October 23, 2019: The Dragon and the All-Seeing Eye

The Dragon in Symbolization: The dragon, a legendary creature symbolizes protection, success, wisdom, loyalty, fearlessness, strength, balance, and immense possibility. Being the master of all four elements of Fire, Water, Earth, and Wind, it also embodies primordial power. Details of the Power Primordial Force is the primordial energy that originated everything – reality, time, space, life, death, matter, energy, and every possible and impossible concept existing and non-existing in the omniverse, from a single particular to the infinite omniverse.

NOTE: This page, as well as all these pages under God’s Mercy, begins with a writing, one I’m guided to write as a message to you from God. Then following the writing is a slew of awesome photographs. These photographs aren’t your ordinary photographs. These are photographs that I’m allowed to take in order to teach you about how to reach God, how to communicate directly and indirectly with Him and Jesus. These photographs consist of God’s magic like beautiful sun rays, orbs, my purple aura, awesome colors, Jesus sprinkles, the Faces of beings that are all around us, and unique symbols that God wants people of the world to decode. There’s a message in them that He wants revealed. So if you know what they mean, please contact me. I also talk about David, my spirit Guide, often, so if you get confused, just check out his page. I also have a page dedicated to the third eye and my picture documentation as I move along in this process. I just don’t go to the lake and take pictures. I go when David tells me to. (None of these pictures have been manipulated except for resizing in order to place them here for you to see. I have kept all originals before resizing them.) Thank you k. e. leger

[Note: Another thing to take note of throughout all my writings is that I repeat things often. Each writing is separate, written on different days. If something is repeated, it means that message is important. That’s all I can say about that. It’s up to you to understand it.]

(October 24, 2019)―All of the writings here are very important, but this I find is one of the most important. I’m told I am protected and there’s nothing to fear. Okay. With protection from God, whom should I fear! So, I will continue to write what is shown to me.

Holding Strength
  
 to know God's† will
 how the deck's dealt
 is the moment in hell
 the exact time you fell
 not knowing...who...out–
 will sell
 –just hearing the ring
 of the bell
 knowing God's† in yell
 you're to do His† will
 without taking a pill
 or causing blood to spill
  
 it's taking all that's in deal
 not dying to betray or kill
 but to take it
 deep inside...feel
 for the sake of others
 in heal
  
 it's taking a betraying ordeal
 pass it on
 as oracles in seal
 breaking it open
 to floors...spill
 without a blaming drill
  
 it's holding back
 that I-owe-you-one mill
 knowing...way deep inside–
 it's a testing guild
 proving....in you
 bears wings of strength
 instead of false gills
  
 to know God's† will
 is to DO God's† will
 without trying to conceal
 the real of the deal
 without trying to mask
 who's the captain
 at the wheel
  
 it's knowing the truth...the real
 not being afraid–
 to honor the bill
 knowing it could be
 your last meal
 but still....
 knowing...doing
 for it's God's† will

‘Holding Strength’ was written on October 22 and I’m starting with it and the Scripture that inspired it before writing what was shown to me at the park on October 24th. It is fitting since I’ve been led to Jesus over and over weeks before today. It is all about symbolization. Jesus’ life and death was a symbolic gesture from God telling us His power. In all that He does, God communicates by symbolization. His intelligence is beyond anything we know. Trust in that and you are on your way to knowing God on a very personal level.

To Gethsemane—[John] When He finished praying, Jesus left with His disciples and crossed the Kidron Valley. On the other side there was an olive grove, and He and His disciples went into it. [Mark] They went to a place called Gethsemane, and Jesus said to His disciplines, ‘Sit here while I pray.’ He took Peter, James and John along with Him, and He began to be deeply distressed and troubled. ‘My soul is overwhelmed with sorrow to the point of death,’ He said to them. ‘Stay here and keep watch.’—Matthew 26:36-38; Mark 14:32-34; Luke 22:40; John 18:1 (Wednesday night)

NOTES: Is His heart breaking because He knows He will be betrayed and abandoned? or Is His heart broken because He already knows the why behind what will happen…He knows the weakness of man? He says it later on here the answer to that if you are still in doubt. He already knows what has to be done. It’s already decided.

How would you behave if you already knew how things would work out? Would you judge? or Would you accept? I know I feel like He did… ‘…overwhelmed with sorrow to the point of death.’

