‘He† Breathes’

‘Everyone who does evil hates the light, and will not come into the light for fear that his deeds will be exposed. But whoever lives by the truth comes into the light…’…John 3:1-21

 He† Breathes
 
there's a temple
it's aged and pristine
a glorious monument
celebrated, cherished
there's a cross in this temple
an image solidified to this cross
I look at it
I crumble inside
for they do not know
why

 
there was this boy
He watched His parents work
He did what He could to help
but He kept hearing a voice
from why deep inside
He said:
'do not be afraid
you'll soon remember'
you see, I was veiled, too
so that I could learn truth
 
it is normal to feel different
when our Father speaks to you
He changes you
the deeper parts of you
so do not fear
it is more normal
than living on earth
 
to believe is to truly feel
this unquenchable desire
way deep in the heart
to love our Father
with everything we have
 
it is normal...to feel this love
when the heart is pure
it is normal to question yourself
for to offend our Father
is the worse thing
for a believer to do
 
rest in Him
the one who gives life
fear Him
for He also takes life
be patient in your rest
go about daily chores
forget your troubles
 
trust in Him
our Father knows
come to Me
and I will show you Him
 
love is all you need
a heart bursting with joy
for each other
without curses and hate
 
lean on Me
I'll make your burdens light
trust in God's journey
for you
He will make you whole
 
let Me comfort you
invite Me in
I'll pave the way to the kingdom
in love, through our Father's mercy
forever and ever
amen.

Note: The photo that accompanies this work was taken on October 15th when God sent the Phoenix, which is the symbol of New Birth. I have to say that I didn’t not choose this photo because of the Phoenix. David led me to this particular batch today. Fitting! In this particular image is the angel. This is just one of many amazing things God has sent to us!

(January 16, 2020)―I blushed and felt shy after writing what I heard today. I knew who was talking to me. Then I heard God ask after I wrote it, ‘You adore My Son?’ I said, ‘Yes.’ He replied: ‘As it should be.’

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‘Tested Hearts’

‘If you don’t stand for something, you’ll fall for anything.’―Author Unknown

Tested Hearts
 
I tested them you know
to see how'd they flow
to see if their love would show
to see...if they were real
in gold
 
every, single one–
fell to the flo'
just hit it...out...sold
my little libido
love's true row
–they so easily
put it out in the cold
 
on me, they all rolled
put me on death row
for a popularity show
'she's crazy ya know'
–all for a people-pleasing fold
 
I tested the forceful in bold
just to tell myself–
'I told ya so'
 
easy...so very easy–
they'd made me the mold
for themselves...blame to unload
–without a second thought–
any love for me
to hold

Note: The photograph that accompanies this piece was taken October 15th after I asked David to prove himself again by sending me a daisy. I knew the spiritual world could manipulate technology by what they had already shown me in the previous photographs and by a message put on this website (I left them up) back in August. When I was reviewing this set of frames and noticed the daisy sun, it was a bow-the-head moment. This was also the day the Phoenix was sent over the water, to reveal new birth is coming. In this particular frame: The daisy sun, the promise made to me in the pink bubble and the ray of purple light: Jesus blessing the promise.

‘Ringing of Ears’

Humble. When you break, when you fall to your knees and feel shame leave your body, you aren’t afraid of people: No! You become afraid of the LORD!

 Ringing of Ears
 
it's been pushed
by the Lord†
 
'say what I† need you to say'
 
I dug deep
within my heart
 
'I can't...it's just too hard'
 
then He† stopped
the coming of love
‒taking flight
the wounded dove
 
so I sat...thought about it
 
'what more can I shift'
 
gave in...so here it is:
 
