The most important question to answer for yourself: Are you of the world? or Are you of God?
“He said I was mourning for myself and what I’m going to face, but he also said this: You are mourning for the world. This made me sadder. I’m mourning for people I don’t even know! I’m mourning for people that don’t even care! David said: It is who you are!”
NOTE: This page, as well as all these pages under God’s Mercy, begins with a writing, one I’m guided to write as a message to you from God. Then following the writing is a slew of awesome photographs. These photographs aren’t your ordinary photographs. These are photographs that I’m allowed to take in order to teach you about how to reach God, how to communicate directly and indirectly with Him and Jesus. These photographs consist of God’s magic like beautiful sun rays, orbs, my purple aura, awesome colors, Jesus sprinkles, the Faces of beings that are all around us, and unique symbols that God wants people of the world to decode. There’s a message in them that He wants revealed. So if you know what they mean, please contact me. I also talk about David, my spirit Guide, often, so if you get confused, just check out his page. I also have a page dedicated to the third eye and my picture documentation as I move along in this process. (None of these pictures have been manipulated except for resizing in order to place them here for you to see. I have kept all originals before resizing them.) Thank you k. e. leger
[Note: Another thing to take note of throughout all my writings is that I repeat things often. Each writing is separate, written on different days. If something is repeated, it means that message is important. That’s all I can say about that. It’s up to you to understand it.]
Faces. David told me that in every single frame there is something extraordinary to see. As someone who’s lived in the creative world of writing, I’ve no doubt that is true. On October 9th, when I pulled all the pictures from October 7th up on my big monitor, several times when I zoomed in on this one particular picture, the frame kept moving to the top right of the picture. We think these things are by accidents. I’ve written many, many times that there are no accidents, and there aren’t.
In the course of editing all of these pictures, David has helped speed up the process by manipulating the screens by making them move quicker and land on exactly what I was looking for during searches. This day, after the top right of this particular photo zoomed in several times, I decided to trust and figure out what he was trying to show me.
It took me a while, then I saw them. Unbelievable! I thought the orbs and the way my camera was manipulated and the things that were happening on my face and to my hair was extraordinary, but to be shown the faces…more of God’s secrets or mystery being revealed like this has got me to thinking, ‘There has to be other people in this great big ole world who has seen these things as well!’
We often judge people harshly when they hear things no one else hears, when they have dreams that others deem crazy, when they see things others don’t see. We toss it up to some mental disorder or depression or insanity. A strange notion: We ALL have it wrong!
I’ve seen movies that depict some of the things I’m being shown in some way or another. If you look at these faces really hard, you’ll see that alien face that’s always associated with outer space. Those people who came up with those ideas, they didn’t just dream them out of the air. They saw it or heard about it from someone who saw it. These pictures on these pages are real. There is no foolery going on. I’m told to take pictures and then when I look at them, there is always something telling in them. All that you see is from GOD!
Faces. I enlarged those that were pointed out to me the best that I could. If you don’t see them, you are blind. God is pointing all these things out to all of us to show us His power, who He is and what the spiritual world is. Do I know the great mysterious answers? No. I know what is being shown to me. I do ask the questions. No, not always am I answered. The questions that arose after seeing a number of theses faces were: Are these my loved ones? Are they watching out for us? Or Is this hell? Are we sent here as punishment to hang around in trees and such until we’ve had enough? The hell questions started popping into my head really after the ground faces were shown to me. Then more questions: Why don’t they help us out? Why are they just hanging around? Why can’t we see them? What’s their purpose? Why is God really showing us all of this?
One of the most obvious reasons that’s really horrifying to think about is that He’s revealing all of this in this big show of His because as He’s had me write, the new earth is coming and it’s time to understand the spiritual world so that we don’t concentrate on the pain from losing loved ones and we do concentrate on living and teaching our children about God and Jesus.
I can’t say for I’m not God, but it makes sense in a way. If the plates move in the opposite direction, then that means a lot of the earth’s surface will move as well, that means…you get the picture. I’m just speculating. As a journalist, I need solid proof, but, of course, the only solid proof that I will get is when it actually happens. I pray that it doesn’t, but I’m assured that it will.
Read the writings on these pages…they are messages to all of you. I’m not doing all of this for fun. I’m doing this because God’s asked me to, and yes, I do have a choice, but I’m not going to deny my Heavenly Father. So, see me as a fool, or see all of this as it actually is. I don’t know when all of this will happen. God’s time scales, if you’ve read the Bible, doesn’t appear to be the same as ours. All I know is what I’m personally experiencing and what I’m capturing when I’m told to take pictures. I’m not looking for attention. In fact, I’ll run from it. I’m doing what God wants to inform you. You are to take this information to help you make your individual choice. The writings are very important in making that decision. God bless you in every way.
