‘Dynamic Industry’ (Yeshuah)

…I have written you in my letter not to associate with sexually immoral people―not at all meaning the people of this world who are immoral, or the greedy and swindlers, or idolaters. In that case you would have to leave this world. But now I am writing you that you must not associate with anyone who calls himself brother but is sexually immoral or greedy, an idolater or a slander, a drunkard or a swindler. With such a man do not even eat. …—1 Corinthians 5:9-13

Dynamic Industry (Yeshuah)

what chaos have you brought
upon yourselves
the idea of 'wanting' more
has increased greed's
innuendo of time

it is a sense of desire
unmatched to any other time
of any other age

it is a consumption
unnecessary to live
but its desire
consumes everyone
its 'need' drowns
even the most righteous

this 'need' has spread
throughout the earth

there are very few cultures
who have displaced themselves
from this unfathomable 'need'
to 'want' stuff
the most unholy of words

I† am in truth
I†, Yeshuah† have come
to teach
give words in preparation
of the coming change
a change so harsh
that those lost in this desire
will not be able to survive
they will succumb
to this ungrateful desire

I† am beyond this
I† am in the heart
of everyone who sees Me†

fall into Me†
and I† will help you
fight this need

the world wants you
to have this desire
for wealth is its breath

I† am not this breath

all who fall under
this spell, this want
this desire
will lose their way
take the easy path
the path that doesn't
lead to the Father†

I† am all things
as He† is all things

'things' meaning
that of breath

this breath of desire
will push at you
make you feel
ounces of desire
to achieve in success
that of 'things'

these things are pretty
makes life comfortable
easy
but it is in these things
that increase the need
of 'want'

it is deceptive
in nature

when you are around
many people
when you are around
many things
this desire increases
it wants to take you
it pulls you from Me†
it pulls you from the Father†

We† drift from your mine
catalogued
only to be brought back
when you are alone
lonely and separate

a time is coming
when all will be forced
into this need of want

it will be hard
to be alone

if you can't keep Me†
in front
in the mince of crowds
and things
how will you be able
to hold onto Me†
in a world
where there's nothing but
crowds and people?

you must focus
all of the time
on Me†

this is particularly important
for generations to come

if they easily lose this focus
they will lose Me† completely

they will lose Me† completely

this time is coming

how much you have made
My† name unholy!
how much you have welcomed
wealth in My† name!

I† will make it holy again
through the Father†
wealth again will be pushed
down
and holy will rise

no amount of audience
no amount of buildings
or any kinds of things
will surpass the holiness
of My† name

you have wasted time
time is slipping

the vastness of things
will crumble
and you will be known
as ancient
in a time when 'ancient'
is not yet a factor

rise up 'o beautiful clouds
for the helpers are coming
in a vastness of emptiness
a pitiful sorrow
when the Father† hides Himself†
and all that He† is
including Myself†

this is coming
this land of 'unholiness'
even more than what is

[He led me to Job 28:20-28]

it is in all of this
that you must see
that what is coming
cannot be stopped
and to prevent yourselves
from succumbing
as well as your offspring
you must prepare the soul
for its arrival

it will arrive
in the four corners
of the earth

all will be in front of it
all will be behind it
all will be on the sides of it

the hard road
is the one to take

deception is grand already
it will get greater
for the will of the Father†
must be

the preparation is at hand
the immediate discipline
is not over

time will reveal
these words to be true

you must prepare
the depopulation of this age
is incomplete

I† am the Son†
speaking to the messenger
to warn you outright
so your preparation
will be full of what is holy

(March 7, 2023)―After the writing, He led me to 1 Corinthians 5:6-8 through 1 Corinthians 6:12-20.

