‘I Giveth To Be Done’ (God)

The righteous detest the dishonest; the wicked detest the upright.—Proverbs 29:27

I Giveth To Be Done (God)

you think I'm not
you say I am
but what is in the heart
says different

you praise when all is Good
go to assemblies
sing and praise

you get beautiful things
then thank Me
for the giving

I confuse the prophet
when I say these things

but Truth will endure

you praise Me with the sun
in all its light

you praise Me when a child is born
you baptize the child
deem it saved

who told you that a baby baptized
is saved?

who told you receiving beautiful things
is from Me?

who told you the light of day
is full of Grace?

is only part of the world Mine?

is only where grass grows
belongs to Me?

who told you that I was
the God of only the Light
am I not the God of the dark
as well?

did I not make the day
and the night?

did I not make the heat
as well as the cold?

did I not make the grass
and the desert?

when all is not well
who do you turn to?

did He, the One I sent
get baptized as a man?

did I not leave
that choice up to Him?

how can you make a choice
for another human being
to be saved by the Light?

do you know that Spirit within?

is a baby's Spirit old enough
to decide and speak
its own wishes?

do you know the matters
of a baby's heart?

I did not give baptism
for an unknowth Spirit
I did not give baptism
to be forced

baptism is not a tradition
of any religion
it is a product of Faith
to be chosen
no man can give it
for I already gave it

traditions of man
have always gotten in the way
of Truth

I give Truth
I, the Lord Almighty God
refine who I refine
speak to whom I speak
discipline whom I discipline

it is not man to decide

I, the Lord Almighty
am setting the record straight

on this course
of trending generations
forgo Truth
for their imaginations

I build walls
and I tear them down
I give Spirits
and I take them
I give Grace through My Son
then I take it

Evil is
as Good is
and rain falls on them both

the Wicked live
so do the Righteous
and the sun shines
on them both

a balance is kept
by choice
when the balance
is offset
I must endure
the discipline required

ishmael lives
edom lives
esau lives
ham lives
as well as jacob

all live through generations
upon generations

some are heavily disciplined
others are cursed
they roam the Earth
as I deem
used for my discipline
then they are destroyed
but not all
because the balance
always Needs to be maintained

like a fine oiled machine
of this generation
as a well maintained vineyard
in an ancient generation
the same qualities
the same standards
the same balance

when balance leans
too much to the dark
a time for an overhaul
is due

'why is the Lord saying these things?' you ask

'why is He even speaking to a woman?' you demand

'ah, that's a woman writing'
'she's writing from her imagination'
'God doesn't speak to women.'

all are careless thoughts
from minds who do not
know Me!

but the future will
because a woman
caught My Words!

in times of peril
mainly after
dramatic Refinement
do you question Me

even if you live a Good Life
dramatic Refinement
spoils your solid Faith
and you question
both I and My Son

you say 'how can God do this?'

or 'no god would allow this?'

phrases you say
especially after a dramatic Death
of someone you Love

then I say, 'you don't know Me!'

they say I never leave you
false shepherds drill this notion in

worship is worship only when
it is Truth
half-Truths are not Truth

I am not the god of the dead

My prophets explained this
over and over
and you still masked
all My generosity as Good
and I am full of Grace

I am!

if you follow Me
and not turn your face
from Me

I am!

if you turn away from Sin
and Sin no more

if you don't kill, nor steal
nor manipulate, nor have a 
malicious heart, nor abuse
of any kind, nor perform
sexual immorality, nor
blasphemy, nor extort
nor perform debauchery
of any kind, nor Lie

can you do that?

can you turn your back
on all Sin?

during My Refinement
you are thrown into the fire
twisted and turned
not by Me
but by those I send to you

it is only in Strength
from a Good heart
one deserving Refinement
who can pull their Spirit
out of the fire

can a Wicked heart change?

yes

I, the Lord Almighty God
have given a great gift
to all the world

My Son!

He! through Him
and only through Him
can Wickedness be stomped

it is a willing endeavor
He is the only One
who can cleanse the heart

'Why are you saying all of this?' I asked.

for the peril that must come
I, the Lord Almighty
give warning
give instruction
on what you must do
all the nations
to prepare their Spirit
for judgment

no one can do it for them
they must each prepare
for the world's Sins
already spoken 
and then written
by the prophet of the pen

the Earth has to be
rebalanced

are you pretentious?

wondering?

are you confused?

you should be
for Confusion has been
released already
a torment you will endure
all nations

as My Words
which are many
will confuse you
but not the future
for they will understand
that the Riddle Maker
has laid out
a perfectly planned puzzle
an architectural master plan
from the Master, Himself
Me!

the Lord has spoken!

