October 15, 2019: The Phoenix

The Phoenix: a long-lived bird that cyclically regenerates or is otherwise born again.

NOTE: This page, as well as all these pages under God’s Mercy, begins with a writing, one I’m guided to write as a message to you from God. Then following the writing is a slew of awesome photographs. These photographs aren’t your ordinary photographs. These are photographs that I’m allowed to take in order to teach you about how to reach God, how to communicate directly and indirectly with Him and Jesus. These photographs consist of God’s magic like beautiful sun rays, orbs, my purple aura, awesome colors, Jesus sprinkles, the Faces of beings that are all around us, and unique symbols that God wants people of the world to decode. There’s a message in them that He wants revealed. So if you know what they mean, please contact me. I also talk about David, my spirit Guide, often, so if you get confused, just check out his page. I also have a page dedicated to the third eye and my picture documentation as I move along in this process. I just don’t go to the lake and take pictures. I go when David tells me to. (None of these pictures have been manipulated except for resizing in order to place them here for you to see. I have kept all originals before resizing them.) Thank you k. e. leger

[Note: Another thing to take note of throughout all my writings is that I repeat things often. Each writing is separate, written on different days. If something is repeated, it means that message is important. That’s all I can say about that. It’s up to you to understand it.]

Dawn of Light
I was sent to you...a gift
to see you through
but in this world–
you're adrift
lost in your purlieu
–your constant need to subdue
given chances...to resist
your constant whoop-de-do
adds to the neurosis
–the constant round-and-round malice
leading a life in ballyhoo
–maybe, a little voodoo
wake up...see through the wickedness
you have a chance to redress
come out of the wilderness
rebuild from your weakness
–understand the probable diagnosis
instead of being the fool‒
adding hated fuel...ridicule
wanting...anyone to duel
when they see
these elements in you
you're not worthless or valueless
you're just lost in feebleness
–you have a corrective finesse
that's given to you–
in trustworthiness
leading you to truthfulness
opening you up from blindness
from your double-sided ficialness
Jesus† is not just a guest
–it's in dawning the light
of godliness
turning away from ugliness
selfishness, foolishness
stop where you are...regroup
you're given the tools
to undo
all that caused the spew
that changed your avenue
–what's inside of you
God† sends you gifts
you think they're a patterned matrix
smothering you in madness
making you the procuress
they seem to bring out–
the worse in you
questioning the depths of you
forbidding to be lost in mute
when it comes to your every fantasying toot
look closely at what you believe–
to be only gloom
their actions tell you truth
–over...anything...you think is shrewd
you're missing the whew
from what God†
sent to you
their heated words–
just formal tributes
pulling at your hidden fortified cocoon
where your true pain...lies entombed
that which you refuse to exhume
–avoid facing its gloom
avoid acknowledging–
it's made you its prostitute
it's there in your youth
only you...to admit
what it did
how your life...it did twist
adding to all of it
the embedded phoenix
enabling you to forget
the horror of it
enabling you to become–
attached to a fetish
–an obsession...you can't do without–
it's more than I gotta have it
it's an apocalypse–
if for too long...you're not in it
you pray in unrest
you beg to erase...this hidden secret
what drives this sinful fetish
what you've hidden behind in finesse
–denying the inside digest
pain...buried in your chest–
youth's hidden transgress
that which you suppressed
hoping no one sees its harvest
God† hears the correspondence
He† knows the offense–
what caused the violence
what caused the lost adolescence
–the constant inside turbulence
God† answered your request
you've missed the inquest
His† endless process
–in all your mixed-up fume
lost in your fetish pursuit
denying its true reasons of refuge–
you've missed the sweet perfume
God† sent...just for you
–you've mistaken its message tribune–
that which comes to save you
–from death's fiery tomb

(October 17, 2019)―I wrote ‘Dawn of Light’ on February 24th. This whole site is about healing, and it’s one of God’s most important subjects. Our children are really, really special to God, and, to me, His reasoning is sound. We must protect the children and when we can’t, we must heal them when they grow up. I included this piece because of one particular line…the embedded phoenix…because on October 15th, God sent me a phoenix. I didn’t know what it meant until I reread this poem. The phoenix…the heart of the warrior.

A Girl’s Story: There once was this girl, she lived a God-fearing life, one of solemnest, but one also of fire. For a fire burned inside of her and she never knew exactly why. She hid in the secrets of life, she hid who she truly was. She tasted sin. She welcomed it. But she only did it for the promise of love…that didn’t come. So she traveled. She felt free. She experienced free. But…in truth, she wasn’t free. There was still something inside of herself that she couldn’t release and she didn’t know what it was nor did she know how to discover it. She put her trust if the Lord and threaded through life taking what was brought to her with pride and joy on the outside as she buried herself further on the inside.

Then after many years of knowing something that she didn’t really know…just felt…her life changed and in came this boy. Different. He was different. She knew something of him, but she didn’t know what that was. ‘Go to him,’ she thought she heard God say. So, she trusted and went. It wasn’t paradise. It was what she asked God for…only…she didn’t know that there was more and God wouldn’t tell her what that was. All she knew was with him, she felt she was home. He allowed her to be free because he seemed free. He loved her without bounds. Or so it seemed. At least, she was with her own kind, even though he didn’t see it that way. She already knew.

