Tag: heal

‘Mocker’s Beat’

From the simplest of person to the biggest of corporations or non-profit corporations, lies are a dime a dozen. Job’s story is a symbol of how God works. He does not change. 

 Mocker's Beat
  
 the counsel of hypocrites
 will never be it
 they will smother
 the best of it
  
 to no wrongs‒
 do they admit
 they'll speak of Jesus†
 say God† is guiding it
 while bedding that and this
 while lying...
 taking no credit
 ‒for the wrong of it
  
 they'll say all is good‒
 enjoy it
 they'll say God† saved it
 when they were...actually‒
 the poison of it
  
 they'll say all that material bliss
 God† gave it
 they'll demand it!
 ‒they'll say you're a witch
 a down-right bitch‒
 when you don't give in
 to their shit
  
 it all adds up‒
 to the job of it
 those not truly in it
 don't know the half of it
  
 they're blinded‒
 to the God† of it
 ‒for He† does the blinding
 they're deaf‒
 to the God† of it
 ‒for He† blocks out
 their hearing
  
 why does He† do it
 ‒they aren't His† kids
 He† washes
 His† hands of it
 He's† not present‒
 in the death of it
 ‒not even the Spirit†
 sees any of it
  
 He's† all about His† kids
 those who know‒
 the truth of it
 they suffered for it
 ‒by the hands
 of the mockers of it
  
 He's† not in the materialistic
 that's satan's dish
 ‒have fun with it
 it's the prelude
 to the pit

(February 10, 2020)—A few things have been bothering me lately. The healing of a narcissist is one of them, and the terror in which a narcissist puts on their victims. Their cunningness. Their manipulative ways. Their stealing, lying, cheating. All of it has me really thinking how can they be healed when they refuse to even admit they are not healed, and because of this line of thought, God shows me a lot in the Bible that relate to this. This morning it was through Job. I love Job! I wrote the process of God through the experience as it happened and in steps, that’s the books. Job wrote about it as an all-at-once experience and sometimes this does happen, but a lot of time it’s a losing of things over a period of time.

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‘His† Pardon’

For you, know that you have to pay attention to what is happening around you. I know it can get really crazy with anguish, crying, heartache…all those emotions you have and the emotions other people have. It gets hard to see through all of that. But…in God’s process…you have to. 

 His† Pardon
  
 'I† pardoned you, My† servant
 I† washed you clean
 you have listened to instructions
 –you now have rules
 in forbidden'
  
 words He† said to me
 more instructions
 in see
 –to abide by carefully
  
 'give forgiveness
 but take what was given
 to give the forgiveness
 and, in return, give
 –reveal the wrongs
 of the giver
 teach the ways 
 of the Christ†
 –don't give advice
 (this...this isn't advice)
 this...teach...what is right
 through all these words
 you write'
  
 instructions given
 from Him†–
 who gave me life
  
 who am I to argue
 (for sure not with you)
 He's† given me the tools
 go on...over...drool
 jealousy, envy–
 not things to do
 –only heaven
 I'm to get you to
  
 He† pardoned my sins
 by washing me clean
 by keeping His† hands
 on me
 all His† mystery–
 teaching me
 as His† test (satan)–
 comes at me
 as God† moves me
 –humble...in its means
 of complete
  
 I'm not here for you–
 to believe in me
 neither for you–
 to like me
 –His† love for me
 greater than any human
 will ever be
  
 I am free
 from any in deceive
 He† will awaken me
 –each time
 you cry in lies
 your heart is revealed–
 you can no longer conceal
 your darkened seals
  
 He† pardoned me
 He† removed the chains
 –freed me from captivity
  
 He† gave me
 the heart of love
 to cry and mourn
 to pray and see
 –vows to Him†
 I'm sworn
  
 for Him†...I'm enough
 for He† pardoned me
 –completed in freewill and....
 in unconditional love

Note: The photograph accompanying this piece was taken November 9, 2019, Certainty of Visions. These are some amazing images and God is truly trying to get His message to everyone. You have to want to see. His message is being sent all across the world. The cycle is ending. All the symbols He sent us through me. How will people save their souls if they don’t actually be serious about it?

