Tag: confusion

‘Dribbled Dängshin’ (God)

He will cause deceit to prosper, and he will consider himself superior. When they feel secure, he will destroy many and take his stand against the Prince of princes. Yet he will be destroyed, but not by human power. The vision of the evenings and mornings that has been given you is true, but seal up the vision, for it concerns the distant future.—Daniel 8:15-26

Dribbled Dängshin (God)

what Power do you Need?

someone taking over your
outer space?

does that qualify Power?

someone cheating and manipulating
to hoard in banks
and building monies
on top of monies
does that qualify Power?

how about foolishness?

would that not qualify
a person to foolishness?

the only reason anyone
would Want to take over
your outer space
is Power? or Control?

wouldn't it be the makings
of coming forced Control
but doing it so easy
that when the captivity hits
you will willingly offer
all you have
including your Freedom?

I am the Lord Almighty God

you forgo the warnings
in riddle
and in straight talk
given so plainly

yet, the irony
you will not listen!

I tell you that a prophet
walks among you
and you forgo that too
because the world has sank
its teeth so far
down your spine
that you believe
True prophets of Me
are no more

so be it

let Me, the Lord Almighty
tell you:
a prophet is among you
warnings are set
a virus to return
‒yet never left‒
in a vengeful rage of My wrath
a war will commence
as you fight off this
double-spiked villain
many will die
on all four sides!

is that plain enough?

every land will be penetrated
by this war
for I deemed it

food and things
will become scarce
for I will halt
all 'shipping' as I said
I would
through this prophet's hand

this vengeful action of Mine
will be announced
with signs
that I have disclosed
through the prophet's pen
in her honorable, loyal
stance
she has given
what I freely gave
to you, all peoples, all nations
all of Earth

if you have not read them
it is on your own head
not hers
for she gave as I instructed

this is the times of
double fives
the tens
a change in calvary
will take place

lines will be redrawn
Powers will change hands
a constant fight
between men
ongoing and inducive
to My people

then the lines will break
Earth, itself, will continue
all this time
in its rebirth
more and more
of its movement
will discourage many
will force many
to search for Truth
this is when they will discover
that a prophet walked
among them
and they will discover
all these Words she wrote
a puzzle of all puzzles
a riddle of all riddles
a massive injunction of time
set aside
for the True hearts I left
after plague, famine, battles
natural disasters
the beasts of the Earth

My people will reclaim Truth
Wisdom will open up again
Confusion will leave again
and I will be found
and My Son will be found
and balance will be restored

I am the Light
I control the Light
for I am the Light

I have full Power
to take the Light
I am taking the Light

all of these Words will breathe
for this age is ending
and a new age will rise
but the hour of both
you, man, will not know

says the Lord Almighty God

Thy, He, Him

(April 27, 2025)—He led me to Daniel 8:1-14, Daniel 8:15-26 and Daniel 8:27.

I spelled the word Dängshin a wrong when I heard it, but when I looked it up this word came up with some help from David. It is Korean and is the second singular form of ‘you‘, can also mean ‘dear‘, or translated into ‘my love‘.

The photograph is from October 15, 2019: The Phoenix. Interesting. I did not pick the photograph. The Phoenix means rebirth. And all the elements that were pointed out in all the photographs that were taken are in this one photograph. It was taken at 5:22!

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‘Animosity’s Ego’ (Yeshuah)

He has an unhealthy interest in controversies and quarrels about words that result in envy, strife, malicious talk, evil suspicions and constant friction between men of corrupt mind, who have been robbed of the truth and who think that godliness is a means to financial gain.―1 Timothy 6:3-5

Animosity's Ego (Yeshuah)

it is the open waters
that bleed
in a summer's day
what is all too perfect
listen to its waves
the rushing of the waters
the red seeping
like fire on top of ground
pure but wasted
eager but struggling

sing songs with meaning
sing hymns that bring tears
mourn for those sleeping
yearn to be awakened

for a time is coming
a time of more change
the change will keep getting vast
in nature
the Confusion will gain momentum

who should say such things
as I† awaken the prophet
get her ready
with pen in hand
to write My† Words
the Words of Yeshuah†
speaking for the Father†
the Lord† of all the Earth

awaken 'O gentle souls
be hold, I† am speaking
the Son† of the Father†
the One who sees all things

a churning is happening
an expanse of Life
way beneath the Earth
it is forlong
a massive connection
breaking apart

