‘Punishments of Me’

 Punishments of Me
  
 You† give, You† take away
 I've seen the dark of night
 I've seen the brightest of Your† light
 I've written it all―outright
 including this plea―wrong or right
  
 You've† taken me down
 turn me up-side-down
 round and round
 I plea with Job in sound
 how much more 'til I'm found
 ‒in the complete of bound
  
 I'm doing the work
 my body withering in hurt
 my heart, with death, does flirt
 my eyes filled with dirt
 how much longer will my legs‒
 vertical―surf
  
 You† give, You† take away
 ‒a constant revolving sway
 I pray every day
 sometimes, struggling with faith
 holding on, happiness‒
 one day, You'll† pay
 maybe, that day‒
 I finally finish these words in say
  
 how much longer, Lord†‒
 how many more days must I wait
 ‒too much time in weigh
 passed me by
 so much gone away
 so much anger said
 without anything given in brave
  
 hear my words, Lord†‒
 please return my grateful, humble way
 please return a home‒
 where peace remains in stay
 ‒I'm just asking today
 for You† to hear my say 

Notes: The photograph was taken September 7, 2019. It was part of a message to me regarding a promise made to me by God. It was, and is, a promise that I find hard to believe. It is one of those laughable, incomprehensible deals…like when Abraham told Sarah she would conceive a child in her old age after being barren for 80 years! She laughed. Well, this is one of those! I know God does not lie and that His will always comes to pass. So, when this promise comes to pass, I will disclose the entire set of photographs that go with this one photograph (there’s quite a few). The most amazing part of the revelation of these particular photographs, and the whole deal was amazing, was that David told me to look at the photographs backwards and then the promise was revealed! God sort of pulled a Moses on me…when He turned Moses’ staff into a snake. Well, these pictures, what He put in the sky, matched what David was telling me before, which I recorded every word! Maybe some wonder why I’m so bold in the Lord. This is why. He revealed Himself to me profoundly in all of the photographs He had me take and events that took place in person. The photographs are so revealing to me because David told me about them BEFORE I took them! One day, you will understand this and see GOD!

*God the ‘I Am’Moses said to God, ‘Suppose I go to the Israelites and say to them, ‘The God of your fathers has sent me to you,’ and they ask me, ‘What is His name? Then what shall I tell them?’ God said to Moses, ‘I AM who I AM. This is what you are to say to the Israelites: ‘I AM has sent me to you.” God also said to Moses, ‘Say to the Israelites, ‘The Lord, the God of your fathers—the God of Abraham, the God of Isaac and the God of Jacob—has sent me to you.’ This is My name forever, the name by which I am to be remembered from generation to generation.’—Exodus 3:13-15

‘Punishments of Me’ was written July 10, 2017. I was struggling. I had a job to do for the Lord, I always knew it, and it had been years since the promise ‘Write and they will come.’ They didn’t come. They still haven’t come. But then I know the truth of my work now. This work isn’t for this generation. It is for the future. This generation, I’m told, has failed.

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‘Being Accepted’

*I feel ashamed in a way for not totally seeing the truth. I saw some of it…the yelling and belittling constantly, but not the threats. I won’t celebrate that. I won’t honor that. If that business is going to be rewarded by those who HAVE to fit in, then they don’t have a business with me! I will not reward evil. Sorry, God made me a bit different!

 Being Accepted
  
 they'll rally together
 cast you out‒
 all those you knew
 ‒as in the testament
 of the crucifier
 a symbol...in justifier
  
 there will be excuses
 or they'll just block you out
 ‒either way...does it matter
 they'll still reveal
 their inside character
  