Jesus Prays in Agony—He withdrew about a stone’s throw beyond them, knelt down and prayed, ‘Father, if You are willing, take this cup from Me; yet not My will, but Yours be done.’ An angel from heaven appeared to Him and strengthened Him. And being in anguish, He prayed more earnestly, and His sweat was like drops of blood falling to the ground. When He rose from prayer and went back to the disciples, He found them asleep, exhausted from sorrow.—Matthew 26:39; Mark 14:35-36; Luke 22:41-45

NOTES: take this cup from Me…do you know what He is talking about? Life. He says that if it’s God’s will then let it be…not His will…God’s. Would you know the difference between your will and God’s? Would you know a calling from ego and pride? Would you know a message from God and the devil?

I ask these questions because, as one experiencing such a thing, it is very hard to deal in today’s society. I often feel that I’m to pray for the world and I ask, ‘How to pray for people I don’t even know?’ I don’t get an answer by the way. I’m to figure it out. I’ve written some, but I always end up just saying The Lord’s Prayer over and over. It’s very difficult to pray for a people who doesn’t take God’s word seriously.

Jesus says, ‘…yet not My will, but Yours be done.’ Can you say that? Really? Have you every thought of something like that? I think about this just about every day. I’m asked to do something that the general population doesn’t acknowledge, yet I’m to keep on doing it because the request came from God. Would you deny God? I can’t. How do I know it is from God? Read my 12-Book Series, read the Testimony, read the visions, look over completely God’s Mercy. He’s shown me over and over that it is Him. Still, I do fight Him. He just ignores me. He knows I’ll do what He ask. Would you? Even if it meant everyone dissing you, ignoring you, not wanting anything to do with you because you embarrass them, because they are ashamed of you? Would you still do it?

Jesus Prays a Second Time—’Could you men not keep watch with Me for one hour?’ He asked Peter. ‘Watch and pray so that you will not fall into temptation. The spirit is willing, but the body is weak.’ He went away a second time and prayed, ‘My Father, it is not possible for this cup to be taken away unless I drink it, may Your will be done.’—Matthew 26:40-42; Mark 14:37-39; Luke 22:46

NOTES: …it is not possible for this cup to be taken away unless I drink it…unless He lives it. He knows what will happen to Him. God already knows as well. Hence, my writing this morning ‘New Earth’. He also repeats the word watch…for a reason! You have to pay attention to everything around you. The prince of the earth is waiting…oh, my, is it waiting. Man is weak. We are designed this way. God is trying to show us how the process of heaven works. You can’t see it if you are blind, if you have your sights set on material things, ungodly things.

Jesus Prays a Third Time—When He came back, He again found them sleeping, because their eyes were heavy. So He left them and went away once more and prayed the third time, saying the same thing. Then He returned to the disciples and said to them, ‘Are you still sleeping and resting? Look, the hour is near, and the Son of Man is betrayed into the hands of sinners. Rise, let us go! Here comes My betrayer!’—Matthew 26:43-46; Mark 14:40-42

What would you do if you knew someone was going to betray you? What did you do when you found out someone betrayed you? I went bat-shit crazy. I’m not going to lie. When you dedicate your life to someone and they didn’t do the same thing, even though they told you they did and you believed them, it is very difficult to accept. It took me years.

In today’s world, the betrayer doesn’t so feel bad about what they did that they go and hang themselves. Nope. Today’s betrayer is celebrated proving how deep the prince of the earth has dug its teeth. It doesn’t matter if a person hurts you today. They move on and, even if though they abused a woman, another woman steps in front of the line because loneliness consumes them and they will accept anything and believe anything just to have someone in their bed. Then…when it happens to them, they are stunned. Really? If the abuser doesn’t heal, they will repeat everything over and over again.

The worse part: The one who spoke up gets shunned by society, even their own family. They even get this famous question: What did you do? The people who are supposed to love the victim takes up for the abuser. The cases that prove this accurate is stunning to stay the least. And if the victim moves into a similar situation, they are told, ‘I told you so’ or ‘I knew it was you all along!’ Not once do people ever consider God is part of this equation. Not once do they pray or help the victim. I know. I lived it. I still live alone because I wrote about it. That’s how I handled it, but not to hurt anyone. I wrote for God to heal, to use what happened to me, as it was happening, to show others how to fight, how the five stages of grief work, and how to find God and Jesus. Because of that…I was shunned!

Judas Betrays Jesus—[John] Now Judas, who betrayed Him, knew the place, because Jesus had often met there with His disciples. So Judas came to the grove, guiding a detachment of soldiers and some officials from the chief priests and Pharisees. They were carrying torches, lanterns and weapons. [Mark] Now the betrayer had arranged a signal with them: ‘The one I kiss is the man; arrest Him and lead Him away under guard.’ [Luke] He approached Jesus to kiss Him, but Jesus asked him, ‘Judas, are you betraying the Son of Man with a kiss?‘ [Mark] Going at once to Jesus, Judas said, ‘Rabbi!’ and kissed Him.—Matthew 26:147-50a; Mark 14:43-45; Luke 22:47,48; John 18:2,3

NOTES: Do you every wonder why Jesus refers to Himself as the Son of Man? I do. I often wondered if they got that word wrong. Leave it to me to think. The Sun of Man…meaning the light of man. That, to me, makes more sense. But I’ll leave that to the scholars of man.

