choice – k. e. leger

‘Adulterous Woman’ (God)

Along with these Scriptures and the words He sent today and Jesus’ words yesterday and all the words in the following list of writings, His messages is clear!

Adulterous Woman (God)
 
you were faithful to Me†
this time and that time
I† always had to come
reteach you My† decrees
remind you of My† commands
 
you fail to stick
you always fall away
sleeping with your brother
sleeping with your mother
acting...proclaiming
like I† don't see
 
I† see all!
 
all of your idols
decorating yourselves
painting yourselves
competing, shaming
pretending you carry no shame
prostituting yourselves
buy, buy, buy
 
I† demand repentance
for I† am relent!
I† forgive if you follow
My† commands
 
you are but a slave
in My† realm
so easy to fall away
to worldly desires
those of the flesh
that controlling imbecile
keeping you enslaved
‒it's so easy
and you prove yourselves
over and over
every man and woman
 
all nations
you sleep in anyone's bed
as long as you get
your desires met
you quench your unfaithful desires
rebuking My† every presence
 
I† have turned My† back to many
for their unfaithfulness
is too much to look at
you are filthy and appalling
to My† eyes
 
I'm† shaking you one by one
sunny skies, blue seas
enjoy the inheritance
for I† will strip you of it
 
I† will shake your roman god
I† will bring it down
brick by brick
 
I've† more chariots to release
they are aching at the bit
 
your peach will crumble
you arrogant nation
america the great!
‒it isn't so great
you defied My† name
I† will defy you!
 
oh! soluble islands
your sins are made into light
sink, sink
I† condemn your ways
numbered are your days
 
the hammer is pounding
hear it slam to the ground
awaken you members
of royal high places
 
this is the one and only
the Lord† your God† has spoken
Tetragrammaton† is My† name!

Note: More frames from September 27, 2019. This one as well as others like it reveals a message to all humans on earth! The double orb and bubble are on scars on my face. You can look at all my photographs, I do not have scars on my face like this. David later explained to me that this reveals what scared-up hearts look like when they get to the Judge. He wants them healed!

(September 9)―I started typing this up at 7:22. I finished at 7:33. On 9/9/2020! That’s enough for me! Yesterday it was Jesus in ‘Prospective Tourist’ and today it is God. I’m still at a loss to the blank veils put on people to ignore all these warnings and writings, but God does, always, have His reasons. And He tells me that when it is time, He will unveil those who need these words. This isn’t easy for me, mainly because of how I was raised. God and Jesus are slowly chipping away at those falsehoods. These are words of God! One thing I’ve noticed in almost all of the writings from God Himself, He throws in a word I don’t normally use. This time is soluble.

‘Prospective Tourist’ (Jesus)

There’s a heavy constriction around the lives of God’s people and too much weight put on the people’s back.

Prospective Tourist (Jesus)
 
again and again
the walls come down
again and again
they are rebuilt
only to fall back down
 
hope is given
hope is taken
a monopoly is played
without delay
 
again and again
over and over
you take refuge in sin
the ability to condemn
without facing consequence
instead celebrations
forgetting what you did
you claim‒
you were forced to do it
‒blame the innocent
tear their lives apart
‒become the victim
of your own making
 
I† watch
I† see
 
it's just more of the same
 
tear walls
build walls
 
in all of this
you completely miss
what I† insist
so I† send words
to a simple poet
writing it down on paper
 
and yet you still need permission
from a man king
instead of the One, true King†
yet you praise His† name
you replace Him† with Me†
He† is more
I† am less
but He† is in Me†
and I† am in Him†
 
in all your wealth
you failed
you've forgotten
the truth of Me†
why I† came
‒listen and I† will teach
time is drawing near
His† anger burns
 
you must see
hope is not in money
hope is in His† word
hope is in doing
 
there's too much
you worship things
if He† took all your things away
could you survive
you can't even sacrifice
time for Him†
He† gave you a chance
like those for moses
you complained and whined
and you have more than simple manna
you had water freely
all He† asked for is time
He† didn't ask for burnt offerings
you didn't give
so He's† taking
how much will He† have to take
for you to stop whining
 
