‘Crucifying Jesus†’

Persecution. I was led to the following Scriptures today. Acts. The historical account of what happened to Peter and the rest of them who initially was appointed to tell the world about their experience, their testimony, about Jesus Christ. Nothing much has changed!

Note: The purple ray that you see in the picture that accompanies this writing is the purple love of Jesus. It is a blessing that He is placing on the 2 orbs inside of the red bubble. Those 2 orbs represent 2 people whom God has already married. There is a marriage under God and a marriage under man. You will know who these 2 people are, I’m told, in the near future. I already know. (I’m told to write this because of my self-doubt. It is dated now as everything else I’m told to write. It is for the sole purpose of revealing truth to me, personally, and to you. I can’t deny my self-doubt because I can’t see how this will happen, but in God and in Jesus, everything is possible. In Jesus’ name, Amen.)

(October 6, 2019)—Persecution. I was led to the following Scriptures today. Acts. The historical account of what happened to Peter and the rest of them who initially was appointed to tell the world about their experience, their testimony, about Jesus Christ. Nothing much has changed!

I say I’m told to write about how I feel. I hate writing how I feel. I used to not, but that was before the veils were lifted and I had this I-don’t-give-a-damn kind of heart. Things are different. God told me that now…there will be no more veils put on me. I must deal with my resentment of how others behave towards me and what they have done to me in the past. Currently, I’m told not to meditate, to wait…and write.

In ‘Crucifying Jesus†’, I wrote ‘I am in Christ†, Christ† is in me’. These words were put into my heart when I first heard Jesus’ voice. I was overwhelmed with Him. I couldn’t wait to tell the world that He was so real, and so humble, and so…everything! I never dreamed that by revealing this, I’d be worse off than I was before…crucified!

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‘Equal Parts’

God is waiting on you and you are taking too long to respond. He’s given you adequate proof that what is sent through me is from Him. Time is ticking. The button has been pushed. It’s up to you to decipher what He has sent thus far. He already knows that your faith is weak. He already knows how many people will die. Will you be one of them? You have a chance to change that number…more or less?

NOTE: Every word here is God’s message, not mine. I was to include how I feel and background information. Every link added here was by request from David to ensure that you KNOW that this is important. I’m also repeating myself again…this is very important. What I REPEAT, HE WANTS you to really know!

(October 4)—God’s time is not ours. I waited yesterday for someone to show up because I was told they would. (The numbers 3 and 13 played an important role in this event, so I was sure it was going to happen.) I cried because I felt betrayed when they didn’t show up by 10 p.m. I said my peace to the Lord, letting Him know I was not happy, even though He already knew. Then I fell asleep for the first time in a very long time without a sleep aid.

I was awakened at 3:13 a.m.! I realized they didn’t show up, but I wasn’t as upset as I was before I fell asleep. I realized that it was a test of my true knowledge, but I still cried a little more, said more of my peace, which isn’t that great, then went back to sleep. I wasn’t going to write anymore. I swore I wouldn’t accept this person back into my life if they did show up because the day was over, the chance was gone!

When I woke up for the last this morning, all those angry thoughts were gone. No matter what I think, I can’t betray the Lord. It’s just how I’m built. I went over all the things that transpired this past week, and realized I was used to test others and I was tested, as well,  for my own good. It doesn’t matter what we think to ourselves or out loud to the Lord, we are still forgiven. We just have to forgive ourselves.

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‘Told but Not Heard’

God’s choice on how He reveals Himself is His call. He’s leaving how we see it up to us individually. Will you see it?

Note: The photograph attached to this commentary reveals who’s speaking. If you can’t see Him, you are blind. This isn’t in my imagination. All the photographs from September 27, reveal Him is the most extraordinary ways. Those whose faith is solid will see it. Those in disbelief are veiled and will not…that is His ultimate test for you.

(October 2, 2019)—I posted some really serious messages on my personal Facebook page a couple of days ago. Basically, in response to the visions and pictures and other things that I’m receiving. I don’t feel, in my heart, right if I don’t try to warn. I don’t care if it happens or not, my heart would be broken either way if I didn’t try. So, in response, even though I haven’t gone on my page since, I received messages from family, which I warned personally, that I need to see a doctor. They are worried about my mental health. That’s how they see God…as a mental disease. This is rather odd.

This morning I had a long chat with one of my dearest friends and she told me that she wasn’t aware of God’s wrath that all she knew was His love, and that I am scaring those who think like her. I knew this. I’ve been writing about how the churches are not teaching God properly, that they are leaving things out because they want control of you. I’ve been writing how they are not telling the truth by leaving things out. I have been writing about how you, as a people, are not reading the Bible as you should, instead you are allowing others to TELL you who God is, hence they are lying to you.

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‘Taken Accountability’

(September 20, 2019)―Oh, my sweet, sweet Job! This second writing I received today was revealed through the following passages from the Book of Job. In this set of passages, Job is making a case for himself on his righteousness. For you, God is telling you what to do. He’s giving you so many chances. Of course, byway of Jesus. He’s the one appealing for you. You should appreciate that because God’s already revealed through the visions He sent to me that the button’s been pushed.

In ‘Taken Accountability’, He is telling you it is too late, it has all begun. Of course, He has said that in verbal context to me and I’ve written it up in the visions that He directly said, It has begun. Of course, not many people are reading it because I don’t pay to run traffic to my website. But that’s okay because He has assured me over and over that they will pay attention when I show them the truth. So, I don’t doubt what He says.

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‘The Divine’s Chase’ and ‘Chastisement…Useless’

You can lead a horse to water but you can’t make him drink. Oh, how true that is!