'whatever they say about me
whatever words run deep
it's the eagle that's going to seep
‒fall from its perch
send many to the hearse
 
it's not I...my little ole self
who has to heal
from the burst
 
the eagle has surfed
the wrong turf
out stretched‒
the hands of the Lord†
 
think...think with your hearts
the idol worship
has to end
the eagle has been taken
‒has become the fiend
 
go away, go away
my voice has to tell
no matter the yell
or who sends me to hell
 
the Lord† has His† grip
even if you call me a witch
He's† in charge‒
control of this ship
your hat...go ahead and tip
 
the eagle has deceived
‒what was given to her
has been stripped
no longer a graceful flight
‒the wings are soon to be clipped
 
hear, hear what I say
it's about to be the Lord's day
hear, hear what He† has to say
‒the eagle's flown
the wrong way
 
down, down, down
she will fall
roll to the ground
like a frustrated ball
oh! how once she stood tall
‒helping every bit of y'all
 
sad, sad rings these bells
as with my ears‒
I openly, loudly hear
the fall is drawing near
the Lord's† strapped me‒
in this corner
pledging...me move no further
‒unless I write the hear
 
ring, ring goes the bells
remembering...once the gentle flight
the eagle way up high
soaring through the open sky
 
the Lord† took notice‒
her careful ways
hearing her calls
helping in the save
 
oh! how she lost her way
that once beautiful eagle‒
so large and strong
how! over the edge
she has gone
as her young starve
‒sitting there alone
 
open your eyes
oh! beautiful eagle
see how you lost‒
your principle
your strong hold
has weakened
oh! how the Lord†
you have forsaken
 
awaken, awaken
hear the ring of the bells
deaf and blind
as you sit on a throne
‒one to soon fall
for the Lord† Almighty
has seen it all
‒His† hand is wrapping
around the ball
He† has sounded
His† final call'

(December 27, 2019)—Today, the poem came first. After I finished writing it, ‘Open the book,’ came. Zephaniah. What is highlighted in the Scripture below is what I underlined in red back in 2007, the first time I read through the Bible. Amazing.

I didn’t want to write what I’ve been getting. I’ve been too afraid. God says, ‘Don’t fear.’ I still didn’t write it. Then I received a text conversation, which I remained in God’s grace, but the other person did not. Hate. Anger. Calling me names and criticizing me heavily. God: ‘Karen, do you understand now?’ Me: ‘Yes.’ Those who think they know me will keep on with their insults because they aren’t understanding God’s process. They look at the dark end of life, that which God puts us through in order to grow us, and that’s all that they see. Why? Because they, themselves, refuse to look at their own mirrors and heal. So, they blame. According to them, I am the cause of their issues. According to them, I was the worse person to cross their paths. According to them, if it weren’t for me, they’d be happy. Wrong on all three accounts. God is in charge. This…THIS…they don’t understand because society has corrupted them so bad that they believe God has no wrath. They believe that God is just there to give good. They don’t want to see that God is in charge of everything.

Here’s a point: The prince of the earth…that would be Satan and all its army…passes on what is good and tempting…the pleasures in life. It is saying, ‘Look, this way is easier. You don’t have to worry about the past. Move on and forget what happened to you. Here’s pleasure, money, comfort. You don’t have to be uncomfortable.’ That’s the test. God and money don’t mix. Doing what God wants from us is hard. What is lost in the mix is that the churches of the world…all those that has been around and our parents went to…they teach that all those pleasures are blessings from God and you don’t have deal with your issues. ‘Give it to God and let it rest…they are so easy to say.

You have to do the work! That’s HOW God works. You can’t just give it to God and forget about it. He wants you to deal with what hurt you. Oh, you can go on blaming someone else. Oh, you can say they are the worse person in the world. Right. God sees all. He knows the truth. That person you are blaming…they have a better shot at seeing God’s kingdom than you do. You keep blaming and you will blame yourself right into the pit. That IS 100% accurate.

Some really horrible things have been said to me in the past two months, from every angle of my life. Why? Because people don’t want to face the truth. They would sacrifice an innocent person to hide their secrets. Only…God knows all, so it’s a bit ridiculous looking at it from God eyes. I was told today that people are praying for me, but I know that these people who are praying for me have racial hate in their hearts. This isn’t of God. God said He would send some of His tribes into slavery, but He promised He would deliver them from it. And He did. So if you have hate in your heart over race or people who have died a long time ago who were once slaves, you are hating against God! Didn’t you know that? So, how can you pray for me, when you harbor this type of hate for God?

