To accept a spiritual gift, is to accept the fact that God deems you worthy. He knows your heart. He trust you. To me, receiving a spiritual gift from the Holy Spirit is above anything man could give a human being.
NOTE: This page begins with a writing, one I’m guided to write as a message to you from God. Then followed is a slew of photographs of me receiving and having the third eye. I will add more as more are taken. These photographs aren’t your ordinary photographs. These are photographs that I’m allowed to take in order to teach you about how to reach God, how to communicate directly and indirectly with Him and Jesus and your Spirit Guide. These photographs consist of God’s magic and the Holy Spirit’s spiritual gift of The Gift of See, which is the third eye, as well as Jesus sprinkles. (None of these photographs have been manipulated except for resizing in order to place them here for you to see. I have kept all originals before resizing them.) Thank you k. e. leger
Put Mercy On Me
I felt His hands
I heard His words
His grace of purple–
lives in me
is this...a life
within the see
to not see real
–the destructive force
I've felt evil
inside of me
I've seen evil
outside of me
what part of me
is not free
why this struggle
what has a hold
I ask for mercy
please put it on me
open me to free
it's time to live–
to stop suffer
to truly...in hear
help me open up–
tear down this guard
alone is not
the way to be
live in crying
–or just hoping
to be free
–so help me end this
so everything within me
whatever holds this–
please, take a hold
open me up
to the fullness
so I can show
who's in charge
NOTE: Before two of the vision sessions, something happened to my eyes. Through all this, the space between my eyes throb, like pressure. Starting with the first vision, my eyes kept moving in all directions and burning. Somewhere during this vision, God said, ‘See,’ and my eyes were pulled and began stinging—they kept like this during the entire vision. I see blocks of purple and now, here and there, there’s a very light flash…that’s really bright. I’m instructed that this is what God wants me to do. (These writings and these pictures.) To show who He is and how He works.
(August 21, 2019)–I knew that I get messages. I can hear spirits sometimes. I can smell them (that’s when a scent comes in out of no where’s). I can feel them sometimes. I seen one once. So, I knew I have these gifts. I also knew that I can hear. That’s hard to explain. I have 12 books I’ve written about the five stages of grief. And in those books I have documented all of my encounters with spirits, as well as my testimonies of what God has done in my life. He’s shown me some serious miracles in the last 7 years. And there’s a reason for that: I can hear. All of my writings were from Him (byway of David, my spirit guide). And I’ve never been embarrassed to say that or glorify what He’s done in my life.
You can read my last testimony to understand that I’ve sort of graduated when it comes to spiritual gifts. What do I mean? I’ll have to back up a bit to fully explain this.
Years and years ago, I asked for the Gift of Truth. I can’t remember the exact year, but it was before 2010. I just always felt different, like the fly on the way. Always. I felt like there was something God wanted me to do. For years, as I’ve written about so many times, I used to get the words write, teach before I’d fall asleep. For years. I’d actually argue with the voice who said that. And there was a voice. One that was not mine!
I wrote a novel. I thought that was the writing part. But there was this strong need to write, like if I didn’t write, I actually felt guilty. So, I wrote stuff almost every day. I got my college degree in journalist. I wrote articles. I journaled. I was never big into poetry. I took a poetry class in college as an elective and the professor said I should do chapbooks. I just brushed it off. I taught high school. Mainly because I wanted to be where my kids were. Then all hell broke loose for me and the poet emerged and the 12 books began their journey. Hence, write, teach. I’ll come back to the teach part later on.
The point of those 12 books: The Gift of Truth. In order for God to show me truth, He had to bring me down to zero…the darkness. In order to write truth, I had to experience truth…as well as experience ALL the pain that goes with that! Along the way, in 2016, I asked for the Gift of Perspective. Be very careful what you ask God for because if you’re true to Him, you might just get what you asked for. This asking led me to the Holy Spirit coming on me and the journey with the sweet man. Hence, my last testimony! Of course, while this was all happening, I didn’t know this reason. It was only after I delivered the message, which I wrote about in the last testimony, that God unveiled me and revealed the truth of my journey.
