‘Formendable/Formentable’ Difference (Yeshuah/Flower Field Vision)

Formendable/Formentable Difference (Yeshuah/Flower Field Vision)…He was reminding me, literally through doing, how it hurts to fall, and then the joy of having help to rise.

Formendable/Formentable Difference (Yeshuah/Flower Field Vision)

it's a time waited for
this time
one searched for
even guessed

it's right before your eyes
and you don't even see

for it is not a time to see
it is a time for hearing
but this too
is hard to do

they 'want' to see
they don't 'want' to hear
hearing takes work
patience, understanding

the thoughts cloud the hearing

it is suppose to
it is part of your testing
your endurance

once you master the hearing
you're well on your way
to the kingdom

it is I†, your savior
everything they wrote about Me†
I† am
Jesus†, Emmanuel†, He†
a king, a prince
the high priest
I† am


only through Me†
can you get to Him†
the Father† Almighty
creator of all things

to do this:
to enter salvation
you must hear

how can you understand Me†
if you can't hear Me†

are you going to take the word
of man alone?

I† am the entrance
there is no other entrance

there is an exit
to the forbidden
many of the collection
go through that door

I† am here to prevent
so much destruction

why do you destroy yourselves
so eagerly

I† am the way
the journey is hard
but the end of it
leads to the entrance
or the exit
and you have the power
to decide which
you prefer

I† am the beginning
of the journey
and the end of the journey
you have Me†
but only if you ask

He† has given Me† many
I† see their struggle
with faith
‒to believe what they can't see
but they can hear
if they choose

the ear
what a wonderful tool

the world loves noise
to hinder what is being said
all the time
the world loves to hide
behind this noise
it makes money and
gets the collection to believe
in its mastery

egypt did this
the babylons as well
many cultures before them
many cultures after them
the cretes
the romans
the altarians
they all mastered noise
as to avoid the hear

á shá dâ má

it always ended
in destruction

yes, the warnings were given
God's† love never fails
but their noise was too loud
they called the truth
being spoken
the foolishness of the world
and they called 
the foolishness of the world

they loved their masquerades
and sequins
their parties and balls
their high standing in
the collection
and their man-made
objects of desire

yes, the warnings always
but the desires of the world
are more pleasurable
at any given time

but this time
is a different kind of time
it is 'that' time
written about for thousands
of years

it is the kingdom's tomorrow
and your future
the future searched for
debated about

and you do not see
nor do you hear

I† am
as He† is
you are
as I† am

I† am in Him†
as you are in Me†

solo quē none

instruction is important
during the passing of warnings
repentance equals healing
that is the call from the Father†
the creator of all things

for those who have ears
let them hear
this is the Christ†
go in peace
then peace I'll† give you

Notes: The photograph David chose is from October 2, 2019: Wave Warning.

(April 10, 2022)—The title today was a bit hard for me. The n has to be in there because I heard it clear. The following two words came up in my search:

  • Fermentable: (verb) (of a substance) undergo fermentation, incite or stir up (trouble or disorder); (Noun) agitation and excitement among a group of people, typically concerning major change and leading to trouble or violence
  • Formendable…I kept getting Formidable: (Adjective) inspiring fear or respect through being impressively large, powerful, intense, or capable
  • á shá dâ má (Irish) being pushed if
  • sólo qué nŏn (Spanish) just what (Javanese or Aramaic) nŏn ?

I received instructions on April 2, 2022 ( for how my week was to go. Several things took place during this week which I was instructed to write down and include on this writing, which I was told I would get and I was told this would be a long post. It is.

On April 2, 2022, I had an usual experience. I’ve been going around the lake for my walking and I usually walk one lap around then come home. It is about 1.86 miles and it takes me between 45 and 49 minutes to complete. I walked as usual on April 2, which is last Saturday, but my step counter recorded something else. It recorded that I walked 9, 610 steps, about 3.8 miles and that I walked one hour and 50 minutes. I was shocked when I saw this because I’ve been experiencing a lot of leg and foot pain while walking so I’ve been taking it easy. Even my roommate confirmed that I had been gone for over one and half hours. I do not remember this. I remember clearly that I walked once around the lake. I have a different walking shoe than last year when I was walking close to four miles a day. This shoe is to correct my balance and it has been causing me pain and my feet get numb, so I’ve been trying to stay with them by walking shorter distances and slower.

