‘The First and the Last’ (God)

‘The First and the Last’ (God)…’In those days people will no longer say, ‘The fathers have eaten sour grapes, and the children’s teeth are set on edge.’ Instead, everyone will die for his own sin; whoever eats sour grapes—his own teeth will be set on edge.—Jeremiah 31:29,30

The First and the Last (God)

they tried to fool you
centuries and centuries
but I† still am

the brainiest of generations
but the lamest
at the same time

man, the seeker of power
spreading its dominance
all of the earth

but cannot remember
where he has come from

the son of adam
the daughter of eve

all peoples of earth
whatever color
whatever culture
whatever language

I† have said these things
I† say them again

I† pulled a capricornus
the birth of anger
to show you the process
and each must travel this journey

I†, the Almighty God†
have set the pace of this journey
you need someone to blame
blame Me†

but then who can outwit Me†
I† gave you the seasons
the months, and the years
I† put each star constellation
in their exact spot
for My† reasons alone

I† take My† brush
and I† paint in
what needs to be
and paint out
what doesn't need to be

how can you stand there
and deny what I† have done
who are you 
to deny Me†

I† put the very air that you breathe
in existence
so you can breathe it

you say that science says different
that the water turns to air
that evaporation, cellulation
are all the cause

and I† say
who thought of that
whose hand orchestrates
such an event

I† am
you would not be
if I† had not thought of you first

to deny such creation
you are only fooling yourself

to deny everything
that I've† shown
through the prophets
including this one
what I† have shown
through My† Son†
is My† doing

you are denying Me†
because of Me†
I† am in charge of it

'why?' you believers of faith ask
'why do such a thing, Lord†?'

I† know what is in a man's heart
what is in a human being's heart
before they do

why would I† allow a corrupted heart
into My† kingdom?
shouldn't I† humble that heart first
show them love by giving them
chances to call My† name
to call Yeshuah†?

if you don't understand this
peoples of the nations
then you don't know Me†

all of these words
the old and the new
are to help you
get to know Me†
on your own
since the false shepherds
are failing you

to become unveiled
you must seek Me†
you must recognize
what I† send

the nations will fail
a new jerusalem will rise
for the old has become old
a disappointment to the Father†

I† will select who will inherit
this new jerusalem
those whom shall live there
will know Me†
they will be My† people
and I† will be their God†

tell them, prophet
tell them the selection
is under way
descendants of those living today
will inherit what I† deemed

I† have told them how
in these writings

what they still don't understand
is the truth of what is 
being said

the church of sardis
is failing to grow
they have disenlodged
from Me† and My† Son†
their numbers are few

seek comfort philadelphia
you will upset the balance
your boldness will outweigh
and the others will follow

though persecution is vast
those persecuting do not understand
that all peoples fall under
the seven
thus, this is how they will be judged

this is the Lord Almighty God†
the beginning and the end
the first and the last
My† time has come
to address the seven directly

the time of nines is
approaching its end
the tens
will place a strain
and bring suffering
to the seven

philadelphia, sardis, thratira
smyrna, ephesus, pergamum

it is time to understand
who you are

I† have spoken
I† speak
it is a choice to hear

[He led me to Jeremiah 23:1-4
through Jeremiah 31:38-40]

read the words of the prophets
stop trying so hard

do I† need to retell it
why? 'o house of israel
I† already told what I† would do
are you still counting the days?

the new covenant
was put into place
it is sealed forever
I† will not unbind it

He† whom I† chose
sits on His† throne

I† will never change this
nor take away His† authority

My† kingdom's doors await
those deemed to walk through
are deemed
but their fate is not sealed

those deemed not to walk through
are deemed
but, they too, their fate is not sealed

through the Counselor
whom was given to man
by the Son†
choices were given
two paths
leading to one way
up or down

putting you in front
of the choice

read what is written
it is for you to decide
love is not forced
neither is My† kingdom

it is time for preparation
you must prepare

(September 16, 2023)—I don’t know what this means, but I’m going to tell you anyway. I have a puppy and he’s quite the playful one. He pulled at my purse strap this morning, causing the whole chair which I had my purse on to topple down. When I picked up the chair, a quarter lay on the floor. It is a 2002 Mississippi State quarter with the year 1817 on it. It reads ‘In God We Trust’.

My country isn’t doing much trusting in the Lord. And I don’t know much, but I do know this: I’m a child of Adam and Eve. So are you. Every single person who breathes the air that God gives.

Read all the writings given to me since 2019. He is telling us how to prepare and what not to do. But like children, we tend to do what our parents tell us not to do. We should know then, as children, that there are consequences for all our actions. Our Father is warning us of the discipline coming because of the actions that we have done. His discipline, as He has taught all of us in the Bible, is the consequences due. And it is coming.

For all those who do not believe in Yeshuah, I can’t help you. No one can. It is a choice and you chose wrong. Through Love, those of us who truly know the truth, we cannot force Yeshuah, God, nor the Kingdom on you. You have a chance to change your mind…until you don’t have that choice.

