‘Deception’s Deceive’ (Yeshuah)

Deception's Deceive (Yeshuah)

I† didn't deceive
I†, Yeshuah†
couldn't deceive
although I† had it in Me†
to deceive

many in the Word
deceived
I† was born from
deception
My† family line
wouldn't be
if it hadn't been for
deception

I† was born of man
it is in man's very nature
to deceive

but is deception malicious
by itself
no
deception is necessary
at times
for the good of intentions

absent of malicious intent
deception is easily
forgivable

with malicious intent
which God† hates
is a harder road to take

it leads to an abundance
of confusion
which leads to anger and hate

I† was crucified
on malicious intent

the findings of a man's heart
what he will do
in the heat of moments
when truth knocks
at the door
when shame threatens
its surface
is a harder road
a vigorous intent
testing the very boundaries
of the will of God†

it is a shared purpose
this deception
malicious intent's job
for the collection
as well as the connection
of the vine
and all its branches

the Lord† doesn't want
to easily throw branches
into the fiery furnace

He† wants to drive
the pain
to the surface
for each individual to heal

it is true genius
at work

to save souls
to rid the world of sin
to conquer death itself
‒all have to work
in unison

it's a massive plow
an every circling way
to rid one's self of shame
to use pain to heal
others
to use one's wealth
to feed and clothe
strangers
to cure the sick
‒all of this
is self sacrifice
of pride, hate, anger
greed and self worth
it is a massive feat

it is okay to dance
be merry
laugh and enjoy
good food and wine

it is not okay to walk
with malicious intent
even in those
who aren't aware

it is the choice of the vine
to make it known

God† is the same
truth is the same

'thou shall not lie'
'thou shall not kill'

to maliciously lie
kills the spirit
it is the same
as if killing the body

the spirit of man
is everything good

when it is purposely destroyed
on matters of intent
it trickles down the vine
causing all sorts of havoc
the burden on shoulders
is heavy
all from purposeful intent

when it isn't purposeful
just from ignorance
the vine is still charged
with healing

to cater to ignorance
on the matters of the vine
is the same
as if they had purposeful intent

the scars are placed
where the scars are due

before I† come
it is your responsibility
to heal from these scars
clean the heart
mature in the law of love

'thou shall love thy neighbor
as thy self'

these laws were not given 
to hurt
but instead to heal

it is I†, Jesus†
I† come for you are Mine†
I† come out of worth
I† chose a speaker
who will speak through
words written
so that not only can you hear
but also see
I† come for your worth
I† make Myself† known
for the time is
the time long ago spoken of

confusion is set
it is your job
to see through it

all of these words
the old and the new
are truth
for the Spirit of Truth†
cannot lie
what is of the past
is of the past
it is to be learned from
and taught from
the writer of words
is under the Spirit of Truth†

it is I†
He†
if you have ears
hear
if you have strength
heal
if you have honor
help
if you have courage
speak

Notes: Again, November 11, 2019: The Avenging Angel. If you can’t see it, I can’t help you. I want you to see. Pray and ask for guidance.

(April 20, 2022)—Something a little different happened today. I went on Facebook early this morning and posted a number of works and wrote a little about them, then after a while I sat to write and ‘Deception’s Deceive’ was given. Then the Scripture, which is amazing and I so needed the reassurance. Then I’m told to retrieve the commentary I wrote on Facebook first and include it under the Scripture chosen without me reading the Scripture first. I have. This commentary is a continuation of what Yeshuah talked about in His words given today.

This is a long writing. I had to use my life to explain a lesson, the lesson of deception.

*Success of Ministry—But thanks be to God, who always leads us in triumphal procession in Christ and through us spreads everywhere the fragrance of the knowledge of Him. For we are to God the aroma of Christ among those who are being saved and those who are perishing. To the one we are the smell of death; to the other, the fragrance of life. And who is equal to such a task? Unlike so many, we do not peddle the word of God for profit. On the contrary, in Christ we speak before God with sincerity, like men sent from God.—2 Corinthians 2:14-17

2 Corinthians 2: 14-17. To the one we are the smell of death; to the other, the fragrance of life…Yeshuah warned that all who speak in His name would be persecuted. It is a truth that has not changed. As He, Himself, has pointed out in the writings and in the visions, people will crucify everyone who puts truth in their face because of one thing: Shame. Shame begins the whole roller-coaster of emotions that leads to persecution of the innocent. To lose to shame is to lose control of not just their individual power to manipulate, but on the larger scale, as in governments, to lose their funding, the luxury, their status.

