‘I Am Here’ (God)

I† Am Here (God)

I† am here
you have to seek Me†
I† am waiting
I† am always waiting

don't be afraid
men of greed are afraid
they seek what they cannot find

just let go
trust in Me†
each and every soul
trust in Me†

I† am the giver
upon your heart
I† built My† temple
I† once placed barriers
a hardened place
confusion, fear, broadness
zigged through the lands

then I† introduced order
rules to govern by
only to one people
only to reveal Me†

others lived by their own paths
there was nothing beyond earth
that they knew

I† introduced when it was time
a time to prepare

preparing for something grand
takes time
takes patience

the time had come
for the grandeur
of My† splendor

they were looking for the wrong things
emeralds and diamonds
jade and sapphires
silks and furs
reds and purples
proving they did not know Me†

how My† splendor appears is
how my heart works
there's nothing anyone can offer Me†
for I† make all things
for I† make all bodies

what is given to Me†
what is accepted by Me†

time


says the Lord Almighty God

Notes: The photograph is from October 2, 2019: Wave Warning.

(October 4-6, 2021)―Circumcision. I didn’t know how to write this. My instructions: Teach what I taught you about time. Then circumcision was brought to my attention, but only after the Scriptures below. Cleanse. In the law, the Lord gave specific instructions about everything. These specific instructions did not exist until they were given. All the things that God demanded were not just for those people who came way before Jesus. They are for us as well.

To cleanse. To heal. Wiping the heart clean. In order to do that, you have to circumcise it. The idea of circumcision, man taking young man babies and cutting the loose skin from off the penis over and over, for years. Then Jesus came and said there was no need to circumcise by man’s hand anymore. It was the circumcision of the heart that was now required. To cleanse the scars from the heart.

Man-made churches and Internet preachers are not teaching this. They are NOT connecting the new with the old. As Jesus said they don’t want to let go of old ways…they can’t turn the cycle around. Now, they are demanding the new is the only way! Think of old traditions. I know these well. That saying, ‘We’ve always done it this way.’ Yes, but they never questioned why. Well, the same goes with what God taught all those years ago.

He taught by having these people do the same thing over and over. Yet, no one seems to connect the old with the new. Well, maybe some. God taught by symbolic gesture. By having the wall built, then destroyed, then rebuilt over and over. By having the people gather in large groups and have a huge sacrifice, basically many times, it was a huge party made sacred by giving the joy up to God. An aroma pleasing to Him. All of this was ‘doing‘, giving time to the Lord. He had them do this for many, many, many years…this process over and over. He had them read the Law out loud in large groups over and over. Not just a part of it, but ALL of it.

Today, they read parts of the gospel, they read parts of Isaiah, they read parts of Jeremiah, they read the Psalms out of context, etc., etc. The forget the ‘if’ factor in all of it. They read what they want you to hear. They make people believe that the Old Testament does not matter. They had me believe this. I can’t doubt this because I wrote as God was teaching me. In all the books I have written, they reveal not only the darkness, the steps in God’s process of rebirth, but also how He reteaches a person in the truth.

Circumcision. To circumcise our hearts, it is not for others to do, but only for ourselves to do, we must deal with all the scars that lay upon it. We must deal with what hurt us. We must deal with how we hurt other people. We must deal with how we manipulated, lied to, punished, entrapped, deceived, etc., etc other people. That means we must be willing to openly discuss it, to openly confess what we have done to others, as well as what others have done to us. This is the ONLY way that our hearts can truly heal. This is the true meaning behind circumcision: To cut what is not welcomed.

I had to do this during the process of having God’s hands lay on me. I had to openly writing about all my sins. And I did. I had to openly, out loud, lay them before Jesus. It is not easy to say our sins out loud because then we hear what we have done to other people. Then I had to face all that others had done to me. The Lord took me backwards, all the way to my childhood to see not only how others treated me but how I handled it. This was the most heartbreaking because I saw how submissive I was. I was calm. I cried a lot in private. I let people treat me bad and did nothing.

Then there was the time that the boiling pot within me overflowed and I blew up. This part of my life…no one liked. They didn’t like that Karen who spoke up for herself. They didn’t like that she cussed and called people out. God knew the reactions others would have.

