Tag: death

‘Soliloquy’ (God)

‘Soliloquy’ (God)…’Since you are numb to death, so I am going to make death numb to you’ —says the Lord Almighty God.

Soliloquy (God)

one, two, three
it wasn't make believe
going on‒
year three
the position
of the tree

branches falling
to the ground
look, look all around
this isn't a circus
little clown
this is the way
to being found

waking up
to a long-ago dream
of fairy tales
and nightmares
nothing is as it seems

awaken, awaken 
'o little reams
talk to your babies
talk to your teens
there's something
about this dream
that isn't
what it seems

don't yell
don't scream
it's all a smoke screen
I'm† telling you the truth
in all that I've† seen

it is I†
the master of riddles
the master of dreams
the creator of the lost
the creator of the found
the puzzle maker
the visionary
the genius of life
what I† give
I† give twice
times three
for one thing only:
yourself to redeem

count your blessings
count them twice
here today
tomorrow…a vice

the hand moves
around the clock
to the right
then to the left
are you waiting to guess
like all the rest

say 'no', say 'yes'
I'm† not a guest
but the designer
of the conquest

one, two, three
down, down, down
the trees all fall
don't settle for a y'all
you'll be put in stall

the iron fist
moves slow
gathering pieces
not ones made of gold
but tales of ole
told so long ago

combining forces
ones…no one knows
a ridged gathering
of minds in deceive
behind doors
in close
go on…wipe…wipe your nose

sniff, sniff, sniff
in the bitter cold
there once was one
then there was two
now three
climbing up the tree

signal for the three
a lawless bidder
never falling to a knee

don't show favor
it's too clever
you'll never guess
this endeavor

it'll sneak upon you
in your day of blue
disguising as a savior
from heartache
but it is only a liar

a simple gesture
from the creator
words of wisdom
you fail to understand
words from the riddle maker
then maybe
you'll be the taker

I'm† not one
but two
I'm† not two
but three

I† made it easy
but then I'll† make it hard

a chance in redeem
lost to worldly schemes

a time is marching
for the Lord† is speaking
giving you a moment
in wishful thinking
memory lapsing

round and round
until you're no longer
standing

three moments gone
piling more on
it's not about this song
it's about the forth
and the fifth
moments wasted
temptation's vast

but it won't last

says the Lord Almighty God†

Note: The photograph David chose is from October 15, 2019: The Phoenix. Interesting.

(April 15, 2022)—I was awakened this morning before three. I made coffee. It was shortly after 3 a.m. that I sat down and His words came. After the song, I was led to Numbers 6:6-21. First I thought it was the completion of the vow alone, but no, it isn’t.

This verse isn’t just for me. Yes, He is reminding me again that I cannot be around the dead, but also for you: What is coming, the dead bodies aren’t clean. Guard yourself. They will be extremely contaminated. Follow extreme safe practices.

‘Since you are numb to death, so I am going to make death numb to you’ —says the Lord Almighty God.

No Contact with Dead—Throughout the period of his separation to the Lord he must not go near a dead body. Even if his own father or mother or sister dies, he must not make himself ceremonially unclean on account of them, because the symbol of his separation to God is on his head. Through the period of his separation he is consecrated to the Lord.—Numbers 6:6-8

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‘A Mighty Hand’s Reverence’ (Yeshuah)

‘A Mighty Hand’s Reverence’ (Yeshuah)…Traditions. We are always talking about breaking traditional curses, well this is one of them. It goes back to the beginning of time. The reason for this is of course, love. But the bigger picture is selfishness.

A Mighty Hand's Reverence (Yeshuah)

how will you endure
when the servant
doesn't attend
to see a body off
to the grave

will you be angry
cry selfish tears
curse her very existence

how will you understand
after all this time
seeds planted
for reasons His† own

I've† come to explain
'o gentle souls
so weak

the Lord Almighty God†
isn't the god
of the dead

He† is Lord†
over all the living
He† plows the earth
plants nourishment
gives life

in death He's† gone
waiting for a call
a hum, a song
a cry, a yell
then He's† quick
but slow
in the reprieve

but a body
it is different
a soul has left
‒left is an empty shell
where life once lived
but not any more

it is too late for prayers
for the praying has ended
the soul enters
My† banquet hall
for judgment

don't be so careless
with life
for it is 'during' life
that prayers are heard

My† servant speaks for life
thus must be surrounded
by life

hail the corpse in the ground
for it doesn't speak
any more

why do you charge so much effort
in the mourning of the corpse
‒bury and be done
all this money
going to the dead corpse
why, 'o why My† gentle sheep
are you so blind

