Scorned: Ambitious Reality (Yeshuah)
it is unparallel
to any other time
yet matching
at the same time
you use cinema
while other times
it was on word of mouth
and actions all around
in the flesh
pathetic it is
to see the unlearned
in the most worded generation ever
God†, the Father†, divided
all
by separation of language
when the peoples stopped
getting along
and used arrogance
to defy Him†
time plowed
tensions brewed
the boiling pot simmered
then in parts
boiled over
'raptures' as man labeled
God's† timing
came and went
still
you, the peoples, didn't learn
books were made easy
to obtain
language grew smaller and smaller
in order for all the world
to know Myself†, Yeshuah†
to know the Almighty Father†
(this the eighth sin against humanity)
and the pot simmered down
once again
more books were written
more history took account
through many different eyes
through many different schools
but instead of learning
man's desires
began to show face once again
deception and manipulation
power and greed
intentional awakeness
of a different sort began
and many turned from God†
to become their own gods
man-made idols into flesh
instead of just the worship
of statues of wood and stone
of gold and jewels
in came that made of flesh
you cannot separate the two
an idol in God's† eye
is still an idol
false worship
with money's greed
sitting at the top
the sins of greed
lay heavy on the world
I† send the prophet
to talk against money
and many make excuses
for money itself
how can you identify God† Himself†
by those preaching money
to be grace?
how can you claim to know Me†
when you don't know God†?
david was given riches
so was israel
then came solomon
God† gave him all wealth
all knowledge
with one request: honor God†
by not having other gods
he failed
through solomon
God† proved that desirable lust
controls the weakness of man
desirable lust is the root of evil
desirable lust comes out of
money
but desirable lust existed first
the pillage of man
because of desirable lust
the destruction of each other
leads to an abomination
that the Father† hates
the will of man
to destroy the seed of God†
each seed planted
has purpose
to test every other seed planted
to uproot a seed
and destroy its proper growth
is a sin against the Father† Himself†
this the ninth sin against humanity
your wars for money
are driven by desirable lust
your none wars for the seed
is also driven by desirable lust
the world has failed to protect
egging the desire of the world
to engage into the darkness
with little space for the light
as a result
the light will get smaller
until it is hidden
but it will return
for a new earth
and a new Heaven
will be birthed
this generation is at its end
the age is closing
you sit there on your couch
and say 'that will never happen'
the hebrews said the same thing
when a prophet stood before them
and passed on the word of God†
the future knows
God's† words were true
through a true prophet
another true prophet
passes on
not only the word of God†
but the word of His† Son†
man has combined us
including the Spirit of Truth†
until you learn the truth
that We are separate
you haven't read the words accurately
hence, there will be many
many more words
and the confusion will suffocate
and arrogance will grow
and to sustain?
only the remnant
will be the true believers
and they will inherit the new earth
now you know
how billions of souls
will be sorted
I†, Yeshuah†, am telling you
the delusion has already begun
has been on-going
for hundreds of years
as time gets closer to the end
it will deepen
and become hard to break
the charge is left
an individual one
a decision before My† decision
'go in peace'
I† said this before anyone
as long as you have peace
in your heart
you can have ears to hear
without peace
sincere peace
those sent to test
will over-crowd
and keep blind, blind
and keep deaf, deaf
it is I†
He†
the Son† of the Almighty Father†
[He led me to Luke 19:41-44!]
(December 28, 2023)—I wrote on the page in my notebook below today’s writing: This can’t be happening!
‘Yes, My servant, it is. They won’t believe you as they didn’t believe Me,’ He responded to me.
I was suppose to die. In 2019, that was my death year. March. My death month. I didn’t die.
I’m writing to the future.
Those listening in, I hope you find comfort in knowing that you have the privilege to read what the future will learn from.
Bold. Yes. Bold. For the Lord helps me.
We are set on a path and you, the future, must understand whom sets the path.
