Indecisive Humanist all of these emotions beings‒ living in the kingdom sent to stir from He†―the top sir in order to set in confusion‒ a top being where wars are waged where jealousy and hate‒ kill and maim where folks go insane it is the outside humanist trying to make sense of this inside being separating the two we have no clue when sealed tight without spiritual glue in comes―faith we all have a date with this here bait most win, ya know they learn which way to go some trail and error a lot of fear much tears but it comes ‒it's never too late the rest do lose too lazy to punch through they roll around in the confusion never cross over to faith they bask in delusion which is never real, ya know it's just a ho' to the ultimate confusion standing firm ‒ways to learn listening to the heart even when it's breaking apart it'll help you sort ‒leave the mind out of it there―too much hit or miss the heart‒ wearing surety in insist pounding its beat just right wrong or right listen close it'll tell you exactly what to do the kingdom watches close ‒all the mind over matter all its clatter all its humanistic chatter ‒the banter of so desperately trying to be a winner how extraordinary they must see us the mind always turns to rust seeing lust and distrust all‒ in the same sentence so baffling‒ to them―we must seem patience they do have to our humanist in crazy in lazy ‒all watching waiting what will they do as God† moves all these emotions through our lives ‒just to save us from die
Note: The photographs were taken February 9, 2020: Rough Waters…Millions Will Die. I didn’t JUST go out and take pictures on February 9. It was cold and windy and I just wanted to stay in bed! You really need to read the commentary on this page to understand how I ended up out by the lake this particular day. The infinity sign. It is very important to the spiritual world. It comes up every time David and I are in prayer. To the spiritual world, it means ‘Everything is Possible with God!‘ They have put it in my hair on a number of occasions. I know people doubt the things I hear and see. It is. He pointed out this particular picture today for a reason. He sent the sinking vision again for a reason. He said when it is all over, ‘They will know it is I.‘ I leave that to Him!
(June 7, 2021)—‘Indecisive Humanist’ was written June 3 under the guidance of something higher than me. It is instruction of sorts. I sat on it because I wasn’t sure of its nature, then this morning I had another real-time vision experience. It was a continuation of ‘Rejection Undone‘ (Sinking Vision/Dead Body Vision), in which things around me became very large and I seemed to sink or shrink. This morning it happened again, but there was something different. I stepped OUT of the vision. I know that is hard to understand but it was like I was in the vortex of sorts where everything around me was very large and I was small or sinking into the ground then there was a door of sorts that I stepped through back to me being normal. So try to picture this: one second you are in this world where everything is large then the next everything is normal and you are very aware of the moment things became normal!
On the other side of this door, when everything became normal again, I questioned. I was assured that what I just experienced had actually happened, then I was given a glimpse of the move in which I watch about Nostradamus and how he was literally thrown in his real-time visions without warning. And then I heard, ‘I will be with you.’ Before He said that, there was an implied response…like through my subconscious…not a voice…that told me I would be give more visions like this (real time). Then He asked me if I was willing. Of course, I said yes. I will never turn the Lord down.
I’m telling you this because He wants me to. All of it, since 2019 through me, has been instruction on who God is, from God Himself. He wants you to know how He works.
So, the meaning behind what He showed me this morning still remains: We, as a people, the world, is sinking…we are headed to a dark place. That is all I know thus far, and I’m not to guess…just present what I’m shown and told.
The following scripture was shown to me before I wrote ‘Indecisive Humanist’. It’s been put in front of me for years now the jealousy and opposition of people. I’ve even had to deal with the emotion of jealousy straight on in recent years because I’ve never been a jealous person. It just wasn’t in my cards. I experienced envy but not outright jealousy. But I head to feel this emotion in order to understand exactly what happened to Jesus.
Jealousy and Opposition—On the next Sabbath almost the whole city gathered to hear the word of the Lord. When the Jews saw the crowds, they were filled with jealousy and talked abusively against what Paul was saying. Then Paul and Barnabas answered them boldly: ‘We had to speak the word of God to you first. Since you reject it and do not consider yourselves worthy of eternal life, we now turn to the Gentiles. For this is what the Lord has commanded us: ‘I have made you a light for the Gentiles, that you may bring salvation to the ends of the earth’ [Isaiah 49:6].—Acts 13:44-47
Jealousy is a really bad emotion and one of God’s most powerful beings. It is up to you to recognize it and cast it out of you. If you don’t, it will destroy you in so many ways. I had jealousy used against me in so many ways, that me actually feeling it wasn’t anything to feeling the energy from someone dying of this emotion. God gives us all gifts. They are not all the same. My gifts can’t be compared to someone who can sew, or dance, or sing, or act, or is good with money. And the people who are good at those things can’t compare themselves to my gifts.