I was also told that there is another god out there that I don’t know about. In all my years, I know only ONE God. This kind of talk from anyone tells me that they are being manipulated by Satan. This is not the kind of talk that is of God. Didn’t you know this? Judgment. Blame. Hate. Anger. All of that is the test…through Satan…that God puts us through. I’m still called a hypocrite. Do you know what God says: It’s okay, Karen, you passed your tests. I know I did because He fixed my heart. But those who blame and criticize me don’t want to acknowledge this because they are still blaming me for their problems. God fixed my heart! Not a doctor. God. Of course, they will say, ‘There was nothing wrong with your heart in the first place.’ And then turn around and call me a liar. I was called that again today as well!

‘They will all hate you because of Me.’ God and Jesus say this over and over in the Bible. Don’t you understand what that means? I was told that my writings aren’t helping anyone, my books aren’t helping anyone. Who has the right to make that call? Only God. Have you ever thought that my writings won’t help anyone until after I’m dead? Did that ever cross you mind? Oh, I’m not worthy enough to write for God. God says: You are worthy, Karen. Shame kills. Shame destroys. People buried in shame will mutilate anyone who gets in their path of fake, of the hide. Well, God sent me to several people to get in front of that shame and put it in their face. And He wants me to write about my experience. Shame is one of the ultimate test that God sends. He’s testing hearts. ‘Everyone is invited, but not everyone gets in.’ Do you really know what that means?

A shameful heart is a sinful heart. You are pillaging your own self before you pillage all those around you who try to help you. Do you know that God’s unconditional love hurts? It makes you cry. To look within the depths of yourself…that’s what God wants of you. To humble you. To take pride out of the equation. The conversation I had today…full of pride. That person is far from knowing Jesus, yet this person said I didn’t know the Lord. Humble. When you break, when you fall to your knees and feel shame leave your body, you aren’t afraid of people: No! You become afraid of the LORD!

When you talk about the Lord and display hate and anger in all the same paragraph, you are NOT healed. You are not walking the Jesus Way. Jesus is the ONLY way to get to the kingdom. I walked the opposite way. Damn straight! I had to fall in order to rise. I had to die in order to resurrect. I had to know sin in order to know truth. That process hurts…it’s when nothing else matters but looking within yourself. You don’t concern yourself with the outside world. You don’t concern yourself with who calls you friend. It’s you and the Lord!

Here’s a secret: You can have tons of friends, but none of them actually is your friend. Look back on your life: When you were broke, who came? When you were at the end of your rope, who was there? When you were battling in sin, who called you out on them? Answer: The person you hate the most. The person you do NOT call your friend. The very person you betrayed.

The marks are on your heart. Their heart is cleaned. God works in mysterious ways. Truth. The ones who judge you…they are of the world. Only Jesus has the right to judge. We all go through the darkness. We all sin. We all judge. Humble. It’s when you fight your way in resurrection from all the sin you’ve committed, all the sins that were committed against you, that you start living in truth. Until then, the mask is on. Satan still has its dibs on you. Remember: God is the God of the living. When you are in death (sin…your darkness), He is not present. Once you get to that point where you ask for His mercy, Jesus comes in and starts throwing those crumbs. You have to be strong enough to recognize them. Like getting mail from an ex. Jesus is telling you something. Jesus is calling you. Random things like that are NO accidents. That is Jesus crumbs!

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‘Within Me’

‘…This child is destined to cause the falling and rising of many in Israel, and to be a sign that will be spoken against, so that the thoughts of many hearts will be revealed….’—Luke 2:25-35

 Within Me
 
blessed is He† within me
for another child will be born
one to be consecrated by God†
to help those in harm
‒for His† first born came
His† spirit remains
in truth...for all's salvation
 
He's† building His† army
seeds planted to save
His† love spreads
pulling all who answers
from the dead
 
