Beautiful Rendition I am beautiful me as scars lay inside me from those trusted and believed ‒my forgiveness conceived so my soul to be relieved I am beautiful me ‒a wondered version loving me just as I am without judgment or bleed I am beautiful me bedded inside me not a notion but a surety in free I am beautiful me no longer absorbed in others' penalties or burdens but instead a listen in trustee‒ to save and set free other souls struggling in despair's glee I am beautiful me come and see the burdens are gone from all the unforeseen wrongs put upon me I am 'this' beautiful me for the Lord† picked me up filled my cup with unconditional love that on His† own He† set me free of all the hurt that lived inside of me and I've become this beautiful rendition of the true me
(December 6, 2023)—I was given the title then I had to write upon the title what was put into my heart. It was written on the 5th and after I finished, I heard, ‘Open the book.’ I opened to page 1477 and Jesus’ Resurrection! ‘O how beautiful He is!
I live my full resurrection from the death I went through. A spiritual death of all that I was, to become exactly what God wanted me to become: His scribe.
The picture the accompanies this writing is a picture of my wall above my computer. It was put into my heart to put these pictures up when I first moved in to this apartment. I didn’t quite understand it but then He revealed it to me. These pictures are from every stage of my life up until my divorce, when He caused me to die. My resurrection was everything in between and I heard Him and I followed Him and He led me to Yeshuah. All that is in these pictures are the all I had to walk away from in order to follow Yeshuah. She, the me in the pictures, died, to rise again a different me, the me God wanted me to be all of my life.
I had to mourn her: the writer, the journalist, the soldier, the mother, the teacher, the daughter, the sister. I had to release her in order to do what God wanted me to do. And in doing so, all that said ‘I love you’ betrayed me in some way. It was heart breaking, but God was teaching me to lean totally on Yeshuah. It was hard and I did so, and because I did so, I was given a gift I couldn’t possibly ever imagine getting…the Hear. To hear Yeshuah’s voice say my name. To hear God’s voice say my name. To be taken to the cross with Yeshuah!
So don’t stop. Keep going. The pain is the cleansing of your heart and soul. Keep going to Yeshuah. Remember the parable of the woman who kept pestering the judge? You are the woman. The judge is the highest judge. Yeshuah Himself. Keep pestering Him day and night. Argue. Yell. Scream. Then wait for the joy. It will come if you don’t give up.
The photograph David chose is from the page titled Third Eye. I’m sorry if I look a bit out of it. Maybe I was. A lot happened during 2019 when He took me into meditation and then put His hand on me. A lot is explained on this page and all the pictures of my face wasn’t my idea. He was teaching me and He demanded that I teach you what He was teaching me. I get images every night with my eyes wide open. He said once this is given, this gift, it is never taken. I pray that one day, He’ll send me out to help others with this gift. He said I will.
It is having a true gift of the Spirit and telling others, and they don’t believe. They don’t believe because there are so many false shepherds, so many pretenders, so many using what gifts they were given to make a profit, to fool people. I can’t do any of that. You believe what you want to. It is a free will. A choice. That is God’s unconditional love. There will be more confusion as the years go by. It is up to you to decided who is telling the truth and who is not. Yeshuah said it over and over when He walked the Earth that He was telling the truth. They didn’t want to believe Him because of status and money. They like the dark more. It will be up to you to understand on a very personal level that the Judge (Yeshuah) has the final say. What you have not released, what you have not healed from is written on your heart for Him to make that final say. Are you that positive that what is written on your heart will get you into God’s house? Are you?
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