Reworked Clay I am woman hear me roar I am tender and sore beaten and bruised I am soft and assure hard and wrecked I am beautiful callused and torn I am a curve of watchful noise the inside pleasures and the outside gestures I am at the hands of many but the work of One† I am woman the tool of the soul through me magic is laced I can tear or build depending on the tear down or the build up of me I am woman never mistakened for a man I am pure inside shaped to wither hearts reshaped to comfort pulling hurt to my breast I am woman there is no part of me too hard that tears won't come down in sorrow and pity I have been broken savaged and wiped men want to be me but they can never be me no matter the force in nature for the Potter† is excellent and I am perfect the creator of life made by the Creator† of life you can't have what I have for I am woman all emotions of one the mother the anchor the shoulder the bearer of weight that can't be shouldered by any type of man for I am woman born woman creator created by the one true Creator† a job predetermined by Him† who created me
§For it is by grace you have been saved, through faith—and this not from yourselves, it is the gift of God—not by works, so that no one can boast. For we are God’s workmanship, created in Christ Jesus to do good works, which God prepared in advance for us to do.—Ephesians 2:8-10
(May 9, 2023)—I have been stumbling over this one. I know what I heard and I don’t doubt God one bit, I fear Him immensely. As His called servant, I trust that He guides my words and this one, as well as ”She’ Put Back in Place’, He wanted me to write with the help of David to express all that He’s been telling me…what makes Him so angry.
First, I will repeat what I wrote in the commentary for ”She’ Put Back in Place’ because it is the basis of this writing.
‘…wanting something so bad that you would risk your life to have it is Idolatry. Worshiping something so strong that it overpowers God in every sense of the word is Idolatry. If you can’t comprehend this, no one can help you. You are lost so far in the darkness that it will take an act of God Himself to pull you out.
To go to the extreme of what so many are doing: To be woman in order to get what they have, to be woman in order to have it easier, to winner better, to give into the seduction of lustfulness…all of this is Idolatry! Your sins are noted.’
He then led me to the Scripture dealing with Idolatry for that writing.
For years now, God has been making me look at myself and my vanity. I grew into my vanity because of how I witnessed my dad treat my mother, then see other women, who were not thin, be treated differently. I fought to ever be obese because of all of this and it was a struggle my whole life, until God made this drastic promise to me. When I think of promises like this from God, I think ‘biblical times‘. He tells me that every time is biblical.
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