*They Are Paul’s Proof—Are we beginning to commend ourselves again? Or do we need, like some people, letters of recommendation to you or from you? You yourselves are our letter, written on our hearts, known and read by everybody. You show that you are a letter from Christ, the result of our ministry, written not with ink but with the Spirit of the living God, not on tablets of stone but on tablets of human hearts.—2 Corinthians 3:1-3

2 Corinthians 3:1-3. ‘Show me proof’. I heard that line a number of times yesterday. Yesterday, which I talk about more further down was a test for me. In my heart, I feel I failed. Yeshuah says no. I was told to do something. I did it. This something was done out of pure love of Yeshuah, but the receiver of this something sees only hate, manipulation, deception, vengeance. None of that is true. Far from it.

I don’t need to show anyone proof of my actions. I do know that before God put His hand on me, I was a sinner. I did things I would never have done and after it was all said and done, God revealed the why: The five stages of grief…the process of God. What I had to write about in twelve books. The ones involved in my life at the time of this process, shun me because I had to write this. They don’t accept it although no names are mentioned. It is my truth. What I perceived during this painful experience. Then after all of it, books 13-16, God and Yeshuah and David and truth and the kingdom. That’s all the proof I need.

If you need proof, and the pictures and the writings and the events that has occurred in my life that I write about is not enough, if the visions that I was given with Yeshuah isn’t enough, if the visions that have come true, isn’t enough, then He fixed my heart. In 2014, I had an allergic reaction to a depression medication. A heart valve broke. I saw four EKG’s with ‘Sudden Death’ at the top. From that moment until early 2019, I had irregular EKG’s and on my records it is written that I had Chronic Heart Failure. Not anymore. In fact, less than a month ago, my OBGYN asked me why was Chronic Heart Failure written in my charts. She said that a noticed was posted in my charts to ask me about it. I told her to check the test I went under. And she did. No more Chronic Heart Failure. No more broken heart valve. The doctor who performed the two weeks of testing, which I wrote about June 2019, said in these words, ‘You are lucky,’ when he gave me the results of my tests. He said I had a perfect heart. I asked him about the broken valve because the year before, they were talking about a pacemaker. He said, ‘It fixed itself’. Do you know what God said? He said He fixed it because He was responsible for breaking it, and I did what was asked of me!

Is that not enough proof that I’m working for Him, literally? Is this the reason the adversary comes at me hard? Yes. Its job is to confuse, conceal truth, twist truth, hide truth under manipulation and lies. I’m out to destroy him? No. I’m here to plant seeds for God.

* Source of Paul’s Competence—Such confidence as this is ours through Christ before God. Not that we are competent in ourselves to claim anything for ourselves, but our competence comes from God. He has made us competent as ministers of a new covenant—not of the letter but of the Spirit; for the letter kills, but the Spirit gives life.—2 Corinthians 3:4-6

2 Corinthians 3:4-6.  Exactly. Call me a liar. Call me manipulative. You will lose. Every time. As Paul knew from where this competence comes from, so do I. He didn’t scale my eyes per say. He fixed my heart. He sent me sign after sign. He sent me visions that came true, words that came to pass. With every doubt, with ever childish whine, He comforts me. He has sent me David who helps me in ways I don’t feel like I deserve. I don’t need to debate. I don’t need to argue. Everything God and Yeshuah has said will happen. Maybe not this year, or next year, or fifty years, but they will happen and God help those  who are living at the time because of this stiff-necked (greedy and self-centered) generation who is stripping the world of God and Yeshuah and letting ego and pride win. Those future generations will bear the punishment of what you are doing today! I am competent because my master is Yeshuah: Jesus the Christ!