His† good shepherd will come
against all odds
bring true love in sum
opening wide
the gates of the kingdom
‒with his gentle seed
he'll plant the helper
the one who'll come
to empower His† church
stripping evil of its game
‒for Jesus'† spirit
in him...will remain
 
the good shepherd
will join his wife
‒a marriage in God's† eyes
paving the way‒
together...a boy and a girl
born to an aged mother
who's granted favor
by the holy Father†
who'll be guided
by Jesus the Savior†
 
born will be a family
to aid...fight the enemy
‒no evil...with them
will take company
‒for Jesus'† hand
will wrap them in holy
 
blessed will come
this new birth
extending Jesus'† hand
healing the broken
fighting the enemy
as God† begins the journey
‒calling some home
then deciding the inheritance‒
only His† tribes to share
 
holy, holy the almighty Lord†
embraces what's to come
growing His† kingdom
spreading love
through a sum
‒the good shepherd
made from a sinner
paving the way
‒his seed's coming to say
 
'two gates are opened'
 
then he'll help the way
for those choosing
Jesus' Way

Note: The photograph that accompanies this work was taken December 10th. The baby is at the left bottom of frame. This is just one of the babies God has put in the sky for me to photograph.

(December 25, 2019)―This morning I opened my Bible to Acts then closed it. With tears in my eyes, I asked God my usual question, ‘What do You want me to write about?’ But I added this: ‘Since I’ll be doing this for the rest of my life.’ I opened my Bible again and the Scripture pertaining to John the Baptist and Jesus’ birth. This is no accident.

I read through it, then ‘Within Me’ bled on the page. I write what I hear. I know I head this clear. God has been showing me a baby for a while now. This baby is not Jesus. Go look under God’s Mercy. He has put a baby in the sky several times. No, I’m not pregnant. I don’t even have a boyfriend. It is still clear that God is pointing this out to us. There are things that are being revealed to me that I cannot tell yet, but I will eventually.

When? Is this all really going to happen? I know God. Yes, it will happen. When? I’m not God. His time is not ours. I am His messenger. I write what He tells me. I don’t doubt that it is Him and Jesus that I talk to, although I question it all the time. God is in charge. He can make us hear what He wants us to hear. He can make us see what He wants us to see. So, no matter who is talking to me, it still is God. For He is in control! I fear God. Whatever He wants from me, He gets. If you don’t live your life this way, then you should question why.

He sent the words in ‘Within Me’ this morning, the day we celebrate His Son’s birth, for a reason. He directed me to this Scripture to tell me, ‘Yes, Karen, it is I you are talking to.’

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‘The Heart of Love’

‘Not everyone can accept this word, but only those to whom it has been given….The one who can accept this should accept it.’…Mat. 19:10-12; Mark 10:10-12

 The Heart of Love
 
to give up the right
in affirm
paying a ransom
in servant
not letting our hearts burn
or even be concerned
–with any payment
to earn
 
it is taking what is learned
live it in firm
over and over...churn
‒holding tight
in preserve
wanting‒
without coerce
without a need–
preach in some church
 
instead....
living it–
without a rehearse
watch it–
spill in the universe
seeking more and more
to read its verse
–without needed words
in splurge
 
it's in the appearance
of the return
credits earned
–leaving nothing
to burn
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‘Vastness of Discourse’

Everything is connected! Everything is NOT what it seems!

Note: The photograph was taken November 11th when we were sent the Avenging Angel in the sky.

Vastness of Discourse
 
it never fails
cruelty, disloyalty
forgetfulness
tiny bits...adds up
to the vastness
of ugliness
 
the Lord† showing His† face
only to be disgraced
man-made disobedience
the loaded gun of control
–in their seamlessness
of greediness
 
nineveh...your given symbol
truth of its legacy
–a failed heart
in its self-destructiveness
 
you aren't any better–
your stripping cadence
forgetting then adhering
–never knowing truth
in all its easiness
 
this lure of money's faithfulness
has again...trapped you
not knowing truth
in holiness
 
'why am I here'
 
your constant weariness
–your uncleverness
due to the end result–
the control of you
power, wealth
the seekers of the doers
keeping you sedated
over and over
 
you...not seeing God†
His† endless process
thousands of years
captured by your hunger
for lust
sexual, murderous mutilation
–without understanding
the connection of oneness
 
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‘Prophecy’

‘for they scattered My people among the nations and divided up my land. They cast lots for My people and traded boys for prostitutes; they sold girls for wine that they might drink…’ He’s coming for Judgment…to fix Earth. It’s your choice on what gate you want to go in.