He unveiled not only the journey that I had just come off of, but He also revealed to me the reason I have felt different all of my life. I’m an Empathe. Learning that…how relieved I was…solved, basically, part of the mystery of me. All the physical and emotional pain I’ve suffered with all of my life made perfect sense. I was taking on other people’s crap, and ALL of that made ME look absolutely crazy…and so many people would tell me, ‘Something’s wrong with you.’ Well, now I know what that something is…THEM! I also learned why I can hear, smell, feel, see (once) spirits. I’m clairvoyant, but not fully awakened. I learned later this is also the reason I can hear.
Cries of Awakening
a relentless burning
‒what sets it
so a part
from the blaze
of other's stares
‒so near, so far
as each time‒
I meet the Lord†
I'm stunned to silence
of the heart
so very hard
of my card
as His† hands
touch my face‒
in an inside war
who can take truth‒
who can seal it
in tiny jars
expensive rings and cars
when it's right there‒
in every scar
waiting to be
so I give in‒
close my eyes
await for the sound
of His† heart
as I feel Him†
‒each painful burst
all of me‒
I'll push through‒
what this favor
all that I've given‒
with my master‒
all the wreckage
what all my life‒
‒a chance of
a true heart
to love me
(September 23, 2019)―It’s been a little over a month since I wrote the writing at the beginning of this post. A lot has happened since then. I met David, my spirit guide, spoke to Jesus and to God, had multiple visits by the Holy Spirit, received visions, and been in spiritual training. That’s not mentioning all the writing God has me doing, as well as putting together all that incorporates God’s Mercy. Yes, I’ve been busy.
I decided to do this page last because it’s the ultimate of personal. I struggled with how I was going to present it, then ‘Cries of Awakening’ was staring at me. Jesus. I was scolded today by Him. You can read ‘Erase Anger’s Mark’ and learn what happened. But it taught me a valuable lesson: We have to take care of ourselves because when push comes to shove, no one is going to do it for us.
I think about all I’ve been through, especially since the events written about in ‘Testing Will’…the testimony about me receiving and delivering a message and the grace I received from God. I think about how hard it was to stay true to my faith. It is hard. When you know what you are suppose to do and everyone around you sees you as crazy or nuts, but you still have to push through…it is hard!
The Gift of See. I asked for this gift to help others heal. I knew what I was asking for. I knew I’d have the ability. I was just afraid. When you ask for The Gift of See, you don’t just get to see the good, you also have to see the bad. And that has always terrified me. When it comes to seeing spirits, I was assured that this fright deal I have will be taken away. I hope so. I’m still smoking cigars. That’s my fear. I was told years ago to stop smoking so that the remaining gifts that I have can open up. And David has told me that I won’t be able to see him until I quit smoking. The spirit world has been patient with me.
After I met Jesus, I began an interesting journey. I still don’t fully understand it, but God said, ‘Listen to My Son!‘, so I’m listening. I’m going through these face manipulations. I’m in meditation when it happens, but it is very real. In some of the pictures below, you’ll see how my nose gets red and the sides of my face. I can’t see what He is doing, and Jesus is the head of this, I call Him Dr. J., but I can feel it. It is real because after these sessions, my face is sore. He moves my face in ways that isn’t possible. I know what the face structure looks like. I’ve touched a skull before. When He moves it around, He moves bone where bone shouldn’t be moved.
I feel my face being twisted, crossing my jaw one way all the way to my ear, and then the other way. I feel my chin come up across my face, my eyes pulled down, my nose pulled up. At first, I was terrified. My mom is with me during these sessions. I feel her hand on my shoulders. She always tells me to hang on when Jesus is about to perform surgery. When I hear her say, ‘Hang on, Karen,’ I know what is coming. But it still is scary. It hurts at times and frustrating because I don’t know why this is happening. I’m told to be patient, and trust. Jesus even took me to the cross with Him to show me that He has suffered, too, and to ease my worry.
I’ve learned that in the spiritual world, things are seen very differently. In meditation, I feel a lot of stinging in my skin and pulling or pressure. I’m told this is the medical angels healing me. The body is a more complicated than we think. The face stuff, Jesus explains, is Him mostly putting in my third eye. He said that the body is built for 2 eyes. He has to rewire things to put in a third eye. Yes, this is Jesus. He talks to me like a brother. I’m told that what He is actually doing is under the skin. Since things aren’t really solid matter, He can lift my skin up off my face.