*Splendor of Gospel Message—Now if the ministry that brought death, which was engraved in letters on stone, came with glory, so that the Israelites could not look steadily at the face of Moses because of its glory, fading though it was, will not the ministry of the Spirit be even more glorious? If the ministry that condemns men is glorious, how much more glorious is the ministry that brings righteousness! For what was glorious has no glory in comparison with the surpassing glory. And if what was fading away came with glory, how much greater is the glory of that which lasts!—2 Corinthians 3:7-11

2 Corinthians 3:7-11. January 20, 2020. ‘He† Breathes’. The second writing I received directly from Jesus/Yeshuah. I heard Him many times in meditation when I had the visions, the first ones. But to hear Him just pop up and start talking/explaining still puts me in awe. I am a journalist. I was reminded of that yesterday. Yes. But none of what I’m writing is journalism. And hasn’t been for 2 1/2 years. I read occasional articles and headlines, but I don’t have time to be bogged down with the world. I have too much to hear.

God trusted me with His Son’s voice, with His voice…of course, hypocrites to keep from admitting truth and shame of what they did with the truth of God, crucified His Son! They killed Him to hush God (like they really thought they could do this and still do), so they could use God as they see fit, as it works for their lies and manipulation in their effort to control! See how far people are willing to go? This confusion by using God and sin together has bred a whole new generation of deception! It’s mind-blowing!

I hear Him. That is all I need. When I am weak He is strong. Know that you truly have strength in Him. Stay true. Don’t let these deceivers trick you. The truth is the only thing that matters. For me, here’s truth:  The words of Yeshuah. Not my words, His! The words of God. Not my words, His! The glory that has lasted 2, 022 years and will last forever. A glory that if you learn with all your heart and all your soul will redeem you from your sinful nature. A glory that will transcend you in every way. Let your ‘yes’ be ‘yes’ and your ‘no’ be ‘no’. He meant that. What did He mean? You either know God or you don’t. There is no HALF way or IN BETWEEN!

I know. I’m bold in the Lord to know. The kingdom exist. I’ve been there. God exist. I heard Him say my name and He calls me His prophet. Yeshuah exist. I’ve seen Him many times now and I’ve sat with Him and walked with Him and He calls me His prophet. A task that brings persecution around every corner.

**Unveiling of the Spirit—Therefore, since we have such a hope, we are very bold. We are not like Moses, who would put a veil over his face to keep the Israelites from gazing at it while the radiance was fading away. But their minds were made dull, for to this day the same veil remains when the old covenant is read. It has not been removed because only in Christ is it taken away. Even to this day, when Moses is read, a veil covers their hearts. But whenever anyone turns to the Lord, the veil is taken away. Now the Lord is the Spirit, and where the Spirit of the Lord is, there is freedom, and we, who with unveiled faces all reflect the Lord’s glory, are being transformed into His likeness with every-increasing glory, which comes from the Lord, who is the Spirit.—2 Corinthians 3:12-18

2 Corinthians 3: 12-18. October 2019. ‘Rebuke Me‘. Since I wrote this and going through what I did in the Testimony, I’ve had to constantly defend my honor to just one or two people. The same people over and over…for the past ten years who try to convince me that they aren’t hurt and that I am to blame for their troubles. I took it in for a while, for a long while.

... so be brave
with a tunic in your hand–
let ego and pride cast the vote
turn the other cheek
believe instead
what you see every day
whisper in corners...rebuke me
for the Lord† said 

'write what you see'
not

'write what you conceive
so they will love you–
it's best to be accepted by society
instead of think of eternity'…

I knew I was doing right, even before God put His hand on me, when I told harmless lies to prevent argument or, as an Empathe, I knew the wrong and just blurted it out if it was accurate or not. Of course, the one doing the wrongs tore me to pieces by taking my life and shaming it. I learned by the things I’ve seen in vision and in words that it isn’t me. People have distorted the very idea of truth so much that the very nature of truth is manipulated. God is truth! He doesn’t change. So truth doesn’t change. I write what I see and hear, not what you want to hear to make you feel better about the wrong you have done.

their minds were made dull…It has not been removed because only in Christ is it taken away…a veil covers their hearts. But whenever anyone turns to the Lord, the veil is taken away…we, who with unveiled faces all reflect the Lord’s glory, are being transformed into His likeness with every-increasing glory…He is my teacher, my master. I am not greater than He who teaches me and man does not teach me. If you cannot see what He is doing through me for you, you are veiled, your mind is made dull. You are under testing. It is your job to pass. Not mine. And not other people.

