‘Dubious’

There’s always the ‘If’ factor! And here it is. God would have given the Israelites, at that time, anything. He would give you anything, but there’s the ‘if’ factor! Even myself.

Dubious
 
oh! the human-driven hocus-pocus
so many seeking out
a judas
not even believing
in the rising of lazarus
‒let along Jesus†
 
they just laid back‒
not wanting another exodus
even though‒
their homes
the actual olympus
 
but, oh! my....
the truth
in actions of oedipus
is...and always will be‒
part of the here-and-now focus
secrets tucked in closets
'what's in the dark
will be brought to light'
‒life in its living circus
brought out by a scourging virus
 
I could be the daring orpheus
but who gives a fuck
I'd rather hop a boat
ride a wave on oceanus
while my being's one
with the numinous
instead of listening
to what will fall under
the guidance
of aeacus

Note: The photograph was taken on November 9, 2019…Certainty of Visions. You may not be able to see what I see. I’m called a Seer because God allows me to see things. I see…I SEE…a bride and groom! Couple that with the doves that I’ve been given personally and those in the photographs for all of us and what do you get? Does Jesus come to mind? He should.

(May 25)―I wrote ‘Dubious’ then was told to open my Bible. I shouldn’t be surprised anymore, but this is so amazing!

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‘Depopulation’

You people who don’t follow God nor Jesus. Enjoy your plush life on earth. It is Satan which gives it to you. It is a lie. There is a place after this one.

Depopulation
 
in 1918, came a lot of things
a world war
coming to an end
after millions dead
‒again liberty rings
 
but ding, ding, ding
goes that ring
this need for fighting‒
a new war brought in
‒a strange little ring
to the ding
 
a fight needed within
God† pulling
but no one listening
‒three waves hit
in spite of death
partying, celebrating
instead of praying
brought in a lot of crying
 
a hold came in 1919
the double number slumber
‒over 50 million to succumb
one third of a world population
on top of a war's annihilation
 
twenty years to rest
‒not really
hitler thought he was best
decided to experiment
‒with human lives
play a little chest
 
a world moving in unrest
another war in 1939‒
millions and millions
lost their lives
 
then another rest
several smaller wars
God† watching
‒putting man
to a test
 
population again growing
after He† done some balancing
‒but once again
no one listening
 
His† lady‒
they go on pillaging
the innocent‒
they go on crucifying
they go on spreading lies
‒so indecent
dishonoring the wiser
‒as the young
slow in design
build their own rope
for hanging
 
in comes 2020
the double-number blow
the big two-zero
seems to be a God† hero
‒a 1918 repeat
in cogito
 
blame, blame, blame
as google
drives people insane
‒God's† watching
the referee of the game
‒as you don't listen
to the reframe
 
after 1918...war
2020‒
the beginning of something
very, very large
 
God's† hand is upon us
too late to fuss
‒we all must drink
from the cup
 
too much disease
all the things you love
all the chemicals used
‒there's coming
a massive clean up
 
on august 25‒
the button was pushed
 
it's now God's† rush
those of us in the know‒
just sit back
‒watch the show
 
will nuclear be part of the blow
I get neither yes nor no
but gog will hold the do'
around the world
‒except for the remnants
of God's† gold
 
depopulation!
yes, God's† in control
‒there's no place
for you to go!
 
 

(April 22)—How many other people are sick of all the lies and attitudes? I’m one of them. And I can’t help but bring out my own attitude. God tells me to forget my journalism days and my speaking-out days, that I have something greater to do, yet I’m to write about these subjects in poems and then explain them in the commentary. Sometimes I just want to scream.

