‘A Swayer’s Cup’

Truth: You say you write for the Lord, you hear the Lord, they say you are crazy, insane. You rape and destroy other people’s lives with lies and manipulation, they toast to you and say your a friend!

Note: The picture accompanying this work was taken on November 11th. The arrow and an Orb pointing out the avenging angel God puts in the sky.

A Swayer's Cup
 
I let it all happen
I did my thing
let them all ring
–the bells they joined
in cling
 
I kept going...ya know
doing instead of talking
–I wasn't going to stop
as they began their chop
 
it was slow...ya know
small disappointments here
large disappointments there
–I brushed it off
I had control of my hair
I knew the how and the where
–so no need...me...down...wear
 
I kept sucking it all in
as sickness halted me
–some kinda shit in my piss
got into my nerves
–hurt like a bitch
I just had to deal
trying to hide my hiss
 
this seemed 'a turning for them
all who called me family
and friend
it was a strange turn of events
'what did I do'
I kept wondering
 
pain kept sinking me in
no one could tell me–
how to win
there came a point
I just wanted to end
there was no one to help me
understand this fight
I was in
 
it just all became a rage
some sore of out-of-mind stage
no one came
no one believed my range
–me giving zero reason
just an illness-fighting season
 
pain slapping every angle
my skin on fire
with no one helping me
–not even trying
 
me...'a crying
maybe some whining
'what did I do'
to make everyone
me...gone in denying
 
then it all went exploding
a marriage in killing
down to total in zero
gone the hero
–adding to pain in feeling
came total confusion
–that which
there's no explaining
 
I went to that place
job wrote about in telling
down, down, down
not anymore
no use in fighting
 
they chopped me to pieces
all my moral standing
gone...no more handling
I let it all go
as anger...out of me
began its flow
 
no one understood
I was already
turned to wood
not even seeing
'what did I do'
no more diving
into books
–only my figure and looks
gave me a reason
in could–
sexing it all up
–just to feel good
 
a good christian life
didn't matter
I was thrown to the knife
cast down...like louella–
in her sin-lived life
 
there was nothing to do
but watch them all
undo
everything I'd accomplished
down, down, down
they all smashed
pushing, pushing
trying to force me
in crash
 
I surely stumbled
I sexed it up in humble
for a time...I wandered
even in gay
mocking an ex in disarray
for his truth...hidden behind
false in stay
 
I finally had enough
for myself...stood up
they all spit in my face
all in doings of betray
–using my life
as their punching bag–
I was crucified
stripped
of all my bright
 
house, friends, children
all my reputation
all my education
gone for the prideful stride
as down, down, down
went my buried life
 
'what did I do'
 
I went over and over
uncovered all the covers
I never stole
from any of them
never cheated, never lied
never betrayed
never killed or beat
–I wrote words on a page–
my life in a little bit of rage
 
I gave
I loved
I helped
 
even in mad–
I gave what I could
even in hurt–
I did whatever I could
make another life
soft, kind
–even in my anger
I never crossed the line
 
so me...they hate
speaking truth
living honestly
letting God† work through–
undoing all they glued
as He† wants me to work–
to better a life
for you
 
they hate me even more
closed...shut all the doors
me...not caring anymore
or wondering what for
for their lives...I prayed
–and mine…they stabbed
with a knife
 
so I raise my cup
I've had enough
I've educated myself
I've given 110 as a wife
I've stood the wall–
eleven years without strife
I've raised three children
worked, slaved without–
a husband giving
–as in the same house
we went on living
 
I raise my cup...to all–
betrayal...an evil whore's bluff
for God† pulled me up
–gave me strength
in enough
as they all showed–
their truth–
the wickedness of crud
–I walk in sway
maybe alone–
but I can honestly say
I hear the Lord†
I don't have to fake
 
I'm for real
the true in deal
for I didn't give up
when the devil thought–
I didn't get enough
of its...in the rear...fuck
 
that's right!
I'm in the sway–
a filled cup
of Jesus† love
–for I took His† crumbs
got the fuck up
drew in...with a deep suck
'I got this!'
I know I didn't do anything
to deserve this bitch's twitch
‒I'm so down with this!
 
yeah! I let out my sway
let God† fill my cup
kept my head up
even when I wanted
to give the fuck up
–for trusting in the Lord†
even with a broken heart
was me...being the bard
the writer of truth–
from the start
–a fucking swayer
with a God†-filled cup
rich with spiritual loot
all because I was true
–surviving the ring–
of evil-driven fools
 
now I know what to do
speak nothing but truth
the devil has no clue
of the power in God's† truth
–that which I share with you
so you'll know what to do
when that bitch
is allowed
to play with you, too!
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‘Which Wall?’

