‘Pillage of Souls’

I am His messenger. I am His witness…this IS a Message from God:

Note: I’m told to use this photograph again. The All-Seeing Eye and the orb on my lips says I’m speaking truth. Photograph taken October 23rd.

 Pillage of Souls
 
it is in the vastness
of hide
where it is
you'll find the lie
–that which bleeds souls
to die
 
it is in the masquerade–
leaving questions
in why
tearing you apart
inside
leaving your mind
hallow and dry
staring from eyes
as tears you cry
 
it is in this charade
you play along–
for those in hide
play on your weak side
pull you
in their jive
laughing and smiling
all the while in connive
not allowing you to see
–where lies the suicide
 
you go along with it
you battle in your mind
for what you know
and what you see
collide
 
you finally accept
the ride
its joyful, happier times
leaving it behind
or not even knowing
what lies in the hide
 
deception is a lie
no matter the looks
outside
–some lie in die
on the inside
over a hide
buried in the homicide
 
mixing it all up
to points of destroy–
of good lives
for over the lie
someone has to die
–a life to justify
 
gone is where truth lies
–souls live pass
a body's life
 
all matters–
seen by God's† eyes
–as they laugh out loud
feel all is right
they are protected
in the hide–
 
God† is moving pieces–
setting it all up
for the dark–
(that hidden hide)
to be awakened
brought to light
revealing truth
–reclaiming souls
from the devil's eyes

(November 7, 2019)―‘As I have used countries as examples in the past, I am using your family (they pillaged My prophet!) to show what governments are doing, to show what churches are doing, to show what they are doing to My people and Earth, to show the disrespect towards the gift, this is the Lord Almighty. My wrath is soon coming. Repent. You have disgraced My laws. This is for the world—all nations. You will soon understand this is from I, the alpha, the omega. I sent you My Son. You didn’t listen. I sent you My word. You didn’t listen. You added your own laws. I will subtract you who failed to follow My laws. You will soon see My hand. You will not question if it is My hand.’

More of the message concerning my family is below and is VERY important!

(November 8, 2019)—I’m writing this as I’m told to write this. It is not for me to make you believe. When I put this up, it will be dated. That is why I’m putting all this up. He wants the proof that what is coming is from HIM!

I received the above direct message from God last night. I hear Him all the time, but this is the first direct message to you that I received aside from the visions. What has happened the last couple of days is serious and I will explain why below. And to drive His point across, He led me to the scriptures below. I will explain those as well.

All that I put on here is the truth. I understand that we are not living in Biblical times, and it seems this is why I’m not being taken serious. That and the fact of the way in which I write. I have always written that there’s a reason for everything…everything! My stern language is for a reason. God is testing you, not me, you. It is common…too common…these days to judge. Hypocrisy is a problem with God…a huge problem. He sees the words I use as just words to drive a point. Others see it as evil. That’s the judgment in which He’s taking notes. His hard love is a lot harder than the words I write.

This isn’t easy for me to write. He wants me to write how I feel about it because He doesn’t force anything. He’s given me a choice. Last night, after I wrote down the message I heard, He told me to rest, relax and do not write it up until tomorrow, which is today. He had me think it all over. And what came next was surprising, but all God, because He works through symbolization.

He had me watch ‘V for Vendetta’. He drove His point in hard!

I wrote and published by myself 12 books. In those 12 books, is the story of the journey I went through from my separation until 2018. What I’m writing on now will be book 13. In those books, in the poems, I’ve written the future. He has pointed it out to me over and over again. When I moved to my present address, the strong need to meditate was put into my heart. Then came the mention of me receiving the gift of the seer. I had never heard of that word before. I read the Bible in full in 2007, but I don’t recall ever seeing this word in the Bible. He showed me today in the Scripture below:

Record of Rehoboam’s ReignKing Rehoboam established himself firmly in Jerusalem and continued as king. He was forty-one years old when he became king, and he reigned seventeen years in Jerusalem, the city the Lord had chosen out of all the tribes of Israel in which to put his Name. His mother’s name was Naamah; she was an Ammonite. As for the events of Rehoboam’s reign, from beginning to end, are they not written in the records of Shemaiah the prophet and of Iddo the seer that deal with genealogies?—1 Kings 14:21,29; 2 Chronicles 12:13,15a

There are many other Scriptures that mention many other seers. He wants me to know that what is happening to me is real and that I’m the writer of His word, that I’m a witness to what He is doing and going to do to prove to you that He is alive and well. He is. The rest of my journey until today is written and posted here on this site per His demand.