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‘Deception’s Malice’ (Yeshuah)

…’When a man believes in Me, he does not believe in Me only, but in the One who sent Me. When he looks at Me, he sees the One who sent Me. I have come into the world as a light, so that no one who believes in Me should stay in darkness. As for the person who hears My words but does not keep them, I do not judge him. For I did not come to judge the world, but to save it. There is a Judge for the one who rejects Me and does not accept My words; that very word which I spoke will condemn him at the last day. For I did not speak of My own accord, but the Father who sent Me commanded Me what to say and how to say it. I know that His command leads to eternal life. So whatever I say is just what the Father has told Me to say.’—John 12:44-50

Deception's Malice (Yeshuah)

to do something extraordinary
you don't have to be extraordinary
all you have to be
is faithful
all you have to be
is honest and true

to deceive is easy
everyone is doing it
to hide from truth is easy
everyone is doing that, too

to wage on in courage
refusing to follow crowds
risking standing alone
risking to stand with truth
now, that is extraordinary
not many are doing this

it is exceptional to watch
those claiming to be true
when their backs
are against the wall
they succumb to death
quickly
especially when those around them
offer blissful encouragement

even if it is wrong
the encouragement sounds so sincere
and too many are offering it
that to change your mind
‒away from truth
is easy

I† am truth, Yeshuah†
I† witness this sad phenomena
all the time
the saddest part:
those breaking
following those wrong
know the truth
and their weakness wins
‒it doesn't matter who is hurt
the crowd
maybe those known for a long time
must be right

I† was denied three times
while I† walked among you
by a brother, a devoted brother
but his fall was forgiven
he was not weak
the Father's† power is immense
this brother fell
because the Father† was teaching
how He† can harden hearts
in order to awaken hearts

forgiveness is key
forgive the Father†
forgive yourself

those of the world
always have an agenda:
to turn you away
from Me† and the Father†

they do it in such a way
‒including Me† and the Father†
their manipulation is grand
satan enjoys the play

it is all allowed
the Father† always gives a choice

the prophet of words had a choice
she chose correctly
those who know her
as those who knew Me† first
they chose incorrectly

the crowds of man-made churches
always say they know Me†
they always say the know the Father†
but they are quick to judge
they preach anger is from satan
is it?
I† had anger
when I† saw the sins against
My† Father†
I† grew angry

the Father† declared
I† was without sin!

I† called the hypocrites out
you preach not to do such things
hence the vine is broken
how can a hypocrite heal
unless someone reveals
their hypocrisy

I† called the hypocrite out
the Father† declared
I† was without sin

satan tempted Me† with riches
with kingship on earth
I† refused.
I† refused because this isn't
the way of the Father†

riches are the ways of satan

you don't like My† teachings
about money
you deny these teachings

but worse
because of money
you deny Me†!

I† am not God†!
God† is not Me†

I† am in God†, the Father†
as God†, the Father†, is in Me†

I† am in you
as you are in Me†

God†, the Father†, is Spirit†
I† am a being He† elevated
as His† Son†

He† is in Me† as I† am in Him†
and if I† am in Him†
so are you in Me†
and I† am in you
so the Father† is in you
and you in the Father†

you cannot have God†
without Me†
nor can you have Me†
without God†

the Father†, the Son† and
the Holy Spirit†

three

you can't have the Holy Spirit†
nor ever claim to know Him†
if you lie
He† is Truth
Truth does not lie
Truth cannot be tested
even God† holds the Holy Spirit†
to the highest regard

all of the false prophets
teach this wrong
as they teach a rapture wrong
you are being deceived
to the highest regard
and you accept this

hence, the times written about
are approaching
as they approached before
hence, the need of a scribe
called to the highest position
on earth
to forewarn you
to prepare you
with words of the Father†

most are in denial of truth
most see money as success
most celebrate people
and things

look around!

most accept the lie over truth
labeling righteousness
as a karen
criticizing righteousness
and truth

hence, the prophet chosen
karen, the very essence of light
the rays of truth
I† am Yeshuah†
the very essence of salvation
who gives the light
byway of the right hand
of the Father†, the Lord Almighty God†

these are many words given
not one is wasted

each time a servant is called
many words are given
more, much more
than what is included
in the Father's† book
a gift compiled at His† hand
a gift written at His† command

