‘Aggravation’s Portion’ (Yeshuah)

November 20, 2023: ‘Aggravation’s Portion’ (Yeshuah)…I tell you the truth, no one can enter the Kingdom of God unless he is born of water and the Spirit. Flesh gives birth to flesh, but the Spirit gives birth to spirit…I tell you the truth, we speak of what we know, and we testify to what we have seen, but still you people do not accept our testimony…Just as Moses lifted up the snake in the desert, so the Son of Man must be lifted up, that everyone who believes in Him may have eternal life. For God so loved the world that He gave His one and only Son, that whoever believes in Him shall not perish but have eternal life…This is the verdict: Light has come into the world, but men loved darkness instead of light because their deeds were evil. Everyone who does evil hates the light, and will not come into the light for fear that his deeds will be exposed. But whoever lives by the truth comes into the light, so that it may be seen plainly that what he has done has been done through God.”—John 3:1-21

Aggravation's Portion (Yeshuah)

we seek understanding
we demand that we know
but the only way
to truly know
which brings true understanding
is to allow truth to prevail

on the road to truth
aggravation endows
to exploit you

I† send you aggravation
I†, the Son†, Jesus†
send you thought's process
so deep inside
you are able to deal
with the chains that bind you

and there are chains
chains you cannot see
but can feel
and they hold you
in captivity
as long as needed
for you to heal from them

if it were sins you committed
against another
or sins that where committed
against you

hatred and anger
rage and disappointment
all bring into your heart

I† charge each of you
to release this
from this day forward
stand against shame

and how do you do this?
you will ask


I† put the words on your tongue
I† put the words on another's tongue

not to insult you
nor to bring on more shame

what you feel
when this is done
brings out what is already there
no less and no more

the aggravation
is formed in many ways

anger is the worse
what you feel as humiliation
is nothing more than the anger
you already felt
but hid from everyone

something was done to you
or you did something to another

this is where your 'humiliation'
the mask of hurt and anger
comes from

but this is how society
has made you feel:

•if it is not a certified person
meaning one who holds degrees
(given a status among men)
then you don't listen

•if it isn't a priest
or someone of the 'cloth'
that man deemed worthy
then you don't listen

I† have proven this truth
to the prophet of the pen
through the prophet of the pen

it does not matter
what man thinks
did you know that?

it matters what God† thinks

and He† is
as I† am

taking your shame out
on another
especially the one charged
with drawing it out
has become 'normal'
but it only places more marks
on an already scared heart

you have done this to yourself
for you were presented
with a choice
seeing the charge against yourself
and your 'self' not willing
to face the charge
you decided to hurt another
you decided to place blame
on an innocent being

do you know
that person charged
was a way of forcing
a healing of the heart
from God† Himself†
for He† found you worthy
and you refused His† help?

your life of luxury and leisure
does not mean you are favored

satan lies
he loves his tricks
he is charged with trickery
for he is evil and deceptive
but still a being
who is not above God†!

I† was crucified
a lamb without blemish
I† take those charged to Me†
and bring them low
through the Father†
they are also sacrificed
and the resurrection
that you proclaimed about Myself†
also happens to them
the first ascension

and for many being hard hearts
it takes several
to completely let go of the world

they will lose their life first
and until they do
they will continue going
around and around

the sacrifice for sin
is taking the innocent
and giving them to the Father†
in order for salvation
to be released

this is what you cannot understand
unless you seek truth
not in scientific data
or research or digging in the ground
nor debate that never reaches
any kind of conclusion

it is only in trusting
what you cannot see
opening yourself to understanding

all of those who have truly
felt Me†
many of them
are willing to die for Me†
in life
and live with your ostracism
your ignore, your swords
your knives, your ropes,
your bullets
they fell into understanding
without a need to see

those on the other side of that
need to see
they cannot feel Me†
because they are stuck
in tradition
stuck in death
stuck in the world

