [Luke] But they were furious and began to discuss with one another what they might do to Jesus. [Mark] Then the Pharisees went out and began to plot with the Herodians how they might kill Jesus.—Matthew 12:9-14; Mark 3:1-6; Luke 6:6-11|
|Jesus Heals Others—[Mark] Jesus withdrew with His disciples to the lake, and a large crowd from Galilee followed. When they heard all He was doing, many people came to Him from Judea, Jerusalem, Idumea, and the regions across the Jordan and around Tyre and Sidon. Because of the crowd He told His disciples to have a small boat ready for Him, to keep the people from crowding Him. For He had healed many, so that those with diseases were pushing forward to touch Him. Whenever the evil spirits saw Him, they fell down before Him and cried out, ‘You are the Son of God.’ But He gave them strict orders not to tell who He was. [Matthew] This was to fulfill what was spoken through the prophet Isaiah: ‘Here is My servant whom I have chosen, the One I love, in whom I delight; I will put My Spirit on Him, and He will proclaim to the nations, He will not quarrel or cry out; no one will hear His voice in the streets. A bruised reed He will not break, and a smoldering wick He will not snuff out, till He leads justice to victory. In His name the nations will put their hope’ [Isaiah 42:1-4].—Matthew 12:15-21, Mark 3:7-12 (By the Sea)|
|*Jesus Appoints 12 Apostles—One of those days Jesus went out to a mountainside to pray, and spent the night praying to God. When morning came, He called His disciples to Him and chose twelve of them, whom He also designated apostles: Simon (whom He named Peter), his brother Andrew, James, John, Philip, Bartholomew, Matthew, Thomas, James son of Alphaeus, Simon who was called the Zealot, Judas son of James, and Judas Iscariot, who became a traitor.—Mark 3:13-19; Luke 6:12-16 (Hills near sea)|
|Great Crowd Gathers—He went down with them and stood on a level place. A large crowd of His disciples was there and a great number of people from all over Judea, from Jerusalem, and from the coast of Tyre and Sidon, who had come to hear Him and to be healed of their diseases. Those troubled by evil spirits were cured, and the people all tried to touch Him, because power was coming from Him and healing them all.—Luke 6:17-19|
|The Sermon on the Mount |
Beatitudes Proclaimed—Now when He saw the crowds, He went up on a mountainside and sat down. His disciples came to Him, and He began to teach them, saying: ‘Blessed are the poor in spirit, for theirs is the kingdom of Heaven. Blessed are those who mourn, for they will be comforted. Blessed are the meek, for they will inherit the Earth. Blessed are those who hunger and thirst for righteousness, for they will be filled. Blessed are the merciful, for they will be shown mercy. Blessed are the pure in heart, for they will see God. Blessed are the peacemakers, for they will be called sons of God. Blessed are those who are persecuted because of righteousness, for theirs is the kingdom of Heaven. Blessed are you when people insult you, persecute you and falsely say all kinds of evil against you because of Me. Rejoice and be glad because great is your reward in Heaven, for in the same way they persecuted the prophets who were before you.’—Matthew 5:1-12; Luke 6:20-23 (Mountain near Capernaum)
|**Woes Pronounced—‘But woe to you who are rich, for you have already received your comfort. Woe to you who are well fed now, for you will go hungry. Woe to you who laugh now, for you will mourn and weep. Woe to you when all men speak well of you, for that is how their fathers treated the false prophets.‘—Luke 6:24-26|
|Nature of Believers—‘You are the salt of the Earth. But if the salt loses its saltiness, how can it be made salty again? It is no longer good for anything, except to be thrown out and trampled by men. You are the light of the world. A city on a hill cannot be hidden. Neither do people light a lamp and put it under a bowl. Instead they put it on its stand, and it gives light to everyone in the house. In the same way, let your light shine before men, that they may see your good deeds and praise your Father in Heaven.’―Matthew 5:13-16|
|Law and Gospel—‘Do not think that I have come to abolish the Law of the Prophets; I have not come to abolish them but to fulfill them. I tell you the truth, until Heaven and Earth disappear, not the smallest letter, not the least stroke of a pen, will by any means disappear from the Law until everything is accomplished. Anyone who breaks one of the least of these commandments and teaches others to do the same will be called least in the kingdom of Heaven, but whoever practices and teaches these commands will be called great in the kingdom of Heaven. For I tell you that unless your righteousness surpasses that of the Pharisees and the teachers of the law, you will certainly not enter the kingdom of Heaven.‘—Matthew 5:17-20|
|The Sixth Commandment―‘You have heard that it was said to the people long ago, ‘Do not murder [Exodus 20:13], and anyone who murders will be subject to judgment.’ But I tell you that anyone who is angry with his brother will be subject to judgment. Again, anyone who says to his brother, ‘Raca,’ is answerable to the Sanhedrin. But anyone who says, ‘You fool,’ will be in danger of the fire of hell. Therefore, if you are offering your gift at the altar and there remember that your brother has something against you, leave your gift there in front of the altar. First go and be reconciled to your brother; then come and offer your gift. Settle matters quickly with your adversary who is taking you to court. Do it while you are still with him on the way, or he may hand you over to the judge, and the judge may hand you over to the officer, and you may be thrown into prison. I tell you the truth, you will not get out until you have paid the last penny.’―Matthew 5:21-26|