More years went by. Time slipped. Things changed. God would take him away then bring him back to her. Again and again. She would ask, ‘Why him?’ But no answer came. But she would miss his smile, his laughter all the same. She would miss how he knew her. She would miss his little boy ways. A lot happened between this girl and this boy. They experienced a lot of happy and a lot of sad. A lot of sad.

In the end, she knew he hated her for what she had to do. But God told her that in order to save him, she had to do what He asked her to do. She didn’t want to. She cried a lot. But God’s love always won her over no matter how hard she fought. She complied and did what He asked of her. It wasn’t easy. It meant that she had to give her love up. It meant she had to break her own heart in order to save his. She didn’t want to, but she did what she had to. In her heart, she knew she wasn’t doing it just for God. She did it for him. She realized that her love was so powerful for this boy that she was willing to give him up to save his life. She knew he would hate her. She knew that his love was not as powerful as hers…not at that time. He was still just a boy. She prayed that one day he would understand, and she broke her own heart.

After her tears stopped, God revealed many things to her. Things she could never fathom to be true, but she always trusted in God. He told her that she and this boy…their names were written in the Book of Truth way up in heaven. He said that from birth, they were destined to be together. God told her that they each had a journey that they had to go on first, and those journeys would be a test of their love for each other. He said that their pain would first bring them together then tear them apart, but they’d come back together to teach the world about unconditional love.

‘How can this be?’ She asked God. Then, to her, Jesus revealed true love. He sent her many signs, told her that together her and this boy would start a vine that would grow the good fruit and it would spread throughout the world. She didn’t understand. So, they revealed her and this boy’s story to her in the sky with rainbows and clouds and what would be the result of their love.

Her heart filled with joy but sadness as well. Joy that God and Jesus would love her enough to reveal such things to her, but sad because she felt the pain from this boy. She knew he would never return to her. Then Jesus came to her and said, ‘He is your husband and you are his wife.’ She knew deep in her heart that she’d do God’s will, whatever it was that He asked of her.

Soon, her heart was filled with love for this boy again and the fear of hate left her every cell. Her faith filled her with joy and she told God that she would wait if that was what He wanted her to do. But that wasn’t what God wanted. He wanted her to want to wait for the boy on her own, not because He wanted her to. She fought this over in her heart and in her mind, and came to realize this boy was her love. There would be no one else. Her heart belonged to him. As she searched her mind, realizing that if this boy never came, she’d be alone for the rest of her life. She came to terms with what unconditional love meant, what true love meant…the kind that they wrote about in stories so long ago. What she felt inside was real love. The kind of love you can’t buy or fake. It was the kind of love that she dreamed about as a girl. She bowed her head at the thought of never seeing this boy again, but what did it matter, he was in her heart. Then she remember God’s promise: that they’d be together again. Then she smiled. God always comes through. She knew that the rebirth of life is His specialty. So, she lived each day thinking of this boy, waiting for his return.

Would you have enough faith to do that? To believe. Sometimes we question our faith. This is okay. We are human. We are made to self-doubt, to question, to wonder. In the past seven years, I’ve had some pretty amazing things happen in my life. I often question before these seven years. Those years were amazing in a different way. It was the journey I had to take before God revealed more of Himself to me. He gave me three wonderful children. He gave me knowledge and before things fell apart, a husband. But that wasn’t meant to be. It wasn’t part of my destiny. Looking back over it all, I think, ‘What the hell God?’, but then I realize…He knows a lot more than me. Trusting in what we can’t see is hard. But I feel it. I wonder…I know others feel it, too. Don’t you? You know…God’s spirit…Jesus’ love. To me…it’s so powerful. I know you must feel it!

The story above: Would you know if you were on a divine mission? Would you trust in it? How would you know? If you did know and you followed what God put into your heart and everyone denounced you, would you still trust in it? Questions. I always have them. God did give me a journalist’s mind. He knows me well. He knows the one thing I seek over all things: True Love. Is it possible? Jesus tells me yes, and that I will have it…that I need to be patient. Patience…has never been my virtue. God knows this as well. So, He sent me the following scriptures…He’s always right on time!

