‘Brace in Confidence’

Brace in Confidence
 
if you don't want to know
why continuously search
to be in the know
 
if you want to live without sin
why do you keep sinning
 
if you want to be honest
if you want others to trust you
why do you keep lying
 
backsliding is an excuse
to live in the dark
ignore, over and over, given tools
those of Jesus† in fuel
He's† no fool
He† gives pure love to you
but God† will show you
fall, fall, fall
taking His† wrath‒
testing you
 
it's up to you
to reach salvation
or stay lost in the dark
where sinning
is easy for you
 
those in Jesus†
leave sin behind
in their pockets
no backsliding sockets
no excuses
just pure Jesus† muse
 
bad shepherds' heavy weight
upon shoulders
is not love but hate
 
giving into excuses
adds to the abuse
set it straight
embrace love
it isn't too late
but it’s a fight
you'll need a golden knight
helping you through‒
dark nights
‒not someone easy
to fright
who'll up and leave
outright
when the struggle‒
up against the wall
‒gets too tight
 
no excuses
embrace the muse
you're given the strongest
of tools
showing you what to do
it's up to you:
leave behind the excuse
fly, fly‒
fly through the roof

Note: The photograph was taken October 23, 2019: The Dragon and the All-Seeing Eye. The bright white Orb by the bush, it isn’t there 3 seconds later. It’s pointed out to me for a reason. Check out the photographs. There’s plenty the Lord wants you to see and He uses technology to point them out, and a willing writer to showcase it.

(August 24)―I saw this meme on Facebook about backsliding. It said something like: Backsliding is constantly forgiven, if you have something to say about it, then you are judging and have more sin then them. God had something to say about this. Of course, the word backsliding was put in my face many times with the sweet man. Over and over he would say this, and my confusion would be off the chain, then he would mix in the fact that we can sin seven times each day and start fresh each new day! Bad shepherds have done their job correctly!

So when I sat to write this morning, I asked to be shown this word backsliding. I said, ‘Please, show me in the Bible where this word is.’ I’ve read the Bible. I don’t every recall ever seeing this word in the it. I have read that if you continue to return to sin, you are considered a hypocrite, a fool, a stiff-necked liar in God and Jesus’ eyes, not a blackslider! I do recall God saying many times in the Bible that He is a forgiving God, but His wrath is mighty, and you can continue to return to sin…in fact, He basically says: Go right ahead, but then you better be prepared for the consequence. Because for every action, there is a reaction!

He also says, as well as Jesus, that He…GOD…is NOT the god of the darkness. Yes, He is in charge of ALL, but He, His goodness, leaves you during your fall, your darkness. You are left to decide on your own if you want the GOODNESS of God and Jesus back into your life or you rather the sinful nature of the darkness. He gives you that decision. It’s call unconditional love and freewill. You have that choice. If you don’t believe me, talk with anyone who kept falling, then finally had enough and sought Jesus and stayed in Jesus, see how their life is now compared to when they kept lying to themselves about and living in the darkness. I don’t need to prove anything. The truth is evident!

So, my answer this morning was Peter! Actually 1 Peter 1:8,9 through 1 Peter 2:18-25. So I included the beginning until 1 Peter 2:18-25. Here Jesus is basically saying what I said above and in ‘Brace in Confidence’. Bad shepherds are lying to people, putting such a heavy burden on them. Jesus said that when you know the Father and turn to Him, you will not want to sin. I can say, ‘Yes, this is one hundred percent true!’

By the way, the word backsliding is NOT in the Bible. The word backsliding is a false or bad shepherd’s way of telling people struggling to find the Lord that it’s okay to sin seven times a day, the next day you get to start fresh! That bad shepherd has turned so many into backsliders with a free pass, and they continue to go backwards instead of forward, missing the gate to the kingdom! They are turning so many into hypocrites.

