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‘In sigma: A Present Day Hypothesis’ (God)

The arrogant are attacking me, O God; a band of ruthless men seeks my life―men without regard for You. But You, O Lord, are a compassionate and gracious God, slow to anger, abounding in love and faithfulness. Turn to me and have mercy on me; grant Your strength to Your servant and save the son of Your maidservant. Give me a sign of Your goodness, that my enemies may see it and be put to shame, for You, O Lord, have helped me and comforted me. —Psalm 86

In sigma: A Present Day Hypothesis (God) 

[August 30.]

I've waited a long time
to tell
a tale of fact
but none had come along
'til now
with ears to hear

let Me, the Lord of all, say
it's time to tell the tale

it's not backwoods
or system seeking
it's not rumor
or fan-catching

a tale to tell
written in partial
in many forms
throughout time
for attention seekers
for day-dreamers
for popularity

all of it 
comes into play
preventing the full tale
to be told

Ego often gets in the way
Pride foregoes the total
of Truth

hear with Good ears
He is My Son
before all, He was created
all then came through Him
perfection

all came through Him

would I not Want Him
to continue?

would I not give Him
the full authority
for all things?

Him leaving Himself behind
was always going to be

He told all that He came
to divide

didn't He say these Words?

He planted His seed
He rooted deeply
and it was hidden
by man

I allowed all of it

the deterioration of My Word
came over time
time Needed
for man to deceive
all…for this time to come

everyone has a side
everyone Wants a chance
to be right

but not everyone is right

speculation happens
opinions happen
and all of this grows
to obtain Power
over something

but I am the ultimate Power

and Words of this nature
as I am giving
to the prophet of the pen
has been given
and man always
manages to hide it
from the masses

but I allow it
for a time

[He said…open the book deep. I opened up to the beginning of the New Testament.]

each part I allowed
and then I sat back
watched
as man distorts
what was given

I know what is in
each book
every book
I know all Words spoken
and written

here's the most important:

I am!

[He stopped here and said…to be continued. Then September 2nd…]

tales they say
everyone has a tale
everyone lives a tale

Lies or Truth
everyone lives it

you cannot walk around Truth
it always prevails
you say 'I'll take it to the grave'
yes, you will

secrets are born of Lies
and manifested Lies
create Confusion
and Confusion enjoys its ride
coveting Redemption
for a time

you say you know Truth

[He led me to Ezekiel 21:1-24.]

I have
I unsheathed the sword
and I struck

for what?

can you testify
to what israel did
to bring out My left hand?

those who lived through it
knew My right and My left hand

what do you know?

many on Earth
testify against Me

'He has no wrath'
'He does not bring plagues'
'He does not bring war'

how absurd they are
for I am war!

My discipline has no bounds!

and discipline is falling to you
all nations on Earth
for merciless innuendoes
your Greed and slavery
your careless undertaking
without forewarning
for all the things you hide
leading to Lie upon Lie

I have sent Word
I have sent all warnings
not of yesterday
but today!

for all who claim
you know Me

and you forego My warnings!

but I am not without cause!

My Love foresees all things
and preparation has been given
for My Love knows
no bounds
as My discipline

the desert air is crisp
crisp with rot
and deterioration
forcing them to seek more
without appreciation
of what they already have

I shall move them
for they are My sword

ask the prophet of the pen
who holds the sword?

for she has seen
I have showed it to her
and she testified to it

the gavel has been hammered
the sword drawn
Deception plagues a world of Greed
and a vicious friend awaits
to be let loose

I shall let it loose

[He led me to Psalm 86.]

I Comfort those who are Faithful
I adhere to those who call My name
with Sincerity on their hearts

but those lacking Sincerity
I squash
I turn My back to them

for I am He
the Creator of all things
not one is made
without perfection
it is the world
who tarnishes it
for a choice was given
and the wrong choice was made

[He led me to Psalm 89, this paragraph: 'If his sons forsake My law and do not follow My statutes, if they violate My decrees and fail to keep My commands, I will punish their sin with the rod, their iniquity with flogging; but I will not take My love from him, nor will I ever betray My covenant or alter what My lips have uttered. Once for all, I have sworn by My holiness―and I will not lie to David―that his line will continue forever and his throne endure before Me like the sun; it will be established forever like the moon, the faithful witness in the sky.'] 

