‘Honorably Given’ (Yeshuah/The First Physical Movement of A Concrete Item)

‘The Lord will create a new thing on Earth—a woman will surround a man.’—Jeremiah 31:18-25

Honorably Given (Yeshuah)

stakes are always at play
depends on the time of day
that you walk the Way
to hear Me† say


'I† am'

the Christ†, the Son†

the woman sees Me†
addresses Me†
and shoulders man
without delay

she has become
the walking path
a sign and a wonder
where matters…Life

so many have led her
astray
with Pillage and Hate
adversary
pulling her from Me†
with Destruction and Rape

but I† am
through all who've gone astray
I† still am

the Son† is here
waiting

you cannot say
you don't know Me†
with all the languages
with all the tribes
with all the areas
in all parts of the world
you know My† name
Jesus†
Yeshuah†
Him†, He†…I†
Am†

the Pillages of the world
corner
the ones who know Me†
best

she, her…the woman

I† singled her out
I† took tradition
and broke it

no time in all of times
paid homage
to the message
I† laid down
that she remains
the foundation
of Hope

many generations
have taken her
as being israel
‒in the most part
she was
the seed of My† seed

she remains
the she unbroken
the mother of all seeds

I† lay her down
as the mother of all men

and yet she is Pillaged by man
man's Destruction of her
in so many ways
breaking her Spirit
to become like him

I† didn't make her him
I† made her to be separate
but to become one with him

man has misconstrued
all My† communications through her

deeming her a witch
deeming her lower than man
but all has come through her

she is israel
birth of many
came through her
multiplied as the Father† deemed

man has reckoned
her
to be less
through doctrine
that never came
from the Father's† mouth

the seven churches
to enter the final judgment
of this generation
will be headed first
by her
the mother of the seed

you have no knowledge
unless the Father† gives
the knowledge

your Pillage is noted
your Degradation of the seed
is noted

of man who has been charged
with the seed
with the gift
has not done his job
well

in fact, has fallen from Grace
with the Father†

a change is upon you
all of the Earth
one never recorded
one never seen

it is
it will be

for the Words given
to the prophet
will be
she is charged with a great charge
and it will be known
to the future
who will bear the burden
of discovery

for this generation
fast approaching the end of the age
take note
the gift will accelerate
while man, himself
will decelerate
for man was given time
and failed

take note to woman
those following man's footsteps
the burden is on you
to heal from his injunction
and become who the Father†
called you to become

becoming man
is the least of these
and is not tolerated
in the Father's† house

revert back to your role
as woman
the gentleness of Love
and the healer of man

you will be
because I† deemed it

[He led me directly to the following Scripture: '…The Lord will create a new thing on Earth—a woman will surround a man…']

be it known
that the whole Earth
is under evaluation
no singleness of people
or of nations


‒all

a change is upon you
a precise one
in the commands of the Lord†
the Almighty God†
the Father†
who deems the change

go in Peace
adhere to the commands written
man has no charge
instead it is charged onto you
to reconcile with the Father†
and with the Son†

(April 30, 2024)—The Scripture quoted in the writing is from Jeremiah 31:18-25. A few days ago, I asked a question (I can’t remember the question) and He said open book, and I did and this quote was staring at me. He said to leave the book open and He’d give me something to write. ‘Honorably Given’ is that writing.

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‘Abridgment of Time’ (God)

….spirit of prostitution is in their heart; they do not acknowledge the Lord…..Hosea 5:1-15

Abridgment of Time (God)

it has become
what has become
the latter tongue
will succeed
for I† will allow it
for a time

what displeases My† prophet
also displeases Me†
for I†, the Lord†
am well acquainted

she writes
an address to you
your ears have heard
for I† have spoken
Words not Needing to be repeated
in actions
My† Words will breathe

take heart, peoples of the nations
My† scattered peoples
I† am
there's no debate
of My† 'I am'

Confusion sets on you
Truth and fiction
what will you believe?