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‘Failure’s Birth’ (Jesus)

‘….. ‘If they do not listen to Moses and the Prophets, they will not be convinced even if someone rises from the dead.”…Luke 16:19-31

Failure's Birth
 
you've spoken nothing
that is true
when you built your roman church
you took Me†
played with Me†
 
enough!
 
all this money
why is it in mortar
why is it in stained glass
 
(at this point I got a bit anxious
He† whispered, 'Peace,' and then
said, 'hear Me† and write')
 
they preach what they want
to preach
they have placed words
where they want them to be
to suit their needs
to place burdens on shoulders
that can't handle them
 
oh! My† people
you have been so lied to
 
those nails went in deep
they were bent over
they were nailed in
then bent
securing the roman's place
what they would become
 
then in the desert
jealousy and hate
it lingered
a people sought on revenge
evil lurking
devising evil schemes
praising to God†
using His† name
advancing their evil
 
I† watched from afar
as down, down, down
each child
they ripped apart
making slaves out of them
burning them in fires
tiny little hands
tiny little feet
making slaves out of them
 
I† watched
with My† head bowed
as you pillaged the gift
as you raped, raped, raped
stripping her until
nothing but a shell exist
having more babies
so you can rape and beat
 
I† watched...knowing
the Almighty God's† in charge
knowing you took His† words
and threw them to the ground
 
I† watched
two entities
who controlled the earth
destroying all morals
to benefit themselves
 
I† watched the  pretend
as there is an outer shell
and an inner shell
 
the outer shell
enemies to one another
killing each other
creating chaos
 
the inner shell
shakes hands, exchange money
as one shell
offers children to be raped
‒an endless supply
like a commodity
to be shared
 
together they devise schemes
to control thoughts
of all the people
of the earth
 
together they are enemies
of God†
they are devising a great war
 
together they believe
in unity
but one is more wicked
one will overtake the other
after they have conquered
all the nations
of the earth
 
this one is satan's true child
lurking right there inside
waiting for its moment
 
the one, true living God†
knows their schemes
His† head is bowed
‒the test of hearts
has already begun
He† is watching
He's† already set the plan
the soldiers' march has begun
 
like two eagles fighting
in mid-air
then screeches loud
echoing through the mountains
so these two will be
 
My† people will separate
from them
My† people will grow strong
the kingdom
awaits them
they are consumed
in the light
 
the two will not be able
to fight them
My† people will prevail
‒they will inherit the
new earth
a clean and refreshed place
where new smells sweet
and plenty is all around
 
when it all comes clear
the soil refreshed
its nutrients vast
hearts will be made simple
 
the harvest complete
a new crop will grow
after the sickle swipes
new wine will appear
and the old will be talked about
loud so all understand
what confusion did
how a war of sin lost
to righteousness
true open hearts
 
this is Him†
the one crucified
the one watching
it is I†
His† Son†
the one He† named Jesus†

(April 21)—Jesus speaks again. I opened my Bible up to the following Scriptures, then I was asked: ‘What are you thinking about?’ I said, ‘Failure.’ He said, ‘Then you will name this piece that’, then ‘Failure’s Birth’ was clear in my mind.

Pharisees Scoff at ParableThe Pharisees, who loved money, heard all this and were sneering at Jesus. He said to them, ‘You are the ones who justify yourselves in the eyes of men, but God knows your hearts. What is highly valued among men is detestable in God’s sight.’—Luke 16:14,15

Note: The Parable of the Dishonest Manager [Luke 16:1-13] comes before this, which I’ve written about in Anecdote of Mercy (Book 11) and In Distress’s Call (Book 12). I was told that I was to stay put, meaning where I am currently living, to witness. I had zero idea what I was to witness. Seeing God shut down sin city is indeed something to witness. But what is far worse is witnessing the hearts of people. They are so worried about their lives, about money. Their behavior when it comes to social media is appalling at best. They aren’t listening to reason. They have all become experts in government and medicine. They don’t see the horrible example they are setting for the young. They aren’t caring about the broken. They are demanding money over people’s lives. God is watching. Hence, sending His Son to deliver yet another message.

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‘Blessings’ (Jesus)

Note: The picture, another from March 1, is the clouds in the shape of a dove. There’s no mistaking what it is. As the one below which I posted with a few earlier works. Jesus speaks again. All I saw was rainbows in the clouds.

