Rejection Undone I'm not going to worry I'm not going to try I've given up the vestibule I've given up the cry I'd never even considered being part of the dart stabbing my own mother's heart just to fit in with the cart I'm not going to feel sorry I'm not going to say good-bye I've given up on slobbering drool I've given up on asking why I'd never ever surrender I'd instead wear the cuffs I would have never given her up and I did scream: 'that's enough' I'm going to be part of history I'm not going to sway in their giving up in die I've given up being the blind fool I've given up trying to understand those who easily abuse I damn-right refuse for them...curl up and lie I've learned the secret to the mystery you can't hold me down‒ in your misery or hold me accountable for your broken unhealed self or put me on a shelf my mother taught me well ‒not to adhere to cards dealt to fight...get myself off the shelf I listened to her actions as I watched her suffer rejection she taught me not to stay too long in self reflection she taught me the 'way' and to speak what I had to say ‒even if they all walk away I'm part of the last generation not wanting to be a part of the reflection‒ who settled for rejection for we refuse to be part of the collection
Note: The photograph is from October 2, 2019: Wave Warning.
(May 27, 2021)―‘Rejection Undone’ was written in 2020. David chose it for these visions. I have two in which to share with you. A real-time vision and a meditation/prayer vision. Both seem so surreal to me and they make me cry, but He, that would be God, wants them written and given.
Real-time visions. I’ve written about them before. The first came soon after the visions of August 2019. Sometime before this, we experience an earthquake. It was a minor quake rolling off of the one that had taken place in California. But for me it was absolute. To feel the earth move beneath you is really scary. The light fixtures in my condo moved, glasses rattled. So when my bed shook, I thought we had had another one. We did not. It was my first real-time vision. After I felt the bed shake, the word unstable came. It happened again months later. He, that would be God, shook my sofa…again unstable. Then one day I was on my walk and the sidewalk moved. Not literally for everyone else, but for me literal. It was very unsettling. I actually extending my arms to gain stability. Then I noticed all the cars just continued, no one noticed. Unstable. Then one day He had me walk on one of the floating docks here at the lake and then told me to close my eyes and turn…shaky, He said.
These events actually happened. And they all referred to the earth being unstable and shaky…the way it will get as per the visions.
Sinking Real-Time Vision: Yesterday, I was doing my walk at a local park when suddenly things got small. I felt like an ant. I had to look down to see if my legs were still there. I walked to my car and the sinking or shrinking seemed more profound. When I got to the back of my car, there was a light post near it and it grew in size, my car bumper is usually at my thigh, seemed to be at my head. I kept looking down at my legs to see they were normal. Then all around me got back to normal, so I continued on my walk. I walked for about three minutes when it happened again, only this time He flashed the buildings falling as I wrote about in ‘I Am but Lowliness‘ (Rough Water Dream and Buildings Crashing Vision). I kept asking what it means and knowing God’s love for puzzles, I started guessing. ‘Something’s coming bigger than me,’ I said. I got, ‘Yes.’ ‘We are sinking,’ I said. Meaning as a people, I remember the birds in ‘Listen! Oh Arrogance’ and ‘Your Mother’s Tears’ (the Spin-Top explanation). I got, ‘Yes.’
This was very unsettling for me. I got this feeling of dread.
Then during prayer that night, I received another vision. He didn’t ask. He just presented it.
Dead-Body Vision: First I just saw dead bodies everywhere. Then I saw ocean waves beating on rocks then bodies falling from the waves to the beach below and on the rocks like they were nothing. Then every where I saw them. I grew upset so I asked for something beautiful. He showed me beautiful trees and birds singing in the trees, then He showed me the ground. It was covered with dead bodies.
I noticed that they were all young. They didn’t have any wounds on them. There was no blood just dead bodies and they appeared wet. I said, ‘Why are You showing me this?’ ‘It is,’ He said.
He brought me to the following Scripture yesterday. He is telling me that He (Jesus) is my witness.