I have not forsaken
you mistaken hate for discipline
the Refinement of those
whom I chose

forever will they be Mine

your house will fall, 'o Forsaken

Mine will never!
says the Lord Almighty

(September 2, 2025)―The photograph the Lord chose is from October 8, 2019: Oil Spill Warning. 10.8.2019…do you see 18 in there? I do.

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‘Troubles ‘a Luresome’ (God)

‘…She has not acknowledged that I was the one who gave her the grain, the new wine and oil, who lavished on her silver and gold—which they used for Baal.’—Hosea 2:2-13

Troubles 'a Luresome (God)

feel the breath of My air
feel the urge of My wrath
'o lowsome people on Earth

you shatter each other
you bring make-believe
to the forefront
as your endless commercials
selling stuff
no one Needs
plaguing the Earth
with filth
as you sell babies
to evil's Desires

how do you feel
having bitter sex with a child?

do you not see
that I see
what you are doing?

there is no place you can hide
there is no place dark enough
that I cannot see

years and years of this evil

and you separate Me
from it

do you not know
what unconditional
means?

I give, and I give more
and it sets Me up
for Jealous and Revenge

I shall Revenge
what I have given

have you not learned
Me
yet?

God!

the most Powerful of
all kings on Earth
and you fail to see!

did I not show enoch
who I am?

did he not take what I had shown
and share it with his sons
to give reason
to what was coming?

did I not do this?

have you not learned Truth, yet?

all of these Words are Desired
you beg for the recoming
of My Son

do you not know
what you beg for?

did He not tell you
what must happen
before He is taken out the way?

I can assure you
that They were written
for each generation
to read
for each generation
to be aware of

you keep waiting
for a sign from israel
well, I am giving them

is My prophet not from 
israel?

I have shown her
many, many things
from My Kingdom
an abundance

you fail to see
'o unknowledge of peoples
who looked for My Son
amongst royalty!

how you still do not
know Me!

so if My Son did not come
from royalty
as man misread the
prophets
so will you misread
the warnings
of a prophet of this age
for she was called
by the Son you rejected
by the Son you Pillage
with your evilness
and your monies
because the warnings
are written by a woman
and a sinner
a sinner whom I cleansed
and refined
for her eyes to see
and I answer her
for she hears the Words
of her King

[He led me again to Hosea 6:4-11! Then to Hosea 2:2-13 through Hosea 5:1-15. Read them for yourselves.]

'…She has not acknowledged that I was the one who gave her the grain, the new wine and oil, who lavished on her silver and gold—which they used for Baal.'—Hosea 2:2-13

blind fools of the churches
I did this!
in which you choose
not to teach
I am the left
I am the right
the left is the means
for Me…Me to achieve
through My chosen
the right!

how dull you are
to not know Me
even when so many
heard Me!

'…I will punish her for the days she burned incense to the Baals; she decked herself with rings and jewelry, and went after her lovers but Me she forgot; declares the Lord.'—Hosea 2:2-13

the Words were given
through the actions shown
over and over
the actions of Me
are done

still you failed to see
preaching over and over
Words you did not understand

'…Bow and sword and battle I will abolish from the land, so that all may lie down in safety…'—Hosea 2:14-23

has a day like this one come?

is there a people
anywhere on Earth
that can say this day has come?

who are they?

speak so that I can hear!

there is one
whom, even in Sin
never forgot Me!
prayed to Me
even when crucified
even in rage
how do I call such a person
in this sinful generation?
how do I call her anything
but Holy?

hear My Words
I, the Lord Almighty
call for Repentance
through My prophet
whom will show Mercy
so must all
show Mercy and live!

'why won't you live?'

a question asked
over and over
and though I am relentless
they chose to die instead

how sad it is to watch
the choice of Death
being made

awaken to Me 'o Earth
boundless are your tries
but Truth evades you
Wisdom hides Herself
as man, himself
chooses to be his own god!

repent and live!

why sacrifice your soul
for the world
in which satan rules?

shameful are you!

'…There is no faithfulness, no love, no acknowledgement of God in the land….'—Hosea 4:1-6a

'o sorrowful nations
you the people chant My name
all day long
you chant the chosen One's name
all day long
have ceremonies
and elaborate celebrations
thank Me with your mouth
all day long

but where is your Faith?

sell all your possessions
feed the hungry with
Righteousness
house the homeless
give medicines to
the sick
Love and care for
the orphans, the elderly
and the widows

you do none of these things

instead you get more wealth
by 'not' helping
instead you poison
the Earth
for your many luxuries
can not be exhausted!