Processes of Truth
the truth in the processes of truth's cup–
is digging it all up
–going further than the surface stuff
where the deepest cuts dwell
uprising a rage...battles–
devouring our inside to outside hell
doing what's necessary for love
–fighting in screams of yell
to truly feel the glory
of the morning dove
it's discovering what's deep inside of you
that which defines you
making you look...at times...a fool
using whatever tools
for every obstacle you have to get through
just to comfort and soothe–
the win...what you've already been through
it's putting on boxing gloves
sometimes, for a while, your soul to sell
staggering in anxiety...words in cuss
calming, then waiting on the next ding of the bell
not wanting the enrage–
knowing it's coming...that next round in fuss
–forcing it all out...as your face turns to pale
it's standing firmly in truth
while lies are thrown at you
struggling in the duel
not knowing what to do
–not even having a clue
as you waddle through
what you have to get through
it's a bit of witches brew
cornering yourself in a cell
thinking...out the cage...you already flew
–realizing...there's something you didn't do
so you make up stories in your head...to tell
–wondering if you're going to make it through
fighting in a way...you're not used to
but knowing...no matter what...you have to
it's seeing red....knowing it's blue
lacking any type of curfew
waddling in the worded slew
protecting what's inside of you
praying...not again...to come unglued
growing in the processes of truth–
does a bit of hurt on you
when you finally see what you didn't do–
the dangers of youth–
what's hidden...buried inside
what stuck like glue
now...knowing exactly what to do–
unravel...shift through
understand...what it's done to you
then take it...all that damage...undo
understand...there's still life to do
demanding...it won't anymore–
tangle you in its rotten slew
it's in the processes of truth–
all the fight you have to do
to see the real of you–
after all...life...threw at you
learning...resetting your mind...overdo
wanting...truly...all the new
–what comes after the processes of truth
that desiring need for stay...in love
after each time you fell
praying for guidance from above
don't let me crawl back into my shell
yearning for the simple in hug
wanting to see the true meaning in in love
–it's just not a fairy tale
that's easy to write off and sell
that desiring need in honestly–
to give...feel...the real in love
to feel not...anymore...lost in stale
to feel not...anymore...calling anyone's bluff
to know you're not...anymore...locked in a cell
to know...gone is all the fluff
–there's no more hurtles in rough
it's all gone...all that bottled-up, inside stuff
you're ready to deal...dealt
now it's time to freely ride love's rail
without fears in fail
without worries in tough
honestly knowing you're good enough
that everything wins...with the truth in love
–the real in the glory
of the morning dove

Warning Against DivisionsI appeal to you, brothers, in the name of our Lord Jesus Christ, that all of you agree with one another so that there may be no divisions among you and that you may be perfectly united in mind and thought. My brothers, some from Chloe’s household have informed me that there are quarrels among you. What I mean is this: One of you says, ‘I follow Paul’; another, ‘I follow Apollos’; another, ‘I follow Cephas’; still another, ‘I follow Christ.’ Is Christ divided? Was Paul crucified for you? Were you baptized into the name of Paul? I am thankful that I did not baptize any of you except Crispus and Gaius, so no one can say that you were baptized into my name. (Yes, I also baptized the household of Stephanas; beyond that, I don’t remember if I baptized anyone else.) For Christ did not send me to baptize, but to preach the gospel―not with words of human wisdom, lest the cross of Christ be emptied of its power.’—1 Corinthians 1:10-17

NOTES:  That first line…powerful! Being united in mind and thought is how we should be. I watched a movie a couple of nights ago about family. The story centered around this one couple who made mistakes during the raising of their first born, then they discovered that Jesus needed to be a part of everything that they did. They worked together to empower their next three children and as the years went by, their first child came to understand how Jesus works: Through love and forgiveness.

Not communicating is the downfall of the world as I see it. It is the downfall of relationships over and over again. When I first started writing about my life as a way for others to heal, I really didn’t understand this. I had to grow, mature in the Lord. I’m not embarrassed to talk about God or Jesus. No way! I’m empowered when I do. That’s how life should be for everyone. Seeing that it isn’t, is hard for me to understand. That was the biggest thing I got from the visions God has sent to me…He wants us all united. Isn’t that something!

God’s WisdomFor the message of the cross is foolishness to those who are perishing, but to us who are being saved it is the power of God. For it is written: ‘I will destroy the wisdom of the wise; the intelligence of the intelligent I will frustrate.’ Where is the wise man? Where is the scholar? Where is the philosopher of this age? Has not God made foolish the wisdom of the world? For since in the wisdom of God the world through its wisdom did not know Him, God was pleased through the foolishness of what was preached to save those who believe. Jews demand miraculous signs and Greeks look for wisdom, but we preach Christ crucified; a stumbling block to the Jews and foolishness to Gentiles, but to those whom God has called, both Jews and Greeks, Christ the power of God and the wisdom of God. For the foolishness of God is wiser than man’s wisdom, and the weakness of God is stronger than man’s strength.―1 Corinthians 1:18-25

NOTES: Veils. Testing. Rebuilding of self. I talk about the veils a lot. It is something I will eventually teach in videos and in front of people. As a messenger, I do have messages to deliver. The veils are a powerful instrument of God. He does this for a reason. When we prove our worth in some way, it gives Him the idea that we can do more for Him. Hence, veiling what we already know to rebuild us in truth…His truth. That happened to me. I fought it. Damn straight I did! I had a plan for my life. The catch: It wasn’t His plan. God can strip you of your knowledge. He can take all that you’ve learned away. I’m proof of that. When the rebuild happens, we are fools and everyone sees us as fools. But that’s okay. It hurts, but it’s okay. I can say that now. I couldn’t when it was happening. When it was happening, God gave me this bold, in-your-face attitude that seemed bullet proof. I wasn’t bullet proof.

I think people are questioning why He chose me to speak for Him. Because maybe He brought me down to fool so that He could condition me the way He needed me to be conditioned. He approves of my fuck-you church. That may be hard to understand for some. But hard love…it’s really difficult to administer. You’ve got to be willing to stand up and fight if you have to. You’ve got to muster the strength to let others see you cry and still stand tall. That’s not really easy to do. To say, ‘Hey, fuck you, you are good enough,’ to a woman who’s been beat, broken and worn needs to be said by someone with a fuck-you attitude. I don’t always have this attitude…a lot has humbled me…but I think I can face a woman like that and say, ‘I hurt, too, let’s blow this bitch and find happy!’ I think she’d appreciate that.