I† shall keep My† servant
from the rotting corpse
to teach you life
to celebrate and care
for the living temple

to celebrate its birth
its breathing
even while sickly
prayers are strengthened
mortalized
heard

but nothing happens
once the being leaves
a life was lived
then it lives in the body
no more
it becomes its true being
once more

why do you mourn so deeply
when death comes late
when a soul has managed
its temple
‒lived in old age

don't you know
their journey was set
they listened without knowing

their journey should be celebrated
not wailed upon
‒sing in jubilee
time was given
enough time in complete

why do you mourn
when a body closes so young
don't you know
about redemption
don't  you know
a ransom was paid in full

love is a gentle being
when the young go
seek their place
celebrate in jubilee
for the souls had less time
for they were worthy

'o how death is misinterpreted
death in the body
should be healed and
mourned and wailed
and helped

death out the body
should be celebrated
for their time is done

it is I†, Yeshuah†
seek salvation
while in the body
so the kingdom
will be yours

she, the servant
shall stay away from death
outside the body

Note: The photograph David chose is a screen shot from October 7, 2019: Faces. God. Of course.

10.07.2019.17.53.04

(March 31, 2022)―I was led to page 1484 again in my Bible, where at the top of the page is part of Acts 1:15-22, with a single line underlined in red:

‘May another take his place of leadership.’

Reverence: (noun) deep respect for someone or something. (verb) regard or treat with deep respect

The following was heavily explained to me: Each family line is considered like a tribe and in each line, there should be a leader. Someone who holds things together. When that person dies, there should be another to step up. One with respect. One wise. When there isn’t any, the tribe, family, tends to scatter—A broken vine. Dictatorship, selfishness, disrespect, sinful natures, malicious hearts are not traits of a good leader. Good traits: honor, strength, love, forgiveness, a sufferer of Christ, trust worthy.

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‘Rejection Undone’ (Sinking Vision/Dead Body Vision)

(Sinking Vision/Dead Body Vision) He who ignores discipline comes to poverty and shame but whoever heeds correction is honored.—Proverbs 13:18

 Rejection Undone 
  
 I'm not going to worry
 I'm not going to try
 I've given up
 the vestibule
 I've given up
 the cry
  
 I'd never even considered
 being part of the dart
 stabbing my own mother's heart
 just to fit in
 with the cart
  
 I'm not going to feel sorry
 I'm not going to say
 good-bye
 I've given up
 on slobbering drool
 I've given up
 on asking why
  
 I'd never ever surrender
 I'd instead
 wear the cuffs
 I would have never
 given her up
 and I did scream:
 'that's enough'
  
 I'm going to be 
 part of history
 I'm not going to sway
 in their giving up
 in die
  
 I've given up
 being the blind fool
 I've given up
 trying to understand
 those who easily abuse
 I damn-right refuse
 for them...curl up
 and lie
  
 I've learned the secret
 to the mystery
 you can't hold me down‒
 in your misery
 or hold me accountable
 for your broken
 unhealed self
 or put me on a shelf
  
 my mother taught me well
 ‒not to adhere
 to cards dealt
 to fight...get myself
 off the shelf
  
 I listened to her actions
 as I watched her suffer
 rejection
 she taught me not to stay
 too long
 in self reflection
 she taught me the 'way'
 and to speak
 what I had to say
 ‒even if they all 
 walk away
  
 I'm part of the last generation
 not wanting to be a part
 of the reflection‒
 who settled for rejection
 for we refuse
 to be part
 of the collection

Note: The photograph is from October 2, 2019: Wave Warning.

(Sinking Vision/Dead Body Vision) He who ignores discipline comes to poverty and shame but whoever heeds correction is honored.—Proverbs 13:18

(May 27, 2021)―‘Rejection Undone’ was written in 2020. David chose it for these visions. I have two in which to share with you. A real-time vision and a meditation/prayer vision. Both seem so surreal to me and they make me cry, but He, that would be God, wants them written and given.

Real-time visions. I’ve written about them before. The first came soon after the visions of August 2019. Sometime before this, we experience an earthquake. It was a minor quake rolling off of the one that had taken place in California. But for me it was absolute. To feel the earth move beneath you is really scary. The light fixtures in my condo moved, glasses rattled. So when my bed shook, I thought we had had another one. We did not. It was my first real-time vision. After I felt the bed shake, the word unstable came. It happened again months later. He, that would be God, shook my sofa…again unstable. Then one day I was on my walk and the sidewalk moved. Not literally for everyone else, but for me literal. It was very unsettling. I actually extending my arms to gain stability. Then I noticed all the cars just continued, no one noticed. Unstable. Then one day He had me walk on one of the floating docks here at the lake and then told me to close my eyes and turn…shaky, He said.

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‘Sanctification Deferential’ (Jesus)

‘Sanctification Deferential’ ‘King Agrippa had a choice. He made the right choice. Festus was following the collection instead of the elective or elected,’ words of Jesus, my teacher.