His name is many. Within the pages of these books, I give you some of them. To the world, as a whole, He is God. The one and only God, but there are many who live in my time that worship another god thinking they are worshipping the one true God. It is quite interesting to watch. To convince the world how they have been deceived is not my job. My job is to write down all that I see, using my own life and experiences, so that you may understand the deception and fall back to Him who saved you, and He will save you.
In all the books that I have written for God, not knowing most of the time I was actually writing for Him, He laid out His process, using my life, which will lead you to the lives of many who came before me.
As He approached Jerusalem and saw the city, He wept over it and said, ‘If you, even you, had only known on this day what would bring you peace—but now it is hidden from your eyes. The days will come upon you when your enemies will build an embankment against you and encircle you and hem you in on every side. They will dash you to the ground, you and the children within your walls. They will not leave one stone on another, because you did not recognize the time of God’s coming to you.’—Luke 19:41-44
Magnificent Reign
it is glory to see the Lord†
lying in the night
eyes searching the dark
He† appears
though always present
He† allows His† servant
to see His† magnificence
He† sways the very night
moving around
extraordinary colors
a paint brush
pushing them around
among beautiful light
stars of the Heavens
and His† wondrous eye
peeking at me
bringing my child heart
to glorious wonder
'o how magnificent You† are
my heavenly Father†
thank You† for revealing to me
what I've always known
but wasn't quite sure
this world has drowned
Your† magnificence
they have concealed You†
with impregnable science
they have stripped Your† beauty
with their benevolence
‒their torturous ways
they are much like those
who knew of You†
but set up to conceal You†, too
the egyptians, the babylonians
the assyrians, the syrians
the persians
how smooth they thought
they were
not knowing they were all
part of a master plan
‒tiny dots on a big ball
they were all
intended to fall
‒in the mince of their reigns
stood always a bigger King†
I am not the maccabees
but I am part
in, deeper than that
a massive chunk of heart
that lives on
to hear what all
has gone wrong
then there You† are
my magnificent King†
still sitting there
all around
in every part
a continuous reign
and the sole purpose
of my very heart
He goes into hiding many times (2 Kings 22:8; 2 Chronicles 34:14,15), and there have been many women called (2 Kings 22:14-20; 2 Chronicles 34:22-28). History has tried to bury us women, but He, that is Magnificent, conceals us for a higher purpose. As He did for Huldah who God resounded His words through: ‘..I have heard you, declares the Lord. Now I will gather you to your fathers, and you will be buried in peace. Your eyes will not see all the disaster I am going to bring on this place and on those who live here…’
See Josiah 2 Kings 23:4-14; 2 Chronicles 34:33, Josiah did good in the eyes of the Lord. But many did not, which led to a time of a savior, who God gave words to a prophet so that the people would know He was from God Himself when He came.
He is doing it again. Announcing His intentions though no one is listening. I have been shunned even by my own family. I did nothing wrong, but tell the truth.
I am divorced, a bit promiscuous after my divorce (the darkness), but God rescued me and call me to Him though very few believe me. He helps me and comforts me, reveals Himself to me. And it is beyond anything I’ve known, yet, the world I live in calls it insanity and they write me off as just a scorned woman.
But God says as He led me to Psalm 119 (Teth): ‘Do good to Your servant according to Your word, o Lord. Teach me knowledge and good judgment, for I believe in Your commands. Before I was afflicted, I went astray but now I obey Your word. You are good, and what you do is good; teach me Your decrees. Though the arrogant have sneared me with lies, I keep Your precepts with all my heart. Their hearts are callous and unfeeling, but I delight in Your law. It was good for me to be afflicted so that I might learn Your decrees. The law from Your mouth is more precious to me than thousands of pieces of silver and gold.’
He said after I read these words, ‘Words are good when they come from My mouth.’
In my books and on the website, I describe what led up to the month in which I was suppose to die. Then in all the writings made public, I write what happened that turned my path.