(February 5, 2020)―God is wonderful in all ways. There was something serious on my mind this morning. In fact, the role of man and woman has been a debate between me and the Lord for sometime now. When I was called to the prophet service, I debated that I was not worthy enough for this calling. The Scribe, I understand, but anything more, I have an issue with. God led me to the patriarchs in the Bible. Why? Because one of my issues was the fact that I have three children with two different men and that I went through my sexual immorality…which makes me feel unclean. Abraham had four baby-mamas! Point taken. When God calls us to do His work, He already knows who we are. When He elevates us, He washes us clean of our previous sin. He was very physical with me on that part.

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‘Your Death’

Yes, Abraham and all the prophets and all the patriarchs’ bodies gave out…quit! But they didn’t die! Neither did Jesus. This you need to understand…this you fully don’t!

Your Death
  
 in the depths of sin
 ‒your sin‒
 when God† leaves you
 ‒you enter your test‒
 you die
  
 that is your true death
 it is on you
 ‒not the rest‒
 to resurrect‒
 rise from your own death
  
 it is your own conflict
 ‒no matter the test‒
 to see God's† process
 to love Him†
 at your worse
 as you love Him†
 at your best
  
 it's from your heart
 when it is purest
 after satan has issued–
 time in its punish
 that you seek‒
 in childish
 God's† mercy
 –this...when He†
 hears your anguish
  
 it is in this rise
 that God† reappears
 in your life
 piece by piece‒
 a humbled light
 begins its revive
 bringing...all around you
 back to life
  
 a tested heart‒
 proves wrong or right
 sometimes needing‒
 twice, even thrice
 to fully see truth's light
 ‒keeping you in blind's death
 or bringing you‒
 to eyes opened wide
 ‒that of the true light

Note: The photograph that accompany’s this piece was taken on October 15, 2019, The Phoenix, when God put the phoenix on top of the water. The phoenix is the sign of new birth. He sent other amazing, truly amazing things this day. The symbols were extraordinary as was the cross on the water and the images. Here the Cross with God’s energy, the green orb, AND the purple to the right of the cross…Jesus’ energy! Nothing, to me, could be more rewarding! The cross is more defined in other frames taken that day. Pay attention to the times…that is really amazing!

(February 3, 2020)―‘Your Death’…this is really important to God that you understand this. I wrote this small post on my Facebook page about judgment because of all the posts I read concerning the half-time show during the Super Bowl game. Then I was lead to the following Scripture:

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‘Enclosed We Go!’

This isn’t a joke. I didn’t elect to spend all my free time writing all of this just for the sake of doing it to piss you off. God told me to write all of this. Did you hear that? He TOLD me! 

 Enclosed We Go!
  
 His† wrath is coming‒
 ‒a sending of bull dogs
 with their spike-filled teeth
 growling at the innocent
 ‒playfulness...they seek
 in indecent
 inviting willing men
 hand in hand‒
 their spears
 their only needed weapon
 ‒confusing minds
 controlling every line
  
 His† wrath is coming‒
 His† words will disappear
 He'll† hide Himself† totally
 –from every hemisphere
  
 you'll search
 but you won't find
 unless you're one‒
 in the divine
  
 then you will see
 parts of Him†
 here and there
 leaving you hungry
 and thirsty‒
 begging around every turn
 'where is He†? 
 I need to know!'
  
 His† words‒
 will become your lust
 His† words‒
 will become your greed
 His† words‒
 will become your lies
 His† words‒
 will become your darkness
  
 ‒all the things you so love
 better than He†
 all that evil‒
 you will trade it all
 –just for one look!
 just for one tiny glimpse!
  
 how precious‒
 He† will become!
  
 after, He† closes
 Himself† out
 ‒leaves earth in destruction
 after He† hides
 He† will become‒
 ALL that you seek!
  

