If Jesus Sat Beside You, Would You Know It? If He Stood Beside You, Would You Feel His Energy? If He Sent You Grace, Would You Accept It? If He Asked You To Give Up That Grace, Would You?
asking in remembering
He'll† win...crush death
His† army is being chosen
answer Him†, follow Him†
‒an uneasy road
squashing evil's load
‒through love in hard
the way of heart
it's now a race
get up...be bold in face
without a trace
let His† gold lace
He's† not appealing a case
build a base
for your aces and eights
lay your cards down‒
up to face
choose...good or bad…taste
then armor up‒
on…is the chase!
NOTE: This page, like all the pages under God’s Mercy, begins with a writing, one I’m guided to write as a message to you from God and Jesus. Then a slew of awesome photographs follow. These photographs aren’t your ordinary photographs. These are photographs that I’m allowed to take in order to teach you about how to reach God, how to communicate directly and indirectly with Him and Jesus. These particular photographs consist of what I term as Jesus Sprinkles. (None of these pictures have been manipulated except for resizing in order to place them here for you to see. I have kept all originals before resizing them.) Thank you k. e. leger
(September 18, 2019)―Meditation. For me, meditation is a bit different. I’m currently taking a break from it because I’m asked to put together these writings to include my journey in meditation thus far byway of pictures. I’m been asked to rethink how this website is put together in order to teach you all that’s been revealed to me. This is no easy task.
Do You Know?
to acknowledge His† word‒
you are saying you heard
joining Jesus'† army
‒fighting with love...the enemy
He† will defeat death
by calling those in rest
those hearing...learning from tests
their sins in confess
–without a suggest
to fall in backslide
after learning His† side
–saying you'll go along
for the right
as long as good...on your side
on His† pierced side
awaken, awaken...stop hesitating
He's† never sedate
why should you be late
if you're not of the world
then step foot in spiritual's swirl
step out of dreamy
step out of man's holy
escape for this death
resurrect in rest
learn from the test
instead of fleeing to evil's quest
it's not outside
it's deep within...mind
where Him† you'll find
don't be a jackal of hate
open up to fate
the Lord's† asking for a date
it's on you
to make Him† wait
learn the truth
about the Way!
Jesus. I met Him. I felt His energy on me. He’s gentle. He’s our brother. About a week ago, I was told something that was overwhelming but joyful. I was told that I’ve unknowingly accepted His invitation to be part of His army. Okay, I thought, not a problem. What…does that entail? But I should already know. Jesus’ chief war is against death…sin. To be asked to be part of that…well, I struggled in thought only. I’m a sinner. Well, God has shown me that the best soldiers are those who know sin.
It took me a while to figure all of this out, but it wasn’t through selfish thought. I had to learn God, then I had to learn Jesus. How? Byway of the Bible of course. To know them, then to meet them in meditation was easy because God is our Father and Jesus is our Brother. The ultimate of all. And I know that through the years, I’ve been called to work for a higher purpose. Through that, I’ve learned that even though many say they believe, their doubt brings them down to unbelief and they just don’t want to accept that.
Jesus is calling those who can hear. He needs warriors. Believers not only in Him but in God! There’s a war going on, but it’s going to get worst. Hence, the visions I received. So, how do you fight such a thing? By first knowing God, then knowing His Son, our gate-way to God!
Today, I was led to Hebrews. The letter to the Hebrews, written by Paul, is the MEAT of God, Heaven, and Jesus. Jesus…our high priest…our go-between…our brother! So many doubt. So many don’t take it serious. So many people don’t understand.
I was called years ago to write and teach. Those where the messages I heard write, teach. Last night, I was fully schooled that it wasn’t high school students I was to teach. The writing part was in part the books and now this, writing what is being revealed to me. The teaching part…well…is to teach you what is being revealed to me! Makes sense in an odd sort of way. My second half of life will be very interesting.
The following Scripture is what I was led to today to introduce you to Jesus’ invitation to His army. I have to say…very interesting because when I began my mediation journey, I expected my body to feel peace and my mind to settle down. Oh, boy was I wrong. Instead, I met my spiritual guide, I met Jesus, I met God, I experienced pain, sadness, and visions that I never expected to receive. I received education from the highest teacher! And He’s asked me to pass it all on! I can’t refuse Him even if I wanted to. So off we go to the classroom led by God and Jesus….