I† told you, it is written:
you first have to lose your life
in order to gain your life
let the prophet's life
reveal truth
I† took her life
in order to give her life

she is drinking
from the cup served

all must drink
the good and the bad
in belief of truth or not
you will still drink

(July 23, 2022)—After receiving, ‘Deception’s Malice’, I was lead to the Scripture that describes Jesus’ final Wednesday on Earth as a man, a mere human. I was told to include the commentators’ remarks. I often questioned some of the things I was taught growing up when it came to Jesus. I questioned it so much, that I didn’t pay much attention to Him. I didn’t truly know Him, and because of this, I didn’t too much call on Him. I was raised a Catholic, and there were so many pictures of Him and statues of Him were every where including a massive cross with Him on it right before my eyes every time I was in church, which kind of scared me. The truth is always hidden to control and scare!

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‘Deception’s Deceive’ (Yeshuah)

Therefore we do not lose heart. Though outwardly we are wasting away, yet inwardly we are being renewed day by day. For our light and momentary troubles are achieving for us an eternal glory that far outweighs them all. So we fix our eyes not on what is seen, but on what is unseen. For what is seen is temporary, but what is unseen is eternal.―2 Corinthians 4:16-18

Deception's Deceive (Yeshuah)

I† didn't deceive
I†, Yeshuah†
couldn't deceive
although I† had it in Me†
to deceive

many in the Word
deceived
I† was born from
deception
My† family line
wouldn't be
if it hadn't been for
deception

I† was born of man
it is in man's very nature
to deceive

but is deception malicious
by itself
no
deception is necessary
at times
for the good of intentions

absent of malicious intent
deception is easily
forgivable


with malicious intent
which God† hates
is a harder road to take

it leads to an abundance
of confusion
which leads to anger and hate

I† was crucified
on malicious intent

the findings of a man's heart
what he will do
in the heat of moments
when truth knocks
at the door
when shame threatens
its surface
is a harder road
a vigorous intent
testing the very boundaries
of the will of God†

it is a shared purpose
this deception
malicious intent's job
for the collection
as well as the connection
of the vine
and all its branches


the Lord† doesn't want
to easily throw branches
into the fiery furnace

He† wants to drive
the pain
to the surface
for each individual to heal

it is true genius
at work

to save souls
to rid the world of sin
to conquer death itself
‒all have to work
in unison

it's a massive plow
an ever circling way
to rid one's self of shame
to use pain to heal
others
to use one's wealth
to feed and clothe
strangers
to cure the sick
‒all of this
is self sacrifice
of pride, hate, anger
greed and self worth
it is a massive feat


it is okay to dance
be merry
laugh and enjoy
good food and wine

it is not okay to walk
with malicious intent
even in those
who aren't aware

it is the choice of the vine
to make it known

God† is the same
truth is the same

'thou shall not lie'
'thou shall not kill'

to maliciously lie
kills the spirit
it is the same
as if killing the body

the spirit of man
is everything good

when it is purposely destroyed
on matters of intent
it trickles down the vine
causing all sorts of havoc
the burden on shoulders
is heavy
all from purposeful intent


when it isn't purposeful
just from ignorance
the vine is still charged
with healing

to cater to ignorance
on the matters of the vine
is the same
as if they had purposeful intent

the scars are placed
where the scars are due

before I† come
it is your responsibility
to heal from these scars
clean the heart
mature in the law of love

'thou shall love thy neighbor
as thy self'

these laws were not given
to hurt
but instead to heal

it is I†, Jesus†
I† come for you are Mine†
I† come out of worth
I† chose a speaker
who will speak through
words written
so that not only can you hear
but also see
I† come for your worth
I† make Myself† known
for the time is
the time long ago spoken of


confusion is set
it is your job
to see through it

all of these words
the old and the new
are truth
for the Spirit of Truth†
cannot lie
what is of the past
is of the past
it is to be learned from
and taught from
the writer of words
is under the Spirit of Truth†

it is I†
He†
if you have ears
hear
if you have strength
heal
if you have honor
help
if you have courage
speak

(April 20, 2022)—Something a little different happened today. I went on Facebook early this morning and posted a number of works and wrote a little about them, then after a while I sat to write and ‘Deception’s Deceive’ was given. Then the Scripture, which is amazing and I so needed the reassurance. Then I’m told to retrieve the commentary I wrote on Facebook first and include it under the Scripture chosen without me reading the Scripture first. I have. This commentary is a continuation of what Yeshuah talked about in His words given today.