Each time I have a session with Dr. J., I feel stinging and pressure on my hands. At first I didn’t understand, but then one day I actually felt the sliding of a hand in mine. I have a spiritual team, my mother, my grandmother and two friends, Paula and Rachel. Paula and Rachel are the ones holding my hand, and when Dr. J. really moves my face around, they hold on tight. I learned the reason for this is that they can see beneath the skin. I can’t. This is all amazing in words that I just can’t describe. So far my face hasn’t changed. David says that it will. I trust them and I’m willing to do this. After all, God’s main gig is free will and unconditional love. I have a choice to let them do this. I can’t turn God down for anything!
I did argue a lot during the first sessions. I cried. I hated. Then…God sent me love through orbs and beautiful sun pictures. That was the reason why I started getting those. During all of this, my hair also started changing. I had some gray, but not like I have now. I also have golden hair. My hair is usually jet black. To get golden hair, someone has to lift it and that is expensive and takes hours. My hair is changing without that.
I’m told to take a lot of pictures. I have. Hence, these pages. During one of my visions, God called me His prophet. I battled with this because I don’t feel worthy. I have a very low self-esteem most of the time. He assured me I am worthy. And He’s granting me The Gift of See.
Peter Heals Crippled Beggar—One day Peter and John were going up to the temple at the time of prayer―at three in the afternoon. Now a man crippled from birth was being carried to the temple gate called Beautiful, where he was put every day to beg from those going into the temple courts. When he saw Peter and John about to enter, he asked them for money. Peter looked straight at him, as did John. Then Peter said, ‘Look at us!’ So the man gave them his attention, expecting to get something from them. Then Peter said, ‘Silver or gold I do not have, but what I have I give you. In the name of Jesus Christ of Nazareth, walk.’ Taking him by the right hand, he helped him up, and instantly the man’s feet and ankles became strong. He jumped to his feet and began to walk. Then he went with them into the temple courts, walking and jumping, and praising God. When all the people saw him walking and praising God, they recognized him as the same man who used to sit begging at the temple gate called Beautiful, and they were filled with wonder and amazement at what had happened to him.—Acts 3:1-10 (Near the temple, Ca. A. D. 30-31)
Miraculous Power Explained—While the beggar held on to Peter and John, all the people were astonished and came running to them in the place called Solomon’s Colonnade. When Peter saw this, he said to them, ‘Men of Israel, why does this surprise you? Why do you stare at us as if by our own power or godliness we had made this man walk? The God of Abraham, Isaac and Jacob, the God of our fathers, has glorified His servant Jesus. You handed Him over to be killed, and you disowned Him before Pilate, though he had decided to let Him go. You disowned the Holy and Righteous One and asked that a murderer be released to you. You killed the author of life, but God raised Him from the dead. We are witnesses of this. By faith in the name of Jesus, this man whom you see and know was made strong. It is Jesus’ name and the faith that comes through Him that has given this complete healing to him, as you can see.― Acts 3:11-16
I’ve gone through some spiritual training. I’m not done. I had to take a break in order to get all these pictures on here. This is very important to Jesus and God. During these training sessions, I’ve been shown what I’ll be able to do once I’m fully awakened in The Gift of See. I’ll not only be able to see spirits, but I’ll be able to see future, present, and past events. During these training sessions, I’ve seen some pretty horrible stuff. That’s the part I was afraid of. I’m assured that I can handle it. I think I saw way too much during the visions and God has given me a break. The last vision was very graphic and it affected me somewhat.
As far as these training sessions go, they come by visions. Then David drills me after. Once I had a bunch visions showing me different situations I’d be in. Some, I was shown my reaction. Others, I had to tell David what my reactions would be. On the ones I saw my reactions, I had to say if it was right or wrong and why. I’ve been given visions where I had to take in the scenes like if I were an investigator. These are very hard because visions are not always clear and they are extremely fast, so are impressions. So, to take in as much as possible as quick as possible is not easy.
I don’t have super powers. As my discussions with David get better, I’ve learned a lot about the spiritual world. There’s no skin color, they don’t eat, drink, use the bathroom, sleep, but they can talk to each other, listen to music and David watches movies with me. He said that I’m different, special. I don’t know what that means, but he says that I’m on my final journey on earth and that I was born for what’s coming in my life. And the books I’ve written, which I’ve learned he is the voice that I’ve always heard, is part of the journey.
I’m also telepathic. This was the first thing David told me about. I can travel in my mind. I don’t know how this will go. I’ll be patient with this, but I have done it.