Therefore, since the promise of entering His rest still stands, let us be careful that none of you be found to have fallen short of it. For we also have had the gospel preached to us, just as they did; but the message they heard was of no value to them, because those who heard did not combine it with faith. Now we who have believed enter that rest, just as God has said, ‘So I declared on oath in My anger, ‘They shall never enter My rest.’ And yet His work has been finished since the creation of the world. For somewhere He has spoken about the seventh day in these words: ‘And on the seventh day God rested from all His work.’ And again in the passage above He says, ‘They shall never enter My rest.’—Hebrews 4:1-5
NOTES: Faith. Rest. Meditation. I confess that I never understood this, then the veils were lifted, I entered meditation and got it. The Holy Spirit…the way in which God speaks to us. But, first we have got to learn to hear. I can’t stress this enough: Jesus didn’t say if they have ears, let them hear over and over in the Bible for the sake of saying it. He meant it. Hearing is the only way to Him and God!
How do you hear? Calming the mind. There are so many talking about this, but I don’t think really get it. Here’s a kicker: God is in charge! Write that phrase down. Post it, tape it, staple it, glue it on everything you can to remind yourself of that. Everything…every single thing comes from God. He is also over that evil whore.
I so repeat myself over and over because, well, God wants me to. He thinks that by saying it once, you just don’t get it. So, the art of this has become my writing is these short burst of writings all separate from each other, yet all blend. You have to keep hearing it for it to sink in.
Meditation. It’s not hard. But I didn’t learn to hear by meditating. As I understand, I was born with this hearing deal. But through out my life, God has veiled me in order to teach me different lessons…so, in doing this, He clouded my hearing a bit. But just a bit. I know what is my voice in my mind and I know what is not. I get messed up on occasion, but I’ve learned that when that voice comes back over and over again with the same exact thing…it’s not me!
It’s a shame that the world has told you that hearing voices is insane! Really. I dare you to ask all those professional people how did they get where they are. I dare you. Let me give you a secret: They heard! They didn’t get where they are by their damn selves. Their spirit guide was talking to them!
Now, here’s a pointer: God allows that evil whore to fuck us up. For a reason. So, you have to learn what’s that evil whore and what’s your spirit guide. Negative…all evil. Your spirit guide goes quiet during these moments. Why? Because it’s your test to pass. You have to make the distinguish between what’s evil and what’s your spirit guide. Remember that God is always watching you and He throws bones…a LOT! He does that in order for you to not get so far off course. Now it’s your free will to understand these bones. That’s His unconditional love by the way!
By silencing your mind, and you DO have that control, you can hear better. When you take that control, you control that evil whore and Jesus and God can come through…byway of your spiritual guide. Now to get to them personally…you have to pass some serious ass tests! And you can do it, but you have to learn to hear first!
Read my testimony (‘Testing Will’) in order to see what a serious test means. You really have to want it. You really have to believe. The tests are designed to challenge you on the ultimate level. They start off small then get bigger. Knowing God…you have to know Him! You have to know HIM in order to understand the journey you are on…or else you’ll just be so fucked up in the head that you won’t be able to find your way out. Because the most important thing to know…only through God will you find your way out!
His beginning tests are to see how far you are willing to go for His love. Free will and unconditional love. It’s a choice. You don’t have to go the hard route. You can easily go the other way…which is usually the evil whore’s way…but…always a but…it won’t end well. God’s ways are hard but they end well. They end with truth!
The easier thing to do is think this way always: I work for God! Then work on hearing Him.
*It still remains that some will enter that rest, and those who formerly had the gospel preached to them did not go in, because of their disobedience. Therefore God again set a certain day, calling it Today, when a long time later He spoke through David, as was said before: ‘Today, if you hear His voice, do not harden your hearts.’ For if Joshua had given them rest, God would not have spoken later about another day. There remains, then, a Sabbath-rest for the people of God; for anyone who enters God’s rest also rests from his own work, just as God did from His.—Hebrews 4:6-10
NOTES: Faith. Rest. Meditation. Do you know what He means here? If you think simple instead of complicated like all the churches try to make it, it becomes really simple. It doesn’t matter where you start, just start. Today…means the day you start! It means that no matter what you’ve done in your past, today…when you make it whichever your today is…is a brand new day to take Jesus into your heart and bleed truth!