release the aggravation
do not get frustrated
because you have felt Me†
and truly know the truth
and those you love don't
it is not their time
and perhaps never will be their time

it is not your choice
who is saved
and who is not

a choice is given
it is their choice to make

as long as each body lives
the choice is still theirs
they still have time
but they, as well as, you
do not know when I† will come for you

so always be prepared
keep the light in your 'self'
always lit
and each time the darkness comes
do not go to bed
until the light reemerges

the teachings will continue
until the time comes
which the Father† deemed

the charge is underway
you see it as 'normal'
explained away
as previously told to you
as 'normal'

as the change continues
as 'normal' explanations are given
so it will be
when the Father† and Myself†
slip away
for a time
you will not have the strength
to hold onto Me†
on the outside
it is only on the inside
that you will prevail
what you do in secret
the Father† will see
what you say in secret
the Father† will hear

hold Me† close to your heart
confined in the inner most recesses
the chamber where man
cannot go
for I† will remain with those
who remain in Me†

to save the world
the remnants have been chosen
those who's hearts are plenty
will feel the Spirit† upon them
and no matter what
their offspring will inherit
a new earth
and a new Heaven will emerge

(November 20, 2023)―He led me to the John 3:1-21 a day before this writing. Yesterday, in fact, after I was questioning myself and my life. He said, ‘Open the book,’ and there was the answer, then He said that He will give me a writing to be used with this Scripture. So, He has.

Now there was a man of the Pharisees named Nicodemus, a member of the Jewish ruling council. He came to Jesus at night and said, ‘Rabbi, we know You are a teacher who has come from God. For no one could perform the miraculous signs You are doing if God were not with Him.’ In reply Jesus declared, ‘I tell you the truth, no one can see the Kingdom of God unless he is born again.’ ‘How can a man be born when he is old?’ Nicodemus asked. ‘Surely, he cannot enter a second time into his mother’s womb to be born!’ Jesus answered, ‘I tell you the truth, no one can enter the Kingdom of God unless he is born of water and the Spirit. Flesh gives birth to flesh, but the Spirit gives birth to spirit. You should not be surprised at My saying, ‘You must be born again.’ The wind blows wherever it pleases. You hear its sound, but you cannot tell where it comes from or where it is going. So it is with everyone born of the Spirit.’ ‘How can this be?’ Nicodemus asked. ‘You are Israel’s teacher,’ said Jesus, ‘and do you not understand these things? I tell you the truth, we speak of what we know, and we testify to what we have seen, but still you people do not accept our testimony. I have spoken to you of earthly things and you do not believe; how then will you believe if I speak of heavenly things? No one has ever gone into Heaven except the One who came from Heaven—the Son of Man. Just as Moses lifted up the snake in the desert, so the Son of Man must be lifted up, that everyone who believes in Him may have eternal life. For God so loved the world that He gave His one and only Son, that whoever believes in Him shall not perish but have eternal life. For God did not send His Son into the world to condemn the world, but to save the world through Him. Whoever believes in Him is not condemned, but whoever does not believe stands condemned already because he has not believed in the name of God’s one and only Son. This is the verdict: Light has come into the world, but men loved darkness instead of light because their deeds were evil. Everyone who does evil hates the light, and will not come into the light for fear that his deeds will be exposed. But whoever lives by the truth comes into the light, so that it may be seen plainly that what he has done has been done through God.’—John 3:1-21

The photograph David led me to was actually a screenshot (below) is from September 27, 2019: Love from Heaven. The heart that was being formed in my hair. Notice the numbers to the right of that heart. I make out a 4 and a 6. There were no numbers on any billboards and such. Behind me were only trees.

You can read all of the visions, dreams and words, as well as see all the images and see the time frame in which they were given by clicking on Message Index.

