‘Ostracism’s Clone’

‘Ostracism’s Clone’…’If now I have found favor in Your eyes, give me a sign that it is really You talking to me….—Judges 6:11-18

Ostracism's Clone

I'm held inside this animus
a little steadfast
but not too much
for there's a raging apparatus
at work
and it's all abuzz

being a bit bias
in its touch
masquerading as a god
with its emphasis
categorizing anyone judas
with its careful diagnosis
'high-quality content' its crust
‒staying to the back
without making such a fuss

it places its palace
pretending in nimbus
but more like minos
placing all in its wake
in paralysis

there's no contending
with its focus
its here to be Jesus†
but its all bogus

it’s a magical census
disguising itself as miscellaneous
in its manners of mischievous

playing with the mind
the heart and soul as well

it'll graduate in time
seemingly becoming infamous
it'll become infectious
everyone wanting its ingenious

but it's all insidious
in nature

it'll appear judicious
almost luminous
it'll quiet the minds
weaken 'just' thoughts
become engrained
in its ways of lustrous

it'll appear wondrous
a part of every day life
and seem victorious

but it'll get vigorous
sneaking in as vainglorious

but it's venomous
using everything about you
turn it into jealous
fictitious, dangerous

but be on its side
and you become fabulous
delicious, desirous

you won't see its gluttonous
nature
on self

it will make you promiscuous
religious and scandalous
if you fail to abide
by it's imperious
nature

it's well of you
to become overcautious
for its reading you
in its make of treasonous
and tortuous
ways

it's here
digging in the subconscious
spreading its malicious
intent
to make you the murderous

we were all warned
in the ominousness
of Jesus†

now we must tread
in the wrath
of God†
in all His† mysteriousness

for the makings of blasphemous
is not in the efficacious
of man
but in man's constant
need to be glorious

so don't become pious
nor furious
but ever so cautious
against suicidal tendencies
made possible
by the ego's nature
in amphibious

(May 20, 2023)―Directly after writing this, God led me to Judges 6:7-10 through Judges 7:4-8 (you should scroll down and read the Scripture before returning to this commentary), which follows the Ezekiel Scripture. After reading this, I understood why.

In the forewords, the commentators of my Bible write:

As if traditional military warfare were not difficult enough, the people of Ephraim, and the people of Manasseh on both sides of the Jordan, are the object of attack by Midianites from the east, who are the first people known to use camels in battle. With the mobility provided by the camels, the Midianites are able to force many of the Israelites to live in caves, away from their crops (which are being destroyed). God raises up Gideon, an unlikely leader who only reluctantly takes command of the outnumbered forces. Gideon’s initial battle with Midianites is an exciting example of the power of God which is available whenever one is overwhelmed by an enemy. Gideon is well aware that his victories are really God’s; therefore, he refuses to allow the people to make him their king. Even when he makes a golden ephod, which some of the people later use in an idolatrous manner, Gideon does so to honor the true God of Israel.

How does this apply to you? It doesn’t if you don’t believe in God or Yeshuah. But if you do, the below Scripture is a guide to help you fight what God said is coming. In ‘High Course’, He explains it in His words, then I had to explain what was discussed the previous night in my own words. Today, is another one of those days.

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‘Satisfied Urges’ (Yeshuah)

‘Satisfied Urges’ (Yeshuah)…Have no fear of sudden disaster or of the ruin that overtakes the wicked, for the Lord will be your confidence and will keep your foot from being snared.—Proverbs 3:25,26