The adversary/devil/Satan/evil/tempter, however you want to label him, he is strong. His job is to be stronger than you, to tempt you, to test you. If you know the Lord, then you know how to put on the armor you need. I was tested yesterday, I stuck to the truth but I let my calm be persuaded into a bit of anger and debate. God warned me not to debate truth. I did anyway. After, I laid in bed in severe pain. I had to give it to God then I had to forgive and give my forgiveness. No, it wasn’t taken. No, it didn’t cure the person or save them anymore than they were the day before. That’s not the point. Plant the seed. Over and over. Don’t give in to the deception. Stay in truth and stay in what God asked you to do. That’s how you run the good race. What matters is not what people think of you, it matters what you do while in the body, so that when you leave the body, you have the good marks not the bad marks because you will have to answer to them all.

I don’t write to please you. I will never write to please anyone but God. I’m not a preacher or a therapist. I’m a prophet as He called me. We don’t bare the good news. He calls us to bare the warnings and to tell you how to escape His wrath. It’s up to you to listen or not. Most don’t. And then the future generations see that God was true and the people failed, and guess what they do? Repeat.

**Gospel Preached Honestly―Therefore, since through God’s mercy we have this ministry, we do not lose heart. Rather, we have renounced secret and shameful ways; we do not use deception, nor do we distort the word of God. On the contrary, by setting forth the truth plainly we commend ourselves to every man’s conscience in the sight of God. And even if our gospel is veiled, it is veiled to those who are perishing. The god of this age has blinded the minds of unbelievers, so that they cannot see the light of the gospel of the glory of Christ, who is the image of God. For we do not preach ourselves, but Jesus Christ as Lord, and ourselves as your servants for Jesus’ sake. For God, who said, ‘Let light shine out of darkness’ [Genesis 1:3], made His light shine in our hearts to give us the light of knowledge of the glory of God in the face of Christ.―2 Corinthians 4:1-6

2 Corinthians 4:1-6. …we have renounced secret and shameful ways; we do not use deception, nor do we distort the word of God…There. Right there. Truth. We buck at lies. I know I do. It is hard for me to stay calm when I listen to arrogance, deception, manipulation and such. And God shows me that former prophets bucked as well. He showed me how He used deception through people to move along His plan, to build the family line of Christ, as Christ mentioned in the work today. Shame is a big thing with God. He knows that the things He brings us through causes shame, that which we hide deep inside and will do anything to keep hidden. He knows all. His call is to heal what causes this shame.

…it is veiled to those who are perishing. The god of this age has blinded the minds of unbelievers…hence, the confusion you are witnessing today through almost everyone. The argument, the hatred, the meanest, the killing, the kidnapping, the betrayal, the slavery implied under greed, the scientists, the corporations. Confusion has been set on us because there is a plan and it will be. God’s will always happens. It always is. My writings aren’t not about them, not about saving the world. I have no use for the world. These writings are to plant the smallest of seeds. Faith is a hard thing to see. I can’t force you to do good. I can’t force you to see Yeshuah, to see God. I can’t force you to see if you are telling lies and preaching God in the same sentence and how wrong that is. No one can force you.

Fear…‘Times Elapse‘…yesterday’s writing. Shame comes from fear. Like what happened to you is written all over your face and everyone can see unless you put on such a show of manipulation in hopes that your twists and turns will keep them from seeing. Hint: WE CAN’T SEE! What we do see is darkness. That is written all over your face. And that darkness is there because you make it be there. You’ve taken the person’s darkness that first betrayed you and made it your own. When the light tries to penetrate that darkness, your defenses come out like an army. Only, you are fighting against the light that brings love from Yeshuah. Maybe you should stop awhile and understand what is happening to you. Time ticks. It keeps moving forward. The judge is waiting when the clock stops. And that clock will stop.