Note: The photograph that accompany’s this piece was taken on November 9, 2019, when God sent the Avenging Angel. He uses the light on my camera to show the coming night, night, and the coming dawn. He does this numerous times in the photographs on God’s Mercy. As His Seer, I’m instructed on what the changes in light mean in the photographs. God does not lie…and it IS God whom I’m speaking to!

(January 23, 2020)―I was led to Amos for the second time this week. There was something that the Lord wanted me see and I did finally. I had to include the entire Scripture concerning what Amos saw and heard so you’ll see how God reveals things through His prophets. But before…I have to release a little whoop-ass per say.

‘Wrecked Moments’ has brought out the judgment again. I can’t challenge this judgment or debate it. God and Jesus have already told me that you can’t debate truth. The truth IS and that is final! So, I won’t debate, but I will forewarn you, God always…ALWAYS…SEES everything that you do. There are two types of responses: Your thoughts and your acting upon those thoughts. Meaning you respond to your thoughts, thoughts that you are not really sure of, thoughts you think out of ignorance by action, by doing…so, if you respond by commenting on my pages, I’d be careful that you don’t blasphemy the Lord. If you need to understand what blasphemy is, then read ‘Tests of Worth’…God gives us a really good example of it. Here’s one sure thing: I write for God. I hear the spiritual world that is His kingdom. When you question you don’t know who I am talking to, you are questioning God. God is ALL. He is in charge of everything! You need to fully understand this.

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‘Oh! Sorrowful Heart!’

‘…the whole land will be laid waste because there is no one who cares…’―Jeremiah 12:5-7

 Oh! Sorrowful Heart!
  
 I felt a fragment
 of His† heart
 –barely a fragment
 the sorrow buried deep–
 I can't even start
  
 He† looks east
 He† looks west
 –there is no one
 I beg for Him†–
 'look some more'
 He† says:
 'it's no use
 they are too proud
 even with the given tools
 they conceal‒
 what they're told
 –they fear the crowd'
  
 He† bows His† head
 –shows me all those dead
 He† wishes they'd understand
 to whom they are wed
  
 but they refuse to listen
 as did their forefathers
 –the law of love
 they easily shed
 so their egos‒
 can get fed
  
 as to me–
 each time He† speaks
 more silver...in sneaks
 of more and more truth‒
 wisdom....
 He† gives me a peek
 –clearly...the why–
 I see
 ‒then not–
 all lost at sea
  
 'do your part'
 He† tells me
 'it'll be okay'
 He† reassures me
  
 but my heart
 feels the sorrow
 time can no longer–
 be borrowed
 the harvest...soon–
 to be sorted
 the good from the bad
 what will live
 what will be burned
  
 the judgment is spewing
 a peach that won't survive
 yet the target will die
 before he finishes the job
  
 a people up in roar
 no longer able to soar
  
 all across the earth
 sticks and bricks–
 equal the same
 a spilled sorrowful heart
 plants itself in every town
 plants itself–
 against every nation
  
 oh! sorrowful, mourning heart
 taking the children–
 for its own
 for it found no home
 ‒all sacred, holy love
 disappeared‒
 in trye's blood-soaked flood
  
 'prophesy against them'
 says the almighty Lord†
 –all I want to do is pray
 He† says:
 'it's too late‒
 they live in sedate'
  
 so I cry–
 I feel His† sorrowful heart
 a tiny, tiny piece of it
 He† bows His† head
 as I close my eyes
 see...all those dead
 all those who forgot
 to whom–
 they were wed
  

Note: The photograph that accompany’s this work was taken November 9, 2019, Certainty of Visions. It may seem a random shot of my hair, but it isn’t. The V was put there and not by me. It symbolizes Vengeance. To further state His, that would be God, message, on November 11, 2019, He sent us the Avenging Angel, which He not only points out with the green Orb but also by putting an arrow in the sky to be sure that I see it and point it out to you. This isn’t a joke. This is as real as it gets. People from all around the world will start getting messages. Pay attention.