'Because you have rejected knowledge, I also reject you as My priests; because you have ignored the law of your God. I also will ignore your children. The more the priests increased, the more they sinned against Me; they exchanged their Glory for something disgraceful. They fed on the sins of My people and relish their wickedness, and it will be: Like people, like priests. I will punish both of them for their ways and repay them for their deeds.'—Hosea 4:6b-9

for the very reason
for this age
I chose one lesser
and made her higher
Holy she is
I put her over you

'…I will not punish your daughters when they turn to prostitution, nor your daughter-in-laws when they commit adultery, because the men themselves consort with harlots and sacrifice with shrine prostitutes—a people without understanding will come to ruin!'—Hosea 4:10-19

you have not learned
you have breathed knowledge
into what you don't
understand
you have given Wisdom
when none were given
to you

hear 'o lands of nations
Destruction is forthcoming
there is no land
that will escape
prepare and be saved

why wouldn't I give
in order to get?

says the Lord Almighty God

(February 14, 2025)―I tried many different ways to write ‘a luresome and the only one that sounded like what I heard was lure some, but He said it as one word.

Lure some: to entice someone or something into something or a place. The thief tried to lure the tourist into an alley to rob him. Using an old trick, the thief lured in the tourist.

He instructed me to include this: 2023, Trouble’s ‘a Looming.

Remember: As myself a student of history, a democracy or republic, whatever you call yourselves, it doesn’t matter, a great nations is destroyed from the inside out!

The photograph chosen is from November 9, 2019: Certainty of Visions when He used elements around me to reiterate the previous groups of photographs, and to show off His great artistic side which included the woman with the mask on, this happened before the virus…those art pieces were on the water behind me! I would not have known that that art was there or how it got there if it was not for David who pointed it all out to me. You inability to understand God is not my fault. And it is not my fault that you see evil in all that He gives because you refuse to learn anything and look any further than the books and people in front of you. His wrath is real and His protection is real.

‘Neurotical Divide’ (God/He Answers Scripture in Commentary)

‘See, I will send My Messenger, who will prepare the way before Me. Then suddenly the Lord you are seeking will come to His temple; the Messenger of the covenant, whom you desire, will come,’ says the Lord Almighty.―Malachi 2:17-3:4

Neurotical Divide (God)

all across the world
they holler
screaming racial tensions

but what race 
are they screaming about
and why?

did not I make all races?

a color here and a color there
from dark to light
crocket to straight
lame to well
honest to hoarder
rich to poor
king to peasant

did not I create?

did not I design
perfection
in all colors?

except one thing is missing

I

I, the Lord Almighty God
the ruler who sees
all colors

the ultimate of ultimates
the sec of all secs

I

come into Me
and I show you Holy
I will show you
you

I am neither white nor black
orange nor yellow
brown nor tan

I am

you take it upon yourselves
to divide

but did not My Son
tell you this?

did He not explain
this course you would take?

halleluiah to the profound
who bask in Truth's décor
no matter the consequences
no matter the pain
in the heart

Truth…awaken in it

why would you stay asleep?

why will you not choose
Me?

I do not Want your money
I Want you to Love
I do not Want you to argue
or single others out
to benefit Self
and your individual cause

I am the Cause
I am the Abider
I am the Riddle Maker
I am He
who disciplines

come out of your sinful nature
and repent!

time is moving
the tens are awakened
but not fully
seek Comfort in My Son
for when the tens fully awake
I will hide Him
from every eye
no ear will hear Him
then I will hide Myself
and the Light
will take cover
and the darkness
will descend
upon all the Earth

be well prophet
tell them again and again

[He led me to Daniel 8:1-26 and instructed me to read it. (I've included all the Scripture in the commentary.)]

what is said
is said

I told them, prophet
I told them about you
when you stop writing
placement will begin
it is not time
but the eighteen will continue
until I seal it up

this time is approaching
with precision
of time

let them enjoy their worldly view
for they are not hearing
'they'…all nations
as the beads of time slip by
until I call you, prophet, home
they will seek Confusion
they will be in bed
with the Lie
and they will enjoy it
for they refuse My Son

they celebrate Him
and empower each other
with gifts and money
singling out dates
that they set forth
to kill Him
and rebirth Him
over and over

then others kill over and over
claiming it is for Me
it is not

two insidious sides
fighting on the outside
but lovers behind doors
that are closed

