The Adverse of the Condition (Yeshuah)
everything you wanted life to be
will be
if you follow the command given
let Me, Yeshuah
tell you the command
love
to love is absent of hurt
to fornicate love
is not love
to do what you vowed
is love
to walk away from sin
is love
to understand another's journey
is love
to vanquish another
is not love
to allocate pain and suffering
is not love
to strip others of well-being
is not love
to forgive is love
to give mercy is love
no matter the overbearing
no matter the uncomfortableness
is love beyond measure
to accept those
fighting their war against sin
is love
to help them fight
no matter the struggle
is love beyond measure
the world is not love
I am
having an abundance of things
is not love
nor grace
having Me is love
beyond measure
being of the world
is not having Me
forfeit the world
you get Me
the One chosen to lead you
I am
as the Father is
I am not My Father
My Father is not Me
but the Father lives in Me
as I will live in you
if you forfeit the world
love
the Father's love is unconditional
be it the left or the right hand
it is a choice
the path paved
is up to you to follow
praise My name in love
is wonderful
to not do what you are praising
is hypocrisy
lift your hands
sing My name
is admirable
doing what I instructed
is worthy of a Kingdom
that lives in eternality
going beyond your boundaries
boundaries set by the Father
is not love
but indifference to the Father
He will destroy you
in front of all to see
[He led me to Nehemiah 4:13-23.]
love is not part of the world
only I am love
the enemy is waiting
but you must decide
who is the enemy
and whether there is even an enemy
for if love existed in the world
there would be no enemy
you refuse to understand
these things
you refuse to honor truth
go on living as you are
being grateful to the world
the world is not the Father
though He created the Earth
and all that is in it
He leaves the choice to man
as well as the woman
to choose the world
or to choose Him
I am of Him
but not Him
you cannot seem to disconnect
tradition of man
from the Father
don't worry
I will do this for you
the shield rest in My hand
as well as the scepter
as well as the sickle
it is your choice
which shall I use
[He led me to the New Testament, the first page again, titled in my Bible: Jesus the Christ.]
I am He
go in peace
peace I shall give you
if you follow the commands given
(November 21, 2024)—‘…As they say the persons who hate Irishmen the most are Irishmen; so, assuredly, the greatest tyrants over women are women…’—from W.M. Thackeray’s Vanity Fair
to vanquish another
is not love
That is what Yeshuah says. And I wonder about self.
I’m fighting the weight gain again. I had control of it by the summer of this year, but I had to go through some medical procedures, which I have to deal by myself, and for two and a half months, I sat on my butt and gained all that I lost. Was it laziness that caused the weight gain? I can blame laziness. That’s easy. But no. It was pride. In my mind, I was prideful because I was looking slim and trim again.
Pride. The quote I began this writing with. Think real hard about it because it is true. A woman has many friends only if they are like her or she becomes like them. Take a look around you. Look real hard at groups of women who are really good friends…they act alike, the almost look alike in body, size, clothes, hair, even makeup, sometimes even husbands and boyfriends.
If you are different, if they are all overly overweight and you are thin and slim, they will distance themselves from you. If you are best friends with five other women and you do everything together and you become obese and they are all thin, they will slowly weed you out. This is women!
I’ve seen it so many times, it’s actually scary.
Yeshuah talks about love. If you have read all these writings, then you’d know that I was kind of granted a wish. I asked for true love. And since I asked for this, all kinds of love and hate has been put before me, and you know what: I am living with a puppy!
I have given love all my life. But I have not really received love. I give. Do you know what I am given? Nothing. No gifts for any occasion: Mother’s Day, birthday, Christmas. And I have rationed that God is teaching me that all I need is Him. And I know that…all I need is Him. But it still hurts that I give love, but none is given to me.
So, saying that. Does love have anything to do with money or gifts? No. We are conditioned to believe that. We are so conditioned that we actually toss out those who don’t give us a gift! It hurts, but it is not suppose to hurt. As long as we are given the desire to give, which is from the Father, that is all that matters.