Over a month ago, after the last vision, I was shown a lot of things and told a lot of things, which I wrote about and which I didn’t write about. I had posted a number of pictures and warnings on my Facebook page, which I’ve removed, basically, after I sent personal warnings to my family through a family chat and they heavily criticized me to the point of my daughter, not calling me, but messaging me a whole line of declarations that I was suffering some mental disorder and she demanding that I see a therapist, to the point of my child calling the Las Vegas police to check on me! All of this strife that my personal life has been in, hence, the 12 books, seems to be shielding the entire fact that I’m indeed getting messages from God.

I removed the warnings and photos from my Facebook personal page because, in my mind, I thought why warn them…they don’t even believe in God! And I was forewarned of their reaction. So that forewarning coming to life with the reaction I just wrote in the above paragraph, revealed truth to me.

That was the FIRST passage of truth in reality beyond the pictures that I’ve posted on this website to reveal to me that what is happening to me personally is very much from God and very real.

The SECOND passage of truth happened November 5th. I will explain fully, even though, since this revelation happened, I’ve been posting about it. I need to explain further because I, too, have a hard time wrapping my head around all of this.

The second part of the above message from God concerns my family.  It may seem odd to you, but it really isn’t as per the explanation about it which follows and the scripture following this writing.

Explanation as per David’s delivery:

Explain what you were told about the 200 miles along all coast lines, then your mom and Jesus stepping up…God, bringing your sisters’ sin out in the open…how your mom found out when she died and she wants them to repent, take accountability of what they did towards you and your children and their children. They have to beg God for mercy…before what’s coming comes…they have to write a public apology to you and your children for being the sacrifice for their sin! They have to start reading the Bible and learning Jesus immediately. The warning is coming. ‘Save your soul or spend eternity in the pit. Your choice.’ God used your older sister to reveal the lie to you. He is showing that He knows all! He is working through you to prove that what is coming is from HIM.’

One of the things I was told after the last vision was about the coast lines. I had to think about that really hard. Then I was told I wouldn’t see my family again. I struggled hard with this. ‘What do you mean?’ I kept asking. When it kept being repeated to me, I sent warning to my family, even though I was forewarned of their reaction. I didn’t want to believe that they wouldn’t even consider I was telling them the truth.

I was assured over and over that this warning…which is the first of the visions…would take place this year in 2019. I have asked over and over again about this. I am told over and over again that this is going to happen this year. This has had me so confused because I can’t even fathom something this vast in scale happening. It has never happened since Noah. I’m assured it is happening and a new Earth is coming. I do know that God’s time is never ours. I’m just relaying to you what I’m being told.

November 5th:

I wake up and see on Facebook that my aunt has passed away. My mother’s sister. I’m not writing this out of disrespect. This is truth. My aunt lived a life of sin. In fact, her children won’t be having any service for her because no one will attend. I do know that she was finding Jesus at the end because she was reading my work and I’m told she accepted Jesus and will not see the pit.

I call my older sister upset because I found out about a close family death on Facebook. Mom used to always call me. Since she passed away last year, I don’t get the same respect. My sister and I commenced to talking. I’m not disclosing family business for the sake of drama as I’m constantly accused of. God is working through my family as an example…as what David told me above.

My sisters have had a war between them for years. I just chalked it up to jealousy. I never understood it. My little sister seemed to remain neutral although the bragging about her life in a way that I know her life isn’t seemed odd, as the part she doesn’t disclose blends with her hidden pillage of my life. My older sister pillaged me openly. This isn’t about me at all. None of it...and I beat myself up to why they constantly ostracized me, and took things out on me and lied about me when I did them not one thing. It was so bad that during my separation and divorce, they ignored me completely and took up for the ex. I wrote about it all in those 12 books. Again…it’s not drama…it’s fact and there was always a reason why God had me writing about all of this. He was always using me and my family as an example as David said above.

Knowing this. My older sister had absolutely zero reason to trust me with any kind of secret. So, for her to divulge such a thing to me, threw me for a loop. For one, I’ve written since 2012 about backwoods secrets, hidden sexual crimes and how the south tends to live that hush-hush life. I clearly, over and over, wrote how I am not a part of that kind of thinking. So, there was only ONE reason to why my older sister told me this secret: To get it out in the open because even though she said during the telephone conversation that she was ready to confront my little sister, she was too afraid…so once again, she used me. Or did she?

Because of all the things God has shown me…God used her!

