Depression's Mango (Yeshuah)
it's Words you
don't Want to hear
passiveness
anguish
stagnation
Wanting to survive
with Anger in your heart
the sadness draws you
in
pulling you deep
twisting knots
avoiding Good
for the sadness
begins to feel Good
it becomes familiar
let Me† take you
on a journey
walk with Me†
I†, Yeshuah†
can help you see through
this dark void
there's Light
through Me†
I† can help you
find it
but you've got to be
willing
if not
the suffering continues
you begin to use means
any means
to make you feel Good
it's an Illusion
it is not Truth
use Me† instead
to give you Strength
the Strength comes
slowly
but it comes
it wages up
boundaries
small little walls
protection
where…before
none was found
it's preciseness
giving what you Need
to see pass the darkness
giving you a Strength
to stand alone
in all the Confusion
Hate and Anger
Jealousy and Envy
that surrounds you
in this time
your Strength builds
learning
the pain has given you
lessons to teach
the sadness turns
to Wisdom
little by little
you rise
from way down deep
a careful Way
for you
is being paved
it is your choice
once you call upon Me†
to take the path
being laid out to you
I† will offer a cup
to you
it is a choice
to drink from the cup
don't let man fool you
there are many cups
being offered
how can you tell
from which cup to drink?
is it the one in force?
no, it is the one felt
deep in your heart
one of Sorrow
the one to Humble
the one which brings upon you
questions
questioning your very self
this cup I† offer
is divine in nature
it becomes in you
the seeker of Truth
your Truth
that which made you
into who you are becoming
it is a solo journey
one very much Needed
tears of anguish will fall
but so will Anger and Hate
Jealousy and Envy
even Pride
they all fall to the ground
down the sides
of your face
they begin to fall away
as Sin begins to fade
until you emerge
washed clean
by the tears shed
tears of My† hand
then you have defeated
Sin
it falls beneath your feet
no more
does Sin live inside you
I† can help you do this
I† am the Strength
you Need
for Sin to be defeated
from this Fear
of diving into this sadness
to not be afraid
of what awaits you
of not being afraid
to let tears fall
Strength shows its wonderful
face
a new self emerges
as sadness dissipates
and your rebirth
given to the Spirit
and the Spirit returns
to you
Truth
it isn't easy
but it isn't hard either
you must overcome Pride
and face self
your God†-self
without interference
of the sinful nature
be well in your journey
many are too afraid
to take this journey
they Fthe pain
Needed
to truly let in the Light
Me†!
(October 30, 2022)—This writing was given on October 29, 2022, and after He led me to Romans 7: 7-12 through Romans 7:21-25.
What shall we say, then? Is the law sin? Certainly not. Indeed, I would not have known what sin was except through the law. For I would not have known what coveting really was if the law had not said, ‘Do not covet’ [Exodus 20:17; Deuteronomy 5:21].But sin, seizing the opportunity afforded by the commandment, produced in me every kind of covetous desire. For apart from law, sin is dead. Once I was alive apart from law; but when the commandment came, sin sprang to life and I died. I found that the very commandment that was intended to bring life actually brought death. For sin, seizing the opportunity afforded by the commandment, deceived me, and through the commandment put me to death. So then, the law is holy, and the commandment is holy, righteous and good.―Romans 7:7-12
Did that which is good, then, become death to me? By no means! But in order that sin might be recognized as sin, it produced death in me through what was good, so that through the commandment sin might become utterly sinful. We know that the law is spiritual; but I am unspiritual, sold as a slave to sin.—Romans 7:13,14
I do not understand what I do. For what I want to do I do not do, but what I hate I do. And if I do what I do not want to do, I agree that the law is good. As it is, it is no longer I myself who do it, but it is sin living in me. I know that nothing good lives in me, that is, in my sinful nature. For I have the desire to do what is good, but I cannot carry it out. For what I do is not the good I want to do; no, the evil I do not want to do―this I keep on doing. Now if I do what I do not want to do, it is no longer I who do it, but it is sin living in me that does it. So then, I myself in my mind am a slave to God’s law, but in the sinful nature a slave to the law of sin.—Romans 7:15-20
So I find this law at work: When I want to do good, evil is right there with me. For in my inner being I delight in God’s law; but I see another law at work in the members of my body, waging war against the law of my mind and making me a prisoner of the law of sin at work within my members. What a wretched man I am! Who will rescue me from this body of death? Thanks be to God―through Yeshuah, the Christ, our Lord!—Romans 7:21-25
Notes: The photograph David led me to is from November 9, 2019: Certainty of Visions. These below screen shots were taken from the original photograph. This day, God reveal is magic! I know you can see the man!

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