‘Senseless Botherings’

Senseless Botherings
 
manipulative tactics
adds a tartness
to life's many twists
 
a change in malice
towards the coming neurosis
open for the opportunist
‒a continued crises
keeping confusion
in madness
 
simple words
simple phrases
simple gestures‒
learned behavior
through hatred
‒variables of influence
 
to fit in‒
you must be
in consistence
with all the malevolence
without interference
 
to be white or black
depends on the surface
‒doesn't matter the mix
breed the educational fix
adds more fire
to the matrix
 
don't show too much
cheerfulness
or gratefulness
‒the other side of the fence
has a special cadence
to fix
all that nonsense!
 
in comes‒
a well-trained harness
bred in materialness
lack of godliness
full of darkness
‒they can't be bothered
with any happiness
 
they'll strip it
in pure rudeness
without thought
‒for their blindness
has made them mindless
to what matters
in gratefulness

Note: I will continue to point out the photographs that I was directed to take. I don’t have to take anymore I was told. I have taken enough to show you God! You can question these photographs. You can picked them apart. The symbols that appear are not camera tricks. In one photograph, God converts the symbol into an angel. Search this site God’s Mercy to discover them all. I have left none out. He wants…WANTS…you to view them, to pick them apart. I’m told within these symbols are some sort of message. I am only to present them. The vine is suppose to come together and discover them. This was way before all this wrath that is upon us. Sooner or later, you will figure all this out. From the scars that He puts on my face, to what the orbs are pointing out (He played with a helicopter once. I know this because David said to take pictures of the helicopter and see what they are going to do, and sure enough the green orb followed it.), to all the cloud messages, to all the faces and the messages sent using the things around me, and the green footprint of the Lord!

Note: The objects in the top left hand corner appear in a lot of pictures. Whatever they are, they are not present to the naked eye: meaning…they weren’t there for me to see with my eyes. They only appear in the pictures on many different days, in many different areas but only over the water.

(November 16)―My mind has been circling around the mean things people have demonstrated towards me lately: the postman and his arrogant rudeness and then a lady posting a comment on my page about the press bringing fear to the people for no reason! I’m beginning to think that the postman’s rudeness was due to color because I really didn’t do anything to justify his response, and I shouldn’t have to be concerned about my mail being delivered in the United States of America! The woman’s comment, which I deleted, is pure blindness because we are in a pandemic! So, this morning when I sat down to write, ‘Senseless Botherings’ came out. It’s clear it is talking about what is coming…the meanness and rudeness and arrogance will only get worse.

Jesus directed me to His words: He says in John 4:27-38: My food,’ said Jesus, ‘is to do the will of Him who sent Me and to finish His work. Do you not say, ‘Four months more and then the harvest’? I tell you, open your eyes and look at the fields! They are ripe for harvest. Even now, the reaper draws His wages, even now He harvests the crop for eternal life, so that the sower and the reaper may be glad together. Thus the saying ‘One sows and another reaps’ is true. I sent you to reap what you have not worked for. Others have done the hard work, and you have reaped the benefits of their labor.’

He gives a hint here, and He leaves it for you to figure out. He says the sower and the reaper may be glad together: Who is the sower? Who is the reaper? Do you understand? When you are chosen to sow them seeds, it is not easy, but it is the will of God for you to do what’s in your power to get those seeds in. You don’t stand there and jab it down anyone’s throat. No. God is free will and unconditional love. You give the information and then each person has a free will to choose. It’s totally their choice. You do what you can to help them make the right choice.

The reaper is the judge. He is the final call, meaning when that person leaves your hands and makes their choice, they then fall in the reaper’s hands. The sower and the reaper are glad together if that person received the seed and the judgment is passed that they get to the kingdom and not the pit. Do you see it now?

So, He is telling me that it is okay because once a person is given that authority to sow them seeds, all manners of evil come at you because you will be tested more and more to sustain your position in the kingdom. If you cheat to get that seed in, meaning you use tricks and deception then that seed is good as not planted. The person who received the seed benefits. So be honest in your interpretation of the word and what God wants. Don’t try to sow seeds for your benefit…you won’t benefit, I assure you.

Then in John 4:43-45: (Now Jesus himself had pointed out that a prophet has no honor in his own country.) And then in John 4:46-54: ‘Unless you people see miraculous signs and wonders,’ Jesus told him, ‘you will never believe‘.

I don’t know why the Lord chose me to do this work, but I know that I will do it no matter what people think. I will leave them to mess with fire. I’d rather not. I have not just myself to think about. Even though my children have some tests of their own to go through, they are still my children and what I do falls on them in more ways than one. If speaking for the Lord and God embarrasses them, then that is only a short inconvenience for them and me, but if I don’t speak for the Lord and God, falls on them is a far worse inconvenience…one I cannot bear.

People bring children into this world, then they don’t even think of what they do when it comes to their children’s future. They just plow on selfishly. I refuse to be this way. Here’s truth: Many in my hometown…they don’t see me this way. They see me as being selfish, which is the total opposite of the truth. I’m not bragging here. I’m pointing out truth: I was selfless when I began writing out loud (in public) about what was happening in my life. I was screaming as loud as I could for all the little girls out there to one day see that it’s okay to tell!

Those in my area, those whom I called friends, fought me tooth in nail after a while. They supported me at the beginning, but then when I got into the heart of abuse and sexual abuse and domestic abuse…racism…they turned on me. I reckon none of them read one sentence in any of my books! Yet the large majority attend church on a regular basis. I’m not judging them. That will come in their end. I’m stating truth. And no one wants to admit truth…it makes them look bad. Oh, it makes them a Karen!

Fact: I’d rather be a Karen than any other name because I was born a Karen and that’s all I know how to be. So, if labeling TRUTH “a Karen”…You are right on point!

I’m not there yet. I still have a ways to go before I’m totally humbled. I still feel their arrogance, their hatred, their blame. I shouldn’t. So, I ask the Lord to please continue the work He is doing in me. I wish, no, I pray hard, for the totally of humbleness because this is the only way to totally be free!

The following works are direct writings from God and Jesus, meaning I heard them speak and these words are not mine.

God: (2019) ‘A Bid for the People‘, A Prophet’s Dew‘, ‘Brave in the Snatch‘ (bus story warning), ‘Prophecy’s Awakeness‘, Tests of Worth‘; (2020) ‘Adulterous Woman’, ‘Busy‘, ‘Death-Toll Rise’, ‘Fallen Traps’, ‘From Left to Right’, ‘God† is Father‘, ‘He† Speaks‘, ‘He† Speaks to Me‘, ‘His† Fellowship’, ‘His† Pardon‘, ‘His† Time‘, ‘I Am Truth’s Voice‘ (3 separate messages from both), ‘Indirect Communication‘, ‘Initiation‘, ‘Mercy Granted‘, ‘Mighty is His† Hand‘, ‘No Exchanges: Your Masks for Mine‘, ‘Noose‘, ‘Oh! Sorrowful Heart!, ‘Open Structure‘, ‘Pillage of Souls’, ‘Pleading for Audience‘, ‘Send Me† a Rose‘, ‘Smells of Manure‘ (both), ‘Spinning Heart‘, ‘Suffering Cadence‘ (both), ‘The Lord’s† Will‘, ‘The Seer’, ‘Twenty, Twenty‘ (commentary), ‘Uprest: Non-Negotiable’, ‘What Is: Is!‘, ‘Who Am I?’