bow before Him†
His† hand is passing by
look! see Him†
this is His† Son†
this is the man He† named Jesus†
 
listen! the warnings are in place
listen and heed
His† wrath isn't over
He's† waiting for your sacrifice
 
let the high places burn
it is good
you refuse to offer
 
things are changing
they are meant to change
it is for the good
of the footstool
you share in the inheritance
but the footstool remains
you do not
 
you never know when
I† will come for you
and I† will come
it is your choice
it is your decision
I† will not force
but at that hour
you chose
 
this is the Lord† Almighty's word
through His† first
the One† put ahead
the One† who is the judge
make a good choice
I† am waiting

Note: The photograph was taken September 27, 2019. As I keep saying, there’s a lot going on in the photographs. I didn’t know what all of it meant or that it was even there until David pointed out and explained. The purple beam is Jesus. The double whitish, goldish orb carries a special meaning for me and I will reveal when the time comes. The energy, God’s energy coming from the sun and going through the reflection is what was bringing these symbols and lights to me. David told me to look at the connection, so I blew up the frame and the screenshot is what is of what was there! There were many other shots that caught this awesome energy. I’ve learned that there is a constant form of this spiritual world around us, we just don’t pay attention. God, Jesus, spirit guides are all around us. We just don’t trust what we cannot see. So, He gave you a peep through my lens! If you take pictures, blow them up, you, too may experience this awesomeness of the spiritual world. Remember: Everything happens for a reason. What you see: It REALLY IS there.

(September 8)―There’s a heavy constriction around the lives of God’s people and too much weight put on the people’s back. The wealthy are constantly building wealth, taking from the innocent, destroying God’s work. He doesn’t let it get too far. The price is heavy and He comes to collect every so often. It’s time to collect.

Note: All people are GOD’S people. He made it easier: Jesus. It only takes pure love. But there is an IF clause: You must still follow God’s commands. Love…love with pure love then you don’t want to sin in any way. Think about that…before you say you know God. Most people do not. You say it because you want to fit into society, but you truly don’t believe it. If you believed than you wouldn’t even pay attention to the evils, it wouldn’t bother you because it wouldn’t affect you. When you truly believe, evil does not see you!

There’s more to Jesus’ message when I explain the Scripture to you. I am never alone when I write this. Some of it you may have a hard time with, but it still is.

‘A Desired Kingship’ and ‘Looking for Guidance’

God knows better. He knows what our request will bring us, but His love overpowers this and He gives in, gives us what we ask for. We have to learn the lessons on our own because we won’t listen to logic.

A Desired Kingship
 
from the time of saul
the chosen desired
to call
a man...a human
king
 
they already had one
‒since time begun
above Him†
they needed none
 
but they begged
so He† give it to them‒
what their hearts desired
‒setting His† own heart
on fire
 
their faith declared
then was blared
things seeps out of air
‒roles became out of heirs
trickery...this is where
humans began‒
living on dares
 
at kings‒
they needed to stare
‒the unseen
they couldn't even compare
to understand‒
was rare
 
slowly
went away the care
 
God† knew‒
the One† of great value
miracles and all
a demand from hearts‒
a leader other than He†
a labeling of king
‒truly not knowing
the one true King†
 
it was a thought
coming from hearts
words under tongue
encircling
that which to be hung
 
the spirit in the flesh‒
many couldn't even guess
some called Him† a guest
others‒
in a simple prophet's attire‒
He† would rest
 
it was in the few
that got history's view
 
they recognized the value‒
what He† was born
to do
He† saw right through
then He† said it
He† never denied it
for 'it' was His† purpose
 
those of God†‒
knew the truth
knew His† true value
not of king
‒the Son† of a King†
the prince
the highest of priests
the judge of human life
as the head‒
out of sight
 
the brother of the sinful
the way of the kingdom
the sacrificial lamb
who came
to light the eternal lamp
to the kingdom
of
the true King†