 ‒even if they don't want
 to be a blender
 they will become a joiner
 ‒becoming keepers
 of secrets‒
 joining the preservers
 on the outside
 the pretenders
 hoping no one notices
 no one comes
 to smother
  
 if some tries
 to be the penetrator
 (that would be you)
 they'll gang together
 pull in
 whomever
 ‒creating the solid
 in rubber
  
 bounce, bounce, bounce
  
 how far goes their ladder
  
 well, well, well
  
 on a cross
 they hung the Savior†
  
 no one escapes
 their slaughter 

NOTE: The photograph was taken October 15, 2019: The Phoenix. The phoenix I do point out. It shows up on top of the water. The phoenix is the sign of new birth! A strong and powerful message. Part of the promise made to me is that the man returning to me will go through this ‘new birth’ in a very God way! It is very hard to digest such a promise, but God said: I will make the impossible possible! This promise to me isn’t for me. It’s for Him, for me to glorify Him, and it is for all, a symbol of what He is about to do to earth! In the frame below, David had me blow it up and he showed me what I couldn’t see on my own. This brilliant green shows up in a lot of the frames. David explains this as God’s energy. And He moves it around, reshapes it to reveal this isn’t a joke. As David told me when I first saw this: ‘Karen, that’s God’s footprint!’ Free-will, unconditional love…you have a choice. It’s up to you!

(December 26, 2020)—If you are wondering, He’s still talking, but He’s given nothing to write directly. He tells me to be calm. He reminds me of the promise He made to me and He tells me that what He said already is still going to happen: Millions will die.

His lesson to me today: Being accepted…what people do to be accepted. To stress this lesson, He lead me to Jesus’ crucifixion.

Jesus’ Crucifixion Demanded—[Matthew] ‘What shall I do, then, with Jesus who is called Christ?’ Pilate asked. They all answered, ‘Crucify Him!’ ‘Why? What crime has He committed?’ asked Pilate. But they shouted all the louder, ‘Crucify Him!’ [Luke] Wanting to release Jesus, Pilate appealed to them again. But they kept shouting, ‘Crucify Him! Crucify Him!’ For the third time he spoke to them: ‘Why? What crime has this Man committed? I have found in Him no grounds for the death penalty. Therefore I will have Him punished and then release Him.’ But with the loud shouts they insistently demanded that He be crucified, and their shouts prevailed.[3]—Matthew 27:22,23; Mark 15:12-14; Luke 23:20-23/4778

You can’t deny the lesson: To follow the crowd, to fit in, people will forget everything they stand for!

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‘Sad Silver Bells’ (God)

I can NOT post what He sends me and be normal and accepted by mankind, or…OR I can post what He sends and be accepted by Jesus! Let me see…Jesus wins EVERY TIME! I can’t deny Him.

 Sad Silver Bells (God)
  
 can you hear it
 the wailing, the moaning
 it's everywhere
  
 no blood, no, there's none
 no funerals
 or sad goodbyes
 just wailing
 ‒a dim shock
 at how real
 the Judge's† deal
  
 there are eyes staring
 into empty space
 there was no time
 to heal
 no where's
  
 can you hear it
 there's strings of lights
 here and there
 glistening crimson and gold
 but the packages‒
 they stopped coming
 there's no desires
 ‒just wailing
 that doesn't seem to stop
  
 won't they be quiet
 I'd rather the silence
 I don't wanna see
 too much in their eyes
 ‒this answer of why
 oh! hold me
 while, I, too, sigh
 ‒turn to my God†
 but He† already answered
 why
  
 can you hear it
 the lack of praying
 even as they lay dying
 oh! there...is that it
 is that prayers to God†
 is that prayers seeking
 Jesus†
  
 is that love
 is that what I'm hearing
  
 'no, it's your imagination,'
 they say,
 'God†?
 there is no god
 look at all this death!'
  
 oh! my sweet, sweet Jesus†
 why can't they hear it
  
 look! He's† there
 riding on His† white horse
 bow down
 worship Him†
 He's† standing in
 standing between
 you and God†
 seek Him†
 the sickles are ready
 the judging is already begun
  
 look! how shiny they are
 He† sweeps a silent sweep
 absent of blood
 they fall to the ground
  
 the dove is here
 open your ears...hear
 be not afraid
 in comes the age
 ‒time, times time and
 a half
 the beginning has arrived
  
 all says the Lord Almighty†
  
 left up your head
  
 can you hear it
  
 the sound of His† voice
 can you hear His† anger
 'I† am He†,' the Lord† says
 'I† am the alpha and the omega
 the beginning and the end
 I† am in Him†
 and He† is in Me†,'
 says the Lord Almighty†
  
 'repent!
 find your glory in My† Son†
 find your redemption in Me†
 repent!
 the time has come
 I† am
 therefore
 I† am
  
 this is the only living God†
 the one above and below
 hear!'
   