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‘A Trustworthy Song’ (God)

‘I look for a man among them who would build up the wall and stand before Me in the gap on behalf of the land so I would not have to destroy it, but I found none. So I will pour out My wrath on them and consume them with My fiery anger, bring down on their own heads all they have done, declares the Sovereign Lord.’—Ezekiel 22:17-31

A Trustworthy Song (God)

how do you get
from point A to point B
without the absence
of forget?

all the places in between
do you just let
slip pass
without a moment's notice
‒a chance to see something new
gone
without a thought
in slip?

how can this be?

it is

to get you
to not notice
something
a bunch of something
anything
has to be put before you

for you to miss
this one something
a bunch of nothing
has to be put in its way


there's so much for you to notice
that the thing to notice
gets missed

what if there's something
really big
‒a careful gesture
hidden right before your eyes
then a 'lot' of anything
has to surround
without you noticing
the big something
hidden in plain view

it is of this magnitude
Deception lies
the unnoticed
hidden amongst the noticed
hence, why there is so much stuff
so much information

you are being redirected
your eyes
from the possibility of notion
time absent of time
a tom-foolery conception
of exalted proportions


you must find this
ample onlooker

you must discover
its hidden agenda
its multitude of stats

its range of precepts

Confusion is massive
its range is undetectable
its power vast

a time is coming
a time after the in between

the surrender has its form
completely
eyes are being redirected
to what's most fitting

it is I†, the Lord Almighty God†
the Father†, the creator

to turn one's back
on His† children
is something I† cannot do


the discipline at hand
is note worthy
per My† scribe
for the future generations
those yet to come
their path is being paved
a journey set
without an ability to change

it’s a worldly matter
one set long ago

hidden piles of rubbish
hidden piles of secrets

do you not think I† know?

I† do.

like a well-oiled machine
working day and night
stopping from time to time
for maintenance
it eventually wears out
as all things do

'o unhumbled nations
all your vacation resorts
all your cars and planes
but nothing compares
to energy being burned
for a money
you cannot see


'o hail to your faultiness
your incompetence
for believing the iron
being put around
your neck!

for I† 'am' making you believe
it is true
as discipline for your prideful
imbalance
for your lustfulness
for your drive for idols
that do not breathe

I† breathe!

billions, billions of people
now incur My† mountain
inhabitants that are pure
lustfulness
full of sexual immorality
full of hatred
taking what doesn't belong
to them
injuring Justice and
Her beautiful ways
inciting My† Words to make
you more
instead of inciting Them
for Me†!

ón ni ón dá

here is My† Word:


a prediction doesn't stand
a prophecy stands until
it comes to pass
‒says the Lord Almighty God†

a prediction is tid-bits of hope
in divination
prophecy, all of them
are war through Words
power from Me† to the pen

sync chee ve

audacity demands
incompetence
carelessness
vagueness
all leading to Destruction

you mess with things
outside your boundaries
you get My† jealous rage

on goes those who seek Me†
for money
in pretension of Grace

foul! are you!

your buildings will fall
'o you church builders
of man


I† am not done with
the preliminary discipline
a four and five
a count before My† eye
millions more will die
billions and billions
cannot stay alive
a plague, a shake
the beginning of the mark
made long ago
but misdirected
into man's prideful harm
into lustful desires
sneaky, malicious ways

the balance thrown
a balance in reset
a change in range
slow but precise
for I† never miss My† mark
‒says the Lord Almighty God†

the Alpha comes
then comes Omega
then the Alpha
then the Omega

(April 1, 2022)—Ezekiel 22:1-16 and Ezekiel 22:17-31…that is what I was led to right after the words finished coming! He’s speaking so loud and so few are hearing. Notice the word ‘gap‘ at the end of Ezekiel 22:17-31. As I explained in one of the writings at the end of March, God does this wide, upside down U with my head in prayer. He calls it ‘the gap’. He has explained this gap to me since 2019. It is the time between the virus and the warnings from the visions of 2019. Today, it was put into my heart to go walking. When I got to the walking trail, David said, ‘Look up,’ and there was the gap! A huge upside down U in the sky! As He had me explain in an earlier writing, we are in this GAP!