As always, the bold italic in the work is the words of God. He directed me to Jeremiah last night and the line that He wanted me to see: ‘because there is no one who cares’. You think He isn’t here for some reason. You think He isn’t paying attention. He is always paying attention.

‘Permission’

To be reborn, as Jesus said, you are not baptized in water but in the Spirit. This comes after you’ve died…for in order to be reborn, you must first die.

Permission
  
 He† sits there waiting for you to say it
 He's† giving you permission
 –why don't you take it
  
 He† stands there patiently–
 His† hands thumbing
 His† toes tapping
 He† sits then stands again
 He† paces...up and down, up and down
  
 He† can't intervene
 in frustration...He† waits
 He† goes to His† Father†
 tries to intercept
 wants to intercept
 but a mighty hand goes up
  
 'an adult's bitter heart is still present'
  
 so back to waiting
 He† goes
  
 He† watches, sends in the angel
 the guide
 hoping you'll see
 –that breaking you down
 is a matter of keep
  
 the permission is granted–
 fall to your knees
 cry over all those horrible deeds
 yell, curse, scream
 curl into a ball–
 hug, go on, hug those knees
 sniffle, let all your crevices bleed
 –wipe them on your sleeve
 pucker them lips
 suck air in deep
 –go on and just breathe
  
 look around, go ahead, look around
 things are beginning to look differently
 they seem...simple
 maybe almost magical
  
 go ahead, cry more if you need
 go ahead, sniffle
 pucker up them lips in pout
  
 things, indeed, have changed
 you are feeling your child-heart
 you are granted permission
 by He†...who is the Lord
  
 in the depths of your scream
 you called out His† name
 you see....
 that's what He† was waiting for
  
 He† was waiting for:
 the coming apart
 of your adult heart
 He† knows sincerity
 only lives in the child heart
 –that place where God†
 wants you to turn...truly
  
 when you get there–
 He† knows you died...truly
 for you called out–
 now....
 the crumbs of Jesus† comes in
  
 it is the time–
 for you to be redeemed
 the beginning of your new birth
 –a new baptism
 when the Spirit† comes over you
 and you become clean
  
 patient...it's a slow process
 for good reason
 a child's first steps are careful
 go too fast and you'll fall
 –you'll have to restart it all
  
 shh...slow, slow, slow
 the Lord† is waiting
 it's your choice to succeed
 –all you have to do
 is believe!
  

Note: The photograph that accompany’s this work was taken on December 10, 2019, The Dragon, Angel, Mom and Baby. You can go to the page and read the work to understand the title and what is in the photograph.

‘He† Breathes’

‘Everyone who does evil hates the light, and will not come into the light for fear that his deeds will be exposed. But whoever lives by the truth comes into the light…’…John 3:1-21

 He† Breathes
  
 there's a temple
 it's aged and pristine
 a glorious monument
 celebrated, cherished
 there's a cross in this temple
 an image solidified to this cross
 I look at it
 I crumble inside
 for they do not know
 why
  
 there was this boy
 He watched His parents work
 He did what He could to help
 but He kept hearing a voice
 from why deep inside
 He said:
 'do not be afraid
 you'll soon remember'
 you see, I was veiled, too
 so that I could learn truth
  
 it is normal to feel different
 when our Father speaks to you
 He changes you
 the deeper parts of you
 so do not fear
 it is more normal
 than living on earth
  
 to believe is to truly feel
 this unquenchable desire
 way deep in the heart
 to love our Father
 with everything we have
  
 it is normal...to feel this love
 when the heart is pure
 it is normal to question yourself
 for to offend our Father
 is the worse thing
 for a believer to do
  
 rest in Him
 the one who gives life
 fear Him
 for He also takes life
 be patient in your rest
 go about daily chores
 forget your troubles
  
 trust in Him
 our Father knows
 come to Me
 and I will show you Him
  
 love is all you need
 a heart bursting with joy
 for each other
 without curses and hate
  
 lean on Me
 I'll make your burdens light
 trust in God's journey
 for you
 He will make you whole
  
 let Me comfort you
 invite Me in
 I'll pave the way to the kingdom
 in love, through our Father's mercy
 forever and ever
 amen.

