So It Goes (Yeshuah (Jesus))
be gentle with thoughts
don't rush
sort through
don't act
they are just thoughts
Spirits are easy to decipher
here…let Me† help you
it is I†
the name given: Yeshuah†
hold onto your thoughts
change them around
if bad thoughts come
chase them away
use stories in their place
build a world you desire
it's okay if it feels real
it should
chase bad thoughts away
as long as you don't act on them
you are okay
you are not bad
for having bad thoughts
thoughts are given
testing you
to see what is in your heart
the more you stay
in the bad thought
the bigger it gets
the closer you get
to doing
don't
change your thoughts
escape the bad thought
remember the thought is put there
to test
you can easily escape
this being
it will try to squirm its way
around your good thoughts
keep pushing it out
eventually the good thought
will win
(November 13, 2021)—I wrote the following in 2019: “…In‘Crucifying Yeshuah (Jesus)†’, I wrote ‘I am in Christ†, Christ† is in me’. These words were put into my heart when I first heard Yeshuah’s voice. I was overwhelmed with Him. I couldn’t wait to tell the world that He was so real, and so humble, and so…everything! I never dreamed that by revealing this, I’d be worse off than I was before…crucified! How? How is it that after all this time, He is still crucified? How many others out there in this great big ole world are crucified because they spoke, they told that Yeshuah spoke through them and this crucifixion made them go into silence?…”
Nothing much has changed since 2019 except that I speak regularly to my children and they are now fully part of my life. I still haven’t seen personally my three new grandbabies, and this pains me, but I must wait.
Thoughts…our minds play a huge part in our winning the prize. What prize is that? That of a Kingdom. In ‘So It Goes’, Yeshuah again explains these thoughts. He already taught us that He is the master of thoughts and He’s been teaching us that thoughts are beings in the spiritual world just like confusion and anger are. So we can fight bad thoughts, which are sent to us to confuse us…test us.
This isn’t new. This message has been given over and over for years and years. But that saying, ‘Think positive thoughts and good will come’ or ‘envision your future in your mind first and it will happen’…I still have my doubts about this. I know that we are set on a path and we are given choices while on this path.
All of that money, big houses and fancy cars…that’s not the God path. But I do know that He will give it to you if you ask enough in order to test you. This is tricky because not everyone gets this answering in this way. Trust me. I prayed and envisioned wealth most of my life. Notta…it didn’t come. I thought God didn’t like me that He held me back from achieving what I wanted. Not so. He had something else for me…but that something else was actually chosen by me before I came here. I know…that’s a bit difficult for you to comprehend. It still is.
Our thoughts are testing us. The stories we envision in place of bad thoughts helps us conquer the bad thoughts. God will choose if we get those stories or not. When we don’t get them, it is not because God doesn’t love us. It is because HE DOES!
Something to always remember when you are trying to envision a future: Money is of the world and it is the biggest test, and not many, if any, pass it. Money and God don’t mix and you can’t love both or adhere to both at the same time. If you pray and are given money, it is meant for you to give it away…help those less fortunate. You should never horde money…meaning: you should never have a bank account with millions of dollars in it. Yes, that is tough, but that is God.
Praise for a Renewed Life—Give thanks to the Lord, for He is good; His love endures forever. Let Israel say: ‘His love endures forever.’ Let the house of Aaron say: ‘His love endures forever.’ Let those who fear the Lord say: ‘His love endures forever.’ In my anguish I cried to the Lord, and He answered by setting me free. The Lord is with me; I will not be afraid. What can man do to me? The Lord is with me; He is my helper. I will look in triumph on my enemies. It is better to take refuge in the Lord than to trust in man. It is better to take refuge in the Lord than to trust in princes. All the nations surround me, but in the name of the Lord I cut them off. They surround me on every side, but in the name of the Lord I cut them off. They swarmed around me like bees, but they died out as quickly as burning thorns; in the name of the Lord I cut them off. I was pushed back and about to fall, but the Lord helped me. The Lord is my strength and my song; He has become my salvation. Shouts of joy and victory resound in the tents of the righteous: ‘The Lord’s right hand has done mighty things! The Lord’s right hand is lifted high; the Lord’s right hand has done mighty things!’ I will not die but live, and will proclaim what the Lord has done. The Lord has chastened me severely, but He has not given me over to death. Open for me the gates of righteousness; I will enter and give thanks to the Lord. This is the gate of the Lord through which the righteous may enter. I will give You thanks, for You answered me; You have become my salvation. The stone the builders rejected has become the capstone; the Lord has done this, and it is marvelous in our eyes. This is the day the Lord has made; let us rejoice and be glad in it. O Lord, save us; O Lord, grant us success. Blessed is He who comes in the name of the Lord. From the house of the Lord we bless you. The Lord is God, and He has made His light shine upon us. With boughs in hand, join in the festal procession up to the horns of the altar. You are my God, and I will give You thanks; You are my God, and I will exalt you. Give thanks to the Lord, for He is good; His love endures forever.―Psalm 118
Notes: The photograph is from October 8, 2019: Oil Spill Warning. There’s a lot in these photographs. The sun plays a huge part. In this set of photographs an image appears above my head to the left of the sun. At first, it is a baby then it turns to a man, both with a broken ring below it. I explain more on this on the page itself.