awaken to what you cannot see
hold tight to Truth
for Lies are surfacing
more than you hear now

all is not what it seems

a stage of sorts
a game of men against men
is looming
for great Sin
walks
amongst them

all their structures will crumble
their Needless building
for Greed has a hold on them
an evilness of graveness
holds them in captivity
and for this
they will spread their Greed
over all the Earth
shaking its core
until it burst at the seams
with Massiveness of things
they can no longer bury

go away, go away
'O man of things
you have Pillaged the Earth
far too much
your continuous Wants
will wither
be your downfall

for My† people are hurting
lost in your massive Greed

the four corners will shake
they will rattle
bump and grin
then resettle
forming a new Earth

it is the plan of the Father†
many Words have been given
preparing you for this change
a forward
then a backward
to and fro
as the hand of the Father†
strikes again
before His† foot moves

don't go eager 'O peoples
do not over-indulge
in man's cries
for man cries for the world
for things and star lights

Confusion is fully awakened
for I†, the Son†, have awakened it
he roams as I† say to roam
your religions will not save you

come into Me†
and I† will go into you
but come slow
with Meaningness and Sincerity

be well to read these Words
of prophesy
and instruction
for They will serve you
those in Understanding

for those lost to Understanding
these Words mean nothing
but the future
will sort Them out

it is I† giving instruction
prepare
time is moving
as time moves
towards the Father's† plan
yet backwards in time

all who have ears
let them hear
it is I†, Yeshuah†
go in Peace

(February 25, 2024)―He led me to 1 Chronicles 1:17-54, again Abraham’s family: Isaac and Ishmael. Sarah is mentioned and his two sons but not Hagar. Keturah, Abraham’s concubine is mentioned and her children: Zimran, Jokshan, Medan, Midian, Ishbak and Shuah. These are not discussed much. All of Jacob’s children are discussed. All of them. Even those whom Jacob had children with concubines. But Abraham’s children with his concubine is not. These records are after Nehemiah.

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‘Conclusion’s Coming’ (God)

Then his sister asked Pharaoh’s daughter, ‘Shall I go and get one of the Hebrew women to nurse the baby for you?’ ‘Yes, go,’ she answered. And the girl went and got the baby’s mother.—Exodus 2:5-10

Conclusion's Coming (God) 

Confusions all around
placing Lies and Deceit
weights on shoulders
that they cannot keep

war is waging
split down the middle
'O Arrogant you still haven't learned
the Power you are under

forces of nature
are taking its toll
the 'you' in abundance
is going to play its role
all for the Arrogance of man
surrounding himself with Greed
celebrating Greed
praying for Greed
placing all Hope in Greed

you have wasted your words
on the wrong things

I†, the Almighty Lord†
do not waste

(July 26, 2022)—‘Conclusion’s Coming’ was given on July 25. After He led me to Exodus 1:8-14 through Exodus 3:1-6.

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‘In In-Between’ (Yeshuah)

So the last will be first, and the first will be last.—Matthew 20:1-16

In In-Between (Yeshuah)

it's not a state
of mind

it is

this world you see
it's not a world

it is

it is all things
prophet of Words
it is the middle
of the beginning
and the end

it is the soft
and the hard

it is more real
than your every-day seeing

it is a gift
to see what you see
so you will know
I† am

accept it
all that you're shown
it is for you
to know
that I† am

all the world
you are in
doesn't get to see
what you see

you are not privileged
you are chosen
prophet of Words

you saw samuel
the Words of his hand
the Father† made him write
what you saw
for the benefit
of those
who followed

you are among them

it is I†, Yeshuah†
you saw Me†
it is
what you saw
for the benefit of many

no, they won't see
what you see
for it is not time

you live in a world
encircled by Arrogance
they will deny
most
except the sum
who are chosen
they will know
Truth
which is beyond reason

reason
let's talk

Truth is
nothing can conquer
nor overshadow
what is

reason is of man
put together
of all things
man conceives
and perceives

what man sees
learns from man

together
all of these things
all of these years
compiled
creates reason

reason is not Truth

reason is justification
of what man
can possibly Consider

taking what they see
experience
in all matters
in all manners

reason is all they have
to Consider

it doesn't make it True
it is just reason
Understanding
as far as the Father†
will allow

there is more
than what is considered
more than what is
justified
to make reason
totally accepted by all men

this more
is beyond reason

this more
has been put before man
many times
like the in-between
that was put before
your eyes
prophet of Words

man cannot perceive
what they cannot
scientifically explain
‒the matters of fault
in reason