I’m open to these gifts because I want to help others heal. Some may say that I’m not healed. I’m not in a way. I’m an Empathe, so I absorb others energy and that gets hard because I have all the rest of the gifts, which combine everything. I have to learn to separate my energy from everyone else’s. So, currently I’ve been pretty much keeping to myself.
I’m told I won’t stay in Vegas because there’s too much hidden crime here. I’ve seen some. It was some very dark stuff. David’s said that if I’m opened fully here, I’ll be overwhelmed with it. So, as far as I understand, this is just the beginning of my training. Once I’m moved, then the full awakening will occur.
Peter Preaches Repentance—‘Now, brothers, I know that you acted in ignorance, as did your leaders. But this is how God fulfilled what He had foretold through all the prophets, saying that His Christ would suffer. Repent, then, and turn to God, so that your sins may be wiped out, that times of refreshing may come from the Lord, and that He may send the Christ, who has been appointed for you―even Jesus. He must remain in heaven until the time comes for God to restore everything, as He promised long ago through His holy prophets. For Moses said, ‘The Lord your God will raise up for you a prophet like me from among your own people; you must listen to everything He tells you. Anyone who does not listen to Him will be completely cut off from among His people’ [Deuteronomy 18:15,1/8,19]. Indeed, all the prophets from Samuel on, as many as have spoken, have foretold these days. And you are heirs of the prophets and of the covenant God made with your fathers. He said to Abraham, ‘Through your offspring all peoples on earth will be blessed’ [Genesis 22:18; 26:4]. When God raised up His servant, He sent Him first to you to bless you by turning each of you from your wicked ways.’―Acts 3:17-26
God calls me His prophet.
I don’t feel any different than before because I’ve always known that I was writing for Him. In all the visions He’s sent to me, His message is about healing! That’s not too much different from what I’ve been doing. I am working on book 13…all about healing. He chose me. I didn’t do anything special to get His attention. I hear. That’s very important. I know I’ve done what He asked me to do, even if no one who knows me understands. And for that He fixed my heart. He washed me clean.
Does that make my life easy? No. Actually, harder. Because, as in the poem, I mentioned above, my Father, is harsh on His prophets. He’s shown me that there’s no turning back by way of the Bible, and during meditation, Jesus walked me through a contract in front of the Holy Spirit. No, I didn’t see the Holy Spirit in my vision, I felt His presence. The contract was binding. Once I agreed, there’s no turning back. What was in the contract? Rules. I can’t use my gifts for money. I can’t use my gifts for anything other than honorable purposes and that is for healing.
All my gifts are being combined: The Gift of Truth, The Gift of Perspective, and The Gift of See. I do not know what will happen once I’m fully awakened. I keep getting, ‘You’ll see.’ I do know that Jesus said I’ll be golden…my hair, eyes. I don’t know about my skin. I keep asking Him to tighten up my muscles and take some of this excess weight off and make me younger. That hasn’t happened, but my hair is changing. And here’s a kicker: The gold on top of my head stopped and the black is growing back. So I have a line of gold-like hair! David said this has happened for a reason. I don’t know the reason. But I do know I couldn’t do this to myself.
So, keep coming back to see the development. I put my life in Jesus’ hands. I write for God. And I can openly communicate with David, who doesn’t live on earth. He can see through my eyes, talk to me inside of me and outside of me. No. I haven’t heard him speak yet. He said that would scare me. He can move my head around and the other day, he actually moved my fingers. He’s even given me a muscle massage on a leg that was hurting one evening extremely bad.
He also plays me music that no one else can hear. That is another thing that has heightened. Hearing. Some nights I hear people talking, radio stations…it’s crazy.
The Gift of See
Below are pictures that reveal The Gift of See. I have a ton of pictures with my aura but I’m not putting all those pictures on here. I’m told that this is not normal to capture the third eye or the aura on camera. I’m allowed to capture all that you see on these pages, to teach. That is where the teach comes in. It was never about high school. It was about teaching God’s ways, how to get to God, how to heal through God and Jesus, how to get to your spirit guide, and how to accept spiritual gifts. I’m sure I missed something.
In these pictures, you will see the third eye. David tells me to take pictures when he knows I’ll be able to capture it on film. He says the third eye is now part of my life forever as well as my aura. I don’t know if other people will be able to photograph this. He said yes. This is going to be a freaky ride…having people take pictures of me to get this on their camera. And I’m an introvert. Go figure!