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‘What Says You’

I am woman and my faith is my Choice!

 What Says You
 
defiance in its true nature
reaches those too immature
to know the difference
‒a veiled struggling creature
avoiding words of the one
true teacher
 
over two thousand years ago
blood fell on hands‒
those in the know
as they began to sow
deceptions made
of silver and gold
dawning black hats and robes
ignoring what Jesus† came to show
choices of ignorance
they choose
‒God† released His† grasp
His† hold
 
time slips in its venture
here and there...new adventures
‒words remain
from the one and only teacher
He† will come
without another lecture
He† will come
in storms of weather
they'll be no guessing‒
go on being the hater, the abuser
you won't have to wonder
when it's time‒
you won't deny
the presence of the creator
 
so go on...go!
be the reason
for destruction...hold
be thoughtless and bold
He's† coming!
He's† coming
absent silver and gold
He's† coming to decide‒
who stays, who goes
who rises, who He† shall behold
 
152...a good number to consider
ignore...it doesn't matter
He's† never been the taker
‒a constant in giver
lessons, tests‒
giving all chances in reconsider
now His† patience is on the damper
time is over...in chatter
get on your knees‒
be the prayer
change your heart
to the honest giver
repent in matters of sinner
‒time in choose
is now on the ledger‒
no turning back‒
He's†  becoming the taker!

(August 8, 2019)—My spiritual journey is continuing. I’m not really ready to talk about it but I’m sure there will come a day. Today, I was led to Acts…pages that I never marked up. I have been questioning my journey lately. I’m a woman…as a former Catholic…I asked: I’m a woman. What authority do I have to talk about such things? I’m not kidding. The Catholic church has re-positioned the woman below man for hundreds and hundreds of years. I’m lucky to have finally had my eyes opened to their cruel injustice…truly against anything the Bible teaches!

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‘Time Allotment’

Healing individual and nation byway of God’s tests!

 Time Allotment
 
there were so many‒
but not quite like the three
babylon, rome, egypt
 
babylon wiped from the map
rome...an enemy-insertion trap
as egypt turns
to left-over scrap
 
there were many other nations
tribes around the world
worshiping their gods
in a swirl
disappearing...gone
‒their gods' validation
 
God† over-shadows all others
they last quite a while
then smothered
God† doesn't interfere
doesn't even bother
‒leave them to the world's wonder
just how many gods
are under the thunder?
 
once mighty rulers
having gold and emeralds
hundreds of years‒
forcing slaves
to dry them tears
in each heart
placements of fear
thousands of years
controllers held dear
 
all before: Jesus† appeared
 
slowly, slowly rulers
of such magnitude...disappeared
 
are you blind...think so queer
that you can out smart‒
thousands of years!
 
just three: babylon, rome, egypt
oh my! thousands of years
they had reason‒
held their egos so dear
forcing love to the rear
live by hate, pride‒
the shield...instilling fear
 
but barely old enough
to even see rough!
built up pride and ego
not even three hundred years!
laugh, laugh, laugh
‒the emptying of the glass
chances were given
to help you last
‒you're just using it in sass
 
sweet, sweet land of milk and honey
days are coming less sunny
 
countries with more maturity
countries with much more history
fell to the feet
of the Mystery†
ancestors left
with no one to call majesty
‒take heed to that of sincerity
you're wasting a gift‒
too young...a baby
not even close to maturity
ego, pride, greed‒
wasted years in cruelty
falling to the hands
of evil in royalty!

