‘Feeble Minds’ (Yeshuah)

Feeble Minds (Yeshuah)

I† gave you what you needed
He† gave who you needed
'you'―I† should say 'they'
for 'you' are the aftermath
of 'them'
those who saw Me†
those who came after the promise
those who were given prophecy
those who were taught
what to look for

all of those were given instruction
from the time of moses
they were given procedures
to follow
tasks to perform
repetition―things done over and over
in the same way
not for a few years
not decades
but for hundreds of years
passed down generation to generation
laws to follow
tasks done
all demanded from a people
by God† Himself†


He† did this for reason
the Father† does nothing
without purpose

these laws set the precedence
for all laws set on earth
throughout all nations

some shifted through them
and only used what
they deemed fit

but through moses
God† gave the laws
that were of nature-descendant
meaning to fight off disease
these specific laws
were not presented on earth
before moses

dirt and filth was rampant
sacrifice of people
torture of people
sex with anything
from animal to woman
to man to child
was an every day occurrence


the human being was released
through the first
without guidance
except for a small number

it was for reason

for man to evolve
to develop as God† saw fit
under His† guidance

to allow such atrocities
may seem cruel to you today
but the planter has to perfect
until perfect  is conquered
many crops have to be planted
many chores have to take place
the soil has to go through
many stages
before it is adequate to even
plant in
the sunlight, the seasons
all forms of weather
have to reach perfection
before one seed is planted
‒this takes a long time

then the next part
the perfection of fertilizer
this takes time
as well as establishing
weeders to tend to the gardens
planned

once these are all perfected
then the gardens are tackled
many different kinds
for many different environments

this perfection takes much time

the Gardener† has to see
how everything He's† already perfected
affects
what He† plants and where

there were many trails to go through

all of this took a long time
once the gardens were 
planted
they were left alone to grow

when they became established
the harvest began
but a special kind of harvest

the Father† gave
as the Gardener†, He† gave
freely
He† let them all roam
and grow on their own
to see what the seeds
were capable of

once all the data was in
to use your terms
a decision had to be made

God†, their Father†, wanted them
to rely on Him†
He† saw their struggles
and even though He† wanted to
intercede
He† held out
until their need of a Father†
grew too strong
and He† couldn't wait
anymore

He† plucked a weak plant
a struggling one
He† had to teach the rest
all about Him†

He† knew the harvest would
take years
and the weeding significant
and the proper course
would take time

a chosen crop
to intercede
and teach His† ways
thus His† laws were given

the Gardener† knew 
He† had perfected His† seeds
and as the crops grew
too many were dying
He† needed to establish order
hence moses

the Gardener† also knew
that to establish order
throughout the entire
catalog of gardens
so they would stop dying
He† would have to start slow

He† knew the struggles
and He† didn't want to choke
them with too much
fertilizer or weeding
at any given time
for He† knew their weakness

He† took His† time
fertilizing and weeding
plucking and stemming
until His† rule of law
was firmly established

this took hundreds of years
because to build such a
large crop
such a large diversity of
gardens
time and patience
was required


He† did all of this
with one chosen seed
once He† had enough fertilizer
and perfected
well enough
to pollinate other seeds
He† set them free
for hundreds of years
until so many seeds
were pollinated
that the weeds began
to take up too much space

the overcrowding
began smothering His† perfection
until it loss the perfection

in came the time
for a new harvest
a broader pollinated seed
opening up the gardens
all the crops
to the Gardener's† laws

but the Gardener† knew
that it took His† first chosen garden
hundreds of years
that these new crops
had to pollinate a little faster

the Harvester† chosen
was righteous and well seeded
strong and firm

this Harvester† opened up the door
so that even weeds
had a chance to live

the abundance of crops spread
a great number
and each time it reaches
a 'great' number
chaos commences
where the weeds refuse
to get along
and the Father† has to sort
the Father† has to decrease
the weeds

during these weedings
all has to suffer
for the Father's† power
is too grand
and at the same time
a sorting takes place
a ransom is paid

without understanding of this
simple nature of the Father†
how can you understand Me†
His† Son†

I† continue to instruct
I† continue to point out
lessons already taught
the Father†, Himself†, instructs
for He† says this generation
is too feeble to grasp His† nature

you understand
but you can't apply

by this I† mean
you can write scripts
make films and write books
and mostly get it right
but you can't apply
what you write about

you can attend a church meeting
sing and praise
but then after these meetings
you resort back to sin

why?

is it too hard to live what
you sing and praise?

