‘If I See’

Peace and love be with you in times of sorrow.

 If I See
(for Austin Jenkins
and his mother who mourns)
 
if I see you
I will say hi and smile
I will laugh with you
and joke and tell stories
if you need to cry–
I will cry with you
I will wrap you
in my arms
and protect you
 
if I see you
I won't just wave
I'll gladly embrace you
fill you with joy
we can go pick flowers
or walk in the wind
or sing gentle hymns
while holding hands
 
if I see you
we can talk for hours
complain and compliment
whatever you need
I'll sit and listen
I'll be glad to
it's not at all a bother
it would bring my heart
peace
 
but if I don't see you
know I love you
don't be sad because:
we did smile together
we did walk together
we did smell flowers
and hold hands
and talk and laugh
 
mom, don't cry
I'm in paradise
I'll now watch over you
signs...here and there
I'll send to you
the butterfly–
in all its shades of blue
I'll send to you
I'm still here, mom
a being...no more a human
part of God's† house
waiting for you
no rush...I can see you
mom, don't cry
for I can see you

(February 11, 2020)—The Unexpectancy of DeathI have something else under the sun: The race is not to the swift or the battle to the strong, nor does food come to the wise or favor to the learned; but time and chance happen to them all. Moreover, no man knows when his hour will come: as fish are caught in a cruel net, or birds are taken in a snare, so men are trapped by evil times that fall unexpectedly upon them.—Ecclesiastes 9:11,12

‘Mocker’s Beat’

From the simplest of person to the biggest of corporations or non-profit corporations, lies are a dime a dozen. Job’s story is a symbol of how God works. He does not change.

 Mocker's Beat
 
the counsel of hypocrites
will never be it
they will smother
the best of it
 
to no wrongs‒
do they admit
they'll speak of Jesus†
say God† is guiding it
while bedding that and this
while lying...
taking no credit
‒for the wrong of it
 
they'll say all is good‒
enjoy it
they'll say God† saved it
when they were...actually‒
the poison of it
 
they'll say all that material bliss
God† gave it
they'll demand it!
‒they'll say you're a witch
a down-right bitch‒
when you don't give in
to their shit
 
it all adds up‒
to the job of it
those not truly in it
don't know the half of it
 
they're blinded‒
to the God† of it
‒for He† does the blinding
they're deaf‒
to the God† of it
‒for He† blocks out
their hearing
 
why does He† do it
‒they aren't His† kids
He† washes
His† hands of it
He's† not present‒
in the death of it
‒not even the Spirit†
sees any of it
 
He's† all about His† kids
those who know‒
the truth of it
they suffered for it
‒by the hands
of the mockers of it
 
He's† not in the materialistic
that's satan's dish
‒have fun with it
it's the prelude
to the pit

(February 10, 2020)—A few things have been bothering me lately. The healing of a narcissist is one of them, and the terror in which a narcissist puts on their victims. Their cunningness. Their manipulative ways. Their stealing, lying, cheating. All of it has me really thinking how can they be healed when they refuse to even admit they are not healed, and because of this line of thought, God shows me a lot in the Bible that relate to this. This morning it was through Job. I love Job! I wrote the process of God through the experience as it happened and in steps, that’s the books. Job wrote about it as an all-at-once experience and sometimes this does happen, but a lot of time it’s a losing of things over a period of time.

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‘His† Pardon’

For you, know that you have to pay attention to what is happening around you. I know it can get really crazy with anguish, crying, heartache…all those emotions you have and the emotions other people have. It gets hard to see through all of that. But…in God’s process…you have to.

 His† Pardon
 
'I† pardoned you, My† servant
I† washed you clean
you have listened to instructions
–you now have rules
in forbidden'

 
words He† said to me
more instructions
in see
–to abide by carefully
 
'give forgiveness
but take what was given
to give the forgiveness
and, in return, give
–reveal the wrongs
of the giver
teach the ways
of the Christ
–don't give advice
(this...this isn't advice)
this...teach...what is right
through all these words
you write'

 
instructions given
from Him†–
who gave me life
 
who am I to argue
(for sure not with you)
He's† given me the tools
go on...over...drool
jealousy, envy–
not things to do
–only heaven
I'm to get you to
 
He† pardoned my sins
by washing me clean
by keeping His† hands
on me
all His† mystery–
teaching me
as His† test (satan)–
comes at me
as God† moves me
humble...in its means
of complete
 
I'm not here for you–
to believe in me
neither for you–
to like me
–His† love for me
greater than any human
will ever be
 