I don’t know what happen during the missing time, but I do know that that evening I was told not to go on Facebook or any social media, not to talk to anyone except for my children and roommate and to not write. I was also instructed to read the entire Gospel, to start on April 3 and end on April 9.

On April 3, I went on my walk and when I got by the lake, I started saying the Rosary. It was put on my heart to do so. I completed the first lap, but was not finished saying the Rosary, so I was compelled to walk another lap. I usually listen to music, which helps me ignore the pain in my legs, but not this day. I walked at a slow pace and there was no pain. When I arrived at home, I checked my step counter and it said that I walked 7,336 steps or three miles, which took me one hour and ten minutes. I walked slow like the day before. So that was two laps around the lake, plus walking from and to my home. Still, it doesn’t measure up to April 2’s walk…leaving .80 miles missing and 61 minutes.

On April 2, I clearly remember walking only one lap, but my step counter, which was in my pocket against my thigh as it always is and has never been that wrong measured me walking over two laps!

Another thing happened on April 2, is David telling me to look up and the jets were flying and there was this big X that I often get indicating Yeshuah, but the jet smoke also made another mark:

It was not straight like in this picture, but on an angle to the left. David said, ‘Quadrant.’ I lost 61 minutes on Apr 2, 2022 and I walked two plus miles extra and I don’t have any memory of this! Then that night David gave me the above instructions.

On April 5, 2022, I’ve been walking three miles since Sunday. Each day without music and saying the Rosary. On April 5, after I said it, He told me, or revealed to me that I’m circling where there is a Jewish synagogue and where a lot of wealthy Jews live. He told me something like the area would sink or crumble, or disaster would come to it or those who live there. He told me to write this. I argued a bit with Him, God, and asked Him to send me three 3’s to prove it is true. He told me this not at the ,but when I was at the fifth mystery of the Rosary. So, I started seeing 3’s but not three in a row and I said, ‘No, three in a row.’

I had a doctor’s appointment later this day. There is several red lights I must go through before I hit the freeway. At the first light, I was going to make the yellow light, but David said, ‘Stop.’ So, I did. He said, ‘Look right.‘ And there it was! The car next to me, a little ahead, had a license plate with three 3’s in a row! All day this day, I saw sequences of seven: 77 and 777!

I arrived at my doctor’s appointment. It was an acupuncture session. When they were finished putting the needles in, much like

Solomon’s Wake: Industrial Famish (Jesus/A Walk with Jesus Vision), I was taken into vision. This time it was short.

Flower Field Vision: I was sitting in the middle of  the flower field with all these flowers surrounding me, touching me. They were alive and very happy to see me. I could see Yeshuah at the end of the field watching. He was wearing His usual white gown and His hands were behind His back. Then suddenly, He was by me and offering His hand to help me up.

End of vision.

After my session and I was getting dressed, I felt a bit off balance. I told the doctor this and he said it was because during the examination, he tested my balance points and they are off, so he used a different type of acupuncture architect to work on my balance. He offered for me to sit in his office for a little while, but I declined. I stood in line to make my next appointment when I noticed a medium height, thin black man standing in front of me but facing inside the appointment office. I could see that he had the small acupuncture needles in his ear, the same ones I had and we started small talk. That was it. Then he was called. A few minutes later I was called in and I didn’t notice when the man left. I finished making my appointment then went to the elevator. It seems that the man was first but then he was last. As I was standing at the elevator, he came behind me to get on, too. We rode the elevator down in silence on each side of the car. Then when it stopped and the doors opened, I stepped out first and he said to me, ‘Have a nice day.‘ I told him to have the same.

I was distracted by him. He was walking behind me. It was obvious that we were both going in the same direction but something kept my attention about him. Outside the doctor’s building, there is the driveway then long, empty flower-bed like deals that have a few palm trees and sand in it, then there is the patient parking lot. After I walked on the sand, I missed the long cement bumper and plowed face down to the cement. I hit hard. My hands and knees especially. Contents from my purse spilled all over the cement. Then there he was. This man. He was asking me if I were alright and he said something that I didn’t remember until later. In line waiting for appointments, I was kind of bragging about the acupuncture and how it was helping me and how I love it. You know, typical woman talk. I don’t know why I said it and after we parted company there, I wondered why I said it. He said to me while I was gathering myself and picking up the items that fell from my purse something like, ‘Well, I guess that acupuncture won’t do you go now.’ And really fast in my mind I scolded myself for bragging. Then I was ready to get up and there he was, with his hands out helping me get up. I thanked him and went to my car and he was gone. I didn’t see him anywhere.