Hard love is what God gives. His lessons hurt like hell and during them, we feel helpless, lost, confused, shaken up. We sometimes put this armor on because of the pain that we suffered, the strife we had to experience, those things that steal our innocence, our dignity. He doesn’t allow those things to happen to us because He hates us. No. He does them because He loves us and He has big plans for us, and in order for us to handle what He has in store for us, He has to make us strong. In order for some of us to do what He’s asking us to do, we have to experience sin, we have to experience atrocities that other people don’t have to experience. Sometimes, God has to hand us over to the devil to get what He wants out of us. This is so very hard to understand. His mercy is always there. But sometimes…that evil whore has us so wrapped into its claws that it takes someone else that God sends to help pull us away from that evil bitch. Hard love. God hands it out through Himself and through each of us. He knows what He is doing. Trust in the process of His hard love.

Examples of LowlinessBrothers, think of what you were when you were called. Not many of you were wise by human standards; not many were influential; not many were of noble births. But God chose the foolish things of the world to shame the wise; God chose the weak things of the world to shame the strong. He chose the lowly things of this world and the despised things―and the things that are not―to nullify the things that are, so that no one may boast before Him. It is because of Him that you are in Christ Jesus, who has become for us wisdom from God―that is, our righteousness, holiness and redemption. Therefore, as it is written: ‘Let him who boasts boast in the Lord.’1 Corinthians 1:26-31

NOTES: Callings. Shame. Don’t feel shame for the things you’ve gone through. You are worth the effort God has put into you. Never forget that. It may not feel it…trust in the process. As Paul says above, God sends us to be mocked, condemned for a reason. He is wise beyond man’s reason, so believe that He has done this to you for a good purpose. If He sent you to counsel rape victims, how would you know how if you hadn’t been raped? If He sent you to be a policeman, how would you know how to deal if He hadn’t sent you to school first? The same goes to doctors and nurses and teachers. If He sent you to counsel abuse victims, how would you know how unless you experienced it first? Does that make any sense?

If you suffered something so horrible, but what you know could save lives, souls, how can you deny what happened to you? We learn because people experience shit. We are able to feel the pain of things that never happened to us because those it did happen to spoke about it or wrote about it. Jesus said it…that how would we know sin if no one told us. Really. How? We can only fight evil by those who have experienced evil. We learn from them. God thought they were strong enough to handle it. In my experience, when we can’t handle it, Jesus intervenes by throwing us crumbs byway of other people. His love is that grand. The hard part: Trusting in what He’s doing for us.

Preaching Not EloquentWhen I came to you, brothers, I did not come with eloquence or superior wisdom as I proclaimed to you the testimony about God. For I resolved to know nothing while I was with you except Jesus Christ and Him crucified. I came to you in weakness and fear, and with much trembling. My message and my preaching were not with wise and persuasive words, but with a demonstration of the Spirit’s power, so that your faith might not rest on men’s wisdom, but on God’s power.―1 Corinthians 2:1-5

NOTES: Paul is so awesome. When I first read this, I smiled. I don’t have much eloquence. I don’t always know the right things to say in person. In writing, I can go on and on. In person, I numb up. My parents raised us girls right, but they really left something out: Personal communication. Talking about how I feel and listening to how another feels is hard for me. When I finally opened up and spoke how I feel, I seemed to have gotten the shaft, so I wrote about it. Twelve books later, I still am not very good at personal communication. So, I ask God, ‘How am I going to go in front of abused women and listen?’ The answer: Trust. I get that a lot.

This year I learned one of my most valuable lessons thus far in 50 years: Humbleness. I learned how to refrain from hurting another. That didn’t come easy. It was very hard. And in the process, I hurt myself more. We don’t know another person’s story unless they tell us. I learned this, too, when it comes to communication in relationships: You can’t build anything if you don’t talk. When you want to get to know another person, you have to ask questions. When those questions are asked, you have to answer them. To go deeper: If you want someone to truly love you, you have to tell them everything about you no matter if it hurts or not. I see a lot of torment in relationships for nothing. It’s silly. The question you should ask yourself: Is there ONE person in this big world who knows me? What is your answer? That one person should be the person you decided to spend the rest of your life with. They should know everything there is to know about you from the smallest to the deepest of pains. That’s love. God sent them to you to help you heal. Let them.

Speaking about how we feel is hard. Speaking about love is even harder for some. It shouldn’t be. Jesus came with one true message: Love. He was a man. He spoke of love. He wasn’t a weak man either. So, what makes you so different. Love is being open with a person, sharing and caring and dealing with heart at the deepest of levels. Do you know when we are properly loved, we spread that shit everywhere? Really. It just keeps spilling over. When we are loved, when there is trust and faithfulness and loyalty….I don’t know about you, but I feel like I can fucking fly! That’s what Jesus was talking about!