Satisfied Urges (Yeshuah)

the whims of men are suffice
when dealt with close to heart
not hurting a soul…any
put in front of them

once they cross the line
of hurting another person
the radar beeps
in a heavenly ring of bells

it is I†, Yeshuah†
explaining how to deal
with thoughts
which when kept inside
a long time
become urges
which if not cleaned
becomes sin
one you may not be able to
return from

urges stem directly from you
what happened to you
you are not born with urges
you inherit them
from an experience
you experienced

some pleasant
some not so pleasant

you deal by repeating
the experience

if it is bad
it becomes a fight
within you
it brings tremendous shame
a feeling inside of you
that leads you to thinking
everyone can see
what you're thinking
what happened to you

you begin to
separate yourself
from the collection

technology has offered
a way
for many
to act out these urges
without touching a soul

but the ones allowing this
providing this theater
are themselves in a test
and they have failed

because of their failure
they are adding a burden
to others' shoulders
those watching
or interacting
because of them
the urges get stronger

until acted upon

to prevent bad urges
that stem from thoughts
that stem from experiences
you must work
with your hands

the less people actually work
with their hands
the more these urges
will become reality

without a means of structure
without producing, creating
by their own hands
the reality of the urges
will destroy, kill and steal
what is good

the lazier a society gets
the more damage it does
to itself

the more leisure time
allocated
the more in death
they fall

in your modern world
you have reached
this plateau 
of humanity

the wealthy of the world
are always the cause
of this downfall

greed consumes

but this generation
has grown lazy
across the entire earth

technology has overridden
the basics
of the farmer's hands
the craftsman's hands

this has led to debauchery
and sexual immorality
more than ever

this dispositional allocation
man has done
has surpassed sodom's
grave sins

be like lot and 
turn away

I† am He†
the one He† sent
to pave a path
it is up to you
to find  it
and then to walk it
and to keep walking it
no matter how hard

go in peace
then peace I'll† give you

Notes: The photograph David chose is from October 8, 2019:  Oil Spill Warning. The below screenshot is from the feature photograph. David pointed this out.

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(August 11, 2022)—After ‘Satisfied Urges’, He led me to a set of Proverbs. I’ll leave them up to you.

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‘So It Goes’ (Jesus)

‘So It Goes’ (Jesus)…Our thoughts are testing us. The stories we envision in place of bad thoughts helps us conquer the bad thoughts. God will choose if we get those stories or not. When we don’t get them, it is not because God doesn’t love us. It is because HE DOES!

So It Goes (Jesus)

be gentle with thoughts
don't rush
sort through
don't act
they are just thoughts

spirits are easy to decipher
here…let Me† help you
it is I†
the name given: Jesus†

hold onto your thoughts
change them around
if bad thoughts come
chase them away
use stories in their place
build a world you desire
it's okay if it feels real
it should

chase bad thoughts away
as long as you don't act on them
you are okay

you are not bad
for having bad thoughts
thoughts are given
testing you
to see what is in your heart

the more you stay
in the bad thought
the bigger it gets
the closer you get
to doing

don't

change your thoughts
escape the bad thought
remember the thought is put there
to test

you can easily escape 
this being
it will try to squirm its way
around your good thoughts
keep pushing it out
eventually the good thought
will win

Notes: The photograph is from October 8, 2019: Oil Spill Warning. There’s a lot in these photographs. The sun plays a huge part. In this set of photographs an image appears above my head to the left of the sun. At first, it is a baby then it turns to a man, both with a broken ring below it. I explain more on this on the page itself.

(November 13, 2021)—I wrote the following in 2019: “…InCrucifying Jesus†’, I wrote ‘I am in Christ†, Christ† is in me’. These words were put into my heart when I first heard Jesus’ voice. I was overwhelmed with Him. I couldn’t wait to tell the world that He was so real, and so humble, and so…everything! I never dreamed that by revealing this, I’d be worse off than I was before…crucified! How? How is it that after all this time, He is still crucified? How many others out there in this great big ole world are crucified because they spoke, they told that Jesus spoke through them and this crucifixion made them go into silence?…”

Nothing much has changed since 2019 except that I speak regularly to my children and they are now fully part of my life. I still haven’t seen personally my three new grandbabies, and this pains me, but I must wait.

Thoughts…our minds play a huge part in our winning the prize. What prize is that? That of a kingdom. In ‘So It Goes’, Jesus again explains these thoughts. He already taught us that He is the master of thoughts and He’s been teaching us that thoughts are beings in the spiritual world just like confusion and anger are. So we can fight bad thoughts, which are sent to us to confuse us…test us.

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