When He says…‘Judas, are you betraying the Son of Man with a kiss?‘…He’s telling us those closest to us will betray us if we don’t pay attention. The sweetest people I’ve met had the most evil undertow that I’ve ever seen in people. It’s a shocker when that undertow comes out. And when it does, there’s no turning it off. Only Jesus can do that. They have to seek Jesus with an honest heart. And they have to choose. This is why meeting someone who lived a hard life or a ruthless life and they found Jesus is so rewarding…they chose it on their own to let Jesus in. It was their choice to save themselves. Amen! That’s courage and honor ALL rolled up into one!

What’s more here is that He is saying it before…BEFORE…the kiss is given. How did He know that Judas was going to kiss Him? Unless…He knew it before. Strange how those who dispute Jesus as being God’s Son denies this.

Disciples’ Safety Insured—Jesus, knowing all that was going to happen to Him, went out and asked them, ‘Who is it you want?’ ‘Jesus of Nazareth,’ they replied. ‘I am He,’ Jesus said. (And Judas the traitor was standing there with them.) When Jesus said, ‘I am He,’ they drew back and fell to the ground. Again He asked them, ‘Who is it you want?’ ‘And they said, ‘Jesus of Nazareth.’ ‘I told you that I am He,’ Jesus answered. ‘If you are looking for Me, then let these men go.’ This happened so that the words He had spoken would be fulfilled: ‘I have not lost one of those You gave Me.’ (John 6:39)—John 18:4-9

Why did they fall to the ground then get back up and arrest Him? This has never been explained to me. Maybe one day. Jesus didn’t fear being alone. He didn’t beg His friend to go with Him. This moment…shows His ultimate strength.

I think of this symbolization as this: If you did wrong, admit it. If you get accused, accept it and prove your innocence or accept the fact that you are guilty and pay the price for what you did. Be strong. When I wrote my books, as the pain was talking place, I wrote the truth. Now, many considered it poor taste. Okay. How else do you write angry? And that was what God had me doing…you can’t really tell someone they are angry unless you have something to show them the mirror with. That’s what some of my books do. He had me write every part of the five stages of grief…Of course, I didn’t know it as I was writing it. I heard write…so I wrote what was put into my heart. It was only after when I was editing them, getting them ready for publication that I realized what God did through me. He had me write tools to help people see their hurt in ALL manners and how to heal from it. Amazing.

On the opposite spectrum: the other parties in my darkness spread lies and made people turn away from me, even my family, for the sole reason of hatred because they couldn’t face their own truth, so they turned it all on me. It’s happen a number of times in my life. You can’t defend yourself with these kinds of people. You turn to God and leave them alone. God will eventually work things out…Book of Job.

Peter Cuts Off Ear—[Mark] The men seized Jesus and arrested Him. [Luke] When Jesus’ followers saw what was going to happen, they said, ‘Lord, should we strike with our swords?’ [John] Then Simon Peter, who had a sword, drew it and struck the high priest’s servant, cutting off his right ear. (The servant’s name was Malchus.) [Matthew] ‘Put your sword back in its place,’ Jesus said to him, ‘for all who draw the sword will die by the sword. Do you think I cannot call on My Father, and He will at once put at My disposal more than twelve legions of angels? But how then would the Scriptures be fulfilled that say it must happen in this way?’ [Luke] But Jesus answered, ‘No more of this!’ And He touched the man’s ear and healed Him.—Matthew 26:50b-54; Mark 14:46,47; Luke 22:49-51; John 18:10,11

NOTES: Again, He did all of this in front of people, witnesses. And still they didn’t believe later. Veils. Because what happened was already done. This is something most folks don’t get. It’s written there in the Bible if you question it. In today’s world…cutting off his right ear…He’s going to change things. Read ‘New Earth’…think. He wants you to use the intelligence that He gave you for the right reasons.

And…Do you think I cannot call on My Father, and He will at once put at My disposal more than twelve legions of angels?…He performed miracle on top of miracle in front of their eyes, and His own disciples didn’t get it, so why should you? Man is weak. You are human...that’s what I’m told all the time. God has a prophecy and that prophecy has to be fulfilled. That’s hard to explain to people who think things just happen. No, they don’t.