I didn’t know this until this morning. I watched ‘A Sound of Freedom’ the day before God gave me ‘Scroned: Ambitious Reality’. It wasn’t new to me, the subject of the film. For God showed me worse in the visions of 2019. I’ll get into that later in this commentary.
Ever since my separation then divorce, I’ve been scorned, ostracized, betrayed even more, gossiped about, called names and criticized. Over and over in my mind, I question my actions, which were harsh it seemed at the time, but warranted for my life came crashing down and there was no one to pull me out except for my daughter. Poor girl, I laid so much on her shoulders, but if it wasn’t for her strong will, I wouldn’t have walked with God in the way I did.
But I was crucified way before that.
So in 2019, there I was, a small town Louisiana girl living in Las Vegas. My family sees is it this way: She done lost her mind and ran off to Vegas with a black man. God saw it differently: She listened to My voice.
And I did. Listened to God. I ignored all the anger and hate and petty gossip. It was useless, but I won’t lie and say it didn’t affect me. It did. It had to. It had to affect me in such a drastic way that I would lay everything aside and move to Las Vegas. I was supposed to die there!
What I just wrote is true. As I wrote in my books, in 2016, the Holy Spirit asked me a question and I answered. He asked me, ‘Will you die for him?’ And I said yes. That’s pretty powerful. But He didn’t ask me just once. He asked me three times and I responded the same way three times.
You don’t respond to the Holy Spirit with one answer and expect to be able to change your mind later!
There is only one who can change the mind of the Holy Spirit. ONE! And that is God Himself. So this leads me to the simple example of how God works. You, the future, you will find my books, you will find all of them, and inside these pages you will experience the power of a being that you know nothing about. He is real. More real than the person sitting in the room with you. And if you go to Him with all your heart and all your mind, He will respond.
Since that time, March 2019, the time I was supposed to die, and I didn’t, my life changed in that its been a battle trying to get those in my family, especially my children who really matter, to understand that I matter and that I’m alive. It’s been a surreal kind of experience because they don’t see me as their mother, they don’t celebrate my life in any way, they don’t really acknowledge me. I’m more like a friend here and there. It’s been weird because I didn’t raise them that way. But that too seems to have changed. The stories of their childhood somehow changed. They remember it an entire different way than what really took place. I died.
In their mind, I died.
But my path changed. I lived. I surrendered to my fear of death and accepted it, which I wrote about in my 2019 writings. The very night that I surrendered, my path was changed. So God, whom I made my case directly to, changed my path.
If you can’t comprehend this, then read all my writings and compare them to what happened after 2019. I am bold enough to say that you will see the change.
I know I’m alive. But the rest were on the path of my death. Meaning my path changed but theirs didn’t right away, some of their path is still on the path of me being dead. They don’t acknowledge my existence. At all.
For a while there, I thought that they finally understood I’m still here, but then it changed back to me not being here. Did I do something to them to make them ignore my existence? No.
In late 2019, God revealed to me a sin in my family. Since no one wanted to discuss it with me, I was charged with writing about it to get their attention in order for them to repent, atone for their sin. I was blamed for that, too. That’s when I truly saw that something was seriously wrong, and God revealed to me why. I died. It didn’t matter what I did, how much money I gave or the gifts I gave, how much I prayed and cried and tried. It didn’t matter. I died. To them, I was dead. On their path, still being that which came after March 2019…I died.
So I live most of my time alone. No phone calls, no acknowledgement. Nothing.
When I say God can change your path, He can. He changed my path from death to life but everyone else still sees me as dead. So why did He not change their path along with mine? Interesting thought isn’t it. I bargained. Yes. And yes I wrote about it. I am charged with writing everything He does in my life in order for you to fully understand Him. He tells me I bargained like Abraham did for the cities that God was about to destroy because of all their sins, in particular sexual immorality. Abraham tried to no avail. God destroyed them as a lesson to the world. They don’t listen by the way.