Note: Photograph taken November 9, 2019: Certainty of Visions reveals here the crack in the earth that’s coming. You don’t really have to believe it. It’s going to happen all the same. God’s talked about this through many prophets. To further tell you the extensiveness of this through me and then to be able to reveal in photographs what He showed me in visions is remarkable. Of course, the visions were intense! He’s not asking you to prepare your house. He’s telling you to prepare your heart. You don’t have a choice if you live or die through this, but you do have a choice if you live or die. I can bet you don’t understand that sentence at all. Live in the Bible means you go to heaven. Die in the Bible means you go to the pit. What will be your choice? Which gate are you going to walk through? The choice is off the table for almost a million people in just seven months. That number will greatly increase by the end of the year. Eternity is a very long time to suffer in the pit, but it will be your choice if that’s what you want and how you live this life.

(August 5)—Kingship Avoided—[Mark] Immediately Jesus made His disciples get into the boat and go on ahead of Him to Bethsaida, while He dismissed the crowd. [John] Jesus, knowing that they intended to come and make Him king by force, withdrew again to a mountain by Himself.—Matthew 14:22,23a; Mark 6:45,46; John 6:15-17a

In prayer sessions, sometimes I’m overwhelmed with this emotion that is really hard to explain. It’s joy. It’s sadness. And both those mixed up with something more. Then I hear, ‘You love My Son.’ It isn’t a question. It’s more of an acknowledgement of my heart. I always say, ‘Yes.’ Then He says, ‘As it should be.’

There is no price to be put on Jesus. In the lessons that He teaches me, some of it is hard to take because it is not what we are taught by mainly the Catholic church, and it seems that all the other churches follow suit. Just the thought of a man posing as the only person on earth beneath God that we must listen to…the Pope. Who said? Who gave this organization the authority to tell us, the people of God, that we HAVE to listen to this human? Who gave this organization the power to say they kill in the name of God innocent people as Islam does? Who says?

‘A Fall to Rebuild’ (Jesus)

We are going to experience a 4-point earthquake. That means that on four points of the earth, there will be an earthquake all at the SAME time between sunrise and sunset. Sunrise on the Middle Eastern side and sunset on the North American side.

A Fall to Rebuild (Jesus)
 
tap, tap
His† wrath has to complete
warnings given
not to seep
but in safe harbor
to keep
 
His† chariots await‒
stomping goes the horse's feet
smoke builds from its nostrils
its straps are tightened
its rider's ready
to beat streets
as fire creeps
through seams
 
rap, rap
all the animals howl
from north to south
‒all the way around
their cries are deep
oh! how they can't sleep
up and down streets
wandering
looking
searching
‒peace they can't seem
to keep
 
all the birds
top of trees
together they speak
waiting
knowing
what the Lord† intends
for in-the-know
they…He† keeps
 
all the creatures of the sea
to the middle
they slowly creep
so away‒
the vibrations won't sweep
their boundaries
so neat
 
change, change, change
see how
in squares and circles
they take a seat
see how
away…distances
of six feet
so they can easily breathe
 
I† put them separately
so you can see
how far away
they moved from the Father†
and Me†
 
you didn't think
I† could rhyme
then I† had to show you
the same as everything
to show you‒
is the way to teach
 
—the word of Jesus the Christ
the first Son of the Lord Almighty,
the one and only true living God

Note: The photographs here were taken on October 15, 2019: The Phoenix. What you see here is the symbol (this particular day was loaded with symbols) as well as the scars on my face. I do not have these scars and you can check out the photos of me on here or check out my Facebook page. These are the scars that are on hearts that are unhealed.

