Note: The photograph that accompanies this work was taken October 8. It was explained to me that what you see is God’s energy. He manipulates the round orb that you constantly see if the photographs to prove to you that what you see isn’t of my imagination. It’s up to you to believe.
I've already felt the breeze
that which makes one freeze
the kind that rolls off tongues–
those doing evil's deeds
I've felt...deep inside...the need
become like the trees
swaying...back and forth–
feel inside their stagnation of free
even if a chain saw came–
cut them down by the knee
they're better off
than the millimeter
of a bad seed
so take your crimes...rebuke me
for I am as clean
as fallen leaves
without even having to plead
go on...get down on your knees
try...in your heart...to believe
that I've come...you...to deceive
–your abundance in receive
will be a constant in dream
He† said 'trust Me†'
so I stagger around
in watchful need
for what I've seen
but...it's not for me to worry
bleep out all parts of history
for time is measured
in which man doesn't understand
–can't possibly conceive
the mystics in heaven's mystery
so be brave
with a tunic in your hand–
let ego and pride cast the vote
turn the other cheek
what you see every day
whisper in corners...rebuke me
for the Lord† said
'write what you see'
'write what you conceive
so they will love you–
it's best to be accepted by society
instead of think of eternity'
His† words...short and sweet
precise and demanding
what He† says today
in a human's guess of proceed
in an hour or a hundred years
–it's all in His† hands
breaks or makes
of a society
(October 24)—I have been in a personal battle of sorts. I fully understand how God responds to us, how He speaks to us, yet I question because of people. I shouldn’t do this. And because I question, I say things to God and Jesus that I shouldn’t. I know I’m fully understood, but it still bothers me. Hence, Jeremiah this morning. First page turned to…what you will read below.
I haven’t stopped writing. I’ve just been refusing to post. Then ‘Rebuke Me’ came this morning and the will to text my daughter, who still believes I’m hallucinating and not in my right mind. Well, I was led to texting her to see if she’s changed her mind. Nope. On the 18th, I was led to Job…I wrote ‘Job’s Sister’…a piece that is demanding and full of agony, but God showed me how Job felt the exact same way. Today, He showed me that Jeremiah did as well.
I’ve been told when this all first began, when I heard clearly, that it didn’t pay to warn, that it didn’t pay to defend myself because no one would believe me. I was told to trust and that’s all I needed to do. What was revealed to me will happen, but it’s not up to us to figure this out. I keep demanding to know when…that’s not the point. The point is to trust and let those out there in the world prove to Him who they are. He already knows you will judge. He already knows that you won’t believe that He is speaking through me. He already knows! And my place isn’t to correct you…it isn’t to try and make you see truth. I’m just the messenger.
The following verses I read back in 2007 and was led to Jeremiah 15:11 earlier this year, the rest I haven’t read again since 2007. This may not amaze you…it’s not anything to amaze you with. It’s strictly for me to be amazed, and it does. Because this is how I’ve been feeling. I question the Lord. I wanted to heal others. I wrote those books to heal others. Now, it seems, me writing all this about Him has pushed people away. He says ‘No, trust.’ So, I will. I’m not here to rebuke you. Do as you will. Think as you will. It’s not me that He’s demanding the change from. I’m delivering what He’s telling me. You can believe or not. He already knows your choice.
Jeremiah Feels Pressure—Alas, my mother, that you gave me birth, a man with whom the whole land strives and contends! I have neither lent nor borrowed, yet everyone curses me.—Jeremiah 15:10
NOTES: God’s in Charge. Strange occurrences. I speak of healing and against narcissism, which is evil, and they read. I speak of healing and God and they run, of Jesus and they run and ignore. He already expected that.
God Reassures—The Lord said, ‘Surely I will deliver you for a good purpose; surely I will make your enemies plead with you in times of disaster and times of distress.—Jeremiah 15:11
NOTES: God’s in Charge. He told me what He’s shown me in this passage exactly. He told me that when the time comes, they will beg to know what He said. Only, I’m writing it now, ahead of time, and they turn the other cheek. He said that will happen. I prayed and mourned…He said it was okay. He’s always sending that message to me through David.
The Disaster Specified—‘Can a man break iron—iron from the north—or bronze? Your wealth and your treasures I will give as plunder, without charge, because of all your sins throughout your country. I will enslave you to your enemies in a land you do not know, for My anger will kindle a fire that will burn against you.’—Jeremiah 15:12-14
NOTES: God’s wrath. He already knows what you will do. I demand over and over, ‘The day is beautiful.’ And then I get the words in ‘Rebuke Me.’ If my own daughter thinks I’m lying, then I know the rest of the world does, too. I clearly see what’s in the pictures He’s sent. I get, ‘You’re imagining that God is sending you messages in your unbrushed hair and old wrinkles.’ Okay. I don’t have to defend. At all. God didn’t say an oil spill was going to happen tomorrow. He didn’t say a big wave was going to happen tomorrow. I never wrote that either. He said something was going to happen this year. Rebuke me…it’s your choice. Eternity means forever. And it IS your choice.