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‘Heaven’s Sword’ (God)

‘Heaven’s Sword’ (God)…They will know that I am the Lord, when I inflict punishment on her and show myself holy within her. I will send a plague upon her and make blood flow in her streets. The slain will fall within her, with the sword against her on every side. Then they will know that I am the Lord.

Heaven's Sword (God)

do not take lightly
the warnings sent
they will appear

here is another
one most profound
and dubious in nature

the left sword
is out
the spindle of time
is beginning
‒an eruption of vastness

I† am He†, the Lord Almighty†
who can orchestrate
such a move
such an eruption
of unparallel events
to ever be recorded 
by man

here I† am, The†
the first and the last
the one above
and the one below

don't take lightly
what is being recorded
read every word
let them pound
in your chest

My† hand is on the sword
and true

I† have purpose
one that will be fulfilled
causing agitation
to the highest of orders

I† will shake the heavens
and rattle the earth
to such a degree
rebirth will emerge
but not before
all that is written
seeks safe shelter
from the approaching storm

it is approaching
it will be recorded
as all other storms
but this one will not match
any of them

peoples of the land
heed the warnings
don't be like your ancestors
who bathed in them
then forgot them

if you forget them
you will die

if you heed to them
you will live

the destruction is approaching
an unprecedented parallel
of notion
by My† hand

the nines will fall away
and the tens will emerge

the nines was full of peace
an egging towards prayer
redemption and salvation

the tens are far different
strife will cover the earth
peace will disappear
will not exist

governments will fall
and power will combine
to one

you will follow
or you will not

don't turn to Me†
because I† will be put away
and I† will leave
for a time

until all that was warned
takes place

then I† will re-emerge
and faith will be restored
righteousness will once again
be remembered
and I† will give redemption
once again

tell them servant
write every word
from My† mouth
exactly as you hear

tell them the truth
don't hide from them
they hold nothing
to the power of your pen

el lē nā sā

I† have spoken
the Lord Almighty God†
has spoken

(September 16, 2023)—I was given ‘Heaven’s Sword’ on September 13, but I held it because, in my personal life, I’ve been dealing with a family crises. My two-year-old grandson had been dealing with an injury to his left leg, limping like an old man for an entire month. Through misinformation, doctor error, my son finally brought him to a major hospital for children. Through a lot of prayers from a lot of people, they finally found out what it was. It wasn’t an injury after all, but a staff infection that spread through his entire left leg because of arrogance and laziness. They finally know how to treat him. He’s just two.

I’ve been holding on to my heart, calmness. I wanted to be angry. I wanted to scream at the doctors who so carelessly failed to do what was needed for a child. Even the doctors treating him said the same thing. People are getting lazy, especially, if they aren’t getting paid what they want. Insurance companies are nothing more than corporations, which God said…showed…in the first visions of 2019, that he hates.

You do the math. You do the figuring. All I can say is what He tells me. Left is a BIG word with God ever since He put His hand on me in 2019. He had me write over and over that the world will change, move to the left instead of the right. He uses us to tell us the warnings. As in my left leg going numb or hurting sometimes when He sits me down to write.

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‘Elevation Required’ (Yeshuah/The Sixth Sin Against Humanity)

‘Elevation Required’ (Yeshuah/The Sixth Sin Against Humanity)….Jesus said to them, ‘Have you never read in the Scriptures: ‘The stone the builders rejected has become the capstone; the Lord has done this, and it is marvelous in our eyes’ [Psalm 118:22,23]? Therefore I tell you that the Kingdom of God will be taken away from you and given to a people who will produce its fruit. He who falls on this Stone will be broken to pieces, but he on whom It falls will be crushed.’—Matthew 21:42-44; Mark 12:10,11; Luke 20:17,18

Elevation Required (Yeshuah/The Sixth Sin Against Humanity)

She's the mother of thought
I† am the giver
I†, the Son†, gives
what She desires to give
and takes what I† desire
to take

from the beginning
She has been
the overall queen
put before all
even Me†

Wisdom is just and clear
in all Her words

man has never understood Her
from the beginning
as God's† plan for man
was put upon earth
His† footstool
His† lady of magnificent

why is earth and Wisdom

man has never fathomed
this one question

for was it
that eve ate the fruit first?
was that it?

as I†, those thought
was forbidden to seek woman
as they de-elevated her
as they elevated themselves
without thought of this one question

woman bore man
earth, she carries man
Wisdom, instructs man

why wasn't it reversed?

man's idea….overtakes Him†
for Wisdom Herself
shielded his eyes
from the answer to this
basic question

listen to My† words closely
whom bore Me†?
to whom did I† appear first
after My† resurrection?

whom washed My† feet
with sweet perfume?
cleansed them
with tears?
dried them with hair?

whom did all these things?

do you still not know?

why was it allowed
for man to have many wives?
from the time of the beginning?

only a few understood God†
and took only one wife
or no wife at all

have  you ever asked?

why do men need to be tested
so harshly?
and why did God† choose woman
to do the testing?