(August 13)—I was first led to the following Scripture after I had to post several things on my Facebook page:

Destruction To Restore Israel—An attacker advances against you, Nineveh. Guard the fortress, watch the road, brace yourselves, marshal all your strength! The Lord will restore the splendor of Jacob like the splendor of Israel, though destroyers have laid them waste and have ruined their vines.—Nahum 2:1,2

Details of the Fall—The shields of his soldiers are red, the warriors are clad in scarlet. The metal of the chariots flashes on the day they are made ready; the spears of pine are brandished. The chariots storm through the streets, rushing back and forth through the squares. They look like flaming torches; they dart about like lightening. He summons His picked troops, yet they stumble on their way. They dash to the city wall; the protective shield is put in place. The river gates are thrown open and the palace collapses. It is decreed that the city be exiled and carried away. Its slave girls moan like doves and beat upon their breasts. Nineveh is like a pool, and its water is draining away. ‘Stop! Stop!’ they cry, but no one turns back. Plunder the silver! Plunder the gold! The supply is endless, the wealth from all its treasures! She is pillaged, plundered, stripped! Hearts melt, knees give way, bodies tremble, every face grows pale.—Nahum 2:3-10

Okay, I thought, I saw basically what Nahum describes here in the visions. Standing there in the center of the earth, seeing all the flames and molten rock and sparkling ambers and hearing the loudness. I will never forget that. Then standing on the ocean floor and seeing the parallel rips as the ground cracks, hearing the zipper-like sound as it happens. As I was seeing and hearing all of this, it was put into my heart that this was the Army of God! The wars are just to test hearts and weed out the bad of the world. The true Army of God is His Power! That’s the only way I can explain what He has told me.

‘Disbursement of Truth’ and ‘The Lion’s Den’

Face the music that you chose to dance to because you did decide to dance.

‘Disbursement of Truth’ was written in February of this year. ‘The Lion’s Den’ was written this morning. If you are at all into my work, then you can see the connection between these two works, and the amazing deeds of the Lord! God is GREAT ALL the time!

Disbursement of Truth
 
look! there it is
the mercy in the dunk
‒a bit of crump
pulling you out of funk
 
a small gestured strung
for your triumph
as in a word rolling off
someone's tongue
or a song sung
or a movie giving you
goose bumps
or a thought...a hunch
or a moment in numb
‒bringing you down
to dumb
 
in these things‒
there's just one needed
pump
‒the gold running in your heart‒
is it for a punt
or as in adjunct
using it
for the bunt
‒get another
out of crunch
moving in trust
not lust
not for a bust
not even for a crunch
‒but for the plunge
going all in
building up in spunk
taking each crumb
and forbidding someone
to succumb
 
knowing exactly
it's not at all junk
for whom...came
the brush
‒bowing head
moving in slow nudge‒
bypassing the wrath
of the judge
‒for you honored
His† brush
without saying hush

Note: In the photographs, it’s not my person that you should be noticing, it’s what’s in the photograph and the time stamps on them that you should be paying attention to. In this photograph, taken October 15, 2019: The Phoenix, the purple light coming from the bottom of the frame is Jesus blessing the 2 orbs in the bubble. I do know what this means, but I can’t reveal until it happens. The daisy sun was an answer to a request I had. I knew that the spiritual world can manipulate our technology. “OUR”…funny because it all belongs to God. So it actually IS His. They sent me a message via this website back in July/August. I left it up so you can do a search and you will find it. The message, 2 different posts, back to back, basically told me to prepare for the storm, to find happy within the storm. At that point, I wasn’t in any storm, nor did I see one coming. Little did I know.

Blinded by Actions (Jesus)

Isn’t that something! Jeremiah warned them a long time ago but they laughed at him, they tried to kill him. He had to tell them in a time of peace that they were headed for war but they wouldn’t listen.

Blinded by Actions (Jesus)
 
'they' say to move on
'they' say to forget
what do 'they' know
as 'they' sit unhealed
themselves
as 'they' sit wanting…
needing love
just as much as you do
 
'they' are liars!
 