 Sanctification Deferential (Jesus)
  
 persecution is of choice
 and this you have
 the free-will
 to make a choice
  
 this is Jesus†
 the first son
 of our Father†
 the one and only creator
  
 this free-will is given
 it is a small token
 of our Father's† love
  
 it is reasonable
 you can easily
 understand it
 it is sizeable, measureable
  
 each choice is based
 on this free-will
  
 free-will has options
  
 these options are where
 deciding factors come in
 from deep within
  
 do you adhere to faith
 in what you know is there
 but cannot see
  
 or
  
 do you adhere to just
 what you can see
 ignore this enormous pressure‒
 a pressure you cannot explain
 or fear to explain it
 ‒that comes from
 way deep inside
  
 as the head of you
 this pressure is Me†!
  
 you are given the free-will‒
 a gift from our Father†
 through His† grace
 the Holy Spirit†
 ‒to choose to follow
 this pressure
 or to follow
 the collection
  
 I† advise
 that you choose wisely
 many choices
 cannot be unchosen
 and the marks
 which result from these choices
 are forever

Notes: The photographs with this writing are from February 9, 2020: Rough Waters…Millions Will Die. He’s trying to speak to you. It’s up to you to listen.

Not only did He put the anchor but also a big J. Follow the link above to see all the awesome things He reveals to us.

(May 24, 2021)―Upon editing the writing, I got 2:22…Jesus! A photograph of my classroom drawing, exactly as I saw it, follows the dream. I didn’t count the number of flowers the teacher had drawn on the vines, so what’s in the drawing is just estimation.

Classroom Dream: I was a teacher. It was the first day of class. I was busy getting the students desks. There were more students than desks. There were tiny desks, regular desks, but they seemed all old desks. There was one student sitting at the teacher’s desk at the front of the classroom who was clowning a bit, but the students weren’t following him, they were all quiet. I moved him. He continued to clown so I lectured him. I had authority and they all knew it and were well behaved. I had these tall skinny barrows, so I moved one and put it in the row by the door for a dark-haired, dark-skinned boy to sit on. He did without complaint.

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‘Trickle, Trickle’

I have read so much confusion, again something God has revealed to you through me, that it is ridiculous. But God tells me not to worry. It isn’t my issue. No it is not. If you don’t truly know God or want to hear what He has to say today, then you are missing what is going to come later.

 Trickle, Trickle
  
 trickle, trickle
 get a tickle
 no need‒
 get another's principle
 let's be a wrinkle
 maybe a freckle
  
 trickle, trickle
 out of the cradle
 to the hospital
 for a breathing bottle
  
 trickle, trickle
 two more with a tickle
 soon hourly stays‒
 build to more
 than the middle
  
 trickle, trickle
 leaving behind principle
 becomes regrettable
 in parking lots‒
 tents become normal
  
 trickle, trickle
 months added by decimal
 more in wrinkle
 ‒black bags numerable
  
 trickle, trickle
 running around little freckles
 four months in the cradle
 maybe it's time‒
 turn to the bible
 ‒no one's at the funeral

(March 20)―These sets of numbers were put before me today: WWI 1914-1918: 16 to 40 million causalities; Flue Pandemic 1918-1919 50 to 100 million causalities; WWII 1939-1945 70-85 million causalities (3% of the 1940 world population!).

Interesting isn’t it? 100 years and we face another pandemic. The 1918 pandemic was basically caused by soldiers coming home from the war and spreading it. Look at those numbers! Then there are other wars: Vietnam, Korea, then local wars where the numbers were extremely high and I’m sure all medical personal did the numbers and wrote tons of papers on the numbers.

The 100-year itch! Where death and carelessness and greed bites everyone in the butt! Theirs is no denying any of it. I watched the U.S. President’s speech today. Where was God in all of that? Is all of this an institutional study for academia and the medical and political fields? I really don’t think so. I think they are just as worried as everyone else. This isn’t the first time of a pandemic, but it is the first time the world…all nations…come together.

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‘Good of Earth’

Reason…in my personal life…because they had a dark secret as well! The guilty help the guilty. So, when the victim of a crime screams wolf….all the wolves help the wolf.

Note: The photograph that accompanies this writing was taken on October 23rd. It is the white dove that I write about later in this writing when talking about the Sign of Jonah!

 Good of Earth
  
 healing begins
 in the heart
 setting pride aside
 that which tears us apart
 letting out the light
 which brightens stars
 building another's heart
 by halting pain
 from the start
  
 without this healing bark
 pain lives on
 adding to its cart
 more parts of the dark
 stripping lives
 –that mercy of heart
 building the prince of the earth
 –it's army in surf
  
 it is only through
 admittance, accountability
 that we add a ball
 in curve
 understanding...fully
 who we serve
  
 by casting out
 pain's dart
 dealing immediately
 byway of God's†
 merciful heart
 that we justify
 Jesus'† part
  
 His† death wasn't a fart
 for the innocent–
 always pay the heaviest cost
  
 go to the cross
 then sort
 –the heaviness
 won't be a part
  
 hide in the dark
 deny the sort
 –the heaviness
 becomes the burden
 in pain's cross
 becoming too difficult
 to sort
 leading us to
 true intimacy
 of the dark
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Brace Yourself!