Note: The photograph is from October 23, 2019: The Dragon and the All-Seeing Eye. The dragon is in the center, it is at an angel slightly to the left. The head is facing to the right and the wings are behind him. The message is clear: GOD IS IN CHARGE!

(December 9, 2020)―I got the title, as I always do, then, ‘Write,’ came. Half way through He took over. That would be God. Then when He left, David told me, ‘Open the book,’ and Revelations! It is the first time in all of this writing that I have been led to Revelations directly after a writing!

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‘Sickle’

The truth cannot be changed or argued. It is. As God is. As Jesus is. Nehemiah…remember! It’s up to you to educate. No one can save you but yourself. Amen.

Sickle
 
I saw Him†
again
larger than life
His† gown...brilliant white
glowing in grace
His† gold hair
‒surprising in color
it was black
during my first site
 
His† hands griping tight
His† arms bent
to His† chest
two blades
to the left, to the right
curving up
to each side
seemingly‒
ready to splice
 
I couldn't help notice
His† eyes
staring straight ahead
‒now I want to cry
all that I've felt inside
couldn't adjust
to this raging sight
 
He† is love
He† is might
standing before me‒
Jesus the Christ†
then again
He† went
out of sight

Note: The photograph was taken September 27, 2019: Love from Heaven. There’s a lot that was revealed this day. The spots on my neck, not only orbs but other images, and not only this particular day. On days after this as well. David told me that I would have to deal with something involving my neck, my throat. I knew for a while that I needed to quit smoking, a habit I enjoyed…a LOT! I also received a dream telling me that I was going to have a fight with an invisible enemy. I wrote about this dream in my writings. The invisible enemy was my addiction to tobacco. I have quit…11 months! It is still difficult, but I have to release my earthily desires. This was one of them.

(December 6)―Nehemiah. He put the wall back together, too…that wall around Jerusalem that kept being torn down by war. As God wants us to put our wall back together. Which wall is that? Our hearts. Our minds. Our self. Heal. I didn’t write today, as in a poem. Instead, I was directed to ‘Sickle’, which was written May 13 of this year. I was asked to read it aloud. I did. Then, ‘Open the book.’ Nehemiah and confession was put before me. Do you see it now?

He’s warned you. God our Father, and Jesus warned us about God’s wrath. I don’t blame you for not hearing. Those who are open to them heard loud and clear. You will mourn. You will complain. You will get hostel. He knows already. After…after you do these things, He asked that you forgive Him for bringing you to them. And He IS bringing you to them. Trust Him.

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‘Lay Siege’

She is facing to the left. Her hair is parted in the middle, and she is wearing a face mask! He was warning us of what was to come! Back in November of last year!

Lay Siege
 
I lay without emotion
except when the Lord† comes
my whole being
pours out its devotion
 
I don't go out much
not at all...do I endure
a human's touch
 
I live in a world
of sanctions
where governments
have lost the formulation
lost peaceful's gratification
 
I squirm under God's† hand
as He† makes me speak to man
through words‒
I very much understand
‒truth...no one's a fan
 
against human kind
they've lit a torch
my country, with empathy‒
there's no crush
peace and luxury‒
they hold the clutch
far superior to any nation
but it's still‒
not good enough
 
they allow themselves
damnation
the vine broken
without ramifications
no one really knowing
where lies jurisdiction
for false preaching
has added to their
suffocation
 
I'm lost in this failed rush
on sex and deception‒
all of them
hold a crush
Your† truth my Lord†‒
they've turned to mush
 
as jeremiah cried
forever entombed laminations‒
they still eat the children
fearing wounds of hunger
they're throwing away
their ability in justification
byway of economic
gratification
 
Lord†, Your† wrath's here
to flush
all those arrogant
in strut
as I sit and watch‒
I can't stay in hush
You've† built in me‒
a worded rush
go against every bit
of shush
‒so hold me
while I fight them
getting on the bus
give me strength
to hold on
in all the fuss
 