I†, the Son† Yeshuah†
gave you a simple explanation
of how it got to be
today, your now

after a period of time
a harvest has to take place
a weeding out

but this weeding is a bit
different

as I† have instructed
too much exist
in all your 'genius'
too many things are built
that are not needed
instead of using what you
already have
you set the old aside
and continue with new

the 'new' thing
is quite a thing to watch
and upsetting
in doing this constant 'new'
the earth, the soil
has been contaminated
made unclean
too much of this soil
is unclean

it was already decided
it was already planned
God† already foreseen
what this generation 
would do

all that is written
through the prophet of words
are instruction
in order to prepare
and prophecy of what will happen

all of these words
are not wasted
although many will ignore them
all for reason

feebleness is hard to overcome
traditions are stronger than
ever
lies are deemed truth
truth is deemed lies

I† have given
the Father† has given

I† am not the Father†
and the Father† is not Me†
but I† am in the Father†
and the Father† is in Me†

prepare the perishable
before it becomes imperishable
and your choice
becomes My† choice

§’My prayer is not for them alone. I pray also for those who will believe in Me through their message, that all of them may be one, Father, just as You are in Me and I am in You. May they also be in us so that the world may believe that You have sent Me. I have given them the glory that You gave Me, that they may be one as We are one: I in them and You in Me. May they be brought to complete unity to let the world know that You sent Me and have loved them even as You have loved Me. Father, I want those You have given Me to be with Me where I am, and to see My glory, the glory You have given Me because You loved Me before the creation of the world. Righteous Father, though the world does not know You, I know You, and they know that You have sent Me. I have made You known to them, and will continue to make You known in order that the love You have for Me may be in them and that I Myself may be in them.’—John 17:20-26

(May 22, 2023)—‘Feeble Minds’ was given yesterday. October 4, 2021: ‘I† Am Here‘ (God). That’s what is on my mind. God said to me this day, ‘Teach them what I show you about time—all the times in history at the beginning—show them. How long it took to prepare for sacrifices, all the steps; putting up, taking down tents; preparing the food—all took time, helping each other, time ‘do’.’ He explained other things to me, but I didn’t write them. I don’t know if I was scared to say such things to a public that is so overwhelmed by tradition and false shepherds and false prophets, that to hear such things from a woman would be too hard and completely ignored.

To be honest, after I reread the work and the notes I took down back in 2021, I felt a bit shameful because I feared the public, instead of trusting in God. I went over these fears in my mind, which, of course, I already have been taught that He hears everything, He knows everything, even before we can actually think it. My inability to discuss these things back in 2021 was expected. It was put off for today, so that Yeshuah, Himself, could explain it better than I, a mere woman.

There are other things that were told to me this day back in 2021, and they are set aside for a future date.

There are hundreds, and hundreds, of writings given to me since 2019. They are not popular. And some unbelievable, even to me, but they are still given by the Most Holy and I can’t deny hearing them. I know that God uses all avenues to get those He needs to hear, to hear. Even the things He deems as foolish and those things He has set aside for destruction. That may seem hard to understand, but if you know God and His ways, then you shouldn’t question that. It is true.

I can accept the accusation of being feeble at times in my life. I know I was. But God strengthened me both mind and Spirit so much that I don’t feel a bit of shame writing these for Him and giving them to you. I feel scared sometimes and that is something I have to deal with personally. In Ostracism’s Clone, I talk about doing for God and what the society, all over the Earth, is doing and what will come. God wanted me to write from my heart what He has been teaching me. It hasn’t been read yet by the public. Maybe, it’s over many’s heads. Maybe, it seems too farfetched to even conceive. I don’t know.

What I do know is that since ‘High Course’ and the works that follow, all of them, including the three that I had to write from my heart, is spelling out direct sins that has angered God. These are on top of the five sins He’s already called the nations out on. These works are also prophecy of what is coming. He said darkness is coming. I believe every word He says about this. Ever since the visions of 2019, things have been changing at a rapid course. You can deny this, but it is fact. Now, God seems to be getting even more serious in the writings. He’s getting more direct. And if you can’t see this, you are indeed blind.