Jesus Chides Arrest—Then Jesus said to the chief priests, the officers of the temple guard, and the elders, who had come for Him, ‘Am I leading a rebellion, that you have come with swords and clubs? Every day I was with you in the temple courts, and you did not lay a hand on me. But this is your hour—when darkness reigns.’—Matthew 26:55,56a; Mark 14:48,49; Luke 22:52,53

NOTES: Here He is showing you that what was about to happen was already determined. And…God is telling everyone that when it’s God’s will, it shall be done. I talk with David, my spirit guide, all the time. I fuss with him. I yell at him. Then he calms me. He can’t answer my every question. But he has told me part of my destiny, so has Jesus and so has God. I think I’d been better off not knowing, but they showed me for a reason. I have documented everything from a private message in the sky, that I haven’t put on here and can’t until it has happened, but it is dated, to letters I’m told to write and date, to poetry. This is done so that when this prophecy does happen, I can give proper testimony as I always have.

God, through me, has gone the distance to show you what heaven is and what the spiritual world is. I don’t blame you for not seeing it. I’m living it and have a hard…a very hard time accepting it. I’m told that is expected. Whatever happens, whenever it happens, the point to all this that I write…every single word, is to prove the prophecy. It will be dated. My books and this website, I guess, is the new-age type of scrolls. David moved my head in the yes motion when I wrote that…so this is true.

Jesus Arrested—[John] Then the detachment of soldiers with its commander and the Jewish officials arrested Jesus. [Matthew] Then all the disciples deserted Him and fled. [Mark] A young man, wearing nothing but a linen garment, was following Jesus. When they seized him, he fled naked, leaving his garment behind.—Matthew 26:56b; Mark 14:50-52; John 18:12a

Note: The garment deal is another question I have. There IS a reason why that was put in there. I’m just not entitled to know it yet. The rest is obvious. All will abandon you during you hour of need. I know, for me, they did and still do. People don’t like to be around people who are suffering and that’s total bigotry because the whole point of Jesus’ life was to tell us to love, to take care of the hurting, the sick, the broken, the imprisoned. And…all those people who didn’t come to help, they still sit in that church, praise words they really don’t understand.

If you have abandoned someone in their hour of need, get down and pray. The mark is on your heart. I know when my mother died, I didn’t have anyone to hold me. They hugged me, patted me, said a few words that they thought I needed, but, no…I needed to be comforted…held. I think because of that, I froze a little inside. Why would people be so cruel? This I don’t even want to understand. Jesus can do what His will is for them. I prayed for them and that’s all the comfort I have left.

The Park.

It was put into my heart weeks before October 23rd to go to other parks and places and take photographs to show that it’s not just about that one particular lake. I have no idea what drove me to go to this park on this particular day. I should note that it is just a park. There is no lake at this park…only a few ponds. I have been having my days and nights mixed up as I always do when I work, but for some reason I woke up early and had the desire to go walking at this park.

The pictures here are odd as well, for me anyway. I have seen the gazebo many, many times, even walked on it, but never stayed to visit very long. This day was different. The sprinklers were odd, too, for me. I’ve seen them before, but not like this and something made me run across the field to take these photographs as soon as I saw them. No wonder, too. Not long after I took the photographs they went off. Strange things do happen.

Also, the cross. One second it’s not there and the next it is. As fast as the scenes change in these photographs with the orbs and reflections and such, all through this entire site, like the phoenix on October 15th, which stayed on the water’s surface for quite a long time, the cross also stays. These things are no accidents.

I had no idea what I was taking photographs of. As, in most of all these photographs, I can’t see the screen when I’m taking the shots. I just point and press the button. I have not included all of the photographs I took this day, but I have them if anyone wishes to view them. (In the small amount of time I was out there, I took over 400 shots. It is amazing how many photographs, by second, you can take when just pressing the button.)

Note: During prayer with David, in meditation, in the sky and on the water, the upside down v has appeared. After going over it with David in prayer on numerous occasions, I had to look it up. The following excerpt from a blog on Reddit was the only one I found that had David shaking my head yes:

‘I did some research, and the ‘Ʌ’ has a neat story to it, whilst used in mathematics, it is also used in logic, not the artist, just logic in general (according to sources). The symbol is called a Logical Conjunction. It’s very weird how to explain the symbol, but it basically means the truth. In math, it is used when both operands are true, so like A and B are true, only if A=A and B=B. Weird right? Logic originally means ‘the word’ or ‘what is spoken’ (but coming to mean ‘thought’ or ‘reason‘)….’