you failed to see

instead you took literal
without seeking Wisdom Herself

it is time
to seek Wisdom
to understand
at least part
of God's† plan
and why

like little children
you still need your hand held

you, man, have masqueraded
in a showman's world
and if that weren't enough
you took the gift given
‒pillaged her, brought her low
until, out of desperation
she chose to be just like you!

she is not like you
woman is not like man
and those who condemned her
are already condemned
unless they repent
seek salvation
and remove what they
put in place

the de-elevation of the gift

she is not hard
man has made her hard
she is not a boy
man has desired this
and God's† love is unconditional

what you see before you
is generations of thoughts
brought into existence
for the desire was strong
and passed from father to son
over and over

the Father's† love is unconditional
as the people desired
a man king
so He† gave it
and watched the destruction
as He† already knew
what man's rule would do

so as to the thoughts of man

it is every age
the same

lustful desires take root
only this age
has gone further than any age
because each age
the brain is opened more
and its capabilities are vast
‒more choices given
more paths paved
setting the course
for the end of the age

changing the assignments given
falling into what God† hates
is the most destructive
of this generation!

it was done
the path to destruction
when the first changed assignment
took place

and it will be
an advancement
for the next age
more matter
more choices
more will fail
if they do not learn
from this age

things have been set in place

to give instruction
to the next age
the new age
to prevent them 
from repeating
this generation's sin
is My† charge

the scribe will write
all that is needed
to aid the salvation
of the new earth

these words
this present age
will not want
because you are taught
toleration, acceptance
and equality
in the wrong context

you have accepted
what God†, the Father†, hates
in order to fit into
the collection
you have allowed
to move toward satan's house
in order to be accepted
to receive honor from the world
to enjoy riches from the world

all of this
has been lies given by satan, himself
and I† told you
through My† actions
what to do
when satan tempts you
with the world

but you failed
you built churches on satan's lies

I† will destroy your churches
your synagogues, your shrines

they will fall
by My† hand

you failed to know God†
hence, you do not know Me†

this is the sixth sin
against humanity
all peoples of the world
it is I†, the Son†, truth

(September 12, 2023)—He led me to pages 1444 through 1445…notices the 4s….the Final Week—Tuesday morning.

The Lord has been keeping me really busy along with sending me things. I still see visions…only it’s at night when all my lights are off and my eyes are wide open. And…He’s not letting me remember them. I clearly remember seeing them. Last night and the night before, I saw drawings and boxes. The night before box was right on the side of me, so close I could have jumped into it if I could have. Both these boxes were of people, so thus far, I’ve had three boxes with humans in them.

He said I will remember soon, now is not the time. I don’t know what that means, but I do know that I still feel as if I’m a child, too immature for what He has waiting for me.

For now, it is what He is teaching me and telling me to share it if I want to. He knows you won’t listen. Very few, at least. And I’m banking on those ‘very few‘ to insure that the remnants have what they need to survive what is coming. I’m know you will come through for them, wherever they are because I know a small amount of righteous will inherit the new Earth coming.

There is something I’m to briefly discuss and it’s been being asked of me and I chose to ignore it. I’m still reading the Apocrypha. I’ve discussed several of the things that I know for sure in previous writings: Isaiah and Enoch’s trips to Heaven, which they killed Isaiah over. Those trips explain the ‘s‘ put on Heaven in the Bible. It also verifies what I was instructed to write in 2019 and 2020 about the hierarchy of Heaven. You don’t have to believe that at. It still is. Hence, they killed to keep this fact out of the populace of man!

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‘Breaking Hearts’ (Yeshuah)

Breaking Hearts (Yeshuah)…’…What He opens no one can shut, and what He shuts no one can open….I will also keep you from the hour of trial that is going to come upon the whole world to test those who live on the Earth….—Revelations 3:7-13; ‘…To whom, then, will you compare God? What image will you compare Him to? As for an idol, a craftsman casts it, and a goldsmith overlays it with gold and fashions silver chains for it. A man too poor to present such an offering selects wood that will not rot. He looks for a skilled craftsman to set up an idol that will not topple.―Isaiah 40:18-20

Breaking Hearts (Yeshuah)

truth does this
breaks hearts
what truth shows you
and what people do
to hide away from truth

it has always been
the nature of man
to run from truth
to hide from its acknowledgement
to place blame
to hate
to discourage

don't be discouraged, prophet
I†, Yeshuah†, am your witness
as you witness
the falling away

it will get worse
to the left
the world is headed
it is already begun

to hold onto truth
will get harder and harder
the lie will become greater

[at this point my left leg
began to hurt really bad]

many will fall for the deception

I† have you, prophet
they don't want to believe you
because of their shame
their shame controls them
all of those whose truth
you saw

it takes a lot of courage
and Me†
to break away from
their shame
not many are willing
to face the cause
of their shame
‒embarrassment, humiliation
they feel these things
because they horde shame
and in return
they will place blame
they have placed blame
on you

you gave them truth
as was charged to you
your place is sealed

listen! all you peoples
peas in the eyes of God the Almighty†
see what He† has done
through the prophet of words
see what it takes
to win the favor of the Lord†

what is said is said
it will keep being said
for all to be a witness
to what is being said