Note: The photograph that accompanies this work was taken on November 11th when God put the Avenging Angel in the sky byway of the clouds. You can see the Green Orb is pointing the Angel out. In other photographs taken that day, an arrow in the clouds is pointing this out as well making sure that we take notice and understand that this is from Him.

Prophecy
 
it comes–
a constant in proficiency
each line in relevancy
–nothing to be stuck in pudency
except–
for man's constant recusancy
 
hundreds...hundreds of years–
in between the aducacy
comes the means in prophecy
through oneiromancy
releasing in recumbency
–the authority in hearing
 
pulling, pushing
forcing the vibrancy
reiterating its urgency
repeating for reasons–
in certainty
 
always the same tendency
 
coming for supremacy
as man's lost in repellency
–tipping over in dizzy
his constant adamancy
 
the warnings in relevancy
'fix your infrequency'
moving to and from–
the only leg in legacy
–what drives you to bankruptcy
testing your ability
in mercy
 
lacking true love–
the discrepancy
–this awesome balance
in delicacy
giving into the divergency
instead of remaining
in consistency
 
giving into currency
being the shakable gypsy
forgetting coherency
–for materialism
spiritual insufficiency
–not seeing the blanket
in urgency
 
you're living in delinquency
–for the almighty Lord†
lives in divine elegancy
sitting as head abbacy
–patiently waiting in consistency
knowing the mind's balance
in delicacy
–struggling through its
individual counterinsurgency
 
He† waits...watching–
in total clemency
knowing He's† already told–
the coming belligerency
–over and over
the constant discrepancy
 
the coming hand that awaits–
a sudden departure
–a move in spiritual normalcy
owning up to predominancy
a time to mend–
what's in virulency
 
open in all transparency
–His† voice in redundancy
the reversal in testacy
from right to left
...left to right
–a rise from your somnolency
for a shaking up in queasy
the thief coming–
destruction of the papacy
removing all worldly certainty
–in its pungency
 
a fixing of inadequacy
a lady lost in dressy
–all lost in conspiracy
 
a flip in intimacy
so you'll know the Lord's† efficancy
–comings–
when the total of indecency
smothers that of true divinity
 
it's time–
shaking, rattling, rolling
just slightly
all to become voided in hazy
–a time for a soul
to pick its currency
 
bow your head–
no time for immoral conspiracy
the matter at hand:
who's in supremacy
–of all you see
who heads the embassy
 
what is true holy
 
as the glass of water shakes–
souls gone...sudden take
remember your contumacy
God† dwells over the living–
over them
He† stands always
in ascendency
 
do away with your hypocrisy
in Jesus†–
seek the true intimacy
–a pure heart in frequency
for whatever shakes
will become steady again
for whatever darkens
will become light again
it's up to you alone
to decide your own competency
no one can add the accuracy
–truth of your heart
 
the shake will determine
a given time before the fire
–this for your advertency
no amount of worldly currency
will aid allegiancy
 
help the living–
dead bodies no longer live
the living breathes–
that is certainty
 
here's God's† consistency:
the scales are out
hearts are weighed
rooms are being prepared
two gates are being fully opened
–the coming autopsies
just the beginning
–the constant in consistency
 
words already given
–without discrepancy
line for line
–a given conveniency
 
the Lord† almighty
in all His† fragrancy
awaits in His† diplomacy
–your choice
as given from the abbacy
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‘A Faith’s Window’

You don’t need permission to do what is right. You don’t need to ask what’s in your heart. You already know that. Follow that.

Note: The photograph that accompanies this work was taken November 11th.