For me, I bargained that if He had something more for me to do, I’d do it. I knew that my time was short. I said yes and that time had come. I knew it. I felt it. Then He heard me and let me know that He heard me. Within three days, I had a condo in Las Vegas, in the nice part of Vegas…three days! That happened! Then my next path took shape.
Trust in Him who created you. If it is your path, He will make a way. Read all my books, see the path.
Yeshuah said that what He has to give is not of the world. God’s Son whom over half of the world refuses to accept because of what Yeshuah had to say and what God did through Him. You see the world doesn’t want anyone to know the truth of God. They have created so many sciences to debunk Him that it is actually comical. If He didn’t exist, why try and convince the world that He doesn’t exist!
I write a lot about the gifts we have. Everyone has at least one. When you use your gift in the right way, Yeshuah’s way, He gives you more. It is that simple.
How do you see your gift? By being totally honest. But don’t use your gift for the wrong purposes. This is really tricky because you can gain money, a lot of it and the more money you have, the thicker desirable lust becomes and the further away from the Kingdom you get. This is the world in which I live.
Yeshuah said you have to lose your life in order to keep it. He was NOT talking about your body! He’s talking about your soul. Everything your being was before Him has to die and you become new within HIM! And when this happens, sin doesn’t live inside of you anymore. Oh, sin tries to come in. Sin sends the tempter to persuade you all the time. But Yeshuah, He’s a mighty warrior and His sword is strong steal that no one can penetrate, but you have to stay focused on Him constantly. It’s not that hard.
Of course, God does have a sense of humor. At least, that is what I call it. So He tricks you up sometimes, throws you a wrinkle. If you stay focused and pray, you will sort through quickly.
Slavery.
There has always been slavery. Discipline of God. Go ahead and say Satan is to blame. I smirk at you. God is above Satan. God is the only being in the whole of the whole who does NOT have a boss! He is the BOSS! (I got 11:44 on the clock right after I wrote that!)
Slavery is a discipline and a test. That’s of adults. Now of children and to involve sexual immorality with that…as God said in the writings: that is a sin directly against Him. To the pit you go.
Of course, as a mother and servant of God I cannot say kill them all, all those who sexually abuse a child. God says I cannot say that. I want to, but I cannot. ‘Thou shall not kill.’ A heavy ransom and atonement if you have to kill to protect.
That being said:
The nations of arrogance as God called them! They all went to war over minerals of the Earth but not over flesh. They made it known that they were fighting because of slavery here and there, but they were really doing it for money. How about a war over people? Over women and children? Saving their life? No.
They fought a Civil War here in America supposedly over slavery. But it wasn’t really over slavery. They just wanted the people to believe it was over slavery. They really didn’t give a damn about humans. The Civil War was about money. The south threatened to shut the north out and the north couldn’t grow crops. The food came from the south. If the south shut the north out, they’d starve! That is the truth.
The world has always held slaves!
And the world had NEVER gone to war to save people! Saving people had always been an incidental objective to make their war seem good, make themselves look good.
People wanted slaves.
Many of the wealthy wanted children to have sex with. They wanted to meet their sexual desires. They made money on anything…humans has always been the best investment because they could use them over and over.
And the nations who said they were of God did NOTHING!
They were all liars. Hypocrites.
Their vatican…the false who lived on Earth having everyone turn to them for guidance about God. Through them, children were raped over and over. They were a huge part of human trafficking. And people believed them when they said they had stopped. But it was always an assumption that they said that. They never really said that.
The Bible says that any religious order who forbids their leaders to marry is not of God. I never read those passages as a student of the Catholic Church. Any religious order that doesn’t allow you to eat certain meats on certain days are not of God. It says it right there in the Bible!
So because the Catholic church forbid its leaders to marry, they had to satisfy their urges. And they did: By stealing children.
So, now you ask: How did human trafficking get so powerful? A 100-billion dollar industry? There you go!
People are greedy and they would stop at nothing to make the all-mighty money.
