Suffice’s Triage’ (God)

‘Suffice’s Triage’ (God)…’The gracious hand of our God is on everyone who looks to Him, but His great anger is against all who forsake Him.’ So we fasted and petitioned our God about this, and He answered our prayer.—Ezra 8:21-23

Suffice's Triage (God)

did you hear
what My† Son† had to say
are you listening
to your teacher
the teacher of all
the judge of all

have you understood
why He† is teaching
why He† is instructing

I† called upon a woman
for a reason
several reasons
she, woman, is not regarded
in high esteem
in most of the nations
and she can give to man
what man cannot give to man

in all your nations
who look low on woman
you do not belong to Me†

unless you put your pride down
and esteem woman
you will not enter 
My† kingdom

I† gave woman to man
so He† wouldn't be alone
I† charged through My† Son†
that she is to walk
by his side

she is not to be pillaged
or put beneath man
she is not equal to man
she is to walk by his side

each, man and woman
are charged with different roles
man is father
woman is mother

man is not the father of woman
but of child
and he is to father
as I† father

rage and hate
pride and selfishness
have no place
in the father
or the mother

these acts are of the world
abuse of any kind
is of the world
and you are charged
with overcoming
not heeding to

I† am the Lord†
of all
man and woman
side by side
anything less
is of the world
and not My† own
but what I† discarded
to the world

seek comfort in knowing
My† prophet is not the first
woman
and will not be the last
but because she is woman
those worldly whims
of man
will not listen to her
as I† already knew
for I† see all

another step
another choice
in the wrong direction
since the calling
of this prophet

the warnings were given

to ignore the words
of My† mouth
is to bring disaster
upon yourselves
as I† knew you would

don't mimic My† prophet
she does what is instructed

mimic the words written
they are to help
your sorrowful hearts
they are to help you see
through the darkness

Notes: The photograph David led me to is from October 23, 2019: The Dragon and the All-Seeing Eye.

(December 7, 2022)―‘Suffice’s Triage’ was given December 1, 2022. After He led me to the prophet Ezra.

Continue reading “‘Suffice’s Triage’ (God)”

‘Sole Difference’ (Yeshuah)

‘Sole Difference’ (Yeshuah)…I want to remind you of the gospel I preached to you, which you received and on which you have taken your stand. By this gospel you are saved, if you hold firmly to the word I preached to you. Otherwise, you have believed in vain. For what I received I passed on to you as of first importance: that Christ died for our sins according to the Scriptures, that He was buried, that He was raised on the third day according to the Scriptures, and that He appeared to Peter, and then to the Twelve….―1 Corinthians 15

Sole Difference (Yeshuah)

healing takes priority
over all things
it's invasive and pure
unending but ending
satisfying but grievest
it is necessary

the tempter of the heart
weighs heavy
that which hurts us

it is fightable

endurance and perseverance
grows a heart in strength

a time in healing
takes time

a courageous fight
for purity

it matters

I†, Yeshuah†, knows
what you need
to endure

seek Me† and I† will help you
don't let the enemy
sink into your heart
all the enemy does
is against itself
not you
you who must endure

the wrath is spreading
it must first conquer
its own self
before it comes out
of its security

it is meant to be

those in denial of Me†
will be the first
they will give it strength

it hides among itself
for shame embeds
in its very make

but as its strength grows
its boldness will also grow

the punisher only prevails
a short time

in this wrath
as in all wraths released
it uses the weaker
to strengthen itself

it will take the weaker
to defeat it

hone in on your strength
that which lives in you
the master

I† am He†

without Me†, there is not defeat
only pillage and strife

bow to Me†
and I'll† give you strength
from within

the discipline at hand
the punisher released
is known
for it is written

fear the Lord Almighty†
man cannot conquer
what He† bestows
only He† can stop
what He† deployed

seek Him† first
then seek Me†, the Son†
don't let terrors rule you
it is matters of the world

a kingdom awaits
righteousness will prevail

death is not the answer

the body withers
but the soul lives
if your strength in righteousness
prevails

in matters of woman
she will prevail
for man lost his strength

the destruction of woman
will not be
for she will rise
to take her position
against those trying
to destroy her

blessed is My† mother
blessed is her holy name
seek her
all you women of the world
turn to her
the most holy of women
seek comfort in her spirit
for she has come
to weather the storm
with you

all those who ravage
the gift to man
will be destroyed
for all eternity

they are of the world, dear prophet
they will try to conceal you
I† will not let them
for the power of God†
is stronger than that of man

seek comfort in I†
women of the world
do not cover the veil given
let the veil flow
shriek from evil
in the name of the one
God† has given