I will push harder
for inside their walls
lies a temple
that bears My name

I will destroy it again
and there never will be a time
for its reconstruction
I will destroy it completely

I am in no part
associating Myself
with materials of the Earth
My Sanctification
was for My Son's benefit
and a choice to be made
by man

they have taken My Sanctification
and Pillaged
by destroying souls
so I will destroy them
in a slow and precise
movement

rise up 'o mountains
hear your Master's call

I am He
who can do these things
for the Pillage of My Son

do not Doubt, prophet
I gave you the sign
the one you requested
as in the sign given
the whole of Earth
will see what you saw

[He led me to Malachi 2:1-9 through Malachi 4:4. Scripture that He's led me to a lot! This time He answers Malachi.]

nothing has changed
and I gave My Words
to many since Malachi
and now
I give Them again

all fail to listen
all go to extremes
when extremes Need not be

Humble yourselves
Humble yourselves
for the Lord continues
to give Words
to the prophet of the pen

when I stop
you should have completed
your Redemption

so says the Lord Almighty

(February 10, 2025)—The words inside of this writing are what I heard. God answers Malachi after each Scripture below.

  • Neurotic: unusually or excessively sensitive, obsessive, or anxious
  • Insidious: proceeding in a gradual, subtle way, but with harmful effects; treacherous; crafty

Pride. What will you do to keep this being inside of you? Do you think calling out your enemy is the best of you in God’s eyes?

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‘Maddening Chaos’ (Yeshuah)

…I have learned the secret of being content in any and every situation, whether well fed or hungry, whether living in plenty or in want. I can do everything through Him who gives me strength.—Philippians 4:10-13

Maddening Chaos (Yeshuah)

it is common to get things confused
in these days
most claim to know the Father†
they claim they know Me†, the Son†
they put Us† together
as though We† are one
and We† are
although We† are not the same
We† are different
I† never claimed to be the Father†
I† said He† is in Me†
and I† in Him†
this is True
He† 'is' in Me†
and that is where they get it wrong

it is the same
as He† being in you
each being on the Earth
as I† now am

the Spirit is a Powerful being
to have the Spirit within
draws the Father† to you
as well as Me†
if you are willing

a willing heart
draws in many things

is there evil in this willingness
no, once the Son†, Me†, enters
no evil can be

maybe Confusion
and all sorts of other beings
but not evil
although what is bred by satan
tries
his beings are only allowed
for short periods of time
to draw you closer to Me†

is there other beings
that help each person?

yes, there are many
one specific for each being
walking in the perishable
to help them, guide their path
to the Kingdom

satan roams the world
but does not live in the world
all Spirits roam the Earth
but they are not part of it

I† understand the Confusion
the Confusion the Father†
set loose
it is a well-equipped being
and is given a specific job
by the Father†

to know Me†
and to know the Father†
requires Understanding
a higher Understanding
that comes only after
Salvation is given

until then, one must Consider
all things
the choice is theirs to make
individually
it is not a forced Consider
it requires thought
much thought
a weighing of scales
a measure of time given
to weigh accurately
for the choice required

the bible and torah
let's talk there for a while

when I† walked the Earth
the laws of moses
and all the writings
of the ancient prophets
were written, discussed
debated and read
and analyzed
then taught to all God's† children

at that time
only the people of israel
a specific people
were given Understanding

the ways of the Father†
always a mystery

it took time
it took Strife and Calamity
it took falls and rises
a richter scale of movement

before
the Need for new
was prayed for
for all that was written
a messiah, a savior
to help their unbelief
to open wider
the doors of the Kingdom

(I† have given the prophet of Words
these details
and will keep giving them
for the call of Understanding
beyond tradition
has been sounded)

then I†, the Son†, was sent
but those teachers
of the laws of moses
and many who followed
their teachings
did not recognize Me†
even though the Father†
gave Word
for over a thousand years

tradition over came them

they refused to acknowledge
the Truth of God†

according to them
the laws of moses
and the Words of the prophets
were all there is

now, fast forward to today
the days of Destruction
are upon you
and a prophet is called
one of the means of the pen
as all the ones before
warning as God's† Love
always does

and as the past proves True
tradition out weighs
Truth of 'now'

the bible, a beautiful thing
now stops the Word of God†
and Myself†
with the final dream
given in ancient times

but was it the final dream?

you do know there was more
don't you?

there was much more writings
given

as those who took the laws of moses
all claim that was it
God† spoke no more

as those took the laws of moses
and the prophets
and are still waiting in vain

as those now take the bible
and nothing more

why do you think
there's no more?