I† am therefore you are

the mind is a carefully
balanced being
to upset it
upsets balance

balance is important
it prevents
the stronghold of will
from being broken

only I† can do this

without Me†
the balance is broken
and will remain broken
this is where unfaithfulness
comes from
where wars and Fears
where Hate and Jealousy
where Anger and Bitterness
breathes

this I† explain
to the prophet of Words
not justifying
but stripping the missed marks
of harming others
and ones self

she ponders this
asking the why
society has missed
the point made

all things must be considered
to properly Consider
balance must be
or else
Confusion gets in easily
to upset what's left

missing the mark of Life
is crucial
it is a saddened acceptance
by your Arrogant world

My† vine is broken
where My† vine should work
the world
conceived its own
explanation
of this imbalance
justifying it
instead of healing it

Arrogance
working against itself
setting up a future
a darkened place
that will be allowed

samuel had this job
he grew Powerful
in Spirit
for he learned
and learned well

it is 
and it will be
prophet of Words
she writes
for I† instruct her to

she is not her own
I† am therefore she is
for your benefit

the ones struggling
I† am Hope
the Salvation
you seek

a masked cover
is in place
instruction is given
a moment
coming to an end

a Massiveness
in suffering
for Lies being told
and believed
is soon to impart
a coming, ringing of bells

it is I†
go in Peace
then Peace I'll† give you

(May 1, 2022)—Underground Destruction, Space, Energy, Suicide…man’s biggest faults…marks against God, Himself…per a conversation or rather explanation given to me earlier today. And I leave it at that.

Luke 18:1-8, Luke 18:9-14, and Matthew 20:1-16. He, Yeshuah, has led me to these three Scriptures a lot in the past year and a half. You know what they mean. You do. And still He wants me to explain.

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‘Channel’

Don’t change your independent self because of another person.

 Channel
  
 a bird flies when its free
 it stagnates
in captivity
 its colors blossom
in variety
 fading in ambiguity
 ‒plucking them out
in atrocity
  
 in nature...the act in free‒
 all the same
in its facility
 a trapping technicality
 ‒being free has its complexity
  
 as a woman
in her diplomacy
 giving true
to her effeminacy
 when treated
with significancy
  
 when she's satisfied
in her sexuality
 she falls into compliancy
 even in another's complacency
 giving up her self-sufficiency
 even her style in flossy
 being, at first
blissful in buoyancy
  
 as it goes...comes the decadency
 becoming aware
of the deficiency
 –a broken down fallacy
 as she meets each exigency
  
 outward...comes her adamancy
 as gone goes her sexy
 –an inward building pudency
 her usual controlled diplomacy
 loses its bearing
to rampancy
  
 as goes the controlling austerity
 saving-money hostility
 ‒slowly caving
in her impetuosity
  
 attention...gone its notoriety
 even her newly shaped nudity
 once praised with delicacy
 gone...with looks
words in vulgarity
 stripping
all her sexy naughty
 –leaving vagueness
in commonality
  
 lack of interest
opens a familiarity
 once ignoring
so much secrecy
 once ignoring the mendacity
 pulling forward
all its perfidy
 as gone...all her sensuality
 understanding
its diverted generosity
 she becomes lost
in recalcitrancy
 –the precious kitty lost
to lunacy
  
 all for giving her free
 to submissive captivity
 for the awakening
of her sexuality!

(May 9, 2019)―It’s funny how life repeats itself when we don’t learn the lesson the first time around. The funny thing for me is that I wrote about this before. I guess it pays to write about it again. The woman and all of her charm and personality has a way of turning into the woman her man wants her to be. Hold on before you scream: That’s not true. I do have a very good point.

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‘Love in Action’

Actions, in spite of resentment, still say LOVE

 Love in Action
  
 no matter the resentment
 it was given then taken
 actions of love
 still...not just a must
but a do
  
 it's all giving
without judgment
 helping without faking
 actions in love
 doing
without needing a clue
  
 it's helping another
without commitment
 being truthful
without manipulation
 actions in love
 doing
for words are not enough
  
 it's getting over
the resentment
 ‒those taking without
returning the give
 actions in love
 still...a beautiful mark
 on the heart
in the making

(April 30, 2019)―Resentment. I’ve written a lot about resentment in Book 12. It’s part of the codependency deal. A codependent will give and give without thinking of themselves and then they begin to resent it because they carry the expectation of being given in return. Of course, the given in return doesn’t happen most of the time. A codependent is a bit fucked up in a sense because of this expectation.