And everyone else who was poor let them!
This is the state of my world as I write this to you and I am allowing the society to read it so they will know someday you will know. They will not care, by the way. God has flooded the world with so many words and technology driven mind-drawing propaganda that the people have a hard time deciding what is real or not. In fact, they really can’t, and the younger generations believe just about anything.
The journalism that I was taught in no longer exist. Even the big newspapers that I used to read as a child are now online and their writings are full of ads, making reading their articles difficult. So for the less educated and those who can’t keep long attention spans, the full of the article never gets read. This is the state of our world. There’s no more who, what, when, how and why in the first paragraph of an article as it is supposed to be. Instead, they bury it and crowd the mind with ads so that the hard news part gets loss creating a world of mass confusion.
That’s just a small part of the world. God said He was going to flood the world with words and He is doing it. Everyone is a journalist now. I wasted four years of my life on an education that is useless. What I studied in 1997 does not exist any longer.
So any cry for help is useless as well. The movie I mentioned above…it grossed millions of dollars. Yes, a film about a billion-dollar empire made an empire millions of dollars! Do you see the hypocrisy? It gets worse. Everyone on social media cried about the movie. Of course, they all went to the theaters and paid that ridiculous price and then they gripped about what they saw and did absolutely NOTHING!
That is how society works. The children are still being trafficked. The children are still be sold and stolen from parents all over the world. People are having children just to sell them into human trafficking.
Are we going to go to war because of this? No.
Just like they want the drugs on the streets, they want those who sell humans to be free to do so. No one wants to get involved. My world!
God said in the visions of 2019: The Buttons Been Pushed. There’s No Turning Back. And I watched Him push the button. Then Yeshuah threw the stone. Nothing has been the same as God said.
This led to where you are. All that God said would happen. He warned them and they kept on with their selfish, arrogant lives. What for? Why did they not listen? So that the world that you are now part of can exist. You are the new Earth or headed into the new Earth.
But there is more.
Jesus. Yeshuah. Immanuel. The Christ. God’s Son. God Himself. They took them and used them to build their greed. The churches are the worse…they horde millions and millions of dollars and let the poor go hungry and homeless. They world leaders and the religious leaders had poured drugs onto the streets to control the people a long time ago. In the last 30, 40 years, since the drugs was slowing down, they took over the churches destroying God’s commands in every way.
They took the rights from parents who could no longer discipline their children. They took prayer out of the schools as well as the values. They blames teachers and parents for the undisciplined children and held the children…unaccountable. It wasn’t their fault for punching the teacher or cursing adults out or dressing like adults when they were only thirteen. Stuff like that grew until adults had no control and these youngsters grew up to do whatever is necessary to make money, a lot of it. Human trafficking grew at the same time. So did drugs. And most of all: Immorality.
When God called me in 2019, He said that we were at the end of a cycle. He said that like all ends, sin prevails and the darkness settles on the lands. This year He cleared up ‘cycle‘ as the end of the age. He said we are beginning the year of destruction and no one is listening.
I am not to go out in the streets to preach. I’m to record all that He teaches and reveals to me. I am His scribe. His Seer. His prophet.
But…there are many claiming to be the same. There are tons, thousands upon thousands doing the same thing. Some getting the same messages and most are making money from what they get, claiming they are the real things. I cannot contend with this. In fact, He told me many will take what He is giving me and make it their own and I cannot say one thing about it.
I’m to record all that He is revealing to me for you…the ones of the future reading this. I know that you are going to find these writings after many, many years of peril, maybe even decades, centuries. I can’t stop what is coming. No one can. God already deemed it. He’s warning them and He says that only a few will hear. Those few are your ancestors. The remnant that will survive God’s wrath on the world.
This writing is at the end of Book 17. There are not just 17 books. Each book has a number of volumes, a least three each. I don’t know if this is the last of the books. I know 18 plays a huge part in the Bible and in my life. This is a very important number to God as well as 17. So, only He knows the future.