Note: The photo that accompanies this work was taken on October 15th when God sent the Phoenix, which is the symbol of New Birth. I have to say that I didn’t not choose this photo because of the Phoenix. David led me to this particular batch today. Fitting! In this particular image is the angel. This is just one of many amazing things God has sent to us!

(January 16, 2020)―I blushed and felt shy after writing what I heard today. I knew who was talking to me. Then I heard God ask after I wrote it, ‘You adore My Son?’ I said, ‘Yes.’ He replied: ‘As it should be.’

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‘Tested Hearts’

‘If you don’t stand for something, you’ll fall for anything.’―Author Unknown

Tested Hearts
  
 I tested them you know
 to see how'd they flow
 to see if their love would show
 to see...if they were real
 in gold
  
 every, single one–
 fell to the flo'
 just hit it...out...sold
 my little libido
 love's true row
 –they so easily
 put it out in the cold
  
 on me, they all rolled
 put me on death row
 for a popularity show
 'she's crazy ya know'
 –all for a people-pleasing fold
  
 I tested the forceful in bold
 just to tell myself–
 'I told ya so'
  
 easy...so very easy–
 they'd made me the mold
 for themselves...blame to unload
 –without a second thought–
 any love for me
 to hold

Note: The photograph that accompanies this piece was taken October 15th after I asked David to prove himself again by sending me a daisy. I knew the spiritual world could manipulate technology by what they had already shown me in the previous photographs and by a message put on this website (I left them up) back in August. When I was reviewing this set of frames and noticed the daisy sun, it was a bow-the-head moment. This was also the day the Phoenix was sent over the water, to reveal new birth is coming. In this particular frame: The daisy sun, the promise made to me in the pink bubble and the ray of purple light: Jesus blessing the promise.

‘Mechanical’s Return’

The worse mark on the heart: Malicious intent: refers to the intent, without just cause or reason, to commit a wrongful act that will result in harm to another. It is the intent to harm or do some evil purpose.

 Mechanical's Return
  
 I could tell you to heal
 it doesn't mean–
 I'm not gonna have to deal
  
 I've been fooled by men, too–
 saying they were real
 giving me all the deep thrills
 while kicking my ass
 on the treadmill
 –that looking-good-for-them
 became a perfected skill
 –to be honest–
 that inside need of mine–
 they never fulfilled
  
 I've been lied to by family–
 that bloodline...not sealed
 it's the worse manipulative
 battlefield–
 I've ever saw revealed
 –especially when your ex–
 helps the overkill
  
 it all adds up in life–
 becomes the great ball
 of surreal
 'did that really happen'–
 you asking yourself
 trying to peel
 all those layers–
 in betrayal's ordeal
  
 you move, then move again–
 time...trying to steal
 just to keep the heavy pounding
 in your heart...still
  
 you forgive all of them–
 a bit of goodwill
 done...you wipe up–
 every tear you spill
 alone...you move about
 doing the ordinary:
 eat, dress, clean, pay bills
 waiting for the phone to squeal
 waiting for:
 'I'm sorry'
 'I was wrong'
 'what was I thinking, please forgive me'
 'mom, I'm so sorry...you were right'
  
 but it never comes–
 even when the total truth...revealed
 you realize you're dispensable–
 you've been repealed
 all their shame–
 placed on your head–
 without having to drill
 –for them...it was so easy
 your whole life gone…killed
  
 of course, I know what comes next:
 it's all your fault–
 they'll claim you had control
 of the wheel
 they'll demand you get down–
 kneel
 pray, get saved
 to God†...appeal
 they'll shake you down–
 all done in freewill
 –you were put on a platter
 served up like choiced veal
  
 yes, I could tell you to heal
 your life...rebuild
 stitch together–
 all the parts of your quilt
 then put it all behind you–
 move forward–
 on an even keel
  