I† hold them
I† hold the sickles
in My† hands
My† legion holds them
in their hands

judgment is coming around
far much more
than the first time around

the choice is on the table
it's time for your preparation

as My† servant prepared
and shared with you
as was deemed

as was charged

as so not only to prepare her
for her call to the Lord†
so you must do
for your call to the Lord†
to become a servant
in His† kingdom
or be thrown
into the fire

a choice is given
as for those of recent
so will be the same for you

I†, Yeshuah†, am speaking
have you not learned yet
that My† words
are true

the time is approaching
your lessons are not in vane
if you keep learning
if you keep studying
if you fall into Me†
you will meet the Father†

but if  you turn away
like so many have
like so many will
I† will turn you away
from Him† who created you

I† am not a religion
I† am not part of a building

as the Father† is
so am I†

your choice:
will you become as I† have become
or not?

repent, seek your redemption
come into Me†
and I† will give you salvation

[He led me to Isaiah 40:6-26]

it was already written
but I† must keep reminding you
for the end of the age
is near
you are coming upon it
when I† will be taken out the way
a change
unfathomable by man
will be

confusion has been released
confusion will build upon
beware of confusion

the illusion is underway

I† am He†
calling for My† sheep
hear My† voice

read what is already written
read what is being written
the words already written
long ago
will lead you to
the one writing the truth

there are many writing
claiming it is from God†
claiming it is from Me†
claiming it is from Heaven
but there is only seven
who are true
out of the seven
there is only one bold one

the seven servants
are the beginning of what's to come
the seven churches
that I† will call by name
the seven‒
whom all nations will fall
whom all peoples will be

the time has come
and the words of the future
has begun

it is I†, He†, the Son† of God†
the creator of all
I† am

(September 11, 2023)—Directly after the writing, He said, ‘Open the book deep.’ I did and to my amazement four of the churches of Asia (under the sun): Thyatira, Sardis, Philadelphia, and Laodicea. But it was the lines I previously underlined under Philadelphia that immediately caught my eye.

‘…What He opens no one can shut, and what He shuts no one can open….I will also keep you from the hour of trial that is going to come upon the whole world to test those who live on the Earth….—Revelations 3:7-13

With the help of the Spirit: These things you must consider. All the things included in the words sent. You must judge between what is true and what is not in your own heart. But you must remember: Lean on God, not your own understanding. There are a lot of bad shepherds misguiding you and it was bound up a long time ago that this would happen. It is.

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‘A Sinner’s Tale’

‘A Sinner’s Tale’…’…Be careful, however, that the exercise of your freedom does not become a stumbling block to the weak…’―1 Corinthians 8:9-13

A Sinner's Tale

I was he
and I was she
loving the Almighty†
but not taking heed

I heard the robust name calling
‒the disgracing deed
I saw the meek
bust into tears‒
as they were condemned
by He†

discipline on top of discipline
mind boggling‒
treasures to seek
and multiplying
‒voids in fulfilling
without truly relying on Thy†

I was raised
‒this to seek

I saw it all increase
as my soul decreased

I lived as a constant‒
at every turn‒
feeling guilty

what wrong have I done‒
I could not see

so I took it on
‒for free
just feeling guilty
made it all easy

so I lessoned myself
to debris
‒no matter the degree
I was automatically
the disappointee

it didn't matter
what I achieved‒
the army
a college degree
a christian's decree
‒living righteous with honesty

I was still the refugee

it didn't matter my status
beauty and money
a divorcee and meek
a sinner
a catastrophe
‒the treatment was the same

no one stuck by me

even my writings‒
all became wasted graffiti
me….still the guilty

as I wandered in my grief‒
I witnessed a switch
in belief

those who caused the catastrophe
in a high steep
I….buried deep
as they soared in relief

‒their burden put on me
singled out of the sheep
me slaughtered‒
nice and neat

as I lay crying
a hand touched my cheek

'rise and write for Me†'

I felt so unworthy
for all of what life taught me‒
I was the reason
for the grief
‒the guilt of me
resided inside of me

'NO!' came from He†
'you are worthy
I† heard your plea'

as all who made me feel
‒they're still doing the same
as they did before
none of them
‒still lost in the deceit

as I stand witness‒
to all the doings
of He†

(September 11, 2023)—He led me to the First Letter to the Corinthians…Paul. Maybe, it’s time that you studied this letter with open eyes instead of closed ones.

I’ve been condemned for the writing of my life. Criticized heavily. I was told I wrote lies. I didn’t. I wrote about my truth, what was put before me. Those who passed through my life had a chance to debate, they did not. Truth cannot be debated. This was the hand of God in my life.

It was always meant to be. As in the number chart that I placed in the testimony about the numbers of the books. It was always going to be written. No one truly understands the magnificence of that. I have a hard time myself believing it, but it is. It still happened.