Blessings
 
they come
and they go
they believe
and they don't
it still is
 
you shake
and you steady
you look up
and you look down
you are here
then you are not
what price to pay
for following Me†
 
I† am supreme
My† Father† appointed Me†
to shepherd you
those who know Me†
will follow Me†
those who hear
will know
My† Father† will ensure
they know
 
you follow
I† will lead
you will know
it is I†
you will know
it is My† Father†
 
you will not turn
to sin any longer
you will not want to
you will not judge
you will not ignore
or insult
you will honor Me†
 
those who do not
see Me†
will fight against you
they don't want Me†
to take their sins away
they are of the world
 
you are not of the world
you that have found Me†
I've† taken your sinful
nature away
I† have given you
a kind heart
I† have blocked out
evil
you must fight for Me†
while you are in the world
but you
are not of the world
 
they will not like
your words
trust in Me†
I† will send you
what you need
when you need it
 
do not grow weary
I† am here
you are Mine†
I† will protect you
 
listen My† Father† speaks
His† prophet writes
listen I† speak
My† prophet writes
 
…words of Jesus the Christ

Note: The picture, another from March 1, is the clouds in the shape of a dove. There’s no mistaking what it is. As the one below which I posted with a few earlier works. Jesus speaks again. All I saw was rainbows in the clouds.

(April 15)—The three Scriptures I was led to this morning follow. After I read them, Jesus came. I typed it in as it was given. The crosses I added, sticking to my usual manner in which I honor God and Jesus.

I published ‘As the Children Lay’ this morning without explanation. I’ve had a hard time with a few things that the Lord has revealed to me. So, after I wrote this up yesterday morning, I was told to rest. This morning I woke up to a video in my messenger that I really needed to hear then I shared it with a few friends. One, whom God sends to me when I’m troubled, answered me and we had a good conversation. I needed it. I needed to be reminded why the Lord chose me. I needed reassurances that no matter what ignorance says to me, God and Jesus matter beyond any of it.

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‘The Puzzle’s End’

When God wants you, He will shake your world up! And He will keep shaking you until you get the memo, ‘Hey dude, I’m calling you, answer the phone!’ It steadily rings until you DO pick it up!

  The Puzzle's End
 
so young
so in between
–living and running
fast-paced scenes
 
knowing this
knowing that
putting it all together
in fact
not knowing
it's all a trap
–in will come
the collapse
in physical or in mind–
the hands will clap
they'll stand a little
for that
–then you'll see
only their backs
obvious or not
it'll happen...count of that
 
you'll question
all in your habitat–
where you once felt
the autocrat
–sometimes the bureaucrat
–even the true diplomat
whatever format
–your knowledge–
the smart-ass cat
was all that
 
then you fell to rat
on the ground...splat
or against a wall...splash
 
all you knew crashed
leaving you lost
in a unquestionable gasp
 
it's when you see the vast
–after that sudden ask
–like it was a forced task
but it happened so fast
yet so slow in contrast
 
it's when you recognize
this upper-class act
this thing beyond
just a simple glass
it seems‒
a I-don't-want-to-let-go mask
but it's not at all...a mask
it's an all-around broadcast
–you know, but you don't
you think you're in trespass
but you're not an outcast
so how can it be that
‒it's a different hourglass
catching you in pizzazz
 
it's when you understand
the acrobat
simply doesn't swing
but glides with hands clasped
around their back
 
it's knowing your mind
was kidnapped
but now it's back
–you no longer live
in a man-driven syntax
no need for a polygraph
 
you now hear the phonograph
although...it's not a phonograph
you just know the path
like knowing truth about this
and that
like spacecrafts, even witchcraft
it's now above all that
 
it's knowing–
you can know that
then not know that
it's knowing–
you can see that
or not see that
it's knowing–
you can hear that
or not hear that
 
it's just depends on
where you're at
–your journey's path
 
it's understanding–
not being mad
accepting–
knowing who can change
all that
‒with a wind's simple laugh
 
that's when you've crossed
the graph
from ignorance in testing
to knowledge in wisdom
 
there's a path
–you will enact
you will react–
adhere to the telegraph:
 
stay on the raft
however hard the path
it won't last
if you fall off–
get back on the raft
it will pass
deal with the riffraff
–the wiretap
question...ask
it will all pass
don't get off the raft
whatever sass–
stay on the raft!

(February 24)—This was written on January 3 of this year, my 51st Birthday! I spent it alone. In fact, against my will, but I understand it now, I’m working on spending an entire year by myself! Something I’ve been wanting to do for a very long time. No more codependency! God is awesome! No more need for a man in my life. I don’t even need my family. Just me. And this awesome experience with the spiritual world. And birds! Twice a day, they come to the trees outside my apartment and hold meetings! They commence all at once and then they adjourn ALL at once! It’s really interesting and beautiful!