'they' just don't want
to be bothered
'they' don't want to upset
their own balance
to help you set
yours right
 
it's all a selfish game
gambling with lives‒
'they' not 'wanting'
to help
even as 'they' sit
in their church every week
praising Me†
praising My† Father†
'they' do only what
is convenient to 'them'
 
'they' are hypocrites
the vine is broken
'their' church, not Mine†
is false
a face of hopelessness
 
the same with their politics
it is of the world
it is far from My† world
 
step away
if you want to see Me†
step away from it all
 
you cannot see Me†
while hating and judging
you cannot see Me†
in the middle of chaos
death will consume you
step away to see Me†

Note: Again November 9: Certainty of Visions is pointed out to me. In this screen shot, the outstretched arm of God…you figure it out!

(August 3)—I’ve been having plenty of dreams about people. It’s odd for me because my dreams are usually very specific. Lately, they have been ‘general‘, about people, my dad, and more people. This virus is about everyone working together, mending the vine of hope and love. More and more are getting sick because of selfishness. If one of those people get sick because of you, you may never know (God knows) and dies, their death is on your heart forever. You are responsible! Many will die because of this virus. And by ‘die‘ I mean go to the pit. Because you didn’t heed to the warnings of God. No worries about man, GOD!

‘Words in Wisdom’ and ‘Removing of Chains’

We have to break those chains. If we constantly carry that pain and keep feeding it then we never achieve total peace. We have to be able to lift that hurt off of us.

(July 10)―Today, I was lead to Psalm 107 (included fully at the end of the commentary for ‘Removing of Chains’). From that, I was led back into the past and Jesus made me cry. An order I placed weeks ago came in today. It was a dress. It’s the third of six dresses that I ordered in the size 2x. I’m not really a 2x, but I’m not a 6 or a 10 or even a 12 anymore. The 2x dresses fit loose and they are comfortable…COMFORTABLE is the key word. Then I was led to ‘Removing of Chains’ written in 2012. When I got to the end of that writing, that’s when the tears came. And David saying, ‘Yes!’ When you read it, you will totally understand. It is included below, as this is long…an afternoon-sit-with-coffee-or-tea type of writing!

Words in Wisdom
 
look up to what's up
oppression happens
in the mind
over years, over time
it brings on despair
something that traumatized‒
and wasn't...at all...fair
 
it took from you
it robbed from you
of an innocence
leaving your mind
in distress
your heart
in confusion
‒it became your affliction
your personal calamity
though you refused to see
too young, too naïve
‒you just saw
it wasn't the way to be
 
so you learned differently
a game of hide and seek
that moved you
to disbelief
 
you threw away empathy
not caring‒
way down deep
‒you learned how to surface
keep things out of seep
showing simple compassion
without making a decision
or turning it into
an intrusion
 
instead you learned to lift
take it off of you‒
to a cause...shift
then bounce it back
‒whomever got a whiff
 
you aced the summersault
getting out of discomfort
byway of other's vaults
‒it's easy for you to stomp
whomever comes‒
revealing your faults
 
‒from your mind
you built a special cult‒
those who live
in the same confusion
‒truth is abruptly put
in halt
cast out...the door barred
in bolt
 
you learned‒
became the master
in shield
‒the enemy
the hidden iniquities:
the unfairness
the immorality
the unjust
the wrong
the evil
the viciousness‒
all that you blame
passed around
with emotions inflamed
 
‒are yours....

Note: The photograph was taken October 7, 2019: Faces. In this set of frames, David points the faces out to me. I didn’t see them before. He said I wasn’t ready to see them. I point them out to you as much as I can. He also points out other things, things that pass a message on. I discuss these messages on the page, just click the link. You can see or not. All I can do is present. I can’t help your unbelief or your pain. I can plant a seed and give it to God. May the Lord always be in your corner. Amen.

Both ‘Removing of Chains’ and ‘Words in Wisdom’ parallel each other and then to read Psalm 107, either written by King David or Asaph, it doesn’t matter. This writing was written in a time when God clearly made Himself known in big ways. Today, He does it in simple ways that people can see…at least, those who CAN see.