I'm not going against
Your† wrath
I'm moving with it‒
in pure glorification
I'll sneak in the seeds
try to beat the corrosion
as You† implement
Your† cleansing application
‒I'll get in whatever I can
through the confusion
that is setting them
in delusion
 
I can do
at least that much
as long as on me‒
as on mankind
You† lay siege
‒You† continue Your† grace
in touch

Note: November 9, 2019: Certainty of Visions. An extraordinary day when it comes to the Lord revealing His magic. The below frame is of a woman. She is facing to the left. Her hair is parted in the middle, and she is wearing a face mask! He was warning us of what was to come! Back in November of last year! If you cannot see this then you are blinded to God and Jesus and you really need to figure out why! This frame is a blow up taken from the frame below it. It is in the water, in what we see with the naked eye as shadows. Embedded in these shadows are actual works of art from GOD. This is what He was mainly pointing out that day. Amazing when David started pointing them out to me and I began to see. I wanted to look at all the art work, which changed in seconds to entirely new canvases, but David said God thought I was overwhelmed! I was! He is flat-out amazing!. If I were an artist of brushes, which I’m not, I would be out there every day taking pictures of shadows then searching them for the gifts God is sending! I recon there’s some out there who have figured this out byway of a special messenger!

(June 22)―I am the man who has seen affliction by the rod of His wrath. He has driven me away and made me walk in darkness rather than light; indeed, He has turned His hand against me again and again, all day long. He has made my skin and my flesh grow old and has broken my bones. He has besieged me and surrounded me with bitterness and hardship. He has made me dwell in darkness like those long dead. He has walled me in so I cannot escape; He has weighed me down with chains. Even when I call out or cry for help, He shuts out my prayer. He has barred my way with blocks of stone; He has made me paths crooked. Like a bear lying in wait, like a lion in hiding, He dragged me from the path and mangled me and left me without help. He drew His bow and made me the target for His arrows. He pieced my heart with arrows from His quiver. I became the laughingstock of all my people; they mock me in song all day long. He has filled me with bitter herbs and sated me with gall. He has broken my teeth with gravel; He has trampled me in the dust. I have been deprived of peace; I have forgotten what prosperity is. So I say, ‘My splendor is gone and all that I had hoped from the Lord.’ I remember my affliction and my wandering, the bitterness and the gall. I well remember them, and my soul is downcast within me. Yet this I call to mind and therefore I have hope:—Lamentations 3:1-21

(November 26)—I slept all day because once again I have my days and nights mixed up. No worries. I’ve always worked better at night. It’s quiet. I sat down to write and ‘Open the book’ came and Ezekiel’s words about the end days. I wanted to cry. David said, ‘I will show you a work that goes with that.’ About an hour later, he did, ‘Lay Siege’, which was written in June of this year. There’s no argument that David led me to this piece on purpose!

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‘Virus’ (The World Vision)

God put into my heart the grieving of it and I began to cry

Virus (The World Vision)
 
over fifty million infected
the people still don't get:
it's not a one-nation affect
 
over a million in death
no one yet
holding their breath
 
words of God† in neglect
putting it all‒
in prospect
the lost of respect
God†...going to have to
interject
more authority
over all these subjects
 
nothing on earth
seems serious
without an intercept
all over the internet
‒plastered death in all its
gory flesh
it's become
a passing acknowledge
‒nothing interesting
expect for sex
in another's bed
 
common has become
bloodshed
the weak‒
can be dead
no tears
will they shed
 
all has to be
in the collect
to make any awaken
in dread
 
all else
they'll shred
spend millions
push the weak
in front the bus‒
claim responsibility
no...it was indirect!

Note: The photograph was taken November 9, 2019: Certainty of Visions. I couldn’t see what was at the bottom of the pond. After I got home and took a look at the photographs, did I realize that God could! I didn’t point these out, David did, nor did I guess at what was in the photographs. They were told to me. Believe that or not…your choice. It still is.

(November 24, 2020)—I fell into a deep trance of sorts during prayer November 23. I don’t believe I’ve been taken this deep before. I felt my head limp and I didn’t have a desire to lift it. I just let it take me, then there He was, beside me: Jesus. The following is what I saw:

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‘If I Could’

To give that Jesus kind of love is the hardest kind of love. It is rare but when you see it, you know what it is.