*Persecution is Proof―But we have this treasure in jars of clay to show that this all-surpassing power is from God and not from us. We are hard pressed on every side, but not crushed; perplexed, but not in despair; persecuted, but not abandoned; struck down, but not destroyed. We always carry around in our body the death of Jesus, so that the life of Jesus may also be revealed in our body. For we who are alive are always being given to death for Jesus’ sake, so that His life may be revealed in our mortal body. So then, death is at work in us, but life is at work in you.―2 Corinthians 4:7-12

2 Corinthians 4:7-12. August 2019. ‘Backlash’. When I was in the middle of receiving the first visions, there was a lot I had to write. I’m a sinner. As time moved on in 2019, God put His hand on me, I had confessional. I was shown everything I did wrong and had to talk to Him out loud, to hear myself say it. Then He showed me everything people did to me and how I responded when I was young. This broke my heart.

‘…There are many writings throughout my books that reveal these two things that I said to the Lord: That I would write whatever He needed me to write and that He could use me in however way He wanted. In ‘Erasing of Doubt’, found in Book 11, I write…‘in the sound of found, in His hands, now—I’m bound.’ That’s just an example. This relationship I personally have with the Lord has confused the hell out of people along the way. Basically, I believe, it is because they don’t understand the 5 Stages of Grief. They think they do, but if they truly did, they wouldn’t deny me in any way. They would have understood my journey….’

You can’t change others. They’ve got to do their own work to change. When broken people project all this anger, all these lies onto you, it’s not you. That’s the adversary trying to trick you.

I bring this up because yesterday I was tricked because I had a hormonal day and my defenses was down. The adversary called me a liar and tried to trick me with words of hate and anger disguised as words from God. I knew it was a lie, but because I was weak, it had me constantly debating truth with it. God said to not do that.

So this morning ‘Brave in the Snatch‘ and ‘Backlash‘. Jesus took me to the cross. He wiped away my sins and rebirthed me in the Spirit. That doesn’t mean when I’m in the front of evil I won’t buck. I will buck. But He was showing me that I don’t need to feel bad about myself after the bucking. He called and I answered. I’m His servant. All who needs to debate that and call me a liar will have to answer to Him. In these two works alone, He was preparing a servant for what lies ahead. He prepared me well.

Preaching from Faith—It is written: ‘I believed; therefore I have spoken’ [Psalm 116:10]. With that same spirit of faith we also believe and therefore speak, because we know that the one who raised the Lord Jesus from the dead will also raise us with Jesus and present us with you in His presence. All this is for your benefit, so that the grace that is reaching more and more people may cause thanksgiving to overflow to the glory of God.—2 Corinthians 4:13-15

2 Corinthians 4:13-15. There will come a time when the struggle to find God will be great. I know this is hard to imagine. It still will be. All this technology will not be able to protect Him. He’s all powerful. He will allow this to happen for one reason: The rise of the meek to their position on Earth. No, this isn’t going to happen in your life time. It will happen. The powers are at work. It has been at work for a long time. The fight to take prayer out of schools here in America, out of the court of law, out of society in general. The fight to mix up the true message of the Lord, the mockery of the Lord and Yeshuah. All of this is working towards a bigger plan that has already been set in forward.

Your job is to heal. Your job is to teach as many as possible how to heal, how to keep from being hurt. Your pain is for a reason. Your crucifixion is for a reason. To learn from, then to teach others how not to be caught up in the situation, to recognize a situation, to heal from the situation. This is the collection working through the connection: The vine!

*Inner Strength—Therefore we do not lose heart. Though outwardly we are wasting away, yet inwardly we are being renewed day by day. For our light and momentary troubles are achieving for us an eternal glory that far outweighs them all. So we fix our eyes not on what is seen, but on what is unseen. For what is seen is temporary, but what is unseen is eternal.―2 Corinthians 4:16-18

2 Corinthians 4:16-18. Yeshuah’s true personal message to me this morning. He knew what to tell me. He knew what He sent to me to test me yesterday. All to keep me humbled. I do know that anything I’m going through will end, it is temporary. It’s an experience. Every single thing we go through is an experience. It’s how we handle the experience that matters, not the experience itself. During the experience, we may lie, cheat, manipulate, whatever…it’s what we learned in the experience and how the experience changes us. Then after the experience, we must forgive the Lord and ourselves and others. Because each experience involves a multitude of people, some you don’t even know about because some involved that you do know talk to people outside of your circle. What those people say or do because of your experience leaves marks on their hearts and could possibly change their own experience. The vine at work.

