‘Bingful Watching’ (God)

You will not go unpunished, but must drink it.—Jeremiah 49:7-22

Bingful Watching (God) 

the Power is in the beholder
as Good surfaces
so does Evilness

Evilness awaits
behind close doors he plans
waiting out the time
setting up his plan
he will strike when least expected

I know when he will strike
for I, the Lord Almighty, will move
his hand to strike

'why' you ask


'O Arrogance
you so dumb-foundly ask
as if I Need to tell you

your Acceptance of what I hate
your undivided loyalty
to what I commanded
not to do!

your breach of contract
your unjust
through a world
that pretends to have Justice
even fooling My most cherished

Blaspheme! Unjust!

the world seems to run smooth
all the clocks seem to tick
everything is not as it seems

roll the dice, 'O Arrogance
My Words are not done
I pledge My oath
against you 'O Major Nations

I pledge My hand
will move against you
nations stripped of names

those left in the desert
and frozen mountains
to live in dryness
because I stripped their land
as I said I would

egypt rarely seen as great
persia a tiny dot
samaria a breathless token
babylon missing
greece and rome minor pillars
ruins seeking visitors
how goes the alexandrians?
great thinkers no more

as I breathe the air
of Righteousness
My nostrils blow
on those like the chinians
who see thousands of years
of untouched soils
waging wars against themselves
as all orientals are pledged
into service of the Earth

as the russians Pillage
a long ago curse
to roam the wintery air of the Earth
buried in frolics
harshness and cruelty

and then the indians
I suffered them to more service
in quantities of Spirits
so vast
they cannot choose which Spirit
to worship
all of them…not Me

reek the islanders
standing amidst rainbows
and darkness
seemingly pure and innocent
they called themselves paradise
I call them Reek!

then there is the europeans
subtle and emotionless
choose land over God
half divided, half agile
mostly material in nature
I will disembowel
as goes its prostituted offspring
the americans

time is running its course
an election of royalty
seemingly to decide
the fate of all the world
a mockery!

I, the Lord Almighty, move
those whom I move

[He led me to Jeremiah 49:7-22 through Jeremiah 49:28-33.]

I gave the warning
I fed the Words
to a prophet who caught Them

I feed yet another prophet

all that I have given
breathed
yet, you don't see My hand

for all the peoples prefer
the warnings of the world
or conspiracies that are from
worldy amateurs

I am NO amateur!


I am HE who moves!


I am moving

call them Days of Destruction
for to you, 'O gentle man
will see Pillage
and you will see Destruction

I called them Recompensate
Redisposition….Rewind
for too much proved faultful
and has aided you
in your Disaster

and Disaster will show his head
and your hands will cover your mouth
and you will scream in agony
and will not notice
that I told you before hand
My intentions

for you 'O Earth, 'O peoples of nations
have justified for Me
the discipline Needed

I am
Words used
and Words written
all of Them are unshaken
for you do not know how to read Them!

the Lord Almighty God has spoken!

(August 4, 2024)―After, He led me to a chapter in my Bible titled ‘Period of Restoration’, Ezra, Ca 535-425 BC. The Scriptures of Jeremiah are below.

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‘Brave In Its Wings’ (God)

For these commands are a lamp, this teaching is a light, and the corrections of discipline are the way to life.—Proverbs 6:20-29

Brave In Its Wings (God)

let Me tell you a story
one of Purity and Malice
one of Forsakenness and Envy

for all her beauty
malaina was innocent
Righteous and pure
one of seven sisters
she kept to herself
and helped all the others

but secretly
the others loathed her
because her beauty was boundless
and her heart soft and giving

she Envied no one, not even God
she Feared God and Loved God
and shared His Love with everyone

her sisters cornered her one day
with a blade, carved up her face
she wept and prayed
Forgiving them and healed
but scars remained

every day she continued
loving others and praising God
here and there
she'd bring her hand
to her face
touching the scars
wanting to cry
but instead she'd smile
for the Love of God was in her
and her heart drew in Compassion
instead of Hate
loving her sisters who scared her
and praying for them
every day