Not just one nation…ALL NATIONS. There is NO WHERE to run. Sorry. You pissed off the LORD! Not a human…like a president or some royal BS…THE LORD! He’s wrath is COMING!

Note: The photograph that accompanies this work was taken October 23rd when He revealed truth as in the Dragon and that He is ‘watching’ as in the All-Seeing Eye, which matches today’s Scripture, as well as what is going to happen with Earth. You can listen or not. It is going to happen! I would start paying attention!

 Which Wall?
 
the writings were placed
on the wall
the people sat
on the wall
still…those beat their heads
at the wall
I, myself, wrote:
'I stood on the wall'
I, myself, wrote:
'did you stand on the wall
arguments stand
as today...up...goes a wall
 
we each must fall
to understand this wall
from people to nation
–significance of each wall
reveals which next
will fall
 
those who guard the wall
answered a higher call
–stands to watch
their guarded wall
fall
 
from person to nation
their comes a stall
when no one hears
the call
 
as humpty-dumpty
all the kings horses
all the kings men
couldn't put him
back together again
 
after the coming
of the fall
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‘His† Spirit’

You got this…BUT only if you WANT this! It’s your CHOICE!

Note: The picture that accompanies this writing was taken November 9th. God revealing His power in a big way. His ART! I’m still adding frames to this page. Every second, 1/2 second, He changes the art. To reveal His speed…His creativeness. He wants you to know that He’s giving you time to get right with Jesus! That’s unconditional love in a nutshell!

 His† Spirit
 
He† took me to the cross
pulled me within
like a boss
 
all my anguish
He† tossed
'I suffered, too'
revealing truth's
heavy cost
 
when I felt lost
He† came to me again
in the glow of brilliance
He† held my hands
as in His† eyes
my childish self
got lost
building me up
'you have a blessing coming'
His† words
adding a heavenly sauce
to the love
in the raw
that filled me up
 
I can't complain
in patience
I must wait
all the judgment
take
for He† said:
'trust....
living in truth
a heavy cost'

as He† reminds me
of the cross
 
so I bow my head
welcome in
the Holy Spirit
filling me up
letting me hear Him†
 
then there He is
'I love you karen elizabeth'
'I love you, too, my Lord†'
as I'm surrounded
by the arms
of the boss
 
 
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‘Pillage of Souls’

I am His messenger. I am His witness…this IS a Message from God:

Note: I’m told to use this photograph again. The All-Seeing Eye and the orb on my lips says I’m speaking truth. Photograph taken October 23rd.

 Pillage of Souls
 
it is in the vastness
of hide
where it is
you'll find the lie
–that which bleeds souls
to die
 
it is in the masquerade–
leaving questions
in why
tearing you apart
inside
leaving your mind
hallow and dry
staring from eyes
as tears you cry
 
it is in this charade
you play along–
for those in hide
play on your weak side
pull you
in their jive
laughing and smiling
all the while in connive
not allowing you to see
–where lies the suicide
 
you go along with it
you battle in your mind
for what you know
and what you see
collide
 
you finally accept
the ride
its joyful, happier times
leaving it behind
or not even knowing
what lies in the hide
 
deception is a lie
no matter the looks
outside
–some lie in die
on the inside
over a hide
buried in the homicide
 
mixing it all up
to points of destroy–
of good lives
for over the lie
someone has to die
–a life to justify
 
gone is where truth lies
–souls live pass
a body's life
 
all matters–
seen by God's† eyes
–as they laugh out loud
feel all is right
they are protected
in the hide–
 
God† is moving pieces–
setting it all up
for the dark–
(that hidden hide)
to be awakened
brought to light
revealing truth
–reclaiming souls
from the devil's eyes
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‘New Earth’

Today’s message: Powerful. Truth. The New Earth is Coming!