It's Your Turn
I've done my part
traveled the miles
moved so many times
hearing the signs, moving in rhyme
now...I'm here
after many, many tears
quite a few years
now...it's your turn
I'll make a home
become comfortable on my own
I'll take back my individuality
–no longer fake's clone
I'll settle in without seeking you out
it's your leg of the race
open will become my face
you now have to find me
the veils have moved to open
look closely...open...eyes to see
you'll be sent slight tokens
–it's your turn to seek
I'm not waiting
you'll have to pull me in
without me helping–
not even as a friend

Wisdom From the SpiritWe do, however, speak a message of wisdom among the mature, but not the wisdom of this age or of the rulers of this age, who are coming to nothing. No, we speak of God’s secret wisdom, a wisdom that has been hidden and that God destined for our glory before time began. None of the rulers of this age understood it, for if they had, they would not have crucified the Lord of glory. However, as it is written: ‘No eye has seen, no ear has heard, no mind has conceived what God has prepared for those who love him’―but God has revealed it to us by His Spirit. The Spirit searches all things, even the deep things of God. For who among men knows the thoughts of a man except the man’s spirit within him? In the same way no one knows the thoughts of God except the Spirit of God. We have not received the spirit of the world but the Spirit who is from God, that we may understand what God has freely given us. This is what we speak, not in words taught us by human wisdom but in words taught by the Spirit, expressing spiritual truths in spiritual words.―1 Corinthians 2:6-13

NOTES: The Holy Spirit. Veils. ‘It’s Your Turn’ written June 9th…talks about the removing of the veils. And the veils are the secret. Example: If the Jews would have remembered what was prophesied, they wouldn’t have crucified Jesus, and the New Covenant wouldn’t have gone into affect. That’s just a small example of the veils. When we learn what God wants us to learn, then we move into maturity…the spiritual kind. To do that, God has to strip us of previous knowledge…He veils us! Basically, He brings us down to fool and reteaches us.

God is showing us all through all these photographs another secret part of heaven. He’s revealing a lot…you should pay attention. When you fall in love with God…with Jesus…things start to happen, things you never dreamed of happening. The power is so amazing. It’s not hard to fall in love with them ya know. And once you fall, God reveals so much.

There’s so much I can say here, but I’ll save that for the writings for the posts. To ask for Love from God, even though it’s already there, then receive it like He’s sent it to me in these pictures says so much to me. I wish I could bottle it up and have it for everyone who ask me. No human can teach us these things. Do you know why? Because God is everything. He’s technology. Do you have to wonder how He can manipulate my camera? He’s revealing that all you see in those pictures is from Him byway of the sun.

On October 8th, He did some amazing things with the orbs. In the pictures below, they had a hard time making a heart in my hair, so He sent heart orbs! That’s love. Why am I receiving so much love? Because I was faithful to Him even when it hurt. And that’s what you do. You trust in Him. Trust in what He’s doing in your life. Get a Bible. Turn to it for answers. Talk to Jesus. Talk to God. Openingly. Out loud. Screw what people think. Your soul matters first! When you got that done…handled yourself, then you can concern yourself with others. You have to take care of yourself before you can take care of others. Talk to God. He’s so waiting. And you don’t have to be all holy and shit! That’s B.S. from men wanting control. God wants you to open up just the way you are. Love who you are. You are worth it.

Wisdom For Spiritually MindedThe man without the Spirit does not accept the things that come from the Spirit of God, for they are foolishness to Him, and He cannot understand them, because they are spiritually discerned. The spiritual man makes judgments about all things, but he himself is not subject to any man’s judgment: ‘For who has known the mind of the Lord that he may instruct Him?’ But we have the mind of Christ.―1 Corinthians 2:14-16

NOTES: Veils. There you go. That very first line. I know this. Of course, it still hurts. I understand all that is in these pictures. I understand everything He has me writing. I even understand why the things in the visions have to happen. My heart hurts but I do understand. If you feel God in your heart, go all the way. Let Jesus be the main part of your life.

If you receive a message or a dream, you didn’t get that for just anything. God is talking to you. Listen. Write them all down. Share them. Fuck embarrassment. Really. Be proud that God shared with you. That’s an honor! Do you hear! That’s over winning any kind of award man could reward. God! Come on! If He asked you something, if He sends you anything…reveal…share with the world. How happy this world would be if we all knew how God shares, how Jesus shares! How powerful we would be if we shared how we beat that evil whore the devil!

Unity is what God wants. We need to choose the light or the pit. We need to come to terms with our choice. Then we need to build Jesus’ army. They are sending these pictures to share the love. They don’t have to send these. They don’t even have to warn us. But they are. The visions were enough for God. I asked for more…hence, the pictures. If I’m willing to go take them, then one by one put them on here, you could at least give it consideration. God is asking. I’m a messenger. Nothing more. Thank you.

Brave Are You!
it's all
in heart and mind
–they must combine
don't forget
where lies
the gold
it isn't for show
it's to help–
be careful–
evil likes to hold
‒bring you
down below
God's† mercy
is bold
He'll† help you
grace will come–
you aren't...yet
in Jesus†–
you...are the vine
‒in all good time
things unwind
grow hot
out of cold
see...from where–
comes the gold
let it shine
‒the green
will overflow
on...your vine

[Reminder Note: The pictures that follow have not been altered. I still hold on to all originals. Thus far, I’m just using my simple phone camera. There are no defects to my camera. If you have any questions, please don’t hesitate to contact me.]