You don’t need to be some holy-roly to gain access to the kingdom. You just have to see the light and turn from sin completely. Live happy and free without hurting other people. Live happy and free with love on your heart. I lived with one of these declaring ‘backsliders’ and all that person did was hurt other people by lying and manipulating. It was confusion at its best! Backsliding is the darkness…it is a word that keeps you going to the darkness on purpose! It’s confusion. It’s a tool used to test you to the max and the people that advocate this backsliding deal work for the world, not for God. Pay attention to the signs. They are easy to spot once you know God, and you have to get to know God before you can know Jesus! God does NOT advocate lying!

First Letter by Peter

Salutation—Peter, an apostle of Jesus Christ, To God’s elect, strangers in the world, scattered throughout Pontus, Galatia, Cappadocia, Asia and Bithynia, who have been chosen according to the foreknowledge of God the Father, through the sanctifying work of the Spirit, for obedience to Jesus Christ and sprinkling by His blood: Grace and peace be yours in abundance.—1 Peter 1:1,2

Note: The word ‘elect‘ is mentioned quite a number of times in the New Testament. If you are one of these elects today, you will know. When you are called to do something, it will be put into your heart…the Spirit will put it in your heart. One thing you must remember, all things fall under God…ALL THINGS! So everyone has a purpose to fulfill, good or bad, it is all used to test each other…the vine! You have a choice and it depends on the strength of your heart, to do wrong or right, it’s your journey and your journey will affect other people’s journey. Trust in the journey. If you do bad, you made the choice intended for you, so you must forgive yourself, forgive God and those you affected must forgive you. This is really hard! This is expected of each one of us and it’s a fight inside of our own hearts to forgive those who have done wrong to us, then forgive ourselves.

The Blessings of Redemption—

*Praise for Living Hope—Praise be to the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ! In His great mercy He has given us new birth into a living hope through the resurrection of Jesus Christ from the dead, and into an inheritance that can never perish, spoil or fade―kept in heaven for you, who through faith are shielded by God’s power until the coming of the salvation that is ready to be revealed in the last time.—1 Peter 1:3-5

NOTES: Key ideas: Tests. ‘…who through faith are shielded by God’s power…‘ it depends on your faith. If you don’t have any faith, then you have an issue that only you can solve. It’s no one else’s fault. You have to find your way, and your way will be lost until you accept God and Jesus into your heart. I keep writing that you have to ask, you do. They will not come without your permission…that is unconditional love and freewill in a nutshell!

*Suffering Before Salvation—In this you greatly rejoice, though now for a little while you may have had to suffer grief in all kinds of trials. These have come so that your faith—of greater worth than gold, which perishes even though refined by fire—may be proved genuine and may result in praise, glory and honor when Jesus Christ is revealed.—1 Peter 1:6,7

NOTES: Key ideas: Tests. When I write to you about these tests, I’m not telling you anything new. In fact, all that I tell you about God is already written. The new is really not new. It is in the Bible. Man-made churches choose to leave a lot of this out or they teach it wrong. To interrupt the Bible, you need the Spirit. Most man-made churches are guessing because they are of the world!

Faith in Unseen—Though you have not seen Him, you love Him; and even though you do not see Him now, you believe in Him and are filled with an inexpressible and glorious joy, for you are receiving the goal of your faith, the salvation of your souls.—1 Peter 1:8,9

Note: Have you felt it? Can you keep feeling it? You can’t say you felt this glory and give yourself this ‘backslider‘ excuse. You haven’t felt it because you are lying to yourself. Jesus is not a lie. He is glorious. And He will help you when you are honest with yourself! He wants you to heal. Lying to yourself that you have nothing to heal from says right there that you are not healed from what hurt you. If you only feel Him a little bit, a slight radiant of His light, wouldn’t you want to feel the full gust of His light? Strange if you don’t. If you are still lying to people, living a fake life, you are not with Him, you are with the world and that means you love the darkness, you are part of the darkness. Eternity is a very long time…damn…do you want to be in the pit for eternity? Really?

