‘Time ‘A Waiting’ (Jesus/Bear-Deer Dream)

 Time 'A Waiting (Jesus)
  
 mark the pence
 twice sent
 hear the rhythm
 rhymes spent
 ‒all marching
 where marchers went
  
 it isn't late
 but there's no time
 to wait
  
 bow before Him†
 repent within
 forgive thy self
 seek outside help
  
 the shores are calm
 the air is warm
 to thy self
 you keep bringing harm
  
 time is of the essence
 don't keep guessing
 hear words sent
 the Father† already lent
  
 it is I†
 in this rhythmed den
 asking, pleading
 wanting
 you‒
 to come out of sin
  
 the Son†
 the first
 the one for whom
 you thirst
  
 time is given
 time is taken
  
 a harvest
 in the making
 it is time‒
 what are you willing
  
 come to Me†
 with jubilance
 come to Me†
 for truth
 this time
 is about you
 ‒what will you do
  
 I† am He†
 Emmanuel†

Notes: The photograph that begins this selection was taken as a screen shot from the below photograph. It was taken November 9, 2019: Certainty of Visions. It is a blowup of the sun’s reflection rays. There were many things shown this day concerning the sun’s power and it’s rays and God’s energy when it comes to the sun. He’s trying to teach you. Being deaf and blind won’t aid you. Listening to the world won’t either. He’s teaching you about Him. It’s your choice, unconditional love, to learn. There were other things pointed out from just this one picture. Go to the above link and scroll through ALL the pictures. With God, an open mind is required!

(June 23, 2021)―‘Time ‘A Waiting’ came this morning. The following dream came on the 18th. I was told to include it here and discuss what I’ve been taught. As always, Jesus is teaching. Today’s lesson is about fear. It is your choice to hear and learn.

Bear/Deer Dream: I was in the woods, standing by a wooden fence. Three deer came up to the fence. A mother and two babies. They let me pet them. The two little ones put their hooves up on the fence trying to get closer to me. It was so incredible and beautiful that they were letting me pet them. It went on for a long time, I remember feeling their fur and appreciating that God was allowing me to touch them like this. They seemed so happy to have me touch them. Then from the left this black bear came and jumped on a stump by the fence where we were. The deer ran off and so did I. I just turned and began running. The bear jumped over the fence and started chasing me. I ran with everything I had knowing the bear was going to eat me. I woke up with a start.

The first thing I heard was David. He said the bear was sent by Satan to interrupt God’s beautiful deer.

Further into the morning, I went walking then tan. The tanning helps my fibro. I was lying there and I asked for a sign to assure me that everything God had told me about the virus was true and to help me understand the dream. When I got home and sat down to work, He lead me to Psalm 10.

Prayer for Relief from Oppression by the Wicked―Why, O Lord, do You stand far off? Why do You hide Yourself in times of trouble? In his arrogance, the wicked man hunts down the weak, who are caught in the schemes he devises. He boasts of the cravings of his heart; he blesses the greedy and reviles the Lord. In his pride, the wicked does not seek Him; in all his thoughts there is no room for God. His ways are always prosperous; he is haughty and Your laws are far from him; he sneers at all his enemies. He says to himself, ‘Nothing will shake me; I’ll always be happy and never have trouble.’ His mouth is full of curses and lies and threats; trouble and evil are under his tongue. He lies in wait near the village; from ambush he murders the innocent, watching in secret for his victims. He lies in wait like a lion in cover; he lies in wait to catch the helpless; he catches the helpless and drags them off in his net. His victims are crushed, they collapse; they fall under his strength. He says to himself, ‘God has forgotten; He covers His face and never sees.’ Arise, Lord! Lift up Your hand, O God. Do not forget the helpless. Why does the wicked man revile God? Why does he say to himself, ‘He won’t call me to account’? But You, O God, do see trouble and grief; You consider it to take it in hand. The victim commits himself to You; You are the helper of the fatherless. Break the arm of the wicked and evil man; call him to account for his wickedness that would not be found out. The Lord is King for ever and ever; the nations will perish from His land. You hear, O Lord, the desire of the afflicted; You encourage them, and You listen to their cry, defending the fatherless and the oppressed, in order that man, who is on the earth, may terrify no more.―Psalm 10

Fear. It wasn’t before today that I understood fully something that happened in my life in 1997. That is the year I graduated from college. I took the Graduate Entrance Exam. I passed it the first time and I had every intension on going for my doctorate. In fact, I was accepted at ULL before I took the exam on my writing alone. I put it all aside for my marriage. There was reason God led me down that road: The books. The writing I’ve done for Him.

Fast forward to 2008 when I worked for the science department at the university I graduated from. I was put in charge of the paperwork of the graduates and was curious how they faired on the Graduate Entrance Exam. It was a surprise to learn that being science students (the math end of the deal) they all failed the English part. I failed the math part because I’m the English end of the deal. What was even more surprising is that most of the science students failed to answer or get the answer correct on the questions at the end of the test. It was the composition part of the exam which was also graded on the use of logic. One of the questions went something like this: If you were walking in the woods and came upon a bear, what would you do? It was that simple. And the answer: Do nothing. That’s right. You freeze and don’t move because bears see by movement, so if you move, it’s going to eat you!