(July 5, 2019)—I was led to Ezekiel again today. Political mess. Shootings again in America. Not schools or theaters this time…Wal-Marts! I ask: Why not Target, or the malls, or Walgreens, or any other branded store. Why Wal-Marts? Strange occurrences. The schools. Sure there were a few out-of-sort shootings trying to throw it off, but mostly schools. Then theaters. Random? Across the country. Even less than six minutes from my house! Then a concert…I’m thinking it was going to be the first of many, but then security took over. Stupid really…to target a place like Vegas…that shit spills all over the country. I went to several concerts after. Security is high! Now stores….

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‘Channel’

Don’t change your independent self because of another person.

 Channel
 
a bird flies when its free
it stagnates
in captivity
its colors blossom
in variety
fading in ambiguity
‒plucking them out
in atrocity
 
in nature...the act in free
all the same
in its facility
a trapping technicality
‒being free has its complexity
 
as a woman
in her diplomacy
giving true
to her effeminacy
when treated
with significancy
 
when she's satisfied
in her sexuality
she falls into compliancy
even in another's complacency
giving up her self-sufficiency
even her style in flossy
being, at first
blissful in buoyancy
 
as it goes...comes the decadency
becoming aware
of the deficiency
–a broken down fallacy
as she meets each exigency
 
outward...comes her adamancy
as gone goes her sexy
–an inward building pudency
her usual controlled diplomacy
loses its bearing
to rampancy
 
as goes the controlling austerity
saving-money hostility
‒slowly caving
in her impetuosity
 
attention...gone its notoriety
even her newly shaped nudity
once praised with delicacy
gone...with looks
words in vulgarity
stripping
all her sexy naughty
–leaving vagueness
in commonality
 
lack of interest
opens a familiarity
once ignoring
so much secrecy
once ignoring the mendacity
pulling forward
all its perfidy
as gone...all her sensuality
understanding
its diverted generosity
she becomes lost
in recalcitrancy
–the precious kitty lost
to lunacy
 
all for giving her free
to submissive captivity
for the awakening
of her sexuality!

(May 9, 2019)―It’s funny how life repeats itself when we don’t learn the lesson the first time around. The funny thing for me is that I wrote about this before. I guess it pays to write about it again. The woman and all of her charm and personality has a way of turning into the woman her man wants her to be. Hold on before you scream: That’s not true. I do have a very good point.

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‘Shouldering Damage’

You deal and accept the physical damage caused by narcissism’s carelessness

 
Shouldering Damage
 
upon her shoulders
carries the weight–
shouldering damage
from those who couldn't stay
–a go-getter
they couldn't take
she...never wanting‒
any kinda hate
‒that was never
her intended fate
‒she let love lead the way
ending in heavy price's
to pay
 
only in moments
she lived in sedate
all them medical doctors
had to medicate
she just needed room‒
a bit of space
to grasp the idea
of her body ache
never using it as an escape
‒it hurt...and she was its bait
 
she knows she gave it all
she wasn't some pity rage doll–
standing somewhere in stall
she answered a simple call
–but others led her to fall
not caring the damage at all
 
upon her shoulders‒
she wears the cape
an anti-depressant to mask
a different kinda ache
–emotional chains
she couldn't tolerate
a burning heart
left in saturate
mixed with anger
lust and hate
screaming
without intentional berate
from love
that just couldn't stay
 
then again‒
she let love be her mate
a heart damaged‒
in too many ways
–again...a turn in obliterate
a brain burned in uncultivate
all that damage‒
on her shoulders
in blissful weight
men who couldn't bear
the cape
of her physical‒
being in waste
 
she knows she gave it all
she wasn't some pity rage doll–
standing somewhere in stall
she answered a simple call
–but others led her to fall
not caring the damage at all
 
she now wears‒
a suit of armor
from love's mate
as the heavy scars from fake–
I can't stay
you...I could only tolerate
builds her face
straight to a destiny's fate–
the writer in massive create
 
she...to never deny God
in whatever she faced
so she shoulders damage
left behind–
by carelessness
and self hate
building her rose‒
from a destroyer's
intentional state
 
she knows‒
she gave it all
she wasn't some pity rage doll–
standing somewhere in stall
she answered a simple call
–others led her to fall
not caring
the damage at all
 
oh! how
she can stand tall–
she picked herself up
from the fall
using the rest of her life
in God's hall
lost to true love's
missed call
she knows‒
she gave it her all
–it was not her
that caused
the fall!