*God’s Grace Foretold—Concerning this salvation, the prophets, who spoke of the grace that was to come to you, searched intently and with the greatest care, trying to find out the time and circumstances to which the Spirit of Christ in them was pointing when He predicted the sufferings of Christ and the glories that would follow. It was revealed to them that they were not serving themselves but you, when they spoke of the things that have now been told you by those who have preached the gospel to you by the Holy Spirit sent from heaven. Even angels long to look into these things.—1 Peter 1:10-12

NOTES: Key ideas: Angels. Grace. Trying to get these exact times is frustrating. The Lord did this to me when He showed me these massive earthquakes. I kept begging for Him to reveal to me where it was. I could see all the land mass, but every sign, He blurred out. He even showed me a water tower, but the name was scribbled or scrambled…I could see it but then I couldn’t. He revealed to me monuments and buildings letting me know where I was. Even in writings when He spoke of this great deception that we all would soon learn, when I asked when, He just said write and was gone.

It was revealed to them that they were not serving themselves but you,…He revealed this to me as well. I’ve had to forego all my earthly desires. He provided money for me and a way, and I’m to write all that He gives and I can’t make any more money from my work because it is for you not for me that these words are sent. This really hurts because, for me, I put myself through the military in order to go to school, I self-taught myself the publishing world and I was a good mother and friend and I had to give it all up for you and I get no support, instead I get ignored and condemned into some crazy, insane person, even by my own children! This isn’t fair to me…and when I complain, the Lord says I’m not of the world, that I am His and I don’t have a choice. He says this work is for the future and it is important. He says. Not I. And He’s told me that I would be criticized and condemned, but I have to continue.

The Nature of Redemption—

*Holiness Responsive to Grace—There, prepare your minds for action; be self-controlled; set your hope fully on the grace to be given you when Jesus Christ is revealed. As obedient children, do not conform to the evil desires you had when you lived in ignorance. But just as He who called you is holy, so be holy in all you do; for it is written: ‘Be holy, because I am holy’ [Leviticus 11:44,45; 19:2]. Since you call on a Father who judges each man’s work impartially, live your lives as strangers here in reverent fear.—1 Peter 1:13-17

NOTES: Key ideas: Grace. Mind. Self-Control. Self-control! Backsliding is NOT self-control. You are not ignorant of the Lord, it is revealed to you who He is, so you can’t say, ‘I didn’t know.’ You DO know, so you are not living in ignorance. You CHOSE to go back to sin. You CHOSE to ignore the teachings of Christ and live in the darkness. You aren’t ignorant. You are a hypocrite!

Holy means love. He has taught me this in so many ways and, in turn, I have written about it for you. The royal law: Love. That’s all you have to do. If you love, then you will not want to lie, manipulate, steal, kill, hurt, do anything that is sinful in God’s eyes. But love seems to be really hard for a lot of people. All these man-made churches, they are not teaching love. They are teaching greed and selfishness and hate. I read on my Facebook wall postings from people who say they are of God, but they post hate. Other people’s journeys are not yours to take. You are falling to the sin of judgment in all this race stuff because you have hate in you, you are not healed. You are allowing your passions to be manipulated. God is working it and you are revealing your true hearts. God does know you. He wants it revealed to the world and it’s working!

As Peter said, a Father who judges each man’s work impartially, He’s not judging you according to other people, He’s going to judge you according to what YOU DO! YOU DO! His question: What will you do? And I’ve written about this because He told me to tell you, and so many delete me instead of read and adhere! Their choice.

Christ as Ransom—For you know that it was not with perishable things such as silver or gold that you were redeemed from the empty way of life handed down to you from your forefathers, but with the precious blood of Christ, a lamb without blemish or defect. He was chosen before the creation of the world, but was revealed in these last times for your sake. Through Him you believe in God, who raised Him from the dead and glorified Him, so your faith and hope are in God.—1 Peter 1:18-21

Note: The apostles spoke a lot about the perishable and imperishable. Through me, He is revealing the imperishable. This is why I have to tell you about David, he is the imperishable. He is called a spirit guide. He chose me before my birth. He saw my life in the Book of Truth and chose to be my guide. His job was to get me to hear him, to follow his direction, and because he did a good job and I did what I was told, we were both blessed with favors from God. I know this is hard to believe, but He, that would be God, wants you to know Him! What He does through me is what He does through all His prophets and what He did through Jesus, as Jesus told us in a very big way, to glorify Himself, that would be God! He WANTS you to know Him. You can’t know Jesus if you don’t truly know Him. Through all the writings and all the pictures, and through many others around the world, He wants you to be able to tell the difference between Him and the lie, which is in play as I’m writing this, and will get worse.

