‘I Am but Lowliness’ (Vision)

 I Am but Lowliness
  
 I am but lowliness
 the one they don't see
 I'm walked over
 I'm spit upon‒
 beaten and abused
 robbed and tortured
  
 I am but lowliness
 the one crying in depression
 the one carrying heaviness
 the obese, the skinny
 I have moles and wrinkles
 I am full of scars
  
 I am but lowliness
 barely getting by
 struggling for money
 doing anything for money
 I'm the disadvantaged
 the forsakened one
  
 I'm but lowliness
 hung on a cross
 betrayed, lied about
 scream at and cursed
 I pretend it's okay
 but I'm dying
 from all this ugliness
  
 I am but lowliness
 worthless to man
 a means for wealth
 for someone else
  
 I'm the one sabotaged
 manipulated and controlled
  
 ...but worthy
 to Him†
 for He† called me
 and I heard
 for when I was weak
 He† was strong
 and He† held me
 'til I landed
 on my feet
  
 though He† test the vine
 to see
 if they'll be kind or mean
 with every tear from me
 more worth
 He† gives to me
  
 I am gold
 a heart‒
 He† keeps from getting cold
 He† makes me bold
 say it
 breathe it
 for He† called me
 to do it
  
 I am the lowliness
 all around the world
 He† sees me
 in Him†
 I am free
  
 worthy
 for these tears are His†
 for this pain is His†
 and I am
 for He† is

Note: The Buildings Crashing Vision and the Rough Water Dream that appear below both are connected somehow to the February 9, 2020: Rough Waters…Millions Will Die message. I can’t explain the experiences I am having, but I am having them all the same. David chose the frame below to include with this writing. February 9, 2020 was not an ordinary day for me. In those pictures the anchor, the question mark, the big J in the clouds were not by accident and anyone could have seen them if they were looking. What I’m shown, I give to you. What you do with it is entirely up to you. So far David, God, and Jesus have not been wrong. How could they be? They don’t lie. They only send messengers when they are warning. They never send messengers unless there is something to warn against. They have been warning. You aren’t listening.

Love of Possessions—Jesus looked around and said to His disciples, ‘How hard it is for the rich to enter the kingdom of God!’ The disciples were amazed at His words. But Jesus said again, ‘Children how hard it is to enter the kingdom of God! It is easier for a camel to go through the eye of a needle than for a rich man to enter the kingdom of God.’ The disciples were even more amazed, and said to each other, ‘Who then can be saved?’ Jesus looked at them and said, ‘With man this is impossible, but not with God; all things are possible with God.’―Matthew 19:23-26; Mark 10:23-27; Luke 18:24-27

(March 8, 2021)―‘I Am but Lowliness’ was written December 23, 2020. I was directed to this piece to include with the Rough Waters Dream and the Buildings Crashing Vision. I was also directed to the two Scriptures included with this writing.

I wrote up the following as it was shown to me this morning: How God wanted me to present it.

Rough Waters Dream: I went into this water. I was under some structure and I swam out but the water got tremendously rough so I had to turn back. Huge waves started rolling in, splashing against these massive rocks. I swam back to the place I entered but the water there was incredibly still. It was rushing and rough then it wouldn’t go any where. There was someone there and they had these big long, round pieces of wood and they put a few pieces in the water to test the current and I told them to stop that we will need the wood because it was going to get cold.

Then I woke up. I had to pee so I got up and after the bathroom I got back into bed only to find my pillow with water on it. It literally had water on top of my pillow. I touched it then brushed it off and then my pillow was dry. It was weird. I looked around to see where the water came from but there was no source. I laid down then I heard water falling in my ear, like when you put a seashell to your ear and hear the ocean. I jumped up thinking a water bottle was tipped over because I always have a water bottle by the bed, but it wasn’t tipped over. I looked all around my bed, no water. I even checked my ceiling because I have neighbors above me. No signs of water.

Then I remembered the element of the ‘sound’ of the water was the same element or source when I heard the voice say ‘prophecy‘ on August 25, 2019 after I was literally shocked awake three times (I learned it was God), and last year when He woke me up yelling, ‘I Am Relent! I Am Relent!’ after the riots began.

He wants me to reiterate the Rough waters message: February 9, 2020: Rough Waters…Millions Will Die, and the vision I had night before last during prayer. Before He showed me this vision, He asked me, ‘Can you handle it?’ I said yes, then I saw this:

Buildings Crashing Vision: There was something very large crashing down. First it was crashing into the sea because I saw the blue water and huge white waves, then it was crashing into the earth. There was so much dust. I couldn’t tell what it was, maybe 1 very tall building, maybe 2 or a whole bunch of them, but whatever it was, it was so massive that it could be seen out in space.

I don’t know what this means, but I do know that He wanted me to write about it today along with the rough water dream. You decide what it means. I do know that it is a warning from God.

*Forsaking Earthly Attachments—Peter answered Him, ‘We have left everything to follow You! What then will there be for us?’ Jesus said to them, ‘I tell you the truth, at the renewal of all things, when the Son of Man sits on His glorious throne, you who have followed Me will also sit on twelve thrones, judging the twelve tribes of Israel. And everyone who has left houses or brothers or sisters or father or mother or children or fields for My sake will receive a hundred times as much and will inherit eternal life. But many who are first will be last, and many who are last will be first.‘—Matthew 19:27-30; Mark 10:28-31; Luke 18:28-30