I wrote it
I proclaimed it
I saw it
I glorified it
alone...on this ledge
I'm called names
I'm called insane
as I reveal–
I felt it–
He† showed it
He† spoke it
He† revealed it
–I questioned it
alone...I suffer in it
I inserted His† wedge
–I'm abiding by it
on the edge
–as others crucify it
I won't lose it
I'll trust in it
for I heard it
for I saw it
–as others have
(October 9, 2019)—‘Struggling Faith’ was written October 1, 2019. There is a promise given to me by God Himself, and Jesus Himself…I’m to wait patiently for it, as I struggle with the visions of destruction, words God has me write about healing and choosing, as I struggle with receiving messages and warnings and told to prophesize, which I have not a clue how to do.
The days up until October 7th, I cried a lot dealing with all of this. On October 5th, I dawned my mourning dress. The dress I wore once before…at my mother’s funeral. I didn’t know why I decided to put this dress on, but I did and I wore it all night. I was a basket case for days, my face all puffy from the tears I’ve shed. David started saying, ‘Go to the lake,’ early on October 7th. It was also put into my heart to put some makeup on. I didn’t want to and I didn’t. David’s request to go to the lake kept coming through. I didn’t want to go. But I kept hearing him say it, so I eventually caved and left the apartment close to 5 p.m.
[Note: I learned later why David kept wanting me to go to the lake early. Time is changing. God uses the sun’s energy to communicate. The sun is going down early. Go figure!]
I didn’t want to take pictures, especially of myself, but as soon as we were on the street, ‘Take pictures,’ came through. I can be a really stubborn person when I want to be, but when it comes to God…I always cave! So, for the first time, I started taking a few pictures before I even got to the lake. When I got there, I noticed there were more people there than usual. It didn’t dawn on me that the weather has gotten cooler so that brings people outside. There were some men fishing and I noticed others taking pictures. There were walkers and just people out enjoying themselves. I couldn’t seem to find that place to enjoy myself.
It’s fall. The ducks are shedding their feathers and as more people enjoy the lake in the cool weather, they are littering. Sad. It’s the first time that I have witnessed the liter, and that didn’t sit well with my mood. So, my picture taking was slow and I wanted to quickly go back home. But I hear David, and when that ‘Take pictures’ comes through, I start taking pictures because it’s expected of me. He was not so fast on October 7 as he usually is. He knew I wasn’t feeling up to par, and he knew why.
When I got home and saw the pictures, I was considerably harsh on myself. I didn’t want to post the pictures. And I didn’t. I cried more. David had been really quiet lately when it comes to praying and this concerned me. I keep wanting to meditate. He keeps telling me not to. This was something that was working for me. To be honest, I wanted to hear the Lord’s voice. What is more empowering than hearing God and Jesus talk? I have not a clue for anyone else, but for me, NOTHING! So, this on top of what I KNOW, I’ve been really down. I sat on the sofa and talked, out loud, to God, crying, of course.
The truth. The spiritual world is very serious. They are extremely playful and loving, but when it’s time to get serious, there is NO playing around. David revealed some things to me that night, things that were more heartbreaking than before. He said that it was my mother who put it in my heart to wear the mourning dress. He said I was mourning for my self and what I’m going to face, but he also said this: You are mourning for the world. This made me sadder. I’m mourning for people I don’t even know! I’m mourning for people that don’t even care! David said: It is who you are!
I was led to the following Scriptures, which in my Bible are dated October 25 (7) on pages 1378 (10) and 1379 (11)=21(3). [The numbers on the pages and those of Scripture are not an accident!] I didn’t want to write October 7th. I didn’t want to sleep. I didn’t want any part of anything. I was so sad.
Special Note: Turning to Scripture has nothing to do with me being sad, ever! It’s my calling. God tells me what He wants me to write about. This has been going on for years now. [I answered the call!] For the past year or so, when I’m led to Scriptures, it’s not just one Scripture like it used to be before that. It changed to the entire 2 pages that face me that I’m to consider. And, lately, a lot of the times, I’m led to Jesus! And what He had to say in these Scriptures were of no accident…He answered my concerns straight-up!
I hope that you take the time to read my work on here, and in the books I’ve compiled for you. Those words are from God. Jesus has been taking over lately. You can read my work from the last two months, if it’s not messages for you from God, it’s Jesus speaking to me, telling me that it’s okay. And…these Scriptures I’m led to are directly answering questions that I have for Him and/or they directly respond to how I’m feeling about all of this. I can’t argue with facts. These moments happen and they are always a bow-the-head kind of moments. When you are feeling something and you hear, ‘Open the Bible,’ and you do and there is the answer! There’s NO mistaking who that answer is from!
My biggest battle lately is sadness because no one is paying attention to God’s words, His warnings, His promises. I always see all these great posts on my Facebook wall on Sundays, then no God, no Jesus the rest of the week. Every single person whom I’ve had a close relationship with has opted out! Vanished. Gone. I don’t want to measure my life on likes and comments, but I’m to posts all of this and I’m not certain what I’m to expect.