I† am here speaking
as the prophet writes
I† move the pen

as a future will know
the same as those before
each time writings are given
and they did not believe
and a being suffers
for they truly believed
and did what the Father†
instructed

do you know they called Me†
the very Son† of God†
beelzebub, the spon of satan!

I† have taught this prophet well
a 'she'
and she knows
she will be treated the same
but I† reassure her
I† Comfort her
these Words are Truth

every time God† sends
new Words
new ideas of the Kingdom
which are not really new
but to man's ears
they are
opposition grows horns

venom spews out mouths
who proclaim they know Me†
and know the Father†

how can they know Us†
if they can't even recognize
a True prophet
walking the Earth?

I† have sent visions
the Father† has sent visions
Powerful ones
they will all come alive
breathe
as the Words sent freely
and given freely

your opposition of what
is sent to you
does not hold in God's† court
and I† am the head of this court
and His† ways are Just
as are Mine†
for My† ways are His†

continue to adhere to tradition
instead of Truth
and face the Judge
where He† will decide
all matters of what is Just

(June 3, 2023)—Something was put before me yesterday that wasn’t new, but it is the first time it was in my face, in front of me, instead of online. And it shock me up a bit, but then I had my discussion with God later last night and things were given to me to ease my mind, like a discussion with someone who knows my mission, and my youngest grandchild, Phoenix, and his dad called me.

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‘Mocker’s Beat’

From the simplest of person to the biggest of corporations or non-profit corporations, lies are a dime a dozen. Job’s story is a symbol of how God works. He does not change. 

 Mocker's Beat
  
 the counsel of hypocrites
 will never be it
 they will smother
 the best of it
  
 to no wrongs‒
 do they admit
 they'll speak of Yeshuah†
 say God† is guiding it
 while bedding that and this
 while lying...
 taking no credit
 ‒for the wrong of it
  
 they'll say all is good‒
 enjoy it
 they'll say God† saved it
 when they were...actually‒
 the poison of it
  
 they'll say all that material bliss
 God† gave it
 they'll demand it!
 ‒they'll say you're a witch
 a down-right bitch‒
 when you don't give in
 to their shit
  
 it all adds up‒
 to the job of it
 those not truly in it
 don't know the half of it
  
 they're blinded‒
 to the God† of it
 ‒for He† does the blinding
 they're deaf‒
 to the God† of it
 ‒for He† blocks out
 their hearing
  
 why does He† do it
 ‒they aren't His† kids
 He† washes
 His† hands of it
 He's† not present‒
 in the death of it
 ‒not even the Spirit
 sees any of it
  
 He's† all about His† kids
 those who know‒
 the Truth of it
 they suffered for it
 ‒by the hands
 of the mockers of it
  
 He's† not in the materialistic
 that's satan's dish
 ‒have fun with it
 it's the prelude
 to the pit

(February 10, 2020)—A few things have been bothering me lately. The healing of a narcissist is one of them, and the terror in which a narcissist puts on their victims. Their cunningness. Their manipulative ways. Their stealing, lying, cheating. All of it has me really thinking how can they be healed when they refuse to even admit they are not healed, and because of this line of thought, God shows me a lot in the Bible that relate to this. This morning it was through Job. I love Job! I wrote the process of God through the experience as it happened and in steps, that’s the books. Job wrote about it as an all-at-once experience and sometimes this does happen, but a lot of time it’s a losing of things over a period of time.

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‘Good of Earth’

Reason…in my personal life…because they had a dark secret as well! The guilty help the guilty. So, when the victim of a crime screams wolf….all the wolves help the wolf.