My† servant has no cause with you
I† do!
for I† am
and Justice falls on Me†
for I† know who befalls you
I† will befall them in return

seek Comfort in whom I† sent
for He† is with those who seek Him†

I† will repay those deceiving
willingly
nothing is beyond Me†
not above
nor below
the decision to whom you hear
is your decision

I† am
no one is over Me†
I† am the Alpha and the Omega
Truth and all She gives
the choice to Lie
is given freely
for unconditional Love
is who I† am

take it
yes, if you take it
and exploit it
it is freely given

you will be judged
on what you freely give
in return

(January 5, 2024)—He led me to Hosea 5:1-15 directly after…

…Their deeds do not permit them to return to their God. A spirit of prostitution is in their heart; they do not acknowledge the Lord. Israel’s arrogance testifies against them; the Israelites, even Ephraim, stumble in their sin; Judah also stumbles with them. When they go with their flocks and herds to seek the Lord, they will not find Him; He has withdrawn Himself from them. They are unfaithful to the Lord; they give birth to illegitimate children. Now their New Moon festivals will devour them and their fields….’

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‘Elevation Required’ (Yeshuah/The Sixth Sin Against Humanity)

Yeshuah said to them, ‘Have you never read in the Scriptures: ‘The stone the builders rejected has become the capstone; the Lord has done this, and it is marvelous in our eyes’ [Psalm 118:22,23]? Therefore I tell you that the Kingdom of God will be taken away from you and given to a people who will produce its fruit. He who falls on this Stone will be broken to pieces, but he on whom It falls will be crushed.’—Matthew 21:42-44; Mark 12:10,11; Luke 20:17,18

Elevation Required (Yeshuah/The Sixth Sin Against Humanity)

she's the mother of Thought
I† am the Giver
I†, the Son†, gives
what she Desires to give
and takes what I† Desire
to take

from the beginning
she has been
the overall queen
put before all
even Me†

Wisdom is Just and clear
in all her Words

man has never understood her
from the beginning
as God's† plan for man
was put upon Earth
His† footstool
His† lady of magnificent

why is Earth and Wisdom
'she'?

man has never fathomed
this one question

for was it
that eve ate the fruit first?


was that it?

as I†, those thought
was forbidden to seek woman
as they de-elevated her
as they elevated themselves
without thought of this one question

woman bore man
Earth, she carries man
Wisdom, instructs man

why wasn't it reversed?

man's idea….overtakes him
for Wisdom, herself
shielded his eyes
from the answer to this
basic question

listen to My† Words closely


whom bore Me†?


to whom did I† appear first
after My† resurrection?

whom washed My† feet
with sweet perfume?


cleansed them
with tears?


dried them with hair?

whom did all these things?

do you still not know?

why was it allowed
for man to have many wives?
from the time of the beginning?

only a few understood God†
and took only one wife
or no wife at all

why?
have you ever asked?

why do men Need to be tested
so harshly?


and why did God† choose woman
to do the testing?

you failed to see

instead you took literal
without seeking Wisdom, herself

it is time
to seek Wisdom
to understand
at least part
of God's† plan
and why

like little children
you still Need your hand held

you, man, have masqueraded
in a showman's world
and if that weren't enough
you took the gift given
‒Pillaged her, brought her low
until, out of desperation
she chose to be

just like you!

she is not like you
woman is not like man
and those who condemned her
are already condemned
unless they Repent
seek Salvation
and remove what they
put in place

the de-elevation of the gift

she is not hard
man has made her hard
she is not a boy
man has Desired this
and God's† Love is unconditional

what you see before you
is generations of thoughts
brought into existence
for the Desire was strong
and passed from father to son
over and over

the Father's† Love is unconditional
as the people Desired
a man king
so He† gave it
and watched the Destruction
as He† already knew
what man's rule would do

so as to the thoughts of man

it is every age
the same

Lustful Desires take root
only this age
has gone further than any age
because each age
the brain is opened more
and its capabilities are vast
‒more choices given
more paths paved
setting the course
for the end of the age

changing the assignments given
falling into what God† hates
willingly
is the most Destructive
of this generation!

