Category: A Poetic Voice

Heckler (God)

it is time
the time spoken of
a slow and precise move
not warranted by man

they call
they announce
a change
‒that will not stop
what I set in motion

I, the Lord, have set it
in motion

to make a prophet nervous
for she knows I speak
Truth

I speak Truth

'a comings of peril
for darkness is descending
slow and precise

for Words go unheard
commands go unrecognized
demands put aside
for Desires of man

I shoulder the burden
and of the witness
to My prophet
as she suffers alone
knowing what I put
in motion

you deemed the virus done
for you, man, Want it done
not that it is actually
done

it is not
it is now your friend

the great eagle
an emblem of charm
of great Power
has declared what
it declared
for its own purpose

not Mine

I decide and not decide
whatever I decide

it isn't for man
to decide

yet man seeks Power
takes Power
enforces Power
to try and change
what I, the Lord Almighty
have put into motion

they turn their heads
because false shepherds
deem I do not speak
they deem I would never
speak
to a woman
they deem unholy

how bold of you!

two Deaths are coming
two houses of charm
will go unprotected
covered in Sinful Desires
for Power

a seeker seeks
a wayward soul withers
unperilistic
to the Truth it finds

[He led me to Zephaniah 3:8-13: I have decided to assemble the nations, to gather the kingdoms and to pour out My wrath on them—all My fierce anger. The whole world will be consumed by the fire of My jealous anger.]

do you not see
how you have made Me
angry?

no, you do not
because the false preachers
have bestowed on you 
falseness
of all falses

as I, to them, bring Graces
of gold and honor
of awards and riches
to them, I am 'MONEY'!

I will show you
how false this is
as these riches start
to crumble
bit by bit

how absurd it is
to watch such Lies
root
how unbeknownst for My eyes
to watch
one by one
fall into the Lie
become lost in the Confusion
I set!

they sing their praises
flock to buildings
built by man
as children are sacrificed
as the woman is scorned
as men are raped
as women are raped and killed
how they refuse to war
against such wreckage

instead in all this Arrogance
they scream 'foul!
you
can't come to my land
to escape your Death!'

what you have done to others
I will do to you!

[He led me to Zechariah 8:14-17: 'Speak the truth to each other, and render true and sound judgment in your courts: do not plot evil against your neighbor, and do not love to swear falsely. I hate all this,' declares the Lord.]

there is nothing that you do
that is different
from what others have done

this generation started fine
doing what is right
then Greed and Power
consumed
and Wickedness absorbed
all Righteousness
as many were burned at the stake
for being My Son's prophets

then the mockery of the law
the sound law of Love
took a turn
and crucifying took place
in different ways
going from religion to skins

as other parts of Earth
crucified and murdered
for both reasons
still other parts
for both reasons 
plus Greed and Hate

My! how you have not changed
appalling to watch
but each has a free choice
‒that is unconditional Love

you—all peoples—
still do NOT KNOW ME!

you—all peoples—
still do NOT KNOW MY SON!

you are given
all the tools
advanced minds
more than any other generation
and instead of aid
you murder the body
you seek children to abuse
you rape and plunder
you gain wealth still
off of the poor
then you wave it in their faces!

and you dismiss Me
for other gods
those of the flesh
painting them up
displaying them
basking them in wealth
as they too
Pillage My people
creating more Lustful Desire
than ever before

what a waste of mind capacity!

says the Lord Almighty God

[He led me to Matthew 21:20-22: Yeshuah replied, 'I tell you the truth, if you have faith and do not doubt, not only can you do what was done to the fig tree, but also you can say to this mountain, 'Go, throw yourself into the sea, and it will be done. If you believe, you will receive whatever you ask for in prayer.' [Mark] And when you stand praying, if you hold anything against anyone, forgive him, so that your Father in Heaven may forgive you your sins.']

none of you obtained this Faith
except for the seven
when called for
by them
I hear and give

this prophet wrote such things
but you refuse to acknowledge
not by your own choice
but by Mine!