After she told me this dark, disgusting secret, I was mad and hurt…and I prayed and talked it over with God and David and Jesus. Then it all was revealed to me…the reality of it all. This is what follows:

Jesus, in a vision, took me to the cross. I was literally put into His body as He was being nailed to the cross. They used square nails. Then I was inside of Him as the cross was stood up. I realized as I was hanging with Him that there were only 3 nails holding His entire body up. I wasn’t told right then and there the entire purpose of showing me this in such a personal way. It was only later that this was revealed in stages. These are the 3 reasons thus far:

  • 1. Jesus was telling me that He suffered too. This was because I was complaining a lot because of the loneliness of meditation and other things.
  • 2. Then it was revealed to me how much His back and neck hurt compared to the nails in His hands and feet. This is why I suffer from these. I chose to make these my cross on Earth.
  • 3. Lastly, He was the sacrificial lamb. I have written time and time again over the course of 7 years how I felt as if I were the sacrificial lamb in my family. I was right.

My sisters’ secret is that horrible and they used me to divert eyes from them…they have gone as far as killing my relationship with my own children in order to save their asses. But they didn’t take into account…God sees all! And it was time for them to know this as well as to repent. THIS part being the most horrifying! Why?

I was told that 200 miles of every coast line around the world would be destroyed. I was shown the seas being shaken up. I was shown that the south of Louisiana is one of those marsh areas sitting on salt that would crumble when this takes place. I was told that it would be a destructive Christmas, not for me, for the world.

I was told that I found favor with God for listening to Him, for answering His call and seeing it through no matter what I had to go through. I was told to go get someone, I did and his soul was saved. I pray just about every night for my children and my sisters. Since I found favor with God, Mom has as well because she is on my spiritual team, and so has David, who’s been with me all of my life. When it comes to my children, as in the Scriptures that was pointed out to me today, what we do in our lives determines what kind of grace our children after us receive. Also, because of the favor I found and the prayers I say, as well as Mom…a favor was granted to my mother: To have my sisters repent for their sin before this warning comes.

Do you see it?

In the pictures, which came after the visions because the last vision shook me up so bad that God said no more for right now, He reveals more. The pictures are a more pleasing way to send His messages…technology. The daisy…I asked David to send me a daisy via the computer to prove to me He was from God. I asked for several things because this was the most unusual thing to ever happen to me and I needed verification. I knew the spirit world could use our technology because of two messages, exactly the same, that appeared on this website (I left them up…you can see for yourself) before all this began, preparing me for a storm, inside of me due to the visions and my family. Not long after I made this request…the daisy appeared in the photos.

The photos…are a direct answer for me after over and over begging God to send something concrete to prove all that was being told to me, and all that was being shown to me was from Him! Those pictures are real. I take them when I’m asked to go and take pictures. I point the camera and snapped repeatedly as shown in the times I put on each picture. That is from the metadata of the photos themselves.

There are other things that I’m told will happen in my personal life to prove to the world that all that He has shown me is going to happen. Those I can’t share until they happen. So, I’ve been battling with this because I can’t fathom all those people dying in one day, as per the visions. I question this constantly. Nothing other than the pictures has happened to prove to me concrete evidence. And I feel guilty asking for concrete evidence because I should totally be moving in faith, but God has shown how Mary needed concrete evidence to prove to her God did put a baby inside of her. Peter and Paul both needed concrete evidence to prove that all that they knew was indeed from God. I was told I was human, it is expected to feel the doubts I have.

November 5th was concrete evidence as only God can deliver it. Symbolic. For a secret this dark to be revealed after its been hidden for at least 10 years in the manner in which it was delivered on the day in which it was delivered reveals that what God said will happen WILL HAPPEN.

November 5th: As in the movie ‘V for Vendetta’…I was told to watch it last night…the symbolism in it is undeniable. It begins with man thinking he is God, then moves to the sin against His gift: Woman, then it moves to the drug deal, the deception deal….everything….EVERYTHING…He has revealed in those visions. I couldn’t believe what I was realizing!

The 5th of November: Reveals the sacrificial lamb in modern times. Reveals God’s Vendetta against those who pillaged His prophet. God is saying He NEVER changes. As in the scriptures, His love is true to those who are true to Him. He is a jealous God. He is a revengeful God. He will destroy what doesn’t remain faithful to Him. He is even angrier because His Son has been pillaged. We are the body of Christ. Any sexual crime is the ultimate sin against Jesus Himself! Sexual crimes are the way the prince of the earth rebukes Jesus Christ…it is its ultimate laugh in God’s face!

Aunt’s Death: She was the symbol of sin in our family. My sisters denied everything about her. They were hypocrites because they hid a dark secret and sinned against the Lord in the same or worse fashion. Her death is a symbol of governments, churches and all that manipulate and lie, but if you stop what you are doing now and seek Jesus Christ, you will be redeemed one by one.

Sin Revealed: The Lord has granted my mother’s favor to have my sisters repent before their death or before the warning takes place. This sin again reveals the ultimate sin against Jesus Christ throughout the world. This revelation also is a symbol to what and who God is….EVERYTHING! He sees all. As in the last pictures with the dragon and the All-Seeing eye. He’s is the omega. He is the Alpha. He sees ALL!