 Good of Earth
  
 healing begins
 in the heart
 setting pride aside
 that which tears us apart
 letting out the light
 which brightens stars
 building another's heart
 by halting pain
 from the start
  
 without this healing bark
 pain lives on
 adding to its cart
 more parts of the dark
 stripping lives
 –that mercy of heart
 building the prince of the Earth
 –it's army in surf
  
 it is only through
 admittance, accountability
 that we add a ball
 in curve
 understanding...fully
 who we serve
  
 by casting out
 pain's dart
 dealing immediately
 byway of God's†
 merciful heart
 that we justify
 Yeshuah's† part
  
 His† death wasn't a fart
 for the innocent–
 always pay the heaviest cost
  
 go to the cross
 then sort
 –the heaviness
 won't be a part
  
 hide in the dark
 deny the sort
 –the heaviness
 becomes the burden
 in pain's cross
 becoming too difficult
 to sort
 leading us to
 true intimacy
 of the dark

(November 12, 2019)―Judgment. Abandoning the weak for pride and selfish ego. Today’s Scripture: WOW!

I posted a number of things on my Facebook personal page this weekend and past week. Again, God working through me. Judgment. I said posted today:They crucified Yeshuah for the words He said. Not what He did. And the Lord directed me to more of the good works Jesus did. He did not ONE thing wrong. He spoke. And they nailed Him to a cross because of the words He spoke. Hypocrites!

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‘Time Allotment’

Healing individual and nation byway of God’s tests!

 Time Allotment
  
 there were so many‒
 but not quite like the three
 babylon, rome, egypt
  
 babylon wiped from the map
 rome...an enemy-insertion trap
 as egypt turns
to left-over scrap
  
 there were many other nations
 tribes around the world
 worshiping their gods
in a swirl
 disappearing...gone
 ‒their gods' validation
  
 God† over-shadows all others
 they last quite a while
then smothered
 God† doesn't interfere
doesn't even bother
 ‒leave them to the world's wonder
 just how many gods
are under the thunder?
  
 once mighty rulers
 having gold and emeralds
 hundreds of years‒
 forcing slaves
to dry them tears
 in each heart
placements of fear
 thousands of years
 controllers held dear
  
 all before: Yeshuah† appeared
  
 slowly, slowly rulers
 of such magnitude...disappeared
  
 are you blind...think so queer
 that you can out smart‒
 thousands of years!
  
 just three: babylon, rome, egypt
 oh my! thousands of years
 they had reason‒
 held their egos so dear
 forcing love to the rear
 live by hate, pride‒
 the shield...instilling fear
  
 but barely old enough
 to even see rough!
 built up pride and ego
 not even three hundred years!
 laugh, laugh, laugh
 ‒the emptying of the glass
 chances were given
to help you last
 ‒you're just using it in sass
  
 sweet, sweet land of milk and honey
 days are coming less sunny
  
 countries with more maturity
 countries with much more history
 fell to the feet
of the Mystery
 ancestors left
with no one to call majesty
 ‒take heed to that of sincerity
 you're wasting a gift‒
 too young...a baby
 not even close to maturity
 ego, pride, greed‒
 wasted years in cruelty
 falling to the hands
of evil in royalty!

(July 5, 2019)—I was led to Ezekiel again today. Political mess. Shootings again in America. Not schools or theaters this time…Wal-Marts! I ask: Why not Target, or the malls, or Walgreens, or any other branded store. Why Wal-Marts? Strange occurrences. The schools. Sure there were a few out-of-sort shootings trying to throw it off, but mostly schools. Then theaters. Random? Across the country. Even less than six minutes from my house! Then a concert…I’m thinking it was going to be the first of many, but then security took over. Stupid really…to target a place like Vegas…that shit spills all over the country. I went to several concerts after. Security is high! Now stores….

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‘Men of Songs’

Understanding depression and the veils by-way of Job!

 Men of Songs
  
 I thrash out my complaints
 I take the hurt, the Blame
 put it all on my shoulders‒
 knowing
through all this rough terrain
 not one showed Sincerity
not one came
  
 so I let tears fall
like rain
 open my mouth
my worded train
 feeling alone, empty
worthless...plain
 wondering if I'm really insane
  
 I cast out my stones to You†
 ‒Your† broken little dame
 all these tasks
my Life...so drained
 not knowing the final aim
 just take it all in‒
 the arrows of false names
 on invisible ropes...I hang
  
 told...Life is but a game
 learn to play it...you win fame
  
 You† and I know‒
 that's not how it's framed
 Life isn't at all a game
 You†...no one can tame
 someone so righteous‒
 You† easily cast in flames
 and that person
will never be the same
  
 when this heart
feels weak in faint
 I look at all my I can'ts
 I re-hear all those filthy names
 know...none of them...I ain't
 but I know‒
 I'm such a tiny piece of grain
 and the only fame
to be claimed
 is that of Your† sweet, sweet name
  