her sisters witnessed this Light
within the scared sister
they saw no difference in
how others looked at her
and treated her
for in spite of scars on her whole face
the beauty she radiated
was inside her whole body

this made her sisters sad
and one by one
returned to their God
with delight and praise

for they Envied their sister
and tried to take her beauty
because others treated her so much better
but even with a scared face
her beauty still shined through
and her sisters
who continued to hold in Envy
and Jealousy over her beauty
ravished with time
and aged bitterly

so says I, the Lord Almighty
who gives beauty
and takes beauty
who gives time
and takes time

a lesson from the Father
a gentleness you pass by
a Loving kindness you only Want
part of the time
a part of the whole

I, the Lord Almighty, does not Love
part of the time
I am always

through suffering and Joy
through Sorrow and Happiness
come to Me
with all your heart
and all your soul
and I will give you rest
through Him, the One head of you

what Good is Jealousy
or even Envy
a wasted energy
put into Spirits
whose account
is to bring Sin

without them
you can see Me clearer

He can lift them
My Son whom you forfeit
for luxury
of more

'You didn't expect a lecture from Me, prophet?' He asked me.

'No,' I answered.

'I am the ultimate teacher. Go tell them. I am He, the One who offers the Son for your Redemption. Tell them He is the Way, says the Almighty God of all.' He replied back

[He led me to Proverbs 5:1-23, Proverbs 6:20-35, and Proverbs 7:1-5.]

Then He asked me, 'Do you think he was talking about a woman?'

'No,' I responded.

He said, 'Correct.' Then He asked, 'What was he talking about?'

'Lustful Desire,' I answered.

He said, 'Correct.' Then He asked, 'What does Lustful Desire lead to?'

'Envy and Jealousy,' I answered.

Then He said, 'You have earned your place, prophet.'

(October 29, 2023)—

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‘Strange Mechanism’ (Yeshuah/Clock Drawing Vision)

Everyone must submit himself to the governing authorities, for there is no authority except that which God has established. The authorities that exist have been established by God. Consequently, he who rebels against the authority is rebelling against what God has instituted, and those who do so will bring judgment on themselves. For rulers hold no terror for those who do right, but for those who do wrong. Do you want to be free from fear of the one in authority? Then do what is right and he will commend you. For he is God’s servant to do you good. But if you do wrong, be afraid, for he does not bear the sword for nothing. He is God’s servant, an agent of wrath to bring punishment on the wrongdoer. Therefore, it is necessary to submit to the authorities, not only because of possible punishment but also because of conscience. This is also why you pay taxes, for the authorities are God’s servants, who give their full time to governing. Give everyone what you owe him: If you owe taxes, pay taxes; if revenue, then revenue; if respect, then respect; if honor, then honor.—Romans 13:1-7

Strange Mechanism (Yeshuah)

'a ways, long time ago
there lay a stranger
amongst some pilgrims
a wayward soul
not Needing much to survive

he took every day as it comes
seeking nothing but Retribution
he Needed a time of Peace
for he was a soldier
fighting something he didn't understand
but he fought
he killed and maimed
those considered his enemy
an enemy told to him
by his superiors
he followed, did what he was told

then this time came
for him to put himself back together
he didn't have Me†, Yeshuah†
he had only the Father†

this man knew the law
as much as was told to him
for he didn't have the tools
reading and writing
were not necessary
only his weapons were Needed

he had the law in his heart
all that was taught to him

he clamoured to know more
to seek knowledge and Understanding
so he kept his ear open
to hear every chance he had

he was Simple
and not needy

he made it to the Kingdom
for what he did know and understand
was far more valuable
then attending a mass of collection
who spent more time debating
then actually teaching

what he found in his heart
was a Need for Sincerity
to discuss these matters
that lay on his heart
with the Father† directly

he knew from this mere Understanding
the rights and wrongs
told by the Father†
and he asked for Redemption
and prayer became his Life

after a long time as a soldier
he walked in silence
to hear clear and gain
the Understanding required
through the law
and through the Father†

it was hard for him
but he achieved what he was after
Retribution of his soul
complete Redemption

now, the people have Me†, the Son†
an easier path
but many forsake it
for mere 'things' on Earth

they prefer to label things
as religious
instead of seeking
what is truly divine in nature

this is what the Father† is asking
this is where True healing comes from

can you seek that?