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‘Permission’

To be reborn, as Jesus said, you are not baptized in water but in the Spirit. This comes after you’ve died…for in order to be reborn, you must first die.

Permission
 
He† sits there waiting for you to say it
He's† giving you permission
–why don't you take it
 
He† stands there patiently–
His† hands thumbing
His† toes tapping
He† sits then stands again
He† paces...up and down, up and down
 
He† can't intervene
in frustration...He† waits
He† goes to His† Father†
tries to intercept
wants to intercept
but a mighty hand goes up
 
'an adult's bitter heart is still present'
 
so back to waiting
He† goes
 
He† watches, sends in the angel
the guide
hoping you'll see
–that breaking you down
is a matter of keep
 
the permission is granted–
fall to your knees
cry over all those horrible deeds
yell, curse, scream
curl into a ball–
hug, go on, hug those knees
sniffle, let all your crevices bleed
–wipe them on your sleeve
pucker them lips
suck air in deep
–go on and just breathe
 
look around, go ahead, look around
things are beginning to look differently
they seem...simple
maybe almost magical
 
go ahead, cry more if you need
go ahead, sniffle
pucker up them lips in pout
 
things, indeed, have changed
you are feeling your child-heart
you are granted permission
by He†...who is the Lord
 
in the depths of your scream
you called out His† name
you see....
that's what He† was waiting for
 
He† was waiting for:
the coming apart
of your adult heart
He† knows sincerity
only lives in the child heart
–that place where God†
wants you to turn...truly
 
when you get there–
He† knows you died...truly
for you called out–
now....
the crumbs of Jesus† comes in
 
it is the time–
for you to be redeemed
the beginning of your new birth
–a new baptism
when the Spirit† comes over you
and you become clean
 
patient...it's a slow process
for good reason
a child's first steps are careful
go too fast and you'll fall
–you'll have to restart it all
 
shh...slow, slow, slow
the Lord† is waiting
it's your choice to succeed
–all you have to do
is believe!
 

Note: The photograph that accompany’s this work was taken on December 10, 2019, The Dragon, Angel, Mom and Baby. You can go to the page and read the work to understand the title and what is in the photograph.

‘He† Breathes’ (Jesus)

‘Everyone who does evil hates the light, and will not come into the light for fear that his deeds will be exposed. But whoever lives by the truth comes into the light…’…John 3:1-21

 He† Breathes
 
there's a temple
it's aged and pristine
a glorious monument
celebrated, cherished
there's a cross in this temple
an image solidified to this cross
I look at it
I crumble inside
for they do not know
why

 
there was this boy
He watched His parents work
He did what He could to help
but He kept hearing a voice
from why deep inside
He said:
'do not be afraid
you'll soon remember'
you see, I was veiled, too
so that I could learn truth
 
it is normal to feel different
when our Father speaks to you
He changes you
the deeper parts of you
so do not fear
it is more normal
than living on earth
 
to believe is to truly feel
this unquenchable desire
way deep in the heart
to love our Father
with everything we have
 
it is normal...to feel this love
when the heart is pure
it is normal to question yourself
for to offend our Father
is the worse thing
for a believer to do
 
rest in Him
the one who gives life
fear Him
for He also takes life
be patient in your rest
go about daily chores
forget your troubles
 
trust in Him
our Father knows
come to Me
and I will show you Him
 
love is all you need
a heart bursting with joy
for each other
without curses and hate
 
lean on Me
I'll make your burdens light
trust in God's journey
for you
He will make you whole
 
let Me comfort you
invite Me in
I'll pave the way to the kingdom
in love, through our Father's mercy
forever and ever
amen.

Note: The photo that accompanies this work was taken on October 15th when God sent the Phoenix, which is the symbol of New Birth. I have to say that I didn’t not choose this photo because of the Phoenix. David led me to this particular batch today. Fitting! In this particular image is the angel. This is just one of many amazing things God has sent to us!

(January 16, 2020)―I blushed and felt shy after writing what I heard today. I knew who was talking to me. Then I heard God ask after I wrote it, ‘You adore My Son?’ I said, ‘Yes.’ He replied: ‘As it should be.’