‘Depression’s Mango’ (Yeshuah)

‘Depression’s Mango’ (Yeshuah)…But in order that sin might be recognized as sin, it produced death in me through what was good, so that through the commandment sin might become utterly sinful. We know that the law is spiritual; but I am unspiritual, sold as a slave to sin.—Romans 7:13,14

Depression's Mango (Yeshuah)

it's words you
don't want to hear
wanting to survive
with anger in your heart

the sadness draws you
pulling you deep
twisting knots
avoiding good
for the sadness
begins to feel good
it becomes familiar

let Me† take you
on a journey
walk with Me†
I†, Yeshuah†
can help you see through
this dark void

there's light
through Me†
I† can help you
find it
but you've got to be

if not
the suffering continues
you begin to use means
any means
to make you feel good

it's an illusion
it is not truth

use Me† instead
to give you strength

the strength comes
but it comes

it wages up
small little walls
none was found

it's preciseness
giving what you need
to see pass the darkness
giving you a strength
to stand alone
in all the confusion
hate and anger
jealousy and envy
that surrounds you

in this time
your strength builds
the pain has given you
lessons to teach

the sadness turns
to wisdom
little by little
you rise
from way down deep

a careful way
for you
is being paved

it is your choice
once you call upon Me†
to take the path
being laid out to you

I† will offer a cup
to you
it is a choice
to drink from the cup

don't let man fool you

there are many cups
being offered

how can you tell
from which cup to drink?

is it the one in force?

no, it is the one felt
deep in your heart
one of sorrow
the one to humble
the one which brings upon you
questioning your very self

this cup I† offer
is divine in nature
it becomes in you
the seeker of truth
your truth
that which made you
into who you are becoming

it is a solo journey
one very much needed
tears of anguish will fall
but so will anger and hate
jealousy and envy
even pride
they all fall to the ground
down the sides
of your face
they begin to fall away
as sin begins to fade

until you emerge
washed clean
by the tears shed
tears of My† hand

then you have defeated
it falls beneath your feet
no more
does sin live inside you

I† can help you do this
I† am the strength
you need
for sin to be defeated

from this fear
of diving into this sadness
to not be afraid
of what awaits you
of not being afraid
to let tears fall
strength shows its wonderful

a new self emerges
as sadness dissipates
and your rebirth
given to the Spirit†
and the Spirit† returns
to you

it isn't easy
but it isn't hard either

you must overcome pride
and face self
your God†-self
without interference
of the sinful nature

be well in your journey
many are too afraid
to take this journey
they fear the pain
to truly let in the light


Notes: The photograph David led me to is from November 9, 2019: Certainty of Visions. These below screen shots were taken from the original photograph. This day, God reveal is magic! I know you can see the man!

(October 30, 2022)—This writing was given on October 29, 2022, and after He led me to Romans 7: 7-12 through Romans 7:21-25.

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‘Consensual’ (Yeshuah)

Consensual (Yeshuah)

it is in the heart
that we know truth
down deep
what tears us apart

if it isn't said
it leaves us dead
lost in death
separate from the rest

when truth is hidden
it drives in the forbidden
brings in darkness
that leaves us in

a pull from within
filling us
a strange notion
of demotion
of anger and hate
changing the course
of our fate

the truth must be spoken
it's an honorable token
from strength given
to speak what others
deemed forbidden

the truth must be spoken

no matter the hurt
or the ill-feelings
in flirt

it is the call of Christ†
it is today
a called sacrifice
a force in heal
from forbidden's deal
bringing it into the real
unlocking the hurt sealed

the one who finds courage
to speak it
the cup has been given
it is up to them
to drink from it
‒bringing out the course
of sin

this isn't easy to do
it is a charge
put upon you
the one drinking
from the cup

animosity and blame
finds their way
out of tame
burning in rages
of flame

it is I† speaking
the one who fills the cup
the one who offers the cup
the only one who can offer

blame comes out
within fears of doubt
who has the clout
who doesn't
to call such sins out

it is written
long ago
to bring such sins out
to take them out of hiding
place them on the table
forcing a discussion
enabling a heal
of what is damaged