Note: What I tell you here isn’t just a guess. I have help from the spiritual world…my Spirit Guide David, who points these things out to me. In these pictures, pay attention to how the green orb (God’s energy) changes His shape and moves fast to prove to you that it is Him. Pay attention, as in all the photographs on God’s Mercy, the time. This seems to be an important factor that God is trying to tell you. How fast He can move and that His time is different than ours. (When you see two pictures with the exact same time, but one with a letter, that means that the mega date registered them as being taken at the exact same time.) Remember that a majority of the time, the orbs are pointing something out, especially when its the single green or purple orb. The symbols that have appeared on my face have again surfaced in a big way. I am told these symbols are messages. In these photographs, the orbs seem to carry the symbols. David’s Daisy is back! Pure Love! The purple is from Jesus. The double orbs, especially those in the deep pink/reddish bubble are a private message to myself and another person. Don’t worry…I know what they mean and I’ll reveal what they mean when God’s promise is fulfilled. Also the reflections I’m told again have a message in them and not just the bright reflection, the shadows or reflections in the background near the other shore. This is where the Phoenix will appear. God does some extraordinary things again with the reflection. Blue is pointed out a lot in these photos, also waves.

4:51:42…Sun, Green Orb, Reflection
4:51:44…Sun, Green Orb (by corner of cement), Reflection
4:51:48…Sun, Green Orb (right of reflection…bottom of thick grass), Reflection
4:51:49…Sun, Green Orb, Reflection
4:52:03…Just Me
4:52:06…Daisy Sun, Double White and Gold Orb in Bubble, Jesus love, Reflection
4:52:08…Daisy Sun, Double White Orb, Reflection
4:52:09…Daisy Sun, Double Green Orb, Reflection
4:52:11…Daisy Sun, Reflection
4:52:12…Daisy Sun, Double White Orb, Reflection
4:52:13…Daisy Sun, Double Green Orb, Reflection
4:52:15…Daisy Sun, Green Orb, Symbol (left side of forehead), Reflection
4:52:17…Sun, Pink Orb
4:52:19…Sun, Pink Orb (on chin)
4:52:20…Sun, Green Orb, Symbol (right side of head), Reflection
4:52:21…Sun, Green Orb, Symbol (right side of head), Reflection
4:52:21…Symbol moved to top of head
4:52:21…Faces…He’s in my hair on the right on my forehead
4:52:22…Sun, Green Orb, Symbol (still on top of head), Reflection
4:52:22A…Sun, Green Orb, Symbol (still on top of head), Reflection
4:52:22A…Faces (right side of forehead)
4:52:23…Sun, Green Orb, Symbol (still on top of head), Reflection
4:52:23…Faces (right side of forehead)
4:52:26…Sun, Green Orb, Reflection
4:52:28…Marks on forehead
4:52:33…Sun, Green Orb (the line that has appeared over and over and God’s energy footprint), Reflection
4:52:36…Sun, Green Orb, Reflection
4:52:37…Sun, Green Orb, Reflection
4:52:37A…Sun, Reflection
4:52:40…Sun, Green Orb Line, Reflection
4:52:41…Sun, Green Orb Line, Reflection
4:52:46…Sun, Green Orb Line, Reflection
4:52:46A…Sun, Green Orb Line, Reflection
4:52:47…Sun, Green Orb, Reflection
4:52:47A…Sun, Green Orb, Reflection
4:52:48…Sun, Green Orb (left of reflection), Reflection
4:52:48…Sun, Green Orb, Reflection
4:53:05…Just Me
4:53:06…Just Me
4:56:12…Daisy Sun, Green Orb, Symbol (left side of me over water), Reflection
4:56:13…Daisy Sun, Pinkish/Gold Orb, Symbol (left side of me over water), Reflection
4:56:14…Sun, Green Orb, Symbol (over eye), Reflection
4:56:15…Sun, Ring, Reflection
4:56:17…Sun Rays
4:56:17…Sun Rays with strips, Marking on forehead
4:56:20…Daisy Sun, Whitish/Green Double Orb, Reflection, Waves
4:56:22…Daisy Sun, Green Orb, Symbol (left side in hair), Reflection, Waves
4:56:22…Symbol, See the Face at the top; also my hair is jet black…the gold is not actually my hair.
4:56:23…Sun, Reflection, Waves
4:56:23…The symbol will emerge from the right side. If you think this is some sort of camera/light deal, you are out of your mind! This is God magic 100%
4:56:24…Sun, Symbol in bubble (that whole bubble deal came out of that reflection in 1 second!), Reflection, Waves
4:56:25…Sun, Symbol in bubble (the entire symbol changed in 1 second!), Reflection, Waves
4:56:26…Sun, Symbol in bubble (the entire symbol changed again in 1 second!) , Reflection, Waves