If I Could
 
if I could
I would
if I had known
words I wouldn't have blown
if I'd heard
I wouldn't have wasted words
 
but I didn't know
all I know
if I was angry
for love...hungry
all I know‒
I move in haste
at the sight of hate
I change my perception
when faced with deception
grab the illusion‒
shake it
in the realm of manipulation
 
all I know
I don't deal with evils‒
in forms of trivia
I don't take them
in my head‒
swirl
I beat them down
‒it doesn't matter
you or someone else
‒this is how evil's dealt
 
I throw all back to hell
match for match
I don't bow down
‒play like some silly clown
 
may way…just may
cause you to frown
‒feel beat down
this...for...you're in drown
with evil's in found
 
if I could
I would
smash that bitch
to the ground
bring you back around
shake you...tell you‒
hey, it's me
 
but I said the words
I wrote the words
 
hurt...I didn't betray
anyone
‒except evil
and all its ways
 
with better eyes
you have to see
hard love was heard
I flew like a bird
‒for with evil
I don't swerve
 
I hit it straight on
 
so if I could
be party to evil‒
I would
‒but I can't
I'll take the chance
so when I'm gone
you'll have a chance
‒with the light
dance

Note: The picture was taken on September 27, 2019: Love from Heaven. I wrote about this many times. The green orb and the helicopter. David said to take pictures of the helicopter and that I will see he is for real. I have a number of frames where the Orb is playing with the helicopter. I see orbs in all the movies and TV shows that I watch…IN EVERYONE of them. Those are different from this one. I’ve seen this type of orb in many pictures from friends. They are there for a reason. I know because David has told me things and when I look at the frames, when I get inside my apartment because I could never see the screen outside, I then see what he was talking about and why he had me take those particular pictures at that particular time. It’s something when you believe in something you cannot see. It’s awesome when God shows…SHOWS you what you normally cannot see! And in ALL these pictures, including those of my face, HE IS SHOWING YOU!

(November 20)—I love you. I feel this way for all that I meet. And this leaves a person with hardly any friends, but I feel, deep in my heart, that it is worth it. There’s a deeper love that all should feel, but most just feel the surface love or no love at all…love for self. That deeper love is the love that Jesus was talking about. If you can feel that, then you are not of the world. Instead you belong to Him. But it can’t have prejudice or hate or envy or jealousy or anything like that mixed with it…that makes you of the world.

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‘Senseless Botherings’

Fact: I’d rather be a Karen than any other name because I was born a Karen and that’s all I know how to be. So, if labeling TRUTH “a Karen”…You are right on point!

Senseless Botherings
 
manipulative tactics
adds a tartness
to life's many twists
 
a change in malice
towards the coming neurosis
open for the opportunist
‒a continued crises
keeping confusion
in madness
 
simple words
simple phrases
simple gestures‒
learned behavior
through hatred
‒variables of influence
 
to fit in‒
you must be
in consistence
with all the malevolence
without interference
 
to be white or black
depends on the surface
‒doesn't matter the mix
breed the educational fix
adds more fire
to the matrix
 
don't show too much
cheerfulness
or gratefulness
‒the other side of the fence
has a special cadence
to fix
all that nonsense!
 
in comes‒
a well-trained harness
bred in materialness
lack of godliness
full of darkness
‒they can't be bothered
with any happiness
 
they'll strip it
in pure rudeness
without thought
‒for their blindness
has made them mindless
to what matters
in gratefulness

Note: I will continue to point out the photographs that I was directed to take. I don’t have to take anymore I was told. I have taken enough to show you God! You can question these photographs. You can picked them apart. The symbols that appear are not camera tricks. In one photograph, God converts the symbol into an angel. Search this site God’s Mercy to discover them all. I have left none out. He wants…WANTS…you to view them, to pick them apart. I’m told within these symbols are some sort of message. I am only to present them. The vine is suppose to come together and discover them. This was way before all this wrath that is upon us. Sooner or later, you will figure all this out. From the scars that He puts on my face, to what the orbs are pointing out (He played with a helicopter once. I know this because David said to take pictures of the helicopter and see what they are going to do, and sure enough the green orb followed it.), to all the cloud messages, to all the faces and the messages sent using the things around me, and the green footprint of the Lord!

