Tag: domesticviolence

‘Talking Heart’

Stick To What You Say!

A sample from Book 5

 Talking Heart
 (Sweet Man)
  
 when two become one
 something extraordinary's begun
 into each other
combines all matter
 into each other
weakness doesn't stutter
 all is revealed
 into each other―
deeply open and concealed
  
 when two become one
fear is undone
 sincere trust
 ―the ultimate must
 helping each other
overcome inside danger
 helping each other
 see through stormy weather
  
 when two become one
happiness is won
 together
hearts can fight― 
hurt and pain
 when the mind
plays us like a game
  
 when two become one
 together
hearts can fight any situation
 with open conversation
 when to each other
there's true dedication
  
 ―nothing
can be undone
 when two become one
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‘Text Me’

Moving Through Anger with Bargaining!

A sample from Book 5

 Text Me
  
 in this phone
I am a clone
 away from home
easily...I roam
 no longer alone
  
 words I've thrown
 cast a bone
string along
 however long
I want you to belong
  
 in this phone
I'm on loan
 read my worded song
 I'm wearing a thong
 ―hear me moan
 I'll send a picture―
 for your visual tone
  
 with words I'm strong
 ―played like a trombone
 I can turn you on
 in my world
you'll be drawn
  
 in this phone
nothing's wrong
 it's my zone
 imaginations grown
  
 be careful― 
if to me you're drawn
 I'll take you
where you've not yet gone
 for in this phone
I own
my imaginary throne
 I'll make you moan
dance to my song―
 your emotions
get too strong
 I'll exit
and be gone
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‘Lies vs Deception’

There’s a Big Difference Between a Lie and a Deception!

A sample from Book 5…This is what Anger and Denial looks like!

 Lies vs Deception
  
 everyone lies
ones needed to get by
 ―little white ones
sometimes a big one
 ―not for fun
more to avoid
heavy explanation
  
 we can forgive some
an immediate redemption
 others
take time for calculation
 eventually
forgiveness does come
  
 not everyone deceives
 a lie used to covet
to hid beneath it
 a little white lie that grows
without a why
 making someone believe
 ―hoping honesty
they receive
  
 lies used to deceive
 turning facts to fiction
deep wombs to leave
 forgiveness
given no consideration
  
 small lies
we often give
 makes lives
easier to live
 deceptions hide
reality's gift
 closing hearts
helping them die
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‘Anger’s Brethren’

Don’t Use the Children!

A sample from Book 5

 Anger's Brethren
  
 its face is ugly
 peeking through
little by little
 building its soul
 one small piece at a time
  
 vulnerability
it patiently waits
 then the attack
increasing the heartbeat
 clouding
a once throughout plan
 wilting the roses
rains replacing sunshines
 beautiful language
turns to spiteful vengeance
 over ruling logic
 hardening
closing open hearts
  
 its face is ugly
destroying all good
 taking its time
taking all time
 closing doors
'til love exist
no more
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‘Actions vs Words’

Pay Attention To What They Do…Not What They Say!

A sample from Book 1

 Actions vs Words
  
 saying words
that want to be heard
 is like a song's verse
 sung
over...over
 then forgotten
in time's hearse
  
 saying promises
sounding so rich
 becomes an endless nich
 becomes an endless list
 ballad in a fist
a stream of tears
 each...sealed with a kiss
 becomes a silent contest
 the break
starts to hiss
  
 when words come
 —where ever they're from
expectations rise
 putting a heart on fire
 innocent expectations—
 waiting for their revelations
 waiting for actions
 behind their declarations
  
 actions
end the frustrations
 tells the tale
 —words not just for sale
 to make you feel swell
  
 words said
filling the head
 are meaningless
 —just an old list
 if no actions done
 proving
the words
weren't just
for fun
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‘Basic Need’

You Have the Need: So Fucking Roar!

A sample from Book 1.

 Basic Need
  
 we hide our self
 behind
walls we built
  
 not being good enough
truly felt
 being afraid
fear tightens our belt
  
 past haunts‒ 
needing to prove oneself
 strengthens
our woven quilt
 submersed
in unforgiving guilt
  
 worries
attack our health
 negative thoughts
 keeping away life's wealth
  
 once you've knelt
 stop hiding
beneath the buried shelf
  
 the past
takes care of itself
 no longer
feeling like an elf
  
 pain
will suddenly melt
 you'll be happy
with yourself
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Bringing Yourself from Hurt to Healing!

A sample from Book 8

It’s a process. Sometimes a long one depending if abuse was in the mix. The follow is part of the Introduction to my 8th book in My 12-Book Series. It’s just the beginning of the acceptance stage. Depression still follows. Anger still follows you. You have a journey, but you can do it.

My journey took a twist by adding another relationship to the mix. This book is only the beginning to that. Oh! You just gotta love those who just think they don’t do any wrong. Life’s quite a ride!

“…This book is an exploration of self: Overcoming the anger, the hurt, seeing the damage and healing, understanding how God brings us to something in order to help us and not hinder us, to understand that God’s timing is not our own…and it doesn’t matter how we want to rush it, He’ll stop us in our tracks, slow us down in order for time to heal…[time to] work its magic.

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This Is What Depression from Betrayal Looks Like

A sample from Book 7

All different shades! No one handles betrayal the same…or do we? We rage. We scream. We yell and cry. What happens after that? Depression. How you handle it is up to you. Many times…we don’t have a choice how that plays out. The following is from the Introduction of my 7th Book in My 12-Book Series.

“There are things you have to do to take care of yourself during this stage. You have to get out of it. I know showing you how I got through the initial shock of it, will help you make through alive!

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This Is What Escaping Anger Looks Like: Bargaining!

A sample from Book 6

You freaking bargain your way out of it! With a vengeance. Everyone will bargain differently. The following is from the Introduction of my 6th Book in My 12-Book Series. The Bargaining stage! In this book I will show you what the bargaining stage looks like. The fight is real! And you are not just up against your anger, but up against everything else around you!

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Anger Controls Your Every Emotion!

A sample from Book 5

Yes, it does. That’s why I felt compelled to write this book. Anger does some awful things to us. When you are going through something you really don’t understand and you don’t have the resources to help you, anger builds.

There was nothing for me to grab hold of. For you, you now have this book to help you understand how anger controls you and how to get a grip. The following is from the Introduction to my 5th Book in My 12-Book series. I hope that this book can keep you from making the mistakes I made.

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