4:56:27…Sun, Symbol in bubble (the entire symbol changed yet again and moved in 1 second!) , Reflection, Waves
4:56:28…Sun, Symbol in bubble (the entire symbol changed yet again and moved in 1 second!) , Reflection, Waves, Jesus Love across my face, Notice the purple to the left side of my head
4:56:30…Sun Rays, Part of a Symbol on my Shirt, Reflection
4:56:33…Daisy Sun, Symbol, Reflection, Waves, Jesus Love across my face
4:56:34…Daisy Sun, Symbol in bubble, Reflection, Waves, Jesus Love across my neck
4:56:35…Sun, Symbol in bubble, Reflection, Waves
4:56:36…Sun, Symbol went back into reflection, Reflection, Waves
4:56:37…Sun, Symbol in bubble, Reflection, Waves
4:56:37…towards the other shore…these constantly change
4:56:38…Sun, Symbol in bubble, Reflection, Waves
4:56:39…Sun, Symbol in bubble, Reflection, Waves, Jesus Love on face
4:56:40…Sun, Symbol went back into reflection, Reflection, Waves
4:56:41…Sun, Symbol in bubble, Reflection, Waves
4:56:42…Sun, Symbol in bubble, Reflection, Waves
4:56:44…Daisy Sun, Green Orb, Symbol in bubble, Reflection, Waves
4:56:45…Daisy Sun, Green Orb, Symbol, Reflection, Waves
4:56:45…looks like an angel to me
4:56:46…Daisy Sun, Green Orb, Symbol in bubble, Reflection, Waves
4:56:48…Sun, Green Orb, Symbol, Markings on Neck, Reflection
4:56:48…That looks like a person!
4:56:50…Sun, Green Orb, Symbol, Markings on Neck, Reflection, Dots in Eyes
4:56:50A…Sun Rays, Reflection
4:56:51…Daisy Sun, Green Orb, Symbol, Markings on Neck, Reflection, Dot in eye
4:56:51…Faces in hair
4:56:52…Daisy Sun, Green Orb, Symbol, Markings on Neck, Reflection
4:56:53…Daisy Sun, Green Orb, Symbol, Reflection
4:57:11…Sun, White Orbs, Green Orb (In water by white floater to right), Reflection
4:57:26…Sun, Green Orb Line, White Floater Friend is back
4:57:26…He always finds one spot to stay so that I can find Him.
4:57:27…Sun, Reflection, Green Orb Line, White Floater Friend is back
4:57:34…Sun, Reflection, White Floater Friend, and White circles
4:57:34…These little guys usually hang around as well. I thought they were just light. They are not. See October 8th.
4:57:35…Sun, Reflection, Green Orb, White Floaters
4:57:36…Sun, Reflection, Green Orb, White Floaters
4:57:36…Sun, Reflection, Green Orb, White Floaters
4:57:37…Sun, Reflection, Green Orb (pointing out the reflection and the blue), White Floaters
4:57:37A…Sun, Reflection, Green Orb (pointing out the reflection and the blue), White Floaters
4:57:38…Sun, Reflection, Green Orb (pointing out the reflection), White Floaters
4:57:56…Sun, Reflection, Green Orb Line, White Floaters
4:58:00…Sun, White Floaters
4:58:02…Sun, Green Orb line and Footprint, White Floaters
4:58:02…He’s not a long here
4:58:03…Sun, Reflection, White Floaters
4:58:04…Sun, Reflection, Green Orb, White Floaters
4:58:07…Sun, Reflection, Green Orb, White Floaters
4:58:08…Sun, Reflection, White Floaters
4:58:08A…Sun, Reflection, White Floaters
4:58:09…Sun, Reflection, White Floaters
4:59:53…Daisy Sun, Reflection, Green Orb, Symbol, White Floaters
4:59:55…Daisy Sun, Reflection, Double Green Orb, Symbol, White Floaters
4:59:56…Daisy Sun, Reflection, Double Green Orb, Symbol
4:59:56…These White Orbs are pointing out the Phoenix that’s forming on the surface of the water
4:59:58…Daisy Sun, Reflection, Green Orb
4:59:58…The orb is pointing out the Face.
4:59:59…Sun, Reflection, Green Orb
4:59:59…The orb is pointing out the face in the water
4:59:59…left side of face…have no idea
5:00:01…Sun, Reflection, Left Side of head…that’s not part of my hair or head
5:00:02…Sun, Reflection, Left Side of head
5:00:04…Daisy Sun, Reflection, Purple orb pointing out waves, Left Side of head
5:00:06…Daisy Sun, Reflection, Left Side of head
5:00:08…Daisy Sun, Reflection, White Orbs, Green Orb, Symbol
5:00:10…Daisy Sun, Reflection, White Orbs, Symbol, Green Orb pointing out markings on neck
5:00:11…Daisy Sun, Reflection, White Orbs, Symbol, Green Orb pointing out markings on neck
5:00:13…Daisy Sun, Reflection, White Orbs, Symbol in bubble, Pinkish/Goldish Orb pointing out markings on neck, Mark on eye, Dot in eye, Jesus Love
5:00:14…Sun, Reflection, White Orbs, Symbol in bubble, Green Orb, White Orbs, Mark on eye, Jesus Love
5:00:17…Sun, Reflection, White Orbs, Symbol in bubble, Green Orb pointing out markings on neck, Mark on eye