I’ve included the above note because every time lately that I doubt or question David about what is being shown to me, he does this upside down V with my head. It’s the same with the large circle which means God and the cross which also means God or the infinity symbol which means…here’s just one definition when it comes to the spiritual world: The infinity symbol is something that we can all recognize. It holds potent symbolism [that can] easily be applied to many spiritual subjects, from the unending compassion of the Universe to the constant existence of the present moment. Infinity represents the truest forms of reality. weareallsacredbeings.com

In all of this, as David prays with me, he is telling me that all that is being shown to me is from God and it is truth.

Things that are revealed to me about what is being shown in these photographs are below:

1. God’s Personal Message to Me: Again, I’m shown through messages in these photographs what’s coming to my life. I’m told that nothing else will happen until this happens in my life. Don’t worry you will know. He is reminding me here that what He said will happen will happen. Then there’s nothing like my living room clouding up and He comes personally to remind me…like He did this evening. I haven’t seen Him in a while and I was starting to wonder. I shouldn’t need it, but seeing this is beyond reason for me, which makes it much more believable. Stranger things have happened but…with God…ALL things are possible.

2. The Spindle or Wheel: Earth. A Continued Cycle. I’m not a scientist or claim to know all about planet Earth and stuff like that. I’m writing what was described to me. Earth goes through cycles. In the Revelations, it is written about a ‘new earth.’ This is where we are headed. It is NOT the time for Jesus to come. It is a time for a new cycle. The spindles on the wheel in the photographs are symbols of the cycles of Earth. When bacteria gets to be too much, God renews Earth. He did make the perfect Earth. He is not going to destroy it. He’s going to fix it.

It is about this time that corruption and sin get to be too overwhelming as well. I’m told that it doesn’t matter what I write. The nations will not listen. Too much greed. Too much hatred. Too much judgment. As was shown to me in the visions, too much passionate need to be corrupt and sinful. The taste is too sweet for man to turn it around.

So, He’s going to repair Earth if we like it or not. Here’s another thing that was revealed to me: Back to the crop circles. I’m so amazed that this has come up. The messages in them, the nations already know. They are hiding what is actually being told to us…the people. These governments have created false crop circles to throw everyone off because they know what is coming down. It’s about control. They are keeping what God has given so that they can remain in control. Only…God doesn’t play that way. The governments of the world for some reason think they are above God. They are not. And God IS the space aliens they create. God is everything. They are idiots. They can’t beat the creator of everything. Amazingly how stupid they actually are.

3. The All-Seeing Eye: God. Faces. When I saw this for the first time in the photographs, my mouth dropped. Amazing isn’t even a word. God is grand. His symbols are genius! The way He used this wheel is amazing. He’s been showing how there are faces every where. The shit people are saying behind my back is amazing. The fact still remains…the faces are there. He’s revealing to us that He knows everything and that is because He has eyes everywhere.

I’ll try my best to get this out the way it was described to me. At the end of each cycle, Earth’s cycle, God reveals more of heaven so that people can make a choice with more information at hand. The choice that is on the table is the pit or the light. I was told before and it was again told to me today that this choice will not always be on the table.

I was told there are 2 types of people: Those who can love Jesus and those who can’t. I can’t imagine having a heart that doesn’t love Jesus. I can’t even come close. I don’t even know what it feels like to have half a heart to love Jesus, but there are people like this. I was always given the example of a man on death row who murdered, but he’s come to love Jesus and his soul is saved. The only way for that to happen is that he has at least half a heart for Jesus. Meaning…he has the ability to love.

There are people in this world who do not have the ability to love because they are the devil’s kids. These will not go to the light. These are the people in which the evil will come during the coming war. These people can’t be changed. Instead, they will torment as many people as possible before their death comes.

Those who only need a seed planted…have a chance of being saved. That evil whore the devil is waiting…its lies are manipulative and cruel and it does its best game byway of the mind. This is where the real war is. You have to fight…and the only way to fight is byway of the Bible…God’s word. There is NO other way to win. Sorry if you were misled into thinking there was. There isn’t. Once you understand this, then you are on your way to the light. If you can’t even come close to comprehending this, eternity in the pit isn’t going to be a fun ride…at all!

4. The Dragon: I took a lot of pictures of the sky within that circle. I had no idea what I was taking a picture of until I got indoors and viewed them. I only included some of those photographs here. I kept the rest if anyone wishes to view them. They appear to be of the same thing over and over. I know it’s not the case, but I can’t see what’s the difference.

The Dragon in Definition: (noun) A mythical monster like a giant reptile. In European tradition, the dragon is typically fire-breathing and tends to symbolize chaos or evil, whereas in East Asia, it is usually a beneficent symbol of fertility, associated with water and the heavens.