New Creatures—Now that you have purified yourselves by obeying the truth so that you have sincere love for your brothers, love one another deeply, from the heart. For you have been born again, not of perishable seed, but of imperishable, through the living and enduring word of God. For, ‘All men are like grass, and all their glory is like the flowers of the field; the grass withers and the flowers fall, but the word of the Lord stands forever’ [Isaiah 40:6-8]. And this is the word that was preached to you.[1]—1 Peter 1:22-25

Note: I wrote about the two baptisms already. Yes, two baptisms! One with water and one with the Spirit. No man can give you the second baptism. You have to obtain this one yourself. It’s a journey. He didn’t baptize me with the Spirit totally until I did what He asked me to do. It was only then that He fully baptized me in the Spirit, and then blessed me with more…as in the spiritual. This is when man turns on you, they called me witch and insane. So be it. This is the truth of the spiritual world…the real. As Jesus said in one of His writings that He sent to me, this is more real than living on earth. That’s power! And it’s part of drinking from His cup!

If you know the word, then you know God, then you know what I write is true, then you know He and Jesus are truly sending you new words through me. I can’t make you understand. If you can’t understand, you are veiled. In due time, you will understand. You read a lot of ‘I’ and ‘Me‘ in my writings…for good reason. He wants you to know His process and He is teaching you, yet again, through His prophet, as He has taught through all of His other prophets. I don’t know if there have been true prophets between me and those in biblical times. He says, ‘Yes.’ But there has also been many false-claiming prophets. I know the signs He has sent to me to gain my confidence in Him and that I’m truly hearing the God of ALL living creatures and the Son that He sent to us. It is still very hard because He has removed everyone from my life.

He wants you to know His process. He wants you to know what He is capable of. He wants you to see Him. It is strange that He has picked me. To Him, it is not because these writings are part of His word and they are for a future that is not here yet. They will know, in the mince of the war they will be fighting, they will hunger for these words. And because of this fight they will have to fight, it tells me today, that we are failing. We will fail. They will have to fight for their lives. They will have to fight to find God again. I know this much is to be true. This is the reason all these words are sent to me to write.

*Spiritual Maturity―Therefore, rid yourselves of all malice and all deceit, hypocrisy, envy, and slander of every kind. Like newborn babies, crave pure spiritual milk, so that by it you may grow up in your salvation, now that you have tasted that the Lord is good.—1 Peter 2:1-3

Note: Beautiful. Jesus will test your mind. He will put thoughts in there that you don’t desire, but have to fight. This is for a reason: To test the sincerity of your heart. For me, He has been tough. With the sweet man, the only times that he’s come back into my life, I had to make him see truth, even though he still fights it. For some time now, I don’t tolerate sin. I can’t. I know the lie and it hurts inside, way down deep. I told the sweet man not to lie to me now that I will know and he has not taken that serious. It is the same with my kids. I know the lie. I feel it. It’s like a knife pushed in my very soul. I just want to cry, scream and yell! WHY? WHY LIE?

Malice. I had to write a strong piece on the Malice heart after the sin of my sisters was revealed to me. I really didn’t know what constituted the malice heart other than being a murderer. Truthfully, I wanted to forgive and forget when people did wrong to me. It wasn’t before about 3 years ago that this intolerance to sin was put into my heart. Or it may have been earlier than that, but it’s like kryptonite. Seriously. I can feel the deception, the manipulation way deep in my bones, and I gave the chances for those who did this to correct themselves, but they refuse. They truly believed they are getting one over on me. And because I wouldn’t give in, I’m judged harshly. I refuse to bow down to sin. Sorry.

You must rise up from sin in order to feel the grace of Jesus on your skin. It’s your choice.