can you open your hardened heart
to allow yourself healing?

it was easier for that man
who came before Me†
because he didn't have all the forced noise
that is part of every day Life
in your today's world

the quieter places
are demoralized
and deemed backwoods
the Simple are deemed worthless
because their Understanding
is rooted in Simple

where as in cities
noise is every where
screens are every where
the Simple become overrun
by this endless noise

there's a reason for this
for what is coming into this world
has everything to do with control

do you see the fathomness of it all?

are your eyes open enough
to tell the difference
between right and wrong?

can you find humility amongst you?

will you be able to see it?

I† have been asking many questions
lately
I† ask you this: why aren't you?

you stand solid with tradition
you stand like a cement wall
on interpretations
that aren't True to the Father's† Word
you hold True only to ceremonies
taught you
and you do them without Understanding
and deem them True
because 'they always done it this way'

why do you remain sleeping?

is it too hard to see Truth?

when there was less, it was hard
now with more
the time is set
for what is coming
as you continue to adhere
to traditions
that
in the Kingdom
hold no value

this isn't a time for mere prophecy
although prophecy
has been given
this is a time for preparation
as I prepared My† apostles
so I† prepare you

this is a time of instruction
I† have given much
many will continue to not see
the harvest is always here
and what you see happening
in the world
is just the beginning of what's to come

the world sees advancement
space living and flying cars
the Father† will halt this advancement
for the end of the age is upon you
what is coming
is indeed change
but it's a reworking
of the soil
some replanting is necessary
for there are far too many weeds

(July 6, 2023)—He led me to Romans 12:1,2 through Romans 15:7-13. The following are points made while I was reading the Scripture. I’m told to include them.

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‘Pondering Affluence’ (Yeshuah)

I canceled all that debt of yours because you begged me to. Shouldn’t you have had mercy on your fellow servant just as I had on you?’ In anger his master turned him over to the jailers to be tortured, until he should pay all he owed. This is how My heavenly Father will treat each of you unless you forgive your brother from your heart.’—Matthew 18:23-35

Pondering Affluence (Yeshuah)

it's a benefit
to live in safety
a plus
to be able to travel
safely
where ever you Desire

it is still surface
a manifestation of Surety
one not earned
but given

how can you take advantage
of such a benefit?

how can you take
something so free
for granted?

it was not always
this way
your history teaches you
this very fact

instead of being satisfied
with this Simple benefit
you overwhelm yourselves
with more

I† am He†
the One who offers this benefit

a Pridefulness overcomes
what is given freely
because of sacrifice
by the willing

those unwilling
are the ones who take advantage
of what's free

it has always been
the few chosen
giving themselves freely
because of Faith and Honor
then those who remain
who refuse to willingly give
gain the advantage
of the benefit of free
they are the ones
who always Want more

this Need for more
becomes an abstract
a tangibleness
an unwilling to suffer
for the majority
these people overwhelm
the very idea 
of free

I† gave a 'Way'
to Freedom
from bondage

God† gave a 'Way'
a safe passage
to take

but always
as in the days of moses
man has a way
of desiring bondage
over Freedom

it is written in books
many, many
have told the tale
of Bondage

but lessons go unlearned
because money over God†
always takes its seat
this Lustful Desire
of wealth and of the flesh
always overpowers
because of the weakness
embedded
in the very fibers
of man

you took the 'Way'
I† paved
the Father† paved
and created a different way
leading to even more
Sin
masked under the appearance
of Righteousness
and sold it
to all who would buy
for a seemingly
easier path
than the Way I† paved

onward march!
goes the soldiers
the ones I† called
to Destruction
because the easy way paved
by man
cancels the True ones out