(May 18, 2025)―The Proverbs are laid out in categories in my Bible. The category He led me to falls under two titles: ‘Good and Evil’ and ‘Righteousness and Wickedness’.

I do have a few reminders.

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‘Time’s Vastness’

Therefore, I cut you in pieces with My prophets, I killed you with the words of My mouth; My judgments flashed like lightning upon you. For I desire mercy, not sacrifice, and acknowledgement of God rather than burnt offerings.—Hosea 6:4-11

Time's Vastness

we are given time
with those we Love
we are given rhyme
to express that Love

how much more
is there
to cover the heart
in time
to understand
the rhyme

in words
we express
there could be
nothing less
then passing a test
of humble's duress

a moment
one single moment
where Love's duress
is challenged

a small challenge
mixed in all the moments
taken
from one moment

is it fully done
can you undo the moment
or continue
to the next moment

time
the ultimate test
a heart
on the block
as goes the hands
on the clock

shhh, shhh
wishing it would stop
roll back
recover the moment
rewind the clock

but no, time moves
forward
regrets linger
as the opening and closing
of a finger
it steadies in front of us
lingers
like smells of perfume

time doesn't stand still
as, at times
feelings we feel

forever changing
as in this world
comes and goes
danger

open up to time
hear it in
rhythm and rhyme
as goes time
so does the rhyme

(January 10, 2024)—After I wrote this, which I’m not sure I wrote it at all. I know that sounds silly, but it sounded like it was fed to me. After, I heard, ‘Open the book,’ and Hosea 6:4-11, which in my Bible, it is titled ‘Repentance Short-Lived’.

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‘To Not See in Shame’

Micah adds to the importance of the Choose!

 To Not See in Shame
  
 He's† coming–
 He's† watching and...tired
 nothing has changed
 all lost in Shame
 playing a tireless game
 for Simple gain
 ‒forgetting His† glorious name
  
 He's† coming‒
 your songs are deranged
 your mentality strange
 believing in sports' games
 gold chains and diamond rings
 leaving His† name
out of range
 condemning those who sang
 glorifying His† name
  
 He's† coming‒
 152 sets the range
 in time...sets the change
 choose which side‒
 you'll play your game
 then it will be set
 no more chances to change

 you choose
it's your time
 to arrange the change
 before time
gets out of range 

(August 14, 2019)―It’s not fair you know. Being the bearer of such news. But it seems only fair. Micah in the Bible. I bet he felt a similar feeling. Only I’m not a prophet. All I know is that the book is written. The only one needed. No need for another. History repeats itself. The warnings always the same. How many times will it have to be?

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‘Pulling A Jonah’

Adhering to the Message!

 Pulling A Jonah
 
you can run
but you can't hide
upon you, lies God's† eye
from one end to the next‒
He† does not change His† tide
He† remains the same‒
in all colors of die
 
no use in the pretend‒
no use in loud or shy
His† call to you to ride–
to accept or to deny
either way
you'll pay with your Life
eternity in die
eternity in the Light
you choose
you have that right
 
‒that calling comes
from really high‒
you can run
but you can't hide
you...He'll† seek and find
throw you in perils of Life
'til you accept with every sigh
 
cry little birdie...cry
He'll† wait
'til you get the right high
bowing your head
reaching for the sky
 
He'll† force your comply
He† knows your heart inside
His† calling
from within or outside
important for the rise
He'll† rage the water‒
'til you submit to the cry
then you'll see‒
the beauty of the Light

(August 13, 2019)―The things we do NOT listen to! Oh, my! Karen, you’re such a hard-headed child! Agreed! Agreed! The story of Jonah. That’s where I was led to this morning. I’ve written about Jonah before comparing it to the feeling of depression. That’s how I find the separate parts of each Scripture is: They tell us something different to each individual, but as a whole, the story of Jonah is much more powerful.

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‘What Says You’

I am woman and my faith is my Choice!

 What Says You
 
defiance in its True nature
reaches those too immature
to know the difference
‒a veiled struggling creature
avoiding Words of the One
True teacher
 
over two thousand years ago
blood fell on hands‒
those in the know
as they began to sow
deceptions made
of silver and gold
dawning black hats and robes
ignoring what Yeshuah† came to show
choices of Ignorance
they choose
‒God† released His† grasp
His† hold
 
time slips in its venture
here and there...new adventures
‒Words remain
from the One and only teacher
He† will come
without another lecture
He† will come
in storms of weather
they'll be no guessing‒
go on being the hater, the abuser
you won't have to wonder
when it's time‒
you won't deny
the presence of the Creator
 
so go on...go!
be the reason
for Destruction...hold
be thoughtless and bold
He's† coming!