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‘Tested Hearts’

‘If you don’t stand for something, you’ll fall for anything.’―Author Unknown

Tested Hearts
 
I tested them you know
to see how'd they flow
to see if their love would show
to see...if they were real
in gold
 
every, single one–
fell to the flo'
just hit it...out...sold
my little libido
love's true row
–they so easily
put it out in the cold
 
on me, they all rolled
put me on death row
for a popularity show
'she's crazy ya know'
–all for a people-pleasing fold
 
I tested the forceful in bold
just to tell myself–
'I told ya so'
 
easy...so very easy–
they'd made me the mold
for themselves...blame to unload
–without a second thought–
any love for me
to hold

Note: The photograph that accompanies this piece was taken October 15th after I asked David to prove himself again by sending me a daisy. I knew the spiritual world could manipulate technology by what they had already shown me in the previous photographs and by a message put on this website (I left them up) back in August. When I was reviewing this set of frames and noticed the daisy sun, it was a bow-the-head moment. This was also the day the Phoenix was sent over the water, to reveal new birth is coming. In this particular frame: The daisy sun, the promise made to me in the pink bubble and the ray of purple light: Jesus blessing the promise.

‘Ringing of Ears’

Humble. When you break, when you fall to your knees and feel shame leave your body, you aren’t afraid of people: No! You become afraid of the LORD!

 Ringing of Ears
 
it's been pushed
by the Lord†
 
'say what I† need you to say'
 
I dug deep
within my heart
 
'I can't...it's just too hard'
 
then He† stopped
the coming of love
‒taking flight
the wounded dove
 
so I sat...thought about it
 
'what more can I shift'
 
gave in...so here it is:
 
'whatever they say about me
whatever words run deep
it's the eagle that's going to seep
‒fall from its perch
send many to the hearse
 
it's not I...my little ole self
who has to heal
from the burst
 
the eagle has surfed
the wrong turf
out stretched‒
the hands of the Lord†
 
think...think with your hearts
the idol worship
has to end
the eagle has been taken
‒has become the fiend
 
go away, go away
my voice has to tell
no matter the yell
or who sends me to hell
 
the Lord† has His† grip
even if you call me a witch
He's† in charge‒
control of this ship
your hat...go ahead and tip
 
the eagle has deceived
‒what was given to her
has been stripped
no longer a graceful flight
‒the wings are soon to be clipped
 
hear, hear what I say
it's about to be the Lord's day
hear, hear what He† has to say
‒the eagle's flown
the wrong way
 
down, down, down
she will fall
roll to the ground
like a frustrated ball
oh! how once she stood tall
‒helping every bit of y'all
 
sad, sad rings these bells
as with my ears‒
I openly, loudly hear
the fall is drawing near
the Lord's† strapped me‒
in this corner
pledging...me move no further
‒unless I write the hear
 
ring, ring goes the bells
remembering...once the gentle flight
the eagle way up high
soaring through the open sky
 
the Lord† took notice‒
her careful ways
hearing her calls
helping in the save
 
oh! how she lost her way
that once beautiful eagle‒
so large and strong
how! over the edge
she has gone
as her young starve
‒sitting there alone
 
open your eyes
oh! beautiful eagle
see how you lost‒
your principle
your strong hold
has weakened
oh! how the Lord†
you have forsaken
 
awaken, awaken
hear the ring of the bells
deaf and blind
as you sit on a throne
‒one to soon fall
for the Lord† Almighty
has seen it all
‒His† hand is wrapping
around the ball
He† has sounded
His† final call'

(December 27, 2019)—Today, the poem came first. After I finished writing it, ‘Open the book,’ came. Zephaniah. What is highlighted in the Scripture below is what I underlined in red back in 2007, the first time I read through the Bible. Amazing.