Jeremiah Complains—You understand, O Lord; remember me and care for me. Avenge me on my persecutors. You are long-suffering—do not take me away; think of how I suffer reproach for Your sake. When Your words came, I ate them; they were my joy and my heart’s delight, for I bear Your name, O Lord God Almighty. I never sat in the company of revelers, never made merry with them; I sat alone because Your hand was on me and You had filled me with indignation. Why is my pain unending and my wound grievous and incurable? Will You be to me like a deceptive brook, like a spring that fails?—Jeremiah 15:15-18
NOTES: Prophets suffer. Again…He already knows. I demanded, pleaded for anyone to go out and take pictures in the sun and to see if they get the same affect…so far, no one. My daughter is an expert with the camera…He already knows. It doesn’t matter anymore that I spend the rest of my life alone. I know what I heard. I know what I saw. I know what I see. Maybe…logically thinking…people are so lost in the world that they have forgotten who God is so much so that they believe man and those of the world instead of those of God. It doesn’t matter what the world thinks of me. I’m not here to please man. I know what eternity means.
God Chastises Jeremiah—Therefore this is what the Lord says: ‘If you repent, I will restore you that you may serve Me; if you utter worthy, not worthless, words. You will be my spokesman. Let this people turn to you, but you must not turn to them. I will make you a wall to this people, a fortified wall of bronze; they will fight against you but will not overcome you, for I am with you to rescue and save you,’ declares the Lord. ‘I will save you from the hands of the wicked and redeem you from the grasp of the cruel.’—Jeremiah 15:19-21
NOTES: God’s in Charge. Yes. I have been disciplined by my Father in heaven too many times to know that His discipline is the only discipline that matters. Man is futile. Weak. I personally think it is sad that people will believe…totally believe the lie over anything of God. God sent Isaiah, just an example, visions that didn’t happen for 500+ years. The information concerning Jesus was told to man over and over for hundreds of years before He actually came. In today’s society, I got caught in that here-and-now crap that I, too, expected what God said to happen now! I was wrong. I didn’t want to believe in what I was seeing, what I was hearing. I didn’t want to believe that all those people will die. It’s not for me to believe. He didn’t say, ‘Karen, believe.’ He said, ‘Write what you see!’
He’s prepared me. I believe He prepared my mother and those of her generation for whatever is coming. That is why they horded…they knew but didn’t know when. It didn’t matter if it happened in their life time. God was preparing them, showing them to teach the next generations. And some of us listened. The rest have fallen into the hands of the prince of the earth. Preparing is NOT in its forte. This is why the throw-away society has emerged. This is why the evil of the earth has built things that doesn’t last because it knows what is coming.
My parents’ generation heard. They didn’t quite understand, but they knew and they prepared. Now…we throw away what they had prepared for us in advance. All of it fruitless because the prince of the earth is winning.
I was criticized because I called the white objects that appear in the photographs ‘Jesus Sprinkles’. Well, when I first realized that they weren’t visible to my naked eye, they…to me…sparkled. So, I gave them a name instead of saying, ‘those white things.’ Interesting how people will do what it takes to destroy what God sends…that evil whore knows what its doing and so many have just fallen in….
Now, I get the dream I had about the snake. I never dreamed about a snake before…and it bothered me a lot. In the dream, I was being pulled on a board or something, behind a boat in murky water. I saw the snake. I’m from south Louisiana and there aren’t any snakes that I’ve seen that have a rectangle head in the water. This one did. I saw it and was telling whoever was driving the boat to hurry. Then the board or whatever I was on began to sink and the snake became animated…like a cartoon and the head grew. As the board sank, I just let go and fell face forward in the water and this big animated snake clamped onto my shoulders.
This was quite disturbing to me. My dreams always mean something. They tell me something. I…as in my person…is always used as a symbol. It’s hard to figure them out because see me as the person in the dreams, I often take it personally and when they are finally revealed to me, the meaning I mean, the light goes on and then I see the truth. God often uses symbols to relay what He is trying to reveal to us.
What I said in the paragraph before the description of the snake dream IS the meaning of the snake dream. Instead of fighting the evil of the earth, instead of questioning the evil…people have just fallen to it…easily. They have given in. They have given in so much that they have forgotten who God is and what Jesus did. The prince of the earth is winning…its army is growing. Children will disrespect their parents and forget what they were taught. It’s happening. That’s just one…one of the many warnings. They were written a very long time ago.
I guess society doesn’t care anymore about what was warned. It seems that it doesn’t matter what God says or sends today, society will ignore it. He already knows this. I question the plates moving in the opposite direction…I question, ‘How?’ I question when I know what will happen when this occurs. The answer, ‘Trust.’ These words I write, for you, mean nothing. I’m told in the future they will mean everything.