The Dragon in Symbolization: The dragon, a legendary creature symbolizes protection, success, wisdom, loyalty, fearlessness, strength, balance, and immense possibility. Being the master of all four elements of Fire, Water, Earth, and Wind, it also embodies primordial power.

Details of the Power Primordial Force is the primordial energy that originated everything – reality, time, space, life, death, matter, energy, and every possible and impossible concept existing and non-existing in the omniverse, from a single particular to the infinite omniverse.

I know what the dragon is telling me. That’s part of the personal message to me. What it symbolizes to the world, I’m pretty sure is God telling you this is HIM!

5. The 7 Churches: As soon as I saw the photographs of the sprinklers, the 7 churches popped into my head. I question about this all the time since I was told that the 7 churches are just now being formed. I question because there are so many things that are being revealed that man got wrong. I’m told that is for a reason. I’m also told that I don’t get to see everything. I just get to see and hear what I’m to tell you. So, as I’m looking at the photographs, I’m told to count the arches. In several, there are only 7.

6. God’s Energy: Again, He is revealing His energy. God is not a person. God is not an angel. God is ALL. He is ALL energy. Everything that you do, is GOD! You don’t seem to comprehend this. I watched a show with Morgan Freeman where he went around the world looking for God. He went as far as doing a MRI thinking he was going to find God there. Hello! You DID! He is YOUR brain! What part of this is hard to comprehend. Jesus is God. Yes. He’s God’s Son. I’m God. I’m His daughter. Jesus is inside of me. I am inside of Jesus. Is that hard? God is ALL energy. God is ALL life.

In the photographs, He’s trying to reveal this simple misrepresentation of Him. He wrote the Bible. Don’t you get that? He wrote ALL the words I wrote. Here’s something you should understand: You SHOULD fear God. NOT man. Man has nothing on God. God has all on man. He knows what you think BEFORE you think it. Don’t you get that? All you morons out there thinking you doing shit in the dark and no one sees….GOD sees! He has eyes every where. So while you’re fucking your secretary on the desk…there are endless eyes in that room watching you. This you don’t get, so God shared this knowledge byway of the photographs.

So here’s a personal window for you to look in: During my bargaining stages (I went through it twice in my life time), I bargained with people. I fucked like a man. With NO feelings. And David, my spiritual guide, was right there watching. Was I wrong? Yes and no. I was brought down to the darkness by God. He was pushing me to my limits, stripping me down to rebuild me. He was also using me to test other people. Will they take advantage of me during my weakness, or will they be an angel and help me? Many failed. I fucked them. They let me. The test was on them. For me, I had to learn what sin was! Then write about it…the resurrection from my death!

Now, I’m told and shown that love is coming back into my life. I have a hard time with this because sex and God doesn’t seem to mix in the dating world because no one seems to seriously believe in marriage and commitment anymore. So, at 50 years old, I can’t deny God so I wonder and debate how…HOW…will love come back into my life? God’s energy is powerful and we have to trust that He knows best for us. Doing work for God is a lonely task and it shouldn’t be. We should honor those who are willing to do so, but we don’t. Instead we honor those who make huge profits off of selling God. And that IS NOT the way of it. We seem to love the evil of life and truly believe that is a good thing: money, money, money. The root of all evil. It’s not evil to have money. It’s evil what money makes us think and do. I know people that would do anything for money, including selling their soul. That’s sad.

I choose God. I know what eternity means. I’ve seen parts of the spiritual world. We are NOT alone. And there is a place we go after the body quits. It’s a choice. The pit or the light? All that preaching that you have to be holier than thou to get to the light is not accurate. Following God’s laws are not hard. The best way to the light is with a partner who feels the same. That’s when two truly become one. With that one partner you can have all the naughty you want, you can have all the drink you want, you can have all the fun in life you want. Choosing to live life one relationship after another is not the way and only leads you in the wrong direction. I’ve been there. A partner who fears God as much as you do leads you to the light without a fight. It’s a choice. Everyone needs healing. Learning to trust is a major thing. Trusting in God and in another individual shows that Jesus love hundred percent.

God’s energy is powerful. He’s all around us. If we learn the process of Him, then we learn that all the strife that happens to us is for a reason and not because we are bad people. Feeling what’s in our hearts is important. Listening to the Holy Spirit is important. Knowing…truly knowing good from evil in every way is really important. Once you learn what’s evil, you can truly accept God for who He is.