Don’t be scared. Some of these photographs are freaky. Trust me when I say I battled with the thought of being possessed by something evil. But God has shown me enough now to make me see that this is all from Him. I’m honored that He’s entrusting this gift to me. I want to help as many abused women and children as possible, and this kind of gift will help me do that. God wants people to heal. This is very, very important to Him. And it is very important to me.
Note: I won’t write about the blue in every picture or the aura, so I’ll state it here. My aura is purple. You can clearly see the purple in my hair and around me. All the shirts I wear are black, in my bathroom, they are purple. When the third eye is active (it’s not working yet), I’m blue. I’m blue a LOT! A few weeks into meditation, I was told to get oils. I was even shown which oils to get. In the meaning time, the spirit world helped me put some together using olive oil, coconut oil, and patchouli oil. I am instructed to put this all over my body instead of lotion. During meditation, I’m instructed to put this on my scalp as well. So you will see me shiny a lot. Also, during heavy meditating and when I get visions, I’m exhausted and it shows. So, a lot of these pictures are not glamorous. Sorry, working for God is sometimes rough! I have also been brought down to depression where I’ve cried for hours. Then…I receive a vision that takes me far, far away like the Middle East! I’m was told after a few times of this, after I noticed a pattern, that to go far away, I have to be broken down a bit. See, working for God is tough! So, some of these pictures are really rough looking.
The following works are direct writings from God and Jesus, meaning I heard them speak and these words are not mine.
God: (2019) ‘A Bid for the People‘, A Prophet’s Dew‘, ‘Brave in the Snatch‘ (bus story warning), ‘Prophecy’s Awakeness‘, Tests of Worth‘; (2020) ‘Blessings‘, ‘Death-Toll Rise’, ‘Failure’s Birth‘, From Left to Right’, ‘He† Speaks‘, ‘His† Fellowship’, ‘His† Pardon‘, ‘His† Time‘, ‘I Am Truth’s Voice‘ (both), ‘No Exchanges: Your Masks for Mine‘, ‘Noose‘, ‘On the Ground‘, ‘Pillage of Souls’, ‘The Seer’, ‘Twenty, Twenty‘, ‘Uprest: Non-Negotiable’, Who Am I?’
Jesus: (2019) ‘His† Spirit’; (2020) ‘Decided‘, ‘Foreseeing’s Agony’, ‘He† Breathes‘,’Love Exists’, ‘My Feet‘, ‘Pleading for Audience‘, ‘Rotten Figs‘, ‘Slow it Down‘, ‘Small Miracle‘, ‘Smells of Manure‘, ‘Spinning Hearts‘, ‘Stamped Heart‘, ‘The Adjunct‘, ‘The Clown‘, ‘The Lord’s† Will‘, ‘The Sound of Songs‘, ‘Words’ Song‘, ‘You’ve Come‘,
Dreams/Visions: (August 2019) Visions; (2020) March 22: Four Disc Dream, ‘Hard-head’ (Jack-ass vision),‘This ‘If’ By-Law’ (Apr. 25: Virus Vision), June 17, 2020: Black Body Bag Vision, June 26: U.S. Presidential Wake Vision; April 11: the Jackass Dream; January 21: Aladdin’s Genie Lamp
Below is a list of all the pages and subpages included on God’s Mercy
- August 2019: Visions From God!
- June 17, 2020: Black Body Bag Vision
- June 26: Presidential Wake Vision; April 11: the Jackass Dream; January 21: Aladdin’s Genie Lamp
- David: My Spiritual Guide
- God Sends Love Orbs
- God, the Sun and Me
- October 23, 2019: The Dragon and the All-Seeing Eye
- November 11, 2019 : The Avenging Angel
- December 10, 2019: The Dragon, Angel, Mom and Baby
- Jesus’ Army and Jesus Sprinkles
- March 1, 2020: Jesus Speaks and Reveals
- My 5:55 Lake Visits: Messages Through Photographs
- September 27, 2019: Love From Heaven
- October 2, 2019: Wave Warning
- October 7, 2019: Faces
- October 8, 2019: Oil Spill Warning
- October 15, 2019: The Phoenix
- November 9, 2019: Certainty of Visions
- Feb. 9, 2020: Rough Waters…Millions Will Die
- My Aura: The Love of Jesus
- The Rainbow Story: God’s Promise In the Sky (Will remain unpublished until it happens.)
- The Third Eye (Spiritual Gifts)