This has been this way since I got on Facebook. I started with the political website and sharing the posts (which God was directing even back then), then came the darkness and I used Facebook as a bar and spilled my guts out to everyone. Part of this is in Book 5 in My 12-Book Series on the Five Stages of Grief. I had a lot of comments when I was doing that. All of them helped me move forward, helped me discover my path. When I finally got on some kind of solid ground, that support began to slowly disappear. I realized something really sad: People feed off of strife. They love to meddle and show support when you are fighting with someone. They enjoy taking sides. But when you have no one to fight with, they go away. For the past 7 years, up until June of this year, I met one road block after another, and I wrote all about it. Of course, I knew I was writing for God, but I really didn’t know the extent and what my work meant. I do now.
I’m not just about healing women from abuse. I’m about healing all…women, men, children…and this is really scary. And you know what: God WANTS me to write HOW I FEEL, and He wants you to Tell Him how YOU feel. This is something people don’t get. GOD…the big man upstairs…wants you to yell, scream, cry…say it! He WANTS to hear it. Not because He doesn’t know. He knows everything! He wants you to say it…OUT LOUD!...for YOU to get it out, for you to HEAL! And…He used me, byway of those 12 books, to show you that you aren’t crazy, insane, small-minded, foolish…you are NONE of that! You are NORMAL!
Through all the writings I write, I show you what God reveals to me. Sometimes by Scripture. Sometimes not. For the past 3 years, it’s been a lot about Scripture. This book…the Bible…He authored byway of writers. He’s written all that He has to say about life through His writers. There’s no need for another Bible. Through the words He has sent to me, it’s about every day life, that fuck-you attitude that we get and how to survive it. I want to help people, especially abused women. I tell Him that all of this seems to have put a damper on my dream. Through David, He tells me it hasn’t…it’s just been put on hold for a little while. I’m human. This is hard for me to understand. Hence the Scriptures below.
Healing at Pool of Bethesda—Some time later, Jesus went up to Jerusalem for a feast of the Jews. Now there is in Jerusalem near the Sheep Gate a pool, which in Aramaic is called Bethesda and which is surrounded by five covered colonnades. Here a great number of disabled people used to lie—the blind, the lame, the paralyzed. [in some manuscripts: paralyzed—and they waited for the moving of the waters. From time to time an angel of the Lord would come down and stir up the waters. The first one into the pool after each such disturbance would be cured of whatever disease he had.] One who was there had been an invalid for thirty-eight years. When Jesus saw him lying there and learned that he had been in this condition for a long time, He asked him, ‘Do you want to get well?’ ‘Sir,’ the invalid replied, ‘I have no one to help me into the pool when the water is stirred. While I am trying to get in, someone else goes down ahead of me.’ Then Jesus said to him, ‘Get up! Pick up your mat and walk.’ At once the man was cured; he picked up his mat and walked.—John 5:1-3,5-9a (Jerusalem) [Second Passover April, A.D. 28]
NOTES: Faith. Hypocrites. Right out of the gate I get the message this one Scripture says: The man is an invalid…that means he is cripple and can’t just do what everyone else can do. He sits there by that pool with the hope that he will be cured if only he can get in the water. So, he waits for that good samaritan…who never shows up! Notice that John put exclamation marks after ‘get up’. Interesting, don’t you think? Jesus got mad. He was, after all, human during this time. He experienced the same type of emotions you and I have. Knowing who I am, I would have felt the same exact way. Here is this crippled man, who can’t walk, and people just ignore him and think only of themselves. This isn’t what God wants of us! He wants us to help those who can’t do for themselves. He wants us to give to them what they need to help themselves get better.
This same line…the one bolded in the Scripture…is the same way we are still behaving today. No, I’m not talking about all those wonderful people who are doing God’s work, a lot without complaint. I’m talking about those who have the power to cure cancer. They can you know. I’m talking about all those who God gives the medicine formulas to so that they can cure so many sick people in the world, and instead of doing what God expected, they sold out to the highest bidder, who now controls those medicines and puts prices on them so that those who need them can’t afford them. I’m talking about all those who are greedy in the insurance fields, the medical fields, all corporations, all man-made religions, all governments. All of them are walking over that crippled man and fending for only themselves. That’s what God is upset about.
I’m talking about all those who bully, who don’t help those who are addicted to drugs, who were abused as children and now can’t deal with the pain, who ignore those with depression and hurting on the emotional level. I’m talking about all those who don’t get involved because it’s not their issue! You are walking over the crippled man!