 but then...I'd be lying to you–
 I'd be better off
 buying you a cocktail
 take you...get some pretty nails
 put your hair in a ponytail
 then get ready...do some blackmail
  
 but then...you'd be no better
 than that betraying cartel
 you'd become just  a plain ole infidel
 –your soul...so easy to sell
  
 to heal...you yourself
 has to...outright...deal
  
 you gotta face truth–
 you're not the jezebel
 you're better than all they dispel
 you're stronger, wiser–
 ring, ring goes the liberty bell
 but first–
 you've gotta face the swell
 all that shit that put you in hell–
 you've gotta roll in its pungent smell
 you've gotta cry, scream, yell
 –get it all out
 in movements of a snail
 you've gotta face every detail
 learn why...in came...the fail–
 their destructive zeal
 –not anything...for long
 you can conceal
  
 then you're gonna bounce–
 that's right...bounce
 all that pain–
 you're gonna unveil
 forward....
 you're gonna willingly propel
 –the chains of your forced jail
 no longer for the regale
 –no longer...you...for sale
  
 after you popped those chains–
 you'll realize you fucking derailed
 all they tried to nail
 on your pretty little fingernails
 –you done exhaled
 you put yourself in prevail
 the mechanical tall-tell
 –the tipping of the scales
  
 you're gonna learn
 –on your own–
 you've done been rebuilt
 they can't even drown you–
 in the best of ales
 they can't even go
 to the court of appeals
 or on you–
 seek the navy seals
  
 you've become the real
 in deal
 for you didn't just heal
 you've become the truth–
 of the kneel!

Note: The photograph that accompanies this work was taken October 23rd, which revealed a lot through the spiritual world: the All-Seeing Eye (an interesting use of the gazebo to tell us that God sees all); the Dragon (The Dragon in Symbolization: The dragon, a legendary creature symbolizes protection, success, wisdom, loyalty, fearlessness, strength, balance, and immense possibility. Being the master of all four elements of Fire, Water, Earth, and Wind, it also embodies primordial power. Details of the Power Primordial Force is the primordial energy that originated everything – reality, time, space, life, death, matter, energy, and every possible and impossible concept existing and non-existing in the omniverse, from a single particular to the infinite  omniverse….God revealing His power and that He is over everything); the cross, God’s use of His energy through the orbs; faces and images of those present…spirits; and the earth’s change coming. In this particular photograph, the All-Seeing Eye; the promise made to me in the pink bubble; and Jesus’ love or presence showing through in the purple light.

(January 6, 2020)―This morning: Write from the heart today. I was empty then full…thinking about the things people will do and say when they have a mark on their heart labeled: Malicious Intent. These thoughts that I write about today started yesterday with me taking myself out for dinner and listening to hypocrites talk about segregated pre-planned housing and how they didn’t want to mix with other people’s traditions and cultures.

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‘The Adjunct’

Jesus speaks.

 The Adjunct
  
 it is written
 time and time again
 to be faithful
 to listen to the words
of the Lord†
 but pillage continues
 false gods are still in place
 My† people still misplaced
  
 they wreaked My† lineage
 they seized My† Father's† house
 where, O where are you
 gentle souls–
 who rest in the Lord†
 seek refuge in Me†
 humble yourself before Me†
 I will guide you
 I will remove the fools
  
 bow down and pray
 mercy will be yours
 come to Me† and seek
 change your ways
 violence is coming 
 He† is angered
 His† hands are drawn
  
 you can't fight His† wrath
 you can't mellow His† anger
 bow down, seek Me†
 there are wondrous things
on earth
 to keep it–
 you must save it
 all the gold and silver
won't do
 it's inside you
 the place of refuge
 open your hearts
 clear your minds
  
 it's time to change
 His† angered hand is coming
 His† wrath will decide
 –hold comfort in My† name
 listen and hear
 have glory in the Father†
 for He† is the vessel
 all who comes into Me†
 will open to Him†
  
 blessed is the kingdom
 forever and ever
 in the Lord's, Jesus the Christ†, name
 humble and praise
 with My† brothers and sisters
 amen
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