You life is meant to teach you and then to help others. God has shown this through many lives, especially mine. But He told me that my life was for the future. It is meant to show them how to live, how to survive the Process of God, the humbling of them. I debated this for a time, but then God showed me through all that He has shown me that the future, those who have not come yet, will not have what I have. They will not have a Bible, nor anyone to teach them the ways of God.

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‘Battlement of Discourse’

‘Battlement of Discourse’…’… ‘It will be for a time, times and half a times. When the power of the holy people has been finally broken, all these things will be completed….Many will be purified, made spotless and refined, but the wicked will continue to be wicked. None of the wicked will understand, but those who are wise will understand. ….’—Daniel 12:5-12

Battlement of Discourse

they say: stay away from the slothful
they say: stay away from the sinful
the unfaithful
the untruthful
the unsuccessful
the unmerciful
the ungrateful
they say: they are harmful

Yeshuah† says: that's ungrateful
a world built of fools

He† came to change those
man-driven tools
they were part of
God's† original school
to cast out the fool
to kill the cruel
‒all for fuel
setting up a needed vestibule

the laws were given
as proof
‒God sends in the drool
years and years
century after century

a pass then a fail
a fail then a pass

abiding by over six hundred rules
specific and precise
teaching life in truth
so the rules
would become
a never ending soup

eventually bringing them to fool
when the Savior† stood before them
on a raged mule

preaching to regroup
that one new rule
that's always been
‒combing all God's† tools

but it was uncool
accepting those…
thought to be harmful
‒not understanding
it was not to become harmful
but to plant a seed
in each
‒saving them
from a pit's whirlpool

those who stood before‒
the coming vestibule
‒are now the fool
for their school
to befool

they built a coup
standing against the truth

today…over two thousands years
of proof
they still remain uncool
so they intend to make
their uncool…cool
across the world

here…there's something new
the truth
in the school of yule
‒the vestibule in you:

you don't have to drink
their soup!

stand your ground‒
don't join their zoo
be the taboo
shout: the love of JESUS

don't judge
don't falter
beware of the witch's brew
circling everyone of you

for every one lies a schedule
a plan in place
given choices times two

they must walk
in their own shoes
‒let them walk through

in your heart‒
seen as a corrective view
‒do lend the wahoo
choose what's of value
show them what's true
'live' the vestibule
that's put inside
of you

keep traveling that avenue
be gentle and true
‒they'll notice
upon their review
‒return to what is true

for those chosen‒
to be a part of the elective crew
‒things will be different
in  your given of clues

to go up against the sinful
a little Holy Spirit† voodoo
will be a necessary cue

trust in the good news
let Yeshuah† guide you
‒grace will come upon  you
when your dues
come due

(September 10, 2023)—He led me to Daniel 12: 5-12 directly after this writing.

Time of FulfillmentThen I, Daniel, looked, and there before me stood two others, one on this bank of the river and one on the opposite bank. One of them said to the man clothed in linen, who was above the waters of the river, ‘How long will it be before these astonishing things are fulfilled?’ The man clothed in linen, who was above the waters of the river, lifted His right hand and His left hand toward Heaven, and I heard Him swear by Him who lives forever, saying, ‘It will be for a time, times and half a times. When the power of the holy people has been finally broken, all these things will be completed.’ I heard, but I did not understand. So I asked, ‘My lord, what will the outcome of this be?’ He replied, ‘Go your way Daniel, because the words are closed up and sealed until the time of the end. Many will be purified, made spotless and refined, but the wicked will continue to be wicked. None of the wicked will understand, but those who are wise will understand. From the time that the daily sacrifice is abolished and the abomination that causes desolation is set up, there will be 1,290 days. Blessed is the one who waits for and reaches the end of the 1,335 days.’—Daniel 12:5-12

This lesson has been with me since the beginning of me. It is a strange thing to learn. The church…that is the Catholic Church…was were my roots are from. There were certain things, and people, whom they, the church, turned their noses up at, including my own family. One of my good childhood friends, her family had money and she had less rules than I did. For some reason, my mom never favored her. I don’t know what it was about her that turned my mom’s nose, and I struggled with this. All I could come up with is that she had better clothes than we did, she was beautiful, and maybe my mom was afraid she’d lose me to that.

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‘Arrows Shot’ (Yeshuah)

‘Arrows Shot’ (Yeshuah)…’Oh, that my words are recorded; that they were written on a scroll, that they were inscribed with an iron tool on lead, or engraved in rock forever! I know that my Redeemer lives, and that in the end He will stand upon the Earth. And after my skin has been destroyed, yet in my flesh I will see God; I myself will see Him with my own eyes—I, and not another. How my heart yearns within me!’—Job 19:23-27

Arrows Shot (Yeshuah) 

the time is approaching
a time written about
a time being written about

it is I†, Yeshuah†, speaking
but few will hear
for a time is upon us
the time deemed
the change spoken about

God's† wrath is hence forth
coming, here
the day of destruction
spoken, written
is upon us, upon you