Strength and Access—As you come to Him, the living Stone―rejected by men but chosen by God and precious to Him―you also, like living stones, are being built into a spiritual house to be a holy priesthood, offering spiritual sacrifices acceptable to God through Jesus Christ.—1 Peter 2:4,5

Note: This spiritual house Peter names is the church…not a building, but something you can feel but cannot see, and in order for this to truly be holy you must make sacrifices through LOVE…not as mentioned in the Torah, but sacrifices of pure love without regret or resentment. These sacrifices are giving up of your time, money, and, at times, peace in order to help another out of trouble. This is what Jesus meant by drinking from His cup. It is not easy. It requires sacrifices. And the more you sacrifice, the more spiritual reward you will be given.

*Christ the Cornerstone—For in Scripture it says: ‘See, I lay a stone in Zion, a chosen and precious cornerstone, the one who trusts in Him will never be put to shame’ [Isaiah 28:16]. Now to you who believe, this stone is precious. But to those who do not believe, ‘The stone the builders rejected has become the capstone’ [Psalm 118:22], and, ‘A stone that causes men to stumble and a rock that makes them fall’ [Isaiah 8:14]. They stumble because they disobey the message―which is also what they were destined for.—1 Peter 2:6-8

NOTES: Key ideas: Calling. Messages. They stumble because they disobey the message―which is also what they were destined for…This says it all right here. Those who stumbled are veiled for a reason. Those who live in faith and believe what they cannot see, may fall here and there, but because they believe in the Lord, they rise because He slowly unveils them because they have proven their heart to Him. Those with hardened hearts remain unveiled because they are not of God, but of the world. They have to search out their hearts and find the Lord on their own. He will not help them. This the churches of the world do not teach you. They lie and mislead you that all is good and the Lord doesn’t have a wrath and no matter what you do, He will accept you. This isn’t so. Those who rejected Jesus also thought they could do no wrong and the Lord would always love them no matter what they did! They were wrong. All of them…ALL of them will not get into the kingdom! All of them are already dead. Unless they go through Jesus, they are already walking into the pit.

Sorry, but the truth hurts. I’m not here to sugarcoat anything for you. All those who said they loved me, dissed me because I refused to sugarcoat, I refuse to give into the lie. No. Heal! That is the demand from God Himself! That is the demand from Jesus because God demands it! You are doing no one any justice by sugarcoating the path to healing. It is hard. It will make you hate your own self, but in hating your life on earth, you gain your life in Heaven! To despise who you are now, will bring light to who you are to become.

God’s Chosen People—But you are a chosen people, a royal priesthood, a holy nation, a people belonging to God, that you may declare the praises of Him who called you out of darkness into His wonderful light. Once you were not a people, but now you are the people of God; once you had not received mercy, but now you have received mercy.—1 Peter 2:9,10

Note: Peter is speaking to those who used to be known as Gentiles. They have become Israel, God’s chosen, after Jesus rose from the dead. I keep writing this because He wants you to know that ALL people are His. You can deny that or not. There is only one living God and He does not adhere to killing or rape or stealing. He has His nations that He uses to test, but they never were of God…meaning they are not His, but of the adversary…they are from the pit. He’s always had testers, always! And they can redeem themselves, but they have to do it on their own! There sin is that great!

Those of you who have learned of God and Jesus, you are in the know…you are no longer ignorant. So for you to fall back again and again to sin because it’s so damn fun, you are on the wrong path! If you blame God for falling over and over, you are on the wrong path. Those who do not want to adhere to God’s commands are meant to be lost, they are of the pit, the world. Stay away from them. If they can’t find their way out, you can’t help them. God will use you to reach out to His children who are in trouble, never the pit’s children! Learn what is evil and what is good. Once you learn that, then you are learning who God is!