5:00:22…Sun, Reflection, White Orbs, Symbol in bubble, Pink Orb, Mark on eye, Jesus Love
5:00:23…Sun, Reflection, White Orbs, Symbol in bubble, Pink Orb on shirt
5:00:24…Daisy Sun, Reflection, White Orbs, Symbol in bubble, Pink/Yellow Orb
5:00:25…Daisy Sun, Reflection, White Orbs, Symbol is in sky left side of sun right above tree line (it’s very light), Double Yellow Orb, Markings on Eye
5:00:26…Daisy Sun, Reflection, White Orbs, Double Gold Orb, Symbol is in sky on left of sun, Markings on Eye
5:00:27…Sun, Reflection, Symbol in bubble, Pink Orb on shirt
5:00:29…Reflection, Circle
5:00:54…Sun, Reflection, Markings on face
5:01:16…Reflection, Symbol, Markings on Neck
5:01:18…Daisy Sun, Reflection, White Orbs in water, Double White Orb, Symbol in bubble, Markings on Neck
5:01:19…Sun, Reflection, White Orbs in water
5:01:21…Daisy Sun, Reflection, Green Orb, Symbol in hair
5:01:22…Daisy Sun, Reflection, Green Orb, Symbol in hair
5:01:23…Sun, Reflection, Circle
5:01:25…Sun, Reflection, White Orbs in Water, Green Orb, Markings on Chest
5:01:26…Sun, Reflection, White Orbs in Water, Green Orb Pointing out Markings on Chest, Symbol
5:01:27…Sun, Reflection, White Orbs in Water, Green Orb Pointing out Markings on Chest, Symbol
5:01:30…Daisy Sun, Reflection, Pinkish/Gold Orb
5:01:32…Daisy Sun, Reflection, White Orbs in Water, Green Orb Pointing out Markings on Chest, Symbol
5:01:33…Daisy Sun, Reflection, White Orbs in Water, Double Green Orb, Symbol in hair
5:01:34…Daisy Sun, Reflection, White Orbs in Water, Double Pink Orb, Symbol in sky, Jesus Love
5:01:35…Daisy Sun, Reflection, White Orbs in Water, Double Pink Orb, Symbol in sky, Jesus Love
5:01:36…Daisy Sun, Reflection, White Orbs in Water, Double Pink Orb in bubble (LOVE), Jesus Love
5:01:37…Daisy Sun, Reflection, White Orbs in Water, Double Pink Orb in bubble (LOVE), Symbol is on the left side of sun to the top, Jesus Love
5:01:38…Daisy Sun, Reflection, White Orbs in Water, Double Pink Orb, Symbol is very, very light in sky on left of sun
5:01:40…Daisy Sun, Reflection, White Orbs in Water, Green Orb
5:01:41…Daisy Sun, Reflection, White Orbs in Water, Green Orb pointing out marking on neck, Notice the Phoenix on the water in the far back…the shadows on the water.
5:01:45…Sun, Reflection, Green Orb pointing out marking on neck, Symbol in bubble
5:01:46…Reflection, Marking move to chest on left
5:01:48…Reflection, Symbol below eye, markings still on chest on left
5:01:50…Daisy Sun, Reflection, Double white/gold Orb pointing out marking on neck, Symbol, Birds in sky
5:01:50…this wasn’t actually in the water
5:01:51…Daisy Sun, Reflection, Double Green Orb pointing out marking on neck, Symbol, Birds in sky, Phoenix on the water
5:01:56…Daisy Sun, Reflection, Symbol pointing out marking on neck, Symbol, Phoenix on the water
5:01:58…Sun, Reflection, Symbol pointing out marking on neck, Phoenix on the water
5:01:58…Faces in hair
5:02:09…Daisy Sun, Reflection, Double Gold Orb, Phoenix on the water
5:02:10…Daisy Sun, Reflection, Double White Orb, Jesus Love
5:02:13…Daisy Sun, Reflection, Double White Orb pointing out faces in the water, Jesus Love
5:02:14…Daisy Sun, Reflection, Double Gold Orb, Jesus Love
5:02:48…Sun, Reflection, Green line Orb. He moved. He’s by the duck
5:03:09…Sun, Reflection, Green line Orb. He’s by the duck and His footprint is in front of duck
5:03:10…Sun, Reflection, Green Orb line still by brown duck, His footprint is by the white duck now
5:03:11…Sun, Reflection, Green Orb Line is still by duck, but His footprint is now over the water by the rock.
5:03:16…Sun, Reflection, Green Orb line still by duck
5:03:25…Reflection, Green Orb line still by duck, Circle
5:03:35…Sun, Reflection, Green Orb line still by duck
5:03:37…Sun, Reflection, Green Orb line still by duck
5:03:39…Sun, Reflection, Green Orb, White Orbs, notice the box top of sun
5:03:48…Sun, Reflection, Green Orb
5:03:49…Sun, Reflection, Purple Orb under water…blue, Notice the green box over the sun
5:03:49…The Orb has a face
5:03:50…Sun, Reflection, Green Orb pointing out the reflection, White orbs, and the white floaters
5:03:52…Sun, Reflection, Green Orb, notice colors around the sun
5:03:53…Sun, Reflection, Purple Orb under water again
5:03:54…Sun, Reflection, Green Orb, White Orbs