Today…that day…when you open up your heart to love, you start forgiving yourself. And let me tell you this right now because I don’t sugar-coat not one fucking thing: It hurts. It fucking hurts! Because in order to forgive yourself, you have to look back. This is the bulk of my books…you HAVE to look back in order to move to truth…that truth of YOU. Screw all that shit people say about move forward and forget…NO! Because if you do that, here’s some serious truth for you, it will COME BACK! It lives in your subconscious if you don’t deal! It eats you alive. And you want to know something else…that evil whore is in charge of that. Do you want to know why? Because God is allowing it to!
The ultimate test for every single person on earth: To face their past! And if you are young and you are reading this, get ready baby cakes because your time is coming. Every single soul on earth will travel those five stages of grief because God designed it that way. The whole point of being rebuilt is for you to deal with your pain! And in dealing with your pain, guess what…you learn about who you truly are! And that my friend is what God is ALL about!
So, the meaning behind this passage is to NOT deny God. When you go into meditation and hear God, don’t freaking deny Him. That’s what all these people are trying to get you to do. Don’t do it! The spiritual world is not mystical as everyone makes it out to be. It exist! It’s there for you to use. They are there to help us all! The controlling world is there to stop that. Don’t let it.
*Let us, therefore, make every effort to enter that rest, so that no one will fall by following their example of disobedience. For the word of God is living and active. Sharper than any double-edged sword, it penetrates even to dividing soul and spirit, joints and marrow; it judges the thoughts and attitudes of the heart. Nothing in all creation is hidden from God’s sight. Everything is uncovered and laid bare before the eyes of Him to whom we must give account.—Hebrews 4:11-13
NOTES: Faith. Rest. Meditation. This whole passage is awesome. The Bible is a living and breathing book. I write about this and you should understand this. This passage further states that through God’s word, narcissism can be defeated by the Bible…by God!
Those words…dividing soul and spirit…that’s the head and the heart being separated because of a childhood trauma…that’s that evil whore (narcissism). Always remember that you were put through that for a reason. You have to learn that reason. The best way to do that is enter God’s rest…learn HIM! Hear!
This passage also tells you that you can’t hide from God. He knows all! Once you get that into your thick head, then you realize that it is ONLY through Jesus that you can get to God, and the ONLY way to get to heaven is to get to GOD! Amen!
By learning His words then going into meditation, by way of the mind…the part that we normally don’t use, the part that no one on earth understands…the pain that you will feel, that’s the spiritual world pulling all that strife from your bones and blood out! It’s frustrating at first. I was like: I don’t want to feel pain! I want to feel peace. Then it got to why am I not feeling the pain, take that shit out! This is called submission by the way!
This is the way of cleansing your heart. It is not only the way for that, but to also connect higher with your spirit guide, to learn what it takes to fix those marks on your heart. Not only that, but it sends back messages from you, even on the subconscious level, for God to restore order in your heart and prepare it for Heaven by sending others to help you when you can’t hear! That’s pretty cool.
*Therefore, since we have a great high priest who has gone through the heavens, Jesus the Son of God, let us hold firmly to the faith we profess. For we do not have a high priest who is unable to sympathize with our weaknesses, but we have one who has been tempted in every way, just as we are―yet was without sin. Let us then approach the throne of grace with confidence, so that we may receive mercy and find grace to help us in our time of need.—Hebrews 4:14-16
NOTES: Grace. Jesus IS the High Priest. Meat. The great mystery of grace…there it is. Jesus is the grace that we automatically receive. The rest we have to earn. Jesus is our brother. He is our gate-way to God byway of the Holy Spirit. Don’t be afraid of Him. Jesus is gracious and gentle. He is there for you…the sinner. It doesn’t matter what you’ve done…HE is there for YOU! Take all that you’ve learned and throw it out the window right now! Just do it! Open your heart up to Jesus. This life is temporary. All the mistakes you’ve made…rethink your life. He’s waiting for you to ask Him. Remember: Unconditional love. God doesn’t force you to love Him or Jesus. It’s your free will to choose. What are you waiting for?
Each time you make progress towards Jesus, grace! But be forewarned: That given grace can be taken away. If you fuck up, back around you go!
*Every high priest is selected from among men and is appointed to represent them in matters related to God, to offer gifts and sacrifices for sins. He is able to deal gently with those who are ignorant and are going astray, since he himself is subject to weakness. This is why he has to offer sacrifices for his own sins, as well as for the sins of the people.—Hebrews 5:1-3
NOTES: Jesus IS the High Priest. Meat. Pay attention! You’re getting the meat of GOD! When you understand this stuff, you are on your way to spiritual maturity!