On the subject of spiritual gifts, I have witnessed a lot of people pretending to have these gifts. I’m going to tell you truth: This isn’t a game. God isn’t a game. The Holy Spirit isn’t a game. And the Holy Spirit gives spiritual gifts and He comes and instructs how to use them when He is ready. Your time is not valuable compared to God’s. And using spiritual gifts for other than healing means is not good. Using them for popularity, for money, for greed in all ways is not of God and you are working for the other side. Also, saying you have them and you don’t is also not good. You choose to do what you need to. I’m just warning you…you can pretend to be anyone under the sun but pretending to have something of the spiritual world and you don’t is very bad.
Having said this: I’ve also witnessed jealousy when it comes to spiritual gifts given. Why? If God sends you a message through someone He chose, listen. Why do you oppose? Why do you get aggressive or challenge? This part of this assignment I’ve been given, I could do without. I can’t help you if you oppose what is good for you. I can’t and I won’t. And God can deal with me however severe He wills it for me saying this, but I’m not after your acceptance card. I’m me. I have always been me. God asked me to do something for Him. I will NOT say No to God. Sorry.
I had to say this because something my child said to me directly and somethings I see happening to other people who get messages from God. My children should NEVER have to defend me! Ever. My sisters and their families, shame on them! for putting my children in this position. Shame on them! A message from the Lord means He loves you and He’s reaching out to you. Don’t you get this. I can’t help your unbelief. He is and He is always. And…AND…you WILL meet with the Judge when your body expires! No matter what others say to you or what denial you have, YOU WILL MEET HIM! And there is one of 2 gates in which you will walk through. In the end, it IS your responsibility alone that decides which gate that will be. Sorry, you can’t blame anyone. Your choice. Good luck with that. Amen.
P.S. Read through the following direct works from God and Jesus. Their words should NOT threaten your attention span. If it does, you need to deal with this issue. These warnings and instruction are coming from them. I’m sure they will stop some day, but what is given will always remain. These words will not burn. I know this because God is and will always be.
The following works are direct writings from God and Jesus, meaning I heard them speak and these words are not mine. (They are in order of year then put in alphabetical order per year.)
God: (2019) ‘A Bid for the People‘, A Prophet’s Dew‘, ‘Prophecy’s Awakeness‘, ‘Ringing of Ears‘, Tests of Worth‘, ‘The Hate of Me‘; (2020) ‘Adulterous Woman’, ‘Busy‘, ‘Death of the Sound‘, ‘Death-Toll Rise’, ‘Every Day Life’, ‘Fallen Traps’, ‘From Left to Right’, ‘God† is Father‘, ‘He† Speaks‘, ‘He† Speaks to Me‘, ‘His† Fellowship’, ‘His† Pardon‘, ‘His† Time‘, ‘I Am Truth’s Voice‘ (3 separate messages from both), ‘Indirect Communication‘, ‘Initiation‘, ‘Mercy Granted‘, ‘Mighty is His† Hand‘, ‘No Exchanges: Your Masks for Mine‘, ‘Noose‘, ‘Oh! Sorrowful Heart!, ‘Open Up’ (both), ‘Open Structure‘, ‘Pillage of Souls’, ‘Pleading for Audience‘, ‘Sad Silver Bells‘, ‘Send Me† a Rose‘, ‘Smells of Manure‘ (both), ‘Spinning Heart‘, ‘Suffering Cadence‘ (both), ‘The Lord’s† Will‘, ‘The Seer’, ‘This, This, This‘ (both), ‘Twenty, Twenty‘ (commentary), ‘Uprest: Non-Negotiable’, ‘What Is: Is!‘, ‘Who Am I?’, (2021) ‘It is‘; ‘Ringing of Words‘ (Emergency Supply List), ‘Woe to the Peach (There’s This Time)‘ Direct Message from God’, (Untitled),