it was done
the path to Destruction
when the first changed assignment
took place

and it will be
an advancement
for the next age
more matter
more choices
more will fail
if they do not learn
from this age

things have been set in place

to give instruction
to the next age
the new age
to prevent them
from repeating
this generation's Sin
is My† charge

the scribe will write
all that is Needed
to aid the Salvation
of the new Earth

these Words
this present age
will not Want
because you are taught
toleration, acceptance
and equality
in the wrong context

you have accepted
what God†, the Father†, hates
in order to fit into
the collection


you have allowed
advancement
to move toward satan's house
in order to be accepted
to receive honor from the world
to enjoy riches from the world

all of this
has been Lies given by satan, himself
and I† told you
through My† actions
what to do
when satan tempts you
with the world

but you failed
you built churches on satan's Lies

I† will destroy your churches
your synagogues, your shrines

they will fall
by My† hand

you failed to know God†
hence, you do not know Me†

this is the sixth sin
against humanity
all peoples of the world
it is I†, the Son†, Truth

(September 12, 2023)—He led me to pages 1444 through 1445 in my Bible…notices the 4s….titled: The Final Week—Tuesday morning.

The Lord has been keeping me really busy along with sending me things. I still see visions…only it’s at night when all my lights are off and my eyes are wide open. And…He’s not letting me remember them. I clearly remember seeing them. Last night and the night before, I saw drawings and boxes. The night before box was right on the side of me, so close I could have jumped into it if I could have. Both these boxes were of people, so thus far, I’ve had three boxes with humans in them.

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‘Trapped Under’

I can’t force this knowledge on you. I can only share what is given to me. And I do it willingly.

Trapped Under 

I'm like a grain of sand
free but trapped
‒in the unexplained

although they think
they understand:
‒I'm here
to entertain
lost in vain
without talent or brain
just beauty engrained
‒by my own understanding

that is on the one hand

on the other

I am woman
without bonds or chain
I am God's† flame
what man cannot understand

a gift
from his side

I whine and complain
I am sane and insane
I am calm
then I am a hurricane

I obtain then ordain
keeping man out of profane
making him feel like superman
‒nothing off hand
there's always a plan
never feeling ashamed
or the need to blame

until man tries to contain
then out comes the flame
‒the warrior stuck in vain
pops out
from under the strain

then I am like pan
free-flying without understand
‒with conspiracies and adolescence
I follow the band
seeking comfort
where ever I stand

I shift―blend
where ever I can
going against the grain
because God† says I can

anything and everything
to maintain‒
keep from falling
into man's need
for me to be insane

but I recover‒
take my feet
plant them firmly
on the sand
become one with the sand
―blend again
but a different grain‒
a moved
an unmoved
a changed
an unchanged
―no longer stained
or strained or plain
but sustained

no longer trusting in man
but, instead, in God's† reign
because He† made me woman
the tempter of man
the gift‒

not for entertain
but to see if he will entertain
not for a rapist's hand
but to see if he will rape
not for an abuser's campaign
but to see if he will abuse
not for a cheater's maim
but to see if he will cheat

I am not evil's strand
but used by the Big Man
to see if man will fall
in the strain
‒of what God† put me here
to do

do you not understand

I am woman
I bear the children of the world
I bear you…man
and I am set a part
to test your very heart
by putting you in strain
‒see your every vein

no, there's nothing about me
that's evil
but to see
what evil lies deep inside
of man

for God† made me woman
the giver of life
and the taker of life

how you see me
is how God† will see you

I hope you understand
‒what ever dressing
God†
puts me in‒
I become the strand
that tests every man

see me as God† intended‒
the gift‒
or lose your life
in your contention

(September 6, 2023)―I was reluctant to share these today. And both of Them gave me time to think about it. Just like in the Crucifixion Vision, Yeshuah made me take the time to think about my decision before answering Him. This is Yeshuah’s nature. He wants you to think about it, consider all the options.

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‘Suffice’s Triage’ (God)

‘The gracious hand of our God is on everyone who looks to Him, but His great anger is against all who forsake Him.’ So we fasted and petitioned our God about this, and He answered our prayer.—Ezra 8:21-23

Suffice's Triage (God)

did you hear
what My† Son† had to say?

are you listening
to your Teacher
the Teacher of all
the Judge of all?

have you understood
why He† is teaching?

why He† is instructing?