But do we have to give possessions? No. The most valued thing to the Lord to give is TIME!
To take the time out to call or, even better, to visit. To me, the most valuable thing is sharing things vocally with others, talking and chatting, me knowing something that no one else knows about, us laughing and joking and crying together. That’s pretty special to me.
And above all this, still…getting something to hold is important. So even if it is the smallest things, something simple that you make…it’s still special because it means to someone that you thought of them…and that’s love as we are taught.
He put us on the wall to demonstrate love even through the darkness coming to all of us. All the darkness that we, individually, have gone through is preparing us to teach those after us how to keep showing love. Trust me…I had not a clue when darkness hit me. I met darkness with rage. Everyone gave up on me, everyone except God. He stayed and slowly pulled me out.
This is what we need to pass on to those who follow…to hang on.
In a few of these writings from God and Yeshuah, they remind us that for forty years the first chosen people wondered in a desert because they wouldn’t listen. Then they were put into captivity over and over because they wouldn’t listen. The same thing is happening now…going to happen to those who follow us. It is almost like He is saying Yeshuah’s message has been overwritten to include what man wants for himself, and because of this, something new has to come and replace the old.
Whatever the messages are, which He said was for the future to understand and not me, darkness is coming not prosperity. And for us to hang on to hope, we must keep love in our hearts at all times because people will start to get meaner than they already are. They will insult for no reason. They will cause chaos for no reason but to get attention. And those who belong to Yeshuah, truly, must hang on to love at all cost.
And I am not talking to those who use Yeshuah for position and money and status. Sorry, thanking God for your wealth is a wrong move. Thanking Jesus (Yeshuah) is even worse. He doesn’t give money. Money is only a tool used by God Himself. Hint: He gives you money, get rid of it fast and in a good way. Keep only what you absolutely need. Trust me on this. Money is NOT your friend.
I am battling the weight thing again because of all this B.S. I see on social media, all this hype about being skinny and these barbie dolls in the movies who lie and deceive. I am battling still because of what happened to my mother and what I witnessed growing up. Does this mean I’m not healed? No, it means that even after we heal, things we saw, see, things we heard, hear are still going to affect us, but it’s the way that we respond that is the real of ourselves.
I’m continuing my weight loss journey not to please others, although somehow this helps, and not really to please myself. The real reason, and this might sound damn right childish, is I know what my skeleton looks like and I don’t want to be heavy when I do have to use that wheelchair. I don’t want to put a strain on anyone. I want to be light so when they have to bring me to the bathroom, it’s not too much of a burden.
That’s my reason. That has always been my reason.
Therefore, I stationed some of the people behind the lowest points of the wall at the exposed places, posting them by families, with their swords, spears, and bows. After I looked things over, I stood up and said to the nobles, the officials and the rest of the people, ‘Don’t be afraid of them. Remember the Lord, who is great and awesome, and fight for your brothers, your sons and your daughters, your wives and your homes.’ When our enemies heard that we were aware of their plot and that God had frustrated it, we all returned to the wall, each to his own work. From that day on, half of my men did the work, while the other half were equipped with spears, shields, bows and armor. The officers posted themselves behind all the people of Judah who were building the wall. Those who carried materials did their work with one hand and held a weapon in the other, and each of the builders wore his sword at his side as he worked. But the man who sounded the trumpet stayed with me. Then I said to the nobles, the officials and the rest of the people, ‘The work is extensive and spread out, and we are widely separated from each other along the wall. Wherever you hear the sound of the trumpet, join us there. Our God will fight for us!’ So we continued the work with half the men holding spears, from the first light of dawn till the stars came out. At that time, I also said to the people, ‘Have every man and his helper stay inside Jerusalem at night, so they can serve us as guards by night and workmen by day.’ Neither I nor my brothers nor my men nor the guards with me took off our clothes; each had his weapon, even when he went for water.—Nehemiah 4:13-23
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