Healed Man Questioned—The day on which this took place was a Sabbath, and so the Jews said to the man who had been healed, ‘It is the Sabbath; the law forbids you to carry your mat.’ But he replied, ‘The man who made me well said to me, ‘Pick up your mat and walk.’ So they asked him, ‘Who is this fellow who told you to pick it up and walk?’ The man who was healed had no idea who it was, for Jesus had slipped away into the crowd that was there. Later Jesus found him at the temple and said to him, ‘See, you are well again. Stop sinning or something worse may happen to you.’ The man went away and told the Jews that it was Jesus who had made him well.—John 5:9b-15
NOTES: Hypocrites. Unbelievers. Warning. The bold lines. Have you ever questioned the Jews’ behavior as it is written in the Bible. The Sabbath was indeed a day of rest directed by God, but a man can’t even carry his mat? Really? I know I’ve read in many, many places in the Bible that states how much God hates laziness! Do you think the Jews read that part? That’s the simple part of that one statement. Do you know the other part? This man was crippled for thirty-eight years! It said this in the previous passage. Okay, of those thirty-eight years, how many of them do you think he spent lying down on that mat near that water pool? Surely, as seen in other places in the Bible, those Jews knew him. In every story where there was a crippled mention, the people knew them because they always tried to avoid them! That…right there…is NOT doing God’s work! So, here’s the hypocrite part…the bigger part of it…they questioned him holding a mat instead of him walking! Hello! Earth to Mars!
These Jews have studied the Scripture, the word of God, forever and they didn’t think that God would hear what they said. They were strict followers of the Torah! How did they not question their own behavior? How could they judge and still call themselves believers? Well, God does step in. Through Jesus.
Notice what Jesus says to him…a message for us! ‘Stop sinning or something worse may happen to you.’ Do you think He said that just to hear Himself talk? Every single letter, number, period, etc. in the Bible is put there for a reason! For future generations to know GOD! And so many still…STILL…to this day, do NOT know Him. Bad things happen to you and keep happening and you wonder why? Really? The biggest part is when God shows His mercy to you and you go backwards instead of forwards. When you do that, it only will be worse. It’s not hard living God’s way: Say your prayers at night with an honest heart, don’t hurt people, love, accept Jesus in your heart, help others. Easy.
I was that way ya know
seeing only surface
only wanting surface
God† stripped me down
planted my feet
on the ground
presented me with
dared me to love
of societal traditions
grabbing hold of me
shaking me down
until in Jesus†–
I was solidly found
I'm not that way anymore
the way I was before
I'd rather the imperfections
I fought...come to terms
things that don't burn
only love...do I now yearn
just ends in a urn
I've proven I can
–I now understand
each line, each pore
each shattered smile
belongs to broken miles
adult from the child
smiles from frowns
frowns back to smiles
so love your scars
appreciate the wars
God's† preparing you
–what's beyond the stars
it's the imperfections
that scream: I've lived
that comes the better
God's† given salvation!
Resurrection and Life—So, because Jesus was doing these things on the Sabbath, the Jews persecuted Him. Jesus said to them, ‘My Father is always at His work to this very day, and I, too, am working.’ For this reason the Jews tried all the harder to kill Him; not only was He breaking the Sabbath, but He was even calling God His own Father, making Himself equal with God. Jesus gave them this answer: ‘I tell you the truth, the Son can do nothing by Himself; He can do only what He sees His Father doing, because whatever the Father does the Son also does. For the Father loves the Son and shows Him all He does. Yes, to your amazement He will show Him even greater things than these. For just as the Father raises the dead and gives them life, even so the Son gives life to whom He is pleased to give it. Moreover, the Father judges no one, but has entrusted all judgment to the Son, that all may honor the Son just as they honor the Father. He who does not honor the Son does not honor the Father, who sent Him.
‘I tell you the truth, whoever hears My word and believes Him who sent Me has eternal life and will not be condemned; he has crossed over from death to life. I tell you the truth, a time is coming and has now come when the dead will hear the voice of the Son of God and those who hear will live. For as the Father has life in Himself, so He has granted the Son to have life in Himself. And He has given Him authority to judge because He is the Son of Man. Do not be amazed at this, for a time is coming when all who are in their graves will hear His voice and come out—those who have done good will rise to live, and those who have done evil will rise to be condemned.‘—John 5:16-29
NOTES: Death. Life. Resurrection. Sin.—The Torah…‘Thou Shall Not Kill.’ Did they just forget this commandment? Or were they NOT taught this particular commandment? The world does not hate Jews. There’s just too much hypocrisy going on. You either believe in the Torah or you don’t. You either believe in God or you don’t. You either believe in Jesus or you don’t. It’s not anything to skirt around and say maybe I believe that, but I don’t believe this. No. It’s one way or the other.
This man…that would be Jesus…touched people who were sick and they were cured. Can a normal man do that? I’m curious…has anyone met anyone who could do that without a hospital or surgery? Jesus cured men by commanding with HIS VOICE! Can normal men do that? Why did they question this? Why do they STILL question this? Not one or two saw Jesus do these things…crowds of people witnessed these things!
That Mohammad guy got his info from the fallen angel, Gabriel, and he didn’t have crowds of witness and people kill for him! What the hell!? Millions of people follow this Mohammad fellow who killed people…KILLED people and his book wishes…WISHES for others to die, and millions and millions follow this false prophet. I’m going to say false because a true prophet doesn’t kill…at all!
Jesus stood for the people. He stood for the sinner. He stood for the weak, the crippled, the lame. He preached love. He didn’t like politicians and priest.