Light of the World—When Jesus spoke again to the people, He said, ‘I am the light of the world. Whoever follows Me will never walk in darkness, but will have the light of life.’ The Pharisees challenged Him, ‘Here You are, appearing as Your own witness; Your testimony is not valid.’ Jesus answered, ‘Even if I testify on My own behalf, My testimony is valid, for I know where I came from and where I am going. But you have no idea where I come from or where I am going. You judge by human standards; I pass judgment on no one, but if I do judge, My decisions are right, because I am not alone. I stand with the Father who sent Me. In your own law it is written that the testimony of two men is valid. I am one who testifies for Myself; My other witness is the Father who sent Me.’ Then they asked Him, ‘Where is Your Father?’ ‘You do not know Me or My Father,’ Jesus replied. ‘If you knew Me, you would know My Father also.’ He spoke these words while teaching in the temple area near the place where the offerings were put. Yet no one seized Him, because His time had not yet come.—John 8:12-20
Warning Against Unbelief—Once more Jesus said to them, ‘I am going away, and you will look for Me, and you will die in your sin. Where I go, you cannot come.’ This made the Jews ask, ‘Will He kill Himself? is that why He says, ‘Where I go, you cannot come?’ But He continued, ‘You are from below; I am from above. You are of this world; I am not of this world. I told you that you would die in your sins; if you do not believe that I am the One I claim to be, you will indeed die in your sins.’ ‘Who are You?’ they asked. ‘Just what I have been claiming all along,’ Jesus replied. ‘I have much to say in judgment of you. But He who sent Me is reliable, and what I have heard from Him I tell the world.’ They did not understand that He was telling them about His Father. So Jesus said, ‘When you have lifted up the Son of Man, then you will know that I am the One I claim to be and that I do nothing on My own but speak just what the Father has taught Me. The One who sent Me is with Me; He has not left Me alone, for I always do what pleases Him.’ Even as He spoke, many put their faith in Him.—John 8:21-30
*On Spiritual Freedom—To the Jews who had believed Him, Jesus said, ‘If you hold to My teachings, you are really My disciples. Then you will know the truth, and the truth will set you free.’ They answered Him, ‘We are Abraham’s descendants and have never been slaves of anyone. How can You say that we shall be set free?’ Jesus replied, ‘I tell you the truth, everyone who sins is a slave to sin. Now a slave has no permanent place in the family, but a son belongs to it forever. So if the Son sets you free, you will be free indeed. I know you are Abraham’s descendants. Yet you are ready to kill Me, because you have no room for My word. I am telling you what I have seen in the Father’s presence, and you do what you have heard from your father.’ ―John 8:31-38
True Children of Abraham—‘Abraham is our father,’ they answered. ‘If you were Abraham’s children,’ said Jesus, ‘then you would do the things Abraham did. As it is, you are determined to kill Me, a Man who has told you the truth that I heard from God. Abraham did not do such things. You are doing the things your own father does.’ ‘We are not illegitimate children,’ they protested. ‘The only Father we have is God Himself.’ Jesus said to them, ‘If God were your Father, you would love Me, for I came from God and now am here. I have not come on My own; but He sent Me. Why is My language not clear to you? Because you are unable to hear what I say. You belong to your father, the devil, and you want to carry out your father’s desire. He was a murderer from the beginning, not holding to the truth, for there is no truth in him. When he lies, he speaks his native language, for he is a liar and the father of lies. Yet because I tell the truth, you do not believe Me! Can any of you prove Me guilty of sin? If I am telling the truth, why don’t you believe Me? He who belongs to God hears what God says. The reason you do not hear is that you do not belong to God.—John 8:39-47
The following works are direct writings from God and Jesus, meaning I heard them speak and these words are not mine. (They are in order of year then put in alphabetical order per year.)