God’s hand is coming and there’s nothing we can do!

I’d rather warn people then do nothing. I’d rather have all of this written down so that the future will know. I know God’s time is not ours. I also know that visions could be wrong. I also know God never lies. I also know that people don’t give a damn! They just like to call people names and ignore the One being who controls everything. Have it your way! You were forewarned.

Note: The following article I wrote early this morning on Facebook. I thought I share it here. All I truly know is that this morning around 4 a.m., I was jolted to wake up, received more visions to inspire me…see ‘Backlash’…and this jolting which felt like electric shocks happened 3 times! So, I got up and have been writing ever since. The visions are well explained in the article below. They are not just a one time deal. I’ve had them every day for 3 straight days, then I took 2 days off of meditating because I was devastated by what I saw. Then I saw the visions again 2 more days.

Someone is trying to tell someone something! And I’ve experienced this stuff before so, to me, this is really big! When exactly? Your guess is as good as mine. But these events took place.

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‘Men of Songs’

Understanding depression and the veils by-way of Job!

 Men of Songs
  
 I thrash out my complaints
 I take the hurt, the blame
 put it all on my shoulders‒
 knowing
through all this rough terrain
 not one showed sincerity
not one came
  
 so I let tears fall
like rain
 open my mouth
my worded train
 feeling alone, empty
worthless...plain
 wondering if I'm really insane
  
 I cast out my stones to You†
 ‒Your† broken little dame
 all these tasks
my life...so drained
 not knowing the final aim
 just take it all in‒
 the arrows of false names
 on invisible ropes...I hang
  
 told...life is but a game
 learn to play it...you win fame
  
 You† and I know‒
 that's not how it's framed
 life isn't at all a game
 You†...no one can tame
 someone so righteous‒
 You† easily cast in flames
 and that person
will never be the same
  
 when this heart
feels weak in faint
 I look at all my I can'ts
 I re-hear all those filthy names
 know...none of them...I ain't
 but I know‒
 I'm such a tiny piece of grain
 and the only fame
to be claimed
 is that of Your† sweet, sweet name
  
 I'm so, so tired
of being maimed
 so tired of lonely's strain
 what have I gained
 on this hateful, lonely lane
  
 I know it's part of Jesus'†
 each and every vein
 I'm so weary...feelings‒
 my work done in vane
 so, I call on you...Jesus†
 please take all my complaints
 straight to our Father†
 ‒pull me out
this agonizing drain
 forgive all my trespasses
 turn me over‒
 to at least one heart
who feels the same
 ‒a bit of hunger
a bit of tame
 to do works of good‒
 in Your† sweet, sweet name
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‘Unconditional Terms’

‘Unconditional’ Fades When Another Takes Your Place!

A sample from Book 12

(July 25, 2018 [Didn’t post on Facebook.])—When toxicity takes its toll, there’s nothing to say or do.

A weak heart turns to go, finds a new heart to rip apart. A strong heart cries alone, struggling to regain ground, move on. You don’t lose to cheating. You lose to betrayal. That’s why those who don’t marry, stay single. They can just hang it up, move on to another. The faithful one can’t do this.

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‘The Bitch of It’

Sometimes you just gotta to be a bitch!

A sample from Book 12

  The Bitch of It
  
 what the hell!
all of it
 you hear that, you hear this
 ‒what is it!
  
 first they want thin
then they want fat
 first they want blond
then they want black
 first they want
a down-with-it bitch
 then they want
a church-going chick
 first they want
the naught of it
 then they want just sit
 first they want
the free-thinking kind‒
 intelligent and shit
 then they make
the do-it-my-way dip
  
 what the hell!
all of it
 you hear that, you hear this
 ‒what is it!
  
 first they want
drama-free tits
 then they add the fits
 first they want
the sex-driven licks
 then they forget how to kiss
 first they want real's click
 then goes backwards the flips
  
 what the hell!
all of it
 you hear that, you hear this
 ‒setting confusion's tick
  
 it's all the bitch of it
 flip, flip, flip
 when you're trying
to get a grip
 the crap of it...clip
  
 old bitches come in to sip
 trying to slyly unzip
 when down falls
their run-away crib
  
 new bitches force in a rip
 sending those pussy pics
 flirting to get a hit
 trying to fill
voids in the flip
  
 for a secured woman's commit‒
 it's all a big trip
a playground's nip
 she doesn't have time to rip
 ‒quivering lips curl
to laugh's fit
 because....
she's the bitch of it
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