I† called upon a woman
for a reason
several reasons
she, woman, is not regarded
in high esteem
in most of the nations
and she can give to man
what man cannot give to man

in all your nations
who look low on woman
you do not belong to Me†

unless you put your Pride down
and esteem woman
you will not enter 
My† Kingdom

I† gave woman to man
so He† wouldn't be alone
I† charged through My† Son†
that she is to walk
by his side

she is not to be Pillaged
or put beneath man
she is not equal to man
she is to walk by his side

each, man and woman
are charged with different roles
man is father
woman is mother

man is not the father of woman
but of child
and he is to father
as I† father

Rage and Hate
Pride and Selfishness
have no place
in the father
or the mother

these acts are of the world
abuse of any kind
is of the world
and you are charged
with overcoming
not heeding to

I† am the Lord†
of all
man and woman
side by side
anything less
is of the world
and not My† own
but what I† discarded
to the world

seek Comfort in knowing
My† prophet is not the first
woman
and will not be the last
but because she is woman
those worldly whims
of man
will not listen to her
as I† already knew
for I† see all

another step
another choice
in the wrong direction
since the calling
of this prophet

the warnings were given

to ignore the Words
of My† mouth
is to bring disaster
upon yourselves
as I† knew you would

don't mimic My† prophet
she does what is instructed

mimic the Words written
They are to help
your Sorrowful hearts
They are to help you see
through the darkness

(December 7, 2022)―‘Suffice’s Triage’ was given December 1, 2022. After He led me to the prophet Ezra.

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‘Channel’

Don’t change your independent self because of another person.

 Channel
 
a bird flies when its free
it stagnates
in captivity
its colors blossom
in variety
fading in ambiguity
‒plucking them out
in atrocity
 
in nature...the act in free‒
all the same
in its facility
a trapping technicality
‒being free has its complexity
 
as a woman
in her diplomacy
giving true
to her effeminacy
when treated
with significancy
 
when she's satisfied
in her sexuality
she falls into compliancy
even in another's complacency
giving up her self-sufficiency
even her style in flossy
being, at first
blissful in buoyancy
 
as it goes...comes the decadency
becoming aware
of the deficiency
–a broken down fallacy
as she meets each exigency
 
outward...comes her adamancy
as gone goes her sexy
–an inward building pudency
her usual controlled diplomacy
loses its bearing
to rampancy
 
as goes the controlling austerity
saving-money hostility
‒slowly caving
in her impetuosity
 
attention...gone its notoriety
even her newly shaped nudity
once praised with delicacy
gone...with looks
words in vulgarity
stripping
all her sexy naughty
–leaving vagueness
in commonality
 
lack of interest
opens a familiarity
once ignoring
so much secrecy
once ignoring the mendacity
pulling forward
all its perfidy
as gone...all her sensuality
understanding
its diverted generosity
she becomes lost
in recalcitrancy
–the precious kitty lost
to lunacy
 
all for giving her free
to submissive captivity
for the awakening
of her sexuality!

(May 9, 2019)―It’s funny how life repeats itself when we don’t learn the lesson the first time around. The funny thing for me is that I wrote about this before. I guess it pays to write about it again. The woman and all of her charm and personality has a way of turning into the woman her man wants her to be. Hold on before you scream: That’s not true. I do have a very good point.

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‘You Bitch!’

Simple Ways for You to Defeat Negative Self Talk

A sample from Book 12

 You Bitch!
 
I've got an itch
‒pouring through my mind
a well-dug ditch
screaming words in myth
to the highest pitch
forcing me down a darkened pit
‒a text-blasting trip
becoming an accusing witch
out to smash an invisible zit
 
every word on my lips
disguised in angry fits
passing along this typed niche
thinking it's hip
making itself rich
‒taking advantage of my slip
 
you evil bitch!
I'm gonna smash you to bits
I'm so tired of your shit
in the bud...I'm gonna nip
not for a moment anymore
forever...your throat
I'm gonna slit

over the top
I'm gonna flip
dunk you
down below...permanently dip
 
no more...you get wit
over the head‒
you...I'm gonna hit
no more playful glitches
in God†...get a good whiff
of wine I'm gonna sip
sit back‒
finally be done
with your controlling, irrational blip
up goes my middle finger‒
see the tip
up yours!
you piece of shit!