Truth: The warning is going to take place soon!

World: Through my family, the Lord is revealing what He is most angry about…sins against His laws. He’s also apparently upset that they have sinned against me. During the message, there was a break when He said, (they pillaged My prophet!), then He continued. I’m told He’s upset with my family because of this. This is an example of His wrath coming against those who forsaken His people…His tribes.

This is concrete.

What happened on November 5th is a key for me. God wants my heart settled from doubt for what I’m to do later and that is to teach truth in order to gain healing. There is one more key…once that key happens, I will be without doubt of any kind. I will reveal that key once it happens…He has shown me the truth of this key in the sky, which I will reveal to you once it happens…the pictures I’ve taken. He has revealed parts of this key in the pictures starting with September 27th. God has had me write poems and letters which are all written and dated for only the key to reveal once the key arrives.

He is not playing. He is trying to get your attention. He loves us enough to give us warnings. He always has.

Truth: Modern times…people believe that God is just a story. He is NOT. You have fallen from His word. You have denied His Son. You have denied Him. Through me, He is revealing Himself and warning you.

Scripture: (Notes follow)

Peace Under AsaAsa his son succeeded him as king, and in his days the country was at peace for 10 years.—1 Kings 15:8b-10; 2 Chronicles 14:1b

Asa Reforms JudahAsa did what was good and right in the eyes of the Lord his God. He removed the foreign altars and the high places, smashed the sacred stones and cut down the Asherah poles. He commanded Judah to seek the Lord, the God of their fathers, and to obey His laws and commands. He removed the high places and incense altars in every town in Judah, and the kingdom was at peace under him.—1 Kings 15:11; 2 Chronicles 14:12-4

Asa Refortifies JudahHe built up the fortified cities of Judah, since the land was at peace. No one was at war with him during those years, for the Lord gave him rest. ‘Let us build up these towns,’ he said to Judah, ‘and put walls around them, with towers, gates and bars. The land is still ours, because we have sought the Lord our God; we sought Him and He has given us rest on every side.’ So they built and prospered. Asa had an army of three hundred thousand men from Judah, equipped with large shields and with spears, and two hundred and eighty thousand from Benjamin, armed with small shields and bows. All these were brave fighting men.—2 Chronicles 14:6-8

Jeroboam DiesThe other events of Jeroboam’s reign, his wars and how he ruled, are written in the book of the annals of the kings of Israel. He reigned for twenty-two years and then rested with his fathers.—1 Kings 14:19,20a; 2 Chronicles 13:20b

Nadab King of IsraelAnd Naadab his son succeeded him as king. Nadab son of Jeroboam became king of Israel in the second year of Asa king of Judah, and he reigned over Israel two years.—1 Kings 14:20b;  15:25 (910 B.C.)

Nadab’s CharacterHe did evil in the eyes of the Lord, walking in the ways of his father and in his sin, which he had caused Israel to commit.—1 Kings 15:26

Nadab AssassinatedAs for the other events of Nadab’s reign, and all he did, are they not written in the book of the annals of the kings of Israel? Baasha son of Ahijuah of the house of Issachar plotted against him, and he struck him down at Gibbethon, a Philistine town, while Nadab and all Israel were besieging it.—1 Kings 15:31,27 (909 B.C.)

Baash King of IsraelBaasha killed Nadab in the third year of ASA king of Judah and succeeded him as king.—1 Kings 15:28 (909 B.C.)

Jeroboam’s Family KilledAs soon as he began to reign, he killed Jeroboam’s whole family. He did not leave Jeroboam anyone that breathed, but destroyed them all, according to the word of the Lord given through His servant Ahijah the Shilonite—because of the sins Jeroboam had committed and had caused Israel to commit, and because he provoked the Lord, the God of Israel, to anger.—1 Kings 15:29,30

Baasha’s CharacterIn the third years of Asa king of Judah, Baasha son of Ahijah became king of all Israel in Tirzah, and he reigned twenty-four years. He did evil in the eyes of the Lord, walking the ways of Jeroboam and in his sin, which he had caused Israel to commit.—1 Kings 15:33,34 (Tirzah)