I'm† included
for I† will collect
the righteous

judgment will come
it is upon you

but how many
will get it wrong

how many have it wrong
to the point
of following God's† plan

I† have to be taken
out the way

it is coming
I† will be taken
out of the way

do you not understand?
peoples of the nations

since My coming to you
I† have not gone away
those who understand this
know exactly what is coming

those still debating
have lost faith
in the truth

I've† called a prophet
you will not accept
because of the way
you are moving
to God's† plan

you want to know
the 'why'
behind God's† plan

it has been told to you
in all the words given
to the prophet of the pen

none of it
are lies
it is all truth
for the Father† does not lie
He† prepares you
He† is preparing you

what is ancient
will be ancient no more
what is modern
will become ancient

this you don't understand
because you are afraid to see

I†, Yeshuah†, your Jesus†
is telling you truth
prepare for what is coming

those who prepare
will see the kingdom

those who do not
I† will cast out
throw them into the fire

the harvest has already begun

you are sitting there
for the savior to come

He's† already come
I† am He†
He's† invited you
to His† halls
you, willingly, refuse to come

the first death
is upon you, many
the first death
many have experienced
since the prophet was called
by the Father†

she warned you
of what was coming
and you ignored the warnings
given to her
by Me† and the Father†

you are still putting
Me† and the Father†
as one
we are but we are not

until you understand this
you do not know the Father†

because so many
have missed the warnings
they have perished
in the second death

you do not want
this death

you want life

many are forfeiting life

[He led me to Judas' suicide]

fortification of life

why can't you see it?

I† am therefore you are
the Father† is
as I† am
as you are

to solve the issue
of the revelations‒
will never come

you are so busy trying
to figure out 'when'
and 'why'
that you miss 'how'

enoch knew
isaiah knew
elijah knew

all the prophets
which the Father† revealed truth
and was charged
with telling
man put to death
(except two)
the world does not want man
to know the truth
of God's† kingdom

what you see happening now
is the result of what man
has done

the precisement of God's† plan
for this age
to fall away
a new heaven to be made
and a new earth to be birthed

man does not understand this
as I've† shown the prophet
man searches in the wrong
and he continues to search
the ancient world
in which his world will become
because he has lost faith

his faith is weak
his faith will be gone
it is coming
I† will be put away
the words have been given
the 'why', the 'how'
and even the 'when'

you, peoples of the nations
are not listening
your value of stuff
has outweighed
your value of life

come to Me†
and I† will give you rest

but you must come willingly
with all your heart and
all your soul

you think the Father† is being mocked
He† cannot be mocked
all that is happening
He† is allowing
all that He† is unveiling
through the prophet of the pen
is truth
and will take place

you are either the light
or the dark
the light will become a penhead
through the darkness
that will fall
on all the earth

too much

you have made your way
into the darkness
as was put before you
each time
God† sent a messenger

the prophecy
did not end
with ancient times

it was halted
for a time
because of what I† gave
that wasn't present before
the Spirit of Truth†
whom I† sent among those
who are willing
to accept Her†

satan lies
‒with the Spirit of Truth†
the Counselor†
of the events to come
you have power
to overcome
satan's lies

I† am He†
I† have not left you
and each of you
will see Me† again
if only you could understand
instead of searching, guessing
and debating…arguing

with love….
none of those things exist

he who has ears
let him hear

(September 9, 2023)—In the middle of the writing, He stopped and said, ‘Open the book deep’….Judas Commits Suicide.

Judas Commits SuicideWhen Judas, who had betrayed Him, saw that Jesus was condemned, he was seized with remorse and returned the thirty silver coins to the chief priests and the elders. ‘I have sinned,’ he said, ‘for I have betrayed innocent blood.’ ‘What is that to us?’ they replied. ‘That’s your responsibility.’ So Judas threw the money into the temple and left. Then he went away and hanged himself. The chief priests picked up the coins and said, ‘It is against the law to put this into the treasury, since it is blood money.’ So they decided to use the money to buy the potter’s field as a burial place for foreigners. That is why it has been called the Field of Blood to this day. Then what was spoken by Jeremiah the prophet was fulfilled: ‘They took the thirty silver coins, the price set on Him by the people of Israel, and they used them to buy the potter’s field, as the Lord commanded me.’ [Zechariah 11:12,13; Jeremiah 19:1-13; 32:6-9]—Matthew 27:3-10

After the writing, Job…and a very interesting part of Job. (Job 19:1-29)

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‘Prudent’s Income’

‘Prudent’s Income’…Then Paul said to him, ‘God will strike you, you whitewashed wall! You sit there to judge me according to the law, yet you yourself violate the law by commanding that I be struck!’….Acts 22:30-23:5

Prudent's Income

go graciously into the night
hear the words of 'patient'

'be gentle with your self
for I am fighting within'

it is the main ingredient
that brings what is intelligent

to the surface of relevant

when asked for knowledge‒
its very wise instrument
it is given‒
without impairment

when you take what is given
‒after your needed persistence
refuse its enlightenment
because of your tireless judgment
Wisdom slams shut‒
that which was transparent