Being a spokesman for Him is not easy. It’s lonely and no one believes you. I see that this is where faith is so very important and it’s really difficult to keep strong in it because of what others say to you. I know what is said to me by my own children and kin. When I learned all that was going to happen, I had to warn. I felt desperate. My heart is big and really soft and I wanted everyone to live. I was warned about warning others. I was told what would happen. I didn’t believe it. I warned and it did happened…what was told to me. It was the same with the sweet man (see testimony). I was warned in more subtle ways what would happen. I wasn’t prepared for that. I didn’t understand how someone could say they love you so much then turn on you so hard. This happened to me a number of times all because of adhering to my faith, to my calling….all directed by that evil whore.

That evil whore the prince of the earth doesn’t like me at all! But I’m not afraid of that bitch. I’m afraid of God because He controls everything…EVERYTHING! He is the maker of everything. He gives and He takes away. Doing His work isn’t a choice for me, so this love that’s coming…he has tremendous favor from God. That is so because I heard his name said by God and Jesus. The spiritual world put his initials in my hair and on my body. Our story…what’s to come…was put into the sky. So, whatever my debates, I had to come to terms with this and trust in what God reveals to me.

If folks believe I’ve made this up, then that’s what they believe. I’m an emotional woman. This is the way God made me, and I’ve had to go through disappointments, only because of man, to understand that God’s timing is not ours. I was chastised because the wave and oil spill warnings haven’t happened yet. Okay…is all I can say. He didn’t say it was going to happen tomorrow. He sent a warning. That’s pretty good of Him because I know He doesn’t have to do that. But for God to send these warnings, then what He’s warning about must be pretty big when they do come. So, those who believe that His warnings are for events that happen the next day or month, they don’t know the Bible very well. He’s sent warnings 500 years in advance!

I’m told that He is constantly sending warnings. But governments are always intervening so that they can maintain control. That would be that evil whore the prince of the earth. I asked if the same was going to happen to my work that I post for Him. I’m told no. I’m told I’m protected. All I can do is to trust, believe…they…that would be the spiritual world…has shown me enough to tell me they are real and what I’m receiving is indeed from God. I gave up questioning my worth…Am I worthy? or I don’t feel worthy enough for God to come directly to me….He’s told me…not shown me…TOLD me different. He’s told me through David that man has it wrong when it comes to this ‘worthiness’ that we deem acceptable or not to hear the words of God. It saddens me a great deal to learn this. Why? Because those who are given heart to speak for God doesn’t fair very well. They are isolated from people. They are hated by people. Some were even killed. So, yeah, it was okay writing the books to heal others, but writing prophecy…about things that are going to happen in the future, which could be a hundred years from now, is a whole different ball game.

When I see the messages about this love that’s coming my way, I often think of Moses. He was promised this land of milk and honey, yet because of his doubts, he never saw it. I’m told no this won’t happen to me, but I don’t know that. As I’ve written before, I’m the kind of person who needs proof. There is no proof that this guy is coming to my life. And I don’t go anywheres in order to meet anyone. Of course, God doesn’t want me to meet anyone because He’s already chosen my husband. So…my question…Am I going to be alone for the next 30 years waiting? I get no. I get he’s coming. I get be patient. I get trust.

So, if I get all of that, then you need to understand that you need to be patient as well. He’s sending warnings to give everyone a chance to accept Jesus and to live accordingly. Doing good deeds, loving instead of hating, knowing evil from good, know His word in its true form and not byway of some man-made church. His church is inside of you. Get your own personal Bible! Caring for those who can’t care for themselves. Sounding the alarm instead of turning the other cheek. Not hording all that money that you don’t need. Stop building monuments and spending all that money on the dead. He doesn’t like that. Stop hording all the cures for diseases and the formulas for the medications that He’s sent because He’s sent them. They DO have the cure for cancer. They…meaning greedy corporations…evil…are hording it to kill people and make money off killing them. Stop hording the answers to the riddles in the crop circles. The governments know what’s going on. That information was sent to share with the people, so that they can prepare for what’s coming.

I’ve been looking for Christmas magic for years. I find some here and there and post on my social media walls, but personally, it’s really hard to find. I question about love…where is it? Personally, I don’t experience it that much. Doing the right thing, doing good things for people who can’t return the favor…that’s really important to God. Healing. Going the distance to help those heal from mental illnesses, drug addictions, narcissism.