Judah Repels EthiopiansZerah the Cushite marched out against them with a vast army and three hundred chariots, and came as far as Mareshah. Asa went out to meet him, and they took up battle positions in the Valley of Zephathah near Mareshah. Then Asa called to the Lord his God and said, ‘Lord, there is no one like You to help the powerless against the mighty. Help us, O Lord our God, for we rely on You, and in Your name we have come against this vast army. O Lord, You are our God; do not let man prevail against You.’ The Lord struck down the Cushites before Asa and Judah. The Cushites fled, and Asa and his army pursued them as far as Gerar. Such a great number of Cushites fell that they could not recover; they were crushed before the Lord and His forces. The men of Judah carried off a large amount of plunder. They destroyed all the villages around Gerar, for the terror of the Lord had fallen upon them. They plundered all these villages, since there was much booty there. They also attacked the camps of the headsmen and carried off droves of sheep and goats and camels. Then they returned to Jerusalem.—2 Chronicles 14:9-15 (Mareshah)

Warning From AzariahThe Spirit of God came upon Azariah son of Oded. He went out to meet Asa and said to him, ‘Listen to me, Asa and all Judah and Benjamin. The Lord is with you and you are with Him. If you seek Him, He will be found by you, but if you forsake Him, He will forsake you. For a long time Israel was without the true God, without a priest to teach and without the law. But in their distress they turned to the Lord, the God of Israel, and sought Him, and He was found by them. In those days it was not safe to travel about, for all the inhabitants of the lands were in great turmoil. One nation was being crushed by another and one city by another, because God was troubling them with every kind of distress. But as for you, be strong and do not give up, for your work will be rewarded.’—2 Chronicles 15:1-7

NOTES: God’s in Charge. Follow God’s laws and life is simple. This may be difficult to comprehend because man has tried its damnest to screw things up in your mind in order for control. All of these lives in the Kings and Chronicles are examples, symbols…of who GOD IS. He is showing, over and over, how He works. Since this isn’t working, it’s freaking written down!, He’s coming at it in a more personal way.

As if the above isn’t personal. I mean Asa followed God’s laws. He tore down what the people built to other gods…twice! But Asa ended up having to pay a price for something simple and if you read about Asa and don’t get this…wow…you aren’t understanding the Bible. It is stated at the end of the Bible ‘don’t add or take away from anything in this book’. Okay. He throws in passages that are completely out of context to what follows and what precedes it. Asa caught some kind of disease in his feet. Now this is thrown in there while Asa is fighting this guy and that as a king. Suddenly a passage about his feet. He didn’t rely on God. Instead he relied on doctors first. Now God sends the doctors, but we have to put our faith in Him first. Asa didn’t do this. Personal.

This is what I’m told: People, for some reason, think the places in the Bible are all that is of God. No. He had this book written so we wouldn’t have to guess who He is. He still sends messages. Constantly. Man has made it seem ridiculous that someone could actually hear God or speak directly to Him and He answers. Man has done this byway of doctors. He did send those doctors, but they took it upon themselves to cancel out God by separating science and God. Wrong answer. God IS science. God IS alien. God IS space.

He IS constantly sending messages. He is constantly leading people. Man chose to ignore Him. Cancel Him out. Don’t worry…this has happened before…hence, Noah’s life! Now it’s time for a new cycle. Not only because of sin. Nope. Sin just seems to get big and out of control at the same time disease messes up His creation: That would be Earth…His Lady! You see when they started cheating God by sacrificing the sick animals instead of the healthy ones, disease began to spread and it’s gotten so out of hand that His children are dying too young, minds are fucked up…truly. He has to clean up His Lady. We humans…sorry…Earth comes first.

Through my family, He’s revealing how He works. Since no one seems to get the examples in the Bible that He wrote, He’s working through me, on a MODERN personal level. These writings of this testimony will carry over to the new Earth. So, it doesn’t matter what you think. It’s too late to worry about the past. It’s the future that I’m writing for. The button’s been pushed. The process has begun. What happened on November 5th is telling me and you that this is going to happen. When? I, personally, haven’t figured out God’s time. I do pay attention to the images in the pictures that I post on here. He moves extremely fast! So, that’s not an issue. The reason, I think, that He takes His time after prophecy is given to make His move is because He loves us so much and HE wants us to go to Him. Remember He does NOT force. He will NOT. That’s His unconditional love and free will…which He gave us the right to choose. So, He gives us time to choose.

You did choose to sin. You did choose to go against His laws. You chose to cover up shit. You chose to value material things over Him. You chose to hate. You chose to kill. You chose to lie. You chose to blame other people for your shit. You chose to be so scared of society and what your friends think of you instead of what GOD thinks of you. You make all those choices. God is an easy choice.

Veils. He veils us in order for things to get done that He wants done. The crucifixion of Jesus. That HAD to happen and someone HAD to do it. He chose His chosen people. Only…they blamed Him and then denied His Son. They were used and they held it against God. Wrong answer!