Fast forward to the dream above. What did I do? I ran and the bear came to eat me! So, I knew back in 1997 that fear controls us. If we don’t fear, we are safe. This is what God showed to me in the visions in 2019. He taught me that if you don’t have fear, the enemy will not see you. He taught me what I would need to teach later in my life to those who will need to teach the next generations: not to fear, how not to fear.

The dream I recently had had everything to do with what is happening now in the world. We are conditioned to see deer as sweet and cute, so we don’t fear them. We are conditioned to fear bears. So we run when we see them and what do bears do, fucking chase us! So the more we fear things, the more we have them chasing us!

I’m going to be straight up with you: God told me not to take this vaccine, none of them. He said He is not ready. So, I stay away from people most of the time. He tells me to be persistent in my exercise, getting my veges and fish and drinking my greens. Hence, Luke below.

Parable of Persistence—Then He said to them, ‘Suppose one of you has a friend, and he goes to him at midnight and says, ‘Friend, lend me three loaves of bread, because a friend of mine on a journey has come to me, and I have nothing to set before him. Then the one inside answers, ‘Don’t bother me. The door is already locked, and my children are with me in bed. I can’t get up and give you anything.’ I tell you, though he will not get up and give him the bread because he is his friend, yet because of the man’s boldness he will get up and give him as much as he needs.’—Luke 11:5-8

He’s saying to not give up. Not only for me personally, but as in the story about the bus (link below), for the people as well; and as Jesus said in ‘Aliens Are Not‘ about the collective lie. He tells me that He is aware that people will not listen, that people will call me names and judge me. He says they have no place to judge, but they think they do. He knows. He pushes me to continue by reminding me over and over all the things He’s told me about what is coming.

The following scriptures from Paul’s letter to the Galatians came next. He said these things matter more than your race issues. He points this color thing out to me often and it saddens Him. The judgment of ones self is most upsetting. Why would you celebrate a common criminal? Why would you constantly immortalize a skin color? He thinks it’s amusing that here in the United States, they would strip down one type of statue to replace it by another. He hates them all together. He hates memorials and monuments but yet people keep spending money on them. He hates the fact that you do this instead of feeding the hungry, clothing the poor, housing the homeless, helping the mentally ill, etc., etc.

**Law Fulfilled in Love—You, my brothers, were called to be free. But do not use your freedom to indulge the sinful nature; rather, serve one another in love. The entire law is summed up in a single command: ‘Love your neighbor as yourself.’ If you keep on biting and devouring each other, watch out or you will be destroyed by each other.—Galatians 5:13-15

*Flesh and Spirit—So I say, live by the Spirit, and you will not gratify the desires of the sinful nature. For the sinful nature desires what is contrary to the Spirit, and the Spirit what is contrary to the sinful nature. They are in conflict with each other, so that you do not do what you want. But if you are led by the Spirit, you are not under law. The acts of sinful nature are obvious: sexual immorality, impurity and debauchery; idolatry and witchcraft; hatred, discord, jealousy, fits of rage, selfish ambition, dissensions, factions, and envy; drunkenness, orgies, and the like. I warn you, as I did before, that those who live like this will not inherit the kingdom of God. But the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness and self-control. Against such things there is no law. Those who belong to Christ Jesus have crucified the sinful nature with its passions and desires. Since we live by the Spirit, let us keep in step with the Spirit. Let us not become conceited, provoking and envying each other.—Galatians 5:16-26

Mutual Responsibility—Brothers, if someone is caught in a sin, you who are spiritual should restore him gently. But watch yourself, or you also may be tempted. Carry each other’s burdens, and in this way you will fulfill the law of Christ. If anyone thinks he is something when he is nothing, he deceives himself. Each one should test his own actions. Then he can take pride in himself, without comparing himself to somebody else, for each one should carry his own load. Anyone who receives instruction in the word must share all good things with his instructor.—Galatians 6:1-6

*Living By the Spirit—Do not be deceived: God cannot be mocked. A man reaps what he sows. The one who sows to please his sinful nature, from that nature, will reap destruction; the one who sows to please the Spirit, from the Spirit will reap eternal life. Let us not become weary in doing good, for at the proper time we will reap a harvest if we do not give up. Therefore, as we have opportunity, let us do good to all people, especially to those who belong to the family of believers.’—Galatians 6:7-10

All these articles I read on the USA celebrating hate and abuse by nationalizing certain dates, by blasting skin color every where, it won’t get anyone into the kingdom. He sees all. The virus isn’t over. It will last until 2026. Many people will die because of this virus.