Later, after I had gathered my composure, cried, got home and told to write this down, did I fully realize what had happened. The man, I’m sure of it, was wearing a red shirt tucked into blue jeans! When I was introduced to David and he revealed what had happened to him when he died, he was wearing a red shirt and blue jeans with his shirt tucked in. After really thinking about this moment, I realized that even though I saw his face several times, I don’t remember his face. I remember his kindness. I remember Yeshuah and how He put His hands out to help me get up and then this man’s hands helping me get up. Was this man David or Yeshuah or both?

I’m not going to lie, I was mad for a little while because He let me fall like that. But He was revealing how it hurts to fall. He was reminding me, literally through doing, how it hurts to fall, and then the joy of having help to rise.

On April 9, the last day for me to finish up the reading of the New Testament, the Gospel of Jesus Christ, and the last day to say the Rosary as was requested, I noticed a lot of Jewish people walking around with these tassels on their hips. No girls, just boys and men. I finally stopped to ask one little boy what was going on. I knew it was the Sabbath, but I didn’t understand the tassels. The young boy said it was a Jewish holiday and I asked him which holiday and he said, ‘Napola.’ And I said, ‘Happy Napola.’ And He said, ‘Thank you.’

I looked up Napola but only found information about ‘Before the Fall’ which is a movie about something that took place in 1942 with the Nazi elite and boxing. I did look up Jewish holidays and ‘Passover‘ came up.

Yeshuah pointed out to me while reading the Scripture that the Jews of today are still hypocrites by pointing out several small details. If they were true to their god, whom they say they worship then they would observe ALL of his commands, that they say they follow. Such as pushing a baby stroller or walking to a party on the Sabbath. This is NOT following the Laws of Moses! At the end of the Scripture, which is the Revelations Yeshuah gave to John, He pointed out that He said the synagogue belonged to Satan. He said that the very name GOG is in the word!

I also saw this sign again in the sky.

I’m  not bragging about this praying week. I was told to explain all that had happened. Although I don’t have witnesses to help me verify that these things do take place in my life, He said that the writings are enough. That you will know in time that what He does in my life, that the words He gives to me to give to you, as well as the visions and dreams will happen. He assures me this virus is not over. I have not looked at any news since April 2. Nor has anyone told me any news. So, I do not know what is happening in the world, but I do know that He tells me that death is coming. It is 11:33!

Jesus is Crucified—[Luke] Two other men, both criminals, were also led out with Him to be executed. When they came to the place called the Skull, there they crucified Him, along with the criminals―one on his right, the other on his left. Jesus said, ‘Father, forgive them, for they do not know what they are doing.’ [Mark] Then they offered Him wine mixed with myrrh, but He did not take it. It was the third hour when they crucified Him.—Matthew 27:33,34,38; Mark 15:23,25,27,28; Luke 23:32-34a; John 19:18 (9 a.m. noon)

Inscription on CrossPilate had a notice prepared and fastened to the cross. It read: JESUS OF NAZARETH, THE KING OF THE JEWS. Many of the Jews read this sign, for the place where Jesus was crucified was near the city, and the sign was written in Aramaic, Latin and Greek. The chief priests of the Jews protested to Pilate, ‘Do not write ‘The King of the Jews,’ but that this man claimed to be king of the Jews.’ Pilate answered, ‘What I have written, I have written.’—Matthew 27:37; Mark 15:26; Luke 23:38; John 19:19-22

Soldiers Cast LotsWhen the soldiers crucified Jesus, they took His clothes, dividing them into four shares, one for each of them, with the undergarment remaining. This garment was seamless, woven in one piece from top to bottom. ‘Let’s not tear it,’ they said to one another. ‘Let’s decide by lot who will get it.’ This happened that the scripture might be fulfilled which said, ‘They divided My garments among them and cast lots for My clothing’ [Psalm 22:18]. So this is what the soldiers did.—Matthew 27:35,36; Mark 15:24; Luke 23:34b; John 19:23,24

Crowd Mocks Jesus—[Matthew] Those who passed by hurled insults at Him, shaking their heads and saying, ‘You who are going to destroy the temple and build it in three days, save yourself! Come down from the cross, if you are the Son of God.’ In the same way the chief priests, the teachers of the law and the elders mocked Him. ‘He saved others,’ they said, ‘but He can’t save Himself! He’s the King of Israel! Let Him come down now from the cross, and we will believe in Him. He trusts in God. Let God rescue Him now if He wants Him, for He said, ‘I am the Son of God.” [Luke] The soldiers also came up and mocked Him. They offered Him wine vinegar and said, ‘If you are the king of the Jews, save yourself.’—Matthew 27:39-44; Mark 15:29-32; Luke 23:35-37