Why now? Why a woman? God and Yeshuah have explained this all in the writings. They have put me directly in the writings, which I cringe at times writing them, hearing them, but He’s shown me how they have done this before to the prophets called by God. They also have revealed to me, or rather taught me, how man has taken it upon himself to deem who is a saint and who is a prophet. I read one site that had an actual list of qualifications that a person had to have to be deemed, by man, a prophet. One of those qualifications was the person had to be without sin! No one on the planet is without sin. Yeshuah points out to me Paul and all the apostles that He personally called and tells me to stand tall, that I am His prophet. Not a disciple which most false prophets actually are, and not an apostle which most spreaders of the Word are, but an actual prophet. I’m not saying this to spread ego or pride. I can’t do that, even if I try…He’ll have me crying for days…until He breaks the ego and pride down to nothing. I’m saying this because from the beginning, He’s wanted me to explain Him, God, and how He works.

At first, I was embarrassed. Not anymore. At first, I was worried because when I revealed what was shown to me to my family, they who are church going people, shunned me and called me names. I’m still shunned to this day, although they tell others it’s not true. Truth, my phone does not ring and they all have my number. My children are the only ones who call and you will never see them support what I do for God and Yeshuah on social media. There’s only two people who are actually not afraid to do that. I know God sees them and He knows their hearts are true.

The words I’m sent, and there are a LOT of them, are true. I will not force them on you. I will just present them, write what God puts into my heart as the commentaries and some poems are. I will plant the seeds He’s given to me.

I pray that those who have turned their backs on me because they can’t fathom God even speaking like this, even Yeshuah, that they see truth soon and understand that God is speaking to me, that Yeshuah is speaking to me and I have no choice but to pass them to you. I pray you see them in time.

I love God with all my heart and all my soul and I do what He says. I love Yeshuah the same, and David. I would love for you to love them as well, but they will not force themselves on you. You have to be willing with a sincere heart.

This is one of my biggest fears: That given all the evidence that I am God and Yeshuah’s prophet, a true prophet, washed clean by both of them, and I am writing their words as the warnings given, as the instructions given, as the prophesy given, and you ignore them. Then comes your final day and the Judge comes to collect you and you stand before Him and He ask you why you didn’t listen to the words that were sent to His prophet of words? He’s going to question your faith. He’s going to question your heart. He’s going to ask you why did you adhere to tradition like the Jews do and not trust that He is the Son of God? He’s going to say to you that since you don’t know Him, the Son, you don’t know God, the Father. Then you’ll be sent back to do it all again with no knowledge of Him on your heart. Yeah, that’s what I fear.

Call me all the names you want, ignore me as a person, judge me…all that I know as in humans on Earth, have already placed judgment on me…I know what I saw, I know what I’ve heard and felt. The promise made to me is still solid and it will be. All that God and Yeshuah has sent will be. And I’m pleading here, pleading, that you wake up and see truth before it is too late.

P.S. As you read ‘Feeble Minds’, notice where we have headed back to; hence, the need for cleanse.

The screenshot chosen by David is from October 7, 2019: Faces. In these particular photos, he specifically pointed out the faces. I cringed putting these photos up, all of those of my face, but he insisted. The faces do not just show up in these photographs. After he revealed them to me, it was easier to see them. The saying that God has eyes everywhere is true. And He wants us to know just how true this is. That no matter what we do, He is watching. He knows. No matter how much you deny this very fact. My job, as His servant, is to teach you, as if I’m a child and I’m talking to children, these things about Him.

You can easily go to a minister or priest or paster and learn. But they choose hard words, hard explanations. I’m not called to do that. I’m called to reveal from a child’s point of view these things to children who are not familiar with Him or who want to learn more than sitting in a man-made church. You must understand that God is all good and all the bad things that happen as well, and you must understand the God process, and why it is.

I write what He tells me to write. And all this writing is bunched in between all the books and Internet writings, between all the social media videos and preaching. This writing…all of it…is not lost and can never be lost. He is only revealing these to those who will help the remnant who will survive what is coming. So, if you are reading these, all of them, then it is because He has sent you. And those He is sending is very few for a reason. God be with you and what you do with these writings.

You can read all of the visions, dreams and words, as well as see all the images and see the time frame in which they were given by clicking on Message Index.