 New Earth
 
the perfect balance
from the start
was His† chalice
 
seasons create life
on the parts
that do right
snow into streams
fresh water's delight
plants for food and medicine
animals and fish for nourishment
wood for homes
protection from nights
sun for growth
moon for sleep
–keeping all things
balanced and neat
 
societies created
societies destroyed
testing and wavering
forgiving and loving
opening up the mind
more each time
all to follow laws
in kind
making it easier and easier
to love, be kind
on evil...draw the line
 
sending words
for those to come
giving intelligence
to out-smart evil's indulgence
–instead a forced silence
all around...malice
evil destroying His† chalice
for mere advancement
for mere power
in deliverance
 
words to isaiah
haven't crossed the agenda
trials upon trials
forgiveness upon forgiveness
infants dying
the elder dying too soon
strife and greed
the control of His† good seeds
without enough
taking a knee
 
ages in ice
cure all this lice
just in time–
a God†-driven slice
 
protection for evil
won't come
it's just how it's done
God's† coming to renew
–with so few
to see the newness
of the early morning dew
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‘Rebuke Me’

God is in Charge. Believe that or not…it’s a choice. Eternity means forever…unending.

Note: The photograph that accompanies this work was taken October 8. It was explained to me that what you see is God’s energy. He manipulates the round orb that you constantly see if the photographs to prove to you that what you see isn’t of my imagination. It’s up to you to believe.

 Rebuke Me
 
I've already felt the breeze
that which makes one freeze
the kind that rolls off tongues–
those doing evil's deeds
 
I've felt...deep inside...the need
become like the trees
swaying...back and forth–
feel inside their stagnation of free
even if a chain saw came–
cut them down by the knee
they're better off
than the millimeter
of a bad seed
 
so take your crimes...rebuke me
for I am as clean
as fallen leaves
without even having to plead
 
go on...get down on your knees
try...in your heart...to believe
that I've come...you...to deceive
–your abundance in receive
will be a constant in dream
 
He† said 'trust Me†'
so I stagger around
in watchful need
waiting around
for what I've seen
but...it's not for me to worry
bleep out all parts of history
 
for time is measured
in discrepancy
in which man doesn't understand
–can't possibly conceive
the mystics in heaven's mystery
 
so be brave
with a tunic in your hand–
let ego and pride cast the vote
turn the other cheek
believe instead
what you see every day
whisper in corners...rebuke me
for the Lord† said
'write what you see'
not
'write what you conceive
so they will love you–
it's best to be accepted by society
instead of think of eternity'

 
His† words...short and sweet
precise and demanding
what He† says today
in a human's guess of proceed
in an hour or a hundred years
–it's all in His† hands
breaks or makes
of a society
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‘Job’s Sister’

When you are asked to do something for the Lord, you do it. For He does not take NO for an answer. Those who know this, know the truth.

Note: What you see in the photograph that accompanies this work was taken October 15. He has sent me many crosses proving to me that what you see in these photographs are sent from Him. It is not for me to make you believe or understand. I’m to deliver the message. Your judgement of me is what He is expecting. That’s your mark. You have to answer to that. Not me.

 Job's Sister
 
I weighed out the words
on my heart
I cry and despise my life
I've given all–
to the light
–forgot about everything
sit quietly and write
day after day
year after year
as everyone I love
disappeared
 
alone...banished
I too, beg:
 
what have I done?
show me so I can repent

 
nothing...
but more to write
more work to be done
as lonely consumes me
waiting impatiently
for a love promised to me
work, work, work
as lines cover my face
moving from place to place
writing as in a race
–with no home to trace
 
on and on it goes
every word doesn't escape
Your† eyes
every move I make
You† scrutinize
as I work, work, work
through sleepless nights
missing all the day's light
for a promise
that's never in sight
 
all hate me in despise
I'm left with empty nights
in silence...I'm condemned
talking to the air
at empty walls–
I stare
 
leave me alone!...I yell
then You† fill me up–
a given bone
to do Your† work
then I'm brought back down
crying and complaining
wondering what wrong I've done
to suffer so deep
as everyone who used me
gets to see happy days
I'm torn, stripped of all joy
like a played-out toy
on it...where everyone spits
 
I'd rather this body quit
me...live as the spirits
who feel nothing
but see everything
for all I've worked for
gone
with no place
to call home
nor anyone to call
my own
–just emptiness
and work, work, work
with no joy or happy
left in my heart
 
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‘Crucifying Jesus†’

Persecution. I was led to the Acts in the Bible today. The historical account of what happened to Peter and the rest of them who initially was appointed to tell the world about their experience, their testimony, about Jesus Christ. Nothing much has changed!