 A Faith's Window
 
it's preparing for rain
when the sun is bright
 
it's saying truth
when it's not even–
expected of you
knowing–
it's safe within you
being something–
only you knew
‒but feeling a pull
a little hurt to deal
doing what is real
 
it's understanding the storm
to set things right
 
it's making moves
‒just something
you have to do
without being told to
even when no one–
understands you
even when they see you
as a fool
 
it's staying the course
no matter the force
going against the core
never asking any man–
what for
 
taking it straight
to the Lord†
for you just know
He's† in charge
 
it's being in tuned–
to your emotions
hearing what's inside
letting it overpower–
everything outside
–arguing and debating
alone in a closed-off room
but never giving into doubt–
without evidence given
to what's it all about
–just doing...even in gloom
because you heard it–
from deep within you
 
when all seems dark
everyone telling you–
what to do
–so lost and confused
knowing truly–
what to do
even if others–
don't want you to
–it's coming
from deep within
void of family and friends
–digging deep...trusting
for you heard the Lord†
talking to you

‘In Good Faith’

‘…Are there not twelve hours of daylight? A man who walks by day will not stumble, for he sees by this world’s light. It is when he walks by night that he stumbles, for he has no light.’…—John 11:5-16

Note: The photo that accompanies this work was taken November 9th. Jesus love as it is told to me, as I believe what I’m told.

 In Good Faith
 
I pillaged
my sorrowful soul
filling up
an empty bankroll
with dried-up tears
in cold
trying desperately
to unload
‒tiring moments
in fold
 
then Jesus† comes in‒
pulls my restless body
from the cold
shows me
there's no loopholes
in this faith-bearing role
 
He† directs me over and over
prophets, disciples, apostles‒
all forced down the foxhole
doubt lingering
under a microscope
all needing signs
‒the tiniest
of pigeonholes
 
'I know...but please
give me a porthole'

 
as God's† faithful heart knows
humans must fight
the trolls
signs needed
for the role
so easy...to show
who's in control
 
not offended...He† abides
His† chosen souls
‒erases doubt
emptying
of every bit
of the cajole
 

(December 8, 2019)―The story of Lazarus. That’s where I was brought yesterday. But I wasn’t told to post it yet, instead after prayer with David, I was instructed to get my nails done. I’ve been wanting to do this, but I kept putting it off. My nails get quite long and when they reach a certain length, they get really hard and when one breaks, it usually breaks by the skin part, which hurts. And that…the nail parlor…is where this story led me.

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‘Rapture’

I don’t want to believe Him. I didn’t say I don’t believe Him. I said I don’t want to believe Him. It is true all the same. God doesn’t lie. He is truth. Jesus is truth. Truth is. You can’t defend what is. God’s will is. And what is…is. And what God’s will is…will be…therefore, it is.

Note: The picture that accompanies this work was taken November 9th. I haven’t finished putting up all the photographs taken this day. There is no rush as there was before. What will be will be. You will pay attention after God makes His move, for your faith is weak. (This is His message not mine.)

Rapture
 
on earth‒
lives all creatures
in each‒
lies a common feature
one so misunderstood‒
confusion set
by so many preachers
 
in came our teacher
setting things straight‒
before His† departure
 
but control was always
man's infrastructure
a way to push‒
the foreclosure
‒the ways
of the stagnated vultures
‒forcing many
into dried-up pastures
as their man-made kingdoms‒
they nurture
‒building up
to in-the-now pleasures
 
here's something to measure
a good shaking-up lecture:
a soul...beings under the texture
live forever‒
despite man's literature
‒this...where...in comes
the mixture
 
by man's hands‒
the mind-bogging massacre
where man thinks‒
he conquered
byway of the conjure
 
this inside being
driven by
a higher chauffeur
‒one with
a divine signature
‒in the moment
of departure
it leaves
without torture
‒up or down‒
depending
on its nature
‒the heart's activity
in haggard
 
you see
only a body's exposure
‒already gone
its inside architecture
 
so when comes massive
in measure
bodies will remain‒
seen as volatile in nature
by those stuck‒
in man-made pastures
‒a common mistake
in manufacture
‒typical...man-driven legislature
 
'everything
is not what it seems'

 
pay attention‒
to the ultimate wizard
the one controlling‒
backwards and forwards
He† who makes‒
the rain and the blizzard
 
He† will come in seizure
bust up your infrastructure
for He† is
the ultimate investiture
‒leaving you sit
in questionable wonder!