He had me write something about Sodom and the other countries He destroyed because of their sins this morning. Then He shows me all that is happening…your acceptance of everything He hates. He’s watching. Many forsake the Lord because of their pain, because of the discipline that God dishes out. They don’t understand God. They are taught about God wrong. Jesus does not award anyone with money. His blessings are not of this world. His blessings are work and a chance for each person who receives them to redeem their souls and save more.

I read something on Facebook that read something like this: Is the third eye evil or from God? I met a true witch. God revealed this person to me in an interesting way. He used this person to tell me something, to teach me something about the spiritual world. When I talked to this person, I felt at home in a way because I learned I wasn’t alone in my experiences. After this person gave me what God wanted him to give me, God removed him from my life. It only took a few weeks for this. God also showed me false spiritual people. People who take the knowledge of God and twist it to fit their own agenda. When I received my third eye, which is still closed, I learned directly from Jesus that you aren’t born with a third eye. It is a gift given by the Holy Spirit and it has to be added, but you first have to prove yourself. And this ‘proving‘ is very hard and painful.

Just because you have a near-death experience doesn’t mean you were automatically given a third eye. The mind’s eye is totally different from the third eye. I didn’t ask for this. I didn’t ask to be a seer or a prophet. It is what we do in faith that awards us these gifts. Once you receive these gifts, you don’t want to return to the life you had before. You have zero desire to sin. Oh, you miss some of the things you once did but you are well aware of the consequences. I was shown that it’s an unforgivable sin to return to those sinful ways because I was called into service. Trust me, deep in my heart, my very core knows what ‘unforgivable‘ means!

There is an evil side of life. I know the factual truth in this. I’m not talking about the human life. I’m talking about the spiritual life. I’ve seen it. I’ve felt it and I’m promised that I will never have to experience that again! I do know that with the third eye gift, I’ll be able to see spirits. I know I can. I’ve seen a little girl many years ago. This time is different. With such gifts, you don’t just see the good. And that is scary for me. I’m telling you this to teach you because God wants you to know that this is all real. More real than what man tells you. Man does not want you to know who God really is. Oh, the man-made churches have KILLED many to keep these truths away from your ears. They have managed to condition you to deem seers as crazy and visions nonsense. I’ll spend the rest of my life telling you the truth.

As Paul talks about below, to keep me from being conceited or arrogant, Jesus puts a hold on me. He keeps me from getting too big. He says that those who need this will get this. I believe Him. I once wanted to be a world-known novelist. Not anymore. Jesus has taught me what the world does, how it works from the spiritual side. Oh, I still have the desires, not as strong as they used to be. And the reason why I still have them is to keep me tamed, if that makes sense. That’s the weakness Paul is talking about. We know that the kingdom is real, and because we know this one hundred percent, we understand what our calling is here on earth. We must suffer. For Him.

*Weakness for Christ’s Sake—To keep me from becoming conceited because of these surpassingly great revelations, there was given me a thorn in my flesh, a messenger of Satan, to torment me. Three times I pleaded with the Lord to take it away from me. But He said to me, ‘My grace is sufficient for you, for My power is made perfect in weakness.’ Therefore I will boast all the more gladly about my weakness, so that Christ’s power may rest on me. That is why, for Christ’s sake, I delight in weakness, in insults, in hardships, in persecutions, in difficulties. For when I am weak, then I am strong.—2 Corinthians 12:7-10

If getting into the kingdom were easy, and if everyone gets in, then we wouldn’t have to suffer. But this isn’t the fact. The truth is everyone is invited, but not everyone gets in. The truth is those who finish last will be first. Those who suffer and hold to faith will live in the light. Those who enjoy worldly pleasures and riches here on earth will only have that enjoyment. For me, a mere eighty years of pleasures and riches is NOT worth eternality. I’ll deal with the suffering. I’ll deal with telling you the truth and you denying it. I’m going after the prize. And that prize is NOT an earthly, worldly one. Amen.

Below are all the writings I’ve done for the Lord and our Father. Below are all the dreams and visions. Jesus answered the question of how will we know who is a real prophet. He said that we will know by what they say coming true. You read all of the below, everything under God’s Mercy. You make that decision. I will not be celebrated in my lifetime. I will be criticized more than anything because the truth is hard to take. The truth still is. So, God leaves the discovery of what He has shown me through the writings, the dreams, the visions and the photographs up to you. This is what He told me. You have to decide on your own. You have to pray and ask for the veils to be lifted. The future will know that what He sent to me is truth. I have to live with you not fully understanding this.

Fear. The only thing you should be fearing is God. He sent the virus. It isn’t over. Wear your mask. That was His instruction. It is your decision to get these vaccines. He instructed me not to as a test for me to not doubt Him. As His servant He will test me hard. I fully understand this. I am not, in no way, telling you not to get vaccinated. I am telling you to eat veges, exercise, wear your mask (even if you are vaccinated), and drink plenty water. Everything you need to know about God’s present agenda is below. There will be lots more confusion. Lots more false prophets. Remember what the Lord said. His words are firm.