‘I Should’

People do some really messed up things to us when they are desperate. And all you can do is sit back and watch and pray for them.

I Should
 
I should hate you
for your betray
but I don't
 
I should want‒
to humiliate you
call you crazy, insane
like you did to me
‒but I can't
 
I should despise you
want to lay‒
all your shit out
the truth...unlike you
who told lie upon lie
‒but I don't...I can't
 
I should resent you
and, at first, I did
now...I want to
‒but something's changed
 
I should want‒
to kill myself
over all the things‒
you did
(each and everyone of you)
I should
after all that's been‒
robbed from me
I should
after all the names‒
you called me
after all your manipulation
‒but I can't
 
even...here...standing alone
without family or a home
just empty dial tones
on a phone
my only connection‒
in clone
 
I should
want
to do...all these things
for...against me‒
all those wrongs
‒but I won't
 
I'll just go on
on my own
speaking truth
no matter‒
what you do
 
I forgive you
now I feel‒
sorry for you
for the things‒
you do
for you don't answer‒
to me
 
I should
want
to pray for you
I should ask God†
to be with you
‒I do
 
for He's the one‒
you answer to
like me‒
to Him† I voice
my complain
then Jesus† carefully
explained
I, like Him†...the lamb
‒your sacrifice
for your darkness to hide
only...God† has eyes
He† saw all‒
your lies
 
so I should‒
go against you
but I won't...I can't
 
I am God's† child
every, single, tiny inch
of this journey's miles
I do what I should
not what I could
‒WHAT I SHOULD!
 
for I read His† book
He† taught me‒
bad from good
I don't have to just‒
give it a look
I know...in pure certainty
I do what my Brother†
would!
I'm not leaving behind
what could be burned‒
with wood
I'm leaving behind
what'll be known‒
as divine
 
because I didn't
cross that line‒
that place where
darkness thrives
and hope dies

Note: The photograph is from September 27, 2019: Love from Heaven. I titled that set of photographs that because it was love from heaven. I was having a hard time understanding what was being told to me. This trip, egged on by David of course, helped me get with my perspectiveness.

The following, written in February, is very interesting. I don’t know how this virus is affecting the world. As of today, I’ve kept my distance from the news as I as asked to. God is asking for the healing of the world. Since February, He has proven what He’s telling me is truth. He wants everyone to heal from their pain. It is your will, as in the work I published today, ‘Inhuman Love‘ [Jesus’ words in commentary].

(February 2, 2020)—This morning I sat drinking my coffee going over the reason I was the sacrificial lamb in my family. I went over everything that I’ve been through and then I said to the Lord and to David, ‘I don’t want to think about this anymore.’ Then I went to write. The title, ‘I Should’ came to my heart, so I asked the Lord to direct me to a Scripture that will help me write what was in my heart. And He did….

‘Foreseeing’s Agony’ (Jesus)

I’ve been knowing what’s being talked about in this work. Jesus said it’s time to write it. Do you know how scary it is to write about something that hasn’t happened yet? It’s terrifying.

Foreseeing's Agony (Jesus)
 
june 11 became a day of saw
some things I don't want to recall
but I'm told: 'share with all'
 
come august will come the halt
 
black limousines
wanting to cover asphalt
but can't
for the living salt's
buried in vaults
 
maybe a time for martial law
 
death arrives
the enforcer of the people's law
together...deep in the heart
of mardi gras
parent and sibling
mixtures in choctaw
no one's fault
but hands of the Lord†
 
september will be somewhat
difficult
family and friends
no one doing summersaults
hospital stays...become
courts of law
no time to stalk
or even talk
‒ride not walk
steady...falls the see-saw
in streets
overtaken by a sudden claw
 
october's breath of the hawk
inside...inside
bathing noses in bath salts
better yet....
a bleach-coke walk
sipped through a straw
raises the pulse
‒all through the world
a willing death waltz
without making
the sign of the cross
 
streets covered in awe
as visions dance before me:
a medium black-haired woman
holding her dead child
....I can't help what I saw
 