To stop judging. The people of color…all sorts of brown…from the deepest of blacks to the lightest of browns…those ARE the people of God…members of His 12 tribes. And He’s a bit pissed on how they were treated. Yes, He sent them into slavery, but He also brought them out like He promised. It is only white man who decided to keep the control by this evil they call racism. Let me give you a heads up: Because He SAID He was sending some of His tribes into slavery to pay for the sins of their fathers, does not give you the right to hate because you were part of those tribes. He also said and promised that He would bring them all out of slavery. He did. I’m part of one of those tribes…a tribe that was sold into slavery to the French. Should I hate the French? No. It wasn’t the fault of the French. The French people were instruments that God used to punish my people. So you hating people today because GOD sent your people into slavery is hating GOD! Because that decision was made by GOD.

Those of you hating others because they are different than you, you are hating GOD. I saw Jesus. He took me to the cross. His skin was dark. His hair was jet black and His eyes were brown. You hating others because they aren’t white, you are hating Jesus. You people sitting in auctions and selling stuff to make money for your school or church is a good thing, but what makes it bad is how you compete with each other, how you try to out dress each other, how you spoil your children with money instead of being a parent, how you have to have this huge house for only 4 people while there are homeless like 2 miles from you. God dislikes all of this. You people entertaining others by singing, dancing, acting, playing sports…that’s a good thing. Charging people even 20 bucks for a seat to watch you…God doesn’t like. Having dolls and hats and shirts made up with your picture on it…GOD DOES NOT like because you have become an idol. He HATES idols. You are batting for the other side so enjoy all the money you are making off the poor because once you finish here on Earth…down to the pit you go.

Hate me. It’s okay. I’m telling you the truth. Your greed is your one-way ticket to the pit. Oh, you enjoying all that hard-earned money that you would not have unless God made the way for you, is righteous and all of your people will tell you that you are righteous because, guess what, you pay them to tell you good things that aren’t true to you so that you can keep going, so you don’t cry, so people don’t hurt your feelings. There are people starving. There’s this father or mother who spent their last money of the month on a ticket for the kids to see you, or that movie, or that shirt…and you don’t care because it’s money in your pocket. Shame. Because that ONE ticket is a mark on your heart, so how many more tickets did you sell like that?

I know. I currently live in Vegas. The stuff I’ve witnessed here is sad. The homeless on the street because these casinos sucked up all their money and got them addicted to drugs, so now the tunnels are their homes, the casino garbage cans are their restaurants. If you think your husband or boyfriend or girlfriend comes here and remains true, think again. Yeah, I’m the one they will hate. People come here to sin. People come here to steal. People come here to fuck the devil and have its children. Yeah, I said that. I didn’t know why God brought me here. Now I do. To show me why He is pissed. And this is just a small part of the world.

Living God’s way isn’t the hype of society. No, evil is. Me…I can’t wait to leave this place, but I go when God moves me. He said patient. I want to leave. He’s shown me the hidden crimes. I don’t want to be around it. It makes me sad knowing what is happening here. I’m not here to stop it. I’m here to witness it. I’m here to write what I see.

Doing God’s work is hard when your job is like mine: To write only. To witness only. To see only. I’m told this will change once I’m moved. I’m told that I’ll be able to help others to the path of healing, sow the good seeds once everything is written. I’m told to have faith. I question my lack of faith. I’m told this: You are human. It is expected. To be honest, I can’t wait until I’m not human. But I’m told it’s not time that there’s something I have to do. I say: I’m not popular. No one reads me. How am I making a difference? I’m told this: Patience. Trust.

I’m told that what I write won’t get read right now. It’s all dated. That’s what matters. I’m told they will read every single word in the future. I’m told this because when people learn what God meant by ‘the button’s been pushed’, they will be devouring these words He’s sent. I fuss…I scream: I’m not a preacher or a pastor or anything like that. He tells me through David: No, you’re not. You’re more. I tell God that I do not want to be made a spectacle. He assures me I won’t. I don’t have to do anything but write what He says. I like that. I don’t trust people. They want game too much. They don’t want the truth. In fact, what I’ve witnessed so far, truth scares the shit out of people. They run and hide behind the devil’s dress faster than you can say, ‘God bless.’ I’ve seen this. Scary!

What I write on all these pages is also being put into books. You don’t have to buy them. They will be cheap if you do. They are for the future. If I am giving the courage to do videos to teach what I’ve been shown then that, too, will be for the future. The babies…babies of today are that future. That future that will have to fight a war that will not be won by weapons of iron, or poisons, or gases. No. None of those will defeat what’s coming. When it’s all over, a new earth will emerge.

There’s no stopping this. ‘The button’s been pushed.’ I’m the messenger. If you read this, there’s no turning back. You are in the know of God’s intentions.

[Reminder Note: The pictures that follow have not been altered. I still hold on to all originals. Thus far, I’m just using my simple phone camera. There are no defects to my camera. If you have any questions, please don’t hesitate to contact me.]