When I put up my Bible pages, you’ll get properly school. Until then, know that Jesus took the place of the human priest who used to sacrifice animals and sprinkle the blood on the people in order to please God. It wasn’t working. The people’s guilt never went away so they kept on sinning. Jesus died on the cross to end that! He’s now your gate-way. USE HIM!
*No one takes this honor upon himself; he must be called by God, just as Aaron was. So Christ also did not take upon himself the glory of becoming a high priest. But God said to Him, ‘You are My Son, today I have become Your Father.’ And He says in another place, ‘You are a priest forever, in the order of Melchizedek.’ During the days of Jesus’ life on earth, He offered up prayers and petitions with loud cries and tears to the One who could save Him from death, and He was heard because of His reverent submission. Although He was a son, He learned obedience from what He suffered and, once made perfect, He became the source of eternal salvation for all who obey Him and was designated by God to be high priest in the order of Melchizedek.—Hebrews 5:4-10
NOTES: Jesus IS the High Priest. Meat. Why didn’t they teach me this when I was young? This is a big question for me! Why aren’t the churches teaching this? I WILL teach more on this in my writings and on my Bible pages. This is so stupid NOT to teach the people this!
This passage and those that follow it show you who Jesus is…the SON of God! In this passage, pay attention because this is how to get the ears of Jesus…loud cries and tears! God WANTS you to open up to Him! He wants to talk OUT loud to Him! Do it!
So do me a favor: Go somewhere where you will be totally alone and scream out to God! Yell at Him. Yell at Jesus. Just get it the fuck out! Tell Him everything that bothers you…say it really LOUD! Cry. Do NOT hold back…CRY! He wants to see your emotions!
That evil whore learns to shut you the fuck down. It’s fighting God’s way. That’s one of the biggest test for you. Are you going to let it win? God’s giving you a choice. Don’t let it win!
Here’s another huge tip: YOU DO NOT NEED TO CONFESS TO A HUMAN! Period! All that confessional bullshit is man-made crap. God has ears! Do you?
**We have much to say about this, but it is hard to explain because you are slow to learn. In fact, though by this time you ought to be teachers, you need someone to teach you the elementary truths of God’s word all over again. You need milk, not solid food! Anyone who lives on milk, being still an infant, is not acquainted with the teaching about righteousness. But solid food is for the mature, who by constant use have trained themselves to distinguish good from evil.—Hebrews 5:11-14
NOTES: Darkness. Discipline. Jesus IS the High Priest. Maturity. Meat. Tests. We have to be trained. We have to learn what the world doesn’t want us to know. That’s just fact. How do we train ourselves to distinguish good from evil, pay freaking attention! Meditate! HEAR!
The meat of God is left out in the teachings about God and Jesus. Shame! We don’t need a man-made church to tell us about God. All we need is the Bible! Get one. It’s that serious! In order to survive the tests God will put you through, you need to know who He is. That’s just fact. Learn Him. Read about Him. Get to know Him. He’s not a stranger. He’s pretty cool!
Therefore let us leave the elementary teachings about Christ and go on to maturity, not laying again the foundation of repentance from acts that lead to death, and of faith in God, instruction about baptisms, the laying of hands, the resurrection of the dead, and eternal judgment. And God permitting, we will do so.—Hebrews 6:1-3
NOTES: Jesus Is the High Priest. Meat. Spiritual Maturity. Hebrews teaches you the meat. I will put it all on here by the end of the year.
**It is impossible for those who have once been enlightened, who have tasted the heavenly gift, who have shared in the Holy Spirit, who have tasted the goodness of the word of God and the powers of the coming age, if they fall away, to be brought back to repentance, because to their loss they are crucifying the Son of God all over again and subjecting Him to public disgrace. Land that drinks in the rain often falling on it and that produces a crop useful to those for whom it is farmed receives the blessing of God. But land that produces thorns and thistles is worthless and is in danger of being cursed. In the end it will be burned.—Hebrews 6:4-8
NOTES: Enlightenment. Gift. Jesus IS the High Priest. Meat. Spiritual Gifts. For one, once you receive a spiritual gift and acknowledge it, there is NO turning back. Once you receive a message from God and acknowledge it, there is NO turning back. What does that mean? It means you received the ultimate gift! It means the Holy Spirit intervened in your life! Once you acknowledge that…YOU acknowledge truth! From that moment on, you must follow Jesus and God’s word…never fall back to death…i.e. sin! This is one of the unforgivable sins!