Do you see it? What I wrote about at the beginning of this writing, about how I had all kinds of comments on my Facebook wall when I was angry, in the darkness, but when I found some type of solid ground, they all disappeared. Isn’t that something?! Preach love. Preach that people need to heal. Preach that people need to seek the Lord and forgive and be humble. Do those things and you are crucified. But if you preach hate. preach killing, preach strife, preach revenge, you are worshiped and followed and you would die for that. But you won’t die for God who wants peace, love, forgiveness. Word to the wise: There isn’t 7 virgins waiting for you. You don’t have sex in heaven or hell. In heaven, you don’t have skin color, you don’t eat, sleep, shit, piss, have sex…sorry, to break it to you. And GOD…does NOT condone ANYONE to KILL in HIS NAME! EVER! Someone has seriously lied to you!
When Jesus talks about ‘raises the dead and gives them life’, do you actually know what that means? It means what My 12-Book Series is all about: Surviving the five stages of grief, which is designed by God for you to ask for His mercy! When you fall, when you mourn, when you get really sick, when you become addicted to something, when you kill, rape, pillage, you are in DEATH…i.e. you DIE! He is NOT talking about you body not working anymore! Your body is JUST A SHELL! Your body is nothing to God. It’s your SOUL that matters to HIM! He IS NOT talking about getting all the bodies that don’t work anymore and are buried and turned to dust and making them have a living, breathing life in them again! NO!
Jesus’ resurrection was a symbol for us. His death on the cross, His suffering was the symbol of death…when we fall. His resurrection and all the stories written on how He was all dressed in white and had this brilliant light, was a symbol of LIFE! The whole entire process was God’s way of communicating! Why is this so hard for you to understand?
This is exactly what He’s doing in all these photographs on this site…communicating. He’s NOT human! He’s ALL. Every tiny bit of energy in everything that you see, hear, feel, etc…is GOD! He tells stories through people, through the sun, through experiences, through other methods like the clouds, the stars, and now because of technology, which HE gave to us, He is communicating by sending symbols and leaving it up to us to figure it out. People call themselves genius and smart, but their intelligence is no match for God…NOT EVEN CLOSE! I have learned a very important lesson by going through all these pictures. It actually blends with the visions He sent through me and what He said about how He’s going to wait and see what people do: Will they help the living? Or will they be greedy and build senseless monuments which He hates? With all these messages He is sending through me, He’s waiting for the unity! Because NOT ONE mind can figure this out! There has to be a team across the nations!
Do you know what I’m told? And YES that would be by God and Jesus. This unity won’t happen until they that first set of visions comes to pass. And I’m assure that will be this year…2019! There will be a lot of bitching and government wanna-bees wanting all the control. There will be a lot of anger and hate. They’ll ridicule me…for a while. It’s pointless. He’s warning you by having me write all of this, and it’s dated, so that when this major event happens, you will know it’s HIM!
Let’s just repeat that last verse right here: ‘I tell you the truth, whoever hears My word and believes Him who sent Me has eternal life and will not be condemned; he has crossed over from death to life. I tell you the truth, a time is coming and has now come when the dead will hear the voice of the Son of God and those who hear will live. For as the Father has life in Himself, so He has granted the Son to have life in Himself. And He has given Him authority to judge because He is the Son of Man. Do not be amazed at this, for a time is coming when all who are in their graves will hear His voice and come out—those who have done good will rise to live, and those who have done evil will rise to be condemned.‘ Do you understand, at all, what He said here?
Here are some important words or phrases:
- I tell you the truth…He repeats this over and over. I’ve told you that when something in the Bible is repeated, IT IS IMPORTANT. He’s not repeating that because He forgot He said it!
- hears, hear…Read my work and you will find these words written over and over. This is so very important. When Jesus resurrected, God gave us all access to the Holy Spirit. He won’t come while you are living your beautiful sinful life. Boy, when you do good and He comes, it’s joy in the purest form. The Holy Spirit is how God and Jesus speaks to us! It’s in our MINDS! Evil is coming. And to fight the evil that is coming, you will need to know how to access God byway of the mind…i.e the Holy Spirit. It’s your choice. He’s NOT going to force you.
- will not be condemned…You want to be saved? You want your soul…what’s in your heart and mind, to see the light, to live in the light…then you have to love Jesus! Sorry, there’s NO other way. Refuse…to the pit you go!
- crossed over from death to life…again, your body does not come out of the dust and become human again. That’s not what He means. When you accept Jesus Christ honestly into your heart, then He fights for you. You begin to rise out of your darkness, your troubles. Now this doesn’t mean if you can’t walk, you’ll walk again. No. The cross God has given each of you is for a reason. You have to discover that reason. The spiritual world is a lot different than the world we know on earth. The body…is not important. It’s the mind and heart that is. Once you understand that and stop hating God because you are blind, or can’t walk, or your nose is long, then you will understand what God wants from you. He wants your heart. Your disabilities, your body features is only a cross. It’s how you carry that cross that matters to God. Fear not…you will NOT always be in that body, and those beautiful people that you may envy, they won’t have that beauty for long either. And their cross…how they manage that beauty. Most don’t manage it very well, meaning they abuse the gift. That’s marks on their heart. So, don’t worry. You do your part. God…Jesus…they WILL do theirs. Remember: God’s time is NOT ours.