Truth will prevail
the coming Destruction
the one isaiah wrote about
is closing in

but prophets are not taken
seriously
as they pass God's† Words
to the people

a prophet does not Need
to be magical
just honorable to the Father†

all of their Words remain

even after all that is around
them
is gone forever

the Father† ensures
the Words given...remain
not all of Them
make it to you, the Earth
for it is not meant to
but their many Words
cast Light
where Light is Needed

it is Needed

I† am He† the Son†
these Words are to shed Light
to embed seeds
for the Father† to grow

They are not forced
nor charged for
They are given freely

as anything given freely‒
you, those of the world
those who have fallen
to that which
the world deems Good
the Illusion of the times
‒you will not accept

but like you
the new age will hunger
and I† will ensure
their Needs are met

don't Fear what you can see
Fear what you cannot
for it is
and forever will be

go in Peace
for I†, Emmanuel†, will give Peace
if you abide by the command
of Love
with Love

Sins are absent of Life

(April 28, 2023)—He led me directly after the writing to Matthew 18:5,6 through Matthew 18:23-35.

I’ve been editing Books 13 through 17. I’m on Book 15. I’ve been charged with reminding the people of these writings, given freely, as much as I like. It’s not received well. I get deleted and ignored, but I’ll continue to do as God charged.

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‘Compliant Stage’ (Yeshuah)

‘I did tell you, but you do not believe. The miracles I do in My Father’s name speak for Me, but you do not believe because you are not My sheep. My sheep listen to My voice; I know them, and they follow Me. I give them eternal life, and they shall never perish; no one can snatch them out of My hand. My Father, who has given them to Me, is greater than all; no one can snatch them out of My Father’s hand. I and the Father are One.’—John 10:22-30

Compliant Stage (Yeshuah)

a bit of ingenuity in the making
crises looming
for a generation unaware
moving under the radar
slow and precise

money's schemes
a formidable indifference
you know, you are aware
you don't care
it pleases your Desirable Lust
the convenience of Arrogant ways
pouring moneys into people
who are not in Need
who have overabundance
who horde and flaunt
for status

here it is
I†, Yeshuah†, will explain

walk away
if you have nothing
if you have a little bit of something
living Simple, plain
without much complication
you are living right
go in Peace

they scourge their worth
exploiting their money value
to bring Jealousy and Envy
even Hate and Anger

there are people dying
of illnesses
because they cannot afford
treatments of the wealthy

there are people meeting the Needs
of the wealthy for pennies
for barely bread to eat
living in pitifulness

why kill a leader
for his selfish wealth
and exploit what he has done
while buying useless things
making others wealthy
while you are still poor?

aren't you the hypocrite!

why complain that your food
cost too much
while you're paying twice, thrice
the amount to sit
in an uncomfortable chair
watching someone sing songs?

isn't food more important?

why use precious water to nourish
grass and trees that do not produce
food of any kind
then complain there's not enough
drinking water?

it is I†, the One above
the One who sees all things
for the Father† placed Me† here
to see all things

don't you think 
your hypocrisy is noted?

so many passing
the easy road

money, the hardest lessons
the lessons most ignored

it is either God† or money
you either hate one
and Love the other
or Love one
and hate the other
you cannot have both

here's a lesson on money

there are millions and millions
of stars in the sky

millions, billions, trillions

how ungodly you are!
to celebrate those counting so high
hording all the wealth

don't you know
what they horde
has been stolen from those
who now have little?