I am free
from any in deceive
He† will awaken me
–each time
you cry in lies
your heart is revealed–
you can no longer conceal
your darkened seals
 
He† pardoned me
He† removed the chains
–freed me from captivity
 
He† gave me
the heart of love
to cry and mourn
to pray and see
–vows to Him†
I'm sworn
 
for Him†...I'm enough
for He† pardoned me
–completed in freewill and....
in unconditional love

Note: The photograph accompanying this piece was taken November 9, 2019, Certainty of Visions. These are some amazing images and God is truly trying to get His message to everyone. You have to want to see. His message is being sent all across the world. The cycle is ending. All the symbols He sent us through me. How will people save their souls if they don’t actually be serious about it?

(February 5, 2020)―God is wonderful in all ways. There was something serious on my mind this morning. In fact, the role of man and woman has been a debate between me and the Lord for sometime now. When I was called to the prophet service, I debated that I was not worthy enough for this calling. The Scribe, I understand, but anything more, I have an issue with. God led me to the patriarchs in the Bible. Why? Because one of my issues was the fact that I have three children with two different men and that I went through my sexual immorality…which makes me feel unclean. Abraham had four baby-mamas! Point taken. When God calls us to do His work, He already knows who we are. When He elevates us, He washes us clean of our previous sin. He was very physical with me on that part.

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‘Your Death’

Yes, Abraham and all the prophets and all the patriarchs’ bodies gave out…quit! But they didn’t die! Neither did Jesus. This you need to understand…this you fully don’t!

Your Death
 
in the depths of sin
‒your sin‒
when God† leaves you
‒you enter your test‒
you die
 
that is your true death
it is on you
‒not the rest‒
to resurrect‒
rise from your own death
 
it is your own conflict
‒no matter the test‒
to see God's† process
to love Him†
at your worse
as you love Him†
at your best
 
it's from your heart
when it is purest
after satan has issued–
time in its punish
that you seek‒
in childish
God's† mercy
–this...when He†
hears your anguish
 
it is in this rise
that God† reappears
in your life
piece by piece‒
a humbled light
begins its revive
bringing...all around you
back to life
 
a tested heart‒
proves wrong or right
sometimes needing‒
twice, even thrice
to fully see truth's light
‒keeping you in blind's death
or bringing you‒
to eyes opened wide
‒that of the true light

Note: The photograph that accompany’s this piece was taken on October 15, 2019, The Phoenix, when God put the phoenix on top of the water. The phoenix is the sign of new birth. He sent other amazing, truly amazing things this day. The symbols were extraordinary as was the cross on the water and the images. Here the Cross with God’s energy, the green orb, AND the purple to the right of the cross…Jesus’ energy! Nothing, to me, could be more rewarding! The cross is more defined in other frames taken that day. Pay attention to the times…that is really amazing!

(February 3, 2020)―‘Your Death’…this is really important to God that you understand this. I wrote this small post on my Facebook page about judgment because of all the posts I read concerning the half-time show during the Super Bowl game. Then I was lead to the following Scripture:

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‘Enclosed We Go!’

This isn’t a joke. I didn’t elect to spend all my free time writing all of this just for the sake of doing it to piss you off. God told me to write all of this. Did you hear that? He TOLD me!

 Enclosed We Go!
 
His† wrath is coming‒
‒a sending of bull dogs
with their spike-filled teeth
growling at the innocent
‒playfulness...they seek
in indecent
inviting willing men
hand in hand‒
their spears
their only needed weapon
‒confusing minds
controlling every line
 
His† wrath is coming‒
His† words will disappear
He'll† hide Himself† totally
–from every hemisphere
 
you'll search
but you won't find
unless you're one‒
in the divine
 
then you will see
parts of Him†
here and there
leaving you hungry
and thirsty‒
begging around every turn
'where is He†?
I need to know!'

 
His† words‒
will become your lust
His† words‒
will become your greed
His† words‒
will become your lies
His† words‒
will become your darkness
 
‒all the things you so love
better than He†
all that evil‒
you will trade it all
–just for one look!
just for one tiny glimpse!
 
how precious‒
He† will become!
 
after, He† closes
Himself† out
‒leaves earth in destruction
after He† hides
He† will become‒
ALL that you seek!
 

Note: The photograph that accompany’s this piece was taken on November 9, 2019, when God sent the Avenging Angel. He uses the light on my camera to show the coming night, night, and the coming dawn. He does this numerous times in the photographs on God’s Mercy. As His Seer, I’m instructed on what the changes in light mean in the photographs. God does not lie…and it IS God whom I’m speaking to!