My† demands
have not changed

My† prophet was put
through this
for reason
not for glory
she receives no glory

she was charged with
she did
not for glory
she will receive none

faith is tested
as hearts are tested
learn the ways of the Father†
He† is simple
man makes it complicated
he endures complication
he wanders in its confusion
trying to sort through it
by himself

he can't

those whom speak for Me†
through ways and words
are condemned by man
I† have warned you
of such things

Mine† feel the pain
of others
they seek the truth
in all things

when I† charge them
to set the truth free
they do as they are told
no matter the consequence
because they know Me†
as they know the Father†

no one wants Truth†
to speak
but its Spirit† is powerful
it forces itself to the surface
by what means it deems

be careful your living
be careful your hearing
be careful your seeing

to see Truth†
through the darkness
has to be consensual
between you and
the Spirit of Truth†

if doubt plagues you
you will get parts
of the truth

the vine is charged
with the rest

be careful of the vine
parts are broken
choosing the world
instead of Truth†

anger surfaces
because your heart
knows this
and it is fighting
what the world knows
comparing it to Truth†
and wanting to trust
what is of the world
those lost in shame
those lost to sin

I† call upon Truth†
the Spirit of Truth†
who does not lie
He† lies within My† servant
He† lies within all My† servants

your conflictions
lie within your self only
the charge is
for you to battle
these conflictions
it is a consensual act
of bravery

once you have resolved
these conflictions
with self
you must stand behind
the answers you

for the Father† demands
either a yes or a no
anything in between
is of the world

the darkness that
surrounds you
is of your making
you cannot blame
anyone else
this is your place
of resurrection
you either rise or not
it is your choice
it is a given choice
for you to make

My† servants guide you
they will not force
neither will I†
nor will the Father†

Notes: The photograph David chose is from October 8, 2019: Oil Spill Warning. He actually chose the screenshot below. Oil on top of water. This is for you. You can click the link and read the explanations given yourself. It is a test of faith on your part.

the bright green object to the center

(October 1, 2022)―I didn’t expect this writing. Yeshuah is discussing what I witnessed the last couple of days. Then the Scriptures: 2 Timothy 2:14-19 through 2 Timothy 4:6-8 right after. If you actually read the writing and the Scripture, then you can feel what I felt: Pure Love.

Truth. I was brought down to the darkness beginning in 2011. It was put into my heart to write everything that went on outside my mind and inside. I didn’t know what I was doing. All I knew was this profound demand to write and if I didn’t write, I would be filled with this huge guilty feeling that made me feel even worse. I’ve written about this plenty of times, but it seems it needs to be said again.

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‘Empty Hallow Spot’ (Yeshuah)

‘Empty Hallow Spot’ (Yeshuah)…But the Scripture declares that the whole world is a prisoner of sin, so that what was promised, being given through faith in Jesus Christ, might be given to those who believe.—Galatians 3:19-22

Empty Hallow Spot (Yeshuah) 

it isn't empty
it seems empty
this waywardness
digging deep
needing the insides
to seep

come closer
you will see
the autumn
around the corner
then the winter
a mourning feat

come close 'o winter
come close all who mourn
set your sites on Me†
Yeshuah†, the one who keeps
pure hearts of righteousness

the opening vastly awaits
comfort brings
above people and things

'o solemn awakeness
seek the openings
the smallest endeavors
for anew is coming

hold forth to needing
but need the right things
comfort of sorrow
in the mince of confusion

the combining agent
just a fragment
of the lost and found

awaken 'o wonder
listen to the rain
as the waters rush
can't you hear its sound

beat, beat, beat
goes the rain
a hunger of thirst
that's never quenched
a wayward host
pretending in boast

as the prophesies lay
so does the hand of God†
a waywardness in wrath
for man's guess
a triumph in the wrong things
a nontrusting fellowship
of words He† commands