- hear the voice of the Son of God…I pulled this one because of the combination. I know where to hear Him. I know what you have to do. I heard Him. I want…WANT…you to hear Him, too. To HEAR is very important to God!
- those who hear will live…See? He says it right there? You HAVE to HEAR! In today’s world, we live in so much noise that it’s impossible to hear unless you shut the world out. You have to choose.
- when all are in their graves will hear His voice and come out…He’s not talking about an actual grave. He’s talking about your darkness. He’s talking about your depression, your sinful life, your anger, your hate, your selfishness, your greed. That’s what He means by grave.
- those who have done good will rise to live…You will save your soul. You will experience joy. You will live in the light.
- those who have done evil will rise to be condemned…Take heart in this: All those people who are selfish, greedy, hateful, living high-on-the-hog and looking down on everyone, those who are keeping people sick, all those kinds of people…it only looks like they are successful. Their eternal part…damnation. Honor the cross God gave to you. Whatever you are suffering from…a disorder, a disease, a crippling…it’s only temporary. Eternity…have you ever sat and truly thought of what that really means? Then add light to that equation. That’s pretty awesome. Let’s do the other way…if you ever felt depression, really bad…think of that, then think of having that serious depressive fight for eternity. That’s the pit…only a lighter version.
Discussion of Authority—‘By Myself I can do nothing; I judge as I hear, and My judgment is just, for I seek not to please Myself but Him who sent Me. If I testify about Myself, My testimony is not valid. There is another who testifies in My favor, and I know that His testimony about Me is valid. You have sent to John and he has testified to the truth. Not that I accept human testimony; but I mention it that you may be saved. John was a lamp that burned and gave light, and you chose for a time to enjoy His light. I have testimony weightier than that of John. For the very work that the Father has given Me to finish, and which I am doing, testifies that the Father has sent Me. And the Father who sent Me has Himself testified concerning Me. You have never heard His voice nor seen His form, nor does His word dwell in you, for you do not believe the One He sent. You diligently study Scriptures because you think that by them you possess eternal life. These are the Scriptures that testify about Me, yet you refuse to come to me to have life.
‘I do not accept praise from men, but I know you. I know that you do not have the love of God in your hearts. I have come in My Father’s name, and you do not accept Me; but if someone else comes in His own name, you will accept him. How can you believe if you accept praise from one another, yet make no effort to obtain the praise that comes from the only God? But do not think I will accuse you before the Father, Your accuser is Moses, on whom your hopes are set. If you believed Moses, you would believe Me, for he wrote about Me. But since you do not believe what he wrote, how are you going to believe what I say?’—John 5:30-47
NOTES: Believe. Faith. Truth. In that first line, He says that He does not seek to please Himself, but He seeks to please God. I take that very personally because I have had a struggle within myself over this. I’ve been writing for God for 10 years now. I wrote and self published 12 books. I had to do ALL the work myself. I was duly instructed on this. There was a promise on the table: write and they will come, and peace. I get peace here and there and He disturbed the peace He gave me with the visions and this new part of my journey, the pictures and warnings. So, I’ve verbally complained to Him. A lot! Then I had to battle with the accusations I’ve gotten through the years of my reasoning behind all them books and the writing of my personal journey. According to these accusations, if I’m writing about my life and telling the world all my drama, then I must be seeking some type of attention! Which is so far from the truth that it’s scary.
I glorify the Lord. He’s been working through me for a very long time. He’s shown me my path then veiled it from me. But the showing part was long enough for me to write about it. Go ahead read the books. You will see the truth in that. I wrote what was going to happen way before it happened! I didn’t know I did this until I edited the books. Then during that editing process, there was still things veiled. Like I’d go through the editing process then He’d ensure I forgot it all as I moved on to the next book. He’s very clever! And He has that power.
The one mistake we all make is to think that everything that happens to us is because we are ugly, not worth any thing, we deserve bad things, we are just sinful people. NO! We are part of a much larger plan. Our single most important thing to do during these times is to stay faithful to Jesus. Even when we keep falling, I did, we keep calling His name, we keep God’s name on our tongues. People called me a hypocrite because of this, a liar. I’m neither. I stayed faithful to my heavenly Father…I trusted Him no matter what He put me through. Sure, I screamed and begged, ‘Why me?’ Sure…I did all of that. We can. We can think these things, too. We can even scream it at others. In the end, it’s what we do that matters to God and Jesus. He wants to hear us voice ourselves. It’s our actions that condemn us. Are we going to hit that person? Are we going to forgive? Are we going to hold a grudge? Are we going to allow someone to get away with sin to hurt another? Etc., etc.