This is how He rebuilds us. He slowly takes things away from us then gives us new things to test us. He tested me hard. And in the whole process, I had to work…write for Him. This took time. Over seven years, but really over ten years. And we don’t know what is happening during this time, all we feel is the betrayal of those around us. God is revealing true hearts and testing us at the same time.

All of those things that people did to us when we didn’t respond, instead we hid deep within ourselves, He wants us to heal from. This is why the explosion in my own life took place…the boiling pot boiled over. He has always used me to reveal truth. I exploded because this is what has to happen for us to see how we horde our true feelings deep within. The hording of them, the boiling pot, has got to release, boil over, for us to heal or we will continue to hurt other people and bury ourselves…leading our beings to the pit instead of to the light. This is how sin evolves over and over. It is not until this is dealt with in each human being that sin will be no more.

Circumcision. Cleansing. Healing. In the pictures on God’s Mercy, He reveals the scars by putting them on my face in the photographs. He reveals His energy. He reveals love. All of this takes time, even though for Him, He moves faster than our time, our light. He demanded time when He set this virus among us, and He revealed at the same time false preachers, those who demanded that God doesn’t send viruses or hurts us in any way. God DISCIPLINES! He is the ultimate Father! You can go on believing all this false preaching instead of reading the Bible from cover to cover yourself, not having a workbook and all, which is like having someone else point things out. Yourself means just you and a Bible. One that you can understand. One written for you! God disciplines. He is a Father. Things that He does that hurt us, help us in the long run because we don’t see the bigger picture, He does. He knows the end game. He knows what is good for us. He has mapped out a plan. It is only up to you to follow His plan or your own dictated by others. Free Will and Unconditional Love. I have always written about this. And I will never stop. Truth can’t be changed.

Cleansing of House—‘But if the priest comes to examine it and the mildew has not spread after the house has been plastered, he shall pronounce the house clean, because the mildew is gone. To purify the house he is to take two birds and some cedar wood, scarlet yearn and hyssop. He shall kill one of the birds over fresh water in a clay pot. Then he is to take the cedar wood, the hyssop, the scarlet yarn and the live bird, dip them into the blood of the dead bird and the fresh water, and sprinkle the house seven times. He shall purify the house with the bird’s blood, the fresh water, the live bird, the cedar wood, the hyssop and the scarlet yarn. Then he is to release the live bird in the open fields outside the town. In this way he will make atonement for the house, and it will be clean.’—Leviticus 14:48-53

Conclusion—These are the regulations for any infectious skin diseases, for an itch, for mildew in clothing or in a house, and for a swelling, a rash or a bright spot, to determine when something is clean or unclean. These are the regulations for infectious skin diseases and mildew.—Leviticus

Warning—In cases of leprous diseases be very careful to do exactly as the priests, who are Levites, instruct you. You must follow carefully what I have commanded them. Remember what the Lord your God did to Miriam along the way after you came out of Egypt.—Deuteronomy 24:8,9

Uncleanness of Man—The Lord said to Moses and Aaron, ‘Speak to the Israelites and say to them: ‘When any man has a bodily discharge, the discharge is unclean. Whether it continues flowing from his body or is blocked, it will make him unclean. This is how his discharge will bring about uncleanness: ‘Any bed the man with a discharge lies on will be unclean, and anything he sits on will be unclean. Anyone who touches his bed must wash his clothes and bathe with water, and he will be unclean till evening. Whoever sits on anything that the man with the discharge sat on must wash his clothes and bathe with water, and he will be unclean till evening. Whoever touches the man who has a discharge must wash his clothes and bathe with water, and he will be unclean till evening. If the man with the discharge spits on someone who is clean, that person must wash his clothes and bathe with water, and he will be unclean till evening. Everything the man sits on when riding will be unclean, and whoever touches any of the things that were under him will be unclean till evening; whoever picks up those things must wash his clothes and bathe with water, and he will be unclean till evening. Anyone the man with a discharge touches without rinsing his hands with water must wash his clothes and bathe with water, and he will be unclean till evening. A clay pot that the man touches must be broken, and any wooden article is to be rinsed with water.’—Leviticus 15:1-12

Emission of Semen—‘When a man has an emission of semen, he must bathe his whole body with water, and he will be unclean till evening. Any clothing or leather that has semen on it must be washed with water, and it will be unclean till evening. When a man lies with a woman and there is an emission of semen, both must bathe with water, and they will be unclean till evening.—Leviticus 15:16-18