(April 24, 21019)—I was sent to a heart specialist today. Although I’m 50, I’m always the youngest in the room when it comes to things like this. (I started saying this phrase back in 2013 when I returned to the VA. I was always the youngest in the room back then.) So, I’m sitting there going through Scriptures, keeping my mind occupied. I didn’t want to think about why I was there. Then I got called to the back. A slew of tests were ordered, including a monitor, which I’ll have to wear for a week.

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‘Hidden Treasure’

Discovering the hidden treasure in yourself!

 Hidden Treasure
 
I found it
in the mince of broken
it was afraid and hidden
an abundantly harvested token
‒over used and forsaken
 
I took it in
without fear's notion
‒not even feeling a demotion
I bathed
in its scented potion
rolled around
in its storied creation
 
I overlooked‒
its wicked formation
for I saw‒
a different translation
‒one that needed
a believer's gratification
one with a heart-filled formulation
 
I listened
to its every beckon
sometimes, in stages of drunken
 
all around...deemed it poison
something to be shackled‒
in a far-away prison
 
I threw out‒
traditionalized opinions
nothing stuck‒
rotten or forbidden
its scent just heightened
‒nothing could be wrong
or mistaken
 
I moved like lightening
intentional burns‒
gone...forgotten
‒days passing slow, steadfast‒
good ridden!
I drove it‒
to an endless vacation
‒whatever conviction
out...came my eviction
 
I smiled as I saw its rising
all my stops...fully opened
pulling it out of hopeless‒
with my inner-most motivation
‒a darkened star had risen!
 
I fought everything
in grand petition
every inside concentration‒
I put aside
rose to the occasion
‒with the fierceness of driven
this hidden treasure
overcoming every treason
to become the lamination
of a new generation!
 
stop!....
 
reveal
came its different ideas written
all avenues taken‒
off records...stricken
–beating all those defeating‒
overcoming...petitions
a losing validation!
 
I lost to its mention
‒there...in its private station
came to life‒
its own treasure hidden
in all its careful motions‒
belts and strings
forcefully tightened
 
I craved to be enlightened
–nothing valued...given
anything to elevate my vision
halted in moments of frighten
 
I fought constant bent roads‒
tried to straighten
tried to remember each lesson
through all that glistened‒
it had its own secrets woven
‒knowledge in listen
mixing up pointless decisions
taking all the forgivens
icing them‒
in the forever of frozen
 
yes, I found it
in the mince of broken
it was afraid and hidden
an abundantly harvested token
‒over used and forsaken
 
but all the good of will‒
off...steadily shakened
breathing‒
living a horrid token
in anger's hidden conviction
‒all that's been stolen‒
on others
its constant reliving
 
it found its way‒
in rebuilding
using knowledge given
slashing‒
all help's salutations
keeping to itself‒
a stolen formulation
‒to avoid sharing‒
treasures hidden
as I sit
in lost wanderings–
moments
I took it
out of forsaken
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‘Anger’s Infest’

Anger wants you steadfast! God wants you moving forward!

 Anger's Infest
 
feel it beneath your skin
evil's way of getting within
actions in horror's den
‒ways of evil's perfect sin
 
it'll trap you in cussing
it'll condemn you in swearing
pulling at you...probing
wanting your reaction
for it's only satisfaction
 
it'll take all
of your triggering notions
you...down...dragging
as it smiles
in sadistic laughing
craving your giving in
your fight...it's welcoming
celebrating
your mind's condemn
 
anger...evil's infested gem
words, actions
its consistency in playing
wanting you
self to defend
so it can celebrate
in its win
 
feel it beneath your skin
evil's way of getting within
actions in horror's den
‒ways of evil's perfect sin
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