(January 23, 2020)―I was led to Amos for the second time this week. There was something that the Lord wanted me see and I did finally. I had to include the entire Scripture concerning what Amos saw and heard so you’ll see how God reveals things through His prophets. But before…I have to release a little whoop-ass per say.

‘Wrecked Moments’ has brought out the judgment again. I can’t challenge this judgment or debate it. God and Jesus have already told me that you can’t debate truth. The truth IS and that is final! So, I won’t debate, but I will forewarn you, God always…ALWAYSSEES everything that you do. There are two types of responses: Your thoughts and your acting upon those thoughts. Meaning you respond to your thoughts, thoughts that you are not really sure of, thoughts you think out of ignorance by action, by doing…so, if you respond by commenting on my pages, I’d be careful that you don’t blasphemy the Lord. If you need to understand what blasphemy is, then read ‘Tests of Worth’…God gives us a really good example of it. Here’s one sure thing: I write for God. I hear the spiritual world that is His kingdom. When you question you don’t know who I am talking to, you are questioning God. God is ALL. He is in charge of everything! You need to fully understand this.

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‘Oh! Sorrowful Heart!’

‘…the whole land will be laid waste because there is no one who cares…’―Jeremiah 12:5-7

 Oh! Sorrowful Heart!
 
I felt a fragment
of His† heart
–barely a fragment
the sorrow buried deep–
I can't even start
 
He† looks east
He† looks west
–there is no one
I beg for Him†–
'look some more'
He† says:
'it's no use
they are too proud
even with the given tools
they conceal‒
what they're told
–they fear the crowd'

 
He† bows His† head
–shows me all those dead
He† wishes they'd understand
to whom they are wed
 
but they refuse to listen
as did their forefathers
–the law of love
they easily shed
so their egos‒
can get fed
 
as to me–
each time He† speaks
more silver...in sneaks
of more and more truth‒
wisdom....
He† gives me a peek
–clearly...the why
I see
‒then not–
all lost at sea
 
'do your part'
He† tells me
'it'll be okay'
He† reassures me
 
but my heart
feels the sorrow
time can no longer–
be borrowed
the harvest...soon–
to be sorted
the good from the bad
what will live
what will be burned
 
the judgment is spewing
a peach that won't survive
yet the target will die
before he finishes the job
 
a people up in roar
no longer able to soar
 
all across the earth
sticks and bricks–
equal the same
a spilled sorrowful heart
plants itself in every town
plants itself–
against every nation
 
oh! sorrowful, mourning heart
taking the children–
for its own
for it found no home
‒all sacred, holy love
disappeared‒
in trye's blood-soaked flood
 
'prophesy against them'
says the almighty Lord†
–all I want to do is pray
He† says:
'it's too late‒
they live in sedate'

 
so I cry–
I feel His† sorrowful heart
a tiny, tiny piece of it
He† bows His† head
as I close my eyes
see...all those dead
all those who forgot
to whom–
they were wed
 

Note: The photograph that accompany’s this work was taken November 9, 2019, Certainty of Visions. It may seem a random shot of my hair, but it isn’t. The V was put there and not by me. It symbolizes Vengeance. To further state His, that would be God, message, on November 11, 2019, He sent us the Avenging Angel, which He not only points out with the green Orb but also by putting an arrow in the sky to be sure that I see it and point it out to you. This isn’t a joke. This is as real as it gets. People from all around the world will start getting messages. Pay attention.

As always, the bold italic in the work is the words of God. He directed me to Jeremiah last night and the line that He wanted me to see: ‘because there is no one who cares’. You think He isn’t here for some reason. You think He isn’t paying attention. He is always paying attention.

‘Permission’

To be reborn, as Jesus said, you are not baptized in water but in the Spirit. This comes after you’ve died…for in order to be reborn, you must first die.