Woman’s Menstrual Discharge—‘When a woman has her regular flow of blood, the impurity of her monthly period will last seven days, and anyone who touches her will be unclean till evening. Anything she lies on during her period will be unclean, and anything she sits on will be unclean. Whoever touches her bed must wash his clothes and bathe with water, and he will be unclean till evening. Whoever touches anything she sits on must wash his clothes and bathe with water, and he will be unclean till evening. Whether it is the bed or anything she was sitting on, when anyone touches it, he will be unclean till evening. If a man lies with her and her monthly flow touches him, he will be unclean for seven days; any bed he lies on will be unclean.’—Leviticus 15:19-24

Woman’s Other Discharges—’When a woman has a discharge of blood for many days at a time other than her monthly period or has a discharge that continues beyond her period, she will be unclean as long as she has the discharge, just as in the days of her period. Any bed she lies on while her discharge continues will be unclean, as is her bed during her monthly period, and anything she sits on will be unclean, as during her period. Whoever touches them will be unclean; he must wash his clothes and bathe with water, and he will be unclean till evening.’—Leviticus 15:25-27

Conclusion—These are the regulations for a man with a discharge, for anyone made unclean by an emission of semen, for a woman in her monthly period, for a man or a woman with a discharge, and for a man who lies with a woman who is ceremonially unclean.—Leviticus 15:32,33

Unclean to be Outside Camp—The Lord said to Moses, ‘Command the Israelites to send away from the camp anyone who has an infectious skin disease or a discharge of any kind, or who is ceremonially unclean because of a dead body. Send away male and female alike; send them outside the camp so they will not defile their camp, where I dwell among them.’ The Israelites did this; they sent them outside the camp. They did just as the Lord had instructed Moses.—Numbers 5:1-4

Cleanliness and Godliness—‘You must keep the Israelites separate from things that make them unclean, so they will not die in their uncleanness for defiling My dwelling place, which is among them.’—Leviticus 15:31

Prayer for Deliverance from Enemies (For the director of music. With stringed instruments. According to sheminith. A psalm of David.)―O Lord, do not rebuke me in Your anger or discipline me in Your wrath. Be merciful to me, Lord, for I am faint; O Lord, heal me, for my bones are in agony. My soul is in anguish. How long, O Lord, how long? Turn, O Lord, and deliver me; save me because of Your unfailing love. No one remembers You when he is dead. Who praises You from the grave? I am worn out from groaning; all night long I flood my bed with weeping and drench my couch with tears. My eyes grow weak with sorrow; they fail because of all my foes. Away from me, all you who do evil, for the Lord has heard my weeping. The Lord has heard my cry for mercy; the Lord accepts my prayer. All my enemies will be ashamed and dismayed; they will turn back in sudden disgrace.—Psalms 6

Prayer for Refuge from Enemies (A shiggaion of David, which he sang to the Lord concerning Cush, a Benjamite.)—O Lord my God, I take refuge in You; save and deliver me from all who pursue me, or they will tear me like a lion and rip me to pieces with no one to rescue me. O Lord my God, if I have done this and there is guilt on my hands—if I have done evil to him who is at peace with me or without cause have robbed my foe—then let my enemy pursue and overtake me; let him trample my life to the ground and make me sleep in the dust. Arise, O Lord, in Your anger; rise up against the rage of my enemies. Awake, my God; decree justice. Let the assembled peoples gather around You. Rule over them from on high; let the Lord judge the peoples. Judge me, O Lord, according to my righteousness, according to my integrity, O Most High. O righteous God, who searches minds and hearts, bring to an end the violence of the wicked and make the righteous secure. My shield is God Most High, who saves the upright in heart. God is a righteous judge, a God who expresses His wrath every day. If He does not relent, He will sharpen His sword; He will bend and string His bow. He has prepared His deadly weapons; He makes ready His flaming arrows. He who is pregnant with evil and conceives trouble give birth to disillusionment. He who digs a hole and scoops it out falls into the pit he has made. The trouble he causes recoils on himself; his violence comes down on his own head. I will give thanks to the Lord because of His righteousness and will sing praise to the name of the Lord Most High.―Psalm 7