 I'm so, so tired
of being maimed
 so tired of lonely's strain
 what have I gained
 on this hateful, lonely lane
  
 I know it's part of Yeshuah's† name
 each and every vein
 I'm so weary...feelings‒
 my work done in vain
 so, I call on you...Yeshuah†
 please take all my complaints
 straight to our Father†
 ‒pull me out
this agonizing drain
 forgive all my trespasses
 turn me over‒
 to at least one heart
who feels the same
 ‒a bit of hunger
a bit of tame
 to do works of Good‒
 in Your† sweet, sweet name

(July 24, 2019)—Our mothers. Veils. Mercy. I’ve been having a hard time putting my thoughts on paper lately. It may not seem like it but it’s still true. I end up writing it in my head then when I sit down, the same thoughts that I had don’t come out. I didn’t want to write anymore. For the past week or so, I’ve been in a battle with my self I guess you could say. I’m tired. I’ve been doing this work for seven years now. I’ve been writing and teaching and learning for over 10. I’m tired. But I’m to keep going.

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‘Solitary Confinement’

The truth of planting seeds by-way of Jeremiah! It’s time for hurting to take the personal responsibility to heal.

 
 Solitary Confinement
  
 they're out there enjoying Life
 those who Lied and betrayed
 while she sits in silence
 waiting for her time
  
 they all believe the opposite
 of what is True
 they are all blinded in fool
 while her tears cause her to drool
 praying...her inward tool
 for being condemned
 doing what she was supposed to do
  
 all abandoned her
 deciding to judge
 where no judgment was due
 pitying her–
 where no pitying was due
  
 so she accepts the cross
 ‒knowing full well...who's in charge
 in the waves of other's flaws
 like a rage doll...she was tossed
  
 but her hopes
stayed with the Light
 their insecurities
weren't even her fight
 in her eyes
she just watched their blight
 screamed at them
in her troubled fight
 thinking it was her right
 standing up for herself
against the night
 those suffering for lack of insight
 in only the Lord†
can things ever be right
  
 yes, she watched...screamed
 with all her might
 years of blight‒
 but it was never her fight
 ‒she was already in the Light
  
 so she waits...sometimes in cry
 accepting the silence
 her temporary confinement
 forever lasting enlightenment
 as those who suffer inside
 play with false lives
on the outside
 ‒the lost coveting what they lost
 concealing in Lies...lost
 not knowing what it means
 to take it to the cross
  
 yes, they condemn her, judge her
 placing her in depressed...lost
 when all the while‒
 what they refused to see
 she was always a Faithful child
 of the Boss!

(July 23, 2019)—There’s a lot going on but little of nothing. What’s taking place in my life is not on the outside per say. I never really knew what was meant by Spiritual Awakening. To be honest, I thought it was all a bunch of crap. But I could never deny the things I’ve experienced when it came to the spiritual world. All the experiences I’ve written about in My 12-Book Series, well, they actually happened. Everything I’m experiencing now…it’s actually happening. It’s not in my mind, or some crazy deal. I think this is the part that separates the spiritual realm from the rest of the world. People go to church every day all around the world, but they really don’t understand what they are hearing or reading about because so much is left out of those preachings.

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‘When You Are Sure!’

The veils revealed through Ezekiel 38 and 39.

 When You Are Sure!
  
 self righteousness
won't get you far
 look to the stars
 get out of your cars
 stare
not at mars...stars
  
 your petty judgments
 your petty arguments
 have not compared to wars
 the Lord† has charged
  
 out of Peace
He† can forge
 start from nothing...wars
 use the enemy
for a cause
 that didn't exist
until veils barged
  
 your evil thoughts
won't get you too far
 for He's† in charge!
  
 you don't have a say
on your part
 when He† Needs
to move forward‒
 His† barge!

(July 16, 2019)―I’m to write my truth to you. A lot has been going on in my world and it is happening fast. I seem to have written enough about the healing…what we are responsible to do for ourselves. Now, the writing is upsetting in a way. I’ve had some hormonal days topped with the upstairs neighbor having strife…I’ve been sucking up the energy, and then getting this spiritual awakening (go ahead and smirk…I had to look all this up myself), now these writings that are coming. I’ve been crying for two days.

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