Permission
 
He† sits there waiting for you to say it
He's† giving you permission
–why don't you take it
 
He† stands there patiently–
His† hands thumbing
His† toes tapping
He† sits then stands again
He† paces...up and down, up and down
 
He† can't intervene
in frustration...He† waits
He† goes to His† Father†
tries to intercept
wants to intercept
but a mighty hand goes up
 
'an adult's bitter heart is still present'
 
so back to waiting
He† goes
 
He† watches, sends in the angel
the guide
hoping you'll see
–that breaking you down
is a matter of keep
 
the permission is granted–
fall to your knees
cry over all those horrible deeds
yell, curse, scream
curl into a ball–
hug, go on, hug those knees
sniffle, let all your crevices bleed
–wipe them on your sleeve
pucker them lips
suck air in deep
–go on and just breathe
 
look around, go ahead, look around
things are beginning to look differently
they seem...simple
maybe almost magical
 
go ahead, cry more if you need
go ahead, sniffle
pucker up them lips in pout
 
things, indeed, have changed
you are feeling your child-heart
you are granted permission
by He†...who is the Lord
 
in the depths of your scream
you called out His† name
you see....
that's what He† was waiting for
 
He† was waiting for:
the coming apart
of your adult heart
He† knows sincerity
only lives in the child heart
–that place where God†
wants you to turn...truly
 
when you get there–
He† knows you died...truly
for you called out–
now....
the crumbs of Jesus† comes in
 
it is the time–
for you to be redeemed
the beginning of your new birth
–a new baptism
when the Spirit† comes over you
and you become clean
 
patient...it's a slow process
for good reason
a child's first steps are careful
go too fast and you'll fall
–you'll have to restart it all
 
shh...slow, slow, slow
the Lord† is waiting
it's your choice to succeed
–all you have to do
is believe!
 

Note: The photograph that accompany’s this work was taken on December 10, 2019, The Dragon, Angel, Mom and Baby. You can go to the page and read the work to understand the title and what is in the photograph.

‘Wrecked Moments’

It doesn’t matter the reason, false doctrine is false doctrine, and more people are following it than ever before.

Wrecked Moments
 
times long ago
when we weren't yet
ready to go
 
a time when
we had no control
–a stripping of our
solid gold
 
the place...where–
began our fold
the place...where–
our freedom of self
selfishly sold
 
–without us
ever...being told

Note: The photograph that accompany’s this work was taken November 9, 2019, Certainty of Visions. God showing off His art. God time is not ours, but He warns through His prophets so that you may prepare because you do not know when His time is coming. And it IS coming!

(January 22, 2020)—Before the age of 18, our inner makings change because of something someone else did. It doesn’t matter all the wrong decisions we might have made before that exact time when another person came into our lives and told us the ultimate lie, and we believed it because we were too young to know the difference.

Every single one of us has this moment.

I wrote ‘Wrecked Moments’ this morning before reading anything, then I hear David say, ‘Open the Bible, I’ll lead you to the Scripture that goes with that.’ So, I did. Amazing. The first letter Paul wrote to Timothy from Macedonia to encourage him to not give up because there was a lot of fools loose mixing up things. Not much has changed. In fact, many things are worse; hence, what was pointed out to me today. As the commentarians of my Bible write:

Paul gives Timothy personal instruction and advice on a variety of matters and warns him concerning both false doctrine and those who would teach false doctrines, whose only goals in teaching is either making money or achieving popularity.The Daily Bible in Chronological Order

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‘Spilling of Blood’

Do you really believe that God doesn’t speak to us anymore? How is it that the world’s society as a whole have come to this? Have you ever questioned this? Do you know why? Are you not concerned to the why of it? Just the answers to these questions should have you rattled.

 Spilling of Blood
(A Plea for the Innocent)
 
Lord†, is it of mercy
as esther pleaded for her people
that I plead for all the innocent
all those defenseless souls
struggling for hope
as they are submerged in hate
as they are submerged in the greed of others
–innocent lives sold for sex
as those buying and selling
worship and praise–
proclaiming it is all right
in God's† eyes!
 
Lord†, I plead for them
I beg for Your† hand to come
to slam into these fools
for stealing the innocence
for robbing their dignity, their grace
 
Lord†, it's all over the earth
every where I turn–
I see beauty and nature
but lying beneath this mask
is what's smothering Your† love
 
condemned, I stand
suffering with all the innocent
pillaged, I withstand
hate and angry words
from those unhealed
–those who cause strife
those who spread bitterness
 
Lord†, I feel Your† heart
I feel Your† disappointment
I feel Your† disapproval
–please bring comfort
to all those putting their souls
in Your† hands
for their bodies are sold
to the highest bidder
all declaring it is right
in God's† name!
 
Lord†, this isn't just one nation
Lord†, this isn't just one people
it's all over the earth
the darkness has consumed them
–God's† veils have reached the maximum
they do not see
as God's† prophets of the past
deemed...to say it will be
IT IS!
 
