‘Trapped Under’

‘Trapped Under’…I can’t force this knowledge on you. I can only share what is given to me. And I do it willingly. I was reluctant to share these today. And both of Them gave me time to think about it. Just like in the Crucifixion Vision, Yeshuah made me take the time to think about my decision before answering Him. This is Yeshuah’s nature. He wants you to think about it, consider all the options….’

Trapped Under 

I'm like a grain of sand
free but trapped
‒in the unexplained

although they think
they understand:
‒I'm here
to entertain
lost in vain
without talent or brain
just beauty engrained
‒by my own understanding

that is on the one hand

on the other

I am woman
without bonds or chain
I am God's† flame
what man cannot understand

a gift
from his side

I whine and complain
I am sane and insane
I am calm
then I am a hurricane

I obtain then ordain
keeping man out of profane
making him feel like superman
‒nothing off hand
there's always a plan
never feeling ashamed
or the need to blame

until man tries to contain
then out comes the flame
‒the warrior stuck in vain
pops out
from under the strain

then I am like pan
free-flying without understand
‒with conspiracies and adolescence
I follow the band
seeking comfort
where ever I stand

I shift―blend
where ever I can
going against the grain
because God† says I can

anything and everything
to maintain‒
keep from falling
into man's need
for me to be insane

but I recover‒
take my feet
plant them firmly
on the sand
become one with the sand
―blend again
but a different grain‒
a moved
an unmoved
a changed
an unchanged
―no longer stained
or strained or plain
but sustained

no longer trusting in man
but, instead, in God's† reign
because He† made me woman
the tempter of man
the gift‒

not for entertain
but to see if he will entertain
not for a rapist's hand
but to see if he will rape
not for an abuser's campaign
but to see if he will abuse
not for a cheater's maim
but to see if he will cheat

I am not evil's strand
but used by the Big Man†
to see if man will fall
in the strain
‒of what God† put me here
to do

do you not understand

I am woman
I bear the children of the world
I bear you…man
and I am set a part
to test your very heart
by putting you in strain
‒see your every vein

no, there's nothing about me
that's evil
but to see
what evil lies deep inside
of man

for God† made me woman
the giver of life
and the taker of life

how you see me
is how God† will see you

I hope you understand
‒what ever dressing 
puts me in‒
I become the strand
that tests every man

see me as God† intended‒
the gift‒
or lose your life
in your contention

(September 6, 2023)―The following works: Trapped Under’, The Riches of Lowliness’, Humble’s Renaissance’, The Ant’s Surface’, Lesson’s Given’,To Be Known’, The Showth of God† and ‘a Ways from Danger’ were written between August 27 and September 3, 2023 preceding Yeshuah’s Step Found’ which was given September 5, 2023.

Just because I travel to see my grandchildren doesn’t mean the lessons and writings stop. They don’t. During this period, it was lessons on Wisdom. He not only told me, but He reveal them to me through seeing others and their actions.

Life is a continuing walk through lessons and each lesson builds on the others. This I’ve come to known as a certainty.

No, I’m not the only one who is awakened to this. Again, I’ll say that there are many getting these lessons, many are speaking them, many are not. Many are ignoring them. The worse lesson to even wish for is that of money. Too many are using this grace to build wealth, buy things. This is not the way of the cross, not the way of Yeshuah. Many churches of the man-made sort don’t teach this because they want the wealth and/or have it as well and they refuse to give it away. But God and Yeshuah are demanding that they do.

I keep seeing post about God and Yeshuah (Jesus) and the confusion is very much still out there. Jesus had God in Him. God is Spirit. You have God in you as well. Of course, not like Jesus for Jesus was His chosen Son who came to do His will, to reveal the truth about God. Very few listened. Those who did, gained access into the Kingdom.

God, in all His own self, is very much separate from Yeshuah. We are all God in the flesh. Maybe, it’s because you don’t process the power Yeshuah had that convinces you that you are not God in the flesh. And this is sad. Yeshuah was born into man to do what God’s will was for Him, and because Yeshuah did it without complaint, but with total trust and love, God made Him ahead of you…every person on Earth.

I know they are separate, and together, because I hear each separately. Why don’t you know this?