all of them
will come to pass

the iron making its way east
no time to cease
as conditions worsen
as fighting becomes less
monies falling
in the wrong hands

be patient My† dear prophet
these things must take place
in the face
of all the human race

they will know
His† mighty hand
protection will become
upmost important

currently, they are struggling
with man made
their discussion on what to fear

it is His† wrath
they should fear
but they don't
for they can't see
through the lies and deceit

they will

a combine is making its way
a child of the wrath
a golden spike
one 'you' can't hold

don't undertake His† wrath
don't think you can
He† sees the pillage
of His† seed
it abhors Him†

the truth to man
is never what truth is
man has a way
changing things to fit his need

don't waiver in faith
those who seek Me†
with all their heart
with all their soul

I† am not gone
nor am I† a folktale
or something ancient
I† am
as He† is
as you are

seek comfort in prayer
lift your burdens
through faith

changes are coming
they must come
preparation of the change
is a must
confusion is set
words will be said
maybe miracles and delusions
question all that's put
before you

truth doesn't change
God† doesn't change

awaken 'o wonder and see
preparation of the prepared
those belonging to Me†
are guides for those who 
cannot see

all the words given
they are instruction
for preparation
they are warnings
for this preparation

don't wither in your prepare
be on guard
'o watchmen of the tower
warn them
or their deaths fall 
on your heads

the ways have been told
not for your academia
but for light
for the life of those sincere
to live in the light

for the kingdom overshadows
and I† am the way

it is I†, Yeshuah†
speaking for Him†, the Father†
speaking for Myself†
with words He† gives
thus I† give to the prophet

go in peace
if you have ears, hear
these words are truth

Note:  The photograph David chose is from October 2, 2019: Wave Warning. He has me using these photographs over and over again so that some day, you will notice what God has been telling you. The elements in the photographs are intentionally used for God’s purpose, not mine. I tried to duplicate these photographs again, but can’t. They were done on purpose for you. He has sent warnings upon warnings, and what He sends those He chose comes to reality on His watch, not ours. As with all His prophets, some 500 years pass at times, sometimes even 1,000 years. My number that I constantly got was 152-54. Now it’s 150. Time is moving forward. What will happened? You’ve already witnessed a virus that is far from being over and a war that is far from being over and a financial crises that will worsen as the clock tics. And the sad part, as God warned, man is causing these events to come by his poor choices. God’s love is unconditional and He gives us all, every single person on Earth the freedom of choice, free will. And those choices cross over each other setting up a collision course that we will not be able to stop. God will allow the collide for we chose it. So, the self is important. Get your self right with God. Do good deeds. Do a LOT of good deeds to offset all the bad marks already on your heart. It is a choice made strictly by you.

(June 19, 2022)―He led me to Galatians 3:19-22 through Galatians  4:21-5:1.

If you belong to Christ, then you are Abraham’s seed, and heirs according to the promise.Galatians 3:23-29. The ‘if’ factor. If you are true, then you have the faith. What exactly is the faith? The Holy Spirit. The Holy Spirit is truth. He knows who is true. You can appear to be a righteous person on the outside, but inside you are manipulative and deceiving…the Holy Spirit knows and bypasses you.

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‘His Softness’

That which gives you inspiration to go on!

A sample from Book 12

 His Softness
(Sweet Man)
there's moments
I want to cry
in this aging bit of life
‒not understanding
what to fight
he comes into my sight
deep in my thoughts
I get lost...caught
then he kneels before me
‒my world gets lost
in his sea
cradling me in his arms
all that fight...gone
aren't you tired of this yet
his question without hiss
we both knowing
we keep rocking a boat
that just needs
to float
my response in insist
over and over...rowing
this knotting rope
without losing
gentle's hope
feeling it all melt away
with soft words‒
he has to say
as he pulls me
in his sway
I want this‒
not just for today
but every day, in every way
I know the truth‒
when I look into his face
love...in every line
to trace
as his black hair
fades to gray
by his side
I feel everything safe
when he leaves the room
behind...closes the door
I'm left with my thoughts
shifting deep
in my core
yes, I'm tired of this
love is far more perfect
surrounded by his softness
then sitting in a room
lost in miss
his love
trying to forget
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Surviving the Knife of Those Who Betray You!

