The Adverse of the Condition (Yeshuah) everything you Wanted Life to be will be if you follow the command given let Me, Yeshuah tell you the command Love to Love is absent of hurt to fornicate Love is not Love to do what you vowed is Love to walk away from Sin is Love to understand another's journey is Love to vanquish another is not Love to allocate pain and suffering is not Love to strip others of well-being is not Love to Forgive is Love to give Mercy is Love no matter the overbearing no matter the uncomfortableness is Love beyond measure to accept those fighting their war against Sin is Love to help them fight no matter the struggle is Love beyond measure the world is not Love I am having an abundance of things is not Love nor Grace having Me is Love beyond measure being of the world is not having Me forfeit the world you get Me the One chosen to lead you I am as the Father is I am not My Father My Father is not Me but the Father lives in Me as I will live in you if you forfeit the world Love the Father's Love is unconditional be it the left or the right hand it is a choice the path paved is up to you to follow praise My name in Love is wonderful to not do what you are praising is hypocrisy lift your hands sing My name is admirable doing what I instructed is worthy of a Kingdom that lives in eternality going beyond your boundaries boundaries set by the Father is not Love but indifference to the Father He will destroy you in front of all to see [He led me to Nehemiah 4:13-23.] Love is not part of the world only I am Love the enemy is waiting but you must decide who is the enemy and whether there is even an enemy for if Love existed in the world there would be no enemy you refuse to understand these things you refuse to honor Truth go on living as you are being grateful to the world the world is not the Father though He created the Earth and all that is in it He leaves the choice to man as well as the woman to choose the world or to choose Him I am of Him but not Him you cannot seem to disconnect tradition of man from the Father don't worry I will do this for you the shield rest in My hand as well as the scepter as well as the sickle it is your choice which shall I use [He led me to the New Testament, the first page again, titled in my Bible: Yeshuah, the Christ.] I am He go in Peace Peace I shall give you if you follow the commands given
(November 21, 2024)—‘…As they say the persons who hate Irishmen the most are Irishmen; so, assuredly, the greatest tyrants over women are women…’—from W.M. Thackeray’s Vanity Fair
to vanquish another
is not Love
That is what Yeshuah says. And I wonder about self.
I’m fighting the weight gain again. I had control of it by the summer of this year, but I had to go through some medical procedures, which I have to deal by myself, and for two and a half months, I sat on my butt and gained all that I lost. Was it laziness that caused the weight gain? I can blame laziness. That’s easy. But no. It was pride. In my mind, I was prideful because I was looking slim and trim again.
Pride. The quote I began this writing with. Think real hard about it because it is true. A woman has many friends only if they are like her or she becomes like them. Take a look around you. Look real hard at groups of women who are really good friends…they act alike, the almost look alike in body, size, clothes, hair, even makeup, sometimes even husbands and boyfriends.
If you are different, if they are all overly overweight and you are thin and slim, they will distance themselves from you. If you are best friends with five other women and you do everything together and you become obese and they are all thin, they will slowly weed you out. This is women!
I’ve seen it so many times, it’s actually scary.
Yeshuah talks about love. If you have read all these writings, then you’d know that I was kind of granted a wish. I asked for true love. And since I asked for this, all kinds of love and hate has been put before me, and you know what: I am living with a puppy!
I have given love all my life. But I have not really received love. I give. Do you know what I am given? Nothing. No gifts for any occasion: Mother’s Day, birthday, Christmas. And I have rationed that God is teaching me that all I need is Him. And I know that…all I need is Him. But it still hurts that I give love, but none is given to me.
So, saying that. Does love have anything to do with money or gifts? No. We are conditioned to believe that. We are so conditioned that we actually toss out those who don’t give us a gift! It hurts, but it is not suppose to hurt. As long as we are given the desire to give, which is from the Father, that is all that matters.
But do we have to give possessions? No. The most valued thing to the Lord to give is TIME!
To take the time out to call or, even better, to visit. To me, the most valuable thing is sharing things vocally with others, talking and chatting, me knowing something that no one else knows about, us laughing and joking and crying together. That’s pretty special to me.
And above all this, still…getting something to hold is important. So even if it is the smallest things, something simple that you make…it’s still special because it means to someone that you thought of them…and that’s love as we are taught.
He put us on the wall to demonstrate love even through the darkness coming to all of us. All the darkness that we, individually, have gone through is preparing us to teach those after us how to keep showing love. Trust me…I had not a clue when darkness hit me. I met darkness with rage. Everyone gave up on me, everyone except God. He stayed and slowly pulled me out.
This is what we need to pass on to those who follow…to hang on.
In a few of these writings from God and Yeshuah, they remind us that for forty years the first chosen people wondered in a desert because they wouldn’t listen. Then they were put into captivity over and over because they wouldn’t listen. The same thing is happening now…going to happen to those who follow us. It is almost like He is saying Yeshuah’s message has been overwritten to include what man wants for himself, and because of this, something new has to come and replace the old.
Whatever the messages are, which He said was for the future to understand and not me, darkness is coming not prosperity. And for us to hang on to hope, we must keep love in our hearts at all times because people will start to get meaner than they already are. They will insult for no reason. They will cause chaos for no reason but to get attention. And those who belong to Yeshuah, truly, must hang on to love at all cost.
And I am not talking to those who use Yeshuah for position and money and status. Sorry, thanking God for your wealth is a wrong move. Thanking Yeshuah (Jesus) is even worse. He doesn’t give money. Money is only a tool used by God, Himself. Hint: He gives you money, get rid of it fast and in a good way. Keep only what you absolutely need. Trust me on this. Money is NOT your friend.
I am battling the weight thing again because of all this B.S. I see on social media, all this hype about being skinny and these barbie dolls in the movies who lie and deceive. I am battling still because of what happened to my mother and what I witnessed growing up. Does this mean I’m not healed? No, it means that even after we heal, things we saw, see, things we heard, hear are still going to affect us, but it’s the way that we respond that is the real of ourselves.
I’m continuing my weight loss journey not to please others, although somehow this helps, and not really to please myself. The real reason, and this might sound damn right childish, is I know what my skeleton looks like and I don’t want to be heavy when I do have to use that wheelchair. I don’t want to put a strain on anyone. I want to be light so when they have to bring me to the bathroom, it’s not too much of a burden.
That’s my reason. That has always been my reason.
Therefore, I stationed some of the people behind the lowest points of the wall at the exposed places, posting them by families, with their swords, spears, and bows. After I looked things over, I stood up and said to the nobles, the officials and the rest of the people, ‘Don’t be afraid of them. Remember the Lord, who is great and awesome, and fight for your brothers, your sons and your daughters, your wives and your homes.’ When our enemies heard that we were aware of their plot and that God had frustrated it, we all returned to the wall, each to his own work. From that day on, half of my men did the work, while the other half were equipped with spears, shields, bows and armor. The officers posted themselves behind all the people of Judah who were building the wall. Those who carried materials did their work with one hand and held a weapon in the other, and each of the builders wore his sword at his side as he worked. But the man who sounded the trumpet stayed with me. Then I said to the nobles, the officials and the rest of the people, ‘The work is extensive and spread out, and we are widely separated from each other along the wall. Wherever you hear the sound of the trumpet, join us there. Our God will fight for us!’ So we continued the work with half the men holding spears, from the first light of dawn till the stars came out. At that time, I also said to the people, ‘Have every man and his helper stay inside Jerusalem at night, so they can serve us as guards by night and workmen by day.’ Neither I nor my brothers nor my men nor the guards with me took off our clothes; each had his weapon, even when he went for water.—Nehemiah 4:13-23
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