|The Seventh Commandment―‘You have heard that it was said, ‘Do not commit adultery’ [Exodus 20:14]. But I tell you that anyone who looks at a woman lustfully has already committed adultery with her in his heart. If your right eye causes you to sin, gouge it out and throw it away. It is better for you to lose one part of your body than for your whole body to be thrown into hell. And if your right hand causes you to sin, cut it off and throw it away. It is better for you to lose one part of your body than for your whole body to go into hell.’―Matthew 5:27-30|
|Marriage and Divorce―‘It has been said, ‘Anyone who divorces his wife must give her a certificate of divorce’ [Deuteronomy 24:1]. But I tell you that anyone who divorces his wife, except for marital unfaithfulness, causes her to become an adulteress, and anyone who marries the divorced woman commits adultery.’―Matthew 5:31, 32|
|Honesty Without Oaths―‘Again, you have heard that it was said to the people long ago, ‘Do not break your oath, but keep the oaths you have made to the Lord.‘ But I tell you, Do not swear at all; either by Heaven, for it is God’s throne; or by the Earth, for it is His footstool; or by Jerusalem, for it is the city of the Great King. And do not swear by your head, for you cannot make even one hair white or black. Simply let your ‘Yes’ be ‘Yes,’ and your ‘No’ be ‘No’; anything beyond this comes from the evil one.’―Matthew 5:33-37|
|Regarding Retaliation―[Matthew] ‘You have heard that is was said, ‘Eye for eye, and tooth for tooth.’ [Exodus 21:24; Leviticus 24:20: Deuteronomy 19:21]. But I tell you, Do not resist an evil person. If someone strikes you on the right cheek, turn to him the other also. And if someone wants to sue you and take your tunic, let him have your cloak as well. If someone forces you to go one mile, go with him two miles. Give to the one who ask you, and do not turn away from the one who wants to borrow from you. [Luke] Do to others as you would have them do to you.‘―Matthew 5:38-42; Luke 6:27-31|
|Love for Enemies―[Matthew] ‘You have heard that it was said, ‘Love your neighbor [Leviticus 19:18] and hate your enemy.’ But I tell you: Love your enemies and pray for those who persecute you, that you may be sons of your Father in Heaven. He causes His sun to rise on the evil and the good, and sends rain on the righteous and the unrighteous. If you love those who love you, what reward will you get? Are not even the tax collectors doing that? And if you greet only your brothers, what are you doing more than others? Do not even pagans do that? [Luke] And if you lend to those from whom you expect repayment, what credit is that to you? Even ‘sinners’ lend to ‘sinners,’ expecting to be repaid in full. But love your enemies, do good to them, and lend to them without expecting to get anything back. Then your reward will be great, and you will be sons of the Most High, because He is kind to the ungrateful and wicked. Be merciful, just as your Father is merciful.‘―Matthew 5:43-48; Luke 6:32-36|
|On Giving―‘Be careful not to do your ‘acts of righteousness’ before men, to be seen by them. If you do, you will have no reward from your Father in Heaven. So when you give to the needy, do not announce it with trumpets, as the hypocrites do in the synagogues and on the streets, to be honored by men. I tell you the truth, they have received their reward in full. But when you give to the needy, do not let your left hand know what your right hand is doing, so that your giving may be in secret. Then your Father, who sees what is done in secret, will reward you.‘―Matthew 6:1-4|
|On Praying―‘And when you pray, do not be like the hypocrites, for they love to pray standing in the synagogues and on the street corners to be seen by men. I tell you the truth, they have received their reward in full. But when you pray, go into your room, close the door and pray to your Father, who is unseen. Then your Father, who sees what is done in secret, will reward you. And when you pray, do not keep on babbling like pagans, for they think they will be heard because of their many words. Do not be like them, for your Father knows what you need before you ask Him. ‘Our Father in Heaven, hallowed be Your name, Your Kingdom come, Your will be done, on Earth as it is in Heaven. Give us today our daily bread. Forgive us our debts, as we also have forgiven our debtors. And lead us not into temptation, but deliver us from the evil one.’ For if you forgive men when they sin against you, your heavenly Father will also forgive you. But if you do not forgive men their sins, your Father will not forgive your sins.‘―Matthew 6:5-15|
|On Fasting—‘When you fast, do not look somber as the hypocrites do for they disfigure their faces to show men they are fasting. I tell you the truth, they have received their reward in full. But when you fast, put oil on your head and wash your face, so that it will not be obvious to men that you are fasting, but only to your Father, who is unseen; and your Father, who sees what is done in secret, will reward you.’—Matthew 6:16-18|
|Spiritual Treasures—‘Do not store up for yourselves treasures on Earth, where moth and rust destroy, and where thieves break in and steal. But store up for yourselves treasures in Heaven, where moth and rust do not destroy, and where thieves do not break in and steal. For where your treasure is, there your heart will be also.’—Matthew 6:19-21|