let Me†, Yeshuah†, be precise

your laws do not make Sin
unsinful
your laws have made Sin
spread throughout the nations
bringing wrath to your door

your laws protecting wealth
are the very laws that will
destroy you

the ways of the Father†
are easy, Simple
He† puts Words in your mouths
He† gives each an earthly talent
then His† tools are put to use
a choice is given

you either exploit man
by abusing the tools
to steal money, things
other tools
making others poor,
homeless
‒putting burdens on shoulders
who cannot bare the weight

which leads them to ruin

or you take the tools
freely given
and use them to help others
leaving Joy, Grace and Hope
the ways of the Father†

money, the hardest test to pass
most who are given it
do not pass

passing does not come
after succumbtion

it is I†
the Teacher has spoken

(July 21, 2022)— On July 18, 2022, I wrote the following: ‘Compliant Stage’ was given July 15th. He led me to John 10:22-30 through John 10:40-42. Concerning John 10:22-30 Yeshuah says, ‘The narrow road’ and concerning John 10: 31-39 Yeshuah says, ‘The narrow road being the less used. It is the least preferred.’

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‘On the Ground’ (Yeshuah)

He told me you would be in trouble…and you are! I cry for you. I pray for you. Please see HIM!

 On the Ground (Yeshuah)

[I began to write a prayer, soon Yeshuah took over.]
 
My Lord, Your hand is upon us
now we must drink
from the joint cup

You've watched
from way up high
You've bowed Your head
‒made us cry...
 
in the middle east‒
how their Sins gather
built up
on a once honest land
Death is their highest score
following their fathers'
false worship
human sacrifice
judgment
all at the cost
of your temple
 

all around...asia
in all its seeking Glory
has failed
as all its history
‒not recognizing the Truth
in the mystery

 
in europe's Vastness
bleeding riches
where it spread
not even counting the dead
all those bodies
that bled
you were always
being watched
false hopes
false religions
so sad to see
what will lay
at the bottom
of the sea
 
oh, gentle islands
so many temporary hills
so the birds
have stopping homes
on their journeys flown
doing works of God
you never knew fully
that knot
all of them placed
perfectly

 
oh! how you upset Him
hiding secrets within
your Sins cover the beauty
God's massive canvas
if only you'd seen
that which He painted
all its Righteousness
all of its glorious beauty
they go up, they go down
the birds' new stomping ground
soon to be found
 
then the americas
in the south rages of violence
over and over
human lives they sacrifice
never valuing the temple
or the Lord's sanctuary
praising My mother
as if God will overlook
all your Sins


fools! hypocrites!
My mother is ashamed
her head bowed low
that you would turn her
into such a circus clown!
damn, you!
My Father's wrath
will wrap around you
from all sides
 
your people are running!
no country's people
should Want to run
the south has lost hold
when the time
for such things come
there will be no Need
for you anymore
 
the north lives quietly
but unassure of Me
there's a time set
you Need to choose
then the time
will be done
 
the middle‒
oh! how bold you are
using My Father's name
you comprise a taste
of all nations
other nations criticize you
but they criticize themselves
for you are them!

 
God's massive hand
is on you!
you have infuriated Him
oh sweet, sweet america
you have a spokesman
among you
as other great nations
this spokesman trembles
for to trust in you
is laughable
she seems to think
you kill anyone
speaking Truth!

 
will you kill Me again?
 
I have you on your knees
or do you really believe
man is in charge
 
you are not listening
your idols won't help you
the prophesy
has been written


My prophet is scared
she trembles
for God is coming
she cries
for God has shown to her
what is coming
 
this is not the end
this is the beginning
of a new Earth
bow your heads
for the Son of God
has spoken

(March 25, 2020)―Oh, Boy. I had two dreams involving my mother, my friend Paula and her husband, and the sweet man. Both of them were full of messages, good ones. I woke up smiling because I saw my mother and Paula. Then ‘open the book’…and Psalm 44! I’m still trembling because 44 has been David’s constant number! Telling me I’m not alone in this and that the spiritual world of Heaven is on my side. Every single time I’m in doubt…44! This is NOT ordinary! Then THIS psalm’s title in my Bible! WHAT!!!! Are you awake yet?

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‘Trickle, Trickle’

I have read so much confusion, again something God has revealed to you through me, that it is ridiculous. But God tells me not to worry. It isn’t my issue. No it is not. If you don’t truly know God or want to hear what He has to say today, then you are missing what is going to come later.