Pay attention to the truth. Lies are every where. There’s a reason for that, too. God allows it. To test our worth. To test our strength. He brings illness to our door. He brings death to our door. He brings heartache and strife to our door. He is ALWAYS in charge. He’s wanting to know what will you do! Most of all: He’s waiting for you to call on His Son! Then, when He answers you, when He grants mercy, He WANTS you to tell everyone! That’s giving the testimony on what He’s done for you, that’s GLORIFYING HIS NAME! Why can’t you do that?
The last statement in that first paragraph…wow! This is still true today…over 2,000 years later! People preach Scripture, they push Scripture, but they don’t live it! Look at all those mega churches. That’s a prime example. Look at the Catholic Church. None of them who use God’s word to make a living should have millions in the bank! NONE! If they do, they are NOT of God! Period. End of discussion! Sorry, they are lying to you. They preach Scripture, but have not a clue to what Jesus is saying…and this is so sad! If they did understand, truth, all that money they have to build all those fancy buildings, wear all those fancy clothes, drive all those fancy cars…would be used to feed the poor, cloth the poor, shelter the poor, the meek, the mild, the crippled. I live in Las Vegas…the amount of homeless people is unbelievable! The amount of people sick in the world, hungry, poor, living with dirt floors! NONE of these man-made churches understand the words of JESUS! NONE!
Then…that second paragraph! God and Jesus are telling me the same thing: You, the world, will not believe! I cry over this. I ask: Why me? I don’t have a large following on social media, and that’s how things are spread today. How can I get people to read me? And that’s important to God…reading! I write long because He wants me to write long. Don’t you get that? They tell me: NO! you won’t get that. I cry because I don’t understand…God is talking through me! That’s pretty big for me. I’m scared shitless. He tells me to not change the way I write. He likes the way I write. He tells me that sooner or later you will read all my work, you will understand that it is ACTUALLY the Lord in heaven speaking through me. I ask: How? He says: PATIENCE! That is a BIG word with them up there! No wonder why I wrote about patience so much through the years!
God sent Jesus to make it easy for man to get to the light. Hate. Jealousy. Envy. Greed. The Seven Deadly Sins…I wrote a lot about them…has ruled this earth since the beginning. Human beings cannot seem to understand what sharing is, what really loving is, what honor is. The sad part is many will remember God when strife hits the door, illness, loss of job, threats of losing business…they’ll pray then they quickly forget.
Do you hate me because I can hear them? Do you hate me because He chose me and not you? These thoughts go through my head. I’ve been told some really mean things because I say I write for God. It’s the truth. When He told me that I was His prophet, I said no I’m not. Then I was told to write that. He wants people to know this. And what I battle with: Embarrassment! What the fuck! In the solitude of my heart and the privacy of my home…I’m honored, grateful, feel unworthy. When it comes to people, even the closest ones to me…that word embarrassment comes up! I hated myself for that. I felt like I betrayed the Lord. Do you know what I get: It’s okay, Karen, you are human. They humble me so much. They forgive my little tantrums. I’ve called them all evil! I’m not kidding. The spiritual world was scary and all that shit that the churches teach had me scared to fucking death! They ALL lied! And you know what: Jesus, God, all the spiritual world…ALL understood and they forgave me…and send me love orbs!
Plucking Grain on Sabbath—[Matthew] At that time Jesus went through the grain fields on the Sabbath. His disciples were hungry and began to pick some heads of grain and eat them. When the Pharisees saw this, they said to him, ‘Look! Your disciples are doing what is unlawful on the Sabbath.’ He answered, ‘Haven’t you read what David did when he and his companions ate the consecrated bread—which was not lawful for them to do, but only for the priests. Or haven’t you read in the Law that on the Sabbath the priests in the temple desecrate the day and yet are innocent? I tell you that one greater than the temple is here. If you had known what these words mean, ‘I desire mercy, not sacrifice,’ (Hosea 6:6) you would not have condemned the innocent. [Mark] Then He said to them, ‘The Sabbath was made for man, not man for the Sabbath. So the Son of Man is Lord even on the Sabbath.’—Matthew 12:1-8, Mark 2:23-28, Luke 6:1-5 (Galilee)
NOTES: Hypocrites. Mercy.— Let me tell you what: If you think Jesus didn’t have attitude, read this Scripture, you are DEAD WRONG! He IS the truth! He saw hypocrisy way before He was born! Why you think He came? Hypocrisy is so far spread…and you question the visions! God is FED UP! He’s your Father…your Creator. Think of your earth father or mother. Would you go against their rules? I’m talking about those who still respect their parents. Jesus had a thing against priests from the beginning…that’s anyone who teaches God’s laws! They lie!