(September 9)—My fuck-you church awakens again! I sit day after day waiting for people to change, waiting for them to actually mean what they say. It’s been over 10 years now and I watch them fail their tests over and over again. It’s really sad because to say that you love then to crucify someone that you called friend, to ignore your parent when they’ve done nothing to you but say the truth, to ignore your family because they are doing what they are supposed to do is not following the way of love.

I’ve been writing a lot and reading and watching. I’ve been totally spending all my time alone…in prayer, in meditation. I’m not going to lie to you, it’s hard. Not the being alone part, the crucifixion part. Why? The solid questioning or challenging of what I’m saying. I haven’t said anything that isn’t in the Bible, and the thoughts are mine, the visions are not, but you won’t believe that because of….? Oh, man, that’s why. Yes, I’m sarcastic. I’ve always been this way from time to time. Hard Love. I’ve written about this a lot. Do you get it yet?

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‘Pulling A Jonah’

Adhering to the Message!

(August 13)―The things we do NOT listen to! Oh, my! Karen, you’re such a hard-headed child! Agreed! Agreed! The story of Jonah. That’s where I was led to this morning. I’ve written about Jonah before comparing it to the feeling of depression. That’s how I find the separate parts of each Scripture is: They tell us something different to each individual, but as a whole, the story of Jonah is much more powerful.

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‘Renewing Spirit’ and ‘The Awakening’

For the Children…It’s a CHOICE!

(July 29)―It all led to the children this morning. It all led to the Coming and how it will affect them by way of their parents. Isn’t that something! I figured it was coming to this!

I was first led to Isaiah this morning then closed my Bible. Isaiah spoke of restoration and forgiveness, but I’m mad about a few things. That mad didn’t last. So, again I opened the book. 1 Thessalonians. It’s the first of two letters Paul wrote to those living in Macedonia and Archaia. Paul is in another part of the world (Athens)…did you read that right…the world…and has suffered a great deal of strife due to his spreading of the gospel of Jesus. He had already visited Macedonia and Archaia and they received him well. He is anxious to know if their faith is still strong. So, he sends Timothy. I’m including most of the Scripture here.

I’m also including two poems today. One written without Scripture and one written after I read the Scripture here. I’m reluctant to write this, so reluctant that I had to confide in an old friend who has knowledge in places that I don’t. His advice to me was to trust. So I am.

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‘Men of Songs’

Understanding Depression and the Veils By-Way of Job!

(July 24)—Our mothers. Veils. Mercy. I’ve been having a hard time putting my thoughts on paper lately. It may not seem like it but it’s still true. I end up writing it in my head then when I sit down, the same thoughts that I had don’t come out. I didn’t want to write anymore. For the past week or so, I’ve been in a battle with my self I guess you could say. I’m tired. I’ve been doing this work for seven years now. I’ve been writing and teaching and learning for over 10. I’m tired. But I’m to keep going.

Last night, I had another, yet another, one of my heart-to-hearts with the air. No. With God really but it seems like air at times. I have written about codependency for seven years as well. I’ve written about what it is and how to conquer it. I realized that my issue hasn’t totally been about codependency…that’s not why the lonely is surrounding me. Lonely is surrounding me because I’m a writer! It is such a lonely world and, honestly, I’m tired of it! So, I’ve been sort of arguing…discussing it with God. Funny how He works by the way.

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‘Solitary Confinement’

The Truth of Planting Seeds By-Way of Jeremiah! The Truth of Planting Seeds byway of Jeremiah! It’s time for narcissists to take the personal responsibility to heal.

(July 23)—There’s a lot going on but little of nothing. What’s taking place in my life is not on the outside per say. I never really knew what was meant by Spiritual Awakening. To be honest, I thought it was all a bunch of crap. But I could never deny the things I’ve experienced when it came to the spiritual world. All the experiences I’ve written about in My 12-Book Series, well, they actually happened. Everything I’m experiencing now…it’s actually happening. It’s not in my mind, or some crazy deal. I think this is the part that separates the spiritual realm from the rest of the world. People go to church every day all around the world, but they really don’t understand what they are hearing or reading about because so much is left out of those preachings.

I’ve been having a lot of questions lately. I know what I’ve been experiencing. I began my journey in meditation. I think maybe I jumped a few steps and went directly to the meat of it all. It’s work. It’s of the spiritual realm, the place I go when I fall deep into meditation. I have questions answered and my mom seems to be part of this journey now. She is the truth of the spiritual realm for me. She is on my team per say. Anyway, a lot has been put before me lately. And my questions keep adding up.

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‘When You Are Sure!’

The Veils Revealed Through Ezekiel 38 and 39

(July 16)―I’m to write my truth to you. A lot has been going on in my world and it is happening fast. I seem to have written enough about the healing…what we are responsible to do for ourselves. Now, the writing is upsetting in a way. I’ve had some hormonal days topped with the upstairs neighbor having strife…I’ve been sucking up the energy, and then getting this spiritual awakening (go ahead and smirk…I had to look all this up myself), now these writings that are coming. I’ve been crying for two days.

As I posted, as you can see here on my website between this posting and the posting two days ago, a post that I did not post. I didn’t get on this website on the 15th. I had too many things to do. Early, early this morning, I got notice of a posting on my author page. I didn’t post this. I contacted my website provider who also handles my security…no hacks. The post came from MY computer. No way! I didn’t post it. During the last two days, I’ve had some serious talks with God. I’ve been forced to look at my entire life, my entire sinful life and repent.

The Book of Job! Twice last night I was led to it.

Bragging, boasting. No. I’m to reveal this. I guess when this all ends for me, you will fully understand.

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