I didn’t want to write what I’ve been getting. I’ve been too afraid. God says, ‘Don’t fear.’ I still didn’t write it. Then I received a text conversation, which I remained in God’s grace, but the other person did not. Hate. Anger. Calling me names and criticizing me heavily. God: ‘Karen, do you understand now?’ Me: ‘Yes.’ Those who think they know me will keep on with their insults because they aren’t understanding God’s process. They look at the dark end of life, that which God puts us through in order to grow us, and that’s all that they see. Why? Because they, themselves, refuse to look at their own mirrors and heal. So, they blame. According to them, I am the cause of their issues. According to them, I was the worse person to cross their paths. According to them, if it weren’t for me, they’d be happy. Wrong on all three accounts. God is in charge. This…THIS…they don’t understand because society has corrupted them so bad that they believe God has no wrath. They believe that God is just there to give good. They don’t want to see that God is in charge of everything.

Here’s a point: The prince of the earth…that would be Satan and all its army…passes on what is good and tempting…the pleasures in life. It is saying, ‘Look, this way is easier. You don’t have to worry about the past. Move on and forget what happened to you. Here’s pleasure, money, comfort. You don’t have to be uncomfortable.’ That’s the test. God and money don’t mix. Doing what God wants from us is hard. What is lost in the mix is that the churches of the world…all those that has been around and our parents went to…they teach that all those pleasures are blessings from God and you don’t have deal with your issues. ‘Give it to God and let it rest…they are so easy to say.

You have to do the work! That’s HOW God works. You can’t just give it to God and forget about it. He wants you to deal with what hurt you. Oh, you can go on blaming someone else. Oh, you can say they are the worse person in the world. Right. God sees all. He knows the truth. That person you are blaming…they have a better shot at seeing God’s kingdom than you do. You keep blaming and you will blame yourself right into the pit. That IS 100% accurate.

Some really horrible things have been said to me in the past two months, from every angle of my life. Why? Because people don’t want to face the truth. They would sacrifice an innocent person to hide their secrets. Only…God knows all, so it’s a bit ridiculous looking at it from God eyes. I was told today that people are praying for me, but I know that these people who are praying for me have racial hate in their hearts. This isn’t of God. God said He would send some of His tribes into slavery, but He promised He would deliver them from it. And He did. So if you have hate in your heart over race or people who have died a long time ago who were once slaves, you are hating against God! Didn’t you know that? So, how can you pray for me, when you harbor this type of hate for God?

I was also told that there is another god out there that I don’t know about. In all my years, I know only ONE God. This kind of talk from anyone tells me that they are being manipulated by Satan. This is not the kind of talk that is of God. Didn’t you know this? Judgment. Blame. Hate. Anger. All of that is the test…through Satan…that God puts us through. I’m still called a hypocrite. Do you know what God says: It’s okay, Karen, you passed your tests. I know I did because He fixed my heart. But those who blame and criticize me don’t want to acknowledge this because they are still blaming me for their problems. God fixed my heart! Not a doctor. God. Of course, they will say, ‘There was nothing wrong with your heart in the first place.’ And then turn around and call me a liar. I was called that again today as well!

‘They will all hate you because of Me.’ God and Jesus say this over and over in the Bible. Don’t you understand what that means? I was told that my writings aren’t helping anyone, my books aren’t helping anyone. Who has the right to make that call? Only God. Have you ever thought that my writings won’t help anyone until after I’m dead? Did that ever cross you mind? Oh, I’m not worthy enough to write for God. God says: You are worthy, Karen. Shame kills. Shame destroys. People buried in shame will mutilate anyone who gets in their path of fake, of the hide. Well, God sent me to several people to get in front of that shame and put it in their face. And He wants me to write about my experience. Shame is one of the ultimate test that God sends. He’s testing hearts. ‘Everyone is invited, but not everyone gets in.’ Do you really know what that means?

A shameful heart is a sinful heart. You are pillaging your own self before you pillage all those around you who try to help you. Do you know that God’s unconditional love hurts? It makes you cry. To look within the depths of yourself…that’s what God wants of you. To humble you. To take pride out of the equation. The conversation I had today…full of pride. That person is far from knowing Jesus, yet this person said I didn’t know the Lord. Humble. When you break, when you fall to your knees and feel shame leave your body, you aren’t afraid of people: No! You become afraid of the LORD!

When you talk about the Lord and display hate and anger in all the same paragraph, you are NOT healed. You are not walking the Jesus Way. Jesus is the ONLY way to get to the kingdom. I walked the opposite way. Damn straight! I had to fall in order to rise. I had to die in order to resurrect. I had to know sin in order to know truth. That process hurts…it’s when nothing else matters but looking within yourself. You don’t concern yourself with the outside world. You don’t concern yourself with who calls you friend. It’s you and the Lord!