I†, Yeshuah†, can save you

evil has no place
it is in the lost
but you are found
in My† name

rise up 'o gift to man
take your place
at the table of man
but don't give in
to man's lustful desire

let man decide
on his own accord
the road he wishes to take

evil sinks man's heart
and gives rise
to the woman's strength

[He stopped and led me to
1 Cor 14:33b-36: As in all the congregations of the saints, women should remain silent in the churches. They are not allowed to speak, but must be in submission, as the Law says. If they want to inquire about something, they should ask their own husbands at home; for it is disgraceful for a woman to speak in the church. Did the word of God originate with you? Or are you the only people it has reached?]

of this
words have fallen away
the gift has been disgraced
but she has risen
in the eyes of the Father†

rise up 'o mothers of the world
a new generation is coming

leaders are bound up
fallen in disgrace

'o humble is he
who listens

as I† came into the world
to lesson the burdens
so shall others
come into the world

for change is in range

hasten 'o change
evil stands at the door
bent on destroying
the plans of God†

take heed 'o evil one
His† plans overrule
what's left of your destruction
will be the remnants of man
of righteousness

the gift will speak
she shall be heard
and you will fall to her side

rise up 'o woman of God†
and speak
for the old has fallen away
and yet they still demand
what is old

Notes: The photograph David chose is from October 23, 2019: The Dragon and the All-Seeing Eye. The seven churches.

(October 9, 2022)―‘Sole Difference’ was given October 7, 2022, the same day ‘Sedimentary Stability’ was given. For this piece, He led me to 1 Corinthians 15.

Continue reading “‘Sole Difference’ (Yeshuah)”

‘Grace in Age’

Competing with that young you when you get older is the worse thing you can do. Men…those not healed…that’s all they see. They don’t know the truth…at ALL!

Note: The photograph of myself taken in November is just to remind you that women in the 50s are not dead. Men make us seem that way because those of us with brains don’t stand by and accept the sins of men. Men, who aren’t of the Lord, don’t like that very much. They too much like their sins. I often told myself in the past that I wasn’t going to be single in my golden years, but, in the back of my mind, I knew I would be. A lot of the world’s men want a woman to be quiet and accept. Sorry, that’s not what God wants of me. I’m told I’m still young and that my day is coming. I trust. I still have faith that God is going to reveal to me what true love looks like. When He does, I’m going to boast in ways you never knew possible. At 50 years old, soon to be 51, when you see that boast, you’ll know God sent me a man who sees my heart and not a piece of ass. That there…that’s real!

Grace in Age
 
tightness of skin...loosens
as hands travel along...adding flavor
character...cleverness in soften
 
lines gather around eyes
tiny moments around lips
a woman's saddened endeavor
as makeup creeps in deep
it becomes a hopeless feat
bringing about smiles in laughing

'why go so hard to try?
this heart is better to see
than color-painted eyes'

 
a body struggling in thin
for a man's touch
a sexual needing rush
'why bother'...she laughs in sigh
boys will boys–
always seeking youthful toys
always wanting to see
something delightful, pretty
instead of looking in deep
where truth, real, maturity
really does seep
 
age comes in...no where to hide
accept all those lines
even if alone you lie
–a toy you'd rather not
a woman in truth...instead of deny
a better way to live your life
 
a gentleman will someday see
your aged look...enough...pretty
enough...sitting, talking with maturity
than a toying sexuality
 
those who left you behind
them, too...gain those lines
lost in a memory's time
of what 'use to be mine'

(December 12, 2019)—Growing old together. That’s what it is meant by a two. Seems so much has been forgotten by so many folks. A woman shouldn’t have to worry about being alone in her golden years, but man seems to have forgotten the most about what it means to be a two. Man has forgotten who God is.