 Trickle, Trickle
  
 trickle, trickle
 get a tickle
 no Need‒
 get another's principle
 let's be a wrinkle
 maybe a freckle
  
 trickle, trickle
 out of the cradle
 to the hospital
 for a breathing bottle
  
 trickle, trickle
 two more with a tickle
 soon hourly stays‒
 build to more
 than the middle
  
 trickle, trickle
 leaving behind principle
 becomes regrettable
 in parking lots‒
 tents become normal
  
 trickle, trickle
 months added by decimal
 more in wrinkle
 ‒black bags numerable
  
 trickle, trickle
 running around little freckles
 four months in the cradle
 maybe it's time‒
 turn to the bible
 ‒no one's at the funeral 

(March 20, 2020)―These sets of numbers were put before me today: WWI 1914-1918: 16 to 40 million causalities; Flue Pandemic 1918-1919 50 to 100 million causalities; WWII 1939-1945 70-85 million causalities (3% of the 1940 world population!).

Interesting isn’t it? 100 years and we face another pandemic. The 1918 pandemic was basically caused by soldiers coming home from the war and spreading it. Look at those numbers! Then there are other wars: Vietnam, Korea, then local wars where the numbers were extremely high and I’m sure all medical personal did the numbers and wrote tons of papers on the numbers.

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‘Love Exist!’ (Yeshuah)

Yeshuah replied, ‘The hour has come for the Son of Man to be glorified. I tell you the truth, unless a kernel of wheat falls to the ground and dies, it remains only a single seed. But if it dies, it produces many seeds.’—John 12:20-26

 Love Exist! (Yeshuah)
 
they say it's for the Righteous
that I† came
but there was no one Righteous


they say it's for the sinner
that I† came
‒those kneeling down
begging for Mercy
but what about those standing?
didn't I† come for them, too?
‒can't they hear, too?
 

it is for them
that I† came, too
for them to have honor
and Forgiveness
for them to be given Light
but they don't hear
they are blinded
for their hearts are dark
 

veiling them from Understanding
reveals the Truth on their hearts
if they are bad fruit
they will not see Truth
because their hearts are dark
they will perish
the same way
they have lived–
confused...not certain
 
it was never meant to be clear
Confusion sets the pace
if you can see through it
‒remember the sea
how it parted
trust kept the waters parted
Confusion then enclosed
the water...it returned
 
hear My† Words
I† am here


you have to see through
the Confusion
you can return to Me†
if you Wanted to
I† will not force you


through the waters‒
trust
 
it is I†
go in Peace

 
....Words of Lord Yeshuah, the Christ

(February 27, 2020)―‘The Adjunct’ and ‘He† Breathes’ and ‘I Am Truth’s Voice’ now ‘Love Exist!’. And this is Yeshuah. Our heavenly Father is every where and He is in control. To hear our Brother…He’s like this precious flower and He’s very difficult to write for because I don’t want to mess what He says up. I feared writing directly for God! It was one thing writing indirectly, but directly is a whole different story.

[I wrote what He had to say first. Then the title came. That’s a first! Like He wanted me to know.]

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‘The Puzzle’s End’

When God wants you, He will shake your world up! And He will keep shaking you until you get the memo, ‘Hey dude, I’m calling you, answer the phone!’ It steadily rings until you DO pick it up!