What I know is that I still have a lot of work to do for you. I turn 55 in the coming year. Five means change. Double five. I know something is coming. I know He is setting up war. All I can do is watch as His words come true and hope in His words that you will know these words are from Him.
You are to know that you are not alone. He is with you. Even, at this time, you do not know Him. I will teach you…Him (I got 12:11 right when I finished typing this! I am not constantly looking at the clock. He brings my eyes to it when I’m to know!)
In these writings, God has laid out nine sins thus far against humanity. These scare me. I know what God can do. I don’t fully have His understanding. I only know what He shows me. And His power is scary. Fear Him who created you. Man…has nothing on the power of God.
For us here, in this world, the world that will fall, the choice has been made. The counsel sessions are in. We loose. The Earth as we know it is about to change its make for sin has prevailed and God is being mocked in a very sad, sad way. He is a forgiving God, but He is also a jealous God. When people turn from Him and worship man-constructed idols, His anger burns.
The following is based on discussions with the Lord. In no way am I writing this by myself. This is about my today. I pray that your today, the future, will never have to write this. But knowing the history, it always returns to this, so prepare yourself and preserve all that I am sending to you, all that God had me write.
There’s no respect for truth. A lie is accepted as truth as Yeshuah foretold. And those who stick to truth are ostracized and/or condemned as Yeshuah foretold.
The respect towards parents is getting worse and worse. I fear…no, I know that when my children’s children are their age, they will be treated worse than I. Yeshuah said the time will come when children will turn their parents in to have them killed. That time is coming.
There’s no respect from the poor. The corporations and billionaires of the world are stealing every dollar they can. They are taking and taking and wasting so much and this has pillaged Earth itself.
There’s no respect for the sick. The corporations are making billions of dollars on keeping us sick. There is no race to actually get us healthy the healthy way. They will do whatever it takes to keep us needing their services, needing their medications. There is not a soul in America who is NOT on any type of medication or supplement of some sort. They are stripping the nutrients from the Earth where our bodies NEED supplements, need their help!
There’s absolutely no respect for people in general unless that person is an idol and/or has millions of dollars. They are killing babies every day. They are raping women every day. They are raping children, girls and boys, multiple times every single day! They pretend like all is well with their fancy boats and fancy cars and ‘experiences‘ while the poor suffer at great cost!
There’s absolutely no respect of the Kingdom of God. They have stripped His Son’s name down so much that this most holy name is being changed. God says it Himself. You, the future, will know Him as a new name and only you, for you are the new of the righteous that God did all this darkness for in order that you be made anew for His new Earth and new Heaven.
I know that you will seek to find all these books and read all the words inside of them. He is wonderful. God. In words that can hardly even grasp His magnificence. He is. All around you…HE IS! And His love is unconditional, so be careful of your desires and prayers. He’s unconditional and you are given free will to choose. If you desire enough, He will give you what you desire. But be careful that your desire doesn’t send you to the pit, that of destruction. It will not be His fault. You desired it, prayed for it, wanted it…you are His children. He will give you what you desire.
Now, if you are something more to Him than others. If He calls you, you will not get the desires of your heart. He will protect you at all cost. Your heart will get broken. When you are weak, He is strong. It may not make sense now, but you will learn how true this is. He is a freaking warrior! And He will fight for you, but you have to be sincere…full of truth.
As time goes by in your new Earth, so will sin grow. As the times before, history repeats over and over. The weakness of man fails him. For those true to God and His Kingdom, you will know what to do because He will show you once you trust in Him. He will show you to fight sin. But, this is the truth, sin will prevail once again. The weakness of man assures this. And then a new Earth and a new Heaven will be required!
The photograph David led me to is from October 8, 2019: Oil Spill Warning. I don’t know what it is about this particular photograph, but I’ve been led to it a number of times.
You can read all of the visions, dreams and words, as well as see all the images and see the time frame in which they were given by clicking on Message Index.
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