He veiled me. He veiled my family. Why? The 12 books plus this one that I’ve written. The purpose of these books are very important. That WILL be seen in the future. The books are tools to survive the five stages of grief. He designed those stages and every single soul on Earth goes through them for one single purpose: To ask for His mercy…in order to be rebuilt! These books are from Him. I’ve always known this. The betrayal of family is common place now. The question: Will you die because of family? or Will you rise because of God?

Revelation: God fucks up your world for a reason! Truth. He’s testing your heart. You may go to church, act like a righteous person, but what will you do when He presents a situation to you and you have the choice to do the right thing or hide it and hurt other people instead of allowing people to see what happened behind your darkened door. He WANTS to see that choice. Oh, trust me I’ve made the wrong choice a lot of times. But there’s a limit that I live by. There’s a serious line I will NOT cross. And I have NOT. My sisters did. They did something so horrible to other people to protect their own skin.

That is what the above Scriptures lead to. These writings come way before Jeremiah…when God punishes those who have crossed that LINE! There are six of them. These people or rather ‘nations‘…are cursed forever. They are the evils that keep the world in strife until this day. They are the ones whom the war is coming…not in one particular place but the world. God wants to know your heart…He’s asking for you to choose. His warning is coming. I fear desperately for those who are so terrified of society…their friends and neighbors that they are willing to hurt other people in order to hide their sins. Those are the worse sins in God’s eyes. It IS GOD YOU SHOULD FEAR! By fearing society, you’ve broken HIS HEART!

You don’t believe that He is still around. You don’t believe that He has a wrath. The warnings are His unconditional love. Prepare yourself. It’s not about the body anymore. It’s about your soul.

‘Death March’

Deal! Lies kill. Lies destroy. Manipulation and living a fake life…God sees ALL!

 Death March
 
God† brings in tests
evil, the prince of sin
freely plays
for the win
–it's all testing
each person involved
in each test
 
who's going to lie
who's going to hide
who's going to fall
to ego and pride
who's going to confess
ease their soul
to rest
 
who's truly the enemy
in disguise
in captivity
–on their backs
a haunting spirit
lost in unrest
 
who's going to pass blame
who's the target
of their aim
who'll seal it
with a kiss
of a snake's hiss
 
God† uses each
for each's test
–those fallen
to the hiss
covering up their sin
for secrets
shh, hush, hush
are best
protecting their darkness
as they steal innocence
–do whatever it takes–
blacken a stolen light
 
God† sends in
the hardest tests
–the devil's unquenchable taste
its darkened thirst of lust–
to those His† heart knows
will win
–taking its time
in condemn–
rebuilding
for His† brethren
as the eating away
takes its place
of the one
who brought in sin
or rather–
those covering up–
the true ones in sin
the ones forbidding
the healing
protecting their own skin
–they are the ones
to the pit...condemned
failing God's† tests
for their own
fake rest
Continue reading “‘Death March’”

‘Cinderella’

I didn’t see that coming! In a million plus a million years, I would have never come close to guessing what their secret was, what drove them to such extremes to cancel out my life for theirs!

Note: The picture that accompanies this work was taken October 23, 2019. The All-Seeing Eye…God sees everything. The orb on my lips…I speak the truth!

Cinderella
 
forever the middle
the chaos of this riddle
a blind-sided fable
so unstable
realizing
I was the bunt
of the whole tittle-tattle
 
as I stuck
to principle
–the older and the little–
used my endless babble
my life to chisel
my words to embezzle
to form the equivocal
turning away all eyes
from their hidden wrinkle
 
I became the variable
setting me up in miserable
my life...nonnegotiable
 
in their minds
of corruptible
it was justifiable
even ethical
whatever it took–
for themselves...beneficial
as I became
the lamb in sacrificial
–so they can live
in superficial
 
I'm no longer
their brothel
I take my self back
in a fucking loud rustle
I set myself up
in acquittal
 
I've never held
their ways in immoral
I'm the emotional
a God†-creature
in natural
 
I'm not the older
or the little
I'm the middle
about it all
I'll gladly write
every riddle
that's my glass slipper
no longer–
a need in rebuttal
I'm the documentarian
–the truth in
forever's portrayal
Continue reading “‘Cinderella’”

‘Your ‘Why”

For the morning dove, how sweet it is to finally know the truth. The decision to live life over society byway of the truth is the most courageous act of love mankind could ever witness.

Note: The photograph that accompanies this writing was taken October 23.