Her gentle allowance
sending in Her pronouncement
through whoever's involvement‒
was Her assistance
without much infringement

when you took it
as indifferent
‒a wise-ass
subtle in your knowledge
of insufficient‒
She'll back off‒
cause a disturbance
in God's† witness
of the grievance

not a good acquaintance
or a combining
in allegiance

She'll strip away the inheritance
through God's† hand
of adjustment
for He† is intolerant
of self-induced arrogance

His† time for you
becomes an impeachment
‒what appears to be grace
a bold renaissance
to Him†―is defiance
a well-placed impediment
that arrogance
cannot see‒
through their blindness

through prudency
Wisdom shows Her reverence
through self-indulgence
She returns to silence
‒you return to adolescence
lost without forbearance

Wisdom is a sacred disturbance
without grievance
or reluctance
She gives every allowance
‒demands perseverance

if on self―your only reliance
wanting a cliquish resemblance
in other's eyes‒
be significance
you―always a performance

Wisdom's beautiful radiance
backs off in disappearance

my children, I'm passing on
‒if you deny Wisdom's
direct instrument
from whatever source She chooses
‒a backward's walk
in reconnaissance
will be your forever resident

though it may not seem
‒look around
see what I mean

it is full of importance
to do away with ignorance

step up―acknowledge Wisdom's
keen observance

•money's abundance
•materialism's investment
•greed's conveyance‒
always turning
always moving towards more

•a constant repeated repugnance
of so much around you
without having courage
to face yourself

•fearing transparent‒
hiding and coveting
engrossing one's self
in the world's tolerance
to fit in a collective insurgence

all of this influence
has you captive‒
to worldly indulgence
‒far from being prudent

for you to release it
feels like a confinement
‒this is the bewilderment
of the world's achievement

you―its victim
you―in alignment
with satan's advancement

the prudent are rare indeed
their wisdom is not an advertisement
but a fulfillment
of Yeshuah's† accomplishment

this is not a discouragement
but an announcement
‒become adherent
for a kingdom's inheritance

(September 8, 2023)―Prudent means ‘acting with or showing care and thought for the future’…I do all of this writing for a future I do not know, instructed by God, Himself, and I cannot refuse Him. He has made me prudent. No man could ever do this. And looking back, I was always this way. It is not bragging, it is teaching you what it means to be the prudent of the world.

The world says it wants prudency, but it does not act on what it says. That is the basics of their hypocrisy.

Just a couple of questions: How many cars do you have? How many boats? Do you constantly cut your grass to make it look pretty? Is your home full of stuff? Is your home way bigger than needed because you want to show-off? Are you constantly buying fast food instead of buying or even raising your own things to cook yourself? Are your children baptized in Jesus’ name? Do you teach your children about God and Yeshuah and read to them the Bible? Do you sin? Do you teach your children not to sin? Do you tolerate what God hates? Do you rally for what God hates? Do you build weapons that kill people? Are you a party to killing, maiming, injury to another human being? And, most importantly, are you learning who God and Yeshuah are?

Can you be honest to any of these questions? Do you see how I’ve covered the whole, entire world with just these simple questions?

Honesty is hard, isn’t it?

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‘Broken Wings’ Folly’

‘Broken Wings’ Folly’…’…Can you image a world where there is no weapons, no disease, no hate, no angry, no jealousy, no envy, no obsessions, no wantings, no needings, no bad anything? This is the utopia of God’s Kingdom. I am going to experience that because I know it exist. I know it is….’

Broken Wings' Folly

how is it
to feel like a fool
when silence leaves
God† puts words
on your tongue
‒that offends everyone

how is it
to sit all alone
stuck in silence all around
recording what's heard
without being told or forced
‒just loved by the Son†

how is it
the fullness felt
from knees knelt
was actually emptiness
truth…constantly blurred
ears constantly buzzing
‒taking on everything
wishing for a bullet and a gun

how is it
after asking for the 'whys'
begging and pleading
anger and self-pity
mixed in a romance's flirt
with words pouring from the pen
‒the replacement of death
bleeding my pain out
with walks in the sun

how is it
dancing through life
like a light-feathered bird
on what's coming out of my head
as others laugh and joke
my children…fed
‒lies between malicious buns

how is it
the 'whys' were answered
as God† directed words heard
the process of blame
repeating…over and over…its rhythm

how is it
things have changed
Wisdom is the true surge
to obtain
as her 'whys' are answered
enters in—the 'hows'
as faith is built
‒hanging on to
what becomes…belief
to see how God† works
from His† kingdom
in Heaven

for 'learned' has done
what its intentions
were charged to do
‒it was never an individual issue

it was always heart
the decreasing and increasing
of scars

the vine failed or succeeded
the mixture―well put
not one…an expert
all…with dirt…will flirt
‒while breathing air
all....life's network

the how of it
a learned lesson from life
to wipe off my face…the smirk
not be so much…the jerk
Yeshuah† came to rejuvenate
give us a perk
replacing many a proverb
became the honor, the ransom
the mortar of much needed

the 'how' has become
the mixture of old and new

dear children, no need to worry
He† chose the how
before your birth
‒for every soul on earth

to end this personal byword, dear children
you were never broken
‒just traveling down the path
it's all basic homework
you can fail or pass
the next path will emerge

go up or down
entirely your decision
‒Wisdom will always decide
good fruit or bad fruit
a mockingbird or a shepherd
you hear the word
or it goes unheard

all left to you
in your journey's pathing works
the hows
Wisdom's greatest churns
for you to learn

(September 7, 2023)―It is said that if we are given Wisdom, it is a sin to not share. We are worse off then someone who is a thief. I’m charged with sharing the lessons given to me because they are not for me, they are for the future that hasn’t arrived yet, and you are part of that future. Although He said you would not understand, or refuse to understand, that you would not hear, I believe in you. The future of the righteous depends on you hearing today.