Glorifying God for Redemption—

In Conduct—Dear friends, I urge you, as aliens and strangers in the world, to abstain from sinful desires, which war against your soul. Live such good lives among the pagans that, though they accuse you of doing wrong, they may see your good deeds and glorify God on the day He visits us.—1 Peter 2:11,12

Note: God test your heart for two reasons: to see what you will do when your back is up against the wall and to glorify Him when He brings you out of the fall. He WANTS you to talk about what He has done in your life! Yes, He wants you to boast about your survival, your good deeds for Him. He doesn’t want you bragging about yourself! No. He wants you to tell everyone what HE has done for you! [I got a notification on my computer that read: ‘To be Glory to God, Amen.’ as I was writing this paragraph! Amen!]

As a Citizen—Submit yourselves for the Lord’s sake to every authority instituted among men: whether to the king, as the supreme authority, or to governors, who are sent by him to punish those who do wrong and to commend those who do right. For it is God’s will that by doing good you should silence the ignorant talk of foolish men. Live as free men, but do not use your freedom as a cover-up for evil; live as servants of God. Show proper respect to everyone: Love the brotherhood of believers, fear God, honor the king.—1 Peter 2:13-17

Note: This is not the only time God sends His warnings about this. He isn’t joking. All those who are dismissing authority right now are not of God, they are doing what they are supposed to do. I wrote a lot about Him waking me up and yelling, ‘I am relent!’ Twice. He said that because He is causing all those to riot and He said because He has put it into their hearts to do such things, they are to return to Him and dismiss the world in order for Him to forgive them. And He will, but they have to forgive themselves and forgive Him for putting them in that situation.

It is the same when He brought me to the sweet man, when He put me through a divorce and I had no choice but to get on anti-depression medication because it was just too much for me. That medication damaged my heart and I ended up with a broken heart valve. But when I finished doing what He wanted me to do, He fixed it. He caused it so He undone it because I stuck it out and got through to the sweet man. It was that important to Jesus! He said the same about all those involved in the shootings, explosions, rioting…‘I am relent!’ I love you relentless…is what He is saying. I forgive you, He is saying. So in return He wants you to return to HIM! He’s giving everyone a choice! It’s up to you to take it.

*As a Slave―Slaves, submit yourselves to your masters with all respect, not only to those who are good and considerate, but also to those who are harsh. For it is commendable if a man bears up under the sun the pain of unjust suffering because he is conscious of God. But how is it to your credit if you receive a beating for doing wrong and endure it? But if you suffer for doing good and you endure it, this is commendable before God. To this you were called, because Christ suffered for you, leaving you an example, that you should follow His steps. ‘He committed no sin, and no deceit was found in his mouth’ [Isaiah 53:9]. When they hurled their insults at Him, He did not retaliate; when He suffered, He made no threats. Instead, He entrusted Himself to Him who judges justly. He Himself bore our sins in His body on the tree, so that we might die to sins and live for righteousness; by His wounds you have been healed. For you were like sheep going astray, but now you have returned so the Shepherd and Overseer of your souls.―1 Peter 2:18-25

Note: You have to forgive. All of you out there still basking in this slavery deal, you are not forgiving God for bringing those people into slavery. You are allowing your passions to be played up on. You are seeing, but you are NOT seeing. You are hearing, but you ARE NOT hearing. It is nothing great for me to witness a black woman or man to say they are a preacher then post all these things about shootings and such…no, you are putting stumbling blocks in front of people. You are egging tensions that don’t need to be egged. God is using you for the other side.

What Dr. King did is NOT what you are doing! You are moving in the opposite direction. You are working for a body of people that are not of God, they are the testers. I’m warning you to pay attention. In the end, the veils are up and your heart is being tested. In the end, the scars are scars you will have to answer to when you are face to face with the Judge. And trust me, I heard my mother answer to the Judge. The Lord allowed this to be heard because He was teaching me truth! You WILL be questioned. All those scars He put on my face in all those pictures…He is telling you what your heart looks like when it gets weighed. And IT WILL be weighed!

What rank will you be? Will you be in a tree, or on the ground, as in October 7, 2019: Faces, or will you be like David or in Orbs? Or will you be a tester like in the Testimony, where your home is the pit? It IS your choice. And God will put you through all the tests needed to see if you are fit for a kingdom! Are you worthy of a kingdom? The choice is yours!