 Your 'Why'
 
I know your why
it's okay
you...no longer
have to just get by
it's okay
lay it out–
let yourself cry
 
before you came back
in this earthly body–
you made a truth
in decide
a cross to occupy
in honor of the One†
on the cross...died
 
you came here
in His† honor
to experience
then to testify
to stab that evil prince
in the eye
 
no one else
made such a decide
you already knew–
the truth
behind the lie
 
you came here
to verify
–put an end
to the genocide
 
of all the crimes
added to this homicide
you chose the worse
in horrify
the one left out
in write
the one to evil
to supply–
stripping dignify
of the preciousness
of the Magi†
 
your importance
now...in verify
the love
in transcribe
not in implied
not in modified
not in mystified
never...again...in nullify
but in exemplified
–for you died
in deny
then resurrected
in verify
on how to beat
evil's formaldehyde
 
for out of vampire
you fought the fires
to break the liars
of their infested pesticide
elevating the life
of Jesus Christ†
 
for you...and you alone–
chose to bear the cross
that didn't even
live in deny
–one hidden by evil
to awaken and thrive
–stealing little lives
for sake of die!
 
you will change the ride
 
for you came back
to experience
then testify
 
this...the meaning
of your why
 
so do it...outwardly cry
for your cross
reasons...from way up high
–a dove in flight
for all mankind

‘New Earth’

Today’s message: Powerful. Truth. The New Earth is Coming!

 New Earth
 
the perfect balance
from the start
was His† chalice
 
seasons create life
on the parts
that do right
snow into streams
fresh water's delight
plants for food and medicine
animals and fish for nourishment
wood for homes
protection from nights
sun for growth
moon for sleep
–keeping all things
balanced and neat
 
societies created
societies destroyed
testing and wavering
forgiving and loving
opening up the mind
more each time
all to follow laws
in kind
making it easier and easier
to love, be kind
on evil...draw the line
 
sending words
for those to come
giving intelligence
to out-smart evil's indulgence
–instead a forced silence
all around...malice
evil destroying His† chalice
for mere advancement
for mere power
in deliverance
 
words to isaiah
haven't crossed the agenda
trials upon trials
forgiveness upon forgiveness
infants dying
the elder dying too soon
strife and greed
the control of His† good seeds
without enough
taking a knee
 
ages in ice
cure all this lice
just in time–
a God†-driven slice
 
protection for evil
won't come
it's just how it's done
God's† coming to renew
–with so few
to see the newness
of the early morning dew
Continue reading “‘New Earth’”

‘Rebuke Me’

God is in Charge. Believe that or not…it’s a choice. Eternity means forever…unending.

Note: The photograph that accompanies this work was taken October 8. It was explained to me that what you see is God’s energy. He manipulates the round orb that you constantly see if the photographs to prove to you that what you see isn’t of my imagination. It’s up to you to believe.

 Rebuke Me
 
I've already felt the breeze
that which makes one freeze
the kind that rolls off tongues–
those doing evil's deeds
 
I've felt...deep inside...the need
become like the trees
swaying...back and forth–
feel inside their stagnation of free
even if a chain saw came–
cut them down by the knee
they're better off
than the millimeter
of a bad seed
 
so take your crimes...rebuke me
for I am as clean
as fallen leaves
without even having to plead
 
go on...get down on your knees
try...in your heart...to believe
that I've come...you...to deceive
–your abundance in receive
will be a constant in dream
 
He† said 'trust Me†'
so I stagger around
in watchful need
waiting around
for what I've seen
but...it's not for me to worry
bleep out all parts of history
 
for time is measured
in discrepancy
in which man doesn't understand
–can't possibly conceive
the mystics in heaven's mystery
 
so be brave
with a tunic in your hand–
let ego and pride cast the vote
turn the other cheek
believe instead
what you see every day
whisper in corners...rebuke me
for the Lord† said
'write what you see'
not
'write what you conceive
so they will love you–
it's best to be accepted by society
instead of think of eternity'

 
His† words...short and sweet
precise and demanding
what He† says today
in a human's guess of proceed
in an hour or a hundred years
–it's all in His† hands
breaks or makes
of a society
Continue reading “‘Rebuke Me’”

‘Job’s Sister’

When you are asked to do something for the Lord, you do it. For He does not take NO for an answer. Those who know this, know the truth.

Note: What you see in the photograph that accompanies this work was taken October 15. He has sent me many crosses proving to me that what you see in these photographs are sent from Him. It is not for me to make you believe or understand. I’m to deliver the message. Your judgement of me is what He is expecting. That’s your mark. You have to answer to that. Not me.