Here’s a secret: You can have tons of friends, but none of them actually is your friend. Look back on your life: When you were broke, who came? When you were at the end of your rope, who was there? When you were battling in sin, who called you out on them? Answer: The person you hate the most. The person you do NOT call your friend. The very person you betrayed.

The marks are on your heart. Their heart is cleaned. God works in mysterious ways. Truth. The ones who judge you…they are of the world. Only Jesus has the right to judge. We all go through the darkness. We all sin. We all judge. Humble. It’s when you fight your way in resurrection from all the sin you’ve committed, all the sins that were committed against you, that you start living in truth. Until then, the mask is on. Satan still has its dibs on you. Remember: God is the God of the living. When you are in death (sin…your darkness), He is not present. Once you get to that point where you ask for His mercy, Jesus comes in and starts throwing those crumbs. You have to be strong enough to recognize them. Like getting mail from an ex. Jesus is telling you something. Jesus is calling you. Random things like that are NO accidents. That is Jesus crumbs!

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‘Within Me’

‘…This child is destined to cause the falling and rising of many in Israel, and to be a sign that will be spoken against, so that the thoughts of many hearts will be revealed….’—Luke 2:25-35

 Within Me
 
blessed is He† within me
for another child will be born
one to be consecrated by God†
to help those in harm
‒for His† first born came
His† spirit remains
in truth...for all's salvation
 
He's† building His† army
seeds planted to save
His† love spreads
pulling all who answers
from the dead
 
His† good shepherd will come
against all odds
bring true love in sum
opening wide
the gates of the kingdom
‒with his gentle seed
he'll plant the helper
the one who'll come
to empower His† church
stripping evil of its game
‒for Jesus'† spirit
in him...will remain
 
the good shepherd
will join his wife
‒a marriage in God's† eyes
paving the way‒
together...a boy and a girl
born to an aged mother
who's granted favor
by the holy Father†
who'll be guided
by Jesus the Savior†
 
born will be a family
to aid...fight the enemy
‒no evil...with them
will take company
‒for Jesus'† hand
will wrap them in holy
 
blessed will come
this new birth
extending Jesus'† hand
healing the broken
fighting the enemy
as God† begins the journey
‒calling some home
then deciding the inheritance‒
only His† tribes to share
 
holy, holy the almighty Lord†
embraces what's to come
growing His† kingdom
spreading love
through a sum
‒the good shepherd
made from a sinner
paving the way
‒his seed's coming to say
 
'two gates are opened'
 
then he'll help the way
for those choosing
Jesus' Way

Note: The photograph that accompanies this work was taken December 10th. The baby is at the left bottom of frame. This is just one of the babies God has put in the sky for me to photograph.

(December 25, 2019)―This morning I opened my Bible to Acts then closed it. With tears in my eyes, I asked God my usual question, ‘What do You want me to write about?’ But I added this: ‘Since I’ll be doing this for the rest of my life.’ I opened my Bible again and the Scripture pertaining to John the Baptist and Jesus’ birth. This is no accident.

I read through it, then ‘Within Me’ bled on the page. I write what I hear. I know I head this clear. God has been showing me a baby for a while now. This baby is not Jesus. Go look under God’s Mercy. He has put a baby in the sky several times. No, I’m not pregnant. I don’t even have a boyfriend. It is still clear that God is pointing this out to us. There are things that are being revealed to me that I cannot tell yet, but I will eventually.

When? Is this all really going to happen? I know God. Yes, it will happen. When? I’m not God. His time is not ours. I am His messenger. I write what He tells me. I don’t doubt that it is Him and Jesus that I talk to, although I question it all the time. God is in charge. He can make us hear what He wants us to hear. He can make us see what He wants us to see. So, no matter who is talking to me, it still is God. For He is in control! I fear God. Whatever He wants from me, He gets. If you don’t live your life this way, then you should question why.

He sent the words in ‘Within Me’ this morning, the day we celebrate His Son’s birth, for a reason. He directed me to this Scripture to tell me, ‘Yes, Karen, it is I you are talking to.’

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