God: (2019) ‘A Bid for the People‘, A Prophet’s Dew‘, ‘Prophecy’s Awakeness‘, ‘Ringing of Ears‘, Tests of Worth‘, ‘The Hate of Me‘; (2020) ‘Adulterous Woman’, ‘Busy‘, ‘Death of the Sound‘, ‘Death-Toll Rise’, ‘Every Day Life’, ‘Fallen Traps’, ‘From Left to Right’, ‘God† is Father‘, ‘He† Speaks‘, ‘He† Speaks to Me‘, ‘His† Fellowship’, ‘His† Pardon‘, ‘His† Time‘, ‘I Am Truth’s Voice‘ (3 separate messages from both), ‘Indirect Communication‘, ‘Initiation‘, ‘Mercy Granted‘, ‘Mighty is His† Hand‘, ‘No Exchanges: Your Masks for Mine‘, ‘Noose‘, ‘Oh! Sorrowful Heart!, ‘Open Up’ (both), ‘Open Structure‘, ‘Pillage of Souls’, ‘Pleading for Audience‘, ‘Sad Silver Bells‘, ‘Send Me† a Rose‘, ‘Smells of Manure‘ (both), ‘Spinning Heart‘, ‘Suffering Cadence‘ (both), ‘The Lord’s† Will‘, ‘The Seer’, ‘This, This, This‘ (both), ‘Twenty, Twenty‘ (commentary), ‘Uprest: Non-Negotiable’, ‘What Is: Is!‘, ‘Who Am I?’, (2021) ‘It is‘; ‘Ringing of Words‘ (Emergency Supply List), ‘Woe to the Peach (There’s This Time)‘ Direct Message from God’, (Untitled),
Jesus: (2019) ‘His† Spirit’, ‘The Hate of Me‘; (2020) ‘A Coming Healer‘, ‘A Fall to Rebuild‘, ‘All That I† Am’, ‘Blessings‘, ‘Blinded by Actions‘, ‘Busy‘, ‘Call Her Witch!, ‘Circumference‘, ‘Decided‘, ‘Failure’s Birth‘, ‘Feeding Them‘, ‘Foot Work‘, ‘Foreseeing’s Agony’, ‘He† Breathes‘, ‘He† Speaks Softly’, ‘Inhuman Love’, ‘Initiation‘, ‘Love Exists’, ‘My Feet‘, ‘On the Ground‘, ‘Prospective Tourist‘, ‘Rotten Figs‘, ‘Sheba’s Matter‘, ‘Slow it Down‘, ‘Small Miracle‘, ‘Song Bird‘, ‘Spiritual Blessing‘, ‘Stamped Heart‘, ‘Swagger’s Dance‘, ‘The Adjunct‘, ‘The Clown‘, ‘The Judge†‘, ‘The Sound of Songs‘, ‘Words to a Prophet’, ‘Words’ Song‘, ‘You’ve Come‘, (2021) ‘Aliens Are Not‘, ‘An Unconquerable Will‘, ‘Dominion‘, ‘Four Points to A Round Box‘, ‘Honorable‘, ‘Inside Sacrifice‘, ‘Inside Thinking‘, ‘No Valentine‘, ‘Syllables of Gems‘, ‘Tensions Fold‘, ‘Times Darkening‘, ‘Today’s Menu‘
Dreams/Visions: ‘Backlash’ (My Crucifixion Vision), ‘Brave in the Snatch‘ (bus story warning), (August 2019) Visions; (2020) March 22: Four Disc Dream, ‘Hard-head’ (Jack-ass vision), ‘Butterfly Vision‘, ‘This ‘If’ By-Law’ (Apr. 25: Virus Vision), June 17, 2020: Black Body Bag Vision, June 26: U.S. Presidential Wake Vision; April 11: the Jackass Dream; January 21: Aladdin’s Genie Lamp; October 24, 2020: Mother-Dead Babies Vision; Virus (The World Vision); (2021) A Lie (Hole in Sky Vision); ‘Chief Among Mountains‘ (Volcano/Ocean Vision); ‘Death of the Sound’ (The World Death Vision), ‘I Am but Lowliness‘ (Rough Water Dream and Buildings Crashing Vision), ‘Listen! Oh Arrogance’ and ‘Your Mother’s Tears’ (the Spin-Top explanation), ‘Rejection Undone‘ (Sinking Vision/Dead Body Vision), ‘Sanctification Deferential‘, ‘Strangled Times‘ (Pacific Ocean Visions Continue); Telepathically (Me and Jesus: Curious Vision)
Below is a list of all the pages and subpages included on God’s Mercy
August 2019: Visions From God!; June 17, 2020: Black Body Bag Vision; June 26: Presidential Wake Vision; April 11: the Jackass Dream; January 21: Aladdin’s Genie Lamp; David: My Spiritual Guide; God Sends Love Orbs; God, the Sun and Me; October 23, 2019: The Dragon and the All-Seeing Eye; November 11, 2019 : The Avenging Angel; December 10, 2019: The Dragon, Angel, Mom and Baby; Jesus’ Army and Jesus Sprinkles; March 1, 2020: Jesus Speaks and Reveals
My 5:55 Lake Visits: Messages Through Photographs; September 27, 2019: Love From Heaven; October 2, 2019: Wave Warning; October 7, 2019: Faces; October 8, 2019: Oil Spill Warning; October 15, 2019: The Phoenix; November 9, 2019: Certainty of Visions; Feb. 9, 2020: Rough Waters…Millions Will Die; My Aura: The Love of Jesus; The Rainbow Story: God’s Promise In the Sky (Will remain unpublished until it happens.); The Third Eye (Spiritual Gifts)