(October 16, 2018)—Are you mad at me for cussing? Get over yourself. This is a commentary that screams—It’s time for some cussing!

I’m going to give you some good information here if you suffer from depression, anger, negative self-talk to help you start turning things around in your life. Don’t worry. I’m taking this same journey, so let’s ride!

I’m doing two workshops at one time. The one on anger which I wrote a few posts about this past week and a happiness workshop. I’m also reading a second workbook titled Pathways to Recovery, A Strengths Recovery Self-Help Workbook by Priscilla Ridgway, Diane McDiarmid, Lori Davidson, Julie Bayes, and Sarah Ratzlaff.

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‘Humble of Mercy’

You Want It to Be! So Bad….

A sample from Book 12

 Humble of Mercy
 
she shivered in the sun light
thinking of words in the night
take care of yourself
make this all count
it's not as bad as it seems

 
–wondering...
if this is really all right
 
she covers her eyes from the bright
words...thoughts in her head
filling her morning's sight
you've heard this before
words of deception
he doesn't want you no more
don't let 'fool' be your salvation

 
‒wondering...
why the needless blight
 
then the bible's insight
saying it's going to be all right
 
the unease feels her insides
but her heart digs in tight
it was always him‒
since all the darkened twilight
why so hard to get it right
why so much fight
 
she washed her face
forced a smile to the light
dawned her makeup
ignored age's height
the saddened night
throwing sorrow to the wind‒
the need to cry...howl
all night
 
her heart sits right
she adhered to the boundaries‒
set outright
time needed with the light
she can't fight
without insight
cleansing her insides, beautying her outsides
letting the magic pour from God†
as age moves on
lessening her life
–each piece
becomes more precious, more fragile
 
learning not anymore
to gamble
what's wrong, what's right
just listening to the light
without a fight

(September 26, 2018)—

Keep me safe, O God, for in You I take refuge. I said to the Lord, ‘You are my Lord; apart from You I have no good thing.’ As for the saints who are in the land, they are the glorious ones in whom in all my delight. The sorrows of those will increase who run after other gods. I will not pour out their libations of blood or take up their names on my lips. Lord, You have assigned me my portion and my cup; You have made my lot secure. The boundary lines have fallen for me in pleasant places; surely I have a delightful inheritance.

I will praise the Lord, who counsels me; even at night my heart instructs me. I have set the Lord always before me. Because He is at my right hand, I will not be shaken. Therefore my heart is glad and my tongue rejoices; my body also will rest secure, because You will not abandon me to the grave, nor will You let Your Holy One see decay. You have made known to me the path of life; You will fill me with joy in Your presence, with eternal pleasures at Your right hand.―Psalm 16

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‘Knife’

Surviving the Knife of Those Who Betray You!

A sample from Book 12

(April 21, 2018)—That knife becomes weaker when we gain the support of others, when we start to see the true meaning behind our life. That knife doesn’t come out that easy especially when you see everyone’s true disclosure.

There’s so much to say, then there’s nothing to say. I have this much on my mind: If they don’t want to see you, it doesn’t matter what you say or do, they won’t see you.

I’ve said a lot here on Facebook. I revealed a lot…but there’s a lot I haven’t revealed. So you only get a piece of the puzzle…never the whole picture. Why? Because I do have a life and part of that life is private as for everyone else. There’s a lot of pain I cover up…and, yes, there is still pain. There will always be pain because an entire portion of my life has been wiped out…and not by choice.

I tried calling my daughter. It appears that she’s changed her number. I think that odd because the words I last typed her in text were answers to words she said to me, but I’m held totally accountable. Why? Oh, because I’m 49 years old and should know better. I’m the mom…but that doesn’t come into affect when I’m called by my name instead of Mom. Just saying….