 Job's Sister
 
I weighed out the words
on my heart
I cry and despise my life
I've given all–
to the light
–forgot about everything
sit quietly and write
day after day
year after year
as everyone I love
disappeared
 
alone...banished
I too, beg:
 
what have I done?
show me so I can repent

 
nothing...
but more to write
more work to be done
as lonely consumes me
waiting impatiently
for a love promised to me
work, work, work
as lines cover my face
moving from place to place
writing as in a race
–with no home to trace
 
on and on it goes
every word doesn't escape
Your† eyes
every move I make
You† scrutinize
as I work, work, work
through sleepless nights
missing all the day's light
for a promise
that's never in sight
 
all hate me in despise
I'm left with empty nights
in silence...I'm condemned
talking to the air
at empty walls–
I stare
 
leave me alone!...I yell
then You† fill me up–
a given bone
to do Your† work
then I'm brought back down
crying and complaining
wondering what wrong I've done
to suffer so deep
as everyone who used me
gets to see happy days
I'm torn, stripped of all joy
like a played-out toy
on it...where everyone spits
 
I'd rather this body quit
me...live as the spirits
who feel nothing
but see everything
for all I've worked for
gone
with no place
to call home
nor anyone to call
my own
–just emptiness
and work, work, work
with no joy or happy
left in my heart
 
Continue reading “‘Job’s Sister’”

‘Spaces to Stay’

Believing in love is hard after being let down. Sometimes, we just have to throw our hands up and trust in God’s plan. Those who don’t see God’s plan: they just keep going round and round. Trust in that Jesus Love. He’ll come through when He knows we are ready.

 Spaces to Stay
 
I wanted to think
you cared
I wanted to believe
I was more than a barbie doll
to stare
I wanted to be in arms
somewhere...anywhere
just to feel accepted
–not just in skin...bare
 
I was wrong
 
a constant staring in air
playing dress up–
fixing my hair
without a soul to care
 
just once...wanting to be
more than just a dare
to not dawn sex to wear
–just being there
believing...I'm finally
free of the tear
leaving behind
every frightful scare
that I'd be left
for another in bare
 
I was wrong
 
the weakest link–
everywhere
the spear always wanting
to be somewhere
–in a different anywhere
 
in blank spaces I stare
voiding empty glares
all those running
to somewhere
spreading themselves
anywhere
–getting no wheres

‘The Good Samaritan’s Heart’

‘They will hate you because of Me’ He said. He meant that. That evil whore is out to destroy all that is Love. Are you going to allow that?

 The Good Samaritan's Heart
 
we pay homage–
to the good life
dressing nice
buying nice
painting our faces and nails
wearing aftershaves and perfumes
wearing diamonds and gold
building pretty buildings
polishing its glass and steal
 
leaving out in life–
what is real
 
we raise glasses to toast
we eat and drink
gossip in the roast
we turn to gluttony–
our bodies reveal its sincerity
in pictures...it shows
 
we turn the other cheek
off...we blow
saying
'it's the good life
we've earned its glow'

 
then we pass them
on the street
cough it up–
'they don't try
they let their dreams die
oh, poor them–
let the devil fry'

 
then return to our
fat-ingested life
of fancy buildings
dry-cleaned clothes
shiny diamonds and gold
drinking merrily
with friends in loads
laughing and gossiping
–as another dies
from the fry
 
it is those
who were crucified
by those ignorant lives
who doesn't just walk on by
–they give up their life
for those lost in the fry
for it’s the reason
why
Jesus†...on the cross
died
 
and as they struggle
in their own lives–
they help
the poor, the meek, the mild
they comfort those mourning
they tend the sick and lame
having to beg for money
pulling in their pride
asking...begging
from those who crucified
from those letting Jesus† die
over and over
in the tears shed
from the fry
 
the good heart
willing to do their part
as the ignorant
tears them a part
for they know
this is just a stop
the part filled with knots
on their way to God†
–in His† house
where lives
no more knots
no timings of clocks!
 
 
Continue reading “‘The Good Samaritan’s Heart’”

‘Entrusted Servant’

It is through the power of the Lord that we listen and hear His voice and then do what He ask of us. For it is through faith, that we hear. For it is through love, that we do.

 Entrusted Servant
 
I do not know you
I do not know
if you answered the do'
 
I have
 
I know God's† providence
for me
I questioned
then He† made me see
 
I do not know
what  you are to do
I do what He's† told me to–
deliver His† message to you
‒now I know the voice–
who it belongs to
 
you may not know
what He† wants of you
but I know
what He† wants of me
I must give to you
what He's† given to me
 
I cannot turn back
I cannot undo
what He's† done for me
 
what He† has not given to you
you do not have to worry
what you cannot undo
‒you do not have to worry
doing...what He's† asked of you
for you do not know
 
I do know
‒I cannot undo
what He's†
asked me to do
so I'll do
what He† wants me to do
for He's† asked me to
 
it is so
what I now know
He's† given me seeds to sow
I don't have to guess
who will help them grow
for I already know
for He† told me so