Thief Asks RemembranceOne of the criminals who hung there hurled insults at Him: ‘Aren’t you the Christ? Save Yourself and us!’ But the other criminal rebuked him. ‘Don’t you fear God,’ he said, ‘since you are under the same sentence? We are punished justly, for we are getting what our deeds deserve. But this Man has done nothing wrong.’ Then he said, ‘Jesus, remember me when You come into Your kingdom.’ Jesus answered him, ‘I tell you the truth, today you will be with Me in paradise.’—Luke 23:39-43

Jesus Provides for MaryNear the cross of Jesus stood his mother, his mother’s sister, Mary the wife of Clopas, and Mary Magdalene. When Jesus saw his mother there, and the disciple whom he loved standing nearby, he said to his mother, ‘Dear woman, here is your son,’ and to the disciple, ‘Here is your mother.’ From that time on, this disciple took her into his home.—John 19:25-27

Jesus Cries OutFrom the sixth hour until the ninth hour darkness came over the land. About the ninth hour Jesus cried out in a loud voice, ‘Eloi, Eloi [Eli, Eli], lama sabachthani?’―which means, ‘My God, my God, why have You forsaken Me?’ [Psalm 22:1] When some of those standing there heard this, they said, ‘He’s calling Elijah.’—Matthew 27:45-47; Mark 15:33-35; Luke 23:44,45a (About 3 p.m.)

Jesus is Given Drink—[John] Later, knowing that all was now completed, and so that the Scripture would be fulfilled, Jesus said, ‘I am thirsty.’ [Matthew] Immediately one of them ran and got a sponge. He filled it with wine vinegar, put it on a stick, and offered it to Jesus to drink. The rest said, ‘Now leave Him alone. Let’s see if Elijah comes to save Him.’—Matthew 27:48,49; Mark 15:36; John 19:28,29

Jesus Dies—[John] When He had received the drink, Jesus said, ‘It is finished.’ [Luke] Jesus called out with a loud voice, ‘Father, into Your hands I commit My spirit.’ [John] With that, He bowed His head and gave up His spirit.—Matthew 27:50; Mark 15:37; Luke 23:46; John 19:30

Miraculous EventsAt that moment the curtain of the temple was torn in two from top to bottom. The earth shook and the rocks split. The tombs broke open and the bodies of many holy people who had died were raised to life. They came out of the tombs, and after Jesus’ resurrection they went into the holy city and appeared to  many people.—Matthew 27:51-53; Mark 15:38; Luke 23:45b

People Struck with Awe—[Matthew] When the centurion and those with him who were guarding Jesus saw the earthquake and all that had happened, they were terrified, and exclaimed, ‘Surely He was the Son of God! [Mark] Some women were watching from a distance. Among them were Mary Magdalene, Mary the mother of James the younger and of Joses, and Salome. In Galilee these women had followed Him and cared for His needs. Many other women who had come up with Him to Jerusalem were also there. [Luke] When all the people who had gathered to witness this sight saw what took place, they beat their breasts and went away. But all those who knew Him, including the women who had followed Him from Galilee, stood at a distance, watching these things.—Matthew 27:54-56; Mark 15:39-41; Luke 23:47-49

Jesus is PiercedNow it was the day of Preparation, and the next day was to be a special Sabbath. Because the Jews did not want the bodies left on the crosses during the Sabbath, they asked Pilate to have the legs broken and the bodies taken down. The soldiers therefore came and broke the legs of the first man who had been crucified with Jesus, and then those of the other. But when they came to Jesus and found that He was already dead, they did not break his legs. Instead, one of the soldiers pierced Jesus’ side with a spear, bringing a sudden flow of blood and water. The man who saw it has given testimony, and his testimony is true. He knows that he tells the truth, and he testifies so that you may believe. These things happened so that the scripture would be fulfilled: ‘Not one of His bones will be broken’ [Exodus 12:46; Numbers 9:12; Psalm 34:20], and, as another scripture says, ‘They will look on the one they have pierced’ [Zechariah 12:10].—John 19:31-37

You can read all of the visions, dreams and words, as well as see all the images and see the time frame in which they were given by clicking on Message Index.

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