With that said, He didn’t lead me to Scripture today. He led me to Wisdom Herself. The proverbs of Solomon and all those written after him, that is what He was teaching me today…that they were before Yeshuah. Yeshuah came to change things. He did. But there are still a lot of folks teaching what was before…BEFORE…this change.

Money is not grace. Women are not evil. In fact, the woman has been elevated way before the writings He has given to me. Man chose to put her low. This is a major sin against man himself.

Poor and humbled and meek are elevated. You who are these things do not know how good you have it. You are Yeshuah’s children. Do not ever think that you are less because of your financial situation.

The tongue. This has always been my worry. And, believe me, I had people criticize me heavily to my face about my tongue and how I use it. What is in the dark will be brought to light. This is how it is brought to the light…the tongue. Did you think otherwise?

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‘Belittled Humility’

‘Belittled Humility’…This is what the Lord says: ‘Where is your mother’s certificate of divorce with which I sent her away? Or to which of my creditors did I sell you? Because of your sins you were sold; because of your transgressions your mother was sent away. When I came, why was there no one? When I called, why was there no one to answer? Was My arm too short to ransom you? Do I lack the strength to rescue you? By a mere rebuke I dry up the sea, I turn rivers into a desert; their fish rot for lack of water and die of thirst. I clothe the sky with darkness and make sackcloth its covering.’―Isaiah 50:1-3

Belittled Humility 

I say these words
in my head
I say too little
‒sin I've fed
I say too much
‒my soul is dead

where to decipher Wisdom
without causing condemn

it is a question of 'instead'
without having a heart bled

I consider the 'affect'
never in accord with 'accept'

I remember I'm not the architect
but, instead, a 'reflect'
of words given
for self-reflect

I'm not the only subject
‒I know―in comes―reject
for a word in Jesus† dialect
is to take sin―dissect
prove the misled
‒true maliciousness―fed

in order to reconnect
what's been disconnected

not by myself
I'm not the architect
thriving to interject
what's not part‒
of my prospect
it's only added
in suspect
by those losing
to 'deflect'

I throw up my hands
‒willingly be used
in the correct
my mouth―a buffet
not a casket
not a puppet
but like a bayonet
jabbing sin―wickedness
whatever's in secret
‒spewing it
like a rocket

each one of us
can be the subject
or the object
for Wisdom's pulpit
so understanding
becomes the outlet

so speak―don't gossip
seek understanding
discuss all of it
even when wickedness
remains in quiet
hiding and running
you won't acknowledge it

don't get lost
in all the thicket
be brave as you
sound the trumpet

God's† ways
are ultraviolet

things you covet
keep in secret
will surface
not lost in forget

for to acknowledge
‒forgive, accept
learn from the foul of it‒
is seen as courage
by the highest of pulpits

leave life lived
without regrets

seek Wisdom
fill up your pockets
with seeds
to give
without a budget

then humility
will be the ultimate
peace will surround your soul
as you exit the casket

(September 7, 2023)―I wrote this piece yesterday after a mellow lesson on self and Wisdom. Directly after I wrote this, I was led to Isaiah 49:8-13 through Isaiah 50:4-9. I don’t, at all, believe in coincidences anymore. As time goes by, I see how everything is connected and how we are all used for each other’s tests. You can deny this…that is all right. You are just not ready to willingly accept the truth.

I thought my part in the poetry was over except to write prayers here and there. Boy, am I wrong. I know that my own writing is different from the previous work that is in the books, and there’s a good reason, which most don’t acknowledge about themselves. The greatest of works are written during our trials, not after, during. It is a point to our trials that we suffer: To bring us low so we can share what we have learned or learning. And these great works that are written during the worse part of our trials are the most sincere.

These current writings of mine are not like those. These are sort of like those I wrote in 2010 before the seriousness of my trials began. They were more of the self discovery type…me trying to find meaning behind what I knew was coming. These are the opposite of those. All the ones I posted yesterday ( Trapped Under’, The Riches of Lowliness’, Humble’s Renaissance’, The Ant’s Surface’, Lesson’s Given’,To Be Known’, The Showth of God† and ‘a Ways from Danger’) and this one, and, it seems, there will be much more of these, are lessons learned after our trial…the part that no one really wants to hear. Trust me, they don’t want to hear our sorrow and grief, nor want to hear what we’ve learned even less.

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