He's† coming
absent silver and gold
He's† coming to decide‒
who stays, who goes
who rises, who He† shall behold
 
152...a good number to consider
ignore...it doesn't matter
He's† never been the taker
‒a constant in giver
lessons, tests‒
giving all chances in reconsider

now His† patience is on the damper
time is over...in chatter
get on your knees‒
be the pray-er
change your heart
to the honest giver
repent in matters of sinner
‒time in choose
is now on the ledger‒
no turning back‒
He's†  becoming the taker!

(August 8, 2019)—My spiritual journey is continuing. I’m not really ready to talk about it but I’m sure there will come a day. Today, I was led to Acts…pages that I never marked up. I have been questioning my journey lately. I’m a woman…as a former Catholic…I asked: I’m a woman. What authority do I have to talk about such things? I’m not kidding. The Catholic church has re-positioned the woman below man for hundreds and hundreds of years. I’m lucky to have finally had my eyes opened to their cruel injustice…truly against anything the Bible teaches!

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‘Time Allotment’

Healing individual and nation byway of God’s tests!

 Time Allotment
 
there were so many‒
but not quite like the three
babylon, rome, egypt
 
babylon wiped from the map
rome...an enemy-insertion trap
as egypt turns
to left-over scrap
 
there were many other nations
tribes around the world
worshiping their gods
in a swirl
disappearing...gone
‒their gods' validation
 
God† over-shadows all others
they last quite a while
then smothered
God† doesn't interfere
doesn't even bother
‒leave them to the world's wonder
just how many gods
are under the thunder?
 
once mighty rulers
having gold and emeralds
hundreds of years‒
forcing slaves
to dry them tears
in each heart
placements of fear
thousands of years
controllers held dear
 
all before: Yeshuah† appeared
 
slowly, slowly rulers
of such magnitude...disappeared
 
are you blind...think so queer
that you can out smart‒
thousands of years!
 
just three: babylon, rome, egypt
oh my! thousands of years
they had reason‒
held their egos so dear
forcing love to the rear
live by hate, pride‒
the shield...instilling fear
 
but barely old enough
to even see rough!
built up pride and ego
not even three hundred years!
laugh, laugh, laugh
‒the emptying of the glass
chances were given
to help you last
‒you're just using it in sass
 
sweet, sweet land of milk and honey
days are coming less sunny
 
countries with more maturity
countries with much more history
fell to the feet
of the Mystery
ancestors left
with no one to call majesty
‒take heed to that of sincerity
you're wasting a gift‒
too young...a baby
not even close to maturity
ego, pride, greed‒
wasted years in cruelty
falling to the hands
of evil in royalty!

(July 5, 2019)—I was led to Ezekiel again today. Political mess. Shootings again in America. Not schools or theaters this time…Wal-Marts! I ask: Why not Target, or the malls, or Walgreens, or any other branded store. Why Wal-Marts? Strange occurrences. The schools. Sure there were a few out-of-sort shootings trying to throw it off, but mostly schools. Then theaters. Random? Across the country. Even less than six minutes from my house! Then a concert…I’m thinking it was going to be the first of many, but then security took over. Stupid really…to target a place like Vegas…that shit spills all over the country. I went to several concerts after. Security is high! Now stores….

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‘Renewing Spirit’ and ‘The Awakening’

For the Children…It’s a CHOICE!

 Renewing Spirit
  
 I wake up to an empty dawn
 raise my hands up
 give thanks...without a yawn
 knowing I wasn't deceived
 I wasn't a pawn
 by the One wiser
than a fawn
  
 take me, take me whole
 in Your† arms...hold
 for I'm just in mold
 clay being recast
in gentle's bold
  
 awaken me
give me strength
 take me from Death‒
 wash away my Sins
 put Joy in my heart
 weaken this defensive anguish
 steady my hands
calm my pulse
 give me the Words
 to speak to them
like a boss 

(July 29)―It all led to the children this morning. It all led to the Coming and how it will affect them by way of their parents. Isn’t that something! I figured it was coming to this!

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‘Men of Songs’

Understanding depression and the veils by-way of Job!

 Men of Songs
  
 I thrash out my complaints
 I take the hurt, the Blame
 put it all on my shoulders‒
 knowing
through all this rough terrain
 not one showed Sincerity
not one came
  
 so I let tears fall
like rain
 open my mouth
my worded train
 feeling alone, empty
worthless...plain
 wondering if I'm really insane
  
 I cast out my stones to You†
 ‒Your† broken little dame
 all these tasks
my Life...so drained
 not knowing the final aim
 just take it all in‒
 the arrows of false names
 on invisible ropes...I hang
  
 told...Life is but a game
 learn to play it...you win fame
  
 You† and I know‒
 that's not how it's framed
 Life isn't at all a game
 You†...no one can tame
 someone so righteous‒
 You† easily cast in flames
 and that person
will never be the same
  
 when this heart
feels weak in faint
 I look at all my I can'ts
 I re-hear all those filthy names
 know...none of them...I ain't
 but I know‒
 I'm such a tiny piece of grain
 and the only fame
to be claimed
 is that of Your† sweet, sweet name
  