Taken September 27 at 17.33.31
Taken September 12 at 14:55.38

Note: The objects in the top left hand corner appear in a lot of pictures. Whatever they are, they are not present to the naked eye: meaning…they weren’t there for me to see with my eyes. They only appear in the pictures on many different days, in many different areas but only over the water.

Taken October 07 at 17:52:50

(November 16)―My mind has been circling around the mean things people have demonstrated towards me lately: the postman and his arrogant rudeness and then a lady posting a comment on my page about the press bringing fear to the people for no reason! I’m beginning to think that the postman’s rudeness was due to color because I really didn’t do anything to justify his response, and I shouldn’t have to be concerned about my mail being delivered in the United States of America! The woman’s comment, which I deleted, is pure blindness because we are in a pandemic! So, this morning when I sat down to write, ‘Senseless Botherings’ came out. It’s clear it is talking about what is coming…the meanness and rudeness and arrogance will only get worse.

Jesus directed me to His words: He says in John 4:27-38:  My food,’ said Jesus, ‘is to do the will of Him who sent Me and to finish His work. Do you not say, ‘Four months more and then the harvest’? I tell you, open your eyes and look at the fields! They are ripe for harvest. Even now, the reaper draws His wages, even now He harvests the crop for eternal life, so that the sower and the reaper may be glad together. Thus the saying ‘One sows and another reaps’ is true. I sent you to reap what you have not worked for. Others have done the hard work, and you have reaped the benefits of their labor.’

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‘The Mastery of Life’ and ‘Initiation’

Then the Lord reached out His hand and touched my mouth and said to me, ‘Now, I have put my words in your mouth. See, today I appoint you over nations and kingdoms to uproot and tear down, to destroy and overthrow, to build and to plant.’—Jeremiah 1:9-12

Two works today. ‘The Mastery of Life’ was written today. I wasn’t alone when I wrote this. I felt guided. This isn’t the first time that a baby is brought to my attention. God put it in the sky several times, as in the below image that was taken December 10, 2019. David pointed out the dragon, the image at the very top, the angel right below it, then in the middle, a woman’s head titled to the right with short hair, my mother, and then to the bottom left is the baby. The baby is holding either another baby or a doll and has a baby band around its head.

There are many other places in the photographs on God’s mercy that a baby is shown in the sky. You don’t have to believe what I show you or write for you. It still is. ‘Initiation’ was written in March of this year. I included here because the Scripture that was pointed out to me today was also pointed out when ‘Initiation’ was written and I felt it in my heart that these two works somehow go together. Maybe it’s because in the commentary, I relay to you a vision I had of Jesus.

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‘Chastise Me’

Just because they say it, doesn’t mean it’s true.

Chastise Me
 
You† place a dare
I abide
by the heir
 
You† had me write it
I questioned it
You† demanded it
‒O Lord†, did I fake it
 
hearing Your† voice
through the ages‒
ever so rare
‒over the top
do I care
‒into space
I stare
for with the world
You† demand
I share
 
my heavenly Father†
my sincere Brother†
of all...the most holy
if I have heard wrong
with all the strength
in strong
chastise me
flog me
strip me of life
for I only heard
what was there
to write
 
now, I beg, O Lord†
teach this young heart
how close
to being an heir
do I fare
in words You† declare
all the responsibility
on my sleeve‒
I wear
because You† said it
in Your† sovereign declare
 

Note: The photograph is from the February 9, 2019: Rough Waters…Millions Will Die collection. The title was given to me. In every set of photographs there’s a cross. This cross is combined with the Anchor. It’s there. If you see it, you see it. Many other things were revealed with God using the Clouds to help me, help you. If you don’t want to learn, I can’t help you understand. It is…still!

(November 7)—God does not lie. I woke up this morning to the declaration that Biden won the USA presidency. I’m told it’s a lie. I’m not at all involved in politics and I hate having to write or comment about it because the US government has become too corrupt to even consider it worthy of writing about. I should know. I do have several books on it. I have done enough research to know truth. The accepted truth in America is the lie.

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