But this isn’t just about spiritual gifts. Oh, no! Once you learn about Jesus and know His message from our Heavenly Father, then you know what to do. To constantly return to death (sin) after that…He’s no fool! You are playing Him, and guess what…His game is far bigger than yours. Back into the darkness you go! And trust me on this…there’s only so many times once He is in your heart, truly…that you are allowed to fall. He gives chances, but don’t crucify Him again. That’s a straight ticket to the pit!
Even though we speak like this, dear friends, we are confident of better things in your case―things that accompany salvation. God is not unjust; He will not forget your work and the love you have shown Him as you have helped His people and continue to help them. We want each of you to show this same diligence to the very end, in order to make your hope sure. We do not want you to become lazy, but to imitate those who through faith and patience inherit what has been promised.—Hebrews 6:9-12
NOTES: Enlightenment. Gift. Jesus IS the High Priest. Meat. Spiritual Gifts. Remember that every word in the Bible was orchestrated by God for the future reading of His word. You need to really know that! Again and again, He says to help HIS people and continue to help them, to continue to do GOOD all the days of your life. Do you really want to know the truth? God has said it so many times. If you do right by Him, He does right by you. Don’t you freaking get that? He’s not asking you NOT to enjoy your life. He’s asking you to take care of each other so ALL can enjoy life. That’s not too hard!
I can’t tell you how to help others. That’s for you to figure out. Some of you are really having a hard time right now. Don’t worry, you are currently going through a test that you must pass. God uses all of us to help each other pass these tests. Remember this that when someone does you wrong, it is not your test to pass. It is theirs. They failed. You didn’t. The test for you is how you deal with it.
I didn’t always deal correctly. Oh, trust me I was scolded for it. Back around I went. We all have to remember that God is preparing us to receive His promise. What promise is that? Oh, that would be heaven. It’s our choice to want that promise or not.
A final thought on enlightenment. So many people screw this up. Enlightenment is spiritual maturity. I’ve met so many people who say they are enlightened and they are just fooling themselves. If you are young and deem yourself enlightened, that evil whore is playing the fuck out of you. You haven’t passed the tests yet. Your time is coming.
You may have received spiritual gifts but if you are abusing them, which a lot are, did you read what I wrote above about this? It’s an unforgivable sin. Being young and claiming you’re gifted and not abiding by the Holy Spirit is crucifying Jesus all over again. Not good. Not good at all! So, here’s some serious advice: If you have a spiritual gift, learn who God is, learn who Jesus is before making such claims. Because here’s a pointer: That evil whore can fool the fuck out of you. And I think a lot of young people claiming to have spiritual gifts are actually working for that evil whore.
Here’s another pointer: True spiritual gifts are given by the Holy Spirit. The Holy Spirit did not get put into us until Jesus’ resurrection, so if you aren’t sure if your gift is from the Holy Spirit or the devil, search your heart and see if Jesus is there. Because if He isn’t…you are batting for the other side. Sorry. The truth hurts.
If you are wise and have received a spiritual gift, please don’t abuse it. This is a very, very special gift. Use it wisely and make sure you are hearing because Jesus is formerly making calls. His army is important and He needs all those who accepted their gifts from the Holy Spirit to start acknowledging Him and the message. A war is on. A war of much more magnitude is on the way. We have to teach how to fight in this war. So, answer Him. He will lead you to where you need to go. Amen.
Jesus Sprinkle Pictures!
Note: I was moving along on my meditation without thought of how many pictures I was taking. I took all these pictures because my spirit guide, David, told me to. Before I knew it, I had hundreds of pictures on my phone and the beginning pictures lost some mega-data, i.e. the seconds, which are rather important to me. So when you don’t see seconds in the time frame, that is why.
Note: I have silver hair coming in, these are NOT silver hairs that you will see in these photographs. The Jesus Sprinkles are different than anything else in the photographs. For one, they are not present to the naked eye. They have a white-glow to them…very unique.
Note: More of these great joys are found on my other pages and I point them out to you. We are not by ourselves. We have a spiritual world that is our bases of life. He (that would be GOD!) wants me to teach you about it. It’s so amazing. It should all have you smiling.