I can’t force this knowledge on you. I can only share what is given to me. And I do it willingly. I was reluctant to share these today. And both of Them gave me time to think about it. Just like in the Crucifixion Vision, Yeshuah made me take the time to think about my decision before answering Him. This is Yeshuah’s nature. He wants you to think about it, consider all the options.

It didn’t take me long to consider my answer. What was the question: Well, there was not one really. It was more implied: Follow Me. For me, Yeshuah was standing right in front of me.  And before that He put me inside of His body as they nailed Him to the cross. This didn’t come out of nowhere’s. Go back to all that took place in 2019 before this vision. This was God’s Son! There was no way I was going to say no! Never! I had already experienced many things before this. Years of it.

You may not have a chance at experiencing these things that I have, but He’s still posing the question to you. Are you willing to follow Him with all your heart and all your soul? Are you baptized with water? Are you willing to do what is necessary to receive the baptism of the Spirit?

Do you know no man can baptize you in the Spirit? It is a walk with God and Yeshuah alone. And, trust me, when it happens, you will know. This is when Wisdom starts to show Herself fully. And that has been the lessons I’ve been led through since August 27th. There have been many lessons on Wisdom and many words given on Wisdom before this time, but this time, I was shown…I saw with my eyes…what He was teaching me. I thought they…the writings…were just for me. Nope. He said to give them to you.

I had no idea that Yeshuah would come and give me a piece directly on Wisdom. He did.

I can’t make you sit and start from 2019 and read all the writings that are on this website. I can’t force you. But I can testify that they are ALL from God and Yeshuah, even the ones I was guided to write from my heart, myself. Every word is given from God. Every word! It’s how you use them that becomes the test.

I often wondered about all the words I have shared. I wondered because, at the time, I was veiled and going through my own tests and being taught and being humbled. It was really rough. I questioned ALL the words I wrote, ALL the words I said. Then…always a then or but…God revealed the process of Him. And we all must travel down this particular road.

The Process of God. This is where judgment comes in. God uses all of us to tests all of us. And those scars go on our hearts a lot during someone’s trail. I know that everyone I loved except for my daughter had failed me. Then she went into her test and failed me as well. I was disappointed, questioning my own self: What type of person am I that all of them…ALL of them…betrayed me, put conditions on me, refuse to acknowledge me because I wasn’t being who they wanted me to be!

Then I learned that it wasn’t me! I didn’t put the words in their mouths to betray, to gossip, to criticize, to lie, to manipulate, to abuse. I remained myself as much as possible. I bargained, I denied, I was angry, I was hurt, I was depressed and I was physically in pain. And I held on. I waited…a lot of times impatiently, but I waited. And God showed me the way.

Wisdom. As Yeshuah and God both say, She will break your heart. To see the truth, to understand the truth and see God’s mysteries is mouth dropping. And once you see this, you understand when they preached in the Bible that you first have to fear the Lord…God before your faith is real. I know what that means!

If you go around saying that people shouldn’t fear the Lord, the Almighty God, the Father of us all, then you have a LOT of learning to do. You are still very much immature when it comes to knowing God.

My advice to you: Fear God!

As I wrote in 2020: I contended with God because of a promise He made me. He not only told me this promise, He showed me, DIVINELY, in several ways including dreams and visions. I contended. I did NOT want any part of it. So He locked my hips for a year. He unlocked them when my contention turned to acceptance and I understood what I had to do. Therapy for another year. I’m still fighting the weight, but only for my health this time. I don’t care what anyone thinks. God has me. He put me through the wringer to get me to do what He wanted! And He always gets what He wants.

Fear the Lord!

He can change what you see, what you hear, what others say to you, what you say to others. He can change the whole setting in which you are familiar. He can bring you down to nothing! He can have all your kin, all your friends turn on you and leave you alone and broken. He can…do anything He wants. ALL to get your attention! ALL to humble your butt.

Take it from me: The Book of Job…I’ve lived it. Many have…and many STILL do NOT see!

To deny God or Yeshuah…is insane!

Wisdom is KNOWING to FEAR HIM who created you!

And to know WHY He created you! To know WHY He does the things that He does. This is Wisdom…I assure you…She will make you cry.

A screenshot was chosen for this piece, taken from a photograph from October 23, 2019: The Dragan and the All-Seeing Eye. The number on this photograph is 10.23.2019.09.13.33…that should tell you a lot…three 3s!

Author: k. e. leger

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