'you are the prophet
you bare the warnings' 
came the voice of the Boss†
 
'I want to have elijah's attitude'
my sudden revolt
 
'it will be okay
you are ready'
came through
like a celebrating applaud
 
'ready for what'
hence my questioning the Boss†
knowing He† isn't some crystal ball
I answered a call
it doesn't make me paul
 
'you will know'
He† said without a drawl
then left without turmoil
 
‒just me holding the ball
the responsibility
of telling them all
without knowing if it'll happen
at all
just living in faith
of what I hear
but can't see at all

Note: I was directed to October 23 again, The Dragon and the All-Seeing Eye. I discussed it this morning in So Many Times and now this piece. There’s so much being told to us through this set of photographs. I screenshot a lot of what David pointed out to me. If you can see them, your vision is clear to the Lord. If not, pray and start examining your heart. You are veiled for a reason. You can change the Lord’s mind. Trust me on this. In these photos, as all of them, the cross makes its way to me in some fashion. In this coupled with the Daisy sun…it is amazing. And the reason behind the Daisy sun is quite amazing as well. It is something I asked for from David to prove to me he was from the Lord. When I saw the daisy in the frames, my heart skipped beats! And I screamed it out to the world. No one listened. Things will change. I’m not here for fame. I’m here to sew as many seeds as possible…and Jesus and David will help me! Trust me…they will! Click on their links…yes, they have their own pages because they are soooo amazing!

(June 14)―‘Write’ came this morning, then after, ‘Open the book’ and Nahum.

I’ve had to write the same thing that’s discussed in ‘Foreseeing’s Agony’ before. But this time is a bit different. During prayer on June 11, I was told to get my notebook and write what is being discussed and what is being shown to me. It wasn’t nice. I was told these things before and I wrote about them last year. I can’t say that any of this will happen. It is not for me to say. All I have to do is tell you what is shown to me and what is told to me.

‘Deepest of Scars’

He wants us to stop needing shit because it deadens the pain. He wants us to stop ignoring what hurt us the most. He wants us to deal!

Deepest of Scars
 
inside‒
from way down deep
where all that pain
tries to seep
we...forcing the stabilize
in freeze
burying it all in geek
or the man with girls
to meet
how about that supped-up
jeep
hiding behind plastered smiles
in pictures‒
where we easily say cheese
‒cutting all the corners
with a breeze
 
sooner or later...comes
the sneeze
we try to force it out
ignore...stay asleep
but here it comes
like a hanging tree
'look here...let's stare at me'
 
all coming after that one
we wanted to keep
you know the one‒
making us open our eyes
makes us see
the person we weren't
supposed to be
 
there comes a moment‒
we realize
we're not really free
we just filled our lives
with that fake glee
helping us build
a supporting fleet
‒others refusing too
to even peek
at what scares so much‒
they secretly
in their beds...take a pee
‒with no one to see
 
we eventually
find ourselves in steep
‒a sunk-in tepee
on the edge of creep
with nothing fancy
to greet
 
from what others
want to see‒
we no longer flee
we're ready to become‒
the bee in me
toot our own horn
with a roaring beep
all the fake‒
out...bleep
ride the rest of our life
with the awe of wee
‒the hurt is out
the shame...easier....
away...sweep
 
we're suddenly free
no more confusion
in deep
just our me
‒with nothing more
to peep

Note: The photograph included was taken on December 10, The Dragon, Angel, Mom and Baby. I’ve been thinking a lot about this particular group of shots because it’s so amazing and I’ve included it on here and on my Facebook page and no one seems to understand or see it. I see it clearly. It’s part of our future.

(April 5)—Oh boy, when God wants to drive in a point, He sure does. I knew He used my life as an example for others and for myself, teaching me His wonders. I’m silly really to even question it now. The toilet paper. I think God thought I didn’t drive the message in enough. So, He decided to increase the voltage!

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