|*The Value of Spiritual Insight—‘The eye is the lamp of the body. If your eyes are good, your whole body will be full of light, but if your eyes are bad, your whole body will be full of darkness. If then the light within you is darkness, how great is that darkness!’―Matthew 6:22,23|
|Need for Undivided Loyalty—‘No one can serve two masters. Either he will hate the one and love the other, or he will be devoted to the one and despise the other. You cannot serve both God and Money.‘—Matthew 6:24|
|Avoiding Anxiety—‘Therefore I tell you, do not worry about your life, what you will eat or drink; or about your body, what you will wear. Is not life more important than food, and the body more important than clothes? Look at the birds of the air; they neither sow nor reap nor gather into barns, and yet your heavenly Father keeps feeding them. Are you not worth much more than they? Who of you by worry can add a single hour to his life? And why do you worry about clothes? See how the lilies of the field grow. They do not labor or spin. Yet I tell you that not even Solomon in all his splendor was dressed like one of these. If that is how God clothes the grass of the field, which is here today and tomorrow is thrown into the fire, will He not much more clothe you, O you of little faith? So do not worry, saying, ‘What shall we eat?’ or ‘What shall we drink?’ or ‘What shall we wear?’ For the pagans run after all these things, and your heavenly Father knows that you need them. But seek first His kingdom and His righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well. Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own.‘—Matthew 6:25-34|
|Hypocritical Judging—‘Do not judge, and you will not be judged. Do not condemn, and you will not be condemned. Forgive, and you will be forgiven. Give, and it will be given to you. A good measure, pressed down, shaken together and running over, will be poured into your lap. For with the measure you use, it will be measured to you.’ He also told them this parable: ‘Can a blind man lead a blind man? Will they not both fall into a pit? A student is not above his teacher, but everyone who is fully trained will be like his teacher? Why do you look at the speck of sawdust in your brother’s eye and pay no attention to the plank in your own eye? How can you say to your brother, ‘Brother, let me take the speck out of your eye,’ when you yourself fail to see the plank in your own eye? You hypocrite, first take the plank out of your eye, and then you will see clearly to remove the speck from your brother’s eye.’—Matthew 7:1-5; Luke 6:37-42|
|Inappropriate Concern—‘Do not give dogs what is scared; do not throw your pearls to pigs. If you do, they may trample them under their feet, and then turn and tear you to pieces.’―Matthew 7:6|
|Seeking Grace—‘Ask and it will be given to you; seek and you will find; knock and the door will be opened to you. For everyone who ask receives; he who seeks finds; and to him who knocks, the door will be opened. Which of you, if his son asks for bread, will give him a stone? Or if he asks for a fish, will give him a snake? If you, then, though you are evil, know how to give good gifts to your children, how much more will your Father in Heaven give good gifts to those who ask Him! So in everything, do to others what you would have them do to you, for this sums up the Laws and the Prophets.‘―Matthew 7:7-12|
|**Unpopular Discipleship—‘Enter through the narrow gate. For wide is the gate and broad is the road that leads to destruction, and many enter through it. But small is the gate and narrow the road that leads to life, and only a few find it.‘—Matthew 7:13,14|
|Testing Religious Leaders—[Matthew] ‘Watch out for false prophets. They come to you in sheep’s clothing, but inwardly they are ferocious wolves. By their fruit you will recognize them. Do people pick grapes from thorn bushes, or figs from thistles? Likewise every good tree bears good fruit, but a bad tree bears bad fruit. A good tree cannot bear bad fruit, and a bad tree cannot bear good fruit. Every tree that does not bear good fruit is cut down and thrown into the fire. Thus, by their fruit you will recognize them. [Luke] The good man brings good things out of the good stored up in his heart, and the evil man brings evil things out of the evil stored up in his heart. For out of the overflow of his heart his mouth speaks. [Matthew] Not everyone who says to Me, ‘Lord, Lord,’ will enter the kingdom of Heaven, but only he who does the will of My Father who is in Heaven. Many will say to Me on that day, ‘Lord, Lord, did we not prophesy in Your name, and in Your name drive out demons and perform many miracles?’ Then I will tell them plainly, ‘I never knew you. Away from Me, you evildoers!’—Matthew 7:15-23; Luke 6:43-45|
|Faith and Deeds—[Luke]‘Why do you call me, Lord, Lord,’ and do not do what I say? [Matthew] Therefore, everyone who hears these words of Mine and puts them into practice is like a wise man who built his house on a rock. The rain came down, the streams rose, and the winds blew and beat against that house; yet it did not fall, because it had its foundation on the rock. But everyone who hears these words of Mine and does not put them into practice is like a foolish man who built his house on sand. The rain came down, the streams rose, and the winds blew and beat against that house, and it fell with a great crash.’—Matthew 7:24-27; Luke 6:46-49|
|Crowd is Astonished—When Jesus had finished saying these things, the crowds were amazed at His teaching, because He taught as one who had authority, and not as their teachers of the law.—Matthew 7:28,29|
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