 Knife
 
it was put in there‒
nice and tight
when I move around
to the left, to the right
it reveals its price
‒how it changed my life
the strength it took‒
robbing my mind
the way it makes me wanna fight
even if it isn't right
even if I said...say...things impolite
I was...am...gonna fight
‒even while speaking of the light
 
at times, I feel like a poltergeist
a faded memory...sliced and diced
forgotten the way I was
forever entombed in what I've become
not a homicide
‒a genocide of all that was nice
womanly, motherly...dignified
downgraded to a parasite
‒not fit for normal's life
 
should I be lost in contrite
bowed down in pity...outright
or was I absolutely right
turning childlike
begging for help‒
from Yeshuah, the Christ†
 
who has the right to decide‒
I'm the sacrifice
in order for them‒
to have their paradise
 
who had the right‒
shift truth to lies
bury this knife
in what used to be‒
a mother, sister, daughter, wife
 
in me...it so mystifies
how everyone becomes tongue-tied
when abuse is in transcribe
‒the victim screams in alive
how extreme...me...it mortifies
that, no matter which way‒
death...comes in die
twist, twist, twist the knife
gone daughter, sister, mother, wife
 
rebuilding exemplified
the alibis become jives
words in wisdom...just implied
while words...wombs...rob the mind
memories of building the first life‒
took one times forty-five
 
pull, pull, pull out the knife
time in modify
is there another forty-five
my, my, my how it mystifies
what comes of‒
pulling out the knife
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‘Aversion’

Forgive Yourself for God Has Already Done That!

(April 8, 2019)—The commentary for my piece titled ‘Salvation’s Need’ I speak about salvation and God taking grace away if we go against Him. A friend called and told me that God does not take away grace. I beg you differ.

Ever since the incident with the Jeep, I have been reverted back to feeling like crap. I can’t seem to return to the good diet that was making me feel great, nor the tanning, nor the exercising. I’m told to get an attorney and sue these people, but, at the same time, that’s not what I’m supposed to do. Faith. I’m supposed to rely on faith. I’ve been battling with all of this lately.

I finished my vow. I’m supposed to wait now. And my relationship with the sweet man…what relationship? All my values, morals, principles are in question right now…every single thing I stand for! The voice of death has crossed my threshold several times in these last couple of months because I’m so tired of fighting, so tired of people lying to me. I’ve been in a battle per say.

I have been working late on my website and getting up late each day. I had gotten myself on a schedule, but that has been thrown out the window. I suddenly have that rush again…like I’m up against a clock. So, this morning after reading a few things on Facebook, I got my coffee and sat down. My Bible and writing tablet staring at me. The pull to cry came from way deep inside. And the tears started to fall. I started to feel sorry for myself. I see my sisters posting about their lives. My little sister and her family. I asked myself, ‘Where’s my joy? Where’s my family?’

 Aversion
 
You† stripped me of life
sent me into strife
in order for me
to truly see the light
 
I knelt...prayed for truth
stripped of wisdom‒
made into a fool
only to rise then fall in glue
stuck in deceived...malice
drowning in the body's surface
lust took hold...every crevice
 
my mind stuck in evil's drool
lying, stealing...seeking revenge‒
all evil's time in consume
I surrounded myself‒
in the duel
bathing in its fumes
yelling, pulling, yanking
trying to see truth
‒in all I assumed
 
all its evilness‒
pulling me from the light
pushing me‒
to take my very life
over and over‒
keeping me in strife
leaving...I think not!
laughing at my struggle‒
in fight
holding me down from flight
suffocating‒
blinding my sight
 
I prayed to see truth
now I see evil's embedded rules
the play‒
leaving countless clues
lust being its endless tool
using love‒
in its game of fools
 
Lord†, I see the aversion‒
I see the message in truth
in my mind‒
the careless insertion
‒troubled heart
sunk in its inclusion
 
I know why they sink‒
into drugs...sexual immorality
they were too young
when it all begun
to fight evil's manipulating reality
get to the children first
‒You† showed me this
before any verse
revealing truth‒
way before my coming doom
 
then my 360...then the loop
three adults in evil's coop
the wreckage‒
I didn't know what to do
for I was encaged, too
 
get to the children first
 
innocence‒
pulled from the light
no strength
to put up a fight
‒growing up
with an inside strife
splitting the mind
evil...preventing
the thinking of twice
 
Lord†, thank you
for the truth
please clear my mind‒
fill me with You†
evil strangles
all that's true
I'd rather be filled with You†
than lust's
careless drool
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