Why is this? What happened to faith? ‘Grace in Age’…it shouldn’t be hard. Trust and forgiveness should be the solid foundation with Jesus and God at the head. I’m so tired sometimes of writing the same thing over and over again. I shouldn’t have to. But reading the Book of Isaiah tells me we haven’t much changed. The only way to get to God’s idea of utopia is to understand His process. Maybe, just maybe, more folks then will understand that growing old together is a joy and should be delighted in.

All you men who look at women as pieces of meat to be devoured then tossed aside, you aren’t going to fair very well when your body sleeps. I heard somewhere that it takes a good woman to get a man into heaven. I wonder: Who determines what a good woman is? In all that I’ve experienced, men see a good woman as one who makes him feel good about himself. Wrong! In so many ways. A good woman is the one who challenges your demons and makes you look at the man in the mirror. Maybe when you finally realize this, you’ll stop running from woman to woman, or stop seeking a woman, of any color, to take care of you.

The maturity part…that is what a good woman is looking for. You, who are more worried about your life, talking about your imagined childhood, talking about your imagined successes…that’s not what a good woman is looking for. She’s looking for a man who loves her just the way she is. When she gets that, she wants…wants…to be a better person because he’s shown her that he wants to be a better person for her. Love is hard. Didn’t you get the memo? And God wants us to love…oh, that Jesus love is sweet…but word to the wise, that Jesus love is hard love…that which makes you look at self in ways you never dreamed. And that good woman…Jesus sent her!

‘Spaces to Stay’

Believing in love is hard after being let down. Sometimes, we just have to throw our hands up and trust in God’s plan. Those who don’t see God’s plan: they just keep going round and round. Trust in that Jesus Love. He’ll come through when He knows we are ready.

 Spaces to Stay
 
I wanted to think
you cared
I wanted to believe
I was more than a barbie doll
to stare
I wanted to be in arms
somewhere...anywhere
just to feel accepted
–not just in skin...bare
 
I was wrong
 
a constant staring in air
playing dress up–
fixing my hair
without a soul to care
 
just once...wanting to be
more than just a dare
to not dawn sex to wear
–just being there
believing...I'm finally
free of the tear
leaving behind
every frightful scare
that I'd be left
for another in bare
 
I was wrong
 
the weakest link–
everywhere
the spear always wanting
to be somewhere
–in a different anywhere
 
in blank spaces I stare
voiding empty glares
all those running
to somewhere
spreading themselves
anywhere
–getting no wheres

‘What Says You’

I am woman and my faith is my Choice!

 What Says You
 
defiance in its true nature
reaches those too immature
to know the difference
‒a veiled struggling creature
avoiding words of the one
true teacher
 
over two thousand years ago
blood fell on hands‒
those in the know
as they began to sow
deceptions made
of silver and gold
dawning black hats and robes
ignoring what Jesus† came to show
choices of ignorance
they choose
‒God† released His† grasp
His† hold
 
time slips in its venture
here and there...new adventures
‒words remain
from the one and only teacher
He† will come
without another lecture
He† will come
in storms of weather
they'll be no guessing‒
go on being the hater, the abuser
you won't have to wonder
when it's time‒
you won't deny
the presence of the creator
 
so go on...go!
be the reason
for destruction...hold
be thoughtless and bold
He's† coming!
He's† coming
absent silver and gold
He's† coming to decide‒
who stays, who goes
who rises, who He† shall behold
 
152...a good number to consider
ignore...it doesn't matter
He's† never been the taker
‒a constant in giver
lessons, tests‒
giving all chances in reconsider
now His† patience is on the damper
time is over...in chatter
get on your knees‒
be the prayer
change your heart
to the honest giver
repent in matters of sinner
‒time in choose
is now on the ledger‒
no turning back‒
He's†  becoming the taker!
Continue reading “‘What Says You’”

‘Channel’

Don’t change your independent self because of another person.