Note: The purple ray that you see in the picture that accompanies this writing is the purple love of Jesus. It is a blessing that He is placing on the 2 orbs inside of the red bubble. Those 2 orbs represent 2 people whom God has already married. There is a marriage under God and a marriage under man. You will know who these 2 people are, I’m told, in the near future. I already know. (I’m told to write this because of my self-doubt. It is dated now as everything else I’m told to write. It is for the sole purpose of revealing truth to me, personally, and to you. I can’t deny my self-doubt because I can’t see how this will happen, but in God and in Jesus, everything is possible. In Jesus’ name, Amen.)

 Crucifying Jesus†
 
I'm part of the body
‒that of Christ†
the head
 
the bullying of me
is the bullying of Him†
the name calling...judgment
of me
is the judgment of Him†
 
I am special
for He† is special
if am part of Him†
He† lives
inside of me
 
for:
 
I am in Christ†
Christ† is in me

 
you forsake His† name
deny His† claim
I shall speak‒
all the same
–for He† removed my chains
as to peter‒
the angel came
 
you crucify Jesus†
when you crucify me
 
you ignore Jesus†
when you ignore me
 
your faith is tested
‒as mine
 
I cry for you
as your doubt...revealed
no longer can you conceal
a heart...wasted
 
for:
 
I am in Christ†
Christ† is in me

 
not just words
someone once heard
but forever in flight
the light
‒the saving bird
who gave His† life
–to redeem the world
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‘Equal Parts’

God is waiting on you and you are taking too long to respond. He’s given you adequate proof that what is sent through me is from Him. Time is ticking. The button has been pushed. It’s up to you to decipher what He has sent thus far. He already knows that your faith is weak. He already knows how many people will die. Will you be one of them? You have a chance to change that number…more or less?

NOTE: Every word here is God’s message, not mine. I was to include how I feel and background information. Every link added here was by request from David to ensure that you KNOW that this is important. I’m also repeating myself again…this is very important. What I REPEAT, HE WANTS you to really know!

Equal Parts
 
you are not better than me
I am not better than you
together
we are sinners
set in small parts
equal before the Lord†
 
we are given chances‒
jump
over...under
fences
then judged by agendas
not circumstances
 
will we abandon others' needs
or give until we bleed
will we warn for safety‒
protecting others
‒even for precaution's sake
or will we forsake
know but not tell
for fear of society's yell
‒that would sink us to hell
 
our judgment comes on merits
not what we say
‒but what we do
 
how will we respond‒
will we see and hear
in love
or will we judge‒
through hatred, lies and fear
 
are we willing to risk
‒go against society's twist
show our faith in Jesus†
even as they attack us‒
condemn, crucify us
 
can we live as we speak
‒putting God† and Jesus†
on social media walls‒
can we truly live the call
‒not be afraid to fall
 
you are not better than me
I am not better than you
together
we are sinners
set in small parts
equal before the Lord†
 
living our lives in parts
makes it all‒
not hard
for we are part
of the Lord†‒
actions of the heart
‒instead of through
hate, lies and fear‒
we live in sincere
‒without anyone
to sheer
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‘Told but Not Heard’

God’s choice on how He reveals Himself is His call. He’s leaving how we see it up to us individually. Will you see it?

Note: The photograph attached to this commentary reveals who’s speaking. If you can’t see Him, you are blind. This isn’t in my imagination. All the photographs from September 27, reveal Him is the most extraordinary ways. Those whose faith is solid will see it. Those in disbelief are veiled and will not…that is His ultimate test for you.

 Told but Not Heard
 
the past is not history
‒its repeating
to God†
not a mystery
 
no matter the millennium
not matter the decade
 
the repeated rebellion
against the Father†
of all creation
who sent His† Son†
‒seeing how hard
to listen with the heart‒
He† dealt an easier card
but that too...too hard
 
His† wrath was shown
again and again
‒disasters of nature
turned to scientific adventure
 
to Him†...forgotten amends
left for a sunday's amen
instead of an every day win
 
lessons not learned
as fires in forests burned
as wars over and over turned
‒rewards taken
not earned
 
rape, murder, lies
pillage, corruption
 
on and on and on
then judge
when God steps
on the ledge
‒criticizing, condemning
those He† uses
to spread His† news
 
go on, go on, go on‒
He's† already prepared them
for your abuse
‒they...have a place
reserved...in heaven's muse
your criticism
doesn't have a chance
‒only puts you further
out of heaven's range
 
look to your selves
seek refuge inside
rather than outside
‒debate with your self
heal your own
spiritual health‒
then and only then
can you reach out
beyond your self
 
repeating of history
not at all a mystery
 
nothing is better
‒hence God's† coming wrath
coming...to re-gather
what's been shattered
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