A sample from Book 12

(April 21, 2018)—That knife becomes weaker when we gain the support of others, when we start to see the true meaning behind our life. That knife doesn’t come out that easy especially when you see everyone’s true disclosure.

There’s so much to say, then there’s nothing to say. I have this much on my mind: If they don’t want to see you, it doesn’t matter what you say or do, they won’t see you.

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‘Do Your Thing’

When they’re paving the way for another ‘thing’!

A sample from Book 12

  'Do Your Thing'
standing still, so rigid
memories return, so rapid  
do your thing
words that seem splendid
once before, becoming frigid
leaving me in stupid
words that shouldn't‒
but still stick
like a repeated lick
too afraid to admit‒
concentrating on self's wick
leaves doors open for the slick
that's just not it
it's that aged-old skit
played out...without a script
distance begins the slit
less hugging, more anger
words constantly in twist
‒making the mind constantly flip
there should not be panic
when felt before
this tactic
flip, flip, flip
skippy, skip, skip
the past's certain mimic
leaves only you in chaotic
breaking your spirit
turning to God for guidance
less comes the kisses
every ounce of erotic
disappears in a lick
‒the body is just an it
you become invalid!
time with you, the omit
things get drastic
leaving pure conflict
and you are the reason for it
how to be so quiet
when affection‒
you can't even solicit
pushed away...again and again
leaving you frigid
a body drowning
in an unhealthy orbit
taking you're the reason
for it
you're not pretty enough
you're too fat, too sad
when...in truth's logic
their argument, distance‒
all part of the already written
‒no need
to repeat it!
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‘Depths of Heart’

Mind your heart or others will not!

A sample from Book 11

 Depths of Heart
protecting self‒
not letting any other
put it on a shelf
seems to be utmost important
‒above anything else
for in self
happiness lies
rises high
above health
any amount of wealth
‒pulling the heart
out of hell
out of the darkest well
for in truth heart dwells
untied from man's inhuman belt
released from whatever shelf
man tries to impel
keeping the heart from melt
‒happiness locked in a cell
get out, get out
see yourself‒
way deep inside
where happiness compels
in heart
where it truly swells
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Anxiety created from the fight against codependency!

A sample from Book 11

she waits‒
closes her eyes
breathes deep
‒her face tingles
her heart races
her palms sweat‒
a heat under her skin
rises...coming quick
shh...she repeats to herself
each sound
each speck of light

builds the burning

she fights
shh...again and again
don't do it...not again
she begs repeatedly
settle down, please
begging, begging

the exploding need

building, building
forcing her mouth closed
forcing her body steal
‒as tears stream down her face
begging, begging
can't you see...anyone
can't you see

I'm trying, trying...
my grip is slipping...

as she loses control‒
her mouth yells
or her tears fall
‒no matter who's around
down, down, down
she falls
back to a child‒
innocent, broken
just for a while
'til she regains
to go
one more round
in life's paradigm
where between herself
and herself
she fights
hoping, hoping
the next time‒
she'll steady the line
‒that too often...
breaks her holding-together vine
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Racism, hate: Evil’s best friends. Don’t let it consume you!

A sample from Book 11

liars seek truth‒
falsifying a life
without any light
manipulation...their due
cutting it on cue
‒without noticing
the coming dues
their belief‒
trying to convince you
all they do
true, true, true
backing them‒
there are few
their spots change
sending you to the loo
oh! what to do?
‒without cursing them, too
truth is truth
no half truths
‒it's either all true
or just makings
of a waterloo
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