Yeshuah says in all the writings that the vine is broken. It still works but it is also broken. It is up to us to understand this and help mend the vine. Mending this type of brokenness is painful and hard. It is the cup of Christ. This is what drinking from the cup of Christ is about. Are you willing? He poses this question to me all the time. ‘Yes, my Lord,’ is all I can say because I can’t deny anything from Him. How about you?

*Longing for Eternal Dwelling—Now we know that if the earthly tent we live in is destroyed, we have a building from God, an eternal house in Heaven, not built by human hands. Meanwhile we groan, longing to be clothed with our heavenly dwelling, because when we are clothed, we will not be found naked. For while we are in this tent, we groan and are burdened, because we do not wish to be unclothed but to be clothed with our heavenly dwelling, so that what is mortal may be swallowed up by life. Now it is God who has made us for this very purpose and has given us the Spirit as a deposit, guaranteeing what is to come.—2 Corinthians 5:1-5

2 Corinthians 5:1-5. Do you understand? I fight the world always. I have fought the world from the beginning. I don’t adhere to man’s policies for I have always witnessed the wrong in them. I buck. Hence, the strength He gave me to write all these books, to do what He asks me to do and not let man get in the way.

I texted my daughter yesterday, looking for a small bit of comfort. She’s a young mother and hardly has time to cater to my insecurities that I have some times. She told me something that pretty much shaped the rest of my day. She said to put on my ‘classy bitch’ self and take care business. I didn’t know my daughter saw me this way and I laid in bed among my hormonal tears and thought what a disappointment I must be to have gained all this weight, aged and became weak in nature. Then here comes David. And later that day, I bucked. Walking the way is hard. Drinking from the cup of Christ is hard. And I’m not talking about a goblet of wine in a building. That’s foolishness. The true cup of Christ is in DOING what is asked of us. Most of the time, it goes against tradition. No…all the time, it goes against traditions of man.

And there are a LOT of traditions that are pure lies!

I am by nature a classy bitch. And this is hard to put together with the fact that God has His hand on me and I have to write what He tells me. Then the buck. I know what my daughter meant. I’ve always been a strong person, but in Christ we become weak for He will keep us in humble so that we don’t sin. David’s job is to keep me from falling from grace. He’s really good at his job.

*Courage Facing Death—Therefore we are always confident and know that as long as we are at home in the body we are away from the Lord. We live by faith, not by sight. We are confident, I say, and would prefer to be away from the body and at home with the Lord. So we make it our goal to please Him, whether we are at home in the body or away from it. For we must all appear before the judgment seat of Christ, that each one may receive what is due him for the things done while in the body, whether good or bad.—2 Corinthians 5:6-10

2 Corinthians 5:6-10.  November 2019, ‘Brave in the Snatch‘…this exert I posted on Facebook this morning as well.

‘…This isn’t the first time that God has tested others by what I write. Through these tests, He reveals that nothing much has changed. People still judge others by what they say or write when it’s the truth and goes against the lies they believe in. He shows me how when people are stuck in pride, they will condemn the innocent because they are afraid to admit they are wrong.

‘He’s shown me this over and over in the Bible. Jesus brings me to His life over and over. That is what I was led to today. They both tell me: you are not of the world, being you are led by the spiritual world, the earth world will condemn you because you go against their sense of reality that grounds them. God doesn’t show His world or His wrath for years and years…when He’s ready to reveal, He chooses who will speak for Him. I asked often, ‘Why me?’ I get: You chose it. I didn’t want to believe this. But I’m told over and over the story of me. I’m so in the accepting of it now that when people tell me I need therapy, I have to laugh and I think: if only they knew the truth!…’

The bus story is in the commentary of this work. He said they will still get on the bus but for me to not stop giving the warning not to get on the bus.

You can read all of the visions, dreams and words, as well as see all the images and see the time frame in which they were given by clicking on Message Index.