  The Puzzle's End
 
so young
so in between
–living and running
fast-paced scenes
 
knowing this
knowing that
putting it all together
in fact
not knowing
it's all a trap

–in will come
the collapse
in physical or in mind–
the hands will clap
they'll stand a little
for that
–then you'll see
only their backs
obvious or not
it'll happen...count on that
 
you'll question
all in your habitat–
where you once felt
the autocrat
–sometimes the bureaucrat
–even the true diplomat
whatever format
–your knowledge–
the smart-ass cat
was all that
 
then you fell to rat
on the ground...splat
or against a wall...splash
 
all you knew crashed
leaving you lost
in a unquestionable gasp
 
it's when you see the vast
–after that sudden ask
–like it was a forced task
but it happened so fast
yet so slow in contrast
 
it's when you recognize
this upper-class act
this thing beyond
just a simple glass
it seems‒
a I-don't-want-to-let-go mask
but it's not at all...a mask
it's an all-around broadcast
–you know, but you don't
you think you're in trespass
but you're not an outcast
so how can it be that
‒it's a different hourglass
catching you in pizzazz
 
it's when you understand
the acrobat
simply doesn't swing
but glides with hands clasped
around their back
 
it's knowing your mind
was kidnapped
but now it's back
–you no longer live
in a man-driven syntax
no need for a polygraph
 
you now hear the phonograph
although...it's not a phonograph
you just know the path
like knowing truth about this
and that
like spacecrafts, even witchcraft
it's now above all that
 
it's knowing–
you can know that
then not know that
it's knowing–
you can see that
or not see that
it's knowing–
you can hear that
or not hear that
 
it just depends on
where you're at
–your journey's path
 
it's understanding–
not being mad
accepting–
knowing who can change
all that
‒with a wind's simple laugh
 
that's when you've crossed
the graph
from ignorance in testing
to knowledge in wisdom
 
there's a path
–you will enact
you will react–
adhere to the telegraph:
 
stay on the raft
however hard the path
it won't last
if you fall off–
get back on the raft
it will pass
deal with the riffraff
–the wiretap
question...ask
it will all pass
don't get off the raft
whatever sass–
stay on the raft!

(February 24, 2020)—This was written on January 3 of this year, my 51st Birthday! I spent it alone. In fact, against my will, but I understand it now, I’m working on spending an entire year by myself! Something I’ve been wanting to do for a very long time. No more codependency! God is awesome! No more need for a man in my life. I don’t even need my family. Just me. And this awesome experience with the spiritual world. And birds! Twice a day, they come to the trees outside my apartment and hold meetings! They commence all at once and then they adjourn ALL at once! It’s really interesting and beautiful!

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‘Mocker’s Beat’

From the simplest of person to the biggest of corporations or non-profit corporations, lies are a dime a dozen. Job’s story is a symbol of how God works. He does not change.

 Mocker's Beat
 
the counsel of hypocrites
will never be it
they will smother
the best of it
 
to no wrongs‒
do they admit
they'll speak of Yeshuah†
say God† is guiding it
while bedding that and this
while lying...
taking no credit
‒for the wrong of it
 
they'll say all is good‒
enjoy it
they'll say God† saved it
when they were...actually‒
the poison of it
 
they'll say all that material bliss
God† gave it
they'll demand it!
‒they'll say you're a witch
a down-right b....h‒
when you don't give in
to their shit
 
it all adds up‒
to the job of it
those not truly in it
don't know the half of it
 
they're blinded‒
to the God† of it
‒for He† does the blinding
they're deaf‒
to the God† of it
‒for He† blocks out
their hearing
 
why does He† do it

‒they aren't His† kids
He† washes
His† hands of it
He's† not present‒
in the death of it
‒not even the Spirit
sees any of it
 
He's† all about His† kids
those who know‒
the Truth of it
they suffered for it
‒by the hands
of the mockers of it
 
He's† not in the materialistic
that's satan's dish
‒have fun with it
it's the prelude
to the pit

(February 10, 2020)—A few things have been bothering me lately. The healing of a narcissist is one of them, and the terror in which a narcissist puts on their victims. Their cunningness. Their manipulative ways. Their stealing, lying, cheating. All of it has me really thinking how can they be healed when they refuse to even admit they are not healed, and because of this line of thought, God shows me a lot in the Bible that relate to this. This morning it was through Job. I love Job! I wrote the process of God through the experience as it happened and in steps, that’s the books. Job wrote about it as an all-at-once experience and sometimes this does happen, but a lot of time it’s a losing of things over a period of time.

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