 I'm so, so tired
of being maimed
 so tired of lonely's strain
 what have I gained
 on this hateful, lonely lane
  
 I know it's part of Yeshuah's† name
 each and every vein
 I'm so weary...feelings‒
 my work done in vain
 so, I call on you...Yeshuah†
 please take all my complaints
 straight to our Father†
 ‒pull me out
this agonizing drain
 forgive all my trespasses
 turn me over‒
 to at least one heart
who feels the same
 ‒a bit of hunger
a bit of tame
 to do works of Good‒
 in Your† sweet, sweet name 

(July 24, 2019)—Our mothers. Veils. Mercy. I’ve been having a hard time putting my thoughts on paper lately. It may not seem like it but it’s still true. I end up writing it in my head then when I sit down, the same thoughts that I had don’t come out. I didn’t want to write anymore. For the past week or so, I’ve been in a battle with my self I guess you could say. I’m tired. I’ve been doing this work for seven years now. I’ve been writing and teaching and learning for over 10. I’m tired. But I’m to keep going.

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‘Shelters From Storms’

Using our gifts the right way byway of Matthew! How do we discover our gifts? How to use them? How to multiple our inside wealth? Easy. Listen.

 Shelters From Storms
  
 take these gifts...give them more
 open, open...will be doors
 no more seeking to find
 say this is mine
 it shall be yours
  
 place bets on things
 instead of doors
 what's yours will be no more
  
 treasures are found
 in gifts stored
 open, open the doors
 heal from your sores
 be fierce...the Power is yours
  
 take these gifts...do more
 help the needy, help the poor
 put Life in their décor
 never asking what for
  
 open, open the door
 don't be the evil's whore
 take what you know‒
 take it and soar
 high, high...my little commodore
 what you wish...will be yours
 for without fear‒
 the Lord†, you adored! 

(July 24, 2019)―There’s reasons for everything! Twice during meditation this past week I was presented with doors. The first time there were two doors. They were white and side by side. I went to open the door directly in front of me and it was locked. My team (I actually can hear them.) told me to try the other. I did. It opened. I was cheered. I didn’t see myself walk through this door. I just knew that I had entered. And the manifestation process began. The second time there was just one very large white door. I opened it and saw myself walk through it.

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‘Solitary Confinement’

The truth of planting seeds by-way of Jeremiah! It’s time for hurting to take the personal responsibility to heal.

 
 Solitary Confinement
  
 they're out there enjoying Life
 those who Lied and betrayed
 while she sits in silence
 waiting for her time
  
 they all believe the opposite
 of what is True
 they are all blinded in fool
 while her tears cause her to drool
 praying...her inward tool
 for being condemned
 doing what she was supposed to do
  
 all abandoned her
 deciding to judge
 where no judgment was due
 pitying her–
 where no pitying was due
  
 so she accepts the cross
 ‒knowing full well...who's in charge
 in the waves of other's flaws
 like a rage doll...she was tossed
  
 but her hopes
stayed with the Light
 their insecurities
weren't even her fight
 in her eyes
she just watched their blight
 screamed at them
in her troubled fight
 thinking it was her right
 standing up for herself
against the night
 those suffering for lack of insight
 in only the Lord†
can things ever be right
  
 yes, she watched...screamed
 with all her might
 years of blight‒
 but it was never her fight
 ‒she was already in the Light
  
 so she waits...sometimes in cry
 accepting the silence
 her temporary confinement
 forever lasting enlightenment
 as those who suffer inside
 play with false lives
on the outside
 ‒the lost coveting what they lost
 concealing in Lies...lost
 not knowing what it means
 to take it to the cross
  
 yes, they condemn her, judge her
 placing her in depressed...lost
 when all the while‒
 what they refused to see
 she was always a Faithful child
 of the Boss! 

(July 23, 2019)—There’s a lot going on but little of nothing. What’s taking place in my life is not on the outside per say. I never really knew what was meant by Spiritual Awakening. To be honest, I thought it was all a bunch of crap. But I could never deny the things I’ve experienced when it came to the spiritual world. All the experiences I’ve written about in My 12-Book Series, well, they actually happened. Everything I’m experiencing now…it’s actually happening. It’s not in my mind, or some crazy deal. I think this is the part that separates the spiritual realm from the rest of the world. People go to church every day all around the world, but they really don’t understand what they are hearing or reading about because so much is left out of those preachings.

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