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‘Shouldering Damage’

You deal and accept the physical damage caused by narcissism’s carelessness

 
Shouldering Damage
  
 upon her shoulders
carries the weight–
 shouldering damage
from those who couldn't stay
 –a go-getter
they couldn't take
 she...never wanting‒ 
any kinda hate
 ‒that was never
her intended fate
  ‒she let love lead the way
 ending in heavy prices
to pay
  
 only in moments
she lived in sedate
 all them medical doctors
had to medicate
 she just needed room‒ 
a bit of space
 to grasp the idea
of her body ache
 never using it as an escape
 ‒it hurt...and she was its bait
  
 she knows she gave it all
 she wasn't some pity rage doll–
 standing somewhere in stall
 she answered a simple call
 –but others led her to fall
 not caring the damage at all
  
 upon her shoulders‒ 
she wears the cape
 an anti-depressant to mask
a different kinda ache
 –emotional chains
she couldn't tolerate
 a burning heart
left in saturate
 mixed with anger
lust and hate
 screaming
without intentional berate
 from love
that just couldn't stay
  
 then again‒ 
she let love be her mate
 a heart damaged‒ 
in too many ways
 –again...a turn in obliterate
 a brain burned in uncultivate
 all that damage‒ 
on her shoulders
in blissful weight
 men who couldn't bear
the cape
 of her physical‒ 
being in waste
  
 she knows she gave it all
 she wasn't some pity rage doll–
 standing somewhere in stall
 she answered a simple call
 –but others led her to fall
 not caring the damage at all
  
 she now wears‒ 
a suit of armor
from love's mate
 as the heavy scars from fake–
 I can't stay
you...I could only tolerate
 builds her face
straight to a destiny's fate–
 the writer in massive create
  
 she...to never deny God
in whatever she faced
 so she shoulders damage
left behind–
 by carelessness
and self hate
 building her rose‒ 
from a destroyer's
intentional state
  
 she knows‒ 
she gave it all
 she wasn't some pity rage doll–
 standing somewhere in stall
 she answered a simple call
 –others led her to fall
 not caring
the damage at all
  
 oh! how
she can stand tall–
 she picked herself up
from the fall
 using the rest of her life
in God's hall
 lost to true love's
missed call
 she knows‒ 
she gave it her all
 –it was not her
that caused
the fall!

(April 24, 21019)—I was sent to a heart specialist today. Although I’m 50, I’m always the youngest in the room when it comes to things like this. (I started saying this phrase back in 2013 when I returned to the VA. I was always the youngest in the room back then.) So, I’m sitting there going through Scriptures, keeping my mind occupied. I didn’t want to think about why I was there. Then I got called to the back. A slew of tests were ordered, including a monitor, which I’ll have to wear for a week.

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‘Anger’s Infest’

Anger wants you steadfast! God wants you moving forward!

 Anger's Infest
  
 feel it beneath your skin
 evil's way of getting within
 actions in horror's den
 ‒ways of evil's perfect sin
  
 it'll trap you in cussing
 it'll condemn you in swearing
 pulling at you...probing
 wanting your reaction
 for it's only satisfaction
  
 it'll take all
of your triggering notions
 you...down...dragging
 as it smiles
in sadistic laughing
 craving your giving in
 your fight...it's welcoming
 celebrating
your mind's condemn
  
 anger...evil's infested gem
 words, actions
its consistency in playing
 wanting you
self to defend
 so it can celebrate
in its win
  
 feel it beneath your skin
 evil's way of getting within
 actions in horror's den
 ‒ways of evil's perfect sin
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‘Humble of Mercy’

You Want It to Be! So Bad….