Lord†, Your† time is coming
those with malicious hearts
those will never be allowed to see
–this, as God's† servant, I understand
 
Lord†, I ask for those in see
I ask for those with good hearts
–they stand the victims
of the blind
Lord†, I ask that You† continue
to keep their hearts pure
whatever comes to them–
in their suffering
at the hands of the blind
give them the strength
to remain in You†
give them the strength–
in all the wickedness around them–
to understand Your† unconditional love
give them the strength–
in their given gift of free will
to continue to choose You†, Lord Jesus†
so that God's† kingdom
will be their inheritance
 
as I write this–
I humbly pray for the broken–
those in the mince of their choosing
may they make the right choice
may their veils be removed
and they see Your† grace
they see the energy of God†
all around them
–bring them their salvation
so when it's time
a proper room will be prepared for them
 
help those weak in faith
help those lost to the bad shepherds
help them discover Your† truth
help them see God's† wrath
help them see why He† is so angry
 
as I write this–
as a servant of God†
I know this world will see worse
I know the war is escalating

I humbly pray for the innocent
I humbly pray for the good in heart
I humbly pray for those fighting
through the tests God† has them in
 
I humbly pray that they come to understand
that God† is always in charge
–all good, all evil
God† is the Alpha, the Omega
 
I humbly pray that they come to understand
what You†, Jesus the Christ†, meant by saying:
 
'everyone is invited, but not everyone gets in'
 
may the innocent take it into advisement:
Your† hand is their only salvation
 
this my loving, gracious Brother†
this my humble Lord Jesus the Christ†
I ask in God's† righteous glory
for His† wrath be spared
to leave the innocent with humble hearts
and lighted souls
 
this, God's† humble servant
ask and beg
for those who remain in You†
for ever and ever
amen

(January 19, 2020)—Since the middle of last year, I have been led to Esther over and over again, and each time there’s something new pointed out to me. Today was no exemption. The two Scriptures that I include here point out this: Standing up for the innocent. Standing up to the adversary, the bully, the mean people of the world.

Last night I was led to a documentary titled, ‘Iraq’s Secret Sex Trade’. I had no idea. I have been led to this abuse of ‘sex‘ since I began this journey. In the Visions, in the last of the visions, God points out this horrible truth. It was a horrible thing to write about and it was an even more horrible thing to see! He told me in the visions that these things were happening now. I didn’t want to believe that. So, He’s been showing me examples of all of it around the world.

To be a witness to abuse in its ugliness is the saddest of things. I have been saying that ‘everything is not what it seems’ and it has been pointed out to me over and over the truth in that.

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‘He† Breathes’

‘Everyone who does evil hates the light, and will not come into the light for fear that his deeds will be exposed. But whoever lives by the truth comes into the light…’…John 3:1-21

 He† Breathes
 
there's a temple
it's aged and pristine
a glorious monument
celebrated, cherished
there's a cross in this temple
an image solidified to this cross
I look at it
I crumble inside
for they do not know
why

 
there was this boy
He watched His parents work
He did what He could to help
but He kept hearing a voice
from why deep inside
He said:
'do not be afraid
you'll soon remember'
you see, I was veiled, too
so that I could learn truth
 
it is normal to feel different
when our Father speaks to you
He changes you
the deeper parts of you
so do not fear
it is more normal
than living on earth
 
to believe is to truly feel
this unquenchable desire
way deep in the heart
to love our Father
with everything we have
 
it is normal...to feel this love
when the heart is pure
it is normal to question yourself
for to offend our Father
is the worse thing
for a believer to do
 
rest in Him
the one who gives life
fear Him
for He also takes life
be patient in your rest
go about daily chores
forget your troubles
 
trust in Him
our Father knows
come to Me
and I will show you Him
 
love is all you need
a heart bursting with joy
for each other
without curses and hate
 
lean on Me
I'll make your burdens light
trust in God's journey
for you
He will make you whole
 
let Me comfort you
invite Me in
I'll pave the way to the kingdom
in love, through our Father's mercy
forever and ever
amen.

Note: The photo that accompanies this work was taken on October 15th when God sent the Phoenix, which is the symbol of New Birth. I have to say that I didn’t not choose this photo because of the Phoenix. David led me to this particular batch today. Fitting! In this particular image is the angel. This is just one of many amazing things God has sent to us!

(January 16, 2020)―I blushed and felt shy after writing what I heard today. I knew who was talking to me. Then I heard God ask after I wrote it, ‘You adore My Son?’ I said, ‘Yes.’ He replied: ‘As it should be.’

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