Broken Wings' Folly how is it to feel like a fool when silence leaves God† puts words on your tongue ‒that offends everyone how is it to sit all alone stuck in silence all around recording what's heard without being told or forced ‒just loved by the Son† how is it the fullness felt from knees knelt was actually emptiness truth…constantly blurred ears constantly buzzing ‒taking on everything wishing for a bullet and a gun how is it after asking for the 'whys' begging and pleading anger and self-pity mixed in a romance's flirt with words pouring from the pen ‒the replacement of death bleeding my pain out with walks in the sun how is it dancing through life like a light-feathered bird on what's coming out of my head as others laugh and joke my children…fed ‒lies between malicious buns how is it the 'whys' were answered as God† directed words heard record―explain the process of blame repeating…over and over…its rhythm how is it things have changed Wisdom is the true surge to obtain as her 'whys' are answered enters in—the 'hows' as faith is built ‒hanging on to what becomes…belief to see how God† works from His† kingdom in Heaven for 'learned' has done what its intentions were charged to do ‒it was never an individual issue it was always heart the decreasing and increasing of scars the vine failed or succeeded the mixture―well put not one…an expert all…with dirt…will flirt ‒while breathing air all....life's network the how of it a learned lesson from life to wipe off my face…the smirk not be so much…the jerk Yeshuah† came to rejuvenate give us a perk replacing many a proverb became the honor, the ransom the mortar of much needed patchwork the 'how' has become the mixture of old and new dear children, no need to worry He† chose the how before your birth ‒for every soul on earth to end this personal byword, dear children you were never broken ‒just traveling down the path it's all basic homework you can fail or pass the next path will emerge anyway go up or down entirely your decision ‒Wisdom will always decide good fruit or bad fruit a mockingbird or a shepherd you hear the word or it goes unheard all left to you in your journey's pathing works the hows Wisdom's greatest churns lessons for you to learn
(September 7, 2023)―It is said that if we are given Wisdom, it is a sin to not share. We are worse off then someone who is a thief. I’m charged with sharing the lessons given to me because they are not for me, they are for the future that hasn’t arrived yet, and you are part of that future. Although He said you would not understand, or refuse to understand, that you would not hear, I believe in you. The future of the righteous depends on you hearing today.
With that said, He didn’t lead me to Scripture today. He led me to Wisdom Herself. The proverbs of Solomon and all those written after him, that is what He was teaching me today…that they were before Yeshuah. Yeshuah came to change things. He did. But there are still a lot of folks teaching what was before…BEFORE…this change.
Money is not grace. Women are not evil. In fact, the woman has been elevated way before the writings He has given to me. Man chose to put her low. This is a major sin against man himself.
Poor and humbled and meek are elevated. You who are these things do not know how good you have it. You are Yeshuah’s children. Do not ever think that you are less because of your financial situation.
The tongue. This has always been my worry. And, believe me, I had people criticize me heavily to my face about my tongue and how I use it. What is in the dark will be brought to light. This is how it is brought to the light…the tongue. Did you think otherwise?
The tongue is a reason for much anger in the world. The tongue is the reason for many to bring violence and hate. It is an unusual and shocking thing to witness. How words cause such hate and anger from people who go to church and proclaim they are children of Yeshuah. No, you are not. If words hurt you, just words from someone’s mouth, you are weak in God and you don’t know Yeshuah.
This was another hard lesson for me. Divorce was the first hard one. There’s so many thinsg Yeshuah changed and it was all changed with love. The royal law that so many missed. It is the law put in place to allow everyone a chance for redemption and salvation…not any particular people…everyone!
Can you image a world where there is no weapons, no disease, no hate, no angry, no jealousy, no envy, no obsessions, no wantings, no needings, no bad anything? This is the utopia of God’s Kingdom. I am going to experience that because I know it exist. I know it is.
All of this BS here on Earth is just that BS. It means nothing! All of this stuff on Earth means nothing! Your pride and ego mean NOTHING!
The whys that I asked over and over, go on and read my books, you’ll see how many whys I asked, were answered. We are tested over and over to see what is truly in our hearts, and then to humble us so we are worthy of a kingdom.
No matter what God did to me, I never felt worthy. He sent me over 36 personal writings, and, still, I don’t feel worthy. Then Divinity. What God said in that writing still makes me shiver. Looking back, He did make me walk around bare…through my writings. And through that, He brought out judgment and maliciousness from other people.
This is what He is teaching us. And He is doing it over and over in all sorts of ways. We judge and cause friction and strife because of selfishness, because we claim we know God and we really do not. We are lied to and conditioned to fit into traditions that are not true. And you continue and you still say, ‘Because it’s always been done this way.’ How arrogant you are to not see the truth.
He said the words from my pen will flood the world. I’m human. I do not see what God sees. But now…now…I see it is possible.
You are not truly broken. I’ve learned this to be true. When we aren’t sure of the Lord, when we don’t know Him, we fall over and over because of other people. We fall because something bigger than us happened and we do not know how to deal with it. And all these people are making millions off of our sorrow…because they can.
Do you know when they can’t?
When you began to truly know God. Yes, when you began to truly understand Wisdom. You won’t need any of those people again. Ever! And they, the world of millions and billions of dollars, do NOT want that. And they will fight, tooth and nail, to keep the truth about God and Yeshuah away from you.
You don’t have to believe me. It’s already done. And it will get worse.