A sample from Book 12

 Humble of Mercy
  
 she shivered in the sun light
 thinking of words in the night
 take care of yourself
 make this all count
 it's not as bad as it seems
  
 –wondering...
if this is really all right
  
 she covers her eyes from the bright
 words...thoughts in her head
 filling her morning's sight
 you've heard this before
words of deception
 he doesn't want you no more
 don't let 'fool' be your salvation
  
 ‒wondering...
why the needless blight
  
 then the bible's insight
 saying it's going to be all right
  
 the unease feels her insides
 but her heart digs in tight
 it was always him‒ 
since all the darkened twilight
 why so hard to get it right
 why so much fight
  
 she washed her face
forced a smile to the light
 dawned her makeup
ignored age's height
 the saddened night
 throwing sorrow to the wind‒
 the need to cry...howl
all night
  
 her heart sits right
 she adhered to the boundaries‒ 
set outright
 time needed with the light
 she can't fight
without insight
 cleansing her insides, beautying her outsides
 letting the magic pour from God†
 as age moves on
lessening her life
 –each piece
becomes more precious, more fragile
  
 learning not anymore
to gamble
 what's wrong, what's right
 just listening to the light
without a fight

(September 26, 2018)—

Keep me safe, O God, for in You I take refuge. I said to the Lord, ‘You are my Lord; apart from You I have no good thing.’ As for the saints who are in the land, they are the glorious ones in whom in all my delight. The sorrows of those will increase who run after other gods. I will not pour out their libations of blood or take up their names on my lips. Lord, You have assigned me my portion and my cup; You have made my lot secure. The boundary lines have fallen for me in pleasant places; surely I have a delightful inheritance.

I will praise the Lord, who counsels me; even at night my heart instructs me. I have set the Lord always before me. Because He is at my right hand, I will not be shaken. Therefore my heart is glad and my tongue rejoices; my body also will rest secure, because You will not abandon me to the grave, nor will You let Your Holy One see decay. You have made known to me the path of life; You will fill me with joy in Your presence, with eternal pleasures at Your right hand.―Psalm 16

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‘Knife’

Surviving the Knife of Those Who Betray You!

A sample from Book 12

(April 21, 2018)—That knife becomes weaker when we gain the support of others, when we start to see the true meaning behind our life. That knife doesn’t come out that easy especially when you see everyone’s true disclosure.

There’s so much to say, then there’s nothing to say. I have this much on my mind: If they don’t want to see you, it doesn’t matter what you say or do, they won’t see you.

I’ve said a lot here on Facebook. I revealed a lot…but there’s a lot I haven’t revealed. So you only get a piece of the puzzle…never the whole picture. Why? Because I do have a life and part of that life is private as for everyone else. There’s a lot of pain I cover up…and, yes, there is still pain. There will always be pain because an entire portion of my life has been wiped out…and not by choice.

I tried calling my daughter. It appears that she’s changed her number. I think that odd because the words I last typed her in text were answers to words she said to me, but I’m held totally accountable. Why? Oh, because I’m 49 years old and should know better. I’m the mom…but that doesn’t come into affect when I’m called by my name instead of Mom. Just saying….

 Knife
  
 it was put in there‒ 
nice and tight
 when I move around
to the left, to the right
 it reveals its price
 ‒how it changed my life
 the strength it took‒ 
robbing my mind
 the way it makes me wanna fight
 even if it isn't right
 even if I said...say...things impolite
 I was...am...gonna fight
 ‒even while speaking of the light
  
 at times, I feel like a poltergeist
 a faded memory...sliced and diced
 forgotten the way I was
 forever entombed in what I've become
 not a homicide
 ‒a genocide of all that was nice
 womanly, motherly...dignified
 downgraded to a parasite
 ‒not fit for normal's life
  
 should I be lost in contrite
 bowed down in pity...outright
 or was I absolutely right
turning childlike
 begging for help‒ 
from Yeshuah, the Christ†
  
 who has the right to decide‒ 
I'm the sacrifice
 in order for them‒ 
to have their paradise
  
 who had the right‒ 
shift truth to lies
 bury this knife
in what used to be‒
 a mother, sister, daughter, wife
  
 in me...it so mystifies
 how everyone becomes tongue-tied
 when abuse is in transcribe
 ‒the victim screams in alive
 how extreme...me...it mortifies
 that, no matter which way‒ 
death...comes in die
 twist, twist, twist the knife
 gone daughter, sister, mother, wife
  
 rebuilding exemplified
the alibis become jives
 words in wisdom...just implied
 while words...wombs...rob the mind
 memories of building the first life‒
 took one times forty-five
  
 pull, pull, pull out the knife
time in modify
 is there another forty-five
 my, my, my how it mystifies
 what comes of‒ 
pulling out the knife
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