 Channel
 
a bird flies when its free
it stagnates
in captivity
its colors blossom
in variety
fading in ambiguity
‒plucking them out
in atrocity
 
in nature...the act in free
all the same
in its facility
a trapping technicality
‒being free has its complexity
 
as a woman
in her diplomacy
giving true
to her effeminacy
when treated
with significancy
 
when she's satisfied
in her sexuality
she falls into compliancy
even in another's complacency
giving up her self-sufficiency
even her style in flossy
being, at first
blissful in buoyancy
 
as it goes...comes the decadency
becoming aware
of the deficiency
–a broken down fallacy
as she meets each exigency
 
outward...comes her adamancy
as gone goes her sexy
–an inward building pudency
her usual controlled diplomacy
loses its bearing
to rampancy
 
as goes the controlling austerity
saving-money hostility
‒slowly caving
in her impetuosity
 
attention...gone its notoriety
even her newly shaped nudity
once praised with delicacy
gone...with looks
words in vulgarity
stripping
all her sexy naughty
–leaving vagueness
in commonality
 
lack of interest
opens a familiarity
once ignoring
so much secrecy
once ignoring the mendacity
pulling forward
all its perfidy
as gone...all her sensuality
understanding
its diverted generosity
she becomes lost
in recalcitrancy
–the precious kitty lost
to lunacy
 
all for giving her free
to submissive captivity
for the awakening
of her sexuality!
Continue reading “‘Channel’”

‘His Softness’

That which gives you inspiration to go on!

A sample from Book 12

 His Softness
(Sweet Man)
 
there's moments
I want to cry
in this aging bit of life
‒not understanding
what to fight
he comes into my sight
 
deep in my thoughts
I get lost...caught
 
then he kneels before me
‒my world gets lost
in his sea
cradling me in his arms
all that fight...gone
 
aren't you tired of this yet
 
his question without hiss
we both knowing
we keep rocking a boat
that just needs
to float
 
yes
 
my response in insist
over and over...rowing
untying
this knotting rope
without losing
gentle's hope
 
feeling it all melt away
with soft words‒
he has to say
as he pulls me
in his sway
 
I want this‒
not just for today
but every day, in every way
 
I know the truth‒
when I look into his face
love...in every line
to trace
as his black hair
fades to gray
by his side
I feel everything safe
 
when he leaves the room
behind...closes the door
I'm left with my thoughts
shifting deep
in my core
 
yes, I'm tired of this
 
love is far more perfect
surrounded by his softness
then sitting in a room
lost in miss
his love
trying to forget
Continue reading “‘His Softness’”

‘You Bitch!’

Simple Ways for You to Defeat Negative Self Talk

A sample from Book 12

(October 16, 2018)—Are you mad at me for cussing? Get over yourself. This is a commentary that screams—It’s time for some cussing!

I’m going to give you some good information here if you suffer from depression, anger, negative self-talk to help you start turning things around in your life. Don’t worry. I’m taking this same journey, so let’s ride!

Continue reading “‘You Bitch!’”

‘Humble of Mercy’

You Want It to Be! So Bad….

A sample from Book 12

(September 26, 2018)—

Praise for Joy and Security of the RighteousKeep me safe, O God, for in You I take refuge. I said to the Lord, ‘You are my Lord; apart from You I have no good thing.’ As for the saints who are in the land, they are the glorious ones in whom in all my delight. The sorrows of those will increase who run after other gods. I will not pour out their libations of blood or take up their names on my lips. Lord, You have assigned me my portion and my cup; You have made my lot secure. The boundary lines have fallen for me in pleasant places; surely I have a delightful inheritance.

I will praise the Lord, who counsels me; even at night my heart instructs me. I have set the Lord always before me. Because He is at my right hand, I will not be shaken. Therefore my heart is glad and my tongue rejoices; my body also will rest secure, because You will not abandon me to the grave, nor will You let Your Holy One see decay. You have made known to me the path of life; You will fill me with joy in Your presence, with eternal pleasures at Your right hand.―Psalm 16

Continue reading “‘Humble of Mercy’”

‘Unconditional Terms’

‘Unconditional’ Fades When Another Takes Your Place!

A sample from Book 12

(July 25, 2018 [Didn’t post on Facebook.])—When toxicity takes its toll, there’s nothing to say or do.

A weak heart turns to go, finds a new heart to rip apart. A strong heart cries alone, struggling to regain ground, move on. You don’t lose to cheating. You lose to betrayal. That’s why those who don’t marry, stay single. They can just hang it up, move on to another. The faithful one can’t do this.

Continue reading “‘Unconditional Terms’”
%d bloggers like this: