The Way―Still in Dispute!
two thousand nineteen years‒
why...still doubt, disbelief
when God† brings home‒
that His† Son†‒
still...not held dear!
charges slammed against paul
intended to maul
by a people
denying the great hall
for using them...veils in null
to unleash a great stall
their voiced sword
was their draw
oh! all these many years
oh! so many useless tears
‒doesn't it feel a bit queer
how evil continues its sheer
after the sacrificing Lamb†‒
God† gifted the Spirit†
talking to us
as individual y'alls
giving each...a different call
instead of a slew of laws
sending us to the wine
–giving up to the ways of crime
teaching us byway of paul
the final law
still...a crawl instead of a walk
ways known better‒
according to the dark
all because...their attitude
in pissed off
‒God† using them
byway of the cross
they decided to withdraw
spreading their anger
like a slithering little claw
their self-inflected flaw
years and years
spreading across the world‒
their instilled fear
as they tried to silence paul
40 years, 40 years, 40 years
‒plus more years
we don't live that long anymore dear
‒and questions rise?
‒isn't that a bit queer!
as Jesus† rose above the law
these people stripped love to raw
spreading hate, egging hostility
‒'til rape, greed, murder
got up from crawl
ran with come on y'all!
the way to God†...in halt
arrogance, ignore...their insult
instead...the way to God†
making everyone do summersaults
happy in their material pursuits
laughing at God†‒
as they bang the wall
mocking God†, cursing His† Son†‒
at the drop of a jaw
studying His† words‒
instead of actions...good deeds‒
allowing suffering to spread
‒becoming common law!
(September 11)―I’m been paying attention to the hypothesis of my writings…as in the people’s reaction. There’s next to nothing or deletion of it all together. Quite the opposite of Paul’s journey. ‘The Way―Still in Dispute!’ was the answer I got this morning…byway of Acts 25:23-27 through Acts 26:30-32. Isn’t that something!
This answer is a serious one because of the last vision I was sent. Horrifying! Disgusting! It left me in a state of sadness for the rest of the evening. And there was a question on the table. Not a outspoken one…it was put into my heart: Will you continue? I have a choice to go back into meditation or not. A choice. Just as the vision of Jesus walking ahead of me after He put me on the cross with Him. I had a choice to follow Him. He was not going to force me. I chose to follow. Did I choose right away…at that very second? No. I stood there as He kept walking. He had His hand out slightly by His side and He looked back at me once. He beckoned me to follow Him, but I stood there in hesitation. It was left as my freewill to think about it. And I did. I was not condemned for that…for taking that moment to think about it. Then I decided that I would follow. And I did. Because I did, He allowed me to see the pregnant woman. He allowed me to feel His sadness. He allowed me to feel the fact that He suffered, too. He allowed me to see that He didn’t let pride and ego stand in the way of His emotions. That’s pretty special to me.
This light that is mentioned here in these verses from Acts…I’ve seen a similar light. No. You don’t have to believe me. I keep saying that because it’s truth. And that is what I’m to write. I wrote about them in my books. I know there are many others who witnessed this light. Why are they hiding this fact? Fear. Society has put fear in everyone. No. They don’t arrest anymore like they did Paul and all the others. Instead, these people have come up with a better way…shunned! That’s right. They taught society through years and years of killing thousands of people that shunning people, casting them to insane, crazy, evil, is the better way! I can tell you right now the truth in that!
Do I let that stop me? Hell to the NO! Why? Because I fear God more than people! I love God above ALL! And He and Jesus has shown me how much I’m love multiple times throughout my journey. The green orbs is just another way of showing me.
You don’t have to believe that either! I was also shown through a story right up there in the sky. I knew after viewing the pictures what that story was.
You know all your bullshit of ignoring those speaking what God is revealing is exactly that bullshit! Your claim of what you deem as holy is complete bullshit! Paul was NOT holy! At all! He put people to death. I say some cuss words. I played sexually during my bargaining stages…twice in my life! But…a BIG fucking BUT…I answered the call! After what I was shown last night…I’m disgusted at heart of what man has become! You all let these things happen. Why? Oh, I know why! Because in your own private world, you enjoy being sexually free so you dare NOT speak out on this atrocity! Oh! you’d rather women around the world to be beaten, raped, killed! Oh! you’d rather CHILDREN to be beaten, raped, killed…all because YOU want to keep your fucked-up notion of sexuality…your god and/or goddess way of life! You are a damn hypocrite!
God has clearly shown me these sexual acts to the point of having me cry for YOU! He’s shown me the importance of our sexuality…the why behind that beautiful feeling we get when we have an orgasm. Throw it at me! Go on! No one is talking about this. No One is making a roar about this! There’s a reason He’s been showing me this for years. There’s a reason He’s had me write about this for years! There’s a reason why He brought me through all my depths of my very own sexuality! This IS a gift! Not just to bear children, but to heal our bodies and minds deep within! But churches and science have brought the hammer down…deem SEX as of the devil! So what does man do? Oh, the same thing they did when the total of the Law was the basis of LIFE after Moses received them! SIN! Isn’t that something! We abuse the gift!
Sex…was designed for ONE! When two people come together and become ONE! You people and all your bullshit! Stupid. ALL for simple pleasures…you are ready to HANG Jesus again on the cross! Let me give you some advice: Jesus rising from the dead was a symbol. But you people, after 2,019 years, still don’t get it! Why? Oh, because the religious sect of the world, that would be MAN-CONTROL BULLSHIT, decided not to teach you the truth! God sent all the words needed! It’s all right there in the Bible! The resurrection was a symbol and an act to keep you from going to HELL! Oh, don’t…why don’t you get it. Jesus is the FINAL high priest. Jesus is the last blood to be used for sacrifice! Jesus made it EASY for YOU to freaking get to HEAVEN! What part of THAT is difficult?! We resurrect from death…DEATH means SIN! I guess you didn’t get that either. It says it right there in the Bible! All these religions want you to ignore that part because they want to keep their almighty control! They want YOUR money! They want YOUR life!
God is ALL! Why is that so hard to believe? All these shows. All these investigations. MRIing the brain to see if God is there is ludicrous! HE IS THE BRAIN! It’s like everything around is…tables, cars, walls, clothes…none of that is actually solid! But you won’t accept that because…it’s too hard to comprehend?…is that it? All of that stuff is actually soft matter compacted together. God created all. He can give it and take it away…oh, that would be GRACE! All of these people on youtube in these mega-churches want you to believe that God doesn’t have a wrath! He doesn’t get upset! He’s ALL about love! Just…this is mind-bogging…they DON’T get UNCONDITIONAL LOVE! They don’t get that God DOES NOT change! He’s everyone’s father…creator! Hello! Earth to Mars! Doesn’t your earthy father discipline you! Oh! I forgot…being of that evil whore…more than half the globe doesn’t know who their father on earth IS! or they did and that father ABUSED them because that evil whore already planted its seed! Go FIGURE! AND STILL…YOU QUESTION THE WAY!
So far, I’ve been challenged three times! Three times by three women who supposedly believes in Christ. They accused the visions I’m having coming from the devil! Isn’t that something! This hasn’t changed since Paul! I don’t know…can that evil whore send rainbows or manipulate clouds or send love or orbs or sunshine or storms or….the list can go on and on. Let me give you some advice: GOD IS EVERYTHING! What PART of that don’t you comprehend! Let me say it again: GOD IS EVERYTHING! He has CONTROL over EVERYTHING don’t you understand! He fixed my heart! I had an ulcer in my mouth. Went into meditation…received vision 18 and the ulcer was GONE! Oh…I forgot…I didn’t take pictures or go to a dentist so it’s not documented so I’m lying! Oh, I forgot I cuss say fuck and shit and bitch so I’m of the devil! Oh, I forgot I see visions so they MUST be from the devil! I suggest you go read the Bible again. Oh, I forgot most of earth haven’t read it and/or truly believe it’s JUST literature!
Here’s some more advice: The twelve tribes…which I’ve been writing about lately because it’s been put before me. It’s become important. They are of color. Esau…his color was stripped because HE SOLD HIS INHERITANCE! Nope. The white man byway of the Catholic church tried to turn that around with Cain and Abel!
Do you know what’s the best thing that can happen to a person? To be corrected. To be called out and corrected. This has happened to me a lot since I began my journey to the path of speaking with God. Let’s take Mardi Gras…something really simple. I was taught it came from the French. It didn’t. It came from the SLAVES sold to the French! I’m part of that Tribe that was sold as slaves to France. One of the Twelve. Call me whatever you want! I’m not going for YOUR approval. I’m going for the ultimate PRIZE! If you KNOW the Bible…then you know what that IS! So go on and crucify! The Jews did that. And they ended up killing God’s SON! So be careful who you crucify! I tell you that not for my benefit because I am NOT the only one speaking for GOD! Just like the warnings…be careful who you are mean to, or help whom ever is put before you because you never know when an angel is put before you! It’s the same with those whom God calls to speak and write, to have visions and to prophecy. Oh, YOU don’t think that happens anymore! You think that only happened in the days of the Bible! Really?! Are you that lame to believe God just WENT AWAY! That Jesus just put on a big show to have something to be talked about? WHY…OH WHY do you go to a church? Oh…that would be man’s created doctrines to control the real truth! Sorry…I almost forgot! Sarcasm intended!
Here’s one more clue to man’s control: Paul, yeah the one in the Scripture below, at least 3 times in the Bible, that would be GOD’S words, it’s mention that he spent 40 years a piece in 3 different locations, this was when he was an adult AFTER God called him, AFTER he persecuted and killed people…that’s 120 years of proof that he was ALIVE. So, if you are smart enough then you can do the math. Paul lived over…OVER…120 years! Man…seen to it that we don’t live that long anymore! Calculate that in your head!
A few days later King Agrippa and Bernice arrived at Caesarea to pay their respects to Festus. Since they were spending many days there, Festus discussed Paul’s case with the king. He said: ‘There is a man here whom Felix left as a prisoner. When I went to Jerusalem, the chief priests and elders of the Jews brought charges against him and asked that he be condemned. I told them that it is not the Roman custom to hand over any man before he has faced his accusers and has had an opportunity to defend himself against their charges. When they came here with me, I did not delay the case, but convened the court the next day and ordered the man to be brought in. When his accusers got up to speak, they did not charge him with any of the crimes I had expected. Instead, they had some points of dispute with him about their own religion and about a dead man named Jesus who Paul claimed was alive. I was at a loss how to investigate such matters; so I asked if he would be willing to go to Jerusalem and stand trial there on these charges. When Paul made his appeal to be held over for the Emperor’s decision, I ordered him held until I could send him to Caesar.’ Then Agrippa said to Festus, ‘I would like to hear this man myself.’ He replied, ‘Tomorrow you will hear him.’—Acts 25:13-22
The next day Agrippa and Bernice came with great pomp and entered the audience room with the high ranking officers and the leading men of the city. At the command of Festus, Paul was brought in. Festus said: ‘King Agrippa, and all who are present with us, you see this man! The whole Jewish community has petitioned me about him in Jerusalem and here in Caesarea, shouting that he ought not to live any longer [Thou shall not kill? The Torah anyone? Hello! They killed Jesus, too! THOU SHALL NOT KILL! And NO ONE Questioned/Questions this!]. I found he had done nothing deserving of death, but because he made his appeal to the Emperor I decided to send him to Rome. But I have nothing definite to write to His Majesty about him. Therefore I have brought him before all of you, and especially before you, King Agrippa, so that as a result of this investigation I may have something to write. For I think it is unreasonable to send on a prisoner without specifying the charges against him.’—Acts 25:23-27
Then Agrippa said to Paul, ‘You have permission to speak for yourself.’ So Paul motioned with his hand and began his defense: ‘King Agrippa, I consider myself fortunate to stand before you today as I make my defense against all the accusations of the Jews, and especially so because you are well acquainted with all the Jewish customs and controversies. Therefore, I beg you to listen to me patiently. The Jews all know the way I have lived ever since I was a child, from the beginning of my life in my own country, and also in Jerusalem. They have known me for a long time and can testify, if they are willing, that according to the strictest sect of our religion, I lived as a Pharisee. And now it is because of my hope in what God has promised our fathers that I am on trial today. This is the promise our twelve tribes are hoping to see fulfilled as they earnestly serve God day and night. O king, it is because of this hope that the Jews are accusing me. Why should any of you consider it incredible that God raises the dead?
‘I too was convinced that I ought to do all that was possible to oppose the name of Jesus of Nazareth. And that is just what I did in Jerusalem. On the authority of the chief priests I put many of the saints in prison, and when they were put to death, I cast my vote against them. Many a time I went from one synagogue to another to have them punished, and I tried to force them to blaspheme. In my obsession against them, I even went to foreign cities to persecute them.
On one of these journeys I was going to Damascus with the authority and commission of the chief priests. About noon, O king, as I was on the road, I saw a light from heaven, brighter than the sun, blazing around me and my companions. We all feel to the ground, and I heard a voice saying to me in Aramaic, ‘Saul, Saul, why do you persecute Me? It is hard for you to kick against the goads.’ Then I asked, ‘Who are you, Lord?’ ‘I am Jesus, whom you are persecuting,’ the Lord replied. ‘Now get up and stand on your feet. I have appeared to you to appoint you as a servant and as a witness of what you have seen of Me and what I will show you. I will rescue you from your own people and from the Gentiles. I am sending you to them to open their eyes and turn them from darkness to light, and from the power of Satan to God, so that they may receive forgiveness of sins and a place among those who are sanctified by faith in Me.’
‘So then, King Agrippa, I was not disobedient to the vision from heaven. First to those in Damascus, then to those in Jerusalem and in all Judea, and to the Gentiles also, I preached that they should repent and turn to God and prove their repentance by their deeds. That is why the Jews seized me in the temple courts and tried to kill me. But I have had God’s help to this very day, and so I stand here and testify to small and great alike. I am saying nothing beyond what the prophets and Moses said would happen―that the Christ would suffer and, as the first to rise from the dead, would proclaim light to His own people and to the Gentiles.’—Acts 26:1-23
At this point Festus interrupted Paul’s defense. ‘You are out of your mind, Paul!’ he shouted. ‘Your great learning is driving you insane.’ ‘I am not insane, most excellent Festus,’ Paul replied. ‘What I am saying is true and reasonable. The king is familiar with these things, and I can speak freely to him. I am convinced that none of this has escaped his notice, because it was not done in a corner. King Agrippa, do you believe the prophets? I know you do.’ Then Agrippa said to Paul, ‘Do you think that in such a short time you can persuade me to be a Christian?’ Paul replied, ‘Short time or long―I pray God that not only you but all who are listening to me today may become what I am, except for these chains.’—Acts 26:2-29
The king rose, with him the governor and Bernice and those sitting with them. They left the room, and while talking with one another, they said, ‘This man is not doing anything that deserves death or imprisonment.’ Agrippa said to Festus, ‘This man could have been set free if he had not appealed to Caesar.’—Acts 26:30-32