Mercy. Putting someone on the street because they lost their job and can’t pay their mortgage is NOT mercy! Setting prices too high on medication is NOT mercy. Not GIVING medication to those who need it and figuring a new way to making money is NOT mercy. Having men, women, and children standing in food lines because you’ve priced food too high, that GOD has given, is NOT mercy. Having people living on the streets is NOT mercy. Giving the better of things to people with money and the scraps to those without is NOT mercy. Denying someone when they are mourning or suffering from depression is NOT mercy. Giving up on someone with an addiction because it’s too much for you is NOT mercy. Hording millions of dollars in the bank, building fancy churches with fancy bands and musicians and fancy pews with cushions while people are starving and homeless is NOT mercy! Leading governments who fight wars over oil and gold, who leave their people hungry and without shelter, and say they have government programs to help yet treat people as if they are just a number is NOT mercy! Incorporating prisons, locking people up who have a chance to make their lives better, all for greed, is NOT mercy! Foster care…NOT mercy! The list goes on and on…. AND HE SEES IT ALL!
Healing on Sabbath—[Luke] On another Sabbath He went into the synagogue and was teaching, and a man was there whose right hand was shriveled. The Pharisees and the teachers of the law were looking for a reason to accuse Jesus, so they watched Him close to see if He would heal on the Sabbath. [Matthew] Looking for a reason to accuse Jesus, they asked Him, ‘Is it lawful to heal on the Sabbath?’ He said to them, ‘If any of you has a sheep and it falls into a pit on the Sabbath, will you not take hold of it and lift it out? How much more valuable is a man than a sheep! Therefore, it is lawful to do good on the Sabbath.’ [Mark] Jesus said to the man with the shriveled hand, ‘Stand up in front of everyone.’
Then Jesus asked them, ‘Which is lawful on the Sabbath: to do good or to do evil, to save life or to kill?’ But they remained silent. He look around at them in anger and, deeply distressed at their stubborn hearts, said to the man, ‘Stretch out your hand.’ He stretched it out, and his hand was completely restored. [Luke] But they were furious and began to discuss with one another what they might do to Jesus. [Mark] Then the Pharisees went out and began to plot with the Herodians how they might kill Jesus.—Matthew 12:9-14, Mark 3:1-6, Luke 6:6-11
NOTES: Amen! I’ve watched people go into church, take bread, kneel and recite the Lord’s Prayer than walk right out of church and start gossiping and talking bad about someone. I’ve sat in a church on Sunday and listened as people judged others in the church before they took the bread! I walked out of the man-made churches because I couldn’t take it anymore! Forget man-made churches. They aren’t working.
The one true church is the body of Christ: YOU! Hypocrites. They want the answers of the world and when they are given, they don’t believe! I pray that what God says doesn’t happen. I’ve begged Him not to do it. Jesus says it’s too late. They pushed Him too far. His wrath is coming because He’s an honest Father. He sent warnings on top of warnings, but no one is listening. Then some fools spread that His book is old literature. They spread that Jesus never lived. They say that we came from some fucking piece of dust. Fools. I know this is all lies. I know it for a fact. You are watched. Constantly. I didn’t know the extent of this until October 7, 2019 when David showed me their faces. If you ever feel you’re being watched, you are.
In my opinion, I think God is revealing this because man has taken it upon himself to be God with all the technology He has given. You are abusing it. I truly believe this is part of His anger. The other main part: Sexual immortality. You didn’t read that last vision He gave to me. The one that drove me into deep despair. Two of the things He showed me, not told me, SHOWED me…I had to SEE it!…IS HAPPENING TODAY! Those disgusting things men are doing NOW! And you call yourselves humane…You call yourselves CHURCHES and priests and rabbis and deacons and whatever the hell you call yourself…all in the name of GOD! Really? The pit there you go! It disgusts me!
These pictures are not just pretty pictures! They are heaped with messages. You, as the world population, need to find who can figure out what these messages are. I know what a few mean, which He revealed to me. But He is NOT revealing them all. He WANTS UNITY! He’s testing the nations! And after His wrath comes, He will send more messages through me. It is up to you as a whole, since you made this world so small with all your technology, that you don’t even feel grateful to Him for, to find those who are smart enough…no…wrong…whom God has unveiled to know what His messages say! He knows who they are. He’s waiting.
The button’s been pushed. It’s about saving your soul now. Not your body. It’s too late for that. The new earth is coming. I wrote about the number shown to me…152 years…then the new earth will be. Sorry if you can’t comprehend that since we live in modern times! The times when over half the world’s population don’t think God exist. And modern times when out of billions of people, I’m the ONLY ONE who is brave enough to speak for HIM! Really? Others are receiving messages, too. I know this for a fact. But they are TOO SCARED! Really? When did God become so much less? I cry over this the most.
I was called a Jesus freak! I was called insane! Really? Do you know what is insane? ME, little ole me, being the ONLY ONE who is brave enough to hear and write His words! How can THIS BE? Where is your faith?
I passed on the message–
now...I lay in wait
'til the coming days
–living solely on faith
inside and out–
my body has aged
taking on a worry
leaving me no room
–as prices are to be paid
for lost history
I crumble inside
only on the inside–
yet to be revealed
–God† testing my way
the course...to stay
my own children–
question my words
but I'm sure
what I heard
God's† told curve–
to show the world
He† is the ultimate bird
so, I hang on–
as He† prepares me
for what's coming
–what will be
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