I have hardened hearts
for what I set in motion
will be completed

the eagle, the iron
the bear, the red
the lion and the crow
the islands afar
from all lands
the plates of Life
‒all will shift
all will go left
and a new time
will begin
after the darkness
is lifted
then I will return

but first I must
be put away
but first My Son
must be put away
for a Life of darkness
will descend
for a time

I warn
for My Love is grand
in scale
its measure
cannot be counted

you will see My Son
again
and His judgment is final

see to it
your heart can bear
His judgment

[He led me to two Scriptures titled: Parable of Persistence and Praying with Faith!]

(March 28, 2025)—I didn’t see this writing coming this morning. Along with God’s words is a poem I wrote in 2018 (Book 12) titled ‘Many Faces’ and Scripture that you should read. It’s up to you. God is not forced. Yeshuah is not forced. And neither am I.

Since the new year, I have gone down to my dad’s twice for two weeks at a time to help care for him. I have been left alone when it comes to writings during those two weeks periods, but not left alone in divine protection. I’ve learned things about God and about myself. I am not infallible, at all, and I still have my soft heart, something I prayed on a lot. I also still have my boundaries in place and though evil tried to invade, it couldn’t, but that didn’t keep me from praying. My armor…is prayer.

If you ever cared for someone aging in their 70’s and beyond, you may understand the above paragraph. My dad is angry and hateful and his daughters are his target. I love my dad and at the same time I don’t like him. But we must honor our parents, so I do what I can, which is not that easy living eight hours away.

I’m reediting Book 12 currently. I know it seems like I’m constantly editing. In a way, I am. It’s a process. When doing something for God, perfection is required. I go through strife in all my books but the change doesn’t come until Book 13. During the year 2018, which is Book 12, I see where I lost the following or the fans as people saw on social media. I had quite a following before then they started tapering off. Then the accidents my dad had last year which led to me visiting two weeks in January and two weeks this month, and which brought to my heart a lot of questions about those in my family and in myself.

God calls me holy. He calls me His prophet. Yeshuah calls me His prophet. I do not feel like a prophet, neither do I feel holy because when someone bucks me, I tend to buck back. I don’t like sin. I don’t like abuse. And I had to be put in the front of both this year and it’s only three months in.

So as I’m editing Book 12, I come across ‘Many Faces’. I already knew this, long before God called me directly to service. Paul said it as well. I am many faces when God needs me to do His work and I’m called many names because of my behavior. It is sad really. To be called ‘mental‘ and ‘insane‘ when you are doing the work of the Father. But they called Yeshuah names, too, didn’t they?

Many Faces

you say I'm wishy-washy
like a drug addict
to anything—I submit

correct and incorrect
I was taken on a journey
fulfill my destiny
not for my sake of it
but for Yeshuah, the Christ
I roll the dice

the devil always on the prowl
obstructing my way
with mindful words in say
constricting me every which way
trying to halt my here and now

you say you know Yeshuah
then why label me
bring me to sin
when you know the shape I'm in

it was never my test
I prayed–
I must confess

please, God, remove me from this mess

I said over and over
He's like my four-leaf clover
I pray—He answers

He put me on a journey
I'm not wishy-washy or phony
I'm doing my destiny
even while you persecute
think it's funny or cute
the serious–
not under dispute

He removed the mess
'cause it's not my test
I don't have to prove my worth
it's His very turf
that I walk through dirt
as you continue your hard

I work from the heart
truth, honesty
I don't stray far
–for I'm made soft
to love from my heart

I'm not undercover
or using you–
for something to discover
He brought me this endeavor
for you to find the answer
God always protects me
I already told you this
it's not up for guess
it's truth, honesty
–what He's made me
for it's my destiny

I knew it all along that God was calling me. I knew it had to do with writing.  As the writing of the books continued, I knew it was getting more. More of what? I didn’t know. But I just knew that what I was writing had meaning even when it was called ‘trash‘.

In the following Scripture, Ezra 6:19-22, which falls on the same pages as did Zechariah 8:14-17, shows that God is all powerful and has complete control. He is the one leading what is happening in the world…because the Lord had filled them with joy by changing the attitude of the king of Assyria…it is said many places in the Bible who God is…you need to fear Him for He has all the power.

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