Jesus: (2019) ‘His† Spirit’, ‘The Hate of Me‘; (2020) ‘A Coming Healer‘, ‘A Fall to Rebuild‘, ‘All That I† Am’, ‘Blessings‘, ‘Blinded by Actions‘, ‘Busy‘, ‘Call Her Witch!, ‘Circumference‘, ‘Decided‘, ‘Failure’s Birth‘, ‘Feeding Them‘, ‘Foot Work‘, ‘Foreseeing’s Agony’, ‘He† Breathes‘, ‘He† Speaks Softly’, ‘Inhuman Love’, ‘Initiation‘, ‘Love Exists’, ‘My Feet‘, ‘On the Ground‘, ‘Prospective Tourist‘, ‘Rotten Figs‘, ‘Sheba’s Matter‘, ‘Slow it Down‘, ‘Small Miracle‘, ‘Song Bird‘, ‘Spiritual Blessing‘, ‘Stamped Heart‘, ‘Swagger’s Dance‘, ‘The Adjunct‘, ‘The Clown‘, ‘The Judge†‘, ‘The Sound of Songs‘, ‘Words to a Prophet’, ‘Words’ Song‘, ‘You’ve Come‘, (2021) ‘A Time To Be‘, ‘Aliens Are Not‘, ‘An Unconquerable Will‘, ‘Dominion‘, ‘Four Points to A Round Box‘, ‘Honorable‘, ‘Inside Sacrifice‘, ‘Inside Thinking‘, ‘No Valentine‘, ‘Syllables of Gems‘, ‘Tensions Fold‘, ‘Times Darkening‘, ‘Today’s Menu‘
Dreams/Visions: ‘Backlash’ (My Crucifixion Vision), ‘Brave in the Snatch‘ (bus story warning), (August 2019) Visions; (2020) March 22: Four Disc Dream, ‘Hard-head’ (Jack-ass vision), ‘Butterfly Vision‘, ‘This ‘If’ By-Law’ (Apr. 25: Virus Vision), June 17, 2020: Black Body Bag Vision, June 26: U.S. Presidential Wake Vision; April 11: the Jackass Dream; January 21: Aladdin’s Genie Lamp; October 24, 2020: Mother-Dead Babies Vision; Virus (The World Vision); (2021) A Lie (Hole in Sky Vision); ‘Chief Among Mountains‘ (Volcano/Ocean Vision); ‘Death of the Sound’ (The World Death Vision), ‘I Am but Lowliness‘ (Rough Water Dream and Buildings Crashing Vision), ‘Indecisive Humanist‘ (Sinking Vision 2), ‘Listen! Oh Arrogance’ and ‘Your Mother’s Tears’ (the Spin-Top explanation), ‘Rejection Undone‘ (Sinking Vision/Dead Body Vision), ‘Sanctification Deferential‘ (Jesus/Classroom Dream, ‘Strangled Times‘ (Pacific Ocean Visions Continue); Telepathically (Me and Jesus: Curious Vision)
Below is a list of all the pages and subpages included on God’s Mercy
August 2019: Visions From God!; June 17, 2020: Black Body Bag Vision; June 26: Presidential Wake Vision; April 11: the Jackass Dream; January 21: Aladdin’s Genie Lamp; David: My Spiritual Guide; God Sends Love Orbs; God, the Sun and Me; October 23, 2019: The Dragon and the All-Seeing Eye; November 11, 2019 : The Avenging Angel; December 10, 2019: The Dragon, Angel, Mom and Baby; Jesus’ Army and Jesus Sprinkles; March 1, 2020: Jesus Speaks and Reveals
My 5:55 Lake Visits: Messages Through Photographs; September 27, 2019: Love From Heaven; October 2, 2019: Wave Warning; October 7, 2019: Faces; October 8, 2019: Oil Spill Warning; October 15, 2019: The Phoenix; November 9, 2019: Certainty of Visions; Feb. 9, 2020: Rough Waters…Millions Will Die; My Aura: The Love of Jesus; The Rainbow Story: